XVI

"She goes upstairs as though she were floating up," he wrote, with

enthusiasm; "her lovely figure, poised on tip-toe, seems to soar upward,

ascending as naturally and gracefully as the immortals ascended the

golden stairs of Jacob----"

In full flood of his treacherous imagination he seated himself on a

chair beside her bed, rested the note-book on his knees, and scribbled

madly, utterly oblivious to her. And it was only when he had finished,

for sheer lack of material, that he recollected himself, looked up, saw

how she had shrunk away from him against the wall--how the scarlet had

dyed her face to her temples.

"Why--why do you come--into my bedroom?" she faltered. "Does our

friendship count for no more than that with you?"

"What?" he said, bewildered.

"That you do what you have no right to do. Art--art is _not_ enough

to--to--excuse--disrespect----"

Suddenly the tears sprang to her eyes, and she covered her flushed face

with both hands.

For a moment Brown stood petrified. Then a deeper flush than hers

settled heavily over his features.

"I'm sorry," he said.

She made no response.

"I didn't mean to hurt you. I _do_ respect you," he said.

No response.

Brown gazed at her, gazed at his note-book.

Then he hurled the note-book across the room and walked over to her as

she lifted her lovely head, startled and tearful.

"You are right," he said, swallowing nothing very desperately. "You can

not be studied this way. Will you--marry me?"

"What!"

"Will you marry me?"

"Why?" she gasped.

"Because I--want to study you."

"No!" she said, looking him straight in the eyes.

Brown thought hard for a full minute.

"Would you marry me because I love you?" he asked timidly.

The question seemed to be more than she could answer. Besides, the tears

sprang to her blue eyes again, and her under lip began to tremble, and

she covered her face with both hands. Which made it impossible for him

to kiss her.

"Isn't it wonderful?" he said earnestly, trembling from head to foot.

"Isn't it wonderful, dear?"

"Yes," she whispered. The word, uttered against his shoulder, was

stifled. He bent his head nearer, murmuring:

"Thalomene--Thalomene--embodiment of Truth! How wonderful it is to me

that at last I find in you that absolute Truth I worship."

"I am--the embodiment--of your--imagination," she said. "But you will

never, never believe it--most adorable of boys--dearest--dearest of

men."

And, lifting her stately and divine young head, she looked innocently at

Brown while he imprinted his first and most chaste kiss upon the fresh,

sweet lips of the tenth muse, Thalomene, daughter of Zeus.

* * * * *

"Athalie," said the youthful novelist more in sorrow than in anger,

"you are making game of everything I hold most important."

"Provide yourself with newer and truer gods, dear child," said the girl,

laughing. "After you've worshipped them long enough somebody will also

poke fun at them. Whereupon, if you are fortunate enough to be one of

those who continues to mature until he matures himself into the

Ewigkeit, you will instantly quit those same over-mauled and worn out

gods for newer and truer ones."

"And so on indefinitely," I added.

"In literature," began the novelist, "the great masters must stand as

parents for us in our first infantile steps----"

"No," said the girl, "all worthy aspirants enter the field of literature

as orphans. Opportunity and Fates alone stand for them _in loco

parentis_. And the child of these is known as Destiny."

"No cubist could beat that, Athalie," remarked Duane. "I'm ashamed of

you--or proud--I don't know which."

"Dear child," she said, "you will never know the true inwardness of any

sentiment you entertain concerning me until I explain it to you."

"Smitten again hip and thigh," said Stafford. "Fair lady, I am far too

wary to tell you what I think of the art of incoherence as practised

occasionally by the prettiest Priestess in the Temple."

Athalie looked at me as the sweetmeat melted on her tongue.

"You promised me a dog," she remarked.

"I've picked him out. He'll be weaned in another week."

"What species of pup is he?" inquired Duane.

"An Iceland terrier," I answered. "They use them for digging out walrus

and seals."

"Thank you," said Duane pleasantly.

"After all," observed the girl, lifting her glass of water, "it does not

concern Mr. Duane what sort of a dog you have chosen for me."

She sipped it leisurely, looking over the delicate crystal rim at Duane.

"You are young," she said. "'_L'enfance est le sommeil de la raison._'"

"How would you like to have an Angora kitten?" he asked, reddening

slightly.

"But infancy," she added, "is always adorable.... I think I might like a

white one with blue eyes."

"Puppies, kittens, children," remarked Stafford--"they're all tolerable

while they're young."

"All of these," said the girl softly, "I should like to have."

And she gazed inquiringly at the crystal. But it could tell her nothing

of herself or of her hopes. She turned and looked out into the dark

city, a trifle wearily, it seemed to me.

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