Lee answered slowly. "No, no I guess not."

Letzmiller rose from his chair. "I'll talk to you again after the

operation. Do you think you're ready to go to your room now?"

Lee nodded and obediently followed the doctor.

* * * * *

Lee was asleep when the nurse came, but with the efficiency of all

good nurses since time immemorial, she woke him to give him the

sedative to prepare him for surgery. She chattered brightly as she

prepared the hypodermic.

"You know, you have all the nurses speculating, Mr. Lee. I mean we're

wondering just what Dr. Lakin, he's the anesthesiologist, is going to

use for you when you won't have any brain for the anesthesia to work

on." She stopped, the needle poised above Lee's arm, realizing the

inaptness of her remark. "Oh. I shouldn't have said that."

"No, that's all right," said Lee. "I've already reconciled myself to

being the headless horseman for a while." He had, too, although it was

wonderfully strange to think of himself lying on the operating table

with a cavity where he right now thought, felt, knew that he was a

person.

* * * * *

Lee didn't actually lie on the table in the literal sense. The table

was inclined to about forty-five degrees, with his head exposed and

supported by a clamp on the cheek and jaw bones. This arrangement was

necessary to allow the waiting machinery access to the area where it

would perform.

Physicians, surgeons, biologists and the like were gathered in the

amphitheater to see a bit of medical history. Actually there wasn't

much to see. A team of technicians, radiologists and surgeons were

working around Lee. Some were attaching electrodes to parts of Lee's

body to maintain the electrical impulses necessary to keep his vital

processes in motion while the main switchboard was out of commission.

Others were sensitizing the exposed brain, from which the skull had

already been removed, to guide the delicate fingers of the huge

automatic Operating, Recording and Calculating Complex through its

precisely programmed steps.

Letzmiller was among those in the amphitheater, as a spectator, drawn

both by professional curiosity and a desire to know the answer to

Lee's question, "Doc, what will there be left of me?" Of course he

couldn't find out even part of the answer for some weeks. Even the ORC

complex, now being fitted to Lee's unconscious brain, adjusted and

activated, would not finish with its job for something like thirty-two

hours.

The synthesizer would reconvert the data, translate it into countless

chemical and electrical formulae, and apply it to the raw material of

carbons, amino acids, proteins, and other components. When the basic

organ had been reconstructed, a process requiring another week and a

half in the synthesizer, it would be grafted back. The nerve lead-ins

would then be reconnected, one by one, spaced at intervals to avoid

shock. Lee would be unconscious the whole time, of course. Or rather

Lee would be unconscious part of the time. Most of the time he

wouldn't have the capacity for either consciousness or the lack of it.

Dr. Letzmiller observed the huge ORC complex for a time, but there

wasn't anything to see. It simply sat over Lee, doing its job.

Unwanted, the thought came to Letzmiller that the machine looked like

a frog with a long worm dangling from its mouth. Lee was the worm.

* * * * *

"You can talk to him now, doctor." Oldenreid, Surgeon in Charge,

addressed Letzmiller outside Lee's room where he had just finished his

examination. "Personally, I think things went exactly as they should.

All physical and mental responses check out. I guess here's where I'm

finished and you go to work."

Lee was sitting up in bed as Letzmiller entered. He looked just like

he had in Letzmiller's office before the operation, except for the

small white bandages around his head to protect his healing skull.

"Well," the doctor said, "how do you feel? Your head hurt?"

* * * * *

Letzmiller checked at Oldenreid's office, and was admitted to give his

report, as had been planned.

"Well?" asked Oldenreid.

Letzmiller lit the end of his cigar before answering. "I wholly agree

with you. Everything seems to have worked out exactly according to

plan. I found him essentially the same as he appeared to me during his

pre-operative interview. Of course he's a little foggy yet, but I

suppose that's just the post-operative shock."

"Yes, that will clear up in a few days."

"He seems alert, responsive, full memory. I don't think there will be

any difficulty with my part of his post-operative treatment. Except--

"Doctor, have you ever listened to a group of violins and sensed, just

sensed, not actually heard, that one of them seemed about a quarter of

a note flat?"

Oldenreid looked at him strangely as Letzmiller left the office and

closed the door.

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