DEAREST MUTTER,

I meant to have written to you by Arthur Taylor, who left for Cairo

yesterday morning, but the Simoom made me so stupid that I could hardly

finish a letter to Alick. So I begin one to-day to recount the wonders

of the season here. I went over to Mustapha's island to spend the day in

the tent, or rather the hut, of dourrah-stalks and palm-branches, which

he has erected there for the threshing and winnowing. He had invited me

and 'his worship' the Maohn to a picnic. Only imagine that it _rained_!

all day, a gentle slight rain, but enough to wet all the desert. I

laughed and said I had brought English weather, but the Maohn shook his

head and opined that we were suffering the anger of God. Rain in

summer-time was quite a terror. However, we consoled ourselves, and

Mustapha called a nice little boy to recite the 'noble Koran' for our

amusement, and out of compliment to me he selected the chapter of the

family of Amran (the history of Jesus), and recited it with marvellous

readiness and accuracy. A very pleasant-mannered man of the Shourafa of

Gurneh came and joined us, and was delighted because I sent away a pipe

which Abdurachman brought me (it is highly improper to smoke while the

Koran is being read or recited). He thanked me for the respect, and I

told him I knew he would not smoke in a church, or while I prayed; why

should I? It rather annoys me to find that they always expect from us

irreverence to their religion which they would on no account be guilty of

to ours. The little boy was a _fellah_, the child of my friend Omar, who

has lost all his cattle, but who came as pleasant and smiling as ever to

kiss my hand and wait upon me. After that the Maohn read the second

chapter, 'the Cow,' in a rather nasal, quavering chant. I perceived that

no one present understood any of it, except just a few words here and

there--not much more than I could follow myself from having read the

translation. I think it is not any nearer spoken Arabic than Latin is to

Italian. After this, Mustapha, the Maohn, Omar, Sally and I, sat down

round the dinner-tray, and had a very good dinner of lamb, fowls and

vegetables, such as bahmias and melucheeah, both of the mallow order, and

both excellent cooked with meat; rice, stewed apricots (mish-mish), with

nuts and raisins in it, and cucumbers and water-melons strewed the

ground. One eats all _durcheinander_ with bread and fingers, and a spoon

for the rice, and green limes to squeeze over one's own bits for sauce.

We were very merry, if not very witty, and the Maohn declared,

'_Wallahi_! the English are fortunate in their customs, and in the

enjoyment of the society of learned and excellent _Hareemat_;' and Omar,

lying on the rushes, said: 'This is the happiness of the Arab. Green

trees, sweet water, and a kind face, make the "garden"' (paradise), an

Arab saying. The Maohn joked him as to how a 'child of Cairo' could

endure _fellah_ life. I was looking at the heaps of wheat and thinking

of Ruth, when I started to hear the soft Egyptian lips utter the very

words which the Egyptian girl spake more than a thousand years ago:

'Behold my mother! where she stays I stay, and where she goes I will go;

her family is my family, and if it pleaseth God, nothing but the

Separator of friends (death) shall divide me from her.' I really could

not speak, so I kissed the top of Omar's turban, Arab fashion, and the

Maohn blessed him quite solemnly, and said: 'God reward thee, my son;

thou hast honoured thy lady greatly before thy people, and she has

honoured thee, and ye are an example of masters and servants, and of

kindness and fidelity;' and the brown labourers who were lounging about

said: 'Verily, it is true, and God be praised for people of excellent

conduct.' I never expected to feel like Naomi, and possibly many English

people might only think Omar's unconscious repetition of Ruth's words

rather absurd, but to me they sounded in perfect harmony with the life

and ways of this country and these people, who are so full of tender and

affectionate feelings, when they have not been crushed out of them. It

is not humbug; I have seen their actions. Because they use grand

compliments, Europeans think they are never sincere, but the compliments

are not meant to deceive, they only profess to be forms. Why do the

English talk of the beautiful sentiment of the Bible and pretend to feel

it so much, and when they come and see the same life before them they

ridicule it.

[Picture: Omar, 1864, from a photograph]

_Tuesday_.--We have a family quarrel going on. Mohammed's wife, a girl

of eighteen or so, wanted to go home on Bairam day for her mother to wash

her head and unplait her hair. Mohammed told her not to leave him on

that day, and to send for a woman to do it for her; whereupon she cut off

her hair, and Mohammed, in a passion, told her to 'cover her face' (that

is equivalent to a divorce) and take her baby and go home to her father's

house. Ever since he has been mooning about the yard and in and out of

the kitchen very glum and silent. This morning I went into the kitchen

and found Omar cooking with a little baby in his arms, and giving it

sugar. 'Why what is that?' say I. 'Oh don't say anything. I sent

Achmet to fetch Mohammed's baby, and when he comes here he will see it,

and then in talking I can say so and so, and how the man must be good to

the _Hareem_, and what this poor, small girl do when she big enough to

ask for her father.' In short, Omar wants to exercise his diplomacy in

making up the quarrel. After writing this I heard Mohammed's low, quiet

voice, and Omar's boyish laugh, and then silence, and went to see the

baby and its father. My kitchen was a pretty scene. Mohammed, in his

ample brown robes and white turban, lay asleep on the floor with the

baby's tiny pale face and little eyelids stained with kohl against his

coffee-brown cheek, both fast asleep, baby in her father's arms. Omar

leant against the _fournaise_ in his house-dress, a white shirt open at

the throat and white drawers reaching to the knees, with the red tarboosh

and red and yellow _kufyeh_ (silk handkerchief) round it turban-wise,

contemplating them with his great, soft eyes. The two young men made an

excellent contrast between Upper and Lower Egypt. Mohammed is the true

Arab type--coffee-brown, thin, spare, sharp-featured, elegant hands and

feet, bright glittering small eyes and angular jaw--not a handsome Arab,

but _bien characterise_. Omar, the colour of new boxwood or old ivory,

pale, with eyes like a cow, full lips, full chin and short nose, not the

least negro, but perfectly Egyptian, the eyes wide apart--unlike the

Arab--moustache like a woman's eyebrow, curly brown hair, bad hands and

feet and not well made, but graceful in movement and still more in

countenance, very inferior in beauty to the pure Arab blood which

prevails here, but most sweet in expression. He is a true _Akh-ul-Benat_

(brother of girls), and truly chivalrous to _Hareem_. How astonished

Europeans would be to hear Omar's real opinion of their conduct to women.

He mentioned some Englishman who had divorced his wife and made her

frailty public. You should have seen him spit on the floor in

abhorrence. Here it is quite blackguard not to forfeit the money and

take all the blame in a divorce.

_Friday_.--We have had better weather again, easterly wind and pretty

cool, and I am losing the cough and languor which the damp of the Simoom

brought me. Sheykh Yussuf has just come back from Keneh, whither he and

the Kadee went on their donkeys for some law business. He took our

saddle bags at Omar's request, and brought us back a few pounds of sugar

and some rice and tobacco (isn't it like Fielding's novels?). It is two

days' journey, so they slept in the mosque at Koos half way. I told

Yussuf how Suleyman's child has the smallpox and how Mohammed only said

it was _Min Allah_ (from God) when I suggested that his baby should be

vaccinated at once. Yussuf called him in and said: 'Oh man, when thou

wouldst build a house dost thou throw the bricks in a heap on the ground

and say the building thereof is from God, or dost thou use the brains and

hands which God has given thee, and then pray to Him to bless thy work?

In all things do the best of thy understanding and means, and then say

_Min Allah_, for the end is with Him!' There is not a pin to choose in

fatalism here between Muslim and Christian, the lazy, like Mohammed and

Suleyman (one Arab the other Copt), say _Min Allah_ or any form of dawdle

you please; but the true Muslim doctrine is just what Yussuf laid

down--'do all you can and be resigned to whatever be the result.' _Fais

ce que dois advienne qui pourra_ is good doctrine. In fact, I am very

much puzzled to discover the slightest difference between Christian and

Muslim morality or belief--if you exclude certain dogmas--and in fact,

very little is felt here. No one attempts to apply different standards

of morals or of piety to a Muslim and a Copt. East and West is the

difference, not Muslim and Christian. As to that difference I could tell

volumes. Are they worse? Are they better? Both and neither. I am,

perhaps, not quite impartial, because I am _sympathique_ to the Arabs and

they to me, and I am inclined to be 'kind' to their virtues if not

'blind' to their faults, which are visible to the most inexperienced

traveller. You see all our own familiar 'bunkum' (excuse the vulgarity)

falls so flat on their ears, bravado about 'honour,' 'veracity,' etc.,

etc., they look blank and bored at. The schoolboy morality as set forth

by Maurice is current here among grown men. Of course we tell lies to

Pashas and Beys, why shouldn't we? But shall I call in that ragged

sailor and give him an order to bring me up 500 pounds in cash from Cairo

when he happens to come? It would not be an unusual proceeding. I sleep

every night in a _makaab_ (sort of verandah) open to all Luxor, and

haven't a door that has a lock. They bother me for backsheesh; but oh

how poor they are, and how rich must be a woman whose very servants drink

sugar to their coffee! and who lives in the _Kasr_ (palace) and is

respectfully visited by Ali Bey--and, come to that, Ali Bey would like a

present even better than the poorest fellah, who also loves to give one.

When I know, as I now do thoroughly, all Omar's complete

integrity--without any sort of mention of it--his self-denial in going

ragged and shabby to save his money for his wife and child (a very great

trial to a good-looking young Arab), and the equally unostentatious love

he has shown to me, and the delicacy and real nobleness of feeling which

come out so oddly in the midst of sayings which, to our ideas, seem very

shabby and time-serving, very often I wonder if there be anything as good

in the civilized West. And as Sally most justly says, 'All their

goodness is quite their own. God knows there is no one to teach anything

but harm!'

_Tuesday_.--Two poor fellows have just come home from the Suez Canal work

with gastric fever, I think. I hope it won't spread. The wife of one

said to me yesterday, 'Are there more _Sittat_ (ladies) like you in your

village?' 'Wallah,' said I, 'there are many better, and good doctors,

Alhamdullillah!' 'Alhamdullillah,' said she, 'then the poor people don't

want you so much, and by God you must stay here for _we_ can't do without

you, so write to your family to say so, and don't go away and leave us.'

_Thursday_, _June_ 2,--A steamer has just arrived which will take this

letter, so I can only say good-bye, my dearest Mutter, and God bless you.

I continue very fairly well. The epidemic here is all but over; but my

medical fame has spread so, that the poor souls come twenty miles (from

Koos) for physic. The constant phrase of 'Oh our sister, God hath sent

thee to look to us!' is so sad. _Such_ a little help is a wonder to my

poor fellaheen. It is not so hot as it was I think, except at night, and

I now sleep half the night outside the house. The cattle are all dead;

perhaps five are left in all Luxor. _Allah kereem_! (God is merciful)

said fellah Omar, 'I have one left from fifty-four.' The grain is

unthreshed, and butter three shillings a pound! We get nothing here but

by post; no papers, no nothing. I suppose the high Nile will bring up

boats. Now the river is down at its lowest, and now I really know how

Egyptians live.

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