LOVE'S TRANSLATION

To tell the truth, Victor dreaded being left alone with his mother in

this way. He was fully aware now of the invisible barrier between them.

No matter what explanation was finally offered, she could never be the

same to him again, for whether it was her subconscious self which had

cunningly lured them all to the verge of disaster, or some

uncontrollable impulse coming from without, in the light any

explanation, she was no longer the sweet, gentle, normal mother he had

hitherto thought her to be.

It was not a question of being in possession of strange abilities, it

was a question of being obsessed by some diabolical power--of being the

prey of malignant demons avid to destroy.

The more deeply he thought upon all that had come to him, the more

bewildered he became; and to avoid this tumult, which brought no result,

he went out and wandered about the farm. His experience was like

visiting a foreign country, for the men were either Swiss or German; and

the walls of the farm-yard quite as un-American in their massiveness

and their formal arrangement--a vivid contrast to the flimsy structures

of the neighboring village. The servants (that is what they were,

servants) treated him with the trained deference of those who for

generations have touched their caps to the more fortunate beings of the

earth, and these signs of subordination were distinctly soothing to the

youth's disturbed condition of mind. Instantly, and without effort, he

assumed the air of the young aristocrat they thought him.

He strolled down the road to the village, which was a collection of

small frame cottages in neat lawns, surrounding a few general stores and

a greasy, fly-specked post-office. Here was the unimaginative, the

prosaic, perfectly embodied. Old men, bent and gray, were gossiping from

benches and boxes under the awnings. Clerks in their shirt-sleeves were

lolling over counters. A few farmers' teams stood at the iron

hitching-posts with drowsy, low-hanging heads. Neither doubt nor dismay

nor terror had footing here. The majesty of dawn, the mystery of

midnight, did not touch these peaceful and phlegmatic souls. The spirit

of man was to them less than an abstraction and the tumult of the city a

far-off roar as of distant cataracts.

Furthermore, these matter-of-fact folk had abundant curiosity and no

reverence, and they all stared at Victor with round, absorbent gaze, as

if with candid intent to take full invoice of his clothing, and to know

him again in any disguise. He heard them say, one after the other, as he

passed along, "Visitor of Bartol's, I guess." And he could understand

that this explanation really explained, for Bartol's "Castle" was the

resting-place of many strange birds of passage.

Bartol was, indeed, the constant marvel of Hazel Grove. Why had he

bought the place? Why, after it was bought, should he spend so much

money on it? And finally, why should he employ "foreigners"? These were

a few of the queries which were put and answered and debated in the

shade of the furniture store and around the air-tight store of the

grocery. His farm was their never-failing wonder tale. The building of a

new wall was an excitement, each whitewashing of a picket fence an

event. They knew precisely the hour of departure of each blooded ram or

bull, and the birth of each colt was discussed as if another son and

heir had come to the owner.

Naturally, therefore, all visitors to "Hazeldean" came in for study and

comment--especially because it was well known that Bartol stood high in

the political councils of the party (was indeed mentioned for senator),

and that his guests were likely to be "some punkins" in the world. "This

young feller is liable to be the son of one of his millionaire clients,"

was the comment of the patient sitters. "Husky chap, ain't he?"

Feeling something of this comment, and sensing also the sleepy

materialism of the inhabitants, Victor regained much of his own

disbelief in the miraculous, and yet just to that degree did the pain in

his heart increase, for it made of his mother something so monstrous

that the conception threatened all his love and reverence for her. Pity

sprang up in place of the filial affection he had once known. He began

to make new excuses for her. "It must be that she has become so

suggestible that every sitter's mind governs her. In a sense, that

removes her responsibility." And so he walked back, with all his

pleasure in the farm and village eaten up by his care.

His mother was waiting for him on the porch, and as he came up, asked

with shining face:

"Isn't this heavenly, Victor?"

"It is very beautiful," he replied, but with less enthusiasm than she

expected.

"To think that yesterday I was threatened with the prison, and

now--this! We have much to thank Mr. Bartol for."

"That's just it, mother. What claim have we on this big, busy man? What

right have we to sit here?"

The brightness of her face dimmed a little, but she replied bravely: "I

have always paid my way, Victor, and I am sure last night's message

meant much to Mr. Bartol. I always help people. If I bring back a belief

in immortality do I not make fullest recompense to my host? My gift is

precious, and yet I cannot sell it--I can only give it--and so when I am

offered bed and board in return for my work I am not ashamed to take it.

The kings of the earth are glad to honor those who, like myself, have

the power to penetrate the veil."

Never before had she ventured upon so frank a defense of her vocation,

and Victor listened with a new conception of her powers. As she

continued she took on dignity and quiet force.

"The medium gives more for her wages than any earthly soul; and when you

consider that we make the grave a gateway to the light, that our hands

part the veil between the seen and the unseen, then you will see that

our gifts are not abnormal, but supernormal. God has given us these

powers to comfort mankind, to afford a new revelation to the world."

"Why didn't you make me a medium?" he asked, thrusting straight at her

heart. "Why did you send me away from it all?"

Her eyes fell, her voice wavered. "Because I was weak--an earthly

mother. My selfish love and pride overpowered me. I could not see you

made ashamed--and besides my controls advised it for the time."

He took a seat where he could look up into her face. "Mother, tell me

this--haven't you noticed that your controls generally advise the things

you believe in?"

She was stung by his question. "Yes, my son, generally; but sometimes

they drive me into ways I do _not_ believe in. Often they are in

opposition to my own will."

He was silenced for the moment, and his mind took a new turn. "When did

Altair first come?"

"Soon after I met Leo. She came with Leo. She attends Leo."

"Have you seen her?"

"No. I am always in deepest trance when she shows herself. I hear her

voice, though."

"Mother," he said, earnestly, "if Mr. Bartol gets us out of this scrape

will you go away with me into some new country and give up this

business?"

"You don't seem to understand, Victor. I can no more escape from these

Voices than I can run away from my own shadow. I don't want to run away.

I love the thought of them. I have innumerable sweet friends on the

other side. To close the door in their faces would be cruel. It would

leave me so lonely that I should never smile again."

"Then they mean more to you than I do!" he exclaimed.

"No, no! I don't mean that!" she passionately protested. "You mean more

to me than all the _earthly_ things, but these heavenly hosts are very

dear--besides, I shall go to them soon and I want to feel sure that I

can come back to you when I have put aside the body. I fear now that

our separation was a mistake. In trying to shield you from the transient

disgrace of being a medium's son, I have put your soul in danger. I was

weak--I own it. I was an earthly mother. I wanted my boy to be respected

and rich and happy here in the earth-life. I did not realize the danger

I ran of being forever separated from you by the veil of death. Oh,

Victor, you must promise me that should I pass out suddenly you will try

to keep the spirit-way open between us--will you promise this?"

Strange scene! Strange mother! All about them the orioles were

whistling, the robins chirping, and farther away the beasts of the

barn-yard were bawling their wants in cheerful chorus, but here on this

vine-shaded porch a pale, small woman sought a compact with her son

which should outlast the grave and defy time and space.

He gave his word. How could he refuse it? But his pledge was

half-hearted, his eyes full of wavering. It irked him to think that in a

month of bloom and passion, a world of sunny romance, a world of girls

and all the sweet delights they conveyed to young men, he should be

forced to discuss matter which relates to the charnel-house and the

chill shadow of the tomb.

He rose abruptly. "Don't let's talk of this any more. Let's go for a

walk. Let's visit the garden."

She was swifter of change than he. She could turn from the air of the

"ghost-room" to the glory of the peacock as swiftly as a mirror reflects

its beam of light, and she caught a delightful respite from the flowers.

She was accustomed to the lavish greenhouses of her wealthy patrons, but

here was something that delighted her more than all their hotbeds. Here

were all the old-fashioned out-of-door plants and flowers, the

perennials of her grandfather, to whom hot-houses were unknown. This

Colonial garden was another of Bartol's peculiarities. He had no love

for orchids, or any exotic or forced blooms. His fancy led to the

glorification of phloxes, to the ripening of lilacs, and to the

preservation of old-time varieties of roses--plants with human

association breathing of romance and sorrow--hence his plots were filled

with hardy New England roots flourishing in the richer soils of the

Western prairies.

These colors, scents, and forms moved Victor markedly, for the reason

that in La Crescent, as a child, he had been accustomed to visit a gaunt

old woman, the path to whose door led through cinnamon roses, balsam,

tiger-lilies, sweet-william, bachelor-buttons, pinks, holly-hocks, and

the like--a wonderland to him then--a strange and haunting pleasure now

as he walked these graveled ways and mingled the memories of the old

with the vivid impressions of the new.

Back to the house they came at last to luncheon, and there, sitting in

the beautiful dining-room, so cool, so spacious, so singularly tasteful

in every detail, they gazed upon each other in a delight which was

tinged with pain. Such perfection of appointment, such service, all for

them (two beggars), was more than embarrassing; it provoked a sense of

guilt. The pretty, low-voiced, soft-soled maid came and went, bringing

exquisite food in the daintiest dishes (enough food for six),

anticipating every want, like the fairy of the story-books. "Mother,"

said the youth, "this is a story!"

Mrs. Ollnee was accustomed to the splendor of Mrs. Joyce's house, but

she was almost as much moved as Victor. She perceived the difference

between the old-world simplicity of this flawless establishment and the

lavish, tasteless hospitality of men like Pettus.

Who had planned and organized this wide-walled, low-toned room, this

marvelously effective cuisine? How was it possible for such service to

go on during the master's absence with apparently the same unerring

precision of detail?

These questions remained unanswered, and they rose at last with a sense

of having been, for the moment at least, in the seats of those who

command the earth wisely.

Hardly were they returned to their hammocks on the porch when a swiftly

driven car turned in at the gate.

"It is Louise!" exclaimed Mrs. Ollnee.

"And Leo!" added Victor.

With streaming veils the travelers swept up to the carriage steps

covered with dust, yet smiling.

"How are you?" called Mrs. Joyce; and then with true motor spirit,

addressed the driver: "What's the time, Denis?"

"Two hours and ten minutes from North Avenue."

"Not so bad, considering the roads."

Leo had sprung out and was throwing off her cloak and veil. "I hope

we're not too late for luncheon. Mr. Bartol has the _best_ cook, and I'm

famished."

Her coming swept Victor back into his other and normal self, and he took

charge of her with a mingling of reverence and audacity which charmed

her. He went out into the dining-room with her and sat beside her while

she ate. "I hope you're going to stay," he said, earnestly.

"Stay! Of course we'll stay. It's hot as July in the city--always is

with the wind from the southwest. Isn't it heavenly out here?"

"Heavenly is the word; but who did it? Who organized it?"

"Mrs. Bartol. She had the best taste of any one--and her way with the

servants was beyond imitation. They all worship her memory."

"I can't make myself believe I deserve all this," he said. "Your coming

puts the frosting on my bun."

It was as if some new and utterly different spirit, or band of them, had

come with this glowing girl. She radiated the vitality and the melody of

youth. Without being boisterous or silly, she filled the house with

laughter. "There's something about Hazeldean that always makes me happy.

I don't know why," she said.

"You make all who inhabit this house happy," said Mrs. Ollnee. "I can

hear spirit laughter echoing to yours."

"Can you? Is it Margaret?"

"Yes, Margaret and Philip."

Victor did not smile; on the contrary, his face darkened, and Mrs. Joyce

changed the tone of the conversation by asking: "Did you see the paper

this morning? They say you have skipped to join Pettus." This seemed so

funny that they all laughed, till Victor remembered that both these

women had lost much money through Pettus.

Mrs. Joyce sobered, too. "The Star is against you, Lucy, and you must

keep dark for a time. They are denouncing you as a traitor and all the

rest of it. Did Paul, or any one, advise you last night?"

"No, nothing was said. I suppose they are considering the matter also.

Those deceiving spirits must be hunted out and driven away."

"I'm going to lie down for a while," Mrs. Joyce announced. "My old

waist-line is jolted a bit out o' plumb. Leo, will you stretch out,

too?"

"No indeed. What I need is a walk or a game of tennis. I'm cramped from

sitting so long."

So it fell out that Victor (penniless youth, hedged about with invisible

walls, pikes, and pitfalls) was soon galloping about a tennis court in

the glories of a new pair of flannel trousers and a lovely blue-striped

outing shirt, trying hard not to win every game from a very good

partner, who was pouting with dismay while admiring his skill.

"It isn't right for any one to 'serve' as weird a ball as you do," she

protested. "It's like playing with loaded dice. I begin to understand

why you were not renowned as a scholar."

"Oh, I wasn't so bad! I stood above medium."

"How could you? It must have taken all your time to learn to play tennis

in the diabolical way you do--it's conjury, that's what it is!"

They were in the shade, and the fresh sweet wind, heavy with the scent

of growing corn and wheat, swept steadily over the court, relieving it

from heat, and Victor clean forgot his worriments. This girlish figure

filled his eyes with pictures of unforgetable grace and charm. The swing

of her skirts as she leaped for the ball, the free sweep of her arm (she

had been well instructed), and the lithe bending of her waist brought

the lover's sweet unease. When they came to the net now and again, he

studied her fine figure with frank admiration. "You are a corker!" was

his boyish word of praise. "I don't go up against many men who play the

game as well as you do. Your 'form' is a whole lot better than mine. I

am a bit lucky, I admit. You see, I studied baseball pitching, and I

know the action of a whirling sphere. I curve the ball--make it 'break,'

as the English say. I can make it do all kinds of 'stunts.'"

"I see you can, and I'll thank you not to try any new ones," she

protested. "Can you ride a horse?"

His face fell a bit. "There I am a 'mutt,'" he confessed. "I never was

on a horse except the wooden one in the Gym."

"I'm glad I can beat you at something," she said, with exultant cruelty.

"I know you can row."

"Shall we try another set?" he asked.

"Not to-day, thank you. My self-respect will not stand another such

drubbing. I'm going in for a cold plunge. After that you may read to me

on the porch."

"I'll be there with the largest tome in the library," he replied.

Mrs. Joyce stopped him as he was going up-stairs to his room. "Victor,

don't worry about me. While it looks as though I have lost a good deal

of money through Pettus, I am by no means bankrupt. I am just about

where I was when I met your mother. She has not enriched me--I mean The

Voices have not--neither have they impoverished me. It's just the same

with Leo. She's almost exactly where she was when she came East. It

would seem as if they had been playing with us just to show us how

unsubstantial earthly possessions are."

There was a certain comfort in this explanation, and yet the fact that

her losses had not eaten in upon her original capital did not remove the

essential charge of dishonesty which the man Aiken had brought against

the ghostly advisers. Florence and Thomas Aiken could not afford to be

so lenient. They were disinherited, cheated of their rightful legacy, by

the lying spirits.

He was anxious, also, to know just how deeply Leo was involved in the

People's Bank; and when she came down to the porch he led her to a

distant chair beside a hammock on the eastern side of the house, and

there, with a book in his hand, opened his interrogations.

He began quite formally, and with a well-laid-out line of questions, but

she was not the kind of witness to permit that. She broke out of his

boundaries on the third query, and laughingly refused to discuss her

losses. "I am holding no one but myself responsible," she said. "I was

greedy--I couldn't let well enough alone, that's all."

"No, that is not all," he insisted. "My mother is charged with advising

people to put money into the hands of a swindler--"

"I don't believe that. I think she was honest in believing that Pettus

would enrich us all. She was deceived like the rest of us."

"But what becomes of the infallible Voices?"

She laughed. "They are fallible, that's all. They made a gross blunder

in Pettus."

"Mr. Bartol suggests that my mother may have been hypnotized by Pettus

and made to work his will, and I think he's right. He thinks the whole

thing comes down to illusion--to hypnotic control and telepathy."

She looked thoughtful. "I had a stage of believing that; but it doesn't

explain all, it only explains a small part. Does it explain Altair to

you?"

His glance fell. "Nothing explains Altair--nor that moaning wind--nor

the writing on the slates."

"And the letter--have you forgotten that?"

"Half an hour ago, as we were playing tennis, I _had_ forgotten it. I

was cut loose from the whole blessed mess--now it all comes back upon me

like a cloud."

"Oh, don't look at it that way. That's foolish. I think it's glorious

fun, this investigating."

He acknowledged her rebuke, but added, "It would be more fun if the

person under the grill were not one's own mother."

"That's true," she admitted; "and yet, I think you can study her without

giving offense. I began in a very offensive way--I can see that now--but

she met my test, and still meets every test you bring. The faith she

represents isn't going to have its heart plucked out in a hurry, I can

tell you that."

"The immediate thing is to defend her against this man Aiken. Mr. Bartol

said he would order up a lot of books, and I'm to cram for the trial. If

you have any book to suggest, I wish you'd write its title down for me."

"What's the use of going to books? The judges will want the facts, and

you'll have to convince them that she is what she claims to be."

"How can we do that? We can't exhibit her in a trance?"

"You might. Perhaps her guides will give her the power." She glowed with

anticipatory triumph. "Imagine her confounding the jury! Wouldn't that

be dramatic! It would be like the old-time test of fire."

He was radiant, too, for a moment, over the thought. Then his face grew

stern. "Nothing like that is going to happen. She would fail, and that

would leave us in worse case than before. Our only hope is to convince

the jury that she is not responsible for what her Voices say. We've got

to show she's auto-hypnotic."

"I hope the trial will come soon."

"So do I, for here I am eating somebody else's food, with no prospect of

earning a cent or finding out my place in the world. I don't know just

what my mother's idea was in educating me in classical English instead

of some technical course, but I'm perfectly certain that I'm the most

helpless mollusk that was ever kicked out of a school."

Real bitterness was in his voice, and she hastened to add a word of

comfort. "All you need is a chance to show your powers."

"What powers?"

"Latent powers," she smiled. "We are all supposed to have latent powers.

I am seeking a career, too."

He forgot himself in a return of his admiration of her. "Oh, you don't

have to seek. A girl like you has her career all cut out for her."

She caught his meaning. "That's what I resent. Why should a woman's

career mean only marriage?"

"I don't know--I guess because it's the most important thing for her to

do."

"To be some man's household drudge or pet?"

"No, to be some man's inspiration."

"Fudge! A woman is never anybody's inspiration--after she's married."

"How cynical you are! What caused it?"

"Observing my married friends."

"Oh, I am relieved! I was afraid it was through some personal

experience--"

This seemed funny to them both, and they laughed together. "There's

nothing of 'the maiden with reluctant feet' about me," she went on. "I

simply refuse to go near the brink. I find men stupid, smelly, and

coarse."

"I hate girls in the abstract--they giggle and whisper behind their

hands and make mouths; but there is one girl who is different." He tried

to be very significant at the moment.

She ignored his clumsy beginning of a compliment. "All the girls who

giggle should marry the men who 'crack jokes'--that's my advice."

"'Pears like our serious conversation is straggling out into

vituperation."

"Whose fault is it?"

"Please don't force me to say it was not my fault. I'm like Lincoln--I

joke to hide my sorrows."

"Don't be irreverent."

Through all this youthful give and take the boy and girl were studying

each other minutely, and the phrases that read so baldly came from their

lips with so much music, so much of hidden meaning (at least with

displayed suggestion), that each was tingling with the revelation of it.

The words of youth are slight in content; it is the accompanying tone

that carries to the heart.

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