CHAPTER XXVIII.

A SHOP IN HEAVEN.

“Uncle,” said Rachel, “may I read your visions of the shops in heaven?”

“Oh no, Rachel. You are not able to read to-night,” said her uncle

deprecatingly.

“I think I am, uncle. I should like to try. It will let the gentlemen

see what you WOULD think an ideal state of things.--It is something, Mr.

Wingfold, my uncle once dictated to me, and I wrote down just as he said

it. He can always do better dictating than writing, but this time he

was so ill with asthma that he could not talk much faster than I could

write; and yet to be so ill I never saw him show so little suffering;

his thinking seemed to make him forget it.--Mayn’t I read it, uncle? I

know the gentlemen would like to hear it.”

“That we should,” said both men at once.

“I will fetch it you then,” said Polwarth, “if you will tell me where to

find it.”

Rachel gave him the needful directions, and presently he brought a few

sheets of paper, and handed them to her.

“This is no dream, Mr. Wingfold,” he said. “It is something I thought

fairly out before I began to dictate it. But the only fit form I

could find for it was that of a vision--like the Vision of Mirza, you

know.--Now read, Rachel, and I will hold my tongue.”

After a little arranging of the sheets, Rachel began. She read not

without difficulty, but her pleasure in what she read helped her

through.

“‘And now, said my guide to me, I will bring thee to a city of the

righteous, and show thee how they buy and sell in this the kingdom of

heaven. So we journeyed a day and another day and half a day, and I

was weary ere we arrived thither. But when I saw the loveliness of the

place, and drew in the healing air thereof, my weariness vanished as a

dream of the night, and I said, IT IS WELL.--I may not now speak of the

houses and the dress and the customs of the dwellers therein, save what

may belong to the buying and selling of which I have spoken. Gladly

would I tell of the streams that went, some noiselessly gliding, others

gurgling, some sweeping, some rushing and roaring, through every street,

all issuing from one right plenteous fountain in the middle of the city,

so that the ear was for ever filled with the sound of many waters

all the day, ceasing when the night came, that silence might have its

perfect work upon the soul. Gladly too would I tell of the trees and

flowers and grass that grew in every street along the banks of the

rivers. But I must withhold.

“‘After I had, I know not for how long, refreshed my soul with what it

was thus given, me to enjoy,--for in all that country there is no such

thing as haste, no darting from one thing to another, but a calm eternal

progress in which unto the day the good thereof is sufficient--one great

noon-day, my conductor led me into a large place, such as we would call

a shop here, although the arrangements were different, and an air

of stateliness dwelt in and around the house. It was filled with

the loveliest silken and woollen stuffs, of all kinds and colours, a

thousand delights to the eye--and to the thought also, for here was

endless harmony, and no discord.

“‘I stood in the midst, and my guide stood by me in silence; for all the

time I was in the country, he seldom spoke to me save when first I asked

of him, and yet he never showed any weariness, and often a half-smile

would dwell for a moment upon his countenance.

“‘And first I watched the faces of them that sold; and I could read

therein--for be it understood that, according to the degree of his own

capacity, a man there could perfectly read the countenance of every

neighbour, that is, unless it expressed something that was not in

himself--and I could read in them nothing of eagerness, only the calm of

a concentrated ministration. There was no seeking there, but a strength

of giving, a business-like earnestness to supply lack, enlivened by

no haste, and dulled by no weariness, brightened ever by the reflected

content of those who found their wants supplied. As soon as one buyer

was contented they turned graciously to another, and gave ear until they

perfectly understood with what object he had come to seek their aid. Nor

did their countenances change utterly as they turned away, for upon

them lingered the satisfaction as of one who hath had a success, and by

degrees melted into the supervening content.

“‘Then I turned to watch the countenances of them that bought.--And

there in like manner I saw no cupidity and no meanness. They spake

humbly, yet not because they sought a favour, but because they were

humble, for with their humility was mingled the confidence of receiving

that they sought. And truly it was a pleasure to see how everyone knew

what his desire was, making his choice readily and with decision.

I perceived also that everyone spoke not merely respectfully, but

gratefully, to him who served him. And at meeting and parting such

kindly though brief greetings passed as made me wonder whether every

inhabitant of such a mighty city could know every other that dwelt

therein. But I soon saw that it came not of individual knowledge, but of

universal faith and all-embracing love.

“‘And as I stood and watched, suddenly it came into my mind that I had

never yet seen the coin of the country, and thereupon I kept my eyes

upon a certain woman who bought silk, that when she paid for the same I

might see the money. But that which she had largely bought she took in

her arms and carried away, and paid not. Therefore I turned to watch

another, who bought for a long journey, but when he carried away that

he bought, neither did he pay any money. And I said to myself, These

are well-known persons, to whom it is more convenient to pay all at a

certain season; and I turned to a third who bought much fine linen.

But behold! he paid not. Then I began to observe again those that sold;

whereupon I thought with myself, How good must be the air of this land

for the remembrance of things! for these men write down nothing to keep

on record the moneys men owe them on all sides. And I looked and looked

again and yet again, and stood long watching--but so it was throughout

the whole place, which thronged and buzzed and swarmed like the busiest

of bee-hives--no man paid, and no man had a book wherein to write that

which the other owed!

“‘Then I turned to my guide and said: How lovely is honesty! and truly

from what a labour it absolveth men! for here I see every man keepeth in

his mind his own debts, and not the debts of others, so that time is

not spent in paying of small sums, neither in the keeping of account

of such; but he that buyeth counteth up, and doubtless when the day of

reckoning arrives, each cometh and casteth the money he oweth into the

merchant’s coffer, and both are satisfied.

“‘Then my conductor smiled, and said, Watch yet a while.

“‘And I did as he said unto me, and stood and watched. But the same

thing went on everywhere; and I said to myself, Lo, I see nothing

new!--Suddenly, at my side, a man dropped upon his knees, and bowed

his head to the ground. And those that stood nigh him dropped also

upon their knees, and there arose a sound as of soft thunder; and lo!

everyone in the place had dropped upon his knees, and spread his hands

out before him. Every voice and every noise was hushed, every movement

had ceased, and I and my guide alone were left standing.

“‘Then I whispered in his ear, It is the hour of prayer: shall we not

kneel also? And my guide answered, No man in this city kneeleth because

others do, and no man is judged if he kneeleth not. If thou hast any

grief or pain upon thee, then kneel; if not, then love God in thy heart

and be thankful, and kneel when thou goest into thy chamber. Then said

I, I will not kneel, but will watch and see.--It is well, said my guide;

and I stood.

“‘For certain moments all was utter stillness--every man and woman

kneeling, with hands outstretched, save him who had first kneeled, and

his hands hung by his sides and his head was still bowed to the earth.

At length he rose up, and lo! his face was wet with tears; and all the

people rose also, and with a noise throughout the place; and the man

made a low obeisance to them that were nigh him, the which they returned

with equal reverence, and then with downcast eyes he walked slowly from

the shop. The moment he was gone, the business of the place, without a

word of remark on any side concerning what had passed, began again and

went on as before. People came and went, some more eager and outward,

some more staid and inward, but all contented and cheerful. At length a

bell somewhere rang sweet and shrill, and after that no one entered

the place, and what was in progress began to be led to a decorous

conclusion. In three or four minutes the floor was empty, and the people

also of the shop had gone, each about his own affairs, without shutting

door or window.

“‘I went out last with my guide, and we seated ourselves under a tree

of the willow-kind on the bank of one of the quieter streams, and

straightway I began to question him. Tell me, sir, I said, the purport

of what I have seen, for not yet have I understood how these happy

people do their business and pass from hand to hand not a single coin I

And he answered, Where greed and ambition and self-love rule, money must

be: where there is neither greed nor ambition nor self-love, money is

needless. And I asked, Is it then by the same ancient mode of barter

that they go about their affairs? Truly I saw no exchange of any

sort.--Bethink thee, said my guide, if thou hadst gone into any other

shop throughout the whole city, thou wouldst have seen the same thing.

I see not how that should make the matter plainer to me, I

answered.--Where neither greed nor ambition nor selfishness reigneth,

said my guide, there need and desire have free scope, for they work no

evil.--But even now I understand you not, sir, I said.--Hear me then,

answered my guide, for I will speak to thee more plainly. Wherefore do

men take money in their hands when they go where things are?--Because

they may not have the things without giving the money.--And where they

may have things without giving money, there they take no money in their

hands?--Truly no, sir, if there be such a place.--Then such a place

is this, and so is it here.--But how can men give of their goods and

receive nought in return?--By receiving everything in return. Tell me,

said my guide, why do men take money for their goods?--That they

may have wherewithal to go and buy other things which they need for

themselves.--But if they also may go to this place or that place where

the things are the which they need, and receive of those things without

money and without price, is there then good cause why they should take

money in their hands?--Truly no, I answered; and I begin, methinks, to

see how the affair goeth. Yet are there some things still whereupon I

would gladly be resolved. And first of all, how cometh it that men are

moved to provide these and those goods for the supply of the wants of

their neighbours, when they are drawn thereto by no want in themselves,

and no advantage to themselves?--Thou reasonest, said my guide, as one

of thine own degree, who to the eyes of the full-born ever look like

chrysalids, closed round in a web of their own weaving; and who shall

blame thee until thou thyself shinest within thyself? Understand that

it is never advantage to himself that moveth a man in this kingdom to

undertake this or that. The thing that alone advantageth a man here is

the thing which he doth without thought unto that advantage. To your

world, this world goeth by contraries. The man here that doeth most

service, that aideth others the most to the obtaining of their honest

desires, is the man who standeth highest with the Lord of the place, and

his reward and honour is, to be enabled to the spending of himself yet

more for the good of his fellows. There goeth a rumour amongst us even

now that one shall ere long be ripe for the carrying of a message from

the King to the spirits that are in prison. Thinkest thou it is a less

potent stirring up of thought and energy to desire and seek and find the

things that will please the eye, and cheer the brain, and gladden the

heart of the people of this great city, so that when one prayeth, ‘Give

me, friend, of thy loaves,’ a man may answer, ‘Take of them, friend, as

many as thou needest’--is that, I say, an incentive to diligence less

potent than the desire to hoard or to excel? Is it not to share the

bliss of God who hoardeth nothing, but ever giveth liberally? The joy

of a man here is to enable another to lay hold upon that which is of his

own kind and be glad and grow thereby--doctrine strange and unbelievable

to the man in whom the well of life is yet sealed. Never have they been

many at a time in the old world who could thus enter into the joy of

their Lord. And yet, if thou bethink thee, thou wilt perceive that such

bliss is not unknown amongst thy fellows. Knowest thou no musician who

would find it joy enough for a night, to scale the tower of a hundred

bells, and send the great meteors of music-light flying over the

care-tortured city? Would everyone even of thy half-created race reason

with himself and say: Truly it is in the night, and no one can see

who it is that ministereth; the sounds alone will go forth nor bear my

image; I shall reap no honour; I will not rise and go? Thou knowest,

I say, some in thy world who would not speak thus in their hearts,

but would willingly consent to be as nothing, so to give life to their

fellows. In this city so is it with all--in shop or workshop, in study

or theatre, all seek to spend and be spent for the lovely all.--And

I said, One thing tell me, sir--how much a man may have for the

asking.--What he will--that is, what he can well use.--Who then shall be

the judge thereof?--Who but the man himself?--What if he should turn to

greed, and begin to hoard and spare?--Sawest thou not the man this day

because of whom all business ceased for a time?--to that man had come a

thought of accumulation instead of growth, and he dropped upon his

knees in shame and terror. And thou sawest how all business ceased, and

straightway that of the shop was made what below they call a church;

for everyone hastened to the poor man’s help, the air was filled with

praying breath, and the atmosphere of God-loving souls was around him;

the foul thought fled, and the man went forth glad and humble, and

to-morrow he will return for that which he needeth. If thou shouldst be

present then, thou wilt see him more tenderly ministered unto than all

the rest.--And if such a man prayed not?--If such a man slept ere he

repented, he would wake with hatred in his heart towards the city and

everyone therein, and would straightway flee into the wilderness. And

the angel of the Lord would go out after him, and smite him with a word,

and he would vanish from amongst us, and his life would be the life of

one of those least of living things that are in your world born of the

water; and there must he grow up again, crawling through the channels

of thousand-folded difference, from animal to animal, until at length

a human brain be given him, and after generations he become once again

capable of being born of the spirit into the kingdom of liberty. Then

shall all his past life open upon him, and in shame and dismay will

he repent a thousand-fold, and will sin no more. Such, at least, are

thoughts of our wise men upon the matter; but truly we know not.--It is

good, I said. But how are men guided as to what lies to them to provide

for the general good?--Every man doeth what thing he can, and the more

his labour is desired, the more he rejoices.--If a man should desire

that he could no where find in the city?--Then would he straightway do

his endeavour to provide that thing for all in the city who might

after him desire the same.--Now, sir, methinks I know and understand, I

answered. And we rose and went farther.’”

“I think that COULD be!” said the curate, breaking the silence that

followed when Rachel ceased.

“Not in this world,” said the draper.

“To doubt that it COULD be,” said the gatekeeper, “would be to doubt

whether the kingdom of heaven is a chimera or a divine idea.”

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