CHAPTER XXXV

OF THE SORROWS WHICH THE COWARDLY DON SUERO CAUSED HIS SISTER

Just at the time that Guillen left the Castle of Carrion to proceed to

the seat of war in Portugal, Bellido Dolfos entered it. The arrival of

the traitor was announced to Don Suero, and satisfaction shone in the

eyes of the count, who hastened to receive Bellido, for he doubted not

but that he brought him some important intelligence, having returned so

soon to the castle.

"What tidings do you bring me? Speak at once," he asked of the

new-comer, even without waiting for his salutation.

"I bring you very important news, sir count."

"Speak, speak!"

"Can any person hear us?"

"No one, Bellido."

"Notwithstanding, it is just as well to shut the door."

And Bellido closed the door of the apartment, and then returned and

seated himself at the side of the count.

"What have you to tell me of that infernal band?"

"I have but little to tell you of the band."

"Then of whom do you bring me news?"

"Of your sister, and of the page."

"They returned to the castle."

"I know that."

"I do not then understand what the news can be that you bring me of

them."

"Calm your impatience, my lord. The attentions of that handsome page

were more than a little pleasing to the Infanta."

"And to me also, Bellido; for this very day I rewarded that loyal

servant, giving him the best of my horses and arms, in order that he

might go to the seat of war. You must have met him near the castle."

"Is he not in the castle now?"

"No."

"I certainly saw a horseman issue forth. Ah, my lord, you have allowed

to escape from your hands him who is the most deserving of your anger."

"By Lucifer, explain yourself, Bellido! What would you tell me?"

"I would tell you that the youth loves your sister, and that your sister

returns his love."

The count jumped to his feet as suddenly as if a serpent had pierced him

with its fangs. Bellido had foreseen his rage, and, in order to lessen

it, had intended to break the information to him; he had, however,

precipitated it, annoyed by the impatience and the imperious tone of Don

Suero.

"Bellido!" exclaimed the count, gazing fixedly at his companion,

"perchance you think that I am in such good humour that I can tolerate

jokes? Do you believe that the Count of Carrion is so much your friend

that you can amuse yourself with him?"

"My lord," answered Bellido humbly, "the vexation you feel grieves me

sincerely; but I can only repeat to you that your sister and the page

are in love with each other, that they vilely deceive you, and"--

"This calumny will cost you your life, Bellido!"

"If what I tell you is not the truth I am quite willing that you cause

me to be hung on the ramparts of your castle."

"What proofs can you give me that you are not calumniating one of the

noblest maidens in Spain?"

"My word, which the loyalty and the zeal with which I have served you,

will vouch for."

"Hell, hell! Must I believe what you tell me? No, I cannot believe it,

Bellido; it cannot be that a miserable page has dared to set his eyes on

the Infanta of Carrion; it cannot be that my sister has opened her ears

to so low-born a youth!"

"My lord, I can well understand your incredulity, but there is nothing

more certain than that which I have told you. Silence reigned in the

camp of the bandits. I know not what made me suspect that the page was

something more than a servant in the eyes of the Infanta; I crept up to

the tent in which both of them were lodged, and, as I found that they

were awake, I applied my ear to the canvas, and surprised the secret of

their love"--

"And if it is a fact that the page loves my sister, why has he

voluntarily left her, in order to go to the war in Portugal?"

"Because he aspires to the hand of your sister, and knows that he must

be at least a knight in order to marry the Infanta of Carrion."

"Oh, everything conspires against me!" exclaimed Don Suero, falling back

into the violent despair which he seemed to have mastered for a moment.

"I suffer on earth all the tortures of hell. They deceive me, they sell

me; my own kinsfolk and strangers murder me slowly. Whom can I trust? My

life appears to be that of the wicked, which my mother often described

to me; not a moment of calm; no happiness that merits such a name,

enemies on all sides; vain projects; desires never satisfied; sadness,

sleeplessness, everlasting despair,--such was the life my mother

pictured to me, and such is mine. Oh! am I one that is accursed? No, I

am not, I am not. If I have treated my servants and my vassals cruelly,

it is because my servants and my vassals detested me, and would have

sold me. If I have enemies and plot their destruction, it is because I

cannot gain their friendship, because they all insult me and conspire

against me. This is to live a life of agony."

And the count, who had bent it down, raised his head suddenly, and such

was the appearance of his countenance, and the glitter of his eyes, that

Bellido made a movement as if to turn away from him, believing that

reason had forsaken him.

"Traitor!" exclaimed Don Suero, "have you come here to take advantage of

what I say? My dagger shall teach you to be more courteous."

Bellido arose from his seat, and placing his hand on the pommel of his

sword, said, endeavouring to render his words as conciliatory as

possible--

"My lord, grief is overcoming you; remember that he who stands by your

side is the only loyal friend in whom you can trust."

Don Suero quickly recovered his senses, which, for a moment, had

abandoned him, and said, holding out his hand to the traitor--

"Pardon me, Bellido, pardon my burst of passion. Yes, yes, you are

right; grief, anger, despair, put me out of my mind. Yes, you are my

sole friend, the only one who has not betrayed me, who has not insulted

me, who feels compassion for me. But is it quite certain that this

miserable page loves my sister, and that she has degraded herself by

returning his love?"

"Nothing, I repeat, is more certain."

"And what is to be done, Bellido, what is to be done?"

"Kill the villain who has thus betrayed your confidence."

"Yes, and the Infanta also deserves to die. A hundred lives, taken one

by one, would not be sufficient to expiate such treason. But where can I

find the page? What a fool I was to let him escape my vengeance! And I

have given him arms--perchance to use them against myself, for, I doubt

it not, that traitor will proceed to Portugal, he will fight against the

Moors, rise from his present low condition, and return, filled with

pride and audacity, to insult me, to challenge me, and to impose

shameful conditions on me."

"As soon as he returns from Portugal he will come to see the Infanta,

and then you will find an opportunity to punish his treachery; but, in

order that he may return to the castle, that he may fall into your

hands, he must not know that you have discovered his insensate love; you

must not let the Infanta know that you even suspect it, for Doña Teresa

would be able to discover some means of advising him, and then the

traitor would remain unpunished."

"Impossible, Bellido, impossible! Can I look on my sister without my

indignation breaking out? Can I put off the punishment, which she

deserves, until the day when that traitor may feel pleased to appear in

my castle?"

"Certainly, my lord, it would be difficult for you to do so; but you

must find some pretext for your annoyance. Say to your sister that you

wish to confer her hand on--the first that comes into your head; your

sister will oppose your wishes, and then you can give vent to your

anger, the real motive of which will not be suspected."

"I shall do so, Bellido, I shall do so. It was a fortunate day on which

I first made your acquaintance, for you are the only man who gives me

loyal advice, who aids me to fight against that cruel fate which

baffles all my enterprises, which upsets all my plans, which does not

leave a moment of tranquillity to my soul. Yes, yes, I intend the hand

of my sister for the son of the Count of Cabra, and my sister does not

yet know of it. The occasion for telling her has arrived."

"But be on your guard, I repeat; do not let her suspect that you know of

her love for the page."

"She shall suspect nothing, Bellido. But tell me now, in what condition

is the band?"

"I believe that it will totally disappear within the next few days.

Although its members are now but few, they are able to defend themselves

against the Salvadores as long as they are all together--they can at

least escape from them if they cannot conquer them as formerly. I have,

however, succeeded in dividing them, under the pretext that such is done

for their security, availing myself of the influence which I have gained

over the Vengador and Rui-Venablos, from the time I prophesied to them

that the band would be destroyed, if they forcibly attacked the Castle

of Carrion. After to-day one half of the bandits will be encamped at a

considerable distance from the other half, so that they could not rejoin

each other quickly, should the two encampments be attacked by the

Salvadores, to whom, before I return to the band I shall give full

information. You can easily imagine that if the bandits were deadly

hostile to you before, they have been much more so since they suffered

such a terrible reverse in your castle. For that reason you should be

delighted to get rid of them quickly."

"Certainly, Bellido, certainly. I trust that, with your assistance, I

shall be able to annihilate those implacable enemies. Continue your

efforts in that direction, and count on my liberality."

"Sir," said Bellido, affecting diffidence, "I venture to ask you for

some money, which I require to add to the considerable sum, which I have

already expended on the bandits in order to win their confidence, so

that I might succeed in realising my plans."

With every coin which he had to give, it seemed to Don Suero that he was

parting with a piece of his heart, for avarice was the moving cause of

most of his evil actions; however, as it was necessary to secure the aid

of Bellido in his favour, he answered, going to the strong chest, in

which he had on a former occasion showed his treasures to Bellido--

"Take, Bellido, the money which you require. Will twenty gold marks be

sufficient for you?"

"That will not be enough," replied Bellido in a humble tone of voice.

"I will give you forty."

"I must have more," said Bellido firmly.

"Take sixty."

"I require as much as a hundred," replied Bellido haughtily.

"Villain!" exclaimed Don Suero in an involuntary burst of indignation;

but a moment's reflection made him recognise that he must be prudent

with Bellido, and he added in a more subdued and friendly voice--

"Pardon me, Bellido; the annoyances to which I have been subjected make

me forget myself sometimes, and I scarcely know what I say or do. Here

are the hundred marks which you require." And he handed them to Bellido,

who took them with a joy which he vainly tried to conceal.

They then arranged some matters relative to the business which had

brought them together, and Bellido quitted the Castle of Carrion.

Let us see what was taking place in the chamber of Doña Teresa whilst

the scene we have described was being acted in that of the count.

When Guillen left the castle, the Infanta took her place at the window

of her apartment in order to see his departure, and her eyes, full of

tears, followed him until he disappeared behind a cluster of trees which

grew at some distance from the castle. How can we explain what the

loving girl experienced at that moment? It seemed to her as if her soul

had quitted her body in order to accompany the handsome youth who was

departing from her; who was going away, perhaps never to return. It

appeared to her that the sky was growing dark, that the fields were

losing their verdure and beauty, that the birds had ceased their

warbling, that her chamber had suddenly become as gloomy, as dark, and

as solitary as it had appeared before she was loved by Guillen; it

seemed to her as if everything was clad in mourning, as if everything

was weeping for the absence of the handsome page. Her eyes remained

fixed for a long time on that part of the landscape where Guillen had

disappeared, trying to catch a glimpse of him, but no, he had

disappeared.

Reader! he who writes this book appeals again to your recollections, to

your experience, to your heart, in order that you may understand that

which his pen is not able to explain. Have you ever seen a beloved

object disappear from your sight, when going on a long journey, as the

poor Teresa saw Guillen? Have you ever walked forth from your native

place, accompanying a beloved being, who was about to be absent for a

long period, in order to prolong for a short time the sad leave-taking,

and when that at last came, did you not ascend an eminence to see the

traveller as far as possible on his way, and did you not follow him with

your gaze until the horizon shut him off from you; and then, when he had

completely disappeared, did not your eyes overflow with tears? If you

have experienced all that, as he has done who writes this, you will

understand the grief, the anguish, the despair with which Teresa saw her

lover disappear behind the distant trees.

The sad girl turned from the window with her heart full of sadness, and

kneeling down before an image of Mary, which she had adorned with

flowers every day formerly, when she was free and happy enough to go out

to gather them in the surrounding fields, now a long time ago, she

besought the "Mother of pure love" to protect the brave and handsome and

loving youth, who had set out to fight for her love and for the

Christian faith, and she felt her heart consoled. In former times, when

she felt her soul sad, the tender, the pure, the sweet Teresa sought

consolation from her mother; but, as she had been taken from her, to

whom could she appeal but to the universal Mother of the afflicted! Oh,

what a sweet, beautiful, and consoling religion is that which gives us

an immortal Mother, so that we may not remain orphans when she who bore

us has departed from us!

Teresa felt consoled; but, her sensibilities being very much excited,

she felt the necessity of conversing with someone whom she loved and who

loved her. Who then could that person be but her brother? She was about

leaving her chamber to go in search of him, when he appeared before her,

and the poor girl trembled when she saw him, for she remarked on the

countenance of her brother a certain expression of anger, which she had

perceived in it on other occasions. However, Don Suero was restraining

himself, and succeeded in somewhat softening that expression; and then

tranquillity and confidence returned to the heart of the Infanta.

"My brother," said Teresa in a sweet and affectionate tone, "accustomed

to be so much by your side, I feel lonely when I am long without seeing

you, and I was therefore going to seek you."

The Infanta spoke the truth when she said this: from the time she had

returned from the bandits' camp she desired to be near her brother, whom

she really loved tenderly, for she believed that he nourished the same

feeling towards her.

"Hypocrite!" said Don Suero to himself, and he was on the point of

breaking the resolution he had made to conceal his anger; but he

conquered that instinctive feeling, and answered his sister kindly--

"I also desire to be near you, Teresa, for you are the only being I

really love. For a long time I was unjust towards you, but at last I

recognised my error, and I wish to repair it by bestowing on you the

happiness which you deserve. My sister, I am about to prove to you that

I anxiously desire your happiness, that I desire to see you honoured,

loved, happy. Have you ever thought on the felicity to which a woman

should aspire?"

"I do not understand you, brother."

"Have you never thought that the greatest happiness of an honoured and

good maiden, as you are, consists in finding a noble and loving

husband?"

The Infanta trembled with fright on hearing this question, and replied--

"Yes, brother, my mother said that to me."

"Well, then, Teresa, your brother is about to bestow that happiness on

you."

The terror of the girl came to its height.

"Brother," she said, "I am still very young, allow me to remain at your

side, for that is the happiness I desire at present."

"Teresa, at the side of the husband whom I destine for you, you will

also have the affection of your brother. Nuño Garciez, the son of the

Count of Cabra, is noble, is brave, and loves you now for a long time."

"Nuño Garciez, the son of the Count of Cabra?" exclaimed Teresa,

terrified.

"Yes, he shall be the husband who will work out your happiness, my

sister."

"Impossible, brother, impossible!"

Anger inflamed the visage of Don Suero.

"Teresa!" he exclaimed, with severity, "do you mean to say that you

refuse the hand of Nuño?"

Teresa could not lie; her sincerity conquered her natural timidity.

"Pardon me, brother," she answered, "but I shall never bestow my hand on

the son of the Count of Cabra."

"May the anger of God strike you! What is that you dare to say,

traitress? Do you repay my affection by opposing yourself insolently and

rebelliously to my will? Teresa, you shall be the wife of Nuño Garciez!"

"Have compassion on me, my brother; do not condemn to eternal sadness,

to eternal pain, to eternal despair this heart which has suffered so

much."

And the Infanta sank down on her knees before her brother, bursting into

tears.

"Have you any for me, perchance?" retorted Don Suero. "Have you

compassion for me when, seeing me surrounded by enemies, you refuse to

procure for me the aid of a family which could help me to triumph over

all my rivals?"

"But I could never love Nuño Garciez, and my vow before the altar would

be horrible perjury. Brother, have pity on me; remember the promise you

made to our mother; remember that she, who gave you life, blessed you

when she was breathing her last; for you had just promised her that you

would be my shield, my protector, my brother--not my executioner"--

"Hell, hell! Arise from your knees, traitress, for your supplications

and tears are unavailing!" roared Don Suero, at the very height of his

rage.

And with a violent push he threw the gentle girl on the floor.

Teresa arose quickly, no longer humble and timid, but haughty as a queen

whom a ruffian has insulted, and said--

"Listen to me, Don Suero, for you do not deserve that my lips should

give you the dear name of brother; perhaps you may be able to escape the

justice of men; perhaps God will permit you to escape even His justice

for some time; perhaps you will torture me as long as I live; but the

Infanta of Carrion will never bestow her hand on the son of the Count of

Cabra, nor on anyone whom her heart has not chosen. A woman may be

dragged to the steps of the altar, may be calumniated, may be

barbarously ill-treated; but if she has courage enough to die without

opening her lips, as I have, that vow cannot be dragged from her--that

vow which alone constitutes the union of husband and wife."

"Silence, silence!" cried Don Suero, clutching at the handle of his

dagger, "or you will force me, at this very moment, to punish your

rebellion."

"I have told you already that you may kill me, for death does not

terrify me; but my hand shall never belong to anyone who is not master

of my heart."

"Then you shall suffer on earth all the tortures of hell; you shall be

scoffed at by even the worst ruffians; ignominy and shame shall follow

you everywhere."

"Shame shall never humiliate my brow, for in my life there never has

been, nor shall there ever be, anything of which I can feel ashamed."

"Do you dare to speak thus, traitress? Bow your haughty brow to the

ground, for the noble Infanta of Carrion cannot raise it proudly when

she has become a renegade to her glorious race by loving one who is

base-born, one of her wretched menials."

Don Suero repented, perhaps, of that burst of anger which had caused him

to reveal to his sister what he had intended to conceal. Teresa trembled

when she heard those words, which showed that her brother was aware of

her love for Guillen; but both of them now felt that dissimulation was

useless, and the masks having been torn off, they made up their minds to

fight face to face.

"Well, then," said the Infanta, "I do confess my love for the menial

whom you allude to; but I feel no shame on that account, for that

menial, that peasant, has a heart as noble as that of the proudest

hidalgo of Castile. I shall never feel shame for having loved him."

"That traitor shall die; he shall die, hung up on the ramparts of my

castle, and his crime shall be everywhere published; it shall be known

that he was the accepted lover of the Infanta of Carrion, and that noble

Infanta will be scoffed at by all, and the Leonese and Castilian nobles

will spit on her face."

"Be it so, Don Suero; the Infanta of Carrion is resolved to encounter

the ignominy with which you threaten her, without ceasing to love

Guillen, the miserable page, the humble peasant, whom she does love with

all her heart."

"Hell, hell!" cried Don Suero, furious, mad with anger, and he pulled

out his dagger to strike down his sister with it; but whether it was

that he was not quite cruel enough to commit so horrible a crime, or

that he wished to reserve his victim for greater tortures, for a more

tedious agony, for a more painful death, he returned the weapon to its

sheath, and in order not to fall again into that barbarous temptation,

he left the chamber of Teresa, speaking to himself in a loud voice, like

a madman, whilst traversing the corridors that lay between his

apartments and those of his sister.

When he had become somewhat calm, he took a sheet of parchment, wrote

some lines, fastened it up, called Gonzalo, and said to him--

"Start for Burgos at once, and deliver this letter to the Count of

Cabra; gallop, do not spare the best horse in my stables. It is now

midday; if you are not back by midnight you shall be hung on the

ramparts."

"But, my lord," the servant ventured to say, "that time is necessary for

the journey thither alone; it is a twelve-hours' journey from Carrion to

Burgos."

"Villain! do you dare to disobey your master?" exclaimed the Count, and

laying his hand on his dagger he rose from his seat.

Gonzalo retreated a few paces, terrified, and cried out--

"Pardon, my lord, pardon; I shall obey your orders; I shall be back from

Burgos even sooner than you say, if such is your desire."

And the servant started from the castle a few minutes afterwards,

spurring to a full gallop the very best horse that was to be found in

the stables.

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