CHAPTER IV

As they went down the stairs--those same stairs on which only two

evenings before they had first met--toward the drawing-room where

their great announcement was to be made, Riatt stopped Christine in

her triumphal progress.

“You’re not going to have the supreme cruelty,” he said, “to let

poor Hickson think that our engagement is a genuine one?”

Christine paused. “I wonder,” she answered thoughtfully, “which in

the end would deceive him most--to make him think it was real or

fake?”

“You blood-curdling woman,” said Riatt. “I am not engaged to you.”

“Oh, yes, you are--until March first.”

“I am pretending to be until March first.”

She leant against the banisters, and regarded him critically.

“Isn’t it strange,” she remarked, “that you dislike so much the

idea of my trying to make you care for me? Some men would be crazy

about the process.”

“Oh, if I enjoyed the process, I should regard myself as lost.”

She shook her head. “I’m not sure that this terror isn’t a more

significant confession of weakness. Who is it is most afraid of

high places? Those who feel a desire to jump off.”

“I’m not afraid,” he returned crossly. “I just don’t like it. I

don’t want to be made love to. That’s one of the mistakes women are

always making. They think all men want to be made love to by any

woman. We don’t.”

Christine sighed gently. “You’re getting disagreeable again,” she

said with the softest reproach in her tone. “Let’s go on.”

“You haven’t answered my question,” he said. “Are you going to tell

Hickson the truth?”

“How can I? If I told him, Nancy would know at once, and the whole

aim of this plot is to deceive Nancy. However,” she added brightly,

“I shall do what I can to alleviate his sufferings. I shall tell

him that I am not in the least in love with you, that you have

never so much as kissed me, and that my present intention is that

you never shall.”

“And you may add that my intention is the same,” replied Riatt with

some sternness.

Christine smiled. “There’s no use in telling him that,” she

answered, “for he wouldn’t believe it.”

“Upon my word,” said he, “I think you’re the vainest woman I ever

met.”

“Candid, merely,” she returned, as she opened the door of the

drawing-room. The scene that greeted them was eminently suited

to their purpose. Laura and Ussher were standing at the table

watching the last bitter moments of the game between Nancy and the

unfortunate Wickham. Hickson was not there.

“Oh, Laura,” said Christine, “could I have just a word with you?”

Mrs. Ussher looked up startled. She had been deeply depressed by

her unsuccessful conversation with her cousin. He had seemed to her

absolutely immovable, but there was no mistaking the significant

bride-like modulations of Christine’s voice.

“With me?” she said, and in her eagerness she was already at the

door, before Christine stopped her.

“Really,” she said, “I don’t know why only with you. I know you are

all enough my friends to be interested--even Mr. Wickham. Max and

I wanted to tell you that we are engaged. Only, of course, it’s a

secret.”

Riatt had resolved that he would not look at Mrs. Almar, and he

didn’t. She was adding up the score, and her arithmetic did not

fail her. “And that makes 387, Mr. Wickham,” she said, and then

she looked up with her bright, piercing eyes, in time to see Laura

fling herself enthusiastically into Riatt’s arms. She got up with a

shrewd smile. “Let me congratulate you, too, Mr. Riatt,” she said.

“I always like to see people get what they deserve.”

“Oh, Nancy, I’m sure you think I’m getting far more than I

deserve,” said Christine.

“You haven’t actually got it yet, darling,” returned Mrs. Almar.

“That sounds almost like a threat, my dear.”

“More in the line of a prophecy.”

At this moment the footman created a diversion by announcing that

the sleigh was waiting to take Mr. Riatt to the train, and Riatt

explained that he had decided not to take the train that day. Then

Christine, on inquiring, found that Hickson was writing letters

in the library, and went away to talk to him. She had no fear of

leaving Max; she knew he was in safe hands; Laura would not allow

Nancy an instant alone with him. Nor, as a matter of fact, was

Riatt himself eager to subject himself to the cross-examination of

that keen and contemptuous intelligence. Indeed Nancy soon drifted

out of the room, and Riatt found himself committed to a long

tête-à-tête with Laura on the subject of Christine’s perfections,

and his supposed deceitfulness in pretending indifference. “Oh,

you protested too much, my dear Max,” Laura insisted with the most

irritating exuberance. “I knew when you began to say that she was

the last woman in the world you would fall in love with, that your

hour had come. No man ever lived who could resist Christine when

she chooses to make herself agreeable.”

Riatt felt he was looking rather grim for an accepted lover, as

he answered that it was a great comfort to feel one had succumbed

only to the irresistible. Before very long Christine came back, and

taking in what had been going on, managed to get rid of her friend.

Laura made it plain that she was only too glad to accord the lovers

a few blissful moments alone.

“I can’t describe to you,” he said crossly, “how intensely

disagreeable I find the situation.”

Christine laughed. “And did you look like that while Laura was

detailing my perfections? A judge about to pronounce the death

sentence is gay in comparison. Cheer up. I haven’t had a pleasant

fifteen minutes myself. I never thought myself kind-hearted, but I

assure you I really longed to tell Ned the truth. He is the nicest

person.”

“I believe he will make you an excellent husband.”

“Oh, dear, I’m afraid he will.” She sighed. “Safety first will be

a dull motto to go through life with. Do you want to know what I

told him? No? Well, I’m going to tell you anyhow. I said that you

had made me this magnificent offer, prompted, I felt sure, by the

purest chivalry; and that I felt I owed it to my family, my friends

and my reputation to accept it, but that you had left my heart

untouched, and that if he and you were both penniless, I should

prefer him to you. That wasn’t all perfectly true.”

Suddenly Riatt found himself smiling. “My innocent child,” he said,

“let me make one thing clear to you. Any effort on your part to

create an impression that you have fallen in love with me will not

be crowned with success.”

Christine was quite unabashed by his directness.

“I’m not a bit in love with you,” she said--“not any more than you

are with me, only I realize that there is a possibility for either

of us, and of the two,” she added maliciously, “I really think I’m

the more hard-hearted.”

“Perhaps you will think I am running away from danger,” he

answered, “when I tell you that as soon as I have seen your father,

got your ring, and fulfilled the immediate necessities of the

occasion, I shall go home.”

“Oh, you can’t do that!” cried Christine, in genuine alarm.

“You surely don’t expect me to neglect my legitimate business on

account of this ridiculous farce.”

For the first time a certain amount of real hostility crept in

their relation. They looked at each other steadily. Then Christine

said politely: “Well, we’ll see how things go.” He knew, however,

that she was as determined that he should stay as he was to leave,

and the knowledge made him all the firmer.

The evening was a stupid one, devoted largely to toasts, jokes,

congratulations and a few stabs from Nancy. Through it all poor

Hickson’s gloom was obvious.

The next day the party broke up. Wickham and Hickson taking an

early express; the others, even Nancy who abandoned her motor on

account of the snow, going in by a noonday train. Already, it

seemed to Riatt that the bonds of matrimony were closing about him

as he found himself delegated to look up Christine’s trunks, maid

and dressing-case.

Soon after the arrival of the train he had an appointment, made

by telephone, with Mr. Fenimer. The interview was to take place

at Mr. Fenimer’s club, a most discreet and elegant organization

of fashionable virility. Riatt was not kept waiting. Fenimer came

promptly to meet him.

He was a man of fifty, well made, and supremely well dressed.

He was tanned as befits a sportsman; on his face the absence of

furrows created by the absence of thought was made up for by the

fine wrinkles induced by poignant and continued anxiety about his

material comforts. In his figure the vigor of the athlete contended

with the comfortable stoutness of the epicure. He had left a

discussion in which all his highest faculties had been roused, a

discussion on the replenishing of the club’s cellar, and had come

to speak to his future son-in-law, with satisfaction but without

vital interest. His manner was a perfect blending of reserve and

cordiality.

“You will hardly expect a definite answer from me to-day, Mr.

Riatt,” he said. “You understand, I am sure, that knowing so

little of you--an only child, my daughter”--He waved his hand,

not manicured but most beautifully cared for. Riatt noticed that

in spite of these chilling sentences, Fenimer was soon composing

a paragraph for the press, and advocating the setting of the date

for the wedding early in April, as he himself was booked for a

fishing-trip later. He did this under the assumption that he was

yielding to Riatt’s irresistible eagerness. “You have an excellent

advocate in Christine. My daughter has always ruled me. And now in

my old age I am to lose her. I had a long letter from her by the

early mail, speaking of you in the highest terms.” He smiled. Riatt

rose, and allowed him to return to the question of the club’s wines.

Something about this interview was more shocking to him than the

cynicism of Nancy and Christine; Fenimer’s suave eagerness to hand

his daughter over to a total stranger, did not amuse him as the

women’s light talk had done. He felt sorry for Christine and a

little disgusted. He wondered what that letter had really said. Was

Fenimer a conspirator, too, or only a willing dupe?

From the club he went to the jeweler’s and selected the most

conspicuous diamond he could find. Her friends should not miss the

fact that she was engaged if a solitaire could prove it to them.

He ordered it sent to her, much to the surprise of the clerk, who

pointed out that it was usual to present such things in person.

After this he went to his hotel and found a pile of letters had

accumulated in his absence.

The first he opened was in a round childish hand with uncertain

margins, and a final “e” on the word Hotel.

“Dear Cousin Max,” it said, “I do not know you, but Mamma

says that you are going to marry Christine. I think you

are very lucky, and am glad you are bringing her into our

family. Victor and I love her. She comes to the nursery

sometimes, but never stays long.

“Your loving cousin,

“MURIEL USSHER.”

Riatt laughed as he laid it down. “I bet she doesn’t stay long,” he

said. “How she does skim the cream!” And then with an exclamation

of surprise he tore open another envelope which had been left by

hand. It said:

“Dear Max:

“I hope you will be pleasantly surprised to find that

Mother and I are staying in this hotel. I find New York

more wonderful but more unfriendly than I had been told,

and I want terribly to see a familiar face. Won’t you look

us up as soon as you can?

“Yours as ever,

“DOROTHY.”

He went to the telephone, found that she was in and immediately

arranged that she should go out to lunch with him.

All the morning and some of the night, he had been engaged in the

composition of a letter to Dorothy Lane. Theirs was an old and

sentimental friendship, which adverse circumstances might have

ended, or favoring circumstances have changed into love. As things

were, it seemed to be tending toward their marriage without any

whirlwind rapidity.

There was no doubt he was very glad to see her, as he hurried her

into a taxicab, and told the man to drive to the restaurant of

the hour. She was very neatly and nicely dressed in a tailor-made

costume for which she had just paid twice as much as a native New

York woman would have paid. In fact she was an essentially neat

and nice little person. They talked both at once like two children

about all the people at home, until they were actually seated at

table, and lunch was ordered. Then Riatt made up his mind he must

take the plunge.

“Dolly,” he said, “do I look as if something tremendous had just

happened?”

“Don’t tell me you’ve invented a submarine, or something?”

“No, this is something of a more personal nature.”

“Oh, Max, you’ve fallen in love?”

A waiter rushing up with rolls and butter suggested that Madame

probably preferred fresh butter to salted, before Riatt answered:

“No, that is just what I haven’t done--and that’s the secret,

Dolly. I’m not a bit in love, but I am engaged to be married.”

“Max! But why if--”

“I’ll tell you on the second of March. It’s a good story. You’ll

enjoy it, but for the present, my dear, you must just accept the

fact that I am engaged, that I am neither wildly elated nor unduly

depressed.”

Miss Lane had grown extremely serious. “Who is she?” she asked.

“Her name is Christine Fenimer.”

“I’ve seen her name in the papers.”

“Who has not?” he returned bitterly.

“What is she like?”

Riatt felt some temptation to answer truthfully and say: “She is

designing, mercenary, hard-hearted and as beautiful as a goddess.”

But he did not, and, as he paused he saw the head waiter spring

forward from the doorway, smiling and holding up a pencil to

attract the attention of some underling, and then he saw that

Christine, Hickson and Mr. and Mrs. Linburne were being ushered in.

Christine approached, tall, beautiful, conspicuous, and as divinely

unconscious of it as Adam and Eve of their nakedness; she moved

between the tables, bowing here and there to people she knew, not

purposely ignoring all others, but seeming to find them invisible

as thin air. Riatt watched as if she were some great spectacle, and

was recalled only by hearing Dorothy’s voice saying:

“What a lovely creature!”

“That is Miss Fenimer.”

A sudden and deep flush spread over Miss Lane’s face.

“And you have been telling me of your indifference to her?” she

asked bitterly. “How could any man be indifferent!”

“Good Heavens,” cried Riatt fiercely. “All you women are alike!

Beauty isn’t the only thing in the world for a man to love. There

are such things as truth and honor--”

“Yes, and old friendship, too,” said Miss Lane, “but they don’t

always amount to much.”

“That is an unnecessary, unkind thing to say,” he answered. “My

friendship for you means a good deal more to me than my engagement

to her.”

“Max, I don’t need to be consoled or soothed about your engagement,”

said Miss Lane with a good deal of spirit. “As far as I am concerned

you are quite free not only to become engaged, but to have any

feeling you like for the lady you have chosen. I’m sure I

congratulate you very heartily.”

“You mean you don’t believe a word of what I have been trying to

tell you.”

“Oh, yes, I do. I believe you are engaged.”

Perhaps it was as well that at this instant, Christine’s eyes

fell upon her; she stared, then laughed, and pointed him out to

Hickson, who glanced at him coldly; he was evidently thinking that

he would not have taken another girl out to lunch the very day his

engagement was announced.

“I suppose I had better go and speak to them,” Max said.

“I should think so,” replied Dorothy tonelessly. “Who are the

others?”

Riatt, not sorry for a moment’s respite, entered into a detailed

account of Lee Linburne. He was the third generation of a great

fortune, augmenting rather than decreasing with years. He was but

little over thirty and had taken the whole field of amusement and

sports as his own. He played polo, had a racing stable and a racing

yacht, had gone in recently for flying (hence Riatt’s connection

with him), occasionally financed a theatrical show, and now and

then attended a directors’ meeting of some of his grandfather’s

companies. The result was that his name was as widely known through

the country as Abraham Lincoln’s. Dorothy knew as soon as she heard

his name, that he had married a girl from Pittsburg, and had gone

through her native city in a private car on his honeymoon three

years before, and had stopped, she rather thought, and had lunch

with the Governor of the State.

On Hickson, Max touched more briefly.

When at last he did cross the room, Christine received him with the

utmost cordiality.

“What luck to run across you, though of course this is the only

place in New York where one can get food that doesn’t actually

poison one. Last week--do you remember, Lee? We dined somewhere or

other with the Petermans and nothing from the beginning of dinner

to the end was fit to eat. But, bless them, they did not know. Have

you met Mrs. Linburne? Oh, she knows all about _us_. In fact every

one does, for I can’t resist wearing this.” She moved her left hand

on which his diamond shone like a swollen star. “How did you find

my father?”

“Most amiable,” answered Riatt rather poisonously, and regretted

the poison when he saw the Linburnes exchange an amused glance. Of

course every one knew that Mr. Fenimer would present no obstacles.

“Who are you lunching with, Max? Is that your little secretary?”

The tone, very civil and friendly, made Max furious, as if any one

that Christine did not know was hardly worth inquiring about.

“No, it’s Miss Lane--an old friend of mine. I think I must have

spoken to you about her.”

“Oh, the perfect provider? Is that really she?” Christine

craned her neck openly to stare at her. “Why, she’s rather nice

looking--for a good housekeeper, that is. You’re dining with me

to-night, aren’t you?”

“No,” answered Riatt, with a sudden inspiration of ill-humor. “I’m

dining with Miss Lane.”

“Bring her, too! Won’t she come?”

“I really can’t say.”

“You can ask her.”

“To your house?”

Christine always knew when she was really beaten. She got up with a

sigh. “Take me over,” she said to him, “and I’ll ask her myself.”

And she added to the Linburnes: “Out of town people are always so

fussy about little things.”

Riatt did not know if this slightly contemptuous observation were

meant to apply to him or to Miss Lane; he hoped in his heart

that Dorothy would refuse the invitation. But he under-estimated

Christine’s powers. No one could have been more persuasive, more

meltingly sweet, and compellingly cordial than she was, and it was

soon arranged that he was to bring Dorothy to dine that evening.

[Illustration: It was arranged that he was to bring Dorothy to dine

with them that evening]

When it was over, and he was back again in his own seat, he could

see, by glancing at Christine that she was engaged in a long

humorous account of the incident, for her own table; and he could

tell, even from that distance, when he was supposed to be speaking,

when Dorothy, and when Christine was repeating her own words.

Meanwhile Dorothy was saying:

“How charming and simple she is, Max. You always hear of these

people as being so artificial and elaborate.”

“Oh, they’re direct enough,” returned Riatt bitterly.

The bitterness was so apparent that Dorothy could not ignore it.

She looked up at him for an instant and then she said seriously: “I

believe I know what the trouble with you is, Max. You can’t believe

that she loves you for yourself. You’re haunted by the dread that

what you have has something to do with it. Isn’t that it?”

Max now made use of the well-known counter question as an escape

from a tight place.

“And what is your judgment on that point, Dolly?”

“She loves you,” said Miss Lane, with conviction, and a moment

afterward she sighed.

“Without disputing your opinion,” returned Riatt, “I should very

much like to know on what you base it.”

“Oh, on a hundred things--on her look, her manner, her being so

nice to me--on woman’s intuition in fact.”

Riatt thought to himself that he had never had much confidence in

the intuition theory and now he had none.

They did not part at the termination of lunch. It was almost a

duty, Riatt considered, to show a stranger a few of the sights.

Miss Lane, who was extremely well-informed on all questions of

art, suggested the Metropolitan Museum; and after that they took

a taxicab and drove along the river and watched the winter sunset

above the palisades; and then they went and had tea at the Plaza,

and by the time they returned to Mrs. Lane it was almost the hour

for dressing for dinner; and then Max sat gossiping with Mrs. Lane,

for whom he had always had the deepest affection, until he knew he

was going to be late.

They were late--a difficult thing to be in the Fenimer household.

The party, a small one, was waiting when Miss Lane and Mr. Riatt

were ushered in. Nancy was there, and Hickson, and Mr. Linburne

without his wife this time; and Mr. Fenimer himself, doing honor to

his future son-in-law by taking a meal at home.

Christine in a wonderful pink chiffon and lace tea-gown came

forward to greet Dorothy, rather than Max, to whom she gave merely

an understanding smile, while she held the girl’s hand an instant.

“Max says this is your first visit to New York,” she said, after

she had introduced her father and Nancy. “It is good of you to give

us an evening, when there are so many more amusing things to do,

but Max says we are as interesting as Bushmen or Hottentots. I hope

you’ll find us so.”

The hope seemed unlikely to be fulfilled, for while the presence

of Mr. Fenimer, who was rather a stickler for etiquette, prevented

the perfect freedom that had reigned at the Usshers’, the talk

turned on people whom Dorothy did not know, and it was so quick and

allusive that no outsider could have followed it. Hickson, soon

appreciating something in Miss Lane’s situation not utterly unlike

his own, was touched by her obvious isolation, and tried to make

up for the neglect of the others. Riatt, sitting between Nancy and

Christine, had little time left to him for observation of any one

else.

When dinner was over Christine instantly drew him away to her own

little sitting-room, on pretense of showing him some letter of

congratulation that she had received. But once there, she shut the

door, and standing before it, she said, with an air of the deepest

feeling:

“You’re in love with this girl.”

Riatt, who had sunk comfortably down on a sofa by the fire, looked

up in surprise.

“And if I am?” he answered.

“You need not humiliate me by making it so evident,” she retorted,

and almost stamped her foot. “Lunching with her in public, and

taking her to tea, as I was told, getting here so late for

dinner--I wish you could have heard the way Nancy and Lee Linburne

were goading me before dinner about it.”

“My dear Christine,” said Max, and he was amused to hear a tone

of real conjugal remonstrance in his voice, “you have lunched and

dined in one day with Hickson, and yet I don’t feel I have any

grounds of complaint.”

“Every one knows how little I care for Ned,” she answered, “but

people say you do care for this little Western mouse. I hate her.

She’s good and nice, and the kind of a girl men think it wise to

marry, and just as different from me as she can be. I do hate

her--and I hate myself too.” And she covered her face with her

hands.

“Come here, Christine,” said Riatt, without moving, and was rather

surprised when she obeyed. He made her sit down beside him, and

taking her hands from her face, was astonished to find that she was

really crying.

“Why, my dear child,” he said, in the most paternal manner he could

manage. “What is this all about?” And it was quite in the same note

that Christine wept a moment on his shoulder. Then she raised her

head, with a return of her old brisk manner.

“I’m jealous,” she said. “Oh, don’t suppose one can’t be jealous

of people one doesn’t care for. I could be jealous of any one when

Nancy begins teasing me and making fun of me. And I’m jealous too,

because I’m sure she’s a nice girl and I’ve made such a mess of my

life, and I deserve it all; but when you came in together, as if

you had just been happily married, and I looked at Ned and thought

how wretched I’m always going to be with him, and what silly things

I shall undoubtedly do before I die--”

“I hate to hear you talk like that.”

“Why should you care? _She’ll_ never do silly things--that’s clear.

Is that why you love her?”

“As a matter of fact I am not in love with Miss Lane.”

“My dear Max, there’s really no reason why you should deceive me

about it.”

“That’s just what she said about you.”

“You mean”--Christine sprang to her feet and gazed at him like an

outraged empress--“You mean that you told her that you didn’t love

me?”

“I most assuredly did.”

“Max, how could you be so low, so despicable, so false?”

Riatt laughed. “Well, it certainly was not false, Christine,” he

said. “It happens to be true, you know; and I felt I owed a measure

of truth to a very old and very real friendship. I told her nothing

more than that--I was engaged and not madly in love.”

Christine threw up her hands. “The game is up,” she said. “She’ll

tell everybody, of course.”

“She’ll tell absolutely no one.”

“Because she’s perfect, I suppose?”

“Because she didn’t for one moment believe me.”

“Didn’t believe we were engaged?”

“Didn’t believe that any one could be engaged to so beautiful and

charming a person as you are and not be in love with her.”

Christine’s manner softened slightly. “She thinks me charming?”

“She thinks you irresistible, almost as irresistible as Laura

thinks you; and she is trying to find out why I am so eager to

deceive her in the matter.”

Christine clapped her hands, and executed a few steps. “She’s

jealous, too,” she cried. “The perfect woman is jealous. I never

thought of her suffering, too.”

“She is not jealous, but I suppose it may hurt her feelings a

little that I shouldn’t--”

“Oh, nonsense, Max, she loves you. Do you think I could be deceived

on such a subject? She watches you all the time. She loves you.

And I think it would be very impertinent of her not to. I should

think very poorly of her if she didn’t. Imagine what she must be

undergoing at this moment, by our prolonged absence.”

“Perhaps, we’d better be going back,” said Riatt calmly.

Christine barred the door, spreading out both her arms.

“She thinks you’re making love to me, Max.”

“And yet, Christine, I’m not.”

“But she doesn’t know that; she doesn’t know what an immovable

iceberg you are.”

“No, indeed she doesn’t.”

Christine’s manner again changed utterly. All the playfulness

disappeared. “You mean,” she said, “that you’re not cold and

immovable with her?”

“What’s the use of my telling you anything, if you don’t believe

me?” The idea of teasing Christine had never occurred to him

before, but he thought highly of it. She came toward him at once.

“Oh, Max, my dear,” she said, “don’t be horrid, when I’m having

such a wretched time anyhow. Don’t you think you might _pretend_ to

care for me just a little?”

Riatt rose. “Yes, I do,” he said, “and so I shall, in public.”

Christine was all the gentle, wistful child immediately.

“Never when we’re alone?” she asked.

Max lit a cigarette briskly. “I don’t suppose we shall very often

be alone,” he returned. “After all, why should we?”

She looked at him like a wounded bird: “No reason if you don’t want

to.”

At this moment the door opened and her father came in.

“Come, come, my dear, this is no way to treat your guests,” he

said. “I must really insist that you go back to the drawing-room.

Upon my word, Riatt, you ought not to keep her like this.”

“It was a great temptation to have her a few minutes to myself, Mr.

Fenimer,” said Max, and Christine grinned gratefully at him behind

her father’s back.

“Very likely, very likely,” said Mr. Fenimer crossly, “but I want

to go to the club, and how can I, unless she goes back? You can’t

think only of yourself, my dear fellow.”

Riatt admitted that this was true and he and Christine went back to

the drawing-room.

Very soon afterwards, he gave Dorothy a keen prolonged look, which

she did not misunderstand. She got up at once and said good night.

In the taxicab, he questioned her at once as to her impressions.

“I didn’t like Mr. Linburne or Mrs. Almar at all, Max. She kept

asking me the greatest number of questions about you and the story

of your life. What interest has she in you, I wonder?”

“None,” answered Riatt, but added rather quickly, “And what did you

think of Linburne?”

“I couldn’t bear him, though I own he’s nice looking. But he told

Mrs. Almar a story--I could not help hearing--I never heard such a

story in my life.”

“I gather it did not shock Mrs. Almar.”

“She knew it already. ‘Lee,’ she said, ‘that story is so old that

even my husband knows it,’ and every one laughed.”

“I’m afraid you did not enjoy yourself.”

“I like Mr. Hickson very much. And I thought Miss Fenimer more

beautiful than before. He was telling me what a wonderful nature

she has. He said he had never seen her out of temper.”

“Yes, Hickson’s crazy about her,” said Riatt casually.

“Dear Max, why do you try to deceive yourself about your own

feeling for her?”

“Deceive myself,” he said angrily. “If you knew the truth, my dear

Dolly!” His heart stood still. Deceive himself! What an insulting

phrase. He repressed a strong impulse to propose on the instant to

Dolly. That would show her how indifferent he was to Christine. It

would assure him, too.

Instead he formed a plan to go home with her and her mother, when

they went.

“When are you going back, Dolly?”

“The day after to-morrow.”

“Any objections to my going, too?”

“Objections! Max, dear!”

He engaged his ticket at once at the hotel office. Having done so,

he felt tranquil and relieved, and perhaps the least little bit

dull. The clerk assured him he was fortunate to be able to get a

berth at such short notice. “Very fortunate,” he agreed and was

annoyed at a certain cold ring in his voice.

The next day, true to his promise to show Christine all attentions

that the public could expect, he sent her a box of flowers, and

at four he stopped for her and they went and took a long walk

together, hoping to meet as many people whom they knew as possible.

“We won’t walk in the Park,” said Christine. “No one sees you

there, though of course if they do, it makes an impression. But,

no; we’ll stick to Fifth Avenue, and study all the windows that

have clothes or furniture in them, as if our minds were entirely

taken up with trousseaux and house-furnishing.”

She was true to her word, and not squeamish. Riatt found it rather

amusing to wander at her side, dressing her in imagination in every

garment that the windows so frankly displayed, and answering with

real interest her constant inquiry: “Do you think that would become

me? Would you like me in that? Do you prefer silk to batiste?”

They were standing in front of a stocking shop in which on a row of

composition legs which might have made a chorus envious, “new ideas

in hosiery” were romantically displayed, when Riatt decided to tell

her of his approaching departure. He chose the street, because

he was well aware that she would not approve of his plan, and he

wished to avoid a repetition of last evening’s scene.

“I shall have to go away the day after to-morrow,” he said, and

glanced quickly down on her to see how she would take it.

She was studying the stockings, and she drew away with her head at

a critical angle.

“It’s a queer thing,” she said, “that certain stripes do make the

ankle look large. Theoretically they ought to make it look slim,

but you take my word for it, Max, they don’t.”

“Nothing could make your ankles look anything but slim, Christine,”

he replied politely.

“No, my ankles are rather good, aren’t they?” she replied, and then

as if she had now disposed of the more serious topic, she added:

“And so you are going home? Well, you mayn’t believe it, but I

shall really miss you a great deal. Oh, look at these jade flowers!

They’re really good.”

Riatt looked at the pale lilac and pink blossoms starting from

their icy green leaves, but he hardly saw them. He was disgusted at

the discovery of an unexpected perversity in his nature. He found

himself hardly pleased at the absence of protest with which his

announcement was greeted. All her attention was absorbed by the

jade.

“Wouldn’t it look well on our drawing-room mantel-piece?” she said.

“I’ll give it to you as a wedding present,” he answered. “That is,

if you think Hickson would like it.”

“I don’t think he’ll like anything you ever give me. He did not

even like my ring. He thinks the stone too large. By the way,

I never properly thanked you for the ring. It has been most

splendidly persuasive. Even Nancy grew pale when she saw the proof

of your sincerity.”

“Will it be sufficient even in the face of my continued absence?”

he asked, for it occurred to him that perhaps she had not

understood that he meant to remain in the West indefinitely.

“Oh, I think so,” she answered, pleasantly. “You might write to

me now and then, and I’ll show just a suitable paragraph here and

there to an intimate friend.”

A new idea suddenly occurred to him. Had she any motive for

desiring his absence? Had some unexpected possibility cropped up?

Did she want to get rid of him? Not, he added, that he minded if

she did, but it would be rather interesting to know.

“I’m going a little earlier than I expected,” he went on, “because

the Lanes are going, and I hate to make that long journey alone.”

She nodded understandingly. “It will be much nicer for you to have

them.”

He looked at her coldly. It seemed to him he had never known a

more callous nature. And to think that the evening before she had

actually shed tears, simply because he took another girl to lunch!

It caught his attention, he said to himself, just as a study in

human nature.

He did not see her the next day until evening. They were both to

dine at Nancy’s--(thus had the proposed dinner with Mrs. Almar

deteriorated) and go afterward to the opera. Nancy of course would

not have dreamed of crowding three women into her box, so the party

consisted of herself and Christine, Riatt, Roland Almar--a pale,

eager, little man, trying to placate the world with smiles, and

once again Linburne, whose handsome dark head, and curved mouth,

half cynical, half sensuous, began to weary Riatt inexpressibly.

After dinner he found that he and Mrs. Almar were to go in her tiny

coupé, and the four others in Linburne’s large car.

“And so,” she observed as soon as they started, “the mouse

preferred the trap after all?” And he could feel that she was

laughing at him in the shadow.

“But feels none the less grateful for the kind intention to rescue

him.”

“Oh, I don’t care much for the gratitude of a man in love with

another woman.”

“You judge me to be very much in love?”

This general conviction on the part of the ladies of his

acquaintance was growing monotonous. Nancy continued:

“But come back in two years, and we’ll talk of gratitude then. In

the meantime let us stick to the impersonal. What do you think of

Linburne?”

“I’ve had many opportunities of judging. I’ve been nowhere for two

days without meeting him.”

Mrs. Almar laughed with meaning.

“I wonder why that should be,” she said.

“What do you mean?” Riatt asked, but at that moment they drew up

before the Thirty-ninth Street entrance, and the doorman, opening

the motor’s door, shouted “Ten--Forty-five”--a cheerful lie he has

been telling four times a week for many years.

In the opera box, Riatt at once seated himself behind Christine.

There is no place like the opera for public devotion. Christine was

resplendent in black and gold with a huge black and gold fan that

made the fans of the temple dancers--the opera was “Aïda”--look

commonplace and ineffective.

Behind it she now murmured to Max:

“And what poisonous thing did dear Nancy tell you coming down?”

“Nothing--except what everyone has been telling me for the last few

days--that I seemed very much in love.”

“And that annoyed you, I suppose.”

“On the contrary. I was delighted to find I was such a good actor.”

“People who pretend to be asleep sometimes end by actually doing

it. Pretending is rather dangerous sometimes.”

“Yes, but you see I shan’t have to pretend after to-morrow.”

“Are you all packed and ready?”

“Mentally I am.”

In the _entr’acte_ which followed quickly after their entrance,

Christine dismissed him very politely. “There,” she said, “you

don’t have to stay on duty all the time. You can go and stretch

your legs, if you want.”

He rose at once, and as he did so, Linburne slipped into his place.

Riatt had caught sight of Laura Ussher across the house, and knew

his duty demanded that he should go and say a word to his exuberant

cousin who, he supposed, regarded herself as the artificer of his

happiness.

“Oh, my dear Max,” she began, hastily bundling out an old friend

who had been reminiscing about the days of the de Rezskes, and

waving Riatt into place, “every one is so delighted at the

engagement, and thinks you both so fortunate. How happy she is,

Max! She looks like a different person.”

“I thought she looked rather tired this evening,” answered Riatt,

who always found himself perverse in face of Laura’s enthusiasm.

Mrs. Ussher raised her opera glass and studied Christine’s profile,

bent slightly toward Linburne, who was talking with the immobility

of feature which many people use when saying things in public which

they don’t wish overheard. “Oh, well, she doesn’t look as brilliant

as she did when _you_ were with her. But isn’t that natural? I

wonder why Nancy asked Lee Linburne and where is that silly little

wife of his. Oh, don’t go, Max. It’s only the St. Anna attaché; we

met him on the coast last summer.”

But Riatt insisted on making way for the South American diplomat,

who was standing courteously in the back of the box.

He wandered out into the corridors, not enough interested in any of

his recent acquaintances to go and speak to them. Two men coming up

behind him were talking; he could not help hearing their dialogue:

“Who’s this fellow she’s engaged to?”

“No one knows--a Western chap with a lot of money.”

“Suppose she cares anything about him?”

“Oh, no, she’s telling every one she doesn’t. They say he’s mad

about her.”

“Ought to be, by Jove. I always thought the only man she ever cared

for--”

Riatt found himself straining his ears vainly to catch the name,

but it was drowned in other conversations that rose about him. He

understood now why Christine had been angry at his telling Dorothy

that he was not in love, for he found himself annoyed at the idea

of her having told everybody that she wasn’t. But, it’s a different

thing, he thought, to tell one intimate friend in confidence, or to

give the news to every Tom, Dick and Harry. Then the juster side of

his nature reasserted itself, and he saw that she was only laying

the trail for the breaking of her engagement. Yet this evidence of

her good faith did not entirely allay the irritation of his spirit.

When he went back to the box, Linburne was gone, and the man

who had replaced him, yielded to Riatt with the most submissive

promptness. But this time no easy interchange occurred between them.

About half past ten, Christine leaned over to her hostess, and

said: “Would you care at all if I deserted you, dear? I’m tired.”

“Mind when I have my Roland to keep me company?” said Nancy. “One

seems to take one’s husband to the opera this year.”

At this point Linburne, who had been standing in the back of the

box, came forward and said: “Won’t you take my car, Miss Fenimer?

I’ll go down and find it for you.”

A look that passed between them, a twinkle in Nancy’s eyes,

suddenly convinced Riatt that the scheme was for Linburne to take

Christine home. He did not stop to ask why this idea was repugnant

to him, but he said firmly:

“I have a car of my own downstairs, and I’ll take Miss Fenimer

home.” It was of course a lie, as the simple taxicab was his only

means of vehicular locomotion, but a taxi, thank heaven, can always

be obtained quickly at the Metropolitan. Christine consented.

Linburne stepped back.

They drove the few blocks in silence. He went up the steps of her

house, and when the door was opened he said: “May I come in for a

few minutes? I shan’t have time to-morrow probably.”

“Do,” said Christine. She went into the drawing-room and sank into

a chair. “Who ever heard of not saying good-by to one’s fiancée?”

He saw that she was in her most teasing mood, and somehow this made

him more serious.

“Perhaps,” he said rather stiffly, “you think I carry out your

instructions too exactly. Perhaps I show a more scrupulous devotion

in public than you meant.”

“Oh, no. It looked so well.”

“It would not have looked so well for Linburne to take you home.”

She clapped her hands. “Excellent,” she said, “but you know it is

not necessary to take that proprietary tone when we are alone.”

“Even as a mere acquaintance I might offer you some advice,” he

said.

“I’m rather sleepy as it is,” she returned, yawning slightly.

For the first time Riatt had a sense of crisis. He knew he must

either save her, or leave her. He could not give her a little sage

advice and abandon her. It would be like advising a starving man

not to steal and going away with your pockets full. He could not

say, “Have nothing to do with a selfish materialist like Linburne,”

when he knew better perhaps than any one how empty of any ideality

or hope her relation to Hickson was bound to be. Yet on the other

hand, he could not say, “Come to me, instead.” He despised her

method of life, distrusted her character, disliked her ideas, and

was under no illusion as to her feeling for himself. If he had

come to her without money she would have laughed in his face. What

chance would either of them have under such circumstances? It was

simple madness to consider it. And why was he considering it? Just

because she looked lovely and wan, sunk in a deep chair in all her

black and gold finery, just because her face had the lines of an

Italian saint and her voice had strange and moving tones in it.

“Good-by,” he said briefly.

She sprang up. “Good gracious,” she said, “and are you going just

like that? You know it is customary to extract a promise to write.

At least to beg for a lock of the hair.” (She drew out a golden

lock, and let it crinkle back into place again.) “Or do you think

you will remember me without it?”

[Illustration: He stood like a rock under her caress]

“I’m not so sure I want to remember you.”

“I hope you don’t. It’s the things you don’t want to remember that

you never can get out of your head.”

“Good-by,” he said again.

“Haven’t you one nice thing to say to me before you go?”

“Not one.”

“Wouldn’t you at least admit that I had enlarged your point of

view?”

“Aren’t you going to shake hands with me?” he said.

She shook her head, and began to approach him. He felt afterward

as if he had known exactly what she meant to do, and yet he seemed

to lack all power to prevent her--or perhaps it was will that was

lacking. She came up to him, very deliberately put her arms about

his neck, and, almost as tall as he, laid her head on his shoulder;

and then murmured under his chin: “But you must never, never come

back.”

He stood like a rock under her caress; he did not make any answer;

he did not attempt to undo the clasp of her arms. He was as

impassive as a hunted animal who, in some terrible danger, pretends

to be already dead.

It was a matter of only a few seconds. Then she dropped her arms,

and he went away.

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