DEAREST ALICK,

I meant to have sent you a long yarn by a steamer which went the other

day, but I have been in my bed. The weather set in colder than I ever

felt it here, and I have been very unwell for some time. Dr. Osman

Ibraheem (a friend of mine, an elderly man who studied in Paris in

Mohammed Ali's time) wants me to spend the summer up here and take sand

baths, _i.e._ bury myself up to the chin in the hot sand, and to get a

Dongola slave to rub me. A most fascinating derweesh from Esneh gave me

the same advice; he wanted me to go and live near him at Esneh, and let

him treat me. I wish you could see Sheykh Seleem, he is a sort of

remnant of the Memlook Beys--a Circassian--who has inherited his master's

property up at Esneh, and married his master's daughter. The master was

one of the Beys, also a slave inheriting from his master. Well after

being a terrible _Shaitan_ (devil) after drink, women, etc. Seleem has

repented and become a man of pilgrimage and prayer and perpetual fasting;

but he has retained the exquisite grace and charm of manner which must

have made him irresistible in his _shaitan_ days, and also the

beautifully delicate style of dress--a dove-coloured cloth _sibbeh_ over

a pale blue silk _kuftan_, a turban like a snow-drift, under which flowed

the silky fair hair and beard, and the dainty white hands under the long

muslin shirt sleeve made a picture; and such a smile, and such ready

graceful talk. Sheykh Yussuf brought him to me as a sort of doctor, and

also to try and convert me on one point. Some Christians had made Yussuf

quite miserable, by telling him of the doctrine that all unbaptized

infants went to eternal fire; and as he knew that I had lost a child very

young, it weighed on his mind that perhaps I fretted about this, and so

he said he could not refrain from trying to convince me that God was not

so cruel and unjust as the Nazarene priests represented Him, and that all

infants whatsoever, as well as all ignorant persons, were to be saved.

'Would that I could take the cruel error out of the minds of all the

hundreds and thousands of poor Christian mothers who must be tortured by

it,' said he, 'and let them understand that their dead babies are with

Him who sent and who took them.' I own I did not resent this

interference with my orthodoxy, especially as it is the only one I ever

knew Yussuf attempt.

Dr. Osman is a lecturer in the Cairo school of medicine, a Shereef, and

eminently a gentleman. He came up in the passenger steamer and called on

me and spent all his spare time with me. I liked him better than the

bewitching derweesh Seleem; he is so like my old love Don Quixote. He

was amazed and delighted at what he heard here about me. '_Ah Madame, on

vous aime comme une soeur, et on vous respecte comme une reine; cela

rejouit le coeur des honnetes gens de voir tous les prejuges oublies et

detruits a ce point_.' We had no end of talk. Osman is the only Arab I

know who has read a good deal of European literature and history and is

able to draw comparisons. He said, '_Vous seule dans toute l'Egypte

connaissez le peuple et comprenez ce qui se passe, tous les autres

Europeens ne savent absolument rien que les dehors; il n'y a que vous qui

ayez inspire la confiance qu'il faut pour connaitre la vente_.' Of

course this is between ourselves, I tell you, but I don't want to boast

of the kind thoughts people have of me, simply because I am decently

civil to them.

In Egypt we are eaten up with taxes; there is not a penny left to anyone.

The taxes for the whole year _eight months in advance_ have been levied,

as far as they can be beaten out of the miserable people. I saw one of

the poor dancing girls the other day, (there are three in Luxor) and she

told me how cruel the new tax on them is. It is left to the discretion

of the official who farms it to make each woman pay according to her

presumed gains, _i.e._ her good looks, and thus the poor women are

exposed to all the caprices and extortions of the police. This last new

tax has excited more disgust than any. 'We now know the name of our

ruler,' said a fellah who had just heard of it, 'he is _Mawas_ Pasha.' I

won't translate--but it is a terrible epithet when uttered in a tone

which gives it the true meaning, though in a general way the commonest

word of abuse to a donkey, or a boy, or any other cattle. The wages of

prostitution are unclean, and this tax renders all Government salaries

unlawful according to strict law. The capitation tax too, which was

remitted for three years on the pasha's accession to the people of Cairo,

Alexandria, Damietta and Rascheed, is now called for. Omar will have to

pay about 8 pounds back tax, which he had fondly imagined himself excused

from. You may conceive the distress this must cause among artisans,

etc., who have spent their money and forgotten it, and feel cheated out

of the blessings they then bestowed on the Pasha--as to that they will

take out the change in curses.

There was a meeting here the other day of the Kadee, Sheykh el-Beled, and

other notables to fix the amount of tax each man was to pay towards the

increased police tax; and the old Shereef at the end spoke up, and said

he had heard that one man had asked me to lend him money, and that he

hoped such a thing would not happen again. Everyone knew I had had heavy

expenses this year, and most likely had not much money; that my heart was

soft, and that as everyone was in distress it would be 'breaking my

head,' and in short that he should think it unmanly if anyone tried to

trouble a lone woman with his troubles. I did offer one man 2 pounds

that he might not be forced to run away to the desert, but he refused it

and said, 'I had better go at once and rob out there, and not turn rogue

towards thee--never could I repay it.' The people are running away in

all directions.

When the Moolid of the Sheykh came the whole family Abu-l-Hajjaj could

only raise six hundred and twenty piastres among them to buy the buffalo

cow, which by custom--strong as the laws of the Medes and Persians--must

be killed for the strangers who come; and a buffalo cow is worth one

thousand piastres. So the stout old Shereef (aged 87) took his staff and

the six hundred and twenty piastres, and sallied forth to walk to Erment

and see what God would send them; and a charitable woman in Erment did

give a buffalo cow for the six hundred and twenty piastres, and he drove

her home the twenty miles rejoicing.

There has been a burglary over at Gourneh, an unheard-of event. Some men

broke into the house of the Coptic _gabit_ (tax-gatherer) and stole the

money-box containing about sixty purses--over 150 pounds. The _gabit_

came to me sick with the fright which gave him jaundice, and about eight

men are gone in chains to Keneh on suspicion. Hajjee Baba too, a Turkish

cawass, is awfully bilious; he says he is 'sick from beating men, and

it's no use, you can't coin money on their backs and feet when they

haven't a para in the world.' Altogether everyone is gloomy, and many

desperate. I never saw the aspect of a population so changed.

January 1, 1867. God bless you, dearest Alick, and grant you many good

years more. I must finish this to go to-morrow by the steamer. I would

give a great deal to see you again, but when will that be?

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