CHAPTER XIX.

My child, my child, thou leav'st me!--I shall hear

The gentle voice no more that blest mine ear

With its first utterance I shall miss the sound

Of thy light step, amidst the flowers around;

And thy soft breathing hymn at twilight's close;

And thy “good night,” at parting for repose!

----Yet blessings with thee go!

Love guard thee, gentlest! and the exile's woe

From thy young heart be far!' HEMANS.

At the period when Roger Williams was induced to seek a home among the

Pilgrim Fathers of New Plymouth, Edith Maitland had attained to

womanhood. She was not beautiful, strictly speaking, but she was

possessed of that 'something than beauty dearer,'--that nameless and

indescribable charm that is sometimes seen to surround a person whose

form and features would not satisfy the critical eye of an artist. It

was Edith's character which looked out from her clear hazel eye, and

won the interest and the affection of all who knew her. Gentle and

affectionate in disposition, but at the same time, firm, enduring, and

fall of energy, she combined the characteristic qualities of both her

parents, and added to them an originality all her own. Her education,

in the common acceptation of the term, had necessarily been both

desultory and imperfect; and yet, under its influence, the mind and

character of Edith had strengthened and matured in no common degree.

The very circumstances by which she was surrounded had educated her;

and sorrow--deep, abiding sorrow, for the loss of both her much-loved

brothers--had taught her to look on life in a different point of view,

and with different expectations from those with which it is usually

regarded by the young. Her mother had watched her opening mind and

disposition with much care and anxiety: but she had not sought to check

its interesting peculiarity, or to control the wild exuberance of

thought and feeling that were occasionally manifested by her

intelligent and engaging child. As she grew older, she became more and

more the companion of Helen, who studied her character attentively:

and, if we be allowed such a figure of speech, wisely endeavored to

train it in a right direction, rather than to prune it to any

conventional form. Thus a perfect confidence was established, and ever

subsisted between the mother and daughter; and the natural

thoughtfulness of spirit, and energy of purpose, that belonged to Edith,

were unchecked, and she was allowed to possess an individuality of

character that is, unhappily, too often repressed and destroyed in these

present days of high civilization and uniformity of education.

The courteous manners which both Helen and her husband had acquired in

early life--when they dwelt in comparative affluence in England--were

inherited by their daughter in full measure; and her whole manner and

conduct were marked by a refinement and elegance that seemed little in

keeping with the life of extreme simplicity, and even of hardship, that

she had experienced from her early childhood. While her brothers were

spared to her, she was their constant companion and playfellow; and

except when her mother required her attendance, either as her pupil or

her assistant in domestic occupations, she spent the greatest part of

the day in rambling with them on the sea-shore, or through the adjacent

woods, or else in the active and tasteful cultivation of their garden.

And when successive calamities deprived her of these cherished objects

of her early affection, she still continued to wander to the spots

where they had played and conversed together, under the guardianship of

the faithful Fingal; and, with no companion but the powerful and

sagacious animal, she was even permitted to ramble through the woods as

far as the Wampanoge village, and divert her sorrowful thoughts in the

society of Apannow, and her lively little son Nepea.

But after the sad day when Edith wept on the lifeless body of her

favorite Fingal, and saw him laid in the grave that was dug for him

beneath the great tulip-tree, she seemed to concentrate her affections

on the bower that Henrich had erected, and the plants that he and

Ludovico had transplanted from the forest to cover its trellised walls,

and to decorate the garden that surrounded it. Many of these were again

removed, and planted on Fingal's grave; and there--on a seat that her

brother had constructed—would Edith sit, hour after hour, either buried

in contemplations of the past and the future, or else devouring with

avidity the few books that her parents possessed, or that she could

procure from their friends and neighbors. She formed no intimacy with

any of her own young countrywomen. They were too unlike herself--they

had generally known no sorrow: or, if it had fallen on them, its

strokes had not made a like impression on their characters; and Edith

could find no consolation or pleasure in their society. So she lived

alone with her own spirit, and indulged her own high aspirations; and

none but Helen was the confidant of any of her thoughts and imaginings.

Many of them she kept within her own breast, for she felt that it would

distress her mother to know how little charm remained to her in life,

and how often she looked up into the blue depths of heaven, and wished

that she had 'the wings of a dove, and could flee away' from this cold

world, 'and be at rest' where Henrich and Ludovico dwelt.

And yet Edith was not unhappy. As she grew up, and became a more equal

and rational companion to her parents, the cares and business of life

necessarily occupied more of her time and thoughts, and gave her less

leisure for solitary meditation; and her daily increasing sense of the

duties and responsibilities of a Christian, led her to regard as

selfishness that indulgence of her own thoughts and feelings in which

she had so much delighted. She was therefore cheerful, and even gay, at

home; but she desired no pleasures beyond those that her home afforded,

and that were perfectly consistent with the self denying views and

principles of her Puritan fellow-countrymen.

In all the doctrines of her sect; Edith was thoroughly well-informed;

and to all those that were really scriptural, she gave a sincere and

heart-felt assent. But the stern severity of Puritan principles and

Puritan bigotry found no response in her gentle nature, and the narrow-

minded intolerance of the Boston Church aroused both her contempt and

indignation. She was, therefore, quite prepared to regard with

interest and favor the free-minded young minister who had made himself

obnoxious to their laws end customs, and had sought a refuge among the

more liberal and kindly Pilgrims of New Plymouth.

The acquaintance of Roger Williams was soon made by the Maitlands; and,

once begun, it quickly ripened into intimacy and friendship. In

Rodolph he found a sound and able adviser; in Helen, a kind friend and

a well-informed companion; but in Edith he found a kindred spirit to

his own--one who could understand and sympathize in his yearnings for

freedom of thought and action, and in his strong sense of the injustice

of his oppressors. In all their tastes and pursuits they were,

likewise, as well agreed as in their religious and social opinions.

Edith's passionate love of natural beauty was fully shared by the young

refugee; and many an hour passed swiftly away while he instructed his

quick and willing scholar in the mysteries of sketching, in which

pleasant art he was himself a proficient. Edith loved music also, and

frequently accompanied her own rich voice with the simple notes of the

mandolin, while she sang the old songs of her fatherland.

Hitherto, her mother had been her only instructor in this most refined

and refining of all human pleasures; but now she found an able and very

ready teacher in Roger Williams: and it was a matter of astonishment to

her father when he observed the rapid progress she made both in the

science and the practice of music, from the time the interesting

stranger undertook to give her lessons. His deep, manly voice

harmonized perfectly with her sweet tones; and they often brought tears

to the eyes of Helen, and called forth a sigh from the breast of

Rodolph, as they sang together some ancient English ballad, or united

their voices in the chants and anthems that were dear to the hearts of

the exiles, and recalled days of youth and happiness long passed away,

and never to return.

Edith's bower was the usual scene of these domestic concerts; and there

the long, sweet summer evenings glided away in happiness, that the

'queen of that bower '--as Henrich had named her--had never known since

the last evening that she spent there with her brother. She began to

wonder why she had hitherto associated none but melancholy ideas with

the lovely spot; and to find that it was possible to feel even gay and

light-hearted while surrounded by Henrich's flowers, and looking on

Fingal's grave. How strange it seemed--and yet, how pleasant! A new

existence seemed opening before Edith's soul; and life no longer

appeared a dreary pilgrimage, which duty alone could render

interesting. The powers of her mind also received a fresh impulse from

the society of the cultivated Englishman, and was drawn out in a manner

as agreeable as it was new. Roger had brought from his native land a

collection of books, which, though small in number, seemed to Edith a

perfect library; and all were offered for her perusal. Several of them

were, of course, on controversial and doctrinal subjects; and these she

was able to understand and to appreciate: but among these graver and

more abstruse treatises, were some of a more attractive nature--some

volumes of foreign travel, and ancient legends, and heart-stirring

poetry, in which the soul of Edith reveled, as in a garden of new and

fragrant flowers.

It was a fresh, and a very rich enjoyment to one who had known so few

literary pleasures, to pore over these volumes, and find her own vivid

thoughts and wild imaginings set before her in all the captivating

colors of poetry and fiction; or to follow the wanderings of travelers

through the civilized and enlightened countries of the old continent,

and learn from books those manners and customs of refined life, which,

in all human probability, it would never be her lot to witness. But

this enjoyment was more than doubled when Roger took the book, and--as

he often did--read to her and her mother while they sat at their work

in Edith's bower in the heat of the day; and if the younger listener

did occasionally pause in her occupation, and forget to ply her needle

while she looked up at the fine expressive countenance of the reader,

she may be pardoned; for the voice and the expression were in such

perfect unison, that the one added greatly to the effect of the other.

Perhaps these days of peaceful intercourse, and growing, but

unacknowledged, affection, were among the happiest of Edith's checkered

life: certain it is that, in after days of trial and difficulty, she

looked back upon them as on some green and sunny spot in the varied

field of memory.

But they could not last for ever. Days and weeks passed by, and Edith

was too happy in the present to occupy herself much about the future.

But her parents thought of it for her; and Roger thought of it for her,

and for himself. Her graceful manners and appearance had attracted him

on his first acquaintance with her, and the favorable impression had

been strengthened from day to day, as he acquired a more intimate

knowledge of her thoughtful character and amiable temper: and it was

not long ere he felt that his future happiness in life depended on her

returning those sentiments with which she had inspired him.

Had he been possessed of much vanity, he would not long have

entertained any doubt on this interesting point; for Edith was too open

and ingenuous, and too little in the habit of disguising her feelings,

to pretend an indifference that her heart soon denied. But the very

admiration and respect with which she inspired Roger prevented him from

'laying the flattering unction to his soul'; and caused him, for some

time, to suppose that the very evident pleasure she felt in his society

arose from the solitary life she had hitherto led, and the natural

enjoyment of an intelligent mind in conversing with one who could enter

into her feelings and tastes, and impart some fresh ideas to give food

to her thoughts and imagination.

Helen, however, was not under this misconception with regard to her

daughter's feelings, and she felt much anxiety as to the result of her

acquaintance with the young clergyman. The remarkable transparency of

Edith's character rendered it easy for a parent's eye to discover the

deep impression that Roger's fascinating manners, and rare

accomplishments, had made both on her fancy and her heart; and it was

equally easy to perceive that his affections were entirely gained, and

that he was not a man to draw back in this, or any other pursuit in

which his feelings were deeply engaged. There was a simple earnestness

of manner in every thing that he said or did that irresistibly won both

confidence and love; and Helen and her husband entertained not the

slightest doubt of the sincerity of his attachment to their child, or

of his full intention to offer his hand to her, as soon as he could

feel any certainty of its being accepted. Neither did they doubt his

power to make her happy; for it was evident that their tastes and

dispositions were admirably suited, and their characters marked to a

great degree by the same peculiarities. But it was these very

peculiarities in which they so well agreed, and which each would

probably strengthen and confirm in the other, that gave rise to the

anxious thoughts that dwelt in Helen's mind, and which she communicated

to Rudolph.

Roger Williams was already a marked man, and an object of suspicion and

displeasure to the rising power of Boston. Already he had been

compelled to retire before the persecuting spirit of the Boston Church,

and to seek shelter in the rival and more charitable colony, where his

peculiar opinions were tolerated, even if they were not approved. But

the Maitlands knew that his position at New Plymouth did not satisfy

the yearnings of his earnest and aspiring soul, and that he felt a

strong desire to return to Salem, and minister among those who had been

his first friends, and his first congregation. His reason for so bag

delaying this measure was very evident; and Edith's parents justly

feared that, as soon as the object which now engrossed his whole mind

was attained, and he had won their daughter's heart and band, be would

take her from her present safe and peaceful home, to share with him the

trials and difficulties, and even dangers, which might await him on his

return to the state of Massachusetts, where they felt sure he would

again proclaim the opinions that had already given so much offence.

This was a reasonable cause for anxiety; but it was not a sufficient

ground on which to refuse a connection with such a man as Roger

Williams--a man who might, indeed, by his daring freedom of spirit and

uncompromising opinions, bring earthly trial on himself and any one

whose fate was united to his; but whose lofty piety and steadfast faith

must carry with them a spiritual blessing, and gild and cheer the path,

however dark and thorny, in which he and his partner should be called

to tread.

It was, therefore, with mingled feelings of pain and pleasure that

Helen heard from Edith that Roger had, at length, taken courage to

declare to her his own feelings, and to ask whether she could return

them. Her glowing cheek and glistening eye, as she revealed the

interesting fact, would have left her mother in no doubt as to the

answer she had returned, even if she had not already guessed her

sentiments; and she and Rodolph could but give their consent to her

wishes, and ask a blessing on her choice. The joy and gratitude of

Roger knew no bounds. Now he felt that life lay all bright and clear

before him, and that no outward trials could have power to cloud his

path, so long as Edith walked by his side, to divide his sorrows and

double his joys.

He employed all his eloquence to persuade Rodolph and Helen to consent

to his speedy marriage; for, now that his object in lingering at

Plymouth was attained, all his love for his flock at Salem, and his

desire once more to dwell among them, returned with added force. He was

impatient to resume his spiritual duties where first he had commenced

them in New England; and he was eager, also, to present Edith as his

bride to the friends who had once so kindly received him, and who now

so pressingly invited him to return.

The aspect of affairs in the State of Massachusetts was then peaceable,

and no demonstration of enmity towards Roger had lately been made by

the Boston rulers; so that Rodolph and Helen had no well-grounded

pretext for delaying their daughter's marriage, and her removal to

Salem with her husband. The letter of invitation to Roger Williams from

that community, also contained such alarming accounts of the rapidly

declining health of their pastor, Skelton, that the necessity for the

presence of his intended successor could not be denied. With some

reluctance the Maitlands, therefore, agreed to an early day for the

performance of the simple ceremony that would unite their beloved and

only remaining child to one whom they loved and respected, but whose

fiery zeal inspired them with doubt and anxiety.

No sooner was the happy day fixed, than Roger hastened to dispatch a

trusty messenger to Roxburgh, with a letter to his valued friend and

brother minister, Elliot--who was appointed preacher in that town--to

entreat him to be present at his marriage, and to honor the ceremony by

giving the customary address at its conclusion.

Much to his satisfaction--and that of all the Maitland family--this

request was acceded to, and the 'Prince of Missionaries' arrived at New

Plymouth, accompanied also by his bride. He was betrothed when he left

England, but circumstances had then prevented his intended wife from

accompanying him. But as soon as he was settled at Roxburgh, she

followed him to the land of his exile, and became his faithful and

devoted companion through a long and toilsome life, and his able and

efficient helpmate in all his difficulties.

The chief object of this excellent man, in leaving his own country, was

not so much to escape the persecution that then awaited the ministers

of his sect, as to attempt the conversion of the native heathen. For

this pious and disinterested purpose, he abandoned home and kindred,

and all that was dear to him, and, at the age of twenty-seven, entered

that land of distant promise, to the evangelization of which he had

resolved to devote all the powers of his life, and the faculties of his

energetic mind. So abstemious and self-denying was he, that his mode of

life resembled that of a hermit; and, at the same time, so liberal was

he in relieving the wants of others--whether his own countrymen or the

red Indians--that, if his wife had not been a careful and clever

manager, they must often have been reduced to absolute want. There is

an anecdote recorded of him, so characteristic of the self-forgetting

spirit of the 'Great Apostle of the Indians,' that it ought not to be

omitted here, where we are endeavoring to give a faithful picture of

the manners and the principles of the Pilgrim Fathers, and their

immediate followers.

The society in England, under whose auspices he had emigrated, allowed

him a salary of £50 a year, a great portion of which, as well as of his

small private resources, was always dedicated to charitable purposes.

It was his custom, when he received his quarterly payment from the

treasurer of the colony, to give away a considerable part of it before

he reached his home, so that _Dame_ Elliot--as she was called--only

received a very small sum, inadequate to the necessary expenses of her

frugal housekeeping. The paymaster knew the good man's peculiarities,

and was aware of the domestic embarrassments that his too-liberal

bounty often occasioned. He therefore tied the money up in a

handkerchief with so many knots, that he was sure the pastor could

never untie them; and gave it to him, saying in jest, 'Now really,

reverend sir, you must this time give it all to your worthy spouse.’

Elliot smiled, and departed: but, before he reached his dwelling, he

remembered an afflicted family who stood in need of his assistance and

consolation; and, on going to visit them, he found them overwhelmed with

unexpected distress. He immediately attempted to open his handkerchief,

but all his efforts were unavailing to loosen the complicated knots.

'Well, well,' he said, at last, 'I see it is the will of the Lord that

you should have the whole.’ And, giving them all his wealth, he returned

home penniless.

Dame Elliot never showed any displeasure at these improvident acts of

her husband. She admired and respected his pious motives, and his

beautiful spirit of self-denial: and she only strove the more to limit

her expenses, and to make their home cheerful and comfortable with the

scanty means she possessed, while she willingly conformed to the life

of extreme simplicity which he felt it right to adopt. More than one

dish was never allowed to appear on his table, and water was his only

beverage. If wine was offered him at the house of a friend, he

courteously declined, but never blamed in others the indulgence which

he denied to himself. He used to say, 'Wine is a precious, noble thing,

and we should thank the Lord for it; but to suit me aright, water

should rather be there.'

Such were the Christian pair who came to attend the wedding of Edith

and Roger; and to offer their congratulations on the event, and their

prayers that it might tend to the present and the eternal happiness of

their valued friend and his interesting bride. It could not be

otherwise than that Dame Elliot and Edith should form a speedy and a

lasting friendship. There was a similarity of feeling, and a difference

of character, that rendered them peculiarly agreeable to each other;

and made them mutually rejoice in the prospect of future intercourse

which the strong regard that subsisted between Elliot and Williams, and

the nearness of Salem to Roxburgh, promised to afford them. The young

matron was of a much more calm and subdued temperament than her new

friend. Her early life and education had been very different from

Edith's; and the man on whom she had fixed her affections, and the mode

of life to which her marriage had conducted her, had alike tended to

promote a quiet composure, and steady regulation of mind, rather than

to arouse the enthusiastic feelings and the lively fancies that

distinguished Edith's character, and which had proved so irresistible a

charm to the fervid soul of Williams. But each of the young women was

well adapted to the lot which Providence had assigned them; and each

proved a blessing, and a support through life, to their respective

partners.

But little preparation was required for the Puritan nuptials that were

now about to be celebrated: and little gaiety or display was manifested

on the occasion. According to the custom of the sect, the marriage

ceremony was performed by Bradford, as the chief civil magistrate, and

the personal friend of the family. At that period, marriage was

regarded as a mere civil act; and either the magistrate of the place,

or a commissary appointed for the purpose, was alone required by law to

officiate. If a clergyman chanced to be present, he was generally

requested to offer up a prayer, or even to deliver a suitable discourse

to the, parties; but this was a matter of choice, and not of necessity,

and had no share in the validity of the ceremony. Even the wedding ring

had already begun to be regarded by the Plymouthers as a relic of

Popish corruption and superstition, and was, in many cases, dispensed

with, and some time afterwards formally forbidden. But on this

occasion it was retained, at the wish of both Edith and her mother; who

were accustomed to regard it as a beautiful, and almost a sacred,

symbol of the purity and the duration of the holy tie of marriage.

On the appointed day, the civil rite was duly and solemnly performed by

the Governor, in the presence of a few chosen friends, among whom none

felt more interest in the future welfare of the young bride than the

venerable William Brewster. Although he was not a regular minister, he

was invited by Rodolph and Helen to offer up a prayer for the temporal

and eternal happiness of their beloved child, and fervently and

eloquently the old man complied with their request: and tears of

affection and anxiety glistened in his eyes as he concluded his prayer,

and added his own heartfelt blessing to that which he had asked from

Heaven.

Elliot then delivered a powerful and impressive address to the young

married couple, on their social and domestic, as well as their

spiritual duties; and a simple, but well-arranged repast at Rodolph's

house completed the ceremonies of the day.

It was about this time that the marriage of Henrich and Oriana was

celebrated in the distant wilderness, where all the outward

circumstances were so different, and where no prescribed forms could be

observed, to render the simple ceremony legal or impressive. And, yet,

surely it was as sacred and as binding to those who then plighted their

faith to each other as if it had been performed with all the rites of

civilized life. The vows of Henrich and his Christian bride were made

in the presence of that God who instituted marriage, and hollowed it;

and they were sanctified by the 'prayer of faith,’ which rises as

freely, and as acceptably, from the wilderness as from the stately

cathedral. Had Edith and her much-loved brother known that their

earthly fate was thus being decided so nearly at the same period, how

would the supplications which they offered for themselves have been

mingled with prayers for the happiness of one another!

A brief sojourn in her much-loved home was allowed to Edith after her

marriage; and then she gladly, but tearfully, left her parents, to

share the fortunes of him who would be more to her than father, or

mother, or brother, or sister, could be. The pinnace that belonged to

the colony was appointed by the Governor to convey Roger and his bride

to Massachusetts Bay, and land them as near as possible to their new

home in Salem; and thus Edith was spared the fatigue and difficulty of

a long and toilsome journey through the woods and the wilderness by

land. She was kindly and joyfully welcomed by her husband's friends and

admirers, who were already disposed to regard her with favor, and who

soon learnt both to love and respect her for her own many amiable and

estimable qualities.

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