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_The_ PORTAL OF DREAMS

by CHARLES NEVILLE BUCK

_Author of_ "THE KEY TO YESTERDAY" "THE LIGHTED MATCH" etc.

_Illustrated by_ FRANK SNAPP

NEW YORK

W. J. WATT & COMPANY

PUBLISHERS

Copyright, 1912

_Published September_

[Illustration: "Sit down!" he thundered.]

CONTENTS

I. A VISION UPON A WARNING

II. PURSUING A WILL-O'-THE-WISP

III. I EMBARK ON A FOOL'S ERRAND

IV. SOME PASSAGES FROM A DIARY

V. PREMONITIONS BECOME REALITIES

VI. THE END OF THE "WASTREL"

VII. IN STRANGE CIRCUMSTANCES

VIII. NATURE INDULGES IN SATIRE

IX. A PORTRAIT AND A TEMPLE

X. I SEEK ORCHIDS

XI. I FIND MYSELF A DEMI-GOD

XII. PORT AND STARBOARD LIGHTS

XIII. ENTER THE INFANTRYMAN

XIV. THE "ASH-TRASH LADY"

XV. TWO DISCOVERIES

XVI. AN INTERVIEW AND A CRISIS

XVII. WE GO TO THE MOUNTAINS

XVIII. A CHAT WITH A DICTATOR

XIX. A VOLLEY FROM THE LAUREL

XX. A CAVALCADE FROM THE LAUREL

XXI. I GO WALKING AND MEET ENEMIES

XXII. I FAIL TO RETURN HOME

XXIII. THE OFFER OF PAROLE

XXIV. MY DAY IN COURT

XXV. BEING LAUGHED AT

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"Sit down!" he thundered.

A young woman was sitting before a counter, with her back to the street,

trying on gloves.

"Frances! Frances! Frances!" I declaimed with the deep profundity of a

ritual.

"You are a great traveler, aren't you, Mr. Deprayne?" she suggested when

the silence had begun to be oppressive.

THE PORTAL OF DREAMS

CHAPTER I

A VISION UPON A WARNING

The doctor was so small and frail that his narrow face was rescued from

inconsequence only by a trimly cropped Van-Dyck with a dignified

sprinkling of gray. I always felt that, should I ever see him in a

bathing suit, I would have to seek a new physician. I could never again

think of him as sufficiently grown-up to practise an adult vocation. Yet

when the doctor spoke his mentality issued out of its small habitation

of flesh and expanded to commanding proportion.

The little doctor was in fine a very great doctor, and on this occasion

he was bullying me with the large authority of a Bonaparte.

"But, Doctor--" I began protestingly.

He raised a small hand which suggested the claw of a delicate bird and

fixed me with quizzical eyes that had the faculty of biting sharply

through a man's unspoken thoughts.

"Don't assume to say 'but' to me," he sternly enjoined; and since we had

long known each other, not only as physician and patient, but also as

men who breakfasted at the same hour and the same club table, I

momentarily heeded.

"Once upon a time," he continued, "the German Kaiser presumed to

question a pilot on his imperial yacht. Do you recall the result?"

"No," said I, "I don't, but----"

Again the doctor eyed me, basilisk fashion, across the bacon and eggs of

our belated morning meal, as he continued:

"He very properly reminded the Emperor that upon a vessel in the high

seas, a pilot acknowledges no superior this side of Eternity. In matters

of health I take the bridge. You obey."

"But--" I weakly insisted.

"You presume to think because you house your nerves in a well-muscled

body that they are infallible," he implacably continued. "I've seen

rotten motors in excellent garages. I've seen unhappy wives immured in

palaces, and I've seen finer figures of men than you in lunatic

asylums."

"My nerves are simply of the high-strung type," I argued.

"Those are the kind that snap," retorted the sage. "If you were a

racehorse, it might be a matter of reasonable pride to you to be bred in

the purple. Being a man with no avocation except the spending of

unearned money, it means that you are perilously over-sensitized."

"What unpleasant pedantry are you leading up to?" I demanded. "Out with

it."

"I mean to. You have the artistic temperament which, without genius, is

worse than useless. You choose to regard yourself a failure and grow

morose because you have found the law uncongenial and because editors

earn their salaries by returning your manuscripts. The durability of

your nervous system depends entirely on how you utilize the next five

years."

"Go on," I encouraged him, "don't mind me. Sentence me to death if it

amuses you."

"It won't be death, but unless you fortify those nerves," he calmly went

on, "there probably will be disaster. It may take any one of several

forms."

"As, for instance?" I inquired, with pardonable curiosity.

"Oh, arterio-sclerosis, paralysis, insanity, something of that sort."

"Thank you kindly," I murmured, as I reached for the matches. "Can I

have my choice of the lot?"

"However," went on the big little doctor, "if you devote the next few

years to a program of diversified travel, you ought to lay up an account

of nerve-strength upon which you can draw _ad lib._ for forty or fifty

years to come. You should even have a surplus against the unfortunate

exigency of living on when you are old and useless."

"But I have traveled," I argued. "I've been to----"

He interrupted me with a snort, and swept my declarations aside,

unfinished.

"You have dabbled at travel, like a school-girl nibbles at chocolates.

Get out on the hike and stay out for a year or two. Build into your

artificial self something of the out-door animal. You have a fair

start--you were once an athlete." He rose to go down to his motor, and I

shouted after him contemptuous and profane criticism. Nevertheless

within the week I booked passage for the Mediterranean.

I found once more that Europe and the African fringe of the land-locked

sea have to offer to the hunger of the wanderlust only a stereotyped

table-d'hote. Shortly it cloys. Within several weeks one thing only had

promised to break the stagnant surface with a riffle of interest. And

that one thing puzzled me in no small degree, since it was not such a

matter as would ordinarily have challenged my attention. I have passed

with a glance many beautiful women, and felt no need to turn my head for

a further inspection. I am not of the cavaliering type, and yet here I

was finding myself interested, in a strange and indefinable way, in a

woman whose face I had not seen, and whose name I did not know. That, I

told myself, was the secret of it. It was exactly because she was

elusive, mysterious in fashion, that I found my flat interest piqued. I

never had more than the swish of her skirt or a glimpse of her

retreating figure, until it came about that sheer inquisitiveness gave

her an augmented importance. At all events, she had eluded me over

southern Europe from Genoa to Constantinople, and thence into Egypt, and

I wanted to see her face. It was at Naples that I had my first hasty and

imperfect view of her. I was hurrying through the Galeria Umberto, on my

way to a luncheon appointment for which I found myself late. As I passed

Merola's a young woman was sitting before a counter, with her back to

the street, trying on gloves. I could appreciate the gypsy grace of her

figure, which was slender, because one of the avocations into which I

have essayed without distinction is painting. The single thing at which

I have not failed, except the success of having selected parents who

bequeathed me money, is an appreciation of the beautiful. That

appreciation, despite my hurry, brought me to a stop for a full glance

at her; but there was no mirror at any part of the shop which gave me a

reflection of her averted face, and as my appointment was imperative, I

refrained from going in to buy gloves. But there was something so

exquisite in her bearing, and in the tasteful lines of her simple

traveling gown, that I caught myself thinking of her. Then as I went

down to the quay a day later to say farewell to some friends, just as

the gangplank of an outgoing steamer was about to be drawn up, I saw her

hurrying across it. Her face was still averted. I strained to catch a

feature, but a wayward gust of bay breeze wrapped a filmy veil about the

profile which was for a moment turned my way--and hid it. She did not

house at the deck rail but disappeared as the gangplank came up and cut

off pursuit. But I had added to my first impression the knowledge that

she did not merely walk. She soared as though her feet were the sandals

of Hermes, and she carried herself with the splendid grace of a slender

young queen.

[Illustration: A young woman was sitting before a counter, with her back

to the street, trying on gloves.]

The luncheon appointment, which had thwarted my impulse to turn into the

glove shop, and so end the mystery in its incipiency, brought a long

trail of complications and caused me to envy those fortunate men who are

not handicapped by the possession of relatives. I have sometimes thought

that the truly ideal existence would be to be born an orphan unhampered

by cousins, aunts or any of those human beings who are privileged to

make demands upon our times and thoughts.

From the moment when I watched the skyline of New York sink slowly

behind the horizon until I reached Naples I had at least been a free

agent. But hardly had I signed my guest card at Parker's Hotel and

strolled out to hail a crazy Neapolitan hack when the angular and

purposeful figure of my Aunt Sarah loomed up in the near foreground

and--saving her grace--eclipsed the picturesqueness of the town and the

distant cone of Vesuvius. I had known vaguely that this estimable lady

was beating her way about Europe, guide-booked and grimly set upon

self-improvement, but I had hoped to keep the area of two or three

monarchies between us.

I knew that from one to the other of the Cook's Agencies she would be

flitting with the same frantic energy that characterizes the industry of

the ant. That I should myself pass within hailing distance of her party

or be recruited in her peregrinations was a disaster which I had not

anticipated. None the less the blow had fallen and I had walked unwarned

into the ambuscade of her fond embrace. Aunt Sarah would now converse

voluminously of cathedrals and old masters, and all the things upon

which tourists are fed to a point of acute mental dyspepsia.

She had ordered me to luncheon with much the same finality as that with

which royalty commands the attendance of guests at court. I had gone

meekly though doing so involved passing Merola's and opened up a series

of events which were destined to alter for the worse my immediate

future. But the luncheon had been only the beginning, and greater

misfortunes were to follow in due order.

I have never since been able to understand precisely what form of

paresis seized upon me, and paralyzed my normally efficient power of

lying, when she instructed me to attach myself to her party for a motor

trip to Villefranche and Nice. I do know that no available mendacity

occurred to my shocked brain and I found myself murmuring an acceptance.

The acceptance was again meek and spineless. I had discovered at

luncheon that Aunt Sarah, with that motherly obsession which appears to

characterize many maiden ladies of fifty and beyond, had under wing a

party of three young ladies who were capping off their educations with

the post graduate "advantages" of the grand tour. That these young

ladies possessed all the homely virtues, I have not the slightest doubt.

Their faces and figures attested the homeliness and their virtue was

such that they seemed always wondering whether their halos were on

straight. Theirs was an insatiate greed for intellectual feeding. They

browsed through their Baedeckers with a seeming terror lest something

erudite escape them. They pursued and captured and assimilated every

fleeting fact which might improve their minds. Until my captivity they

had no man with their party. That was probably because Aunt Sarah had

made the strategic mistake of permitting all those, whom she might

otherwise have annexed, to see her girls. She should have enlisted her

male escort first and held back the introductions until desertion was

impracticable. At all events, I had, like the imbecile I was, "fallen

for it," and surrendered my liberty. When the boat bearing the unknown

divinity set sail I was merely a satellite of Aunt Sarah's constellation

and no longer a free agent.

Because I happened to be, in a superficial way, familiar with the

tourist-tramped sections of the Continent, I became a sort of gentleman

courier, without recompense, and because I had once undertaken to be a

painter, I was expected to give extemporaneous lectures on the art

treasury of the museums. We walked several thousand miles, or maybe it

was millions, over those peculiarly hard floors which make art galleries

penitential institutions. I saw the three plain faces in every phase of

soulful rapture that can be elicited by the labors of the masters, from

Michelangelo to Murillo.

When this had gone on for several centuries, or maybe it was aeons, I

discovered that every art gallery has two or three truly interesting

features, though the full enjoyment of these was denied me. I speak of

the exits. Perhaps to the unintimidated mind of the outsider it may

appear that whatever agonies I underwent were the deserved result of my

own abjectness. It is easy to say that I might have pleaded other plans

and gone on my way enfranchised. To such a critic my only and sufficient

reply is that he or she does not know my Aunt Sarah. My Aunt Sarah says

to whomsoever she chooseth, "Go," and he goeth; "Come," and he cometh.

She knew perfectly well that I had no other plans. She correctly assumed

me to be a derelict floating without purpose and with my chart lost

over-side. She virtuously resolved that for once I should be made of

use, in assisting to improve the minds of the three plain young ladies.

Lying would have been quite futile. Consequently she said, "Come," and I

came. When I learned that we were to make the tour to the Riviera towns

by motor, I welcomed the suggestion as a less evil than cathedrals and

art galleries. At least we should be out of doors and in the

exhilaration of rapid motion one might hope to forget the three young

ladies at brief and blessed intervals. One could not at the same time

think of the culture-pursuing trio and anything rapid.

It has been my curse in life that I have dabbled at so many things that

I can be made of smattering use in almost any circumstance. Our

chauffeur discovered this three and one-half minutes after the

occurrence of our first blow-out, when Aunt Sarah, taking pity upon his

sweating and dust-grimed brow, told me off to help him patch the

puncture. After that it was impossible to feign ignorance as to the

interior workings and deviltries of motor cars.

The Upper Corniche Road is perhaps the most charming driveway of the

world--and I say this with due reverence to Amalfi. By a road as white

as a fresh tablecloth and as smooth as a bowling alley one speeds to the

purring of his motor along the way thrown up for the tramping feet of

Bonaparte's battalions. From a commanding height the traveler looks

down, as from the roof of the world, with close kinship of peaks and

clouds, upon a panorama a-riot with breadth and depth and color.

Fascinating road-houses of stucco walls curtained behind a profusion of

clambering roses tempt one to pause and take his ease to the tinkle of

guitars and mandolins. But Aunt Sarah and the girls, ever bent upon

reaching the next cathedral with a stained glass window or the next

dingy canvas of a saint sitting on a cloud, were scarcely amenable to

the lure of road-house temptation.

They seemed to regard Europe as a transitory effect which might fade

like the glories of sunset before they had finished seeing it, and

anything savoring of the dilatory aroused their suspicion.

Far below us lay the outspread Mediterranean, blue beyond description

and upon her placid bosom sailboats shrunk to the size of swallows and

yachts seemed no larger than nursery toys.

One gracious afternoon, while I was occupying the front seat beside the

driver, I almost attained a state of contentment. I was pretending that

I had forgotten all about the human freight in the tonneau. My eyes were

drinking in the smiling beauty framed by the wide horizon, when suddenly

the droning of the motors fell quiet and with no warrantable reason the

automobile slid to a halt and declined to proceed farther.

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