CHAPTER I

LADIES MUST LIVE

[Illustration: She stopped with her hand on the banister, like

Louise of Prussia]

LADIES MUST LIVE

BY

ALICE DUER MILLER

Author of “Come Out of the Kitchen,” etc.

ILLUSTRATED BY

PAUL MEYLAN

[Illustration: (Publisher’s colophon)]

NEW YORK

THE CENTURY CO.

1917

Copyright, 1917, by

The Century Co.

Copyright, 1917, by

INTERNATIONAL MAGAZINE CO.

_Published, October, 1917_

LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS

PAGE

She stopped with her hand on the banister, like

Louise of Prussia _Frontispiece_

And then, with a clean towel, he deliberately

dried her hands, finger by finger 69

“Isn’t that rather a reckless way for a man in

your situation to talk?” 91

“Well, heaven itself can’t save a fool,” said Mrs.

Almar 119

It was arranged that he was to bring Dorothy to

dine with them that evening 147

He stood like a rock under her caress 173

“May I ask, Mr. Riatt, what rights in the matter

you consider that you have?” Linburne pursued 199

“Max,” she said, “I love you” 241

CHAPTER I

Mrs. Ussher was having a small house party in the country over New

Year’s Day. This is equivalent to saying that the half dozen most

fashionable people in New York were out of town.

Certain human beings are admitted to have a genius for discrimination

in such matters as objects of art, pigs or stocks. Mrs. Ussher had

this same instinct in regard to fashion, especially where fashions

in people were concerned. She turned toward hidden social availability

very much as the douser’s hazel wand turns toward the hidden spring.

When she crossed the room to speak to some woman after dinner,

whatever that woman’s social position might formerly have been, you

could be sure that at present she was on the upward wing. When Mrs.

Ussher discovered extraordinary qualities of mind and sympathy in

some hitherto impossible man, you might be certain it was time to

begin to book him in advance.

Not that Mrs. Ussher was a kingmaker; she herself had no more

power over the situation than the barometer has over the weather.

She merely was able to foretell; she had the sense of approaching

social success.

She was unaware of her own powers, and really supposed that her

sudden and usually ephemeral friendships were based on mutual

attraction. The fact that for years her friends had been the small

group of the momentarily fashionable required, in her eyes, no

explanation. So simple was her creed that she believed people were

fashionable for the same reason that they were her friends, because

“they were so nice.”

During the short period of their existence, Mrs. Ussher gave to

these friendships the utmost loyalty and devotion. She agonized

over the financial, domestic and romantic troubles of her friends;

she sat up till the small hours, talking to them like a schoolgirl;

during the height of their careers she organized plots for their

assistance; and even when their stars were plainly on the decline,

she would often ask them to lunch, if she happened to be alone.

Many people, we know, are prone to make friends with the rich and

great. Mrs. Ussher’s genius consisted in having made friends with

them before they were either. When you hurried to her with some

account of a newly discovered treasure--a beauty or a conversable

young man--she would always say: “Oh, yes, I crossed with her two

years ago,” or “Isn’t he a dear?--he was once in Jack’s office.”

The strange thing was these statements were always true; the

subjects of them confessed with tears that “dear Mrs. Ussher” or

“darling Laura” was the kindest friend they had ever had.

Her house party was therefore likely to be notable.

First, there was of course Mrs. Almar--of course without her

husband. There is only one thing, or perhaps two, to be said for

Nancy Almar--that she was very handsome and that she was not a

hypocrite, no more than a pirate is a hypocrite who comes aboard

with his cutlass in his teeth. Mrs. Almar’s cutlass was always in

her teeth, when it was not in somebody’s vitals.

She had smooth, jet-black hair, done close to her pretty head,

a clear white-and-vermilion complexion, and a good figure, not

too tall. She said little, but everything she did say, she most

poignantly meant. If, while you were talking to her, she suddenly

cried out: “Ah, that’s really good!” there was no doubt you had had

the good fortune to amuse her; while if she yawned and left you in

the midst of a sentence there was no question that she was bored.

She hated her husband--not for the conventional reason that she had

married him. She hated him because he was a hypocrite, because he

was always placating and temporizing.

For instance, he had said to her as she was about to start for the

Usshers’:

“I hope you’ll explain to them why I could not come.”

There had never been the least question of Mr. Almar’s coming, and

she turned slowly and looked at him as she asked:

“You mean that I would not have gone if you had?”

He did not seem annoyed.

“No,” he said, “that I’m called South on business.”

“I shan’t tell them that,” she said, slowly wrapping her furs about

her throat; and then foreseeing a comic moment, she added, “but

I’ll tell them you say so, if you like.”

She was as good as her word--she usually was.

When the party was at tea about the drawing-room fire, she asked

without the slightest change of expression:

“Would any one like to hear Roland’s explanation of why he is not

with us?”

“Had it anything to do with his not being asked?” said a pale young

man; and as soon as he had spoken, he glanced hastily round the

circle to ascertain how his remark had succeeded.

So far as Mrs. Almar was concerned it had not succeeded at all, in

fact, though he did not know it, nothing he said would ever succeed

with her again, although a week before she had hung upon his every

word. He had been a new discovery, something unknown and Bohemian,

but alas, a day or two before, she had observed that underlying his

socialistic theories was an aching desire for social recognition.

He liked to tell his bejeweled hostesses about his friends the

car-drivers; but, oh, twenty times more, he would have liked to

tell the car-drivers about his friends the bejeweled hostesses. For

this reason Mrs. Almar despised him, and where she despised she

made no secret of the fact.

“Not asked, Mr. Wickham!” she said. “I assume my husband is asked

wherever I am,” and then turning to Laura Ussher she added with a

faint smile: “One’s husband is always asked, isn’t he?”

“Certainly, as long as you never allow him to come,” said another

speaker.

This was the other great beauty of the hour--or, since she was

blond and some years younger than Mrs. Almar, perhaps it would be

right to say that she was the beauty of the hour.

She was very tall, golden, fresh, smooth, yet with faint hollows in

her cheeks that kept her freshness from being insipid. Christine

Fenimer had another advantage--she was unmarried. In spite of the

truth of the observation that a married woman’s greatest charm is

her husband, he is also in the most practical sense a disadvantage;

he does sometimes stand across the road of advancement, even in a

land of easy divorce. Mrs. Almar, for instance, was regretfully

aware that she might have done much better than Roland Almar. The

great stakes were really open to the unmarried.

She was particularly aware of this fact at the moment, for the

party was understood to be awaiting a great stake. Mrs. Ussher had

discovered a cousin, a young man who, soon after graduating from

a technical college, had invented a process in the manufacture of

rubber that had brought him a fortune before he was thirty. He was

now engaged in spending it on aviation experiments. He was reckless

and successful. Besides which he was understood to be personally

attractive--his picture in a silver frame stood on a neighboring

table. He was of the lean type that Mrs. Almar admired.

Now it was perfectly clear to her why he was asked. Mrs. Ussher

adored Christine Fenimer. Of all girls in the world it was

essential that Christine should marry money. This man, Max Riatt,

new to the fashionable world, ought to be comparatively easy game.

The thing ought to go on wheels. But Mrs. Almar herself was not

indifferent to six feet of splendid masculinity; nor without her

own uses at the moment for a good-looking young man.

In other words, there was going to be a contest; in the full

sight of the little public that really mattered, the lists were

set. Nobody present, except perhaps Wickham, who was dangerously

ignorant of the world in which he was moving, doubted for one

moment that Miss Fenimer had resolved to marry Max Riatt, if, that

is, he turned out to be actually as per the recommendations of Mrs.

Ussher; nor was it less certain that Mrs. Almar intended that he

should be hers.

Of course if Mrs. Ussher had been absolutely single-minded, she

would not have invited Mrs. Almar to this party; but though a warm

friend to Christine Fenimer, Laura was not a fanatic, and the

piratical Nancy was her friend, too.

Mrs. Almar could have pleaded an additional reason for her wish to

interfere with this match, besides the natural one of not wishing

Miss Fenimer to attain any success; and that was the fact that

Edward Hickson, her brother, had wanted for several years to marry

Christine. Hickson was a dull, kindly, fairly well-to-do young

man--exactly the type you would like to see your rival marry.

Hickson had motored out with his sister, and had received some

excellent counsel on the way.

“Now, Ned,” she had said, “don’t cut your own throat by being an

adoring foil. Don’t let Christine grind your face in the dust, just

to show this new man that she can do it.”

“You don’t do Christine justice,” he had answered, “if you think

she would do that.”

His sister did not reply. She thought it would have been doing the

girl injustice to suppose that she would do anything else.

They were still sitting about the tea-table at a quarter to seven,

when Christine and Mrs. Almar rose simultaneously. It was almost

time for the arrival of Riatt, and neither had any fancy for

meeting him save at her best--in all the panoply of evening dress.

“We’re not dining till a quarter past eight, my dears,” said Mrs.

Ussher.

Both ladies thought they would lie down before dinner. And here

chance took a hand. Riatt’s train was late, whereas Christine’s

clock was fast. And so it happened that she came downstairs just as

he was coming up.

There had been no one to greet him. He was told by the butler

that Mrs. Ussher was dressing, that dinner would be in fifteen

minutes; he started to bound up the stairs, following the footman

with his bags, when suddenly looking up the broad flight he saw a

blond vision in white and pearls coming slowly down. He hoped that

his lower jaw hadn’t fallen, but she really was extraordinarily

beautiful; and he could not help slowing down a little. She

stopped, with her hand on the banisters, like Louise of Prussia.

“Oh, you’re Mr. Riatt,” she said, very gently. “You know you’re

most awfully late.”

“I wish,” he said, “that I were wise enough to be able to say: ‘Oh,

you’re Miss ----’”

“I might be a Mrs.”

“Oh, I hope not,” he answered. “Are you?”

She smiled.

“You’ll know as soon as you come down to dinner.”

“I shall be quick about dressing.”

He went on up, and she pursued her slow progress down. She felt

that her future had been settled by those few seconds on the stairs.

“He will do admirably,” she said to herself, and a smile like that

of a sleeping infant curved her lips. She felt calmly triumphant.

She had always said there was no reason why even a rich man should

be absolutely impossible. She recalled certain great fortunes with

repulsive owners, which some of her friends had accepted. For

herself she had always intended to have everything--love and money,

too. And here it was, almost in her hands. There had been moments

when she had been so discouraged that she had actually made up her

mind to marry Ned Hickson. How wise she had been to hold off!

She leant her arm on the mantel-piece and studied herself in the

mirror. It was a Chinese painted mirror, and the tint of the

glass was green and unbecoming, yet even this could not mar the

dazzling reflection. The only object on which she looked with

dissatisfaction was her string of pearls; they were imitation. She

thought she would have emeralds; and she heard clearly in her own

inner ear this sentence: “Yes, that is young Mrs. Max Riatt; is she

not very beautiful in her emeralds!”

Fortunately she did not say it aloud, for Mrs. Ussher came down

at this moment, and soon Hickson, and then in an incredibly short

space of time Riatt himself.

Undoubtedly he would do magnificently. He stood the test even of

evening clothes, though Christine fancied as she studied him that

she would alter his style of collars. They would be better higher.

Mrs. Ussher brought him over at once and introduced him.

“This is my cousin Max, Christine, about whom I’ve talked so much.

Max, this is Miss Fenimer.”

They smiled at each other with a common impulse not to confess that

earlier meeting on the stairs; and he was just about to settle down

beside her, when the door opened and, last of all, Mrs. Almar came

in. She was wearing her flame-color and lilac dress. Christine

knew she would have it on; knew that she saved it for the greatest

moments. She did not advance very far into the room, but stood

looking around her.

“Well,” she said, “where is Cousin Max?”

It must not be supposed from this question that she had not seen

him almost through the crack of the door as the butler opened it

for her; but by speaking just when and where she did, she forced

him to get up from Christine’s side, and come to where she was

to be introduced to her. Then as dinner was at the same instant

announced, she put her hand on his arm.

“Take me in to dinner, Cousin Max,” she said.

“I did not know he was _your_ cousin,” said Wickham, who suffered

from the fatal tendency in moments of doubt to say something.

Mrs. Almar looked at Riatt.

“Will you be a cousin to me?” she asked. “It commits you to

nothing.”

“I don’t consider that an advantage,” he returned, drawing his

elbow slightly inward, so that her hand, if not actually pressed,

was made to feel secure upon his arm. “There are some things I

wouldn’t a bit mind being committed to.”

Mrs. Almar moved her black head from side to side.

“You must be more specific,” she said, “or I shan’t understand you.”

“More specific in words?” he inquired gently. They were crossing

the hall, and had a sort of privacy for an instant.

“Dear me,” she returned, “you do move rather rapidly, don’t you?”

“I’m an aviator, you see,” he answered.

Across the table Christine was trying to be gracious and graceful

while she put up with Hickson, but she was feeling as any honest

captain feels at having a prize cut out from under his very nose.

Mrs. Ussher seeing this, decided that such methods as Nancy’s

ought not to prevail; she seated herself on Max’s other side, and

instantly engaged in conversation.

“Don’t you think my dear little Christine is an angel?” she said,

without any encumbering subtility.

“She certainly looks like one.”

“Who looks like what?” asked Mrs. Almar, from his other side. She

had had this sort of thing tried too often not to be on her guard.

Mrs. Ussher leant forward.

“Max was just saying that Christine looks like an angel.”

Nancy looked at him and made a very slight grimace.

“Are you so awfully strong for angels?” she said. He laughed.

“I never met one before.”

“You haven’t met one to-night.”

“You mean that you’re not an angel, Mrs. Almar?”

“I? Oh, I’m well and favorably known as the wickedest woman in New

York. I meant that Miss Fenimer is not an angel.”

“You don’t like her?”

“How you jump at conclusions! To say she isn’t an angel, doesn’t

mean dislike. As a matter of fact, I am eager to secure her as my

sister-in-law.”

Riatt glanced at Hickson and was aware of the faintest possible

pang. What qualities, he wondered, had a man like that.

“Oh,” he said, “is she engaged to your brother?”

“Certainly not,” answered Mrs. Almar. “But it is fairly well

understood by every one except my brother, that if she doesn’t find

anything better within the next few years she will put up with him.”

At this a slight feeling of disgust for both ladies took possession

of Riatt.

“I see,” he said rather coldly, and turned to Mrs. Ussher, but

Nancy was not so easily disposed of.

“You mean,” she went on, “that you see it is my duty as a sister

to prevent anything else turning up. Suppose, for example, that a

handsome, rich, attractive young man should suddenly appear upon

the scene and show an interest in the angelic Christine.” (By this

time Riatt had turned again to her, and she looked straight into

his eyes as she ran through her list of adjectives.) “Don’t you

think it would be my duty to distract his attention--to go almost

any length to distract his attention?”

“However personally disagreeable to you the process might be?”

“Probably if he were as I described him, the process would not be

so disagreeable.”

He smiled. There was no denying he found her amusing.

In the meantime, the couple across the table had reached a somewhat

similar point.

Hickson had said as they sat down:

“Well, and what do you think of this new fellow?”

Christine’s natural irritation appeared in her answer.

“I have hardly had an opportunity of judging,” she answered, “but,

watching your sister’s attentions to him, I would say he must be

extremely attractive.”

Hickson looked a little dashed.

“Oh,” he said, “Nancy does not mean anything when she goes on like

that.”

The only effect of this speech was to depress further Miss

Fenimer’s estimate of her companion’s intelligence, for in her

opinion Nancy’s whole life was one long black intention. Feeling

this, Ned went on:

“As a matter of fact, one reason why she’s so nice to him is to

keep him away from you and give me a chance.”

“Not very flattering to you, is it?”

“What do you mean?”

“The assumption that the only way to make a woman take an interest

in you is to prevent her speaking to any other man.”

“Oh, I didn’t mean that--” Hickson began, but she interrupted him.

“That, if anything, Ned.” And she turned to Wickham, who sat on her

other side.

Wickham was waiting for a little notice and began instantly.

“I have been taking the liberty of looking at your pearls, Miss

Fenimer, and indulging in such an interesting speculation. Here on

the one hand, you are wearing round your throat the equivalent of

life, health and virtue for half a hundred working girls, as young,

as human, as yourself. Are we to say this is wrong? Are we to say

that beautiful jewels worn by beautiful women are a crime against

society--”

“One moment, Mr. Wickham,” she said. “My pearls are imitation and

cost eight dollars and fifty cents without the clasp. But,” she

added cruelly, seeing his face fall, “you can say that same thing

to your friend Mrs. Almar, because hers are not artificial, though

I have heard her assert sometimes that they are,” and turning back

to Hickson, who was laboriously trying to carry on a conversation

with his host, she interrupted ruthlessly to say, hardly lowering

her voice:

“Why in the world, Ned, did Nancy bring this Wickham man here? He’s

perfectly impossible.”

“Nancy didn’t bring him,” answered her brother innocently. “I

motored out with her myself.”

“She said she wouldn’t come unless he were asked. Still I know the

answer. Nancy has always had a weakness for blond boys, and last

week she was crazy about this one. Now she has turned against him,

she wants to foist him off on us, but I for one don’t intend to

help her out--”

By this time Wickham, aware that he had been rebuffed, had found an

explanation for it. The girl was annoyed at having been forced to

admit her pearls were imitation. He decided to put everything right.

“Miss Fenimer,” he said, and she turned her head perhaps half an

inch in his direction, “I think you misunderstood me just now. My

standards are probably different from those of the men you are

accustomed to. To me the fact that your pearls are not real is an

added beauty. I’m glad they’re not--”

“Thank you,” said Christine, “but I’m not.” And this time he

understood that he had lost her for good.

After dinner, Mrs. Almar, knowing that her innings were over,

very effectively prevented Christine having hers, by insisting on

playing bridge. She had an excellent head for cards, and always

needed money. Christine allowed herself to be drawn in, supposing

that Riatt would be one of the players, and found herself seated

opposite to Hickson and next to Jack Ussher.

Wickham, feeling very much left out and desirous of showing how

well accustomed he was to the casual manners of polite society,

consoled himself with an evening paper. Laura Ussher led Riatt to a

comfortable corner out of earshot of the bridge-table.

“Now do tell me, Max,” she said, “what you think of them all.”

“I think, my dear Laura,” he answered, “that they are a very

playful band of cut-throats, and next time you ask me to stay, I

hope you and Jack will be entirely alone.”

* * * * *

The servants in a household like the Usshers’ were subjected to

almost every strain, except that of early rising. No one dreamed of

coming down stairs before eleven, and most people not until lunch

time.

The next morning Riatt was among the first--that is to say he was

up early enough not to be able to escape a tour of inspection of

the place under the guidance of his host. He had seen the stables

and the new garage, and the sheet of snow beneath which lay the

garden, and the other totally different sheet of snow beneath which

was the soil in which Ussher intended next summer to plant a rose

garden. He had gone over, tree by tree, the plantation of firs,

and had noted how the tips of some were injured, and had given his

opinion as to whether or not it were likely that deer had stolen

down from the wild country near at hand and nibbled the young firs

in the night.

“It’s perfectly possible,” said Ussher. “I have five hundred acres

myself, and then the Club owns a huge tract, and then there’s

some state land. You see we have hardly any neighbors except the

Fenimers and they’re eight or nine miles away.”

“They live here?”

“In summer--and then only when Fred Fenimer is in funds, and that’s

not often. A precarious sort of existence, his--gambling in mining

stocks, almost always in wrong. Hard on the daughter--wish some

nice fellow would come along and marry her.”

“He probably will,” answered Riatt rather coldly. “It’s beginning

to snow again.”

Ussher had just had his pond swept so that his guests could skate,

and now couldn’t imagine what he should provide for them for the

afternoon, so that his thoughts were instantly and completely

turned from Christine’s problems to his own.

At the house they found every one waiting for lunch; Mrs. Almar and

Christine chattering together on a window-seat as if they were the

most intimate allies; Hickson reading his fourth morning paper, and

Mrs. Ussher paying the profoundest attention to something Wickham

was saying. She had suddenly wakened to the fact that he was

having a wretched time and that he was after all her guest. But he

interpreted her actions differently, and supposing that he was at

last being appreciated, he had launched fearlessly forth upon the

conversational sea. It was this spectacle that had drawn Christine

and Nancy together, in their whisperings and giggles in the window.

“This perhaps will illustrate my meaning,” he was saying rather

loudly: “this is the difference in our outlook on life. If you say

‘she dresses well,’ you intend a compliment, but to me it is just

the reverse. The idea is repellent to me that a woman wastes time,

thought, money on her vanity, on decking her body--”

“One on you, my dear,” whispered Christine.

“Isn’t he tiresome?” answered Nancy, shutting her eyes.

“I thought he was your selection.”

“Nobody’s infallible, my dear. Besides, I telegraphed him not to

accept the invitation, but he says he never got my message.”

“Why does he think you sent it?”

“Because I couldn’t trust myself--”

They grinned at each other.

With the entrance of Riatt and Ussher they went in to lunch, and

there manœuvering for places for the afternoon immediately began.

Hickson supposed that by starting early he could secure Christine’s

company. So he at once asked her what she was going to do, and

before she had time to answer he had suggested that she skate, take

a walk, or go sleighing with him. Ussher explained that the skating

was spoiled, and Christine under cover of this diversion managed to

avoid committing herself.

As a matter of fact her afternoon was arranged. She had told Laura

Ussher a pathetic story of having to go over to her father’s

house, and look up an old fur coat of his which had been left

behind when the house was shut for the winter. Mr. Fenimer was

known to be rather an irritable parent where questions of his own

comfort were concerned; it was not impossible that he would make

himself disagreeable if his orders were not carried out. Laura did

not inquire very closely, but she agreed that the best way for

Christine to traverse the distance would be for Riatt to drive her

over in the cutter. Riatt sat next to Laura at luncheon, and she

put it to him, when the general conversation was loudest.

“Would you mind awfully driving poor little Christine over to her

own place to get something or other for that horrid father of hers?”

Of course Riatt didn’t say he did mind; as a matter of fact he

didn’t. He might even have enjoyed the prospect, if it hadn’t been

for the slight hint of compulsion about it.

“It’s snowing, you know,” he said.

“It doesn’t amount to anything,” answered his cousin. “But surely,

Max, you’re not afraid of a little snow, if she isn’t!”

“Anything to oblige you, Laura,” he said.

She did not quite like his tone, but felt she might safely leave

the rest to Christine.

Mrs. Almar, unaware of these plots, settled down as soon as the

meal was over, on a comfortable sofa large enough for two, with a

box of cigarettes at her side and a current magazine that contained

a new article on flying. The bird-like objects in the huge page

of cloudy sky at once caught Max’s eye. He came and bent over it

and her, with his hands in his pockets. Still absorbed in it, she

half-unconsciously swept aside her skirts, and he sat down beside

her. She murmured a question--it was only about planes, and he

answered it. Their heads were close together when Christine came

down in her dark furs ready to go. The bells of Jack Ussher’s

fastest trotter were already to be heard tinkling at the door.

“Are you ready, Max?” said Laura, rather sharply.

“Laura expects every man to do his duty,” murmured Nancy, without

looking up.

Riatt expressed himself as entirely ready. Ussher lent him a fur

cap and heavy gloves, warned him about the charmingly uncertain

character of the horse; he and Christine were tucked into the

sleigh, and they were off.

The snow, as Laura had said, did not seem to amount to much, the

wind was behind them, the horse fast, the roads well packed. Riatt

glanced down at his lovely companion, and felt his spirits rising.

He smiled at her and she smiled back.

“I do hope you really feel like that,” she said, “not sorry, I

mean, to go on this expedition. Because it was extremely wicked of

me to forget my father’s coat, and this was obviously the occasion

to make amends, but there was no one to take me--”

“No one to take you?”

“Oh, I suppose one of the grooms might have driven me over, but I

should have hated that. There was no one else. Jack is much too

selfish, and I wouldn’t have gone with that Wickham person for

anything in the world, even if he had ever driven a sleigh, which I

am sure he hasn’t.”

“And how about Mr. Hickson?” Riatt asked. “Wasn’t he a possibility?”

“What has Nancy Almar told you about her brother and me?”

“Nothing but what he told me himself in every look and word--that

he loves you.”

Christine sighed.

He smiled at her.

“And you’re glad of it,” he said.

“You mean I care for him?”

“I don’t know anything about that, but you’re glad he cares for

you.”

“You’re utterly mistaken.”

“How would you feel if another woman came and took him away from

you to-morrow?”

“Took him away from me?” cried Christine, in a tone of surprise

that made Riatt laugh aloud.

“That’s the wonderful thing about the so-called weaker sex,” he

said. “Saying ‘no’ seems to have no terrors to them at all. The

timidest girl will refuse a man with no more trouble and anxiety

than she would expend on refusing a dinner invitation; whereas men,

with all their vaunted courage, are absolutely at the mercy of a

determined woman. I have a friend who has just married a girl--whom

he three times explicitly refused--only because she asked him to.”

Miss Fenimer looked at him thoughtfully.

“Surely you exaggerate,” she said.

He shook his head sadly.

“I wish I did,” he returned, “but I assure you that is the great

secret--that any man would rather marry any woman than refuse her

to her face. You see, no graceful way for a man to say ‘no’ has

ever been discovered.”

“Why, you poor defenseless creatures!” said Christine. “I’ll teach

you some ways immediately. I couldn’t bear to think of your going

about a prey to the first woman who proposed to you. Let us begin

our lessons immediately. Have I your attention?”

“Completely.”

“Let me see. In the first place there are several general types of

proposal. There is the calmly rational, the passionate whirlwind,

the dangerously controlled, or volcano under a sheet of ice--” she

broke off. “I don’t know how women do it,” she said. “I only know

about men.”

He smiled, “But you admit to knowing all about them, I gather?”

It would have been folly to deny it.

“And then there’s the meltingly pathetic,” she went on. “I imagine

that’s what women attempt oftenest. Let us begin with that. Now you

are to suppose that I, with tears streaming down my face, have just

confessed that I have always looked up to you as a sort of god,

that I hardly dare--”

“Wait, wait!” cried Riatt. “This is by far the most interesting

part of the lesson, and you go so fast. I have no imagination. I

don’t know how it would be, you must say all those things.”

“Do I have to cry?” said Christine.

Riatt debated the point.

“No,” he answered at length, “I can imagine the tears, but

everything else you must act out. Particularly that part about my

seeming like a god to you.”

“But how in the world can I teach you what to do, if I have to act

a part myself?”

“Well, before we begin, just give me a sketch of what I ought to

do.”

“You must be very cold and firm, and explain to me that though my

mistake is natural, you are really not a god at all; and then that

gives you an excuse to talk a great deal about yourself, and tell

how wicked and human and splendid you are, and that you are not

worthy of a simple, good girl like myself, and how you don’t love

me anyhow. And then the essential thing is to go away quickly, and

end the interview before I have a chance to begin all over again.”

He looked doubtfully at the snow.

“Must I get out and walk home?” he asked.

“No,” she said. “I think that’s too complicated. We might try an

easier one to begin. Suppose we do the calmly rational first. I

explain to you that I have watched you from boyhood, and have come

to the conclusion that our tastes, our intellects, our--”

“Oh, no,” said Riatt, “there’s really no use in going on with that.

Even I should have no difficulty with any lady who approached me

in that way. But there was one of the others that sounded rather

promising and difficult. How about the passionate whirlwind? I say

to try that next.”

To her surprise, Christine found herself coloring a little.

“Ah,” she said, laying her hand on her lips and shaking her head,

“that’s very difficult, because you see, it really can’t be

imitated--”

“Can’t be imitated!” cried Max. “Why, what sort of a teacher are

you? I believe you don’t know your job. You are the sort of teacher

who would tell an arithmetic class that long division could not

be imitated. I believe the trouble with you is that you don’t

understand the passionate whirlwind yourself. I believe you’re a

fraud, and I shall have your license to teach taken away from you.

Can’t be imitated! Well, let me see you try, at least.”

Christine felt that he had the better of her, but she said firmly:

“Are you teaching this subject, or am I?”

“Certainly you can’t think _you_ are. But if you say so, I’ll have

a try.”

Not sorry to create a diversion, Christine looked about her, and

was more diverted from the subject in hand than she had expected to

be.

They were on the wrong road. What with the snow and the fact that

she had been so busy talking that she really had no idea how far

they had been, it took her a moment to orient herself anew. She

told him with a conscience-struck look.

“And you,” said Riatt, “who do not even know the road to your own

house, were volunteering to pilot me through an emotional crisis.”

Even a suggestion of adverse criticism was unpleasant to Miss

Fenimer. She was not accustomed to it; and she answered with some

sharpness:

“Yes, but the road is real, whereas I understand your embarrassment

through the attentions of ladies is purely fictitious.”

Riatt wondered how fictitious, but he turned the cutter about in

obedience to her commands. The horse started forward even more

gaily, under the impression that he was going home. But for the

drivers, the change was not so agreeable. A high wind had come up,

the snow was falling faster, and the light of the winter afternoon,

already beginning to fade, was obscured by high, dark, silver-edged

banks of clouds.

“Upon my word,” said Riatt, “I think we had better go back.”

“It’s only a little way from here,” Christine answered, trying hard

to think how far it really was. She did want to get her father’s

coat, but she was not indifferent to the triumph of making Riatt

late for dinner, and leaving Nancy Almar throughout the afternoon

with no companion but Wickham or Jack Ussher.

The wind cut their faces, the horse pulled and pranced, the gaiety

had gone out of their little expedition. They drove on a mile or

so, and then Riatt stopped the horse.

“We’ve got to go back, Miss Fenimer,” he said firmly.

“Oh, please not, Mr. Riatt; we are almost there, and,” she added

with a fine sense of filial obligation, “I really feel I must do as

my father asked me.”

Riatt felt inclined to point out that she, with her muff held up

to her face, was not making the greatest sacrifice to the ideal of

duty.

“Have you any very clear idea where your house is?” he asked. His

tone was not flattering, and Christine was quick to feel it.

“Do I know where I live five months of the year?” she returned. “Of

course I do. It’s just over this next hill.”

The afternoon was turning out so perversely that she would hardly

have been surprised to find that the house had disappeared from its

accustomed place. But as they came over the crest, there it was, in

a hollow between two hills, looking as summer houses do in winter,

like a forlorn toy left out in the snow.

“But it’s shut up,” said Riatt. “There’s no one in it.”

“I have the keys to the back door.”

He touched the horse for the first time with the whip, and they

went jingling down the slope, in between the almost completely

buried gateposts, and drew up before the kitchen door.

Miss Fenimer kicked her feet free from the rugs, jumped out, and

from the recesses of her muff produced a key which she inserted in

the lock.

“Now you won’t be long, will you?” said Riatt, with more of command

than persuasion in his tone.

It was a principle of life on the part of Christine that she never

allowed any man to bully her; or perhaps, it would be more nearly

just to say that she never intended to allow any man to do so until

she herself became persuaded that he could, and with this object

she always made the process look as difficult and dangerous as

possible at the very beginning.

She looked back at him and smiled with irritating calm.

“I shall be just as long as is necessary,” she replied, and so

saying, she turned, or rather attempted to turn, the key.

But disuse, or cold, or her own lack of strength prevented and

she was presently reduced to asking Riatt to help her. He did not

volunteer his assistance. She had definitely and directly to ask

for it. Then he was friendliness itself.

“Just stand by the horse’s head, will you?” he said, and when

he saw her stationed there, he sprang out, and with an almost

insulting ease opened the door.

Just as he did so, however, a gust of wind, fiercer than any other,

swept round the corner of the house and carried away Christine’s

hat. She made a quick gesture to catch it, and as she did so,

struck the horse under the chin. The animal reared, and Christine

jumped aside to avoid being struck by its hoofs; the next instant,

it had thrown its head in the air, and started at full speed down

the road, dragging the empty sleigh after it. Riatt, who had his

back turned, did not see the beginning of the incident, but a

cry from Christine soon roused his attention, and he started in

pursuit, calling to the animal to stop, in the hope that the human

voice might succeed when all other methods were quite obviously

useless. But the horse, now thoroughly excited by the hanging

reins, the bells, and the sense of its own power, went only faster

and faster, and finally disappeared at full speed.

Riatt came slowly back; he was sinking in the snow to his waist at

every step. Christine was watching him with some anxiety.

“Is there a telephone in the house?” he asked.

She shook her head.

“No, it’s disconnected when we leave in the autumn.”

There was a moment’s silence, then she said questioningly: “What

shall we do?”

“There’s only one thing we can do,” he returned; “go into the house

and light a fire.”

But Christine hesitated.

“I don’t think it will be wise to waste time doing that,” she said,

“if you have to go back on foot to the Usshers’--”

“Go back on foot!” Riatt interrupted. “My dear Miss Fenimer, that

is quite impossible. It must be every inch of ten miles, it’s dark,

a blizzard is blowing, I don’t know the way, and we haven’t passed

a house.”

“But, but,” said she, “suppose they don’t rescue us to-night?”

“They probably will to-morrow,” answered Riatt, and he walked past

her into the house.

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