Chapter 3.VII.

From the complication that surged round Miss Anderson’s waking hours

one point emerged, and gave her a perch for congratulation. That was

the determination she had shown in refusing to let Frederick Prendergast

leave her his money, or any part of it.

It has been said that he had outlived her tenderness, if not her care,

and this fact, which she never found it necessary to communicate to

poor Frederick himself, naturally made his desire in the matter sharply

distasteful. She was even unaware of the disposition he had made of his

ironical fortune, a reflection which brought her thankfulness that there

was something she did not know. ‘If I had let him do it,’ she thought,

‘I should have felt compelled to tell her everything, instantly. And

think of discussing it with her!’ This was quite a fortnight later, and

Mrs. Innes still occupied her remarkable position only in her own mind

and Madeline’s, still knowing herself the wife of 1596 and of 1596 only,

and still unaware that 1596 was in his grave. Simla had gone on with its

dances and dinners and gymkhanas quite as if no crucial experience were

hanging over the heads of three of the people one met ‘everywhere,’ and

the three people continued to be met everywhere, although only one

of them was unconscious. The women tried to avoid each other without

accenting it, exchanging light words only as occasion demanded, but they

were not clever enough for Mrs. Gammidge and Mrs. Mickie, who went

about saying that Mrs. Innes’s treatment of Madeline Anderson was as

ridiculous as it was inexplicable. ‘Did you ever know her to be jealous

of anybody before?’ demanded Mrs. Mickie, to which Mrs. Gammidge

responded, with her customary humour, that the Colonel had never, in the

memory of the oldest inhabitant, been known to give her occasion.

‘Well,’ declared Mrs. Mickie, ‘if friendships--UNSENTIMENTAL

friendships--between men and women are not understood in Simla, I’d like

to be told what is understood.’

Between them they gave Madeline a noble support, for which--although she

did not particularly require it, and they did not venture to offer it in

so many words--she was grateful. A breath of public criticism from

any point of view would have blown over the toppling structure she was

defending against her conscience. The siege was severe and obstinate,

with an undermining conviction ever at work that in the end she would

yield; in the end she would go away, at least as far as Bombay or

Calcutta, and from there send to Mrs. Innes the news of her liberation.

It would not be necessary, after all, or even excusable, to tell Horace.

His wife would do that quickly enough--at least, she had said she

would. If she didn’t--well, if she didn’t, nothing would be possible but

another letter, giving HIM the simple facts, she, Madeline, carefully

out of the way of his path of duty--at all events, at Calcutta or

Bombay. But there was no danger that Mrs. Innes would lose the advantage

of confession, of throwing herself on his generosity--and at this

point Madeline usually felt her defenses against her better nature

considerably strengthened, and the date of her sacrifice grow vague

again.

Meanwhile, she was astonished to observe that, in spite of her threat

to the contrary, Mrs. Innes appeared to be enjoying herself particularly

well. Madeline had frequent occasion for private comment on the

advantages of a temperament that could find satisfaction in dancing

through whole programmes at the very door, so to speak, of the criminal

courts; and it can not be denied that this capacity of Mrs. Innes’s went

far to increase the vacillation with which Miss Anderson considered

her duty towards that lady. If she had shown traces of a single hour

of genuine suffering, there would have been an end to Madeline’s

hesitation. But beyond an occasional watchful glance at conversations in

which she might be figuring dramatically, and upon which she instantly

turned her back as soon as she was perceived, Mrs. Innes gave no sign

even of preoccupation. If she had bad half-hours, they occurred between

the teas and tennises, the picnics, riding-parties, luncheons, and other

entertainments, at which you could always count upon meeting her; and in

that case they must have been short. She looked extremely well, and

her admirable frocks gave an accent even to ‘Birthday’ functions at

Viceregal Lodge, which were quite hopelessly general. If any one

could have compelled a revelation of her mind, I think it would have

transpired that her anxieties about Capt. Valentine Drake and Mrs. Vesey

gave her no leisure for lesser ones. These for a few days had been keen

and indignant--Captain Drake had so far forgotten himself as to ride

with Mrs. Vesey twice since Mrs. Innes’s arrival--and any display of

poverty of spirit was naturally impossible under the circumstances. The

moment was a critical one; Captain Drake seemed inclined to place her

in the category of old, unexacting friends--ladies who looked on and

smiled, content to give him tea on rainy days, and call him by his

Christian name, with perhaps the privilege of a tapping finger on his

shoulder, and an occasional order about a rickshaw. Mrs. Violet was not

an introspective person, or she might have discovered here that the most

stable part of her self-respect was her EXIGENCE with Captain Drake.

She found out quickly enough, however, that she did not mean to discard

it. She threw herself, therefore--her fine shoulders and arms, her

pretty clothes, her hilarity, her complexion, her eyelashes, and all

that appertained to her--into the critical task of making other men

believe, at Captain Drake’s expense, that they were quite as fond of her

as he was. Mrs. Vesey took opposite measures, and the Club laid bets on

the result.

The Club was not prepossessed by Captain Drake. He said too little and

he implied too much. He had magnificent shoulders, which he bent a great

deal over secluded sofas, and a very languid interest in matters over

which ordinary men were enthusiastic. He seemed to believe that if he

smiled all the way across his face, he would damage a conventionality.

His clothes were unexceptionable, and he always did the right thing,

though bored by the necessity. He was good-looking in an ugly way, which

gave him an air of restrained capacity for melodrama, and made women

think him interesting. Somebody with a knack of disparagement said that

he was too much expressed. It rather added to his unpopularity that he

was a man whom women usually took with preposterous seriousness--all but

Kitty Vesey, who charmed and held him by her outrageous liberties.

When Mrs. Vesey chaffed him, he felt picturesque. He was also aware of

inspiring entertainment for the lookers-on, with the feeling at such

times that he, too, was an amused spectator. This was, of course, their

public attitude. In private there was sentiment, and they talked about

the tyranny of society, or delivered themselves of ideas suggested by

works of fiction which everybody simply HAD to read.

For a week Mrs. Innes looked on, apparently indifferent, rather

apparently not observing; and an Assistant Secretary in the Home

Department began to fancy that his patience in teaching the three

dachshund puppies tricks was really appreciated. He was an on-coming

Assistant Secretary, with other conspicuous parts, and hitherto his time

had been too valuable to spend upon ladies’ dachshunds. Mrs. Innes

had selected him well. There came an evening when, at a dance at the

Lieutenant-Governor’s, Mrs. Innes was so absorbed in what the Assistant

Secretary was saying to her, as she passed on his arm, that she did

not see Captain Drake in the corridor at all, although he had carefully

broken an engagement to walk with Kitty Vesey that very afternoon,

as the beginning of gradual and painless reform in her direction. His

unrewarded virtue rose up and surprised him with the distinctness of

its resentment; and while his expression was successfully amused,

his shoulders and the back of his neck, as well as the hand on

his moustache, spoke of discipline which promised to be efficient.

Reflection assured him that discipline was after all deserved, and a

quarter of an hour later found him wagging his tail, so to speak, over

Mrs. Innes’s programme in a corner pleasantly isolated. The other chair

was occupied by the Assistant Secretary. Captain Drake represented an

interruption, and was obliged to take a step towards the nearest lamp to

read the card. Three dances were rather ostentatiously left, and Drake

initialled them all. He brought back the card with a bow, which spoke

of dignity under bitter usage, together with the inflexible intention of

courteous self-control, and turned away.

‘Oh, if you please, Captain Drake--let me see what you’ve done. All

those? But--’

‘Isn’t it after eleven, Mrs. Innes?’ asked the Assistant Secretary, with

a timid smile. He was enjoying himself, but he had a respect for vested

interests, and those of Captain Drake were so well known that he felt a

little like a buccaneer.

‘Dear me, so it is!’ Mrs. Innes glanced at one of her bracelets.

‘Then, Captain Drake, I’m sorry’--she carefully crossed out the three

‘V.D.’s’--‘I promised all the dances I had left after ten to Mr.

Holmcroft. Most of the others I gave away at the gymkhana--really. Why

weren’t you there? That Persian tutor again! I’m afraid you are working

too hard. And what did the Rani do, Mr. Holmcroft? It’s like the Arabian

Nights, only with real jewels--’

‘Oh, I say, Holmcroft, this is too much luck, you know. Regular

sweepstakes, by Jove!’ And Captain Drake lingered on the fringe of the

situation.

‘Perhaps I have been greedy,’ said the Assistant Secretary,

deprecatingly. ‘I’ll--’

‘Not in the very least! That is,’ exclaimed Mrs. Violet, pouting, ‘if

I’M to be considered. We’ll sit out all but the waltzes, and you shall

tell me official secrets about the Rani. She put us up once, she’s a

delicious old thing. Gave us string beds to sleep on and gold plate to

eat from, and swore about every other word. She had been investing in

Government paper, and it had dropped three points. “Just my damn luck!”

she said. Wasn’t it exquisite? Captain Drake--’

‘Mrs. Innes--’

‘I don’t want to be rude, but you’re a dreadful embarrassment. Mr.

Holmcroft won’t tell you official secrets!’

‘If she would only behave!’ thought Madeline, looking on, ‘I would tell

her--indeed I would--at once.’

Colonel Innes detached himself from a group of men in mess dress as she

appeared with the Worsleys, and let himself drift with the tide that

brought them always together.

‘You are looking tired--ill,’ she said, seriously, as they sought

the unconfessed solace of each other’s eyes. ‘Last night it was the

Commander-in-Chief’s, and the night before the dance at Peliti’s.

And again tonight. And you are not like those of us who can rest

next morning--you have always your heavy office work!’ She spoke with

indignant, tender reproach, and he gave himself up to hearing it. ‘You

will have to take leave and go away,’ she insisted, foolishly.

‘Leave! Good heavens, no! I wish all our fellows were as fit as I am.

And--’

‘Yes?’ she said.

‘Don’t pity me, dear friend. I don’t think it’s good for me. The world

really uses me very well.’

‘Then it’s all right, I suppose,’ Madeline said, with sudden depression.

‘Of course it is. You are dining with us on the eighth?’

‘I’m afraid not, I’m engaged.’

‘Engaged again? Don’t you WANT to break bread in my house, Miss

Anderson?’ She was silent, and he insisted, ‘Tell me,’ he said.

She gave him instead a kind, mysterious smile.

‘I will explain to you what I feel about that some day,’ she said;

‘some day soon. I can’t accept Mrs. Innes’s invitation for the eighth,

but--Brookes and I are going to take tea with the fakir’s monkeys on the

top of Jakko tomorrow afternoon.’

‘Anybody else, or only Brookes?’

‘Only Brookes.’ And she thought she had abandoned coquetry!

‘Then may I come?’

‘Indeed you may.’

‘I really don’t know,’ reflected Madeline, as she caught another glimpse

of Mrs. Innes vigorously dancing the reel opposite little Lord Billy in

his Highland uniform, with her hands on her flowered-satin hips, ‘that I

am behaving very well myself.’

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