CHAPTER XXXIII.

FUN, FACT, AND FANCY.

EUGENIUS NESBITT--WASHINGTON POE--YELVERTON P. KING--PREPARING TO

RECEIVE THE COURT--WALTON TAVERN, IN LEXINGTON--BILLY SPRINGER, OF

SPARTA--FREEMAN WALKER--AN AUGUSTA LAWYER--A GEORGIA MAJOR--MAJOR

WALKER'S BED--UNCLE NED--DISCHARGING A HOG ON HIS OWN RECOGNIZANCE

--MORNING ADMONITION AND EVENING COUNSEL--A MOTHER'S REQUEST--

INVOCATION--CONCLUSION.

To-day I parted from Eugenius Nesbitt and Washington Poe, two of only

four or five of those who commenced life and the practice of law with

me in the State of Georgia. We had just learned of the death of Y.P.

King, of Greensboro, Georgia, who was only a few years our senior. The

four of us were young together, and were friends, but I had been

separated from them for more than forty years. Yet the ties of

youthful attachment remained, and together we mourned the loss of our

compeer and companion in youth.

I was a member of the Legislature when Judge Nesbitt, by act of the

Legislature, was admitted to the Bar, he having not attained his

majority, and by a rule could not be admitted in the ordinary manner.

Nesbitt, though so young, was known through the up-country of Georgia

as a young man of more than ordinary promise. The same was the case

with Poe. They had so deported themselves as to win the confidence and

affection of the wise and the good. There were some in the Legislature

who were lawyers, and who conscientiously believed that no one so

young as Nesbitt was could be sufficiently matured mentally to

properly discharge the duties of the profession. These men themselves

were naturally dull, and ignorantly supposed all minds, like their

own, were weak in youth, and could only be strengthened and

enlightened by time and cultivation. They honestly opposed the bill

admitting the applicant. There was one though, who held no such

ridiculous notions--himself an example to the contrary--but from some

cause he strenuously opposed the bill. It was the celebrated Seaborne

Jones, one of the very ablest lawyers the State ever produced. It

seemed ever a delight to him to bear heavily upon young lawyers. It

would be difficult to divine his motives. He was at the head of the

Bar, unapproached by competition, especially by any young man.

I was young and ardent, and felt offended at this opposition, and gave

all the aid I could to the passage of the bill. Fortunately for our

cause, there were many young lawyers in the Legislature, and these

were a unit, and we succeeded in carrying the measure. From that day

Nesbitt seemed nearer to me than any other of the Bar in our circuit.

We have been separated over forty years, he remaining in his native

State, while I have wandered away to the West. Still that warmth of

heart toward him has never died out. And now, when both are on the

grave's brink, we meet, not to renew, but to find the old flame

burning still. King, Nesbitt, and myself were born in the same county,

and our ancestors worshipped at the same church--Old Bethany--and

to-day we recalled the fact as we mourned the death of our early

friend and compeer at the Bar.

Time has swept on. Our children are gray with years. One by one, all

who were at the Bar with us are gone, save two or three, and to-morrow

we shall be gone. But the oblivious past has not curtained from memory

yet the incidents and the men of that past, and while I may I will

bear testimony to these, and to the men who were their chief actors.

Nesbitt justified in his subsequent life all that his friends and the

public hoped from him. In every relation of life he has done his duty

ably, honestly, and purely. As a member of the Legislature, of

Congress, as a judge of the Supreme Court, as a worthy member of the

Presbyterian Church, and, above all, as a father, husband, and

citizen, he has been good, wise, and faithful. Is not his measure

full? Who deserves it more? We were sad to-day. One said, "King is

dead." "Yes," answered the other, and we were silent. Memory was busy.

We could not talk. In his office, where yet he wears the harness of

the law, surrounded by musty, well-thumbed books, and piles of papers

with hard judicial faces, we sat and mused. Perhaps we thought of the

past, when those to whom eternity is a reality were with us and

joyous. At such times the mind turns quickly back to youth's joys, nor

lingers along the vista of intervening time. All of that day will

revive, but these memories sadden the heart, and we are fain to think,

but not to talk. Perhaps we wondered what were the realizations of the

dead. What are they? Who knows, except the dead? Do the dead know?

Unprofitable thought! Faith and hope only buoy the heart, and time

brings the end. Well, time has whitened our heads, but not indurated

our hearts, and time is now as busy as when in the joyousness of youth

we heeded not his flight, and to-morrow may bring us to the grave. Ah!

then we shall know the secret, and we will keep it, as all who have

gone before. Oh, what a blessed hope is that which promises that we

shall, forgetful of the cares and sorrows of time, meet those whom

death has refined, and be happy as they in eternity! But the doubt,

and then the fear! But why the fear? We come into time without our

knowledge or consent, fulfil a destiny, and without our knowledge or

consent die out of time. This is the economy of man's life, and was

given him by his Creator. Then why should he fear? If it is wise for

him to be born, to live, it is surely wise that he should die, since

that is equally a part of his economy. Then why fear? Reason is

satisfied, but instinct fears.

Yelverton P. King never removed from the county of his birth, nor

abandoned his profession, remaining upon the soil of his nativity and

among those with whom he had been reared, maintaining through life the

character of an upright man. Many memories are connected with his

name. When we were young at the Bar, there were as our associates very

many who attained eminence as lawyers, and fame as politicians; but

these distinctions are not connected with the endearing attributes

which make them so cherished in memory--the incidents of social

intercourse, the favors, the kindnesses of good neighborhood, the

sympathies of young life, the unity of sentiment, the sameness of

hopes, little regarded at the moment; but oh! how they were rooting in

the heart, to bear, away in the coming time, these fruits of memory,

in which is the most of happiness when age whitens the head, and the

heart is mellowed with the sorrows of time.

Though all were affectionate and social in their intercourse with each

other, yet each had his favorites, because of greater congeniality in

nature, more intense sympathies, and more continual intercourse.

Little incidents were of frequent occurrence which drew these

continually closer, until friendships ripened into confidences--some

more special favorites of some, and some more general favorites of

all. This latter was Y.P. King; and yet this favoritism was never very

demonstrative, but perhaps the stronger and more permanent for this.

Such, too, was Nesbitt; the older members of the profession loved him,

and those of his own age were unenvious and esteemed him.

Our circuit consisted of seven counties, and the ridings were spring

and fall, occupying about two months each term. In each courthouse

town was a tavern or two. These houses of entertainment were not then

dignified with the sonorous title of hotel. The proprietors were

usually jolly good fellows, or some staid matronly lady, in black gown

and blue cap, and they all looked forward with anxious delight to the

coming of court week. Every preparation was made for the judge and

lawyers. Beds were aired and the bugs hunted out. Saturday previous to

the coming Monday was a busy day in setting all things to rights, and

the scrubbing-broom was heard in consonance with calls to the servants

to be busy and careful, as Sally and Nancy sprang to their work with a

will. With garments tucked up to their knees, they splashed the water

and suds over the floors, strangers to the cleansing element until

then for months ago. A new supply of corn and fodder was arriving from

the country; stables and stable lots were undergoing a scraping

eminently required for the comfort of decent beasts, who gave their

lives in labor to exacting man. The room usually appropriated to the

Bench and Bar was a great vagabond-hall, denominated the ball-room,

and for this purpose appropriated once or twice a year. Along the bare

walls of this mighty dormitory were arranged beds, each usually

occupied by a couple of the limbs of the law, and sometimes

appropriated to three. If there was not a spare apartment, a bed was

provided here for the judge. And if there were no lawyers from

Augusta, this one was distinguished by the greatest mountain of

feathers in the house. Here assembled at night the rollicking boys of

the Georgia Bar, who here indulged, without restraint, the

convivialities for which they were so celebrated. Humor and wit, in

anecdotes and repartee, beguiled the hours; and the few old taverns

time has spared, could they speak, might narrate more good things

their walls have heard, than have ever found record in the _Noctes

Ambrosianæ_ of the wits of Scrogie.

There are but few now left who have enjoyed a night in one of these

old tumble-down rooms, with A.S. Clayton, O.H. Prince, A.B.

Longstreet, and John M. Dooly. Here and there one, old, tottering, and

gray, lives to laugh at his memories of those chosen spirits of fun.

Yes, that is the word--fun--for these _ancients_ possessed a fund of

mirth-exciting humor, combined with a biting wit, which, in the

peregrinations of a long life, I have met nowhere else. Were I to

select one of these inns, it would be the old Walton Tavern, in the

mean little hamlet of Livingston in Oglethorpe County, or the old

house, kept long and indifferently, by that mountain of mortal

obesity, Billy Springer, in Sparta, Hancock County. It was here, and

when Springer presided over the fried meat and eggs of this venerable

home for the weary and hungry, after a night of it, that all were

huddled to bed like pigs in a sty.

This bulky Boniface was polite to all, but especially to an Augusta

lawyer. Freeman Walker, of that ilk, usually attended this court, and

was the great man of the week. A man of splendid abilities and

polished manners, dressed and deporting himself like a gentleman, as

he was, he shone among the lesser lights which orbed about him, a star

of the first magnitude. The choice seat, the choice bed, and choice

bits at the table, were ever for Major Walker. Big Billy, with his

four hundred and ten pounds of adipose flesh, was always behind Major

Walker's chair. He was first served; the choicest pieces of the pig

were pointed out, cuts from the back and side bones and breast were

hunted from the dish of fried chicken, a famous Georgia dish, for

Major Walker. It was a great thing in those days in Georgia, to live

in a little town of three thousand inhabitants, and wear _store

clothes_. It was this and these which made a Georgia major.

Judge Dooly, upon one occasion, when attempting to usurp the seat of

honor, was unceremoniously informed by Big Billy that it was Major

Walker's seat.

Custom since has familiarized the retention of special seats for

special persons, and now such a remark from a host astonishes no one.

But in those days of unadulterated democracy, to assume a right to an

unoccupied seat, startled every one. Dooly, amid the astonished gaze

of the assembled guests, unmurmuringly retired to an unoccupied seat

of more humble pretensions near the foot of the extended table. The

occurrence was canvassed at night with full house in the democratic

dormitory. When the jests incidental were hushed, and one after

another had retired to bed, Judge Dooly, then on the Bench, went

slowly to the only unappropriated bed, and undressing, folded down the

bed-clothes. Suddenly, as if he had forgotten something, he slipped to

the landing of the stairway and called anxiously for the landlord.

"Come up, if you please," he said to the answering host. Springer

commenced the ascent with slow and heavy tread; at length, after a

most exhausting effort, and breathing like a wounded bellows, he

lifted his mighty burden of flesh into the room.

"What is your will, Judge Dooly?" he asked, with a painful effort at

speech.

Dooly, standing in his shirt by the bedside and pointing to it, asked,

with much apparent solicitude, if that "was Major Walker's bed."

Springer felt the sarcasm keenly, and, amid the boisterous outburst of

laughter from every bed, turned and went down.

A thousand anecdotes might be related of the peculiar wit, sarcasm,

and drollery of this remarkable man. One more must suffice. When

Newton County was first organized, it was made the duty of Dooly to

hold the first court. There then lived and kept the only tavern in the

new town of Covington, a man of huge proportions, named Ned Williams,

usually called Uncle Ned--he, as well as Dooly, have long slept with

their fathers. The location of the village and court-house had been of

recent selection, and Uncle Ned's tavern was one of those peculiar

buildings improvised for temporary purposes--a log cabin, designated,

in some parts of Georgia at that time, as a two-storied house, with

both stories on the ground; in other words, a double-penned cabin with

passage between. Uncle Ned had made ample provision for the Bench and

Bar. One pen of his house was appropriated to their use. There was a

bed in each corner, and there were nine lawyers, including the judge.

The interstices between the cabin poles were open, but there was no

window, and but one door, which had to be closed to avoid too close

companionship with the dogs of the household. It was June, and Georgia

June weather, sultry, warm, and still, especially at night. In the

centre there stood a deal table of respectable dimensions, and this

served the double purpose of dining-table and bed-place for one. Uncle

Ned was polite and exceedingly solicitous to please. He had scoured

the county for supplies; it was too new for poultry or eggs, but

acorns abounded, and pigs were plenty. They had never experienced

want, and consequently were well-grown and fat. Uncle Ned had found

and secured one which weighed some two hundred pounds. This he divided

into halves longitudinally, and had barbecued the half intended for

the use of the Bar and Bench. At dinner, on Monday, it was introduced

upon a large wooden tray as the centre substantial dish for the dinner

of the day. It was swimming in lard. There were side-dishes of

potatoes and cold meats, appellated in Georgia collards, with

quantities of corn-bread, with two bowls of hash from the lungs and

liver of the pig, all reeking with the fire and summer heat. A scanty

meal was soon made, but the tray and contents remained untouched.

The court continued three days, and was adjourned at noon of the

fourth day, until the next term. Each day the tray and contents were

punctual in their attendance. The depressed centre of the tray was a

lake of molten lard, beneath which hid a majority of the pig. After

dinner of the last day, all were ready to leave. When the meal was

concluded, Dooly asked if all were done. "Landlord," said the Judge,

"will you give us your attention?" Uncle Ned entered. "Your will,

Judge," he asked. "I wish you, sir, to discharge this hog on his own

recognizance. We do not want any bail for his appearance at the next

term." The dinner concluded in a roar of laughter, in which Uncle Ned

heartily joined.

Only one of the nine who assisted to organize that county, now remains

in life. There were four men there whose names are inscribed on the

scroll of fame--whose names their fellow-citizens have honored and

perpetuated by giving them to counties: Cobb, Dawson, Colquitt, and

Dougherty. Warner and Pierman died young. I alone remain. The children

of most of them are now gray with years, and have seen their

grandchildren. The name of Dooly remains only a memory.

The affections arising from youthful associations are more enduring

than those which come of the same cause in riper years. They are more

disinterested and sincere. They come with the spring of life, root

deep into the heart, and cling with irradicable tenacity through life.

We find in mature life dear friends, friends who will share the all

they have with you, who will for you hazard even life, and you love

them--but not as you love the boys who were at school with you, who

ran with you wild through the woods, when you hunted the squirrel and

trapped the quail. When fortuitous time forces your separation, and

long intervening years blot the features, in their change, from your

recognition, and chance throws you again with a loved companion of

life's young morn--the thrill which stirs the heart, when his name is

announced, comes not for the friend found only when time has grown

gray.

Go and stand by the grave of one loved when a boy, the little laughing

girl you played with at hide-and-seek, through the garden shrubbery

and the intricacies of the house and yard, one who was always gentle

and kind, she for whom you carried the satchel and books when going to

school, who came at noon and divided her blackberry-pie with you, and

always gave you the best piece--and see how all these memories will

come back; and if the green grass upon the roof-top of her home for

eternity does not bear, when you have gone away, a tear-drop to

sparkle and exhale, a tribute to endearing memory, your heart is not

worth the name. It is not given to us to love all with whom we may be

familiar in early life. But every one will sincerely love some few of

the companions of his school-days and early manhood. This is really

the sugar of life, and the garrulity of age loves to recount these,

for in his narrative he lives over and revives the attachments of

boyhood. Woman may confess only to her own heart these memories--she

must love only in secret. When the heart is fresh and brimming with

affection, she may love with all the devotion of woman's heart; but if

her love meets no return its birthplace must be its grave. She may

only tell, when she is old, of her successful and more fortunate love.

Ah! how many recount to their grandchildren their love, in budding

youth, for their grandfather, who hide in the secret alcoves of the

heart a more sacred memory of one who found his way there before dear

old grandfather came. What sorrows these memories have sown along the

way of life! but they have winced not when the thorn has pricked; and

how she has folded to her bosom dear John, while imagination made him

the more dear Willie, her first and foremost love! These endure in

secret, and are the more sacred for this; they die only with the dead

heart. Oh! the grave, the secrets of the grave, are they hidden there

for ages, or shall they survive as treasures for eternity?

I have been wandering among the graves of those loved best when the

heart could love most, and dead memories sprouted anew, and with them

a flash of the feelings which made them treasures of the heart. Yonder

is the grave of Thomas W. Cobb; near me is that of him most

loved--William C. Dawson; and here, in this green grave, is Yelverton

P. King; and near him is the last resting-place of Adeline Harrison.

Dear, sweet Adeline, you went, in truth, to heaven, ere yet the bud of

life had opened into flower! This is the county of my birth, and all

of these, save Cobb, were natives, too, of the dear old land.

To me, how near and dear were these! Turn back, O Time, thy volume for

fifty years, and let me read over anew the records of dead days, and

make memories once more realities, as they were real then--else hurry

on to the end, that I may know with these, or with these forget

forever! I would not linger in the twilight of life, with all of time

dimming out, and nothing of eternity dawning upon my vision. Let me

sleep in the forgetfulness of the one, to awake to the fruition of the

other!

I have been to the graves of my father and my mother. For more than a

third of a century they have been sleeping here. I sat down in the

moonlight, and placed my hand upon the cold, heavy stone which rests

above them: they do not feel its pressure, but sleep well. They are

but earth now--and why am I here? The moon and the stars are the same,

and as sweetly bright, looking down upon this sacred spot, as they

were when, a little child, I sat upon the knee of her who is nothing

here, and listened to her telling me the names of these, as she would

point to them, and ask me if I did not see them winking at me. Yet

they are there, and the same now as then. But where is that gentle,

sweet, affectionate mother? Is she up among these gems of heaven? Is

she yonder in the mighty Jupiter, looking down, and smiling at me? Is

she permitted, in her new being, to come at will, and breathe to my

mind holy thoughts and holy feelings? Disembodied, is she, as God,

pervading all, and knowing all? Does she, with that devotion of heart

which was so much hers in time, still love and protect me? Shall I,

when purified by death, go to her? and shall this hope become a

reality, and endure forever? Surely, this must be true; or, why are

these thoughts and hopes in the mind--why this affection sublimated

still in the heart--why this link between the living, and the dead, if

its fruition shall be denied in eternity? Why this question, which

implies a doubt of the goodness of God? Sweet is the belief, sweeter

the hope, that I shall see that smile of benignity, feel that gentle,

loving caress, and forever, in unalloyed bliss, participate heaven

with her. My mother--my mother! see you into my heart, here by your

gravestone, to-night? Hast thou gone with me through my long

pilgrimage of time? If I have kept thy counsels, and walked by their

wisdom, hast thou approved, my mother? My mother, all that is good and

pure in me has come of thee! If the allurements of vice have tempted,

and frail nature has threatened to yield, the morning's admonition,

the evening's counsel in our long walks, would strengthen me to

forbearance. These bright memories have lived and remained with me a

guide and salvation; and now they are the morning's memory, the

evening's thought. As I have remembered and loved thee, I have been

guided and governed by these. Surely there can be no loss to the child

like the loss of the mother! How those are to be pitied! They go

through life without the holy influences for good coming from a

mother; they stumble on, and learn here and there, as time progresses,

the moral lessons only taught to childhood from a mother's lips: they

stumble and fall for the want of these; and, by experience, too often

bitter experience, learn in youth what in childhood should be taught,

which should grow up with them as a part of their being, to be the

guides and comforts of life. And oh, how many never learn this!

Go, and converse with the wise and good, and they will tell you of

their mothers' teachings; go to the condemned criminal, whose crimes

have cast him from society, and ask him why he is thus--and he will

tell you he disregarded the teachings of his mother; or, 'I had a

wicked and vicious mother, who taught me evil instead of good;' or, 'I

had no mother, to plant in my childhood's heart the fear of God and

the love of virtue.'

Here, to me, to-night, in grateful memory, comes the Sabbath morning

in the garden at the home of my childhood, more than sixty years ago,

when this dead mother here sleeping pointed to the drunken man passing

on the highway, and, kindly looking up into my face, asked me to look

at him, and, when he had passed out of sight, said: "My child, will

you here, this beautiful morning of God's day, promise your mother

that you will not drink one drop of ardent spirits until you are

twenty-one years of age? You are so full of animal spirits, I fear,

should you touch it at all, that you will come to drink to excess, and

fill a drunkard's grave before you shall have passed half the days

allotted to man's life." I see that pleading face, those soft brown

eyes to-night, as they looked from where she was seated into my face;

I see the soft smile of satisfaction, as it came up from her heart and

illumined her features, when I lifted up my hand and made the promise!

And, oh, shall I ever forget the thrill which gladdened my heart when

she rose up and kissed me, and murmured so gently, so tenderly, so

full of hope and confidence: "I know you will keep it, my child." That

promise is a holy memory! It was kept with sacred fidelity.

Angel of love and light--my mother--look down upon thy child here

to-night, and for the last time by thy grave, with whitened head and

tottering step, and see if I have ever departed from the way you

taught me to go! Soon I shall be with you.

MY WORK IS OVER, MY TASK IS DONE!

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