CHAPTER VI

Lesbia's Future

Lesbia having, figuratively speaking, eaten Eve's apple and cast her

happy-go-lucky childhood behind her, found her newly acquired knowledge

exceedingly bitter fruit. Mrs. Patterson was not disposed to treat her

as the Hiltons had done, leaving her in complete ignorance of ways and

means. On the contrary she discussed the financial side of her prospects

to the last half-penny. She did it quite kindly, but with unsparing

plainness.

"You'll have to face the fact that later on you must earn your own

living, Lesbia," she said. "We must decide what's the best way to

educate you and train you, so as to make you fit for something."

Mrs. Patterson had, as she promised, written to Lesbia's various

relations, explaining the situation and asking for help. There were very

few of them, and they were only distantly related, so perhaps they did

not consider the ties of blood made a strong claim upon their

assistance. Two of them never answered at all. One wrote suggesting that

Lesbia should be sent out to Canada through an emigration society and

handed over to her stepbrother who ought to be responsible for her;

another (Mrs. Patterson looked frankly angry at this letter) enclosed

particulars of an orphanage to which she subscribed, and wondered if

Lesbia was too old for admission. Great aunt Mrs. Newton sent a letter

in a sloping, shaky hand with nearly every other word underlined.

"I shall be willing to give her a _home_," it ran, "as I do not forget

her _poor mother_ was _my niece_. I am at present without _any

servants_, and I can only get a _charwoman_ to come every _other_ day.

My companion, Miss Parry, is leaving me after _Christmas_, and so far I

have not heard of _another_. I will send Lesbia's railway fares and will

gladly teach her to make herself useful in the _house_. In my opinion

all young people ought to learn _housework_. It is far too much

_neglected_ in these days, and is of more _real importance_ than most of

what is taught them at _school_."

Lesbia's face, on reading such an offer, was gloom personified. She had

shirked going to Canada and helping Minnie to look after Julie, Steve,

and Bunty, but with Aunt Newton her position would evidently be ten

times worse. It was certainly "out of the frying-pan into the fire". The

old lady was fussy and fidgetty, and neither companions nor servants

ever stayed with her for long. To fill up the gaps in her domestic

arrangements seemed an appalling prospect. Fortunately, the letter did

not appeal to Mrs. Patterson's sensible, practical mind.

"This won't do at all," she said briefly, knitting her brows. "Untrained

domestic work is a blind alley and leads nowhere. Lesbia must be put in

the way of making a proper living. Every girl nowadays ought to have her

own career. I shall go and speak to Miss Tatham about it."

Miss Tatham, kind, wise, and experienced in counselling many pupils in

the choice of their future professions, gave the best advice she could.

Mrs. Patterson came home and talked the matter over with her husband,

then announced to Lesbia the result of their cogitations.

"We will give you a home with us, but we can't afford to pay for your

education as well. Miss Tatham has made a very generous offer. She says

the school is understaffed and that the governors have consented to her

obtaining some extra assistance. She suggests that after Christmas you

should be received as a governess-pupil. You could give a certain amount

of help with the juniors, and your teaching should cancel all your

school expenses. It's a splendid plan, and the only one possible in the

circumstances. Perhaps Mrs. Newton and Mrs. Baynes will help a little

with your clothing, and then we shall manage. As I expected, your fees

were paid at the High School up to Christmas, so you are to begin again

next Monday. There's still a fortnight of the term left, and you may

just as well take advantage of it."

Lesbia heaved a sigh of intense relief at these arrangements. She had

hardly realized in the old days that such things as fees existed, they

had been Paul's affair entirely, but now that the grown-ups had settled

these matters to their satisfaction, she could once more return to the

High School and try and forget her troubles. It would be delightful to

go back there again. Although it was little more than a fortnight since

she had left, the time, with its intervening storms, had seemed years.

Marion had given a brief account to VA of her running away from the

vessel, but the news had not circulated outside her own form, so to most

of the girls her reappearance in the cloak-room on Monday morning

created quite a sensation.

"Lesbia Ferrars! It's never _you_!"

"Where did you spring from?"

"I thought you'd gone to Canada!"

"Why! You said good-bye to everybody!"

"How is it you've come back?"

"Aren't you going to Canada after all?"

"Are you staying on at the High?"

"Did you go and come back again?"

So many questions were hurled at her head that Lesbia did not attempt to

answer them in detail. She replied, a little shamefacedly, that her

plans had been suddenly changed, and that she was now living with

cousins in Kingfield. She realized, from the girls' faces, that her

return was considered rather tame. She even wondered whether she ought

to keep the good-bye present which they had made her. It was certainly

hers by false pretences. Yet it would be hardly possible to give it

back.

"There'll be a scrimmage with Laura Birkshaw!" remarked Etta Pearson.

"She's been going on with your stencilling. And a nice smudge she's made

of it too, in places."

"Aldora Dodson's got your desk by the window," piped Calla Wilkins; "I

don't believe she'll turn out for anybody."

"I shan't ask her to," said Lesbia briefly, as she walked upstairs.

Her pride prevented her from satisfying her schoolfellows' freely

expressed curiosity, and, after a little teasing, they let her alone.

They gathered enough from Marion to understand the main outline of the

situation, and simply accepted the fact of her return to school. Between

Marion and Lesbia there was a species of embarrassment. Marion could not

help knowing that it was largely owing to her well meant but very

foolishly expressed sympathy that her friend had performed such a madcap

act. She remembered that in an impulsive moment she had even suggested

Lesbia living at her home, an offer which her mother had certainly not

endorsed. She felt sorry for her friend, but the sense that she had

failed in her crucial test made her shy. Lesbia, with a memory of Mrs.

Morwood's blank dismay at her arrival, and the relief with which she had

turned her over to the Pattersons, realized what a "_faux pas_" she had

committed, and burned with shame to have thus trespassed upon her

hospitality.

By an unspoken but mutual understanding the two girls simply buried the

past and did not refer either to Lesbia's late experiences or to her

future prospects. They confined their conversation strictly to school

matters.

There was plenty to be said, for it was the most exciting part of the

term. The girls were getting ready for their great Christmas

entertainment, to which parents and friends would be invited. Every day

some of them stayed after school to rehearse. The orchestra, which had

advanced from scraping to quite tuneful melody, played in the gymnasium

each morning from 8.25 to 8.55, a very creditable record, considering it

was voluntary work, and necessitated a start from home at an early hour.

"I have to walk, because there isn't a tram from Felsham between the

workmen's cars at six, and the half-past eight car," proclaimed Aldora

Dodson, rubbing her blue fingers to restore the circulation. "I call it

pretty stiff to tramp two miles to a rehearsal!"

"Poor old sport," sympathized Kathleen. "Why don't you bike it?"

"My bike's smashed. I lent it to my wretched small brother, and he ran

into a hand-cart. That's what children do if you're silly enough to lend

them things. It's carrying the violin to school that makes my arm ache."

"Why don't you leave it here?"

"Because I want to practise in the evenings, of course."

"Then I can't help you, my child. You'll have to be content with the

honour and glory of playing in the school orchestra, and put up with the

inconveniences. You can't eat your cake and have it."

"Oh, don't preach. _You'd_ growl yourself if you had such a tramp."

"I daresay I should."

Those girls who were taking part in the song-drama were naturally much

concerned about costumes. They spoke of nothing else, in season or out

of season. Miss Lightwood, the stage manageress, was determined to have

everything strictly in keeping and to prevent any anachronisms. It was a

difficult matter however to decide exactly what articles were or were

not worn in the Celtic Ireland of about 200 B.C., and there were many

discussions on debatable points.

"The one thing we're perfectly certain about," said Marjorie Johns, "is

that they wore heaps of jewellery. Everybody who was anybody at all

seemed to have a necklet and a coronet and an immense brooch made of

gold. How are we going to get all these?"

"We can't," sighed Phillis, hunting ruefully through the typed list of a

theatrical provider, "the prices for hiring them nowadays are simply

wicked. I call it profiteering. Just look here:

_Per night._

Celtic torc or necklace 15_s._ 0_d._

Inset imitation rubies 18_s._ 0_d._

Chaplet, Celtic design 17_s._ 6_d._

Jewelled 21_s._ 6_d._

Why, we should be ruined, absolutely ruined, if we hired for the whole

company."

"It can't be done," agreed Marjorie, "and yet" (wistfully) "they'd look

so lovely. The show won't be really Celtic and mystical and song-drama-y

without them. I could sing twice as well if I wore a torc and a chaplet.

Yes, Lesbia Ferrars, you needn't laugh! I _know_ I should. It's my

artistic temperament cropping out. Some people may be able to sing on a

bare platform, without any scenery or fancy costumes, but they sound

just about as inspired as gramophones or pianolas. If I'm to imagine

myself 'Etaire' I must have her jewels. I couldn't be a Celtic princess

without them. If you laugh again, Lesbia, I'll go for you."

"Is that part of your artistic temperament? There, old sport, I'm not

laughing. Not _really_. Only in sympathy. I've got a suggestion to

make. I was looking through Miss Lightwood's book on _Celtic Art_--the

one she took the costumes from--and I suddenly had a brain-wave. There

are whole chapters on Celtic jewellery, with lovely illustrations. I'm

sure I could copy some of the ornaments in cardboard and gilt paper.

Seen from a distance they'd pass muster and be better than nothing."

"You absolute mascot! Do you think you really can manage it?"

"Bring me some gilt paper and some thin cardboard to school to-morrow,

and I'll try at any rate. Don't blame me if I fail."

Lesbia was innately artistic, and her slim fingers had that creative

faculty which belongs to the born craftswoman. She suspended the

stencilling of VA, which Laura Birkshaw had unwillingly yielded back to

her, and, borrowing Miss Lightwood's book on _Celtic Art_, retired on

Tuesday afternoon to the Studio, and set to work, with gilt paper,

cardboard, fine scissors, seccotine, a bottle of 'Stickphast' and a

paste-brush. She used her time to such advantage that when Phillis came

from rehearsal she was able to astonish her with the following articles:

1. A gilt coronet cut in a floral pattern, with holes in the

sides, on the backs of which were pasted pieces of coloured

gelatine paper to represent jewels, the whole mounted on

cardboard and stiff.

2. A Celtic necklace cut out of gilt paper, with the top mounted

on a band of thin muslin to prevent tearing.

3. A large Celtic brooch, five inches in diameter, studded, like

the coronet, with gelatine jewels, and neatly sewn on to a

safety-pin.

Phillis was in raptures.

"They're topping!--A 1!--Scrumptious!" she exulted. "Oh, you really are

clever. I can't think how you did it. Where's Miss Lightwood? I must

show them to her _at once_. Let me put them on. I'll be very careful and

not break the necklace."

The result of Lesbia's ingenuity was what she might have expected:

everybody who was taking a major or minor part in the song-drama

clamoured for Celtic jewellery. Miss Lightwood, as stage manageress,

declared it was the one thing, needful for the production of what she

called "local atmosphere". She appealed to Miss Tatham, and represented

the matter so strongly that the Principal actually excused Lesbia's

afternoon lessons for the whole last week of term and set her to work in

the studio instead, turning out torcs and chaplets. It was interesting

to be the manufacturing goldsmith of the school theatricals, and, though

she grew rather tired of the snip of scissors and the scent of gum, she

toiled away womanfully until even the veriest page-boy in the

performance had a brooch to hold his tunic together.

The entertainment was to be an evening one, to which parents and

friends were invited. It would be a very festive occasion, and of course

everybody would come in evening dress. Here was a point that caused

Lesbia great heart-burning. Her boxes, which Paul had promised to send

back from Canada, had not yet arrived, and unless they made their

appearance before the important 19th of December, she would be reduced

to the horrible alternative of missing the party altogether or attending

it in her school frock. She had hinted at her predicament to Mrs.

Patterson, hoping for the loan of one of Joan's evening dresses, but

Mrs. Patterson had been aggressively obtuse, and had hinted in her turn

that it would do Lesbia no harm to do without her best clothes until she

realized the value of them. Every day poor Lesbia looked hopefully on

her return from school to see whether her boxes were in the hall, and

every day she met with the same disappointment. The matter was growing

urgent. On the afternoon of 17th December, she measured herself

playfully against Joan Patterson and ventured to remark:

"I'm nearly as tall as you, Jo! I believe I could almost wear one of

your frocks."

"Oh no, you couldn't," laughed Joan. "They'd be miles too long for you,

child, and would look absurd."

"Even turned up a few inches?"

"Turned up," echoed Joan in horror. "It spoils a dress for ever to turn

it up. The stitching shows a long line when you let it down again."

It was evident, as Lesbia thought sorrowfully, there was "nothing doing

in that quarter". If her box did not arrive she must miss the

performance, for she could not sit among a silk or _crepe de Chine_ clad

audience in a serge skirt and a knitted jumper. She entered the

cloak-room next morning in the gloomiest of spirits. She found Ermie,

Kathleen, Marion, and a few others collected together talking excitedly.

From their tragic tones some catastrophe had evidently just occurred.

"What's the matter?" asked Lesbia.

"Matter! Why, here's a note from Phillis to say she's in bed with

bronchitis and won't be able to act 'Etaire' to-morrow. Isn't it simply

sickening?" explained Marion.

"What _are_ we to do?" groused Kathleen.

"Go and break it to Miss Lightwood, I suppose," suggested Cissie.

"Phillis _might_ have chosen some other time to have bronchitis,"

mourned Calla.

Miss Lightwood received the bad news with more equanimity than her

pupils. Probably she was accustomed to cope with such "slings and arrows

of outrageous fortune".

"Nonsense! It's not going to spoil the whole play. I'll take good care

it doesn't," she remarked briskly. "Let me see, what had Phillis to do?

Two songs, three short speeches, and a figure in a dance. We can give

her songs to Marjorie, and train somebody else in a hurry to take her

part for the dance and the speeches. Now, who'd get it up in one

rehearsal? Lesbia's the very girl. She's about Phillis's height, and can

wear her costume. We'll soon teach her the dance. Fetch Lesbia at once!"

Lesbia, hastily informed of the honour in store for her, could scarcely

believe her good luck. She had yearned all the term to take part in the

song-drama, but her voice was not up to the required standard of merit.

To hand over the musical portion of the part to Marjorie and to perform

the acting and dancing herself seemed a glorious solution. Miss

Lightwood was a veritable Solomon. Not only did it give her a part in

the entertainment, but it solved the horrible question of her evening

dress. Etaire's flame-coloured robe with its stencilled blue border

would be very becoming, and she longed to wear the Celtic ornaments

which she had herself manufactured. She learnt the dance and the

speeches easily, and by the time the rehearsal was over everybody

breathed freely, and felt secure of the success of the performance.

No boxes arrived for Lesbia on the fatal 19th of December, but she could

afford to snap her fingers at fate now. Kitty and Joan Patterson went as

her guests to the school party, and sat among the audience quite

impressed with the excellence of the entertainment. The girls had indeed

risen tremendously to the occasion. The orchestra kept in fair time and

tune, drowned in any doubtful passages by Miss Bates's energy on the

piano; Marjorie Johns as Uathach and Pauline Kingston as King Eochaid

were the two leading voices, and sang and declaimed their parts with

much dramatic fire; Nina Wakefield made quite a sensation as Ochne, the

Druid, her incantation on the darkened stage creating such an atmosphere

of the supernatural as to send cold shivers down the spines of the

audience. Dainty Eve Orton, the nymph and sorceress of the drama,

presented a "posture-measure", reminiscent of the three graces in

Botticelli's picture of spring, a piece of futurist dancing, which

entirely took the house by storm, and made some of the guests remark

that at any rate the High School was up-to-date. Miss Tatham, watching

with much approval, caught the whispered words and smiled in secret

satisfaction that her visit to the Glastonbury Festival had not been in

vain: the reproach of "old-fashioned" could no longer be cast at the

school.

Lesbia, in her flame-coloured dress, with gilt chaplet, torc, and

brooch, made a truly Celtic maiden, and mercifully did not forget her

newly learnt speeches. She caught Joan's eye, as the performers lined up

for their final bow, and could not restrain a smile. The school

platform meant much to Lesbia. It was the centre of her little world,

and to have taken her place upon it to-night was the fulfilment of a

long-cherished ambition. Fortune, which lately had frowned upon her, had

for once proved a veritable fairy godmother.

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