CHAPTER VIII

They passed behind the house and, taking a narrow pathway, skirted the

hill. Their boots struck against loose stones and scattered them, and

their going made a great noise in the gloom. All about were the dark

forms of hills, and the lake lay like ink in the hollow of the land. The

larches were sighing very gently--moved, it seemed, of their own will;

for the wind did no more than breathe in sleep.

"She's daft," said Alexander suddenly; and when he had no answer, he

went on: "Do you not think she's daft yourself?"

"I have never seen her."

"It's my mother, I mean. Janet's not daft; she's queer."

"Will you let me have your arm? It's getting dark, and my feet don't

know the way like yours. I've not been round here before."

"Her house is at the hill's foot, among larches."

"More larches?"

"Ay. Shoving you out like this!"

Edward paused and, dropping his hand from the boy's arm, turned himself

slowly round. "Beauty everywhere," he said. "Are there any wicked people

in this place?" That was a false step.

"There's one."

"Don't"--he hesitated--"don't make two of it. Beauty and morality--are

they separable? There's a question. I have theories----" His voice died

away, and he felt that some vast hand had gathered up the sound and laid

it by in the place where all men's thoughts and deeds are stored until

the winds come and drop them, like seed, about the world. It died away,

and they heard the mountain noises--sheep crying, water

falling--rarified and faint. Alexander's voice, violent and shrill,

shook the night's peace.

"There is no God!" he cried.

The man's lips twitched in a secret smile, but his heart had pity in it.

"Yet you are always worshipping," he said.

They walked on again. "Tell me about this lady. Her name is Janet, but

how must I address her?"

"Her name's Beaker--Janet Beaker. It's a good name for her. You'll see.

She's something between that and a bird."

"Is she married?"

"Janet? I should think not. She's a farmer. She takes butter and eggs to

the market every week. You can see her driving there, but you'd never

think she saw you. She does, though, and there are men hereabouts that

know it. Did my mother never tell you the tale about the drunken men? Oh

no, she wouldn't. She pretends there are no such things. Well, she saw

them in the town, and they'd had too much. They were from these parts,

and she knew them, and she never said a word to them, so they say--but

what can they have known about it?--nor so much as looked at them; but

they came back at her cart-tail, all three of them, each blaming

another, and not one of them can tell how it happened. And those three

have been bad friends ever since. But they've never borne her any

malice. If they did that it would be like giving her the credit."

"No, they couldn't do that. The women here seem to be in the ascendant."

"They are that. You wait till you see Janet."

"Miss Beaker. I must remember."

"She'll not expect to be called that. I don't believe she's been called

that in her life. You can't say that. It's--all wrong."

"Really? Well, perhaps I can avoid saying anything. One often has to,

and I admit formality seems out of place. Here things seem clear and

simple."

"But they're not. Sometimes"--he took a deep breath--"I feel as if I'm

in 'Macbeth.' It's a black feeling--ugly."

"But this morning----"

"Oh, well, I didn't say it was always."

They had rounded the hill, and now a dog barked. Alexander called to it.

"Come on, Jenny--come on."

"I must own I am always afraid of dogs."

"Jenny's all right, but Janet's got six of them altogether."

"Six!" He became uncomfortably aware of his legs.

"And she can break horses. She ought to have been a man."

A voice came from the trees ahead of them. "And do you think I ought to

have been a hare because my ears are sharp? And a cat because I can see

in the dark?"

"Oh, Janet, I might have known you'd hear. Here's Mr. Webb."

They trod softly on the fallen needles of the larches, and came to the

door of the house where Janet stood, large and indistinct.

"Will you come in?" she said.

"No; let's stay in the wood, if you'll talk to us."

"I've no more tales."

"The old ones, then."

"I must thank you," Edward Webb began, peering upwards at the tall

figure whose face was no more to him than a pale oval.

"I've wanted to see you, for I dreamt of you one night," she

interrupted. "But I cannot see him in the wood, for all my cat's eyes,

Alexander, so you'll have to come in."

She turned into the kitchen and, getting a light from the low fire, held

a candle aloft. Edward Webb blinked nervously.

"Did you dream true, Janet?"

"When did I dream false?"

"Tell us the dream."

"Afterwards. You'll want to eat. Will you come to the table, Mr. Webb,

and help yourself?"

He held a chair for her, but she refused it. "No, I've eaten. Sit down.

Alexander, cut the pie."

She began to walk up and down the room between the fireplace and the

table, and Edward Webb, hardly looking at her, was aware of her strength

and height and the brooding keenness of her eyes. In a little while she

seated herself on a stool near the fire and Alexander broke the silence

there had been.

"Did you bring my father back?" he asked.

Swiftly she turned her face and then Edward Webb understood Alexander's

description of her; for though her features had no hardness, her eyes

had the look of a hawk's in act to pounce and her head was quick on the

firm neck, but she had a wide mouth capable of softness and she sat

widespread, as though she held in her lap the cup of wisdom whence all

might drink. And for an instant his interest in Alexander's subtlety

swamped the eagerness with which he listened for her answer.

"How do I know?"

"You tried? Then you did it. What for?"

"Ease a woman's heart, perhaps." Her voice had a deeper, longer note.

He looked vindictive. "If we were back a few hundred years, we'd get you

burnt for a witch."

"Oh no, Alexander; the real witches were never burnt, or where was their

witchcraft?"

"Well, if he goes off another time, you can magic him over a precipice."

"Hush!" Edward Webb hissed nervously. No one heeded him.

"If you want that done, you can use your own hands to it. Then you'll be

hanged. But that'll not happen. I can't see that. Did they never tell

you about the black dog?"

"Which one?"

"The one on your shoulder, my lad."

"Daft talk," he muttered.

"You get what you give, you see."

Edward Webb's face was illumined. "That's the world's rule," he said.

She eyed him sharply. "Not the world's."

He made his courteous inclination of acknowledgment. "Not the world's,"

he agreed.

"I'm lost," said Alexander, looking from one to the other.

"That's the dog's fault," she teased him.

He laughed through his annoyance. "Oh, be quiet! Janet, put some more

wood on the fire ready for when we've done, and we'll have the candle

out."

"It'll be time for you to go home."

"There's the dream to tell."

"I'll tell it now. I was walking on a green path and I met a man. The

dream wouldn't let me see his face, but he was a big man, and in each

hand he had a bird. 'Will you give them to me?' I said, for I didn't

like to see them caught; but when he held them out to me, I couldn't

take them. He said: 'They're larks, but I can't get them to fly.'

'They're sparrows,' I said, and so they were. 'No,' he said; 'for

they've got wings.' We didn't seem to be getting much sense out of each

other, so I went on; but in a minute I heard a beating sound, and I

looked, and the birds had flown, and they'd grown as big as eagles, but

the man had fallen down. It was as if their flight had overthrown him.

And I ran to him, but he'd gone, and I kept calling, 'Edward Webb,

Edward Webb'--for I knew it was him; but he'd gone, and I never saw his

face; but, for all that, I knew what he was like. And now, go home,

Alexander."

"Have you nothing more to tell?"

"Not a word?"

"All right, then. Good-night. That's a good dream."

The large, stone-floored kitchen, with its shadowy corners, was a lonely

place to Edward Webb when he had gone. It had the feeling of a vault and

this woman might have been a carved figure, keeping the door; for she

sat quite still and looked on the ground; but, without warning, she

began to speak in a rising murmur.

"There's trouble somewhere," she said. "I can feel it." She stood up,

lifted her arms to their utmost stretch, and dropped her hands on the

high mantelshelf. "But I can't find it. It can't be yet." Suddenly she

seemed to remember him, and spoke with a friendly brusqueness. "Will you

come to the fire? I'll fetch a log."

"Allow me."

"No, I'll do it. Sit down. You don't look like shifting lumps of wood.

You're town-bred, aren't you?"

"Yes." He felt himself a sinner.

"And you've been all over the world, perhaps."

"No, no, indeed I haven't. I wish I had."

"What d'you wish that for? I've never been in a train in my life."

"You interest me. You have never wished to travel?"

"Never yet. The time may come, though I have not seen it coming. What

would I want to travel for? There's men and women in these parts, and

God's earth; there's nothing elsewhere that I know of. I wouldn't say

they're wrong who run about looking for things they'll never find; it's

the way they're made, and they've got to work that way, but I can find

all I want, sitting at my kitchen door."

"You're fortunate."

"I like a wood, and I've got it. I feel safe when there are trees round

me. Why's that, do you suppose?"

"I do not know. My little girl is afraid to sit in a wood alone. She

says there are things watching her. She likes the open."

"That's so that she can run. I'd rather have trees for shelter. You can

slip from one to the other, and what they fling doesn't hit you if you

are quick. There's less chance for you running. You'll be struck or

caught. It's silly, that. She should take shelter when she can, and keep

quiet; then they'll pass by, perhaps, without seeing you."

"I'll be sure to tell her. But--but what are we talking about? Who would

try to catch her? What need to--what were we talking about?"

"Eh? I was saying I've trees before and behind my house. My grandfather

planted them. We've been here for a long while, but I'm the last of us."

Edward Webb brushed his forehead: he blinked. He had an impression that,

made drowsy by the strong air of the mountains, he had been near falling

asleep in the glow of the fire.

"It's sad for a family to die out," he said; and the remark sounded

foolishly in his ears.

"Alexander's a good lad," she said, so that he understood the sequence

of her thought.

"He is, he is. But one is afraid for him."

"Yes, there's trouble--a thick block of trouble on his way."

He fluttered. "You--you are a prophetess?"

"I can see sometimes, but there are dark places. They are mostly dark,

and you must wait till the darkness lifts. I'm no witch. It's not for us

to come across people's paths. But I can't help seeing things when

they're shown. And that poor Rutherford fool--I told the truth to

Alexander. For his wife's sake, I wished him back, but I don't know that

it was my thinking brought him, for I did not think strong. I would not.

Who am I to say he must turn this way or that? I'm not a witch, but

Alexander likes to call me one. He's done it since he was a little chap

and I told him tales. But I've known a witch, and she was an unhappy

woman. She had power, but there were powers over her, and she was never

rid of them. She was more witched than witching, she'd say to me, and

warn me not to meddle. I was a girl then. She said when she went to

sleep her eyelids would feel clogged with sin. That had a bad sound,

and it frightened me. She was itching to teach me, and I itched to

learn, but I had guidance. You wouldn't have known her for a witch. She

had a rosy face, but if you looked into her eyes, you knew she did not

see clean. She died twenty years ago, one night, sitting by the fire in

Clara's kitchen."

"Clara's!"

"Yes; she lived there, and no one's lived there since till Clara came.

It was a bad thing for James to get there, I sometimes think. You never

know what's left and he's a poor empty vessel."

"But the others?" Unwillingly, unreasonably, he thought, he was alarmed.

"Oh, Clara's full and sweet, and Alexander's one to fill himself. And,

anyway, what do we know--what do we know? I sit here thinking, and I

breed fancies." She turned her sharp look on him. "You won't like

sleeping in my house to-night."

Fidgetting, he confessed: "I am a little nervous, and I think, if I may,

I will go to bed."

She laughed frankly, but nodded, and he, with a shamed face, smiled; but

at the door, when he had said his good-night, he stood for a minute,

candle in hand.

"May I ask, is there an interpretation of your dream?"

"There must be, but I don't know it."

"It would be easy to make one."

"You mustn't, or it will lead you the wrong way."

"My imagination," he began, and added, as if to himself: "It is

dangerous to be the servant of one's imagination."

Going up the dark and creaking stairs, he was afraid, but in the big

chamber she had assigned to him he found quietness. Nothing evil or

uneasy dwelt there and he slept peacefully till morning.

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