the same instant his hand flew to the hilt of the hunting-knife in his
girdle.
"_Killed_ her! By the gods--"
Ulrika sprang before him. "Shame!" she cried sternly. "She is dying!"
"Too slowly for me!" exclaimed the _bonde_ furiously.
"Peace--peace!" implored Ulrika. "Let her speak!"
"Strike, Olaf Güldmar!" said Lovisa, in a deep voice, harsh, but all
untremulous--"Strike, pagan, with whom the law of blood is
supreme--strike to the very center of my heart--I do not fear you! I
killed her, I say--and therein I, the servant of the Lord, was
justified! Think you that the Most High hath not commanded His elect to
utterly destroy and trample underfoot their enemies?--and is not
vengeance mine as well as thine, accursed slave of Odin?"
A spasm of pain here interrupted her--she struggled violently for
breath--and Ulrika supported her. Güldmar stood motionless, white with
restrained fury, his eyes blazing. Recovering by slow degrees, Lovisa
once more spoke--her voice was weaker, and sounded a long way off.
"Yea, the Lord hath been on my side!" she said, and the hideous
blasphemy rattled in her throat as it was uttered. "Listen--and hear how
He delivered mine enemy into my hands. I watched her always--I followed
her many and many a time, though she never saw me. I knew her favorite
path across the mountains,--it led past a rocky chasm. On the edge of
that chasm there was a broad, flat stone, and there she would sit often,
reading, or watching the fishing-boats on the Fjord, and listening to
the prattle of her child. I used to dream of that stone, and wonder if I
could loosen it! It was strongly imbedded in the earth--but each day I
went to it--each day I moved it! Little by little I worked--till a mere
touch would have set it hurling downwards,--yet it looked as firm as
ever." Güldmar uttered a fierce ejaculation of anguish--he put one hand
to his throat as though he were stifling. Lovisa, watching him, smiled
vindictively, and continued--
"When I had done all I could do, I lay in wait for her, hoping and
praying--my hour came at last! It was a bright sunny morning--a little
bird had been twittering above the very place--as it flew away, _she_
approached--a book was in her hand,--her child followed her at some
little distance off. Fortune favored me--a cluster of pansies had opened
their blossoms a few inches below the stone,--she saw them,--and, light
as a bird, sprang on it and reached forward to gather them--ah!"--and
the wretched woman clapped her hands and broke into malignant
laughter--"I can hear her quick shriek now--the crash of the stones and
the crackle of branches as she fell down,--down to her death! Presently
the child came running,--it was too young to understand--it sat down
patiently waiting for its mother. How I longed to kill it! but it sang
to itself like the bird that had flown away, and I could not! But _she_
was gone--_she_ was silent for ever--the Lord be praised for all His
mercies! Was she smiling, Olaf Güldmar, when you found her--_dead_?"
A strange solemnity shadowed the _bonde's_ features. He turned his eyes
upon her steadily.
"Blessing and honor be to the gods of my fathers!" he said--"I found
her--_living_!"
The change that came over Lovisa's face at these words was inexpressibly
awful--she grew livid and her lips twitched convulsively.
"Living--living!" she gasped.
"Living!" repeated Güldmar sternly. "Vile hag! Your purpose was
frustrated! Your crime destroyed her beauty and shortened her days--but
she lived--lived for ten sweet, bitter years, hidden away from all eyes
save mine,--mine that never grew tired of looking in her patient,
heavenly face! Ten years I held her as one holds a jewel--and, when she
died, her death was but falling asleep in these fond arms--"
Lovisa raised herself with a sharp cry, and wrung her hands together--
"Ten years--ten years!" she moaned. "I thought her dead--and she lived
on,--beloved and loving all the while. Oh God, God, why hast thou made a
mockery of Thy servant!" She rocked herself to and fro--then looked up
with an evil smile. "Nay, but she _suffered_! That was best. It is worse
to suffer than to die. Thank God, she _suffered_!"
"Ay, she suffered!" said Güldmar fiercely, scarce able to restrain
himself from seizing upon the miserable old woman and shaking the
sinking life out of her--"And had I but guessed who caused her
sufferings, by the sword of Odin, I would have--"
Ulrika laid her hand on his suddenly upraised arm.
"Listen!" she whispered. A low wailing, like the cry of a distressed
child, swept round and round the house, followed by a gust of wind and a
clattering shower of hailstones. A strange blue light leaped up from the
sparkling log fire, and cast an unearthly glow through the room. A deep
stillness ensued.
Then--steady and clear and resonant--a single sound echoed through the
air, like a long note played on an exceedingly sweet silver trumpet. It
began softly--swelled to a crescendo--then died delicately away. Güldmar
raised his head--his face was full of rapt and expectant gravity,--his
action, too, was somewhat singular, for he drew the knife from his
girdle and kissed the hilt solemnly, returning it immediately to its
sheath. At the same moment Lovisa uttered a loud cry, and flinging the
coverings from her, strove to rise from her bed. Ulrika held her
firmly,--she struggled feebly yet determinedly, gazing the while with
straining, eager, glassy eyes into the gloom of the opposite corner.
"Darkness--darkness!" she muttered hoarsely,--"and the white faces of
dead things! There--there they lie!--all still, at the foot of the black
chasm--their mouths move without sound--what--what are they saying? I
cannot hear--ask them to speak louder--louder! Ah!" and she uttered a
terrified scream that made the rafters ring. "They move!--they stretch
out their hands--cold, cold hands!--they are drawing me down to
them--down--down--to that darkness! Hold me--hold me! don't let me go to
them--Lord, Lord be merciful to me--let me live--live--" Suddenly she
drew back in deadly horror, gesticulating with her tremulous lean hands
as though it shut away the sight of some loathsome thing unveiled to her
view. "Who is it"--she asked in an awful, shuddering whisper--"who is it
that says there is no hell? _I see it_!" Still retreating backwards,
backwards--the clammy dew of death darkening her affrighted
countenance,--she turned her glazing eyes for the last time on Güldmar.
Her lips twitched into a smile of dreadful mockery.
"May--thy gods--reward thee--Olaf Güldmar--even--as
mine--are--rewarding--_me_!"
And with these words, her head dropped heavily on her breast. Ulrika
laid her back on her pillow, a corpse. The stern, cruel smile froze
slowly on her dead features--gradually she became, as it were, a sort of
ancient cenotaph, carved to resemble old age combined with unrepenting
evil--the straggling white hair that rested on her wrinkled forehead
looking merely like snow fallen on sculptured stone.
"Good Lord, have mercy on her soul!" murmured Ulrika piously, as she
closed the upward staring eyes, and crossed the withered hands.
"Good devil, claim thine own!" said Güldmar, with proudly lifted arm and
quivering, disdainful lips. "Thou foolish woman! Thinkest thou thy Lord
makes place for murderers in His heaven? If so, 'tis well I am not bound
there! Only the just can tread the pathway to Valhalla,--'tis a better
creed!"
Ulrika looked at his superb, erect figure and lofty head, and a
strangely anxious expression flitted across her dull countenance.
"Nay, _bonde_, we do not believe that the Lord accepteth murderers,
without they repent themselves of their backslidings,--but if with
penitence they turn to Him even at the eleventh hour, haply they may be
numbered among the elect."
Güldmar's eyes flashed. "I know not thy creed, woman, nor care to learn
it! But, all the same, thou art deceived in thy vain imaginings. The
Eternal Justice cannot err--call that justice Christ or Odin as thou
wilt. I tell you, the soul of the innocent bird that perishes in the
drifting snow is near and dear to its Creator--but the tainted soul that
had yonder vile body for its tenement, was but a flame of the evil one,
and accursed from the beginning,--it must return to him from whom it
came. A heaven for such as she? Nay--rather the lowest circle of the
furthest and fiercest everlasting fires--and thither do I commend her!
Farewell!"
Rapidly muffling himself up in his wraps, he strode out of the house. He
sprang into his sledge, throwing a generous gratuity to the small
Laplander who had taken charge of it, and who now ventured to inquire--
"Has the good Lovisa left us?"
Güldmar burst into a hard laugh. "_Good_! By my soul! The folks of
Talvig take up murderers for saints and criminals for guides! 'Tis a
wild world! Yes--she has gone--where all such blessed ones
go--to--heaven!" He shook his clenched fist in the air--then hastily
gathering up the reins, prepared to start.
The Lapp, after the manner of his race, was easily frightened, and
cowered back, terrified at the _bonde's_ menacing gesture and fierce
tone,--but quickly bethinking himself of the liberal fee he clutched in
his palm, he volunteered a warning to this kingly old man with the
streaming white hair and beard, and his keen eyes that were already
fixed on the dark sweep of the rough, uneven road winding towards the
Altenfjord.
"There is a storm coming, Jarl Güldmar!" he stammered.
Güldmar turned his head. "Why call me Jarl?" he demanded half angrily.
"'Tis a name I wear not."
He touched the reindeer lightly with his long whip--the sensitive beast
started and sprang forward.
Once more the Lapp exclaimed, with increased excitement and uncouth
gestures--
"Storm is coming!--wide--dark, deep! See how the sky stoops with the
hidden snow!"
He pointed to the north, and there, low on the horizon, was a lurid red
gleam like a smouldering fire, while just above it a greenish blackness
of cloud hung heavy and motionless. Towards the central part of the
heaven two or three stars shone with frosty brightness, and through a
few fleecy ribbons of greyish mist limmered the uncertain promise of a
faint moon.
Güldmar smiled slightly. "Storm coming?" he answered almost gaily. "That
is well! Storm and I are old friends, my lad! Good night!"
Once more he touched his horned steeds, and with a jingle-jangle of
musical bells and a scudding, slippery hissing across the hard snow, the
sledge sped off with fairy-like rapidity, and in a few moments its one
little guiding lantern disappeared in the darkness like a suddenly
extinguished candle.
The Lapp stood pondering and gazing after it, with the _bonde's_ money
in his palm, till the cold began to penetrate even his thick
skin-clothing and his fat little body, well anointed with whale-oil
though it was,--and becoming speedily conscious of this, he scampered
with extraordinary agility, considering the dimensions of his
snow-shoes, into the hut where he had his dwelling, relating to all who
choose to hear, the news of old Lovisa Elsland's death, and the account
of his brief interview with the dreaded but generous pagan.
Ulrika, watching by the corpse of her aged friend, was soon joined by
others bent on sharing her vigil, and the house was presently filled
with woman's religious wailings and prayers for the departed. To all the
curious inquiries that were made concerning the cause of Lovisa's desire
to see the _bonde_ before she died, Ulrika vouchsafed no reply,--and the
villagers, who stood somewhat in awe of her as a woman of singular
godliness and discreet reputation, soon refrained from asking any more
questions. An ambitious young Lutheran preacher came, and, addressing
himself to all assembled, loudly extolled the superhuman virtues of the
dead "Mother of the village," as Lovisa had been called,--amid the
hysterical weeping and moaning of the mourners, he begged them to look
upon her "venerated face" and observe "the smile of God's own peace
engraven there,"--and amid all his eloquence, and the shrieking
excitement of his fanatical hearers, Ulrika alone was silent.
She sat stern and absorbed, with set lips and lowered eyelids at the
head of the bed whereon the corpse was now laid out, grimly rigid,--with
bound-up jaws, and clasped fingers like stiff, dried bones. Her thoughts
dwelt gloomily and intently on Güldmar's words--"The Eternal Justice
cannot err." Eternal Justice! What sentence would Eternal Justice pass
upon the crime of murder?--or attempt to murder? "I am guilty," the
unhappy woman reflected, with a strong shudder chilling her veins,
"guilty even as Lovisa! I tried to kill my child--I thought, I hoped it
was dead! It was not my meaning that it should live. And this Eternal
Justice, may be, will judge the intention more than the crime. O Lord,
Lord! save my soul! Teach me how to escape from the condemning fires of
Thine anger!" Thus she prayed and wrestled with her accusing self in
secret--despair and fear raging in her heart, though not a flicker of
her inward agitation betrayed itself outwardly on her stolid,
expressionless features.
Meanwhile the wind rose to a tearing, thunderous gale, and the night,
already so dark, darkened yet more visibly. Olaf Güldmar, driving
swiftly homewards, caught the first furious gust of the storm that came
rushing onward from the North Cape, and as it swooped sideways against
his light sledge, he was nearly hurled from his seat by the sudden
violence of the shock. He settled himself more firmly, encouraging with
a cheery word the startled reindeer, who stopped short,--stretching out
their necks and sniffing the air, their hairy sides heaving with the
strain of trotting against the blast, and the smoke of their breath
steaming upwards in the frosty air like white vapor. The way lay now
through a narrow defile bordered with tall pines,--and as the terrified
animals, recovering, shook the tinkling bells on their harness, and once
more resumed their journey, the road was comparatively sheltered, and
the wind seemed to sink as suddenly as it rose. There was a hush--an
almost ominous silence.
The sledge glided more slowly between the even lines of upright giant
trees, crowned with icicles and draped in snow,--the _bonde_
involuntarily loosened the reins of his elfin steeds, and again returned
to those painful and solemn musings, from which the stinging blow of the
tempest had for a moment roused him. The proud heart of the old man
ached bitterly. What! All these years had passed, and he, the descendant
of a hundred Vikings, had been cheated of justice! He had seen his
wife,--the treasured darling of his days, suffering,--dying, inch by
inch, year by year, with all her radiant beauty withered,--and he had
never known her destroyer! Her fall from the edge of the chasm had been
deemed by them both an accident, and yet--this wretched Lovisa
Elsland--mad with misplaced, disappointed passion, jealousy, and
revenge,--had lived on to the extreme of life, triumphant and
unsuspected.
"I swear the gods have played me false in this!" he muttered, lifting
his eyes in a sort of fierce appeal to the motionless pinetops stiff
with frost. The mystery of the old hag's hatred of his daughter was now
made clear--she resembled her mother too closely to escape Lovisa's
malice. He remembered the curse she had called down upon the innocent
girl,--how it was she who had untiringly spread abroad the report among
the superstitious people of the place, that Thelma was a witch whose
presence was a blight upon the land,--how she had decoyed her into the
power of Mr. Dyceworthy--all was plain--and, notwithstanding her
deliberate wickedness, she had lived her life without punishment! This
was what made Güldmar's blood burn, and pulses thrill. He could not
understand why the Higher Powers had permitted this error of justice,
and, like many of his daring ancestors, he was ready to fling defiance
in the very face of Odin, and demand--"Why,--O thou drowsy god, nodding
over thy wine-cups,--why didst thou do this thing?"
Utter fearlessness,--bodily and spiritual,--fearlessness of past,
present, or future, life or death,--was Güldmar's creed. The true Norse
warrior spirit was in him--had he been told, on heavenly authority, that
the lowest range of the "Nastrond" or Scandinavian Hell, awaited him, he
would have accepted his fate with unflinching firmness. The
indestructibility of the soul, and the certainty that it must outlive
even centuries of torture, and triumph gloriously in the end, was the
core of the faith he professed. As he glanced upwards, the frozen
tree-tops, till then rigidly erect, swayed slightly from side to side
with a crackling sound--but he paid no heed to this slight warning of a
fresh attack from the combative storm that was gathering together and
renewing its scattered forces. He began to think of his daughter, and
the grave lines on his face relaxed and softened.
"'Tis all fair sailing for the child," he mused. "For that I should be
grateful! The world has been made a soft nest for my bird,--I should not
complain,--my own time is short." His former anger calmed a little--the
brooding irritation of his mind became gradually soothed.
"Rose of my heart!" he whispered, tenderly apostrophizing the memory of
his wife,--that lost jewel of love, whose fair body lay enshrined in the
king's tomb by the Fjord. "Wrongfully done to death as thou wert, and
brief time as we had for loving;--in spite of thy differing creed, I
feel that I shall meet thee soon! Yes--in the world beyond the stars,
they will bring thee to me in Valhalla,--wheresoever thou art, thou wilt
not refuse to come! The gods themselves cannot unfasten the ties of love
between us!"
As he half thought, half uttered, these words, the reindeer again
stopped abruptly, rearing their antlered heads and panting heavily.
Hark! what was that? A clear, far-reaching note of music seemingly
wakened from the waters of the Fjord and rising upwards, upwards, with
bell-like distinctness! Güldmar leaned from his motionless sledge and
listened in awe--it was the same sound he had before heard as he stood
by Lovisa Elsland's death-bed--and was in truth nothing but a strong
current of wind blowing through the arched and honeycombed rocks by the
sea, towards the higher land,--creating the same effect as though one
should breathe forcibly through a pipe-like instrument of dried and
hollow reeds,--and being rendered more resonant by the intense cold, it
bore a striking similarity to the full blast of a war-trumpet. For the
worshipper of Odin, it had a significant and supernatural meaning,--and
he repeated his former action--that of drawing the knife from his girdle
and kissing the hilt. "If Death is near me," he said in a loud voice, "I
bid it welcome! The gods know that I am ready!"
He waited as though expecting some answer--but there was a brief,
absolute silence. Then, with a wild shriek and riotous uproar, the
circling tempest,--before uncertain and vacillating in its
wrath,--pounced, eagle-like, downward and grasped the mountains in its
talons,--the strong pines rocked backwards and forwards as though bent
by Herculean hands, crashing their frosted branches madly together:--the
massive clouds in the sky opened and let fall their burden of snow. Down
came the large fleecy flakes, twisting dizzily round and round in a
white waltz to the whirl of the wind--faster--faster--heavier and
thicker, till there seemed no clear space in the air. Güldmar urged on
the reindeer, more anxious for their safety than his own--the poor
beasts were fatigued, and the blinding snow confused them, but they
struggled on patiently, encouraged by their master's voice and the
consciousness that they were nearing home. The storm increased in
fury--and a fierce gust of frozen sleet struck the sledge like a strong
hammer-stroke as it advanced through the rapidly deepening
snow-drifts--its guiding lantern was extinguished. Güldmar did not stop
to relight it--he knew he was approaching his farm, and he trusted to
the instinct and sagacity of his steeds.
There was indeed but a short distance to go,--the narrow wooded defile
opened out on two roads, one leading direct to Bosekop--the other, steep
and tortuous, winding down to the shore of the Fjord--this latter passed
the _bonde's_ gate. Once out of the shadow of the pines, the way would
be more distinctly seen,--the very reindeer seemed to be conscious of
this, for they trotted more steadily, shaking their bells in even and
rhythmical measure. As they neared the end of the long dark vista, a
sudden bright blue glare quivered and sprang wave-like across the
snow--a fantastic storm-aurora that flashed and played among the
feathery falling flakes of white till they looked like knots and
closters of sparkling jewels. The extreme point of the close defile was
reached at last, and here the landscape opened up wide, rocky and
desolate--a weird picture,--with the heavy clouds above repeatedly
stabbed through and through by the needle-pointed beams of the aurora
borealis,--and the blank whiteness of the ground below. Just as the
heads of the reindeer were turned into the homeward road, half of the
aurora suddenly faded, leaving the other half still beating out its
azure brilliance against the horizon. At the same instant, with abrupt
swiftness, a dark shadow,--so dark as to seem almost palpable,--descended
and fell directly in front of the advancing sledge--a sort of mist that
appeared to block the way.
Güldmar leaned forward and gazed with eager, straining eyes into that
drooping gloom--a shadow?--a mere vapor, with the Northern Lights
glimmering through its murky folds? Ah no--no! For him it was something
very different,--a heavenly phantasm, beautiful and grand, with solemn
meaning! He saw a Maiden, majestically tall, of earnest visage and
imperial mien,--her long black hair streamed loose upon the wind--in one
hand she held a shining shield--in the other a lifted spear! On her
white brow rested a glittering helmet,--her bosom heaved beneath a
corslet of pale gold--she fixed her divine, dark eyes full upon his face
and smiled! With a cry of wonder and ecstacy the old man fell back in
his sledge,--the reins dropped from his hands,--"The _Valkyrie_! the
_Valkyrie_!" he exclaimed.
A mere breathing space, and the shadow vanished,--the aurora came out
again in unbroken splendor--and the reindeer, feeling no restraint upon
them, and terrified by something in the air, or the ceaseless glitter,
of the lights in the sky, started off precipitately at full gallop. The
long reins trailed loosely over their backs, lashing their sides as they
ran--Güldmar, recovering from his momentary awe and bewilderment, strove
to seize them, but in vain. He called, he shouted,--the frightened
animals were utterly beyond control, and dashed madly down the steep
road, swinging the sledge from side to side, and entangling themselves
more and more with the loose reins, till, irritated beyond endurance,
confused and blinded by the flash of the aurora and the dizzy whirl of
the swiftly falling snow, they made straight for a steep bank,--and
before the _bonde_ had time to realize the situation and jump from the
sledge--crash! down they went with a discordant jangle of bells, their
hoofs splitting a thin, sharp shelf of ice as they leaped
forward,--dragging the light vehicle after them, and twisting it over
and over till it was a mere wreck,--and throwing out its occupant head
foremost against a jagged stone.
Then more scared than ever, they strove to clamber out of the gully into
which they had recklessly sprung, but, foiled in these attempts, they
kicked, plunged, and reared,--trampling heedlessly over the human form
lying helpless among the shattered fragments of the sledge,--till tired
out at last, they stood motionless, panting with terror. Their antlered
heads cast fantastic patterns on the snow in the varying rose and azure
radiance that rippled from the waving ribbons of the aurora,--and close
to them, his slowly trickling life-blood staining the white ground,--his
hair and beard glittering in the light like frosted silver,--his eyes
fast closed as though he slept,--lay Olaf Güldmar unconscious--dying.
The spear of the Valkyrie had fallen!
CHAPTER XXXII.
"Bury me not when I am dead--
Lay me not down in a dusty bed;
I could not bear the life down there,
With the wet worms crawling about my hair!"
ERIC MACKAY.
Long hours passed, and the next day dawned, if the dim twilight that
glimmered faintly across the Altenfjord could be called a dawn. The
snow-fall had ceased,--the wind had sunk--there was a frost-bound,
monotonous calm. The picturesque dwelling of the _bonde_ was white in
every part, and fringed with long icicles,--icicles drooped from its
sheltering porch and gabled windows--the deserted dove-cote on the roof
was a miniature ice-palace, curiously festooned with thin threads and
crested pinnacles of frozen snow. Within the house there was
silence,--the silence of approaching desolation. In the room where
Thelma used to sit and spin, a blazing fire of pine sparkled on the
walls, casting ruddy outward flashes through the frost-covered
lattice-windows,--and here, towards the obscure noon, Olaf Güldmar awoke
from his long trance of insensibility. He found himself at home,
stretched on his own bed, and looked about him vacantly. In the earnest
and watchful countenance that bent above his pillow, he slowly
recognized his friend, companion, and servant, Valdemar Svensen, and
though returning consciousness brought with it throbs of agonizing pain,
he strove to smile, and feebly stretched out his hand. Valdemar grasped
it--kissed it--and in spite of his efforts to restrain his emotion, a
sigh, that was almost a groan, escaped him. The _bonde_ smiled
again,--then lay quiet for a few moments as though endeavoring to
collect his thought. Presently he spoke--his voice was faint yet
distinct.
"What has happened, Valdemar?" he asked. "How is it that the strength
has departed from me?"
Svensen dropped on his knees by the bedside. "An accident, my Lord
Olaf," he began falteringly.
Güldmar's eyes suddenly lightened. "Ah, I remember!" he said. "The rush
down the valley--I remember all!" He paused, then added gently, "And so
the end has come, Valdemar!"
Svensen uttered a passionate exclamation of distress.
"Let not my lord say so!" he murmured appealingly, with the air of a
subject entreating favor from a king. "Or, if it must be, let me also
travel with thee wherever thou goest!"
Olaf Güldmar's gaze rested on him with a musing tenderness.
"'Tis a far journey," he said simply. "And thou art not summoned." He
raised his arm to test its force--for one second it was uplifted,--then
it fell powerless at his side. "I am conquered!" he went on with a
cheerful air. "The fight is over, Valdemar! Surely I have had a long
battle, and the time for rest and reward is welcome." He was silent for
a little, then continued, "Tell me--how--where didst thou find me? It
seems I had a dream, strange, and glorious--then came a rushing sound of
wheels and clanging bells,--and after that, a long deep silence."
Speaking in low tones, Valdemar briefly related the events of the past
night. How he had heard the reindeer's gallop down the road, and the
quick jangling of the bells on their harness, and had concluded that the
_bonde_ was returning home at extraordinary speed--how these sounds had
suddenly and unaccountably ceased,--how, after waiting for some time,
and hearing nothing more, he had become greatly alarmed, and, taking a
pine-torch, had gone out to see what had occurred,--how he had found the
reindeer standing by the broken sledge in the gully, and how, after some
search, he had finally discovered his master, lying half-covered by the
snow, and grievously injured. How he had lifted him and carried him into
the house, . . .
"By my soul!" interrupted the _bonde_ cheerfully, "thou must have found
me no light weight, Valdemar! See what a good thing it is to be a
man--with iron muscles, and strong limbs, and hardy nerve! By the Hammer
of Thor! the glorious gift of strong manhood is never half appreciated!
As for me--I am a man no longer!"
He sighed a little, and, passing his sinewy hand across his brow, lay
back exhausted. He was racked by bodily torture, but,--unflinching old
hero as he was,--gave no sign of the agonizing pain he suffered.
Valdemar Svensen had risen from his knees, and now stood gazing at him
with yearning, miserable eyes, his brown, weather-beaten visage heavily
marked with lines of grief and despair. He knew that he was utterly
powerless--that nothing could save the noble life that was ebbing slowly
away before him. His long and varied experience as a sailor, pilot, and
traveller in many countries had given him some useful knowledge of
medicine and surgery, and if anything was possible to be done, he could
do it. But in this case no medical skill would have been availing--the
old man's ribs were crushed in and his spine injured,--his death was a
question of but a few hours at the utmost, if so long.
"Olaf the King!" muttered the _bonde_ presently, "True! They make no
mistakes yonder,--they know each warrior by name and rank--'tis only in
this world we are subject to error. This world! By the gods! . . . 'tis
but a puff of thistle-down--or a light mist floating from the sunset to
the sea!"
He made a vigorous attempt to raise himself from his pillow--though the
excruciating anguish caused by his movement, made him wince a little and
grow paler.
"Wine, Valdemar! Fill the horn cup to the brim and bring it to me--I
must have strength to speak--before I depart--on the last great
journey."
Obediently and in haste, Svensen filled the cup he asked for with old
Lacrima Christi, of which there was always a supply in this far Northern
abode, and gave it to him, watching him with a sort of superstitious
reverence as he drained off its contents and returned it empty.
"Ah! That warms this freezing blood of mine," he said, the lustre
flashing back into his eyes. "'Twill find fresh force to flow a brief
while longer. Valdemar--I have little time to spend with thee--I feel
death _here_"--and he slightly touched his chest--"cold--cold and heavy.
'Tis nothing--a passing, chilly touch that sweeps away the world! But
the warmth of a new, strong life awaits me--a life of never-ending
triumph! The doors of Valhalla stand wide open--I heard the trumpet-call
last night--I saw the dark-haired Valkyrie! All is well--and my soul is
full of rejoicing. Valdemar--there is but one thing now thou hast to do
for me,--the one great service thou hast sworn to render. _Fulfill thine
oath!_"
Valdemar's brown cheek blanched,--his lips quivered,--he flung up his
hands in wild appeal. The picturesque flow of his native speech gained
new fervor and eloquence as he spoke.
"Not yet--not yet, my lord!" he cried passionately. "Wait but a
little--there is time. Think for one moment--think! Would it not be well
for my lord to sleep the last sleep by the side of his beloved
Thelma--the star of the dark mountains--the moonbeam of the night of his
life? Would not peace enwrap him there as with a soft garment, and would
not his rest be lulled by the placid murmur of the sea? For the days of
old time and storm and victory are past--and the dead slumber as stones
in the silent pathways--why would my lord depart in haste as though he
were wrathful, from the land he has loved?--from the vassal who implores
his pardon for pleading against a deed he dares not do!"
"Dares not--dares not!" cried the _bonde_, springing up half-erect from
his couch, in spite of pain, and looking like some enraged old lion with
his tossed, streaming hair and glittering eyes. "Serf as thou art and
coward! Thinkest thou an oath such as thine is but a thread of hair, to
be snapped at thy pleasure? Wilt thou brave the wrath of the gods and
the teeth of the Wolf of Nastrond? As surely as the seven stars shine on
the white brow of Thor, evil shall be upon thee if thou refusest to
perform the vow thou hast sworn! And shall a slave have strength to
resist the dying curse of a King?"
The pride, the supreme authority,--the magnified strength of command
that flushed the old man's features, were extraordinary and almost
terrible in their impressive grandeur. If he indeed believed himself by
blood a king and a descendant of kings,--he could not have shown a more
forcible display of personal sovereignty. The effect of his manner on
Valdemar was instantaneous,--the superstitious fears of that bronzed
sea-wanderer were easily aroused. His head drooped--he stretched out his
hands imploringly.
"Let not my lord curse his servant," he faltered. "It was but a tremor
of the heart that caused my tongue to speak foolishly. I am ready--I
have sworn--the oath shall be kept to its utmost end!"
Olaf Güldmar's threatening countenance relaxed, and he fell back on his
pillows.
"It is well!" he said feebly and somewhat indistinctly. "Thy want of
will maddened me--I spoke and lived in times that are no more--days of
battle--and--glory--that are gone--from men--for ever. More wine,
Valdemar!--I must keep a grip on this slippery life--and yet--I
wander--wander into the--night--"
His voice ceased, and he sank into a swoon--a swoon that was like death.
His breathing was scarcely perceptible, and Svensen, alarmed at his
appearance, forced some drops of wine between his set lips, and chafed
his cold hands with anxious solicitude. Slowly and very gradually he
recovered consciousness and intelligence, and presently asked for a
pencil and paper to write a few farewell words to his daughter. In the
grief and bewilderment of the time, Valdemar entirely forgot to tell him
that a letter from Thelma had arrived for him on the previous afternoon
while he was away at Talvig,--and was even now on the shelf above the
chimney, awaiting perusal. Güldmar, ignorant of this, began to write
slowly and with firmness, disregarding his rapidly sinking strength.
Scarcely had he begun the letter, however, than he looked up meaningly
at Svensen, who stood waiting beside him.
"The time grows very short," he said imperatively. "Prepare everything
quickly--go! Fear not--I shall live to see thee return--and to bless
thee for thy faithful service."
As he uttered these words he smiled;--and with one wistful, yearning
look at him, Valdemar obediently and instantly departed. He left the
house, carrying with him a huge pile of dry brushwood, and with the air
of a man strung up to prompt action, rapidly descended the sloping path,
thick with hardened snow, that led downwards to the Fjord. On reaching
the shore, he looked anxiously about him. There was nothing in sight but
the distant, twinkling lights of Bosekop--the Fjord itself was like a
black pool,--so still that even the faintest murmur of its rippling
against the _bonde's_ own private pier could be heard,--the tide was
full up.
Out of the reach of the encroaching waters, high and dry on the beach,
was Güldmar's brig, the _Valkyrie_, transformed by the fingers of the
frost into a white ship, fantastically draped with threads of frozen
snow and pendent icicles. She was placed on a descending plank, to which
she was attached by a chain and rope pulley,--so that at any time of the
weather or tide she could be moved glidingly downwards into deep
water--and this was what Valdemar occupied himself in doing. It was a
hard task. The chains were stiff with the frost,--but, after some
patient and arduous striving, they yielded to his efforts, and, with
slow clank and much creaking complaint, the vessel slid reluctantly down
and plunged forward, afloat at last. Holding her ropes, Valdemar sprang
to the extreme edge of the pier and fastened her there, and then getting
on board, he untied and began to hoist the sails. This was a matter of
the greatest difficulty, but it was gradually and successfully
accomplished; and a strange sight the _Valkyrie_ then presented, resting
nearly motionless on the black Fjord,--her stretched and frosted canvas
looking like sheeted pearl fringed with silver,--her masts white with
encrusted snow, and topped with pointed icicles. Leaving her for a
moment, Valdemar quickly returned, carrying the pile of dry brushwood he
had brought,--he descended with this into the hold of the ship, and
returned without it. Glancing once more nervously about him, he jumped
from the deck to the pier--thence to the shore--and as he did so a long
dark wave rolled up and broke at his feet. The capricious wind had
suddenly arisen,--and a moaning whisper coming from the adjacent hills
gave warning of another storm.
Valdemar hurriedly retraced his steps back to the house,--his work with
the _Valkyrie_ had occupied him more than an hour--the _bonde_, his
friend and master, might have died during his absence! There was a cold
sickness at his heart--his feet seemed heavy as lead, and scarcely able
to carry him along quickly enough--to his credulous and visionary mind,
the hovering shadow of death seemed everywhere,--in every crackling twig
he brushed against,--in every sough of the wakening gale that rustled
among the bare pines. To his intense relief he found Güldmar lying
calmly back among his pillows,--his eyes well open and clear, and an
expression of perfect peace upon his features. He smiled as he saw his
servant enter.
"All is in readiness?" he asked.
Valdemar bent his head in silent assent.
The _bonde's_ face lightened with extraordinary rapture.
"I thank thee, old friend!" he said in low but glad accents. "Thou
knowest I could not be at peace in any other grave. I have suffered in
thine absence,--the sufferings of the body that, being yet strong in
spite of age, is reluctant to take leave of life. But it is past! I am
as one numbed with everlasting frost,--and now I feel no pain. And my
mind is like a bird that poises for a while over past and present, ere
soaring into the far future. There are things I must yet say to thee,
Valdemar,--give me thy close hearing, for my voice is weak."
Svensen drew closer, and stood in the humble attitude of one who waits a
command from some supreme chief.
"This letter," went on the old man, giving him a folded paper, "is to
the child of my heart, my Thelma. Send it to her--when--I am gone. It
will not grieve her, I hope--for, as far as I could find words, I have
expressed therein nothing but joy--the joy of a prisoner set free. Tell
her, that with all the strength of my perishing body and escaping soul,
I blessed her! . . . her and the husband in whose arms she rests in
safety." He raised his trembling hands solemnly--"The gods of my fathers
and their attendant spirits have her young life in their glorious
keeping!--the joy of love and purity and peace be on her innocent head
for ever!"
He paused,--the wind wailed mournfully round the house and shook the
lattice with a sort of stealthy clatter, like a forlorn wanderer
striving to creep in to warmth and shelter.
"Here, Valdemar," continued the _bonde_ presently, in fainter accents,
at the same time handing him another paper. "Here are some scrawled
lines--they are plainly set forth and signed--which make thee master of
this poor place and all that it contains."
A low, choked sob broke from Valdemar's broad breast--he covered his
face with his hands.
"Of what avail?" he murmured brokenly. "When my lord departs, I am alone
and friendless!"
The _bonde_ regarded him with kindly pity.
"Tears from the stout heart?" he inquired with a sort of grave wonder.
"Weep for life, Valdemar--not for death! Alone and friendless? Not while
the gods are in heaven! Cheer thee--thou art strong and in vigorous
pride of manhood--why should not bright days come for thee--" He broke
off with a gasp--a sudden access of pain convulsed him and rendered his
breathing difficult. By sheer force of will he mastered the cruel agony,
though great drops of sweat stood on his brow when he at last found
voice to continue--
"I thought all suffering was past," he said with a heroic smile. "This
foolish flesh and blood of mine dies hard! But, as I was saying to thee,
Valdemar--the farm is thine, and all it holds--save some few trifles I
have set down to be given to my child. There is little worth in what I
leave thee--the soil--is hard and ungrateful--the harvest uncertain, and
the cattle few. Even the reindeer--didst thou say they were injured by
their fall last night?--I--I forget, . . ."
"No harm has come to them," said Svensen hastily, seeing that the very
effort of thinking was becoming too much for the old man. "They are safe
and unhurt. Trouble not about these things!"
A strange, unearthly radiance transfigured Güldmar's visage.
"Trouble is departing swiftly from me," he murmured.
"Trouble and I shall know each other no more!" His voice died away
inarticulately, and he was silent a little space. Suddenly, and with a
rush of vigor--that seemed superhuman, he raised himself nearly erect,
and pointed outwards with a commanding gesture.
"Bear me hence!" he cried in ringing tones. "Hence to the mountains and
the sea!"
With a sort of mechanical, swift obedience, Valdemar threw open the
door--the wind rushed coldly into the house, bringing with it large
feathery flakes of snow. A hand sledge stood outside the porch,--it was
always there during the winter, being much used for visiting the
outlying grounds of the farm,--and to this, Valdemar prepared to carry
the _bonde_ in his herculean arms. But, on being lifted from his couch,
the old man, filled with strange, almost delirious force, declared
himself able to stand,--and, though suffering deadly anguish at every
step, did in truth manage to reach and enter the sledge, strongly
supported by Valdemar. There, however, he fainted--and his faithful
servant, covering his insensible form with, furs, thought he was dead.
But there was now no time for hesitation,--dead or living, Olaf
Güldmar's will was law to his vassal,--an oath had been made and must be
kept. To propel the sledge down to the Fjord was an easy matter--how the
rest of his duty was accomplished he never knew.
He was conscious of staggering blindly onward, weighted with a heavy,
helpless burden,--he felt the slippery pier beneath his feet--the
driving snow and the icy wind on his face,--but he was as one in a
dream, realizing nothing plainly, till with a wild start, he seemed to
awake--and lo! he stood on the glassy deck of the _Valkyrie_ with the
body of his "King" stretched senseless before him! Had he brought him
there? He could not remember what he had done during the past few mad
minutes,--the earth and sky whirled dizzily around him,--he could grasp
nothing tangible in thought or memory. But there, most certainly, Olaf
Güldmar lay,--his pallid face upturned, his hair and beard as white as
the snow that clung to the masts of his vessel--his hand clenched on the
fur garment that enwrapped him as with a robe of royalty.
Dropping on his knees beside him, Valdemar felt his heart--it still
throbbed fitfully and feebly. Watching the intense calm of the grand,
rugged face, this stern, weather-worn sailor--this man of superstitious
and heathen imaginations--gave way to womanish tears--tears that were
the outcome of sincere and passionate grief. His love was of an
exceptional type,--something like that of a faithful dog that refuses to
leave the grave of its master,--he could contemplate death for himself
with absolute indifference,--but not for the _bonde_, whose sturdy
strength and splendid physique had seemed to defy all danger.
As he knelt and wept unrestrainedly, a soft change, a delicate
transparency, swept over the dark bosom of the sky. Pale pink streaks
glittered on the dusky horizon--darts of light began to climb upward
into the clouds, and to plunge downward into the water,--the radiance
spread, and gradually formed into a broad band of deep crimson, which
burned with a fixed and intense glow--topaz-like rays flickered and
streamed about it, as though uncertain what fantastic shape they should
take to best display their brilliancy. This tremulous hesitation of
varying color did not last long; the whole jewel-like mass swept
together, expanding and contracting with extraordinary swiftness for a
few seconds--then, suddenly and clearly defined in the sky, a Kingly
Crown blazed forth--a Crown of perfect shape, its five points distinctly
and separately outlined and flashing as with a million rubies and
diamonds. The red lustre warmly tinged the pale features of the dying
man, and startled Valdemar, who sprang to his feet and gazed at that
mystic aureola with a cry of wonder. At the same moment Olaf Güldmar
stirred, and began to speak drowsily without opening his eyes.
"Dawn on the sea!" he murmured--"The white waves gleam and sparkle
beneath the prow, and the ship makes swift way through the water! It is
dawn in my heart--the dawn of love for thee and me, my Thelma--fear not!
The rose of passion is a hardy flower that can bloom in the north as
well as in the south, believe me! Thelma--Thelma!"
He suddenly opened his eyes, and realizing his surroundings, raised
himself half-erect.
"Set sail!" he cried, pointing with a majestic motion of his arm to the
diadem glittering in the sky. "Why do we linger? The wind favors us, and
the tide sweeps forward--forward! See how the lights beckon from the
harbor!"
He bent his brows and looked almost angrily at Svensen. "Do what thou
hast to do!" and his tones were sharp and imperious. "I must press on!"
An expression of terror, pain, and pity passed over the sailor's
countenance--for one instant he hesitated--the next, he descended into
the hold of the vessel. He was absent for a very little space,--but when
he returned his eyes were wild as though he had been engaged in some
dark and criminal deed. Olaf Güldmar was still gazing at the brilliancy
in the heavens, which seemed to increase in size and lustre as the wind
rose higher. Svensen took his hand--it was icy cold, and damp with the
dew of death.
"Let me go with thee!" he implored, in broken accent. "I fear nothing!
Why should I not venture also on the last voyage?"
Güldmar made a faint but decided sign of rejection.
"The Viking sails alone to the grave of his fathers!" he with a serene
and proud smile. "Alone--alone! Neither wife, nor child, nor vassal may
have place with him in his ship--even so have the gods willed it.
Farewell, Valdemar! Loosen the ropes and let me go!--thou servest me
ill--hasten--hasten--I am weary of waiting--"
His head fell back,--that mysterious shadow which darkens the face of
the dying a moment before dissolution, was on him now.
Just then a strange, suffocating odor began to permeate the air--little
wreaths of pale smoke made their slow way through the boards of the
deck--and a fierce gust of wind, blowing seawards from the mountains,
swayed the _Valkyrie_ uneasily to and fro. Slowly, and with evident
reluctance, Svensen commenced the work of detaching her from the
pier--feeling instinctively all the while that his master's dying eyes
were fixed upon him. When but one slender rope remained to be cast off,
he knelt by the old man's side said whispered tremblingly that all was
done. At the same moment a small, stealthy tongue of red flame curled up
through the deck from the hold,--and Güldmar, observing this, smiled.
"I see thou hast redeemed thine oath," he said, gratefully pressing
Svensen's hand. "'Tis the last act of thine allegiance,--may the gods
reward thy faithfulness! Peace be with thee!--we shall meet hereafter.
Already the light shines from the Rainbow Bridge,--there,--there are the
golden peaks of the hills and the stretch of the wide sea! Go,
Valdemar!--delay no longer, for my soul is impatient--it burns, it
struggles to be free! Go!--and--farewell!"
Stricken to the heart, and full of anguish,--yet serf-like in his
submission and resignation to the inevitable,--Svensen kissed his
master's hand for the last time. Then, with a sort of fierce sobbing
groan, wrung from the very depths of his despairing grief, he turned
resolutely away, and sprang off the vessel. Standing at the extreme edge
of the pier, he let slip the last rope that bound her,--her sails filled
and bulged outward,--her cordage creaked, she shuddered on the
water--lurched a little--then paused.
In that brief moment a loud triumphant cry rang through the air. Olaf
Güldmar leaped upright on the deck as though lifted by some invisible
hand, and confronted his terrified servants, who gazed at him in
fascinated amazement and awe. His white hair gleamed like spun
silver--his face was transfigured, and wore a strange, rapt look of pale
yet splendid majesty--the dark furs that clung about him trailed in
regal folds to his feet.
"Hark!" he cried, and his voice vibrated with deep and mellow clearness.
"Hark to the thunder of the galloping hoofs!--see--see the glitter of
the shield and spear! She comes-ah! Thelma! Thelma!" He raised his arms
as though in ecstacy. "Glory!--joy!--Victory!"
And, like a noble tree struck down by lightning, he fell--dead!
Even as he fell, the _Valkyrie_ plunged forward, driven forcibly by a
swooping gust of wind, and scudded out to the Fjord like a wild bird
flying before a tempest,--and, while she thus fled, a sheet of flame
burst through her sides and blazed upwards, mingling a lurid, smoky glow
with the clear crimson radiance of the still brilliant and crown-like
aurora. Following the current, she made swift way across the dark water
in the direction of the island of Seiland, and presently became a
wondrous Ship of Fire! Fire flashed from her masts--fire folded up her
spars and sails in a devouring embrace,--fire, that leaped and played
and sent forth a million showering sparks hissingly into the waves
beneath.
With beating heart and straining eyes, Valdemar Svensen crouched on the
pier-head, watching, in mute agony, the burning vessel. He had fulfilled
his oath!--that strange vow that had so sternly bound him,--a vow that
was the outcome of his peculiar traditions and pagan creed.
Long ago, in the days of his youth,--full of enthusiasm for the worship
of Odin and the past splendors of the race of the great Norse
warriors,--he had chosen to recognize in Olaf Güldmar a true descendant
of kings, who was by blood and birth, though not in power, himself a
king,--and tracing his legendary history back to old and half-forgotten
sources, he had proved, satisfactorily, to his own mind, that he,
Svensen, must lawfully, and according to old feudal system, be this
king's serf or vassal. And, growing more and more convinced of this in
his dreamy and imaginative mind,--he had sworn a sort of mystic
friendship and allegiance, which Güldmar had accepted, imposing on him,
however, only one absolute command. This was that he should be given the
"crimson shroud" and sea-tomb of his war-like ancestors,--for the idea
that his body might be touched by strange hands, shut in a close coffin,
and laid in the earth to moulder away to wormy corruption,--had been the
one fantastic dread of the sturdy old pagan's life. And he had taken
advantage of Svensen's devotion and obedience to impress on him the
paramount importance of his solitary behest.
"Let no hypocritical prayers be chanted over my dumb corpse," he had
said. "My blood would ooze from me at every pore were I touched by the
fingers of a Lutheran! Save this goodly body that has served me so well
from the inferior dust,--let the bright fire wither it, and the glad sea
drown it,--and my soul, beholding its end afar off, shall rejoice and be
satisfied. Swear by the wrath and thunder of the gods!--swear by the
unflinching Hammer of Thor,--swear by the gates of Valhalla, and in the
name of Odin!--and having sworn, the curse of all these be upon thee if
thou fail to keep thy vow!"
And Valdemar had sworn. Now that the oath was kept--now that his
promised obedience had been carried out to the extremest letter, he was
as one stupefied. Shivering, yet regardless of the snow that began to
fall thickly, he kept his post, staring, staring in drear fascination
across the Fjord, where the _Valkyrie_ drifted, now a mass of flame
blown fiercely by the wind, and gleaming red through the flaky
snow-storm.
The aurora borealis faded by gradual degrees, and the flaming ship was
more than ever distinctly visible. She was seen from the shore of
Bosekop, by a group of the inhabitants, who, rubbing their dull eyes,
could not decide whether what they beheld was fire, or a new phase of
the capricious, ever-changing Northern Lights,--the rapidly descending
snow rendering their vision bewildered and uncertain. Any way, they
thought very little about it,--they had had excitement of another kind
in the arrival of Ulrika from Talvig, bringing accounts of the godly
Lovisa Elsland's death.
Moreover, an English steam cargo-boat, bound for the North Cape, had,
just an hour previously, touched at their harbor, to land a
passenger,--a mysterious woman closely veiled, who immediately on
arrival had hired a sledge, and had bidden the driver to take her to the
house of Olaf Güldmar, an eight miles journey through the drifted snow.
All this was intensely interesting to the good, stupid, gossiping
fisher-folks of Bosekop,--so much so, indeed, that they scarcely paid
any heed to the spectacle of the fiery ship swaying suggestively on the
heaving water, and drifting rapidly away--away towards the frosted peaks
of Seiland.
Further and further she receded,--the flames around her waving like
banners in a battle--further and further still--till Valdemar Svensen,
from his station on the pier, began to lose sight of her blazing
timbers,--and, starting from his reverie, he ran rapidly from the shore,
up through the garden paths to the farm-house, in order to gain the
summit, and from that point of vantage, watch the last glimmering spark
of the Viking's burial. As he reached the house, he stopped short and
uttered a wild exclamation. There,--under the porch hung with sparkling
icicles,--stood Thelma! . . . Thelma,--her face pale and weary, yet
smiling faintly,--Thelma with the glint of her wondrous gold hair
escaping from under her hat, and glittering on the folds of her dark fur
mantle.
"I have come home, Valdemar!" said the sweet, rich, penetrating voice.
"Where is my father?"
As a man distraught, or in some dreadful dream, Valdemar approached
her--the strangeness of his look and manner filled her with sudden
fear,--he caught her hand and pointed to the dark Fjord--to the spot
where gleamed a lurid waving wreath of flames.
"Fröken Thelma--he is _there_!" he gasped in choked, hoarse tones.
"_there_--where the gods have called him!"
With a faint shriek of terror, Thelma's blue eyes turned toward the
shadowy water,--as she looked, a long up-twisting snake of fire appeared
to leap from the perishing _Valkyrie_,--a snake that twined its
glittering coils rapidly round and round on the wind, and as rapidly
sank--down--down--to one glimmering spark which glowed redly like a
floating lamp for a brief space,--and was then quenched for ever! The
ship had vanished! Thelma needed no explanation,--she knew her father's
creed--she understood all. Breaking loose from Valdemar's grasp, she
rushed a few steps forward with arms outstretched on the bitter, snowy
air.
"Father! father!" she cried aloud and sobbingly. "Wait for me!--it is I
Thelma!--I am coming--Father!"
The white world around her grew black--and, shuddering like a shot bird,
she fell senseless.
Instantly Valdemar raised her from the ground, and holding her tenderly
and reverently in his strong arms, carried her, as though she were a
child, into the house . . . clouds darkened--the snow-storm
thickened--the mountain-peaks, stern giants, frowned through their
sleety veils at the arctic desolation of the land below them,--and over
the charred and sunken corpse of the departed servant of Odin, sounded
the solemn De Profundis of the sea.
CHAPTER XXXIII.
"The body is the storm;
The soul the star beyond it, in the deep
Of Nature's calm. And, yonder, on the steep,
The Sun of Faith, quiescent, round, and warm!"
Late on that same night, the pious Ulrika was engaged in prayer. Prayer
with her was a sort of fanatical wrestling of the body as well as of the
soul,--she was never contented unless by means of groans and contortions
she could manage to work up by degrees into a condition of hysteria
resembling a mild epileptic attack, in which state alone she considered
herself worthy to approach the Deity. On this occasion she had some
difficulty to attain the desired result--her soul, as she herself
expressed it, was "dry"--and her thoughts wandered,--though she pinched
her neck and arms with the hard resoluteness of a sworn flagellant, and
groaned, "Lord, have mercy on me a sinner!" with indefatigable
earnestness. She was considerably startled in the midst of these
energetic devotions by a sudden jangling of sledge--bells, and aloud
knocking--a knocking which threatened to break down the door of the
small and humble house she inhabited. Hastily donning the coarse gown
and bodice she had recently taken off in order to administer
chastisement to her own flesh more thoroughly, she unfastened her bolts
and bars, and, lifting the latch, was confronted by Valdemar Svensen,
who, nearly breathless with swift driving through the snow-storm, cried
out in quick gasps--
"Come with me--come! She is dying!"
"God help the man!" exclaimed Ulrika startled. "Who is dying?"
"She--the Fröken Thelma--Lady Errington--she is all alone up there," and
he pointed distractedly in the direction from whence he had come. "I can
get no one in Bosekop,--the women are cowards all,--all afraid to go
near her," and he wrung his hands in passionate distress.
Ulrika pulled a thick shawl from the nail where it hung and wrapped it
round her.
"I am ready," she said, and without more delay, stepped into the waiting
sledge, while Valdemar, with an exclamation of gratitude and relief,
took his place beside her. "But how is it?" she asked, as the reindeer
started off at full speed, "how is it that the _bonde's_ daughter is
again at the Altenfjord?"
"I know not!" answered Svensen despairingly. "I would have given my life
not to have told her of her father's death."
"Death!" cried Ulrika. "Olaf Güldmar _dead_! Impossible! Only last night
I saw him in the pride of his strength,--and thought I never had beheld
so goodly a man. Lord, Lord! That he should be _dead_!"
In a few words Svensen related all that had happened, with the exception
of the fire-burial in the Fjord.
But Ulrika immediately asked, "Is his body still in the house?"
Svensen looked at her darkly. "Hast thou never heard Ulrika," he said
solemnly, "that the bodies of men who follow Olaf Güldmar's creed,
disappear as soon as the life departs from them? It is a
mystery--strange and terrible! But this is true--my master's
sailing-ship has gone, and his body with it--and I know not where!"
Ulrika surveyed him steadily with a slow, incredulous smile. After a
pause, she said--
"Fidelity in a servant is good, Valdemar Svensen! I know you well--I
also know that a pagan shrinks from Christian burial. Enough said--I
will ask no more--but if Olaf Güldmar's ship's has gone, and he with
it,--I warn you, the village will wonder."
"I cannot help it," said Svensen with cold brevity. "I have spoken
truth--he has gone! I saw him die--and then vanish. Believe it or not as
you will, I care not!"
And he drove on in silence. Ulrika was silent too.
She had known Valdemar Svensen for many years--he was a man universally
liked and respected at all the harbors and different fishing-stations of
Norway, and his life was an open book to everybody, with the exception
of one page, which was turned down and sealed,--this was the question of
his religious belief. No one knew what form of faith he followed,--it
was only when he went to live with the _bonde_, after Thelma's
marriage,--that the nature of his creed was dimly suspected. But Ulrika
had no dislike for him on this account,--her opinions had changed very
much during the past few months. As devout a Lutheran as ever, she began
to entertain a little more of the true spirit of Christianity--that
spirit of gentle and patient tolerance which, full of forbearance
towards all humanity, is willing to admit the possibility of a little
good in everything, even in the blind tenets of a heathen creed. Part of
this alteration in her was due to the gratitude she secretly felt
towards the Güldmar family, for having saved from destruction,--albeit
unconscious of his parentage,--Sigurd, the child she had attempted to
murder. The hideous malevolence of Lovisa Elsland's nature had shown her
that there _may_ be bad Lutherans,--the invariable tenderness displayed
by the Güldmars for her unrecognized, helpless and distraught son,--had
proved to her that there _may_ be good heathens. Hearing thus suddenly
of the _bonde's_ death, she was strangely affected--she could almost
have wept. She felt perfectly convinced that Svensen had made away with
his master's body by some mysterious rite connected with pagan
belief,--she knew that Güldmar himself, according to rumor, had buried
his own wife in some unknown spot, with strange and weird ceremonials,
but she was inclined to be tolerant,--and glancing at Svensen's grave,
pained face from time to time as she sat beside him in the sledge, she
resolved to ask him no more questions on the subject, but to accept and
support, if necessary, the theory he had so emphatically set
forth,--namely, the mystical evanishment of the corpse by some
supernatural agency.
As they neared their destination, she began to think of Thelma, the
beautiful, proud girl whom she remembered best as standing on a little
green-tufted hillock with a cluster of pansies in her hand, and
Sigurd--Sigurd clinging fondly to her white skirts, with a wealth of
passionate devotion in his upturned, melancholy, blue eyes. Ulrika had
seen her but once since then,--and that was on the occasion when, at the
threat of Lovisa Elsland, and the command of the Reverend Mr.
Dyceworthy, she had given her Sir Philip Errington's card, with the
false message written on it that had decoyed her for a time into the
wily minister's power. She felt a thrill of shame as she remembered the
part she had played in that cruel trick,--and reverting once more to the
memory of Sigurd, whose tragic end at the Fall of Njedegorze she had
learned through Valdemar, she resolved to make amends now that she had
the chance, and to do her best for Thelma in her suffering and trouble.
"For who knows," mused Ulrika, "Whether it is not the Lord's hand that
is extended towards me,--and that in the ministering to the wants of her
whom I wronged, and whom my son so greatly loved, I may not thereby
cancel the past sin, and work out my own redemption!"
And her dull eyes brightened with hope, and her heart warmed,--she began
to feel almost humane and sympathetic,--and was so eager to commence her
office of nurse and consoler to Thelma that she jumped out of the sledge
almost before it had stopped at the farm gate. Disregarding Valdemar's
assistance, she clambered sturdily over the drifted heaps of slippery
snow that blocked the deserted pathways, and made for the
house,--Valdemar following her as soon as he had safely fastened up the
sledge, which was not his own, he having in emergency borrowed it from a
neighbor. As they approached, a sound came floating to meet them--a
sound which made them pause and look at each other in surprise and
anxiety. Some one was singing,--a voice full and clear, though with a
strange, uncertain quiver in it, rippled out in wild strains of minor
melody on the snow-laden air. For one moment Ulrika listened doubtedly,
and then without more delay ran hastily forward and entered the house.
Thelma was there,--sitting at the lattice window which she had thrown
wide open to the icy blast,--she had taken off her cloak and hat, and
her hair, unbound, fell about her in a great, glittering tangle of
gold,--her hands were busy manipulating an imaginary spinning-wheel--her
eyes were brilliant as jewels, but full of pain, terror, and pathos. She
smiled a piteous smile as she became hazily conscious that there were
others in the room--but she went on with her song--a mournful, Norwegian
ditty,--till a sudden break in her voice caused her to put her hand to
her throat and look up perplexedly.
"That song pleases you?" she asked softly, "I am very glad! Has Sigurd
come home? He wanders so much, poor boy! Father, dear, you must tell him
how wrong it is not to love Philip. Every one loves Philip--and I--I
love him too, but he must never know that." She paused and sighed. "That
is my secret,--the only one I have!" And she drooped her fair head
forlornly.
Moved by intense pity, such as she had never felt in all her life
before, Ulrika went up and tried to draw her gently from the window.
"Poor thing, poor thing!" she said kindly. "Come away with me, and lie
down! You mustn't sit here,--let me shut the lattice,--it's quite late
at night, and too cold for you, my dear."
"Too cold?" and Thelma eyed her wonderingly. "Why, it is summer-time,
and the sun never sets! The roses are all about the walls--I gave one to
Philip yesterday--a little pale rose with a crimson heart. He wore it,
and seemed glad!"
She passed her hand across her forehead with a troubled air, and watched
Ulrika, who quietly closed the window against the darkness and
desolation of the night. "Are you a friend?" she asked presently in
anxious tones. "I know so many that say they are my friends--but I am
afraid of them all--and I have left them. Do you know why?" and she laid
her hand on Ulrika's rough arm. "Because they tell me my Philip does not
love me any more. They are very cruel to say so, and I think it cannot
be true. I want to tell my father what they say--because he will
know--and if it is true, then I wish to die,--I could not live! Will you
take me to my father?"
The plaintive, pleading gentleness of her voice and look brought more
tears into Ulrika's eyes than had ever been forced there by her
devotional exercises,--and the miserable Valdemar, already
broken-hearted by his master's death, turned away and sobbingly cursed
his gods for this new and undeserved affliction. As the Italian
peasantry fall to abusing their saints in time of trouble, even so will
the few remaining believers in Norse legendary lore, upbraid their
fierce divinities with the most reckless hardihood when things go wrong.
There were times when Valdemar Svensen secretly quailed at the mere
thought of the wrath of Odin,--there were others when he was ready to
pluck the great god by the beard and beat him with the flat of his own
drawn sword. This was his humor at the present moment, as he averted his
gaze from the pitiful sight of his "King's" fair daughter all desolate
and woe-begone, her lovely face pale with anguish,--her sweet wits
wandering, and her whole demeanor that of one who is lost in some dark
forest, and is weary unto death. She studied Ulrika's rough visage
attentively, and presently noticed the tears on her cheeks.
"You are crying!" she said in a tone of grave surprise. "Why? It is
foolish to cry even when the heart aches. I have found that,--no one in
the world ever pities you! But perhaps you do not know the world,--ah!
it is very hard and cold;--all the people hide their feelings, and
pretend to be what they are not. It is difficult to live so,--and I am
tired!"
She rose from her chair, and stood up unsteadily, stretching out her
little cold white hands to Ulrika, who folded them in her own strong
coarse palms. "Yes--I am very tired!" she went on dreamily. "There seems
to be nothing that is true--all is false and unreal--I cannot
understand! But you seem kind,"--here her swaying figure tottered, and
Ulrika drew her more closely to herself--"I think I know you--you came
with me in the train, did you not? Yes--and the little baby smiled and
slept in my arms nearly all the way." A violent shuddering seized her,
and a quiver of agony passed over her face.
"Forgive me," she murmured, "I feel ill--very ill--and cold--but do not
mind--I think--I am--dying!" She could scarcely articulate these last
words--she sank forward, fainting, on Ulrika's breast, and that devout
disciple of Luther, forgetting all her former dread of the "white witch
of the Altenfjord"--only remembered that she held in her arms a helpless
woman with all the sorrows and pangs of womanhood thick upon her,--and
in this act of warm heart-expansion and timely tenderness, it may be
that she cleansed her soiled soul in the sight of the God she
worshipped, and won a look of pardon from the ever-watchful eyes of
Christ.
As far as mundane matters were concerned, she showed herself a woman of
prompt energy and decision. Laying Thelma gently down upon the very
couch her dead father had so lately occupied, she sent the distracted
Valdemar out to gather fresh pine-logs for the fire, and then busied
herself in bringing down Thelma's own little bed from the upper floor,
airing it with methodical care, and making it as warm and cosy as a
bird's-nest. While she was engaged in these preparations, Thelma
regained her consciousness, and began to toss and tumble and talk
deliriously; but with it all she retained the innate gentleness and
patience, and submitted to be undressed, though she began to sob
pleadingly when Ulrika would have removed her husband's miniature from
where it lay pressed against her bosom,--and taking it in her own hand
she kissed and held it fast. One by one, the dainty articles of delicate
apparel she wore were loosened and laid aside, Ulrika wondering at the
embroidered linen and costly lace, the like of which was never seen in
that part of Norway,--but wondering still more at the dazzling skin she
thus unveiled, a skin as exquisitely soft and pure as the satiny cup of
a Nile lily.
Poor Thelma sat resignedly watching her own attire taken from her, and
allowing herself to be wrapped in a comfortable loose garment of white
wadmel, as warm as eider-down, which Ulrika had found in a cupboard
upstairs, and which, indeed, had once belonged to Thelma, she and Britta
having made it together. She examined its texture now with some faint
interest--then she asked plaintively--
"Are you going to bury me? You must put me to sleep with my mother--her
name was Thelma, too. I think it is an unlucky name."
"Why, my dear?" asked Ulrika kindly, as she swept the rich tumbled hair
from the girl's eyes, and began to braid it in one long loose plait, in
order to give her greater ease.
Thelma sighed. "There is an old song that says--" She broke off. "Shall
I sing it to you?" she asked with a wild look.
"No, no," said Ulrika. "Not now. By-and-by!" And she nodded her head
encouragingly. "By-and-by! There'll be plenty of time for singing
presently," and she laid her in bed, tucking her up warmly as though she
were a very little child, and feeling strongly inclined to kiss her.
"Ah, but I should like to tell you, even if I must not sing--" and
Thelma gazed up anxiously from her pillow--"only my head is so heavy,
and full of strange noises--I do not know whether I can remember it."
"Don't try to remember it," and Ulrika stroked the soft cheek, with a
curious yearning sensation of love tugging at her tough heartstrings.
"Try to sleep--that will be better for you!" And she took from the fire
a warm, nourishing drink she had prepared, and gave it to her. She was
surprised at the eagerness with which the poor girl seized it.
"Lord help us, I believe she is light-headed for want of food!" she
thought.
Such indeed was the fact,--Thelma had been several days on her journey
from Hull, and during that time had eaten so little that her strength
had entirely given way. The provisions on board the Black Polly were
extremely limited, and consisted of nothing but dried fish, hard bread,
and weak tea, without milk or sugar,--and in her condition of health,
her system had rebelled against this daily untempting bill of fare.
Ulrika's simple but sustaining beverage seemed more than delicious to
her palate,--she drained it to the last drop, and, as she returned the
cup, a feint color came back to her cheeks and lips.
"Thank you," she said feebly. "You are very good to me! And now I do
quite know what I wished to say. It was long ago--there was a queen,
named Thelma, and some one--a great warrior, loved her and found her
fair. But presently he grew tired of her face--and raised an army
against her, and took her throne by force, and crowned himself king of
all her land. And the song says that Queen Thelma wandered on the
mountains all alone till she died--it was a sad song--but I forget--the
end."
And her voice trailed off into broken murmurs, her eyes closed, and she
slept. Ulrika watched her musingly and tenderly--wondering what secret
trouble weighed on the girl's mind. When Valdemar Svensen presently
looked in, she made him a warning sign--and, hushing his footsteps, he
went away again. She followed him out into the kitchen, where he had
deposited his load of pine-wood, and began to talk to him in low tones.
He listened,--the expression of grief and fear deepened on his
countenance as he heard.
"Will she die?" he asked anxiously.
"Let us hope not," returned Ulrika, "But there is no doubt she is very
ill, and will be worse. What has brought her here, I wonder? Do you
know?"
Valdemar shook his head.
"Where is her husband?" went on Ulrika. "He ought to be here. How could
he have let her make such a journey at such a time! Why did he not come
with her? There must be something wrong!"
Svensen looked, as he felt, completely perplexed and despairing. He
could think of no reason for Thelma's unexpected appearance at the
Altenfjord--he had forgotten all about the letter that had come from her
to her father,--the letter which was still in the house, unopened.
"Well, well! It is very strange!" Ulrika sighed resignedly. "But it is
the Lord's will--and we must do our best for her, that's all." And she
began to enumerate a list of things she wanted from Bosekop for her
patient's sustenance and comfort. "You must fetch all these," she said,
"as soon as the day is fairly advanced." She glanced at the clock--it
was just four in the morning. "And at the same time, you had better call
at the doctor's house."
"He's away," interrupted Valdemar. "Gone to Christiania."
"Very well," said Ulrika composedly. "Then we must do without him.
Doctors are never much use, any way,--maybe the Lord will help me
instead."
And she returned to Thelma, who still slept, though her face was now
feverishly flushed and her breathing hurried and irregular.
The hours of the new day,--day, though seeming night, passed on and it
was verging towards ten o'clock when she woke, raving deliriously. Her
father, Sigurd, Philip, the events of her life in, London, the fatigues
of her journey, were all jumbled fantastically together in her
brain--she talked and sang incessantly, and, like some wild bird
suddenly caged, refused to be quieted. Ulrika was all alone with
her,--Valdemar having gone to execute his commissions in Bosekop,--and
she had enough to do to make her remain in bed. For she became suddenly
possessed by a strong desire to go sailing on the Fjord--and
occasionally it took all Ulrika's strength to hold and keep her from
springing to the window, whose white frosted panes seemed to have some
fatal attraction for her wandering eyes.
She spoke of things strange and new to her attendant's ears--frequently
she pronounced the names of Violet Vere and Lady Winsleigh with an
accent of horror,--then she would talk of George Lorimer and Pierre
Duprèz,--and she would call for Britta often, sometimes
endearingly--sometimes impatiently.
The picture of her home in Warwickshire seemed to haunt her,--she spoke
of its great green trees, its roses, its smooth sloping lawns--then she
would begin to smile and sing again in such a weak, pitiful fashion that
Ulrika,--her stern nature utterly melted at the sight of such innocent
helpless distraction and sorrow,--could do nothing but fold the
suffering creature in her arms, and rock her to and fro soothingly on
her breast, the tears running down her cheeks the while.
And after long hours of bewilderment and anguish, Errington's child, a
boy, was born--dead. With a regretful heart, Ulrika laid out the tiny
corpse,--the withered blossom of a promised new delight, a miniature form
so fair and perfect that it seemed sheer cruelty on the part of nature
to deny it breath and motion. Thelma's mind still wandered--she was
hardly conscious of anything--and Ulrika was almost glad that this was
so. Her anxiety was very great--she could not disguise from herself that
Thelma's life was in danger,--and both she and Valdemar wrote to Sir
Philip Errington, preparing him for the worst, and urging him to come at
once,--little aware that the very night the lifeless child was born, was
the same on which he had started from Hull for Christiansund, after his
enforced waiting for the required steamer. There was nothing more to be
done now, thought Ulrika piously, but to trust in the Lord and hope for
the best. And Valdemar Svensen made with his own hands a tiny coffin for
the body of the little dead boy who was to have brought such pride and
satisfaction to his parents, and one day rowed it across the Fjord to
that secret cave where Thelma's mother lay enshrined in stone. There he
left it, feeling sure he had done well.
Ulrika asked him no questions--she was entirely absorbed in the duties
that devolved upon her, and with an ungrudging devotion strange to see
in her, watched and tended Thelma incessantly, scarcely allowing herself
a minute's space for rest or food. The idea that her present
ministration was to save her soul in the sight of the Lord, had grown
upon her, and was now rooted firmly in her mind--she never gave way to
fatigue or inattention,--every moan, every restless movement of the
suffering girl, obtained her instant and tender solicitude, and when she
prayed now, it was not for herself but for Thelma.
"Spare her, good Lord!" she would implore in the hyperbolical language
she had drawn from her study of the Scriptures--"As the lily among
thorns, so is she among the daughters! Cut her not off root and branch
from the land of the living, for her countenance is comely, and as a
bunch of myrrh which hath a powerful sweetness, even so must she surely
be to the heart of her husband! Stretch forth Thy right hand, O Lord,
and scatter healing, for the gates of death shall not prevail against
Thy power!"
Day after day she poured out petitions such as these, and with the
dogged persistency of a soldier serving Cromwell, believed that they
would be granted,--though day after day Thelma seemed to grow weaker and
weaker. She was still light-headed--her face grew thin and shadowy,--her
hands were almost transparent in their whiteness and delicacy, and her
voice was so faint as to be nearly in-audible. Sometimes Ulrika got
frightened at her appearance, and heartily wished for medical assistance
but this was not to be had. Therefore she was compelled to rely on the
efficacy of one simple remedy,--a herbal drink to allay fever,--the
virtues of which she had been taught in her youth,--this, and the
healing mercies of mother Nature together with the reserved strength of
her own constitution, were the threads on which Thelma's life hung.
Time passed on--and yet there was no news from Sir Philip. One night,
sitting beside her exhausted patient, Ulrika fancied she saw a change on
the wan face--a softer, more, peaceful look than had been there for many
days. Half in fear, half in hope, she watched,--Thelma seemed to
sleep,--but presently her large blue eyes opened with a calm yet
wondering expression in their clear depths. She turned slightly on her
pillows, and smiled faintly.
"Have I been ill?" she asked.
"Yes, my dear," returned Ulrika softly, overjoyed, yet afraid at the
girl's returning intelligence. "Very ill. But you feel better now, don't
you?"
Thelma sighed, and raising her little wasted hand, examined it
curiously. Her wedding and betrothal rings were so loose on her finger
that they would have fallen off had they been held downwards. She seemed
surprised at this, but made no remark. For some time she remained quiet,
steadfastly gazing at Ulrika, and evidently trying to make out who she
was. Presently she spoke again.
"I remember everything now," she said, slowly. "I am at home, at the
Altenfjord--and I know how I came--and also _why_ I came." Here her lips
quivered. "And I shall see my father no more, for he has gone--and I am
all--all alone in the world!" She paused--then added, "Do you think I am
dying? If so, I am very glad!"
"Hush my dear!" said Ulrika. "You mustn't talk in that way. Your husband
is coming presently--" she broke off suddenly, startled at the look of
utter despair in Thelma's eyes.
"You are wrong," she replied wearily. "He will not come--he cannot! He
does not want me any more!"
And two large tears rolled slowly down her pale cheeks. Ulrika wondered,
but forebore to pursue the subject further, fearing to excite or
distress her,--and contented herself for the present with attending to
her patient's bodily needs. She went to the fire, and began to pour out
some nourishing soup, which she always had there in readiness,--and
while she was thus engaged, Thelma's brain cleared more and more,--till
with touching directness, and a new hope flushing her face, she asked
softly and beseechingly for her child. "I forgot!" she said simply and
sweetly. "Of course I am not alone any more. Do give me my baby--I am
much better--nearly well--and I should like to kiss it."
Ulrika stood mute, taken aback by this demand. She dared not tell her
the truth--she feared its effect on the sensitive mind that had so
lately regained its balance. But while she hesitated, Thelma
instinctively guessed all she strove to hide.
"It is dead!" she cried. "Dead!--and I never knew!"
And, burying her golden head in her pillows, she broke into a passion of
convulsive sobbing. Ulrika grew positively desperate at the sound,--what
_was_ she to do? Everything seemed to go against her--she was inclined
to cry herself. She embraced the broken-hearted girl, and tried to
soothe her, but in vain. The long delirium and subsequent
weakness,--combined with the secret trouble on her mind,--had deprived
poor Thelma of all resisting power, and she wept on and on in Ulrika's
arms till nature was exhausted, and she could weep no longer. Then she
lay motionless, with closed eyes, utterly drained in body and spirit,
scarcely breathing, and, save for a shivering moan that now and then
escaped her, she seemed almost insensible. Ulrika watched her with
darkening, meditative brows,--she listened to the rush of the storm-wind
without,--it was past eleven o'clock at night. She began to count on her
fingers--it was the sixteenth day since the birth of the child,--sixteen
days exactly since she had written to Sir Philip Errington, informing
him of his wife's danger--and the danger was not yet past. Thinking over
all that had happened, and the apparent hopelessness of the case, she
suddenly took a strange idea into her head. Retiring to a distant
corner, she dropped on her knees.
"O Lord, God Almighty!" she said in a fierce whisper, "Behold, I have
been Thy servant until now! I have wrestled with Thee in prayer till I
am past all patience! If Thou wilt not hear my petition, why callest
Thou Thyself good? Is it good to crush the already fallen? Is it good to
have no mercy on the sorrowful? Wilt Thou condemn the innocent without
reason? If so, thou art not the Holy One I imagined! Send forth Thy
power now--now, while there is time! Rescue her that is lying under the
shadow of death--for how has she offended Thee that she should die?
Delay no longer, or how shall I put my trust in Thee? Send help speedily
from Thine everlasting habitations--or, behold! I do forsake Thee--and
my soul shall seek elsewhere for Eternal Justice!"
As she finished this extraordinary, half-threatening, and entirely
blasphemous petition, the boisterous gale roared wildly round the house
joining in chorus with the stormy dash of waves upon the coast--a chorus
that seemed to Ulrika's ears like the sound of fiendish and derisive
laughter.
She stood listening,--a trifle scared--yet with a sort of fanatical
defiance written on her face, and she waited in sullen patience
evidently expecting an immediate answer to her outrageous prayer. She
felt somewhat like a demagogue of the people, who boldly menaces an
all-powerful sovereign, even while in dread of instant execution. There
was a sharp patter of sleet on the window,--she glanced nervously at
Thelma, who, perfectly still on her couch, looked more like a white,
recumbent statue than a living woman. The wind shook the doors, and
whistled shrilly through the crevices,--then, as though tired of its own
wrath, surged away in hoarse murmurs over the tops of the creaking pines
towards the Fjord, and there was a short, impressive silence.
Ulrika still waited--almost holding her breath in expectation of some
divine manifestation. The brief stillness grew unbearable.. . . Hush!
What was that! Jingle--jangle--jingle--jangle!--Bells! Sledge bells
tinkling musically and merrily--and approaching swiftly, nearer--nearer!
Now the sharp trotting roofs on the hard snow--then a sudden slackening
of speed--the little metallic chimes rang slower and yet more slowly,
till with a decisive and melodious clash they stopped!
Ulrika's heart beat thickly--her face flushed--she advanced to Thelma's
bedside, hoping, fearing,--she knew not what. There was a tread of firm,
yet hurried, footsteps without--a murmur of subdued voices--a
half-suppressed exclamation of surprise and relief from Valdemar,--and
then the door of the room was hastily thrown open, and a man's tall
figure, draped in what seemed to be a garment of frozen snowflakes,
stood on the threshold. The noise startled Thelma--she opened her
beautiful, tired, blue eyes. Ah! what a divine rapture,--what a dazzling
wonder and joy flashed into them, giving them back their old lustre of
sunlight sparkling on azure sea! She sprang up in her bed and stretched
out her arms.
"Philip!" she cried sobbingly. "Philip! oh my darling! Try--try to love
me again! . . . just a little!--before I die!"
As she spoke she was clasped to his breast,--folded to his heart in that
strong, jealous, passionate embrace with which we who love, would fain
shield our nearest and dearest from even the shadow of evil--his lips
closed on hers,--and in the sacred stillness that followed, Ulrika
slipped from the room, leaving husband and wife alone together.
CHAPTER XXXIV.
"I have led her home, my love, my only friend;
There is none like her, none!
And never yet so warmly ran my blood,
And sweetly on and on,
Calming itself to the long-wished-for end,
Full to the banks, close on the promised good."
TENNYSON.
Britta was in the kitchen, dragging off her snow-wet cloak and fur
mufflers, and crying heartily all the while. The stalwart Svensen stood
looking at her in perplexity, now and then uttering a word of vague
sympathy and consolation, to which she paid not the slightest heed. The
poor girl was tired out, and half-numb with the piercing cold,--the
excitement which had kept her up for days and days, had yielded to the
nervous exhaustion, which was its natural result,--and she kept on
weeping without exactly knowing why she wept. Throughout the long and
fatiguing journey she had maintained unflinching energy and
perseverance,--undaunted by storm, sleet, and darkness, she had driven
steadily over long miles of trackless snow--her instinct had guided her
by the shortest and quickest routes--she seemed to know every station
and village on the way,--she always managed to obtain relays of reindeer
just when they were needed,--in short, Errington would hardly have been
able to reach the Altenfjord without her.
He had never realized to its full extent her strong, indomitable,
devoted character, till he saw her hour after hour seated beside him in
the _pulkha_, her hands tightly gripping the reins of the horned
animals, whose ways she understood and perfectly controlled,--her
bright, bird-like eyes fixed with watchful eagerness on the bewildering
white landscape that opened out incessantly before her. Her common sense
was never at fault--she forgot nothing--and with gentle but respectful
firmness she would insist on Sir Philip's taking proper intervals of
rest and refreshment at the different farms they passed on their road,
though he, eager to press on, chafed and fretted at every little delay.
They were welcomed all along their route with true Norse hospitality,
though the good country-folk who entertained them could not refrain from
astonishment at the idea of their having undertaken such a journey at
such a season, and appeared to doubt the possibility of their reaching
their destination at all. And now that they had reached it in safety,
Britta's strength gave way. Valdemar Svensen had hastily blurted out the
news of the _bonde's_ death even while she and Sir Philip were alighting
from their sledge--and in the same breath had told them of Thelma's
dangerous illness. What wonder, then, that Britta sobbed hysterically,
and refused to be comforted,--what wonder that she turned upon Ulrika as
that personage approached, in a burst of unreasonable anger.
"Oh dear, oh dear!" she cried, "to think that the Fröken should be so
ill--almost dying! and have nobody but _you_ to attend to her!"
This, with a vindictive toss of the brown curls. Ulrika winced at her
words--she was hurt, but she answered gently--
"I have done my best," she said with a sort of grave pathos, "I have
been with her night and day--had she been a daughter of my own blood, I
know not how I could have served her with more tenderness. And, surely,
it has been a sore and anxious time with me also--for I, too, have
learned to love her!"
Her set mouth quivered,--and Britta, seeing her emotion, was ashamed of
her first hasty speech. She made an act of contrition at once by putting
her arms round Ulrika's neck and kissing her--a proceeding which so much
astonished that devout servant of Luther, that her dull eyes filled with
tears.
"Forgive me!" said the impetuous little maiden. "I was very rude and
very unkind! But if you love the Fröken, you will understand how I
feel--how I wish I could have helped to take care of her. And oh! the
_bonde_!"--here she gave way to a fresh burst of tears--"the dear, good,
kind, brave _bonde_! That he should be dead!--oh! it is too cruel--too
dreadful--I can hardly believe it!"
Ulrika patted her consolingly on the shoulder, but said nothing--and
Valdemar sighed. Britta sought for her handkerchief, and dried her
eyes--but, after a minute, began to cry again as recklessly as ever.
"And now"--she gasped--"if the Fröken--dies--I will die too. I will--you
see if I don't! I _w-w-won't_ live--without her!"
And such a big sob broke from her heaving bosom that it threatened to
burst her trimly laced little bodice.
"She will not die," said Ulrika decisively. "I have had my fears--but
the crisis is passed. Do not fret, Britta--there is no longer any
danger. Her husband's love will lift the trouble from her heart--and
strength will return more speedily than it left her."
And turning a little aside on the pretence of throwing more wood on the
fire, she muttered inaudibly, "O Lord, verily thou hast done well to
grant my just demand! Even for this will I remain Thy servant for ever!"
After this parenthesis, she resumed the conversation,--Valdemar Svensen
sitting silently apart,--and related all that had happened since
Thelma's arrival at the Altenfjord. She also gave an account of Lovisa
Elsland's death,--though Britta was not much affected by the loss of her
grandmother.
"Dreadful old thing!" she said with a shudder. "I'm glad I wasn't with
her! I remember how she cursed the Fröken,--perhaps her curse has
brought all the trouble--if so, it's a good thing she's dead, for now
everything will come right again. I used to fancy she had some crime to
confess,--did she say anything wicked when she was dying?"
Ulrika avoided a direct reply to this question. What was the good of
horrifying the girl by telling her that her deceased relative was to all
intents and purposes a murderess? She resolved to let the secret of old
Lovisa's life remain buried with her. Therefore she simply answered--
"Her mind wandered greatly,--it was difficult to hear her last words.
But it should satisfy you, Britta, to know that she passed away in the
fear of the Lord."
Britta gave a little half-dubious, half-scornful smile. She had not the
slightest belief in the sincerity of her late grandmother's religious
principles.
"I don't understand people who are so much _afraid_ of the Lord," she
said. "They must have done something wrong. If you always do your best,
and try to be good, you needn't fear anything. At least, that's my
opinion."
"There is the everlasting burning," began Ulrika solemnly.
"Oh, nonsense!" exclaimed Britta quite impatiently. "I don't believe
it!"
Ulrika started back in wonder and dismay. "You don't believe it!" she
said in awed accents. "Are you also a heathen?"
"I don't know what you mean by a heathen," replied Britta almost gaily.
"But I can't believe that God, who is so good, is going to everlastingly
burn anybody. He couldn't, you know! It would hurt Him so much to see
poor creatures writhing about in flames for ever--we would not be able
to bear it, and I'm quite sure it would make Him miserable even in
heaven. Because He is all Love--He says so,--He couldn't be cruel!"
This frank statement of Britta's views presented such a new form of
doctrine to Ulrika's heavy mind that she was almost appalled by it. God
_couldn't_ burn anybody for ever--He was too good! What a daring idea!
And yet so consoling--so wonderful in the infinite prospect of hope it
offered, that she smiled,--even while she trembled to contemplate it.
Poor soul! She talked of heathens--being herself the worst type of
heathen--namely, a Christian heathen. This sounds incongruous--yet it
may be taken for granted that those who profess to follow Christianity,
and yet make of God, a being malicious, revengeful, and of more evil
attributes than they possess themselves,--are as barbarous, as
unenlightened, as hopelessly sunken in slavish ignorance as the lowest
savage who adores his idols of mud and stone. Britta was quite
unconscious of having said anything out of the common--she was
addressing herself to Svensen.
"Where is the _bonde_ buried, Valdemar?" she asked in a low tone.
He looked at her with a strange, mysterious smile.
"Buried? Do you suppose his body could mix itself with common earth?
No!--he sailed away, Britta--away--yonder!"
And he pointed out through the window to the Fjord now, invisible in the
deep darkness.
Britta stared at him with roundly opened, frightened eyes--her face
paled.
"Sailed away? You must be dreaming! Sailed away! How could he--if he was
dead?"
Valdemar grew suddenly excited. "I tell you, he sailed away!" he
repeated in a low, hoarse whisper. "Where is his ship, the _Valkyrie_?
Try if you can find it anywhere--on sea or land! It has gone, and he has
gone with it--like a king and warrior--to glory, joy, and victory!
Glory--joy--victory!--those were his last words!"
Britta retreated, and caught Ulrika by the arm. "Is he mad?" she asked
fearfully.
Valdemar heard her, and rose from his chair, a pained smile on his face.
"I am not mad, Britta," he said gently. "Do not be afraid! If grief for
my master could have turned my brain, I had been mad ere this,--but I
have all my wits about me, and I have told you the truth." He
paused--then added, in a more ordinary tone, "You will need fresh logs
of pine--I will go and bring them in."
And he went out. Britta gazed after him in speechless wonder.
"What does he mean?" she asked.
"What he says," returned Ulrika composedly. "You, like others, must have
known that Olaf Güldmar's creed was a strange one--his burial has been
strange--that is all!"
And she skillfully turned the conversation, and began to talk of Thelma,
her sorrows and sufferings. Britta was most impatient to see her beloved
"Fröken," and quite grudged Sir Philip the long time he remained alone
with his wife.
"He _might_ call me, if only for a moment," Britta thought plaintively.
"I do so want to look at her dear face again! But men are all alike--as
long as they've got what _they_ want, they never think of anybody else.
Dear me! I wonder how long I shall have to wait!" So she fumed and
fretted, and sat by the kitchen-fire, drinking hot tea and talking to
Ulrika--all the while straining her ears for the least sound or movement
from the adjoining room. But none came--there was the most perfect
silence. At last she could endure it no longer--and, regardless of
Ulrika's remonstrances, she stole on tip-toe to the closed door that
barred her from the sight of her heart's idol, and turning the handle
softly, opened it and looked in. Sir Philip saw her, and made a little
warning sign, though he smiled.
He was sitting by the bedside, and in his arms, nestled against his
shoulder, Thelma rested. She was fast asleep. The lines of pain had
disappeared from her sweet face--a smile was on her lips--her breath
came and went with peaceful regularity,--and the delicate hue of a pale
rose flushed her cheeks. Britta stood gazing on this fair sight till her
affectionate little heart overflowed, and the ready tears dropped like
diamonds from her curly lashes.
"Oh, my dear--my dear!" she whispered in a sort of rapture when there
was a gentle movement,--and two star-like eyes opened like blue flowers
outspreading to the sun.
"Is that you, Britta?" asked a tender, wondering voice--and with a
smothered cry of ecstacy, Britta sprang to seize the outstretched hand
of her beloved Fröken, and cover it with kisses. And while Thelma
laughed with pleasure to see her, and stroked her hair. Sir Philip
described their long drive through the snow, and so warmly praised
Britta's patience, endurance, and constant cheerfulness, that his voice
trembled with its own earnestness, while Britta grew rosily red in her
deep shyness and embarrassment, vehemently protesting that she had done
nothing,--nothing at all to deserve so much commendation. Then, after
much glad converse, Ulrika was called, and Sir Philip seizing her hand,
shook it with such force and fervor that she was quite overcome.
"I don't know how to thank you!" he said, his eyes sparkling with
gratitude. "It's impossible to repay such goodness as yours! My wife
tells me how tender and patient and devoted you have been--that even
when she knew nothing else, she was aware of your kindness. God bless
you for it! You have saved her life--"
"Ah, yes, indeed!" interrupted Thelma gently. "And life has grown so
glad for me again! I do owe you so much."
"You owe me nothing," said Ulrika in those harsh, monotonous tones which
she had of late learned to modulate. "Nothing. The debt is all on my
side." She stopped abruptly--a dull red color flushed her face--her eyes
dwelt on Thelma with a musing tenderness.
Sir Philip looked at her in some surprise.
"Yes," she went on. "The debt is all on my side. Hear me out, Sir
Philip--and you too,--you 'rose of the northern forest', as Sigurd used
to call you! You have not forgotten Sigurd?"
"Forgotten him?" said Thelma softly. "Never! . . . I loved him too
well!"
Ulrika's head dropped. "He was my son!" she said.
There was a silence of complete astonishment. Ulrika paused--then, as no
one uttered a word, she looked up boldly, and spoke with a sort of
desperate determination.
"You see you have nothing to thank me for," she went on, addressing
herself to Sir Philip, while Thelma, leaning back on her pillows, and
holding Britta's hand, regarded her with a new and amazed interest.
"Perhaps, if you had known what sort of a woman I am, you might not have
liked me to come near--_her_." And she motioned towards Thelma. "When I
was young--long ago--I loved--" she laughed bitterly. "It seems a
strange thing to say, does it not? Let it pass--the story of my love, my
sin and shame, need not be told here! But Sigurd was my child--born in
an evil hour--and I--I strove to kill him at his birth."
Thelma uttered a faint cry of horror. Ulrika turned an imploring gaze
upon her.
"Don't hate me!" she said, her voice trembling. "Don't, for God's sake,
hate me! You don't know what I have suffered! I was mad, I think, at the
time--I flung the child in the Fjord to drown;--your father, Olaf
Güldmar, rescued him. I never knew that till long after;--for years the
crime I had committed weighed upon my soul,--I prayed and strove with
the Lord for pardon, but always, always felt that for me there, was no
forgiveness. Lovisa Elsland used to call me "murderess;" she was
right--I was one, or so I thought--till--till that day I met you, Fröken
Thelma, on the hills with Sigurd,--and the lad fought with me." She
shuddered,--and her eyes looked wild. "I recognized him--no matter how!
. . . he bore my mark upon him--he was my son,--_mine_!--the deformed,
crazy creature who yet had wit enough to love _you_--you, whom then I
hated--but now--"
She stopped and advanced a little closer to Thelma's bedside.
"Now, there is nothing I would not do for you, my dear!" she said very
gently. "But you will not need me any more. You understand what you have
done for me,--you and your father? You have saved me by saving
Sigurd,--saved _me_ from being weighed down to hell with the crime of
murder! And you made the boy happy while he lived. All the rest of my
days spent in your service could not pay back the worth of that good
deed. And most heartily do I thank the Lord that he has mercifully
permitted me to tend and comfort you in the hour of trouble--and,
moreover, that He has given me strength to speak and confess my sin and
unworthiness before you ere I depart. For now the trouble is past, I
must remove my shadow from your joy. God bless you!--and--try to think
as kindly as you can of me for--for Sigurd's sake!"
Stooping, she kissed Thelma's hand,--and, before any one had time to
speak a word, she left the room abruptly.
When, in a few minutes, Britta went to look after her, she was gone. She
had departed to her own house in Bosekop, where she obstinately
remained. Nothing would induce her to present herself again before Sir
Philip or Thelma, and it was not till many days after they had left the
Altenfjord that she was once more seen about the village. And then she
was a changed being. No longer harsh or forbidding in manner, she became
humble and gentle,--she ministered to the sick, and consoled the
afflicted--but she was especially famous for her love of children. All
the little ones of the place knew her, and were attracted by her,--and
the time came when Ulrika, white-haired, and of peaceful countenance,
could be seen knitting at her door in the long summer afternoons
surrounded by a whole army of laughing, chattering, dimpled youngsters,
who would play at hide-and-seek behind her chair, and clamber up to kiss
her wrinkled cheeks, putting their chubby arms round her neck with that
guileless confidence children show only to those whom they feel can
appreciate such flattering attentions. Some of her acquaintance were
wont to say that she was no longer the "godly" Ulrika--but however this
might be, it is certain she had drifted a little nearer to the Author of
all godliness, which--after all,--is the most we dare to strive for in
all our differing creeds.
It was not long before Thelma began to recover. The day after her
husband arrived, and Ulrika departed, she rose from her bed with
Britta's assistance, and sat by the blazing fire, wrapped in her white
gown and looking very fragile, though very lovely, Philip had been
talking to her for some time, and now he sat at her feet, holding her
hand in his, and, watching her face, on which there was an expression of
the most plaintive and serious penitence.
"I have been very wicked!" she said, with such a quaint horror of
herself that her husband laughed. "Now I look back upon it all, I think
I have behaved so very badly! because I ought never to have doubted you,
my boy--no--not for all the Lady Winsleighs in the world. And poor Mr.
Neville! he must be so unhappy! But it was that letter--that letter in
your own writing, Philip!"
"Of course!" he answered soothingly. "No wonder you thought me a
dreadful fellow! But you won't do so again, will you, Thelma? You will
believe that you are the crown and centre of my life--the joy of all the
world to me?"
"Yes, I will!" she said softly and proudly. "Though it is always the
same, I never do think myself worthy! But I must try to grow very
conceited, and assure myself that I am very valuable! so that then I
shall understand everything better, and be wiser."
Philip laughed. "Talking of letters," he said suddenly, "here's one I
wrote to you from Hull--it only got here today. Where it has been
delayed is a mystery. You needn't read it--you know everything in it
already. Then there's a letter on the shelf up there addressed in your
writing--it seems never to have been opened."
He reached it down, and gave it to her. As she took it, her face grew
very sad.
"It is the one I wrote to my father before I left London," she said. And
her eyes filled with tears. "It came too late!"
"Thelma," said Sir Philip then, very gently and gravely, "would you
like--can you bear--to read your father's last words to you? He wrote to
you on his death-bed, and gave the letter to Valdemar--"
"Oh, let me see it!" she murmured half-sobbingly. "Father,--dear father!
I knew he would not leave me without a word!"
Sir Philip reverently opened the folded paper which Svensen had
committed to his care that morning, and together they read the _bonde's_
farewell. It ran as follows:--
"THELMA, MY BELOVED,"
"The summons I have waited for has come at last, and the doors of
Valhalla are set open to receive my soul. Wonder not that I
depart with joy! Old as I am, I long for youth--the everlasting
youth of which the strength and savor fails not. I have lived
long enough to know the sameness of this world--though there is
much therein to please the heart and eye of a man--but with that
roving restlessness that was born within me, I desire to sail new
seas and gaze on new lands, where a perpetual light shines that
knows no fading. Grieve not for me--thou wilt remember that,
unlike a Christian, I see in death the chiefest glory of
life--and thou must not regret that I am eager to drain this cup
of world-oblivion offered by the gods. I leave thee,--not
sorrowfully,--for thou art in shelter and safety--the strong
protection of thy husband's love defends thee and the safeguard
of thine own innocence. My blessing upon him and thee! Serve him,
Thelma mine, with full devotion and obedience--even as I have
taught thee,--thus drawing from thy womanlife its best measure of
sweetness,--keep the bright shield of thy truth untarnished--and
live so that at the hour of thine own death-ecstasy thou mayest
depart as easily as a song-bird soaring to the sun! I pass hence
in happiness--if thou dost shed a tear thou wrongest my
memory,--there is naught to weep for. Valdemar will give me the
crimson shroud and ocean grave of my ancestors--but question him
not concerning this fiery pomp of my last voyage--he is but a
serf, and his soul is shaken to its very depths by sorrow. Let
him be--he will have his reward hereafter. And now farewell,
child of my heart--darling of mine age--clear mirror in which my
later life has brightened to content! All partings are brief--we
shall meet again--thou and I and Philip--and all who have loved
or who love each other,--the journey heavenwards may be made by
different roads, but the end--the glory--the immortality is the
same! Peace be upon thee and on thy children and on thy
children's children!"
"Thy father,
OLAF GÜLDMAR."
In spite of the brave old pagan's declaration that tears would wrong his
memory, they dropped bright and fast from his daughter's eyes as she
kissed again and again the words his dying hand had pencilled,--while
Errington knew not which feeling gained the greater mastery over
him,--grief for a good man's loss, or admiration for the strong, heroic
spirit in which that good man had welcomed Death with rejoicing. He
could not help comparing the _bonde's_ departure from this life with
that of Sir Francis Lennox, the man of false fashion, who had let slip
his withered soul with an oath into the land of Nowhere. Presently
Thelma grew calmer, and began to speak in hushed, soft tones--
"Poor Valdemar!" she said meditatively. "His heart must ache very much,
Philip!"
Philip looked up inquiringly.
"You see, my father speaks of the 'crimson shroud,'" she went on. "That
means that he was buried like many of the ancient Norwegian sea
kings;--he was taken from his bed while dying and placed on board his
own ship to breathe his last; then the ship was set on fire and sent out
to sea. I always knew he wished it so. Valdemar must have done it
all--for I,--I saw the last glimpse of the flames on the Fjord the night
I came home! Oh, Philip!" and her beautiful eyes rested tenderly upon
him, "it was all so dreadful--so desolate! I wanted--I prayed to die
also! The world was so empty--it seemed as if there was nothing left!"
Philip, still sitting at her feet, encircled her with both arms, and
drew her down to him.
"My Thelma!" he whispered, "there _is_ nothing left--nothing at all
worth living for,--save Love!"
"Ah! but that," she answered softly, "is everything!"
* * * * * *
Is it so, indeed? Is Love alone worth living for--worth dying for? Is it
the only satisfying good we can grasp at among the shifting shadows of
our brief existence? In its various phases and different workings, is
it, after all, the brightest radiance known in the struggling darkness
of our lives?
Sigurd had thought so,--he had died to prove it. Philip thought
so,--when once more at home in England with his recovered "treasure of
the golden midnight" he saw her, like a rose refreshed by rain, raise
her bright head in renewed strength and beauty, with the old joyous
lustre dancing in her eyes, and the smile of a perfect happiness like
summer sunshine on her fair face. Lord Winsleigh thought so;--he was
spending the winter in Rome with his wife and son,--and there among the
shadows of the Caesars, his long, social martyrdom ended, and he
regained what he had once believed lost for ever--his wife's affection.
Clara gentle, wistful, with the softening shadow of a great sorrow and a
great repentance in her once too-brilliant eyes, was a very different
Clara to the dashing "beauty" who had figured so conspicuously in London
society. She clung to her husband with an almost timid eagerness as
though she dreaded losing him--and when he was not with her, she seemed
to rely entirely on her son, whom she watched with a fond, almost
melancholy pride, and who responded to her tenderness though proffered
so late, with the full-hearted frankness of his impulsive, ardent
nature. She wrote to Thelma asking her pardon, and in return received
such a sweet, forgiving, generous letter as caused her to weep for an
hour or more. But she felt she could never again meet the clear regard
of those beautiful, earnest, truthful eyes--never again could she stand
in Thelma's presence, or call her friend--that was all over. Still Love
remained,--a Love, chastened and sad, with drooping wings and a somewhat
doubting smile,--yet it was Love--
"Love, that keeps all the choir of lives in chime--
Love, that is blood--within the veins of time."
And Love, no matter how abused and maltreated, is a very patient god,
and even while suffering from undeserved wounds, still works on, doing
magical things. So that poor Edward Neville, the forsaken husband of
Violet Vere, when he heard that that popular actress had died suddenly
in America from a fit of delirium tremens brought on by excessive
drinking, was able, by some gentle method known only to Love and
himself, to forget all her frailties--to obliterate from his memory the
fact that he ever saw her on the boards of the Brilliant Theatre,--and
to think of her henceforth only as the wife he had once adored, and who,
he decided in vague, dreamy fashion, must have died young. Love also
laid a firm hand on the vivacious Pierre Duprèz--he who had long scoffed
at the _jeu d'amour_, played it at last in grave earnest,--and one bright
season he introduced his bride into Parisian society,--a charming little
woman, with very sparkling eyes and white teeth, who spoke French
perfectly, though not with the ''haccent' recommended by Briggs. It was
difficult to recognize Britta in the _petite élégante_ who laughed and
danced and chattered her way through some of the best _salons_ in Paris,
captivating everybody as she went,--but there she was, all the same,
holding her own as usual. Her husband was extremely proud of her--he was
fond of pointing her out to people as something excessively precious and
unique--and saying--"See her! That is my wife! From Norway! Yes--from
the very utmost north of Norway! I love my country--certainly!--but I
will tell you this much--if I had been obliged to choose a wife among
French women--_ma foi!_ I should never have married!"
And what of George Lorimer?--the idle, somewhat careless man of "modern"
type, in whose heart, notwithstanding the supposed deterioration of the
age, all the best and bravest codes of old-world chivalry were written?
Had Love no fair thing to offer _him_? Was he destined to live out his
life in the silent heroism of faithful, unuttered, unrequited, unselfish
devotion? Were the heavens, as Sigurd had said, always to be empty?
Apparently not,--for when he was verging towards middle age, a young
lady besieged him with her affections, and boldly offered to be his wife
any day he chose to name. She was a small person, not quite five years
old, with great blue eyes and a glittering tangle of golden curls. She
made her proposal one summer afternoon on the lawn at Errington Manor,
in the presence of Beau Lovelace, on whose knee sat her little brother
Olaf, a fine boy a year younger than herself. She had placed her dimpled
arms round Lorimer's neck,--and when she so confidingly suggested
marriage to her "Zordie," as she called him, she was rubbing her rosy,
velvety cheek against his moustache with much sweet consideration and
tenderness. Lovelace, hearing her, laughed aloud, whereat the little
lady was extremely offended.
"I don't tare!" she said, with pretty defiance. "I do love oo, Zordie,
and I will marry oo!"
George held her fondly to his breast as though she were some precious
fragile flower of which not a petal must be injured.
"All right!" he answered gaily, though his voice trembled somewhat, "I
accept! You shall be my little wife, Thelma. Consider it settled!"
Apparently she did so consider it, for from that day, whenever she was
asked her name, she announced herself proudly as "Zordie's 'ittle wife,
Thelma"--to the great amusement of her father, Sir Philip, and that
other Thelma, on whom the glory of motherhood had fallen like a new
charm, investing both face and form with superior beauty and an almost
divine serenity. But "Zordie's wife" took her _sobriquet_ very
seriously,--so much so, indeed, that by-and-by "Zordie" began to take it
rather seriously himself--and to wonder whether, after all, marriages,
unequal in point of age, might not occasionally turn out well. He
condemned himself severely for the romanticism of thinking such
thoughts, even while he indulged in them, and called himself "an old
fool," though he was in the actual prime of manhood, and an exceedingly
handsome fellow withal.
But when the younger Thelma came back at the age of sixteen from her
convent school at Arles,--the same school where her mother had been
before her,--she looked so like her mother, so very like, that his heart
began to ache with the old, wistful, passionate longing he fancied he
had stilled for ever. He struggled against this feeling for a while,
till at last it became too strong for him,--and then, though he told
himself it was absurd,--that a man past forty had no right to expect to
win a girl's first love, he grew so reckless that he determined to risk
his fate with her. One day, therefore, he spoke out, scarcely knowing
what he said, and only conscious that his pulses were beating with
abnormal rapidity. She listened to his tremulous, rather hesitating
proposal with exceeding gravity, and appeared more surprised than
displeased. Raising her glorious blue eyes--eyes in which her mother's
noble, fearless look was faithfully reflected, she said simply, just in
her mother's own quaint way--
"I do not know why you talk about this at all. I thought it was all
settled long ago!"
"Settled!" faltered Lorimer astonished,--he was generally
self-possessed, but this fair young lady's perfect equanimity far
surpassed his at that moment--"Settled! My darling! my child--I am so
much older than you are--"
"I don't like _boys_!" she declared, with stately disdain. "I was your
wife when I was little--and I thought it was to be the same thing now I
am big! I told mother so, and she was quite pleased. But of course, if
you don't want me--"
She was not allowed to finish her sentence, for Lorimer, with a sudden
rush of joy that almost overpowered him, caught her in his arms and
pressed the first lover's kiss on her pure, innocently smiling lips.
"Want you!" he murmured passionately, with a strange sweet mingling of
the past and present in his words. "I have always wanted--Thelma!"