She persisted. "Paul, come to me! Tell me what to do. Please come!"

Her voice was thrilling with its weakness and appeal, but Victor was

furious. He refused to listen. His brow was set and stern.

At last she cried out, poignantly, "They are not here. They have

deserted us. What shall I do?" She turned toward the table. "Rebuild my

altar. You said you would. Restore that and perhaps they will come to us

again. They are angry with me now. They have left me, perhaps forever."

"If 'they' have I shall be glad of it," he returned, brutally. "'They'

have been a curse to you and to me, also. We are better off without

them. Come, let us pack up the few things we have and go away into the

West, where no one will know even so much as our name. That is the only

way left open for us."

"No, no," she cried out, "that is impossible. I must remain here. I must

wait until they come back to me. I can't go now, and you must not desert

me," she ended, and in her voice was something very pitiful.

He moved away from her and took his seat in sullen rage. For a long time

he did not even look at her, though he knew she was waiting and

listening.

At last he rose, and his voice was harsh and hoarse. "Mother, my mind is

made up. There's no use talking against it. I leave this city to-morrow

morning. I shall go as far as my money will carry me. I shall change my

name and get rid of this whole accursed business. I've hated it, I've

hated your 'ghost-room' and your Voices all my life, and this is the end

of it for me. If you will not go with me then I must leave you behind."

She uttered a moaning cry of grief and ran like one stricken into her

room, flinging herself face downward upon her bed. He listened for a few

moments with something tugging at his heart-strings, but his face was

set in unrelenting lines. Then he rose and set to work repacking his

trunk.

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