Nobody saw him in the morning, however, for it came on thick of snow and

the wind to the eastward. Wind in that quarter would be bad, of course,

if it breezed up; but it had not yet breezed up, and the _Delia’s_ crew

were not minding any mere possibility. It was not too bad to put the

dories over, and between squalls they hauled again, heaving up the

anchor, however, before leaving the vessel, so that their skipper could

stand down and pick them up flying.

“We’ll clear out, I’m thinkin’, for to-night,” said Patsie when they

were all hauled. And clear out they did, which was well, too, for that

night the wind increased to a bad gale, and, safe and snug below,

alongside the hot stove or under the bright lamp, it did them all good

to think that the north-east bar was not under their lee.

Even when they were jogging that night it looked bad; but they knew they

might do it and live. They had to keep an eye out, of course, and stand

ready to stand off in a hurry, for should it come too bad it would mean

lively work to get out.

Safe away to the eastward of them, watch after watch of the _Delia_

stamping about deck could make out the riding light of the other vessel

to anchor.

“In the mornin’, whoever he is, he’ll be gettin’ his courage up, and

maybe he’ll drop down,” said the _Delia’s_ crew.

They were in great good-humor. And well they might be, with twenty-five

thousand of halibut and fifteen thousand of fine cod after two days’

fishing. Yes, well they might be--halibut sixteen and eighteen cents a

pound when they left Gloucester.

It was worth taking chances to get fish like that; and with a skipper

who knew the bar as most men know their own kitchens, who could foretell

the weather better than all the glasses in the country, who could keep

run of a vessel and tell you where you were any time of the day or night

out of his head--no need for him to be everlastingly digging out charts

and taking sights--they were safe. Yes, sir, they were safe with this

man. Fishing in twenty fathoms of water in that kind of weather looked

bad--very bad--and they would not care to try it with everybody in heavy

weather, but with a short scope and with Patsie Oddie on the

quarter--why, that was a different matter altogether.

In the morning it was so thick that they could not see a length ahead;

so the skipper, to be safe, kept the lead going. That afternoon it

cleared, and they saw to anchor, but now inside of them, their neighbor

of the day before.

Patsie Oddie looked her over. “What do you call her?” he asked finally

of Martin Carr.

“The _Eldorado_ or the _Alhambra_-- I wouldn’t want to say which, they

bein’ alike as two herrin’.”

“That’s right--they do look alike, Martin. But she’s the

_Eldorado_-- Fred Watson. But what’s got into him this trip? Generally he

fishes farther off. But ’tis Watson’s vessel, anyway, and the blessed

fool’s got his dories out. He must be drunk--if he isn’t foolish. But he

don’t drink--not gen’rally. What ails him at all? She’ll be draggin’

soon, if she isn’t already. He don’t seem to know too much about that

swell in there with an easterly wind-- I misdoubt he ever fished in so

close before--and if he don’t let go his other anchor he’ll soon be

where a hundred anchors won’t do him any good. And look at where some of

his dories are now!”

Getting nervous under the strain, Oddie stood down and hailed the two

men in the dory farthest from the _Eldorado_. They said they did not

know quite what to do--no signal to haul had yet been hoisted on the

vessel. They guessed, though, they would hang on a while longer.

Patsie understood their feelings. No fisherman wants to be the first to

cut and go for the vessel, and so lose fish and gear also. Losses of

that kind have to be shared by the men equally. Not only that, but to

have somebody look across the table at supper and say, “And so there

were some that cut their gear and ran for it to-day, I hear?” No, men

face a good bit of danger before that.

In the next of the _Eldorado’s_ dories they were pretty nervous, but

said that as long as the others were not cutting they were not going to.

“That’s right,” said Patsie, “that’s the way to feel about it. But take

my advice and you’ll buoy your trawls and come aboard of me. It’s goin’

to be the divil to pay on this bar to-night--and in these short days

’twill soon be night.”

And they, knowing Patsie Oddie’s reputation, buoyed their trawls and

came aboard the _Delia Corrigan_. And after that Patsie picked up three

more dories out of the blinding snow and took them aboard the _Delia_.

By the time Patsie had those four dories of the _Eldorado_ safe, it was

too rough to attempt to put the men aboard their own vessel. “But I’ll

stand down and hail her fer ye,” said Patsie.

Now all this time it never occurred to Patsie Oddie that anybody but

Fred Watson was master of the _Eldorado_. In the hurry and bustle of

picking up the stray dories, there had been no time to talk of anything

but the work in hand; and so his immense surprise when he made out Artie

Orcutt standing by the quarter rail of the _Eldorado_, and so his anger

when Orcutt called out before he himself had a chance to hail: “If

you’re getting so all-fired jealous of me, Patsie Oddie, that you can’t

even see me get a good haul of fish without you trying to steal it from

me----”

The rest of it was lost in the wind, but there was enough in that much

to make Patsie Oddie almost leap into the air. “So it’s you, is it?

Lord, and I’d known that, you c’n be sure I’d never tried to help you

out.” That was under his breath, with only a few near by to hear him.

He wanted to say a whole lot more, and say it good and hard, evidently,

but he did not. All he did say to Orcutt before bearing away was, “You

take my advice, Artie Orcutt, and you’ll let go your second anchor.”

Just that, and sheered off and left him.

“And how comes it Artie Orcutt’s got the _Eldorado_?” he then asked of

one of the men he had picked up.

“He came aboard at Saint Peer, where we put in with Captain Watson sick

of the fever. He came aboard there and took charge.”

“H’m!” Oddie stroked his beard and smiled--smiled grimly. “I don’t see

but what he brought it on himself.” But that last as though he were

talking to himself.

He looked over toward the _Eldorado_ again. “I can’t see that we can

help him, anyway,” he said again, and the grim smile deepened. “We might

just as well go below--there’s the cook’s call. Have your supper, boys,

and we’ll sway up, sheet in and stand out. Whatever Orcutt does, I know

I’ll not hang around here this night.”

With the words of their skipper to point the way, most of the _Delia’s_

crew agreed that, after all, it was not their funeral. Lord knows, a

crew had enough to do to look out for their own vessel in that spot in

bad weather. And as for Artie Orcutt-- Lord, they all knew _him_ and what

_he’d_ do if ’twas the other way about--if ’twas the _Delia_ was in

trouble.

But it was not Orcutt alone. There were nine others. That phase of it

the crew argued out below, and that was what they agreed their skipper

must be wrestling with up on deck.

The lights gleamed out of forec’s’le and cabin as hatches were slid and

closed again, with watch after watch coming and going, but Oddie stayed

there on deck. It was a bad deck to walk, too, the vessel pitching

heavily and the big seas every once in a while breaking over her. But

the Skipper seemed to pay no attention, only stamped, stamped, stamped

the quarter.

The men passed the word in the morning. “Walkin’, walkin’, walkin’,

always walkin’, speak-in’ aloud to himself once in a while. Man, but if

he’s savin’ it up for anybody, I wouldn’t want to be that partic’lar

party when he’s made up his mind to unload.”

And what was it his soul was wrestling with? What would any man’s soul

be wrestling with if he saw whereby a rival might be disposed of for

good and for all? Especially when that rival was the kind of a man that

the woman in the case could not but realize after a great while was not

the right kind--that no woman could continue to respect, let alone love.

And then? He had only to let him alone now--say no word, and there it

was--destruction as certain as the wind and sea that were making, as

certain as the sun that was rising somewhere to the east’ard.

All that, and the primal passions of Patsie Oddie for the untamed soul

of Patsie Oddie to contend with. No wonder he looked like another man in

the morning--that in the agony of it all he groaned--and he a strong

man--groaned, yes, and pressed his hands to his eyes as one who would

shut out the sight of horrid images. Only to think of Patsie Oddie

groaning! Yet groan he did, and questioned his soul--talking to

something inside of him as if it were another man. “But it won’t leave

me a better man before God--and God knows, too, it won’t make Delia

happier. God knows it won’t--it won’t----”

It was light enough then for Patsie Oddie to see that the _Eldorado_ was

drifting, drifting, not rapidly as yet, but certainly and to sure

destruction, with the ten souls aboard of her doomed as so many

thousands of others had been doomed before them. And the wind was ever

making, and the sea ever rising. She had both anchors out then, as

Patsie Oddie saw, and he saw also when her chain parted. “Now she’s

draggin’,” he muttered then, and waited to see what action Orcutt would

take. “Why in God’s name don’t he do something?” and ordered the man at

the wheel on the _Delia_ to stand down.

Rounding to and laying the _Delia_ as near to the _Eldorado_ as he dared

in that sea, he roared out to Orcutt: “What in God’s name are you doing

there, Artie Orcutt? Don’t you see your one anchor can’t hold her? Cut

the spars out of her--both spars, man!”

Orcutt was frightened enough then, and in short order had the spars over

the side. That helped her, but it could not save her. It was too late.

She was still dragging--slowly, slowly, but sure as fate, and promising

to drag more rapidly as the water grew shoaler. And it was getting

shoaler all the time.

Oddie threw up his hands. “They’re goin’! To-night will see her and them

buried in the sand.” He turned to his crew, standing in subdued groups

about the _Delia’s_ deck. “I want a man to go with me in the dory. Maybe

we c’n get them off.”

There were plenty ready to go; but he wanted only one. “No,” he said to

one, “you’ve got a wife,” and to another, “You’ll be missed, too. I want

somebody nobody gives a damn about--like myself!” and took a young

fellow--there is always one such in every crew of fishermen--that swore

he had not mother, father, brother, sister, nor a blessed soul on earth

that cared whether he ever came home or was lost. And doubtless he was

telling the truth, for he certainly acted up to it. A hard case he was,

but a good fisherman. And courage? He had courage. He laughed--no

affected cackle, but a good round laugh--when he leaped over the side

and into the dory with Patsie Oddie.

“If I don’t come back,” he called to his bunkmate, “you c’n have that

diddy-box you’ve been so crazy to get--the diddy-box and all’s in it.

For the rest, you c’n all have a raffle and give the money to the

Widows’ and Orphans’ Fund, back in Gloucester.”

“Malachi-boy, but you’re a man after my own heart,” said Oddie, as the

dory lifted on to the seas and away from the shelter of the _Delia’s_

side. And Malachi laughed at that. There was what he lived for--where

Patsie Oddie praised one must have been a man.

A dory is the safest small boat that the craft of man has yet devised

for living in troubled waters. Handled properly, it will live where

ships will founder. And yet, though Patsie Oddie and Malachi Jennings

were the two men to the oars, it was too much even for the dory in that

sea; and over she went before they were half-way to the _Eldorado_. The

crew of the _Delia_, seeing them bob up, and for the time safely

clinging to the plug-strap, whisked another dory to the rail and ready,

but their Skipper waved them back.

“Pay out an empty dory!” came his voice above the wind’s opposition.

Which they did, and speedily, and Patsie and Malachi got into it; and

with great care, the two men lying in the bottom of it were hauled

alongside the _Delia_ and helped aboard.

“No man can row a dory this day,” was Patsie’s first word. “And a man

with big boots and oilskins overboard in that sea--too small a chance.

But put a longer line on that same dory and pay it out again.” Which

they did also, and in that way began to take the gang off the

_Eldorado_.

Five trips of the dory were made, two of the _Eldorado’s_ crew coming

back each trip, one crouched in the stern and the other lying flat on

the bottom amidships. It was the roughest kind of a passage, and even

when the dory would come alongside the _Delia_ the most careful handling

was needed to get them safely aboard.

Orcutt, of course, was the last man to come aboard. Bad as he was, he

could do no less than that--stand by his vessel to the last. When he

came alongside the _Delia_, he rose from the bottom of the dory, his

companion having safely boarded the _Delia_, and lunged for the rail.

Never a quick man on his feet, nor quick to think and act, and now

trembling with anxiety, Orcutt made a mess of boarding. He had to stop

long enough, too, to look up at Oddie and think what a fool of a man

Oddie was altogether--a mind like a child! So, in the middle of it all,

he did not get the rise of the dory to throw him into the air. He waited

just that instant too long--it took nerve--and then he had to hurry, and

the uprise of the dory was not there to throw him into the air and on to

the _Delia’s_ rail. Clothes soaked in brine and heavy boots, a man is

not a buoyant thing in the water, and this was a heavy sea. So Orcutt,

falling between dory and vessel, went down--deep down--and when he came

up it was where the tide swept down under the vessel’s quarter.

Patsie Oddie, standing almost above him, caught the appeal of Orcutt’s

eyes, and then saw him go under again. “If he comes up again ’twill be

clear astern,” thought Oddie, “and the third time with all that gear on

him he’ll never come up--and if ’tisn’t Providence, then what is it?”

And this was a cold winter’s day, and Oddie himself soaked in sea-water.

“And if he don’t come up,” thought Oddie, “if he don’t come up-- Lord

God, must I do more than I’ve done already for a man I don’t like--a

man that I know is no good--for a man in my way--a man, too, that would

no more go overboard for me, even on the calmest day, than he’d cut his

own throat?” And there was that queer smile that Orcutt had thrown at

him as he stood up in the dory-- Oddie did not forget that. And then he

saw Orcutt’s sou’wester on the water and the man himself beneath it.

No more thought of that. Overboard went Oddie with all his own weight of

clothes, oilskins, woolens, and big boots, while quick-witted men hove

the bight of the main-sheet after him; and Oddie, grappling with the

smothering and frightened Orcutt, smashed him full in the face. “Blast

you, Artie Orcutt, there’s fun in beating you even here,” and hooked on

to the collar of Orcutt’s oil jacket with one hand and grabbed the

main-sheet just before the tide would have carried them out of reach.

Safe on the deck of the _Delia_, Orcutt offered his hand to Oddie, who

did not seem to notice, but said, “If you go below, Captain Orcutt,

you’ll find a change of dry clothes in my room, and you c’n turn in

there and rest yourself.”

“But I want to thank you,” said Orcutt, overwhelmed.

“Take your thanks to the divil,” said Oddie to that. “’Twas for no love

of you I stood by. You c’n have the best on this vessel, but take your

hand? Blast you, no! Go below, or I’ll throw you below.” And Orcutt went

below without delay.

It was late in the afternoon then. Even while they were hoisting that

last dory over the rail Oddie had given his orders to drive out. At

first all thought she would come clear, but in a little while they began

to doubt, and doubt turned to misgiving, and misgiving to certainty. Sea

and wind were too much for them now. In saving the _Eldorado’s_ crew

they had waited too long--the tide was now against them also--and now it

was no use. It was Oddie himself who said so at last, and went aloft

before it was too dark to take a look at the surf they were falling

into.

He stayed aloft for about ten minutes, and when he came down all hands

knew it was to be desperate work that night.

“Put her about,” was his first order, and “Take a sounding, Martin,” his

second.

She came about in the settling blackness and started for shoal water.

“You might’s well put her sidelights up,” he said next. “Nobody’ll get

in our road to-night--nor we in anybody else’s--but we’ll go ship-shape.

And what do you get?” he asked of Martin, when the lead came up.

“Eighteen fathom,” was the word from Martin. Eighteen fathom, and this

a winter gale and a winter sea, and the strongest of tides against them!

“Eighteen fathom and goin’ into it straight’s ever a vessel c’n go,”

said Oddie. “Wicked ’tis, but the one thing’ll make me laugh when we

go----”

“Sixteen fathom!” from Martin.

“Sixteen? She’s sure shoaling----”

Oddie was at the wheel himself then, and the _Delia_ was beginning to

feel the pounding. They could not see the sky at all, it was that black,

but all around they could see the combers breaking white--so white that

they made a kind of light of their own. And then it was, with the Lord

knows how much wind behind them and seas mast-head high and the little

vessel taking it fair abeam, that the crew of the _Delia_ and the crew

of the _Eldorado_ guessed what was running in Patsie Oddie’s mind. He

was to drive her across the bar! With all the sail in the _Delia_ on

her, to let her take the full force of it and bang her across the

shoals, where soon there would not be enough water to let her set up on

an even keel!

Martin Carr was heaving the lead all the time, and all noted how he made

himself heard when it came to ten fathom.

“Ten fathom!” the crew repeated, and murmured it over till one got

courage to ask, “Is it going to drown us you are, Captain Oddie?”

“I’m trying to save you, boys,” he answered, and his voice was as tender

as could be and yet be heard above a roaring gale.

“Nine and a half,” and then, “Nine fathom!” came from Martin Carr,

barely able to hold his place by the rail, the vessel was pitching so.

It was at eight fathoms that Artie Orcutt raised a cry of protest, and,

hearing that, Oddie ordered Martin to sound no more. “Bring the lead

here, Martin,” said Oddie, and taking a big bait knife he always kept on

the house, with one stroke cut the lead-line off short. Then he opened

the slide of the cabin companion-way and hove the lead on to the cabin

floor with a “There, now, maybe we _are_ goin’ to be lost. I think

myself that maybe we will, but some of ye mayn’t die of fright now,

anyway.”

She was fair into it then, making wild work of it, with Oddie himself to

the wheel, and all his great strength needed to hold her. He called one

of his men to help him once, and he, feeling the full force of it, now

and again would start to ease her up a little, but the moment a spoke

went down so much as a hair’s breadth Patsie Oddie’s big arms would work

the other way. “Maybe you think this is a place to tack ship,” Oddie

said once, and the wheel stayed up and she took it full force.

How Oddie ever expected to save the _Delia_ nobody ever knew, beyond

trying to lift her across with the sheer weight of the wind to her

sails. And that would be sheer luck, such luck as had never befallen a

vessel in their plight before. Other men of courage with stout vessels

must have tried that, they knew, and none of them had ever got over, nor

come back to tell how close they came to it.

And that was all there was to it--sheer luck, Oddie would have told

them, had they asked him. And yet it was not luck altogether. True, he

knew no channel across--there was no channel across--and yet he knew

there were little gullies scooped out here and there on the sand-ridges.

And if a man could make one now and one again, jumping over the almost

dry beach, as it were, between them--who knows?--it might be done. On a

black night like this nobody could see the gullies, or on any kind of a

night, for that matter; but then there was that something--he did not

know what to call it--inside of him that told him the things he could

not hear nor see nor feel. And then again, let a vessel alone, and she

will naturally shy for the deep water. Force her with the rudder, and

she will go where the rudder sends her. Oddie forced her, but only to

make her take the full weight of the wind. It was necessary to drive her

over if ever she was to get over at all. That same something inside told

him when her nose was nearing the high shoals--it came to him as if her

quivering planks carried the message; there it was, put her off now, and

now again, now hold her that the wind may have its lifting effect, now

let her go and she’ll find the way. That was the way of it--bang, bang,

bang, on her side mostly, with her planks smashing against the bare

bottom as she drove over the sand-ridges--her stem rushing through at an

awful clip when she found a gully a little deeper than usual.

The great seas broached over her, and it became dangerous to remain on

deck. So Oddie ordered all hands below and the slides drawn tight after

them, fore and aft.

“I don’t see the difference whether we’re washed off up here or drowned

below,” said one. “Go below, just the same,” said Oddie, and below they

all went, while Oddie, lashing himself hard and fast, prepared for what

further fury wind and sea had in store for himself and the _Delia_.

It was a sea to batter a lighthouse down. It takes shoal water for

wicked seas, and this certainly was shoal water, with the sand off

bottom swirling around deck. A noble vessel was the _Delia_, but when

the sea took charge that night everything was swept clean from her

decks. Dories first--her own eight and the four of the _Eldorado’s_ that

had been picked up, twelve in all--went with one smash. Oddie allowed

himself a little pang as he watched them and heard the crash. It was too

dark to see them clearly; but he knew how they looked, floating off in

the white combers in kindling-wood. The booby-hatches went next, and

after them the gurry-kids--match-wood all. Everything that was not

bolted went. The very rails went at last, crackling from the stanchions

as if they were cigar-box sides when they did go.

“‘Twill be the house next,” muttered Oddie. “And then her planks will

come wide apart--and then----” He rolled it between his teeth. “Well,

then we’ll all go together. But”--he locked his jaws again--“drive her

you must, Patsie Oddie,” and bang, bang, smash, bang, and smash again he

held her to it.

And in the morning she came clear; still an awful sea on and wind to

tear the heart out of the ocean itself, but clear water--beautiful,

clear water. By the morning light he saw what he could not see in the

dark night, that her port anchor was gone from her bow--scraped off

against the bottom--and that her decks were covered with the sand off

the bottom also; but she herself--his darling _Delia_--was all right.

There was nothing gone that could not be replaced--maybe a bit loose in

the seams, but, Lord, Gloucester was full of good calkers--and now they

had the beautiful clear water. God be praised! And, after all, if never

a woman in all the world smiled on him again, ’twas worth while saving

men’s lives.

Oddie drew the slide back from the cabin companion-way. “Set the watch,”

he called, and the first on watch, Martin Carr, came up and took the

wheel from him.

“Gloucester,” said Oddie--“you know the course, Martin. And be easy on

her. ’Tisn’t in nature for a vessel not to loosen a bit after last

night, but there’ll be nothing the pumps won’t clear. I know that by the

heave of her under me. She’s all right, Martin--a great vessel. We owe

our lives to her ableness this night, but pump her out,” and went below

to draw off his boots. His legs were so swollen that he had to split the

leather from knee to heel to get them off, and when he turned them

upside down sand ran out of the legs of them. “A wild night,” he said,

and looked curiously at the sand--a wild night it was--“and I’m tired.

Since leavin’ Gloucester I’ve not seen my bunk. Call me in two hours,”

and turned in on the floor and fell instantly asleep.

After a storm it should be good to see the fine green water rippling

again under the sun, but to Patsie Oddie it brought no sense of joy. He

only glowered and glowered as down the coast he sailed the _Delia_. Even

the sight of Cape Sable, which generally brings a smile to the faces of

fishermen homeward bound, had no effect on him. He drove her on, and

even seemed to welcome the cold nor’-wester that met him when he

straightened out for what in a fair wind, and his vessel tight, would

have been one long last riotous leg.

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