VI

Master of all the sky, the sun fell warmly on the city, making

delicious shadows, gliding giant buildings, streaming across the park,

chasing the endless traffic along the Avenue, and catching at points of

color. It was one of those splendid mornings of full-blown Tune, when

even New York,--that paradox of cities,--had beauty. It was too early

in the year for the trees to have grown blowsy and the grass worn and

burnt. The humidity of midsummer was held back by the energy of a merry

breeze which teased the flags and sent them spinning against the

oriental blue of the spotless sky.

Martin walked to West Forty-sixth Street. There was an air of half-time

about the Avenue. The ever-increasingly pompous and elaborate shops,

whose window contents never seem to vary, wore a listless, uninterested

expression like that of a bookmaker during the luncheon hour at the

races. Their glittering smile, their enticement and solicitation, their

tempting eye-play were relaxed. The cocottes of Monte Carlo at the end

of the season could not have assumed a greater indifference. But there

were the same old diamonds and pearls, the same old canvases, the same

old photographs, the same old antiques, the same old frocks and shoes

and men's shirtings, the same old Persian rugs and Japanese ware, the

same cold, hard plates and china, the very same old hats and dinks and

dressing-gowns and cut flowers and clubs, and all the same doormen in

the uniforms that are a cross between those of admirals and generals,

the men whose only exercise during the whole of the year is obtained by

cutting ice and sweeping snow from just their particular patch of

pavement. In all the twists and changes, revolutions and cross

currents, upheavals and in-fallings that affect this world, there is

one great street which, except for a new building here and there,

resolutely maintains its persistent sameness. Its face is like that of

a large, heavily made-up and not unbeautiful woman, veil-less and with

some dignity but only two expressions, enticement and indifference. A

man may be lost at the North Pole, left to die on the west coast of

Africa, married in London, or forcibly detained in Siberia, but, let

him return to life and New York, and he will find that whatever

elsewhere Anno Domini may have defaced and civilization made different,

next to nothing has happened to Fifth Avenue.

Martin had told Howard of the way he had found Joan on the hill, how

she had climbed out of window that night and come to him to be rescued

and how he had brought her to town to find Alice Palgrave away and

married her. All that, but not one word of his having been shown the

door on the night of the wedding, of her preference for Palgrave, her

plunge into night life, or his own odd hut human adventure with Susie

Capper as a result of the accident. But for the fact that it wasn't his

way to speak about his wife whatever she did or left undone, Martin

would have been thankful to have made a clean breast of everything.

Confession is good for the soul, and Martin's young soul needed to be

relieved of many bewilderments and pains and questionings. He wished

that he could have continued the story to Howard of the kid's way Joan

had treated him,--a way which had left him stultified,--of how, touched

by the tragedy that had reduced the poor little waif of the chorus to

utter grief and despair, he had taken her out to the country to get

healing in God's roofless cathedral, and of how, treating her, because

of his love and admiration of Joan, with all the respect and tenderness

that he would have shown a sister, it had given him the keenest

pleasure and delight to help her back to optimism and sanity. He would

like to have told Howard all the simple and charming details of that

good week, giving him a sympathetic picture of the elfish Tootles

enjoying her brief holiday out in the open, and of her recovery under

the inspiration of trees and flowers and brotherliness, to all of which

she was so pathetically unaccustomed. He wouldn't have told of the many

efforts made by Tootles to pay him back in the only way that seemed to

her to be possible, even if he had known of them,--he had not been on

the lookout for anything of that sort. Nor would he, of course, have

gone into the fact that Tootles loved him quite as much as he loved

Joan,--he knew nothing of that. But he would have said much of the joy

that turned cold at the sight of Joan's face when she saw Tootles lying

on the sofa in his den, of her rush to get away, of the short, sharp

scene which followed her unexpected visit, and of his having driven

Tootles back to town the following morning at her urgent request,--a

curious, quiet Tootles with the marks of a sleepless night on her face.

Also he would have said something of his wild despair at having been

just ten minutes too late to find Joan at the house in East Sixty-fifth

Street, of his futile attempts to discover where she had gone, and of

the ghastly, mystifying days back in the country, waiting and wondering

and writing letters that he never posted,--utterly unaware of the

emotion which had prompted Joan to walk into his den that night, but

quite certain of the impression that she had taken away with her.

It was with a sense of extraordinary isolation that Martin walked down

Fifth Avenue. Two good things had, however, come out of his talk with

Howard Oldershaw. One was the certainty of this man's friendship. The

other the knowledge of the place at which Joan was staying. This last

fact made him all the more anxious to get down to the cottage. Devon

was only a short drive from Easthampton, and that meant the possibility

of seeing and speaking to Joan. Good God, if only she could understand

a little of what she meant to him, and how he craved and pined for her.

The dressmaker on the street floor of the rabbit warren had gone out of

business. Failed probably, poor thing. Tootles had once said that the

only people she ever saw in the shop were pressing creditors. A colored

woman of bulbous proportions and stertorous breathing was giving a

catlick to the dirty stairway. A smell of garlic and onions met Martin

on his way to the rooms of Tootles' friend, and on the first landing he

drew back to let two men pass down who looked like movie actors. They

wore violet ties and tight-fitting jackets with trench belts and short

trousers that should have been worn by their younger brothers. The

actor on the next floor, unshaven and obviously just out of bed, was

cooking breakfast in his cubby-hole. He wore the upper part of his

pajamas and a pair of incredibly dirty flannel trousers. The marks of

last night's grease paint were on his temples and eyebrows. He hummed a

little song to the accompaniment of sizzling bacon.

When Martin knocked on the door of the apartment of the girl to whom he

had never spoken except over the telephone and whose name he remembered

to be Irene Stanton, a high-pitched, nasal voice cried out.

"Come right in." He went right in and was charged at by a half-bred

Chow whose bark was like a gunman's laugh, and a tiny pink beast which

worked itself into a state of hysterical rage. But when a high-heeled

shoe was flung at them from the bedroom, followed by a volley of

fruit-carrier words of the latest brand, they retired, awed and

horror-stricken, to cover.

Martin found himself in a small, square living room with two windows

looking over the intimate backs of other similar houses. Under the best

of conditions it was not a room of very comfortable possibilities. In

the hands of its present occupant, it was, to Martin's eyes, the most

depressing and chaotic place he had ever seen. The cheap furniture and

the cheaper wall paper went well with a long-unwhite-washed ceiling and

smudged white paint. A line of empty beer bottles which stood on a

mantelpiece littered with unframed photographs and dog-eared Christmas

cards struck a note so blase that it might almost have been committed

for a reason. On the square mission table in the center there was a

lamp with a belaced pink shade at a cock-eyed angle which resembled the

bonnet of a streetwalker in the early hours of the morning. An electric

iron stood coldly beneath it with its wire attached to a fixture in the

wall. Various garments littered the chairs and sofa, and jagged pieces

of newspaper which had been worried by the dogs covered the floor.

But the young woman who shortly made her appearance was very different

from the room. Her frock was neat and clean, her face most carefully

made up, her shoes smart. She had a wide and winning grin, teeth that

should have advertised a toothpaste, and a pair of dimples which ought

to have been a valuable asset to any chorus. "Why, but you HAVE done a

hustle," she said. "I haven't even had time to tidy up a bit." She

cleared a chair and shook a finger at the dogs, who, sneaking out from

under the sofa, were eyeing her with apprehensive affection. The Chow's

mother had evidently lost her heart to a bulldog. "Excuse the look of

this back attic," she added. "I've got to move, and I'm in the middle

of packing."

"Of course," said Martin, eager to know why he had been sent for. "It's

about Tootles, you said."

"Very much so." She sat on the edge of the table, crossed her arms, and

deliberately looked Martin over with expert eyes. Knowing as much about

men as a mechanic of a main-road motor-repairing shop knows about

engines, her examination was acute and thorough.

Martin waited quietly, amused at her coolness, but impatient to come to

cues. She was a good sort, he knew. Tootles had told him so, and he was

certain that she had asked to see him out of friendship for the girl

upstairs.

Her first question was almost as disconcerting and abrupt as a Zeppelin

bomb. "What did you do to Tootles?"

Martin held her examining gaze. "Nothing, except give her a bit of a

holiday," he said.

"I saw you go off with her that morning." She smiled and her eyes

became a little more friendly. "She wrote me a letter from your place

and said she'd found out what song writers meant by the word heaven."

"Did she?" said Martin. "I'm glad."

It came to her in a flash that her little pal had fallen in love with

this boy and instantly she understood the mystery of Tootles' change of

method and point of view--her moping, her relaxed grip on life. She

meant almost nothing to the boy and knew it.

"But don't you think you might have been to see her since you brought

her back?" she asked.

"I've been very worried," said Martin simply.

"Is that so?" and then, after another pause, this girl said a second

astonishing thing. "I wish I didn't see in you a man who tells the

truth. I wish you were just one of the ordinary sort that comes our

way. I should know how to deal with you better."

"Tell me what you mean," said Martin.

"Shall I? All right, I will." She stood up with her hands on her hips.

"If you'd played the usual game with little Tootles and dropped her

cold, I wouldn't let you get out of this room without coming up to

scratch. I'd make you cough up a good-sized check. There's such a thing

as playing the game even by us strap-hangers, you know. As it is, I can

see that you were on the square, that you're a bit of a poet or

something and did Tootles a good turn for nothing, and honestly, I

don't know the next move. You don't owe her anything, you see."

"Is money the trouble?" asked Martin.

Irene Stanton shot out an odd, short laugh. "Let me tell you

something," she said. "You know what happened at the dress rehearsal of

'The Ukelele Girl'? Well, the word's gone around about her chucking the

show at the last minute, and it's thumbs down for Tootles. She hadn't a

nickel when she came back from your place, and since then she's pawned

herself right down to the bone to pay her rent and get a few eats. She

wouldn't take nothing from me because I'm out too, and this is a bad

time to get into anything new. Only two things can stop her from being

put out at the end of the week. One's going across the passage to the

drunken fellow that writes music, and the other's telling the tale to

you. She won't do either. I've never seen her the way she is now. She

sits around, staring at the wall, and when I try to put some of her

usual pep into her she won't listen. She's all changed since that taste

of the country, and I figure she won't get on her feet again without a

big yank up. She keeps on saying to herself, like a sort of song, 'Oh,

Gawd, for a sight of the trees,' and I've known girls end it quick when

they get that way."

Martin got up. "Where do you keep your pen and ink?" he asked. Poor old

Tootles. There certainly was something to do.

Irene bent forward eagerly. "Are you going to see her through this

snag?"

"Of course I am."

"Ah, that's the talk. But wait a second. We got to be tricky about

this." She was excited and tremendously in earnest. "If she gets to

know I've been holding out the hat to you, we're wasting time. Give me

the money, see? I'll make up a peach of a story about how it came to

me,--the will of a rich uncle in Wisconsin or something, you know,--and

ask her to come and help me blow it in somewhere on the coast, see? She

gave me three weeks' holiday once. It's my turn now, me being in

luck.... But perhaps you don't trust me?"

"You trust me," said Martin, and gave her one of his honest smiles.

He caught sight of a bottle of ink on the window sill. There was a pen

of sorts there also. He brought them to the table and made out a check

in the name of his fellow conspirator. He was just as anxious as she

was to put "a bit of pep" into the little waif who had sat beneath the

portrait of his father. There was no blotting paper, so he waved it in

the air before handing it over.

A rush of tears came to Irene's eyes when she saw what he had written.

She held out her hand, utterly giving up an attempt to find words.

"Thank you for calling up," said Martin, doing his best to be perfectly

natural and ordinary. "I wish you'd done so sooner. Poor old Tootles.

Write to the Devon Yacht Club, Long Island, and let me know how you get

on. We've all three been up against some rotten bad luck, haven't we?

Good-by, then. I'll go up to Tootles now."

"No, no," she said, "don't. That'd bring my old uncle to life right

away. She'd guess you was in on this, all right. Slip off and let me

have a chance with my movie stuff." With a mixture of emotion and

hilarity she suddenly waved the check above her head. "Can you imagine

the fit the receiving teller at my little old bank'll throw when I slip

this across as if it meant nothing to me?"

And then she caught up one of Martin's hands and did the most

disconcerting thing of all. She pressed it to her lips and kissed it.

Martin got as red as a beet. "Well, then, good-by," he said, making for

the door. "Good luck."

"Good-by and good luck to you. My word, but you've made optimism sprout

all over my garden, and I thought the very roots of it were dead."

For a few minutes after Martin was gone, she danced about her appalling

room, and laughed and cried and said the most extraordinary things to

her dogs. The little pink beast became hysterical again, and the Chow

leaped into a bundle of under-clothing and worried the life out of it.

Finally, having hidden the check in a safe place, the girl ran upstairs

to break the good news of her uncle's death to Tootles. Why, they could

do the thing like ladies, the pair of them. It was immense, marvellous,

almost beyond belief! That old man of Wisconsin deserved a place in

Heaven.... Heaven--Devon.

It was an inspiration. "Gee, but that's the idea!" she said to herself.

"Devon--and the sight of that boy. That'll put the pep back, unless I'm

the original nut. And if he doesn't care about her now, he may

presently. Others have."

And when she went in, there was Tootles staring at the wall, and

through it and away beyond at the place Martin had called the

Cathedral, and at Martin, with his face dead-white because Joan had

turned and gone.

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