CHAPTER XIV.

UDEN HORIZO.

On the first of May of the following year, which happened to fall on a

Sunday, a long procession of carriages drove along the road from

Harburg to Friesenmoor. They stopped at the entrance to the estate.

Before them rose a triumphal arch composed of branches of fir garlanded

with flowers, and adorned with flags and ribbons, and a gold

inscription on a blue ground, which ran as follows:

"A gracious Sovereign's due Reward

To fruitful Labour, honest Work."

A "Verein" with its banner was posted beside the arch. There was a roar

of cannon, the banner waved, the Verein gave three "Hochs!" and its

chief, or spokesman, stepped up to the first carriage, in which sat a

youngish gentleman with spectacles, and an officer in the gorgeous

uniform of a Landwehr dragoon, his breast covered with stars and

crosses. The spectacled gentleman was the Landrath of the circuit, and

the cavalry officer was no other than Paul Haber, now Herr Paul von

Haber. For he had been raised to the nobility, and celebrated his

auspicious event to-day in the midst of his retainers and a host of

invited guests, whom he had fetched in a dozen carriages from the

station at Harburg, supported by his distinguished young pupils.

The spokesman of the Verein, a man of some fifty years of age, with a

grizzled beard, addressed the proprietor in a glowing speech, in which,

among other things, he assured him--the man of thirty-seven--that "We

all look upon you as our father, and honor and love you as if we were

your children." Paul smiled, and returned thanks in a few warm words,

then renewed "Hochs!" more waving of banners and firing of cannon, and

the procession set itself in motion again.

At the entrance to Kaiser Wilhelm's Dorf there ensued a second and more

elaborate welcome. Here too there was a triumphal arch and cannons, and

instead of one there were three Vereins with flags and banners, also

the schoolchildren, headed by the pastor and the schoolmaster, and the

whole female portion of the community lining the roadway on either

side, or massed round the base of the arch. The pastor made a speech, a

fair-haired schoolgirl recited a long piece of poetry composed by the

master in the sweat of his brow, the Choral Verein sang, the Young

Men's Verein--who were given to instrumental music--piped and blew a

chorale, and not till the all-prevading joy and enthusiasm had found

sufficient vent in the firing of cannon, in speeches, poetry, and

music, did the carriages move on, and finally reach the steps of

Friesenmoor House, where the guests were received by Frau von Haber,

assisted by Frau Brohl and Frau Marker. At the moment of leaving the

carriages three flags were run up the flagstaff on the tower--the

black, white, and red flag of the empire, then the white and black

Prussian one, and finally a green, white, and red banner with a large

coat-of-arms in the center. This third flag, somewhat enigmatical to

the guests, was the new family banner of the House of von Haber, with

the coat-of-arms of that noble race, now displayed for the first time

to the admiring gaze of the beholders.

The designing of a coat-of-arms had been no light task to Paul. From

the moment--now five months ago--that he knew his promotion to the

nobility was a settled affair, he had devoted the best part of his

thoughts to this weighty question. He hesitated long between medieval

simplicity and modern symbolism. An illustrative crest that should be a

play upon his name was out of the question; for of course it was only

another of Mayboom, the farce-writer's, jokes--he had taken him into

his confidence on one of his visits to Berlin--to suggest a sack of

oats, gules on a field, vert. After devising a dozen crests, each of

which he thought charming, only to reject it a day or two afterward as

inappropriate, he finally fixed on the one which now adorned his proud

banner. It displayed on a field, vert, three waving transverse bars

argent, and in a free quarter-purpure-dexter a medal of the

Franco-Prussian War in natural colors. The waving bars were in allusion

to the drainage canals on his marsh estate, and the medal to his career

in the war. He did not forget that he owed the realization of his

life's scheme to his wife's marriage-portion, and wished to show his

appreciation of the fact in a delicate manner by crossing the

transverse bars with a marshmallow in natural colors. However, he

abandoned this design when they pointed out to him at the Herald's

office that the crest would be rather overladen thereby, and at the

same time would betray too plainly the "newly-baked" aristocrat. Paul

left nothing undone. He provided himself with a motto. The incorrigible

Mayboom recommended, "The Moor has done his duty." Paul decided on

"Meinem Konige treu"--True to my king. Somebody at the Herald's office

suggested putting it "Minem Kunege treu," but he had not the courage.

But though his promotion had occupied him almost exclusively during the

last few months, necessitating frequent journeys to Berlin, he did not

cease to think of poor Wilhelm. For a whole year he, as well as Malvine

and Willy, wore deep mourning for the friend who had sacrificed himself

for them, and Paul erected a magnificent monument over him in the St.

Georg Cemetery in Hamburg, on which neither marble nor gilt nor verses

were spared. The monument is one of the sights of the churchyard, and

pointed out to visitors with great pride by the sexton. Old Frau Brohl,

too, kept green the memory of the departed friend. Her speciality now

was the manufacturing of flags and banners since Paul had founded quite

a number of Vereins among the settlers on his estate--latterly a

Military Verein, and one for Conservative electors. She was hard at

work from morning till night on these objects of art, which she

constructed out of heavy silk, and covered so thickly with symbolical

devices, and embroidered mottoes and inscriptions, that they were as

stiff as boards, and would neither flutter nor roll up. But when

Wilhelm's funeral monument was to be dedicated, she put aside Paul's

banner and coat-of-arms, upon which she was engaged, and wove a wreath

of wire and black and white and lilac beads, a yard and a half in

diameter, on which, between laurel leaves, were Wilhelm's name and the

date of his death, and the words: "Eternal gratitude." Nothing the

least like it had ever been seen in Hamburg before, and it was much

admired on the occasion of the ceremony.

Paul showed himself throughout as a man of feeling and character. When

his patent of nobility was signed, and he came to Berlin to be admitted

to the emperor, to thank him for the honor accorded to him, he went to

Schrotter, and begged him, as a personal favor, to accept his

invitation to the festivity which should take place on his estate on

the first of May. "I look upon you as Wilhelm's substitute here on

earth," he said, "and our friend must not be absent from my side on

this joyful occasion. I owe everything to him. He laid the foundation

of my prosperity, and preserved my heir to me, for whom alone I am

working and striving. If Wilhelm were with us now, he would not refuse

my request, and with that thought before you, Herr Doctor, you will not

pain me by refusing." The words came from Paul's heart, and showed that

he felt keenly the desire to do homage, in his way, to Wilhelm's

memory. Schrotter could not but accept.

To all outward appearances he had recovered from the terrible shock of

his friend's death, in reality, however, he was all the less likely to

have got over his loss, owing to the circumstance that he was often

busied with the management of Wilhelm's affairs, and thus the wound was

inevitably kept open.

Wilhelm left no will. After much inquiry, it was discovered that he had

a very distant relative living at Lowenhagen, near Konigsberg, married

to a poor village smith, and lavishly endowed with children. The house

in the Kochstrasse went to her--a very windfall, for which the honest

wife and mother was too thankful to be able to simulate grief at the

death of the relative she had never known. She generously handed over

all Wilhelm's papers to Schrotter, after having assured herself by

inquiries in various quarters that they would only fetch the value of

their weight. Schrotter gave them to the young man whom he and Wilhelm

had supported in his studies out of the Dorfling legacy. The recipient

was clever and shrewd, and justified the confidences his patrons had

placed in his future. He found that the first volume of the "History of

Human Ignorance," testing of the early ideas of mankind and their

psychological reasons, was completely ready for the press; and all the

notes and literary sources for the two following volumes only needed

putting together to bring the work up to the end of the eighteenth

century, and the experiments of Lavoisier, from which the

indestructibility of matter was deduced.

The first volume appeared in the autumn. On the title page he gave his

own name as the author, but did not omit, as a man of honor, to mention

in the preface that in compiling the work he had availed himself of

"the preparatory notes of the late Dr. Wilhelm Eynhardt, an eminent

scholar, lost all too early to the scientific word by a tragic death."

In the ensuing editions which followed rapidly upon the first, the book

meeting with great success, this preface was omitted as unnecessary.

The second volume appeared in the following year; the third--very

prudently--not till two years later. There were no more. In the two

last volumes there was no more mention of Eynhardt. After the

publication of the first volume, the young man whose name adorned the

title-page received a call to a public school, of which he now forms

one of the chief ornaments. To various inquiries with regard to a

concluding volume which should treat of the nineteenth century, he

replied by pointing out the doubtful wisdom of a history or criticism

of hypotheses and opinions which were as yet incomplete and still under

discussion, and put them off with vague promises for the future.

Schrotter only shrugged his shoulders. He knew Wilhelm's views on the

subject of posthumous fame, and the immortality of the individual, and

considered it inexpedient to punish the clever young professor for

being a man like the rest.

About three months after Wilhelm's death Schrotter received one more

letter from Auguste. He observed curtly and dryly that Monsieur le

Docteur evidently did not wish to have anything more to do with him; he

wrote, however, once more, and for the last time, in order to give him

his new address in case he might desire to answer. He had been obliged

to look for another place, the game was up at the Boulevard Pereire. In

spite of all their watchfulness, madame had managed to obtain morphine,

and one night in July, when the sister who shared her room was asleep,

she had given herself so many "pricks" that they had been unable to

bring her round again. Anne declared that it was on the anniversary of

the day on which Madame la Comtesse had made the acquaintance of

monsieur. At the breaking up of the household, Monsieur le Docteur's

things had been handed over to him, Auguste, and he held them at

monsieur's disposal. Schrotter wrote in answer that he might keep them,

and sent him a small sum of money as a bequest from Wilhelm.

Pilar's suicide made somewhat of an impression on him. So there were

women, after all, who could die of love, and that not in the first

moments of a mad and passionate grief, but after months, when the

nerves have had time to cool down. "She was hysterical," Schrotter said

to himself, endeavoring thereby to dispel various uncomfortable

suggestions. He did not wholly succeed.

As Paul begged him so earnestly to come to his festival, he accepted

the invitation, and found himself, on the first of May, among the

guests whom Malvine received on the steps of Friesenmoor House.

In the great oak-paneled dining room, with its windows looking to the

west, a banquet was laid for twenty-four guests. Following the country

custom, they sat down to table at twelve o'clock. Malvine, handsomely

dressed and richly adorned, sat enthroned in the middle of the long

side of the table, and had Chamberlain von Swerte (of the House of

Hellebrand) and the Landrath, to right and left of her. Paul, who sat

opposite, insisted against all the rules of etiquette on having

Schrotter beside him as his left-hand neighbor. On his right, Frau

Brohl, in rustling silk, sat in rapt silence. The ever-modest Frau

Marker was content to take a lower place.

The pastor said grace before the dinner began, which seemed to surprise

the Landrath, but the Chamberlain was much edified. The Young Men's

Verein played dance-music and marches in front of the open windows.

Paul proposed the health of the emperor, whereupon the Landrath, in a

carefully worded speech, drank to the host and the ladies. They all

clinked glasses with an enthusiasm which was in no way feigned, but

perfectly accountable after so splendid a dinner and such well-assorted

wines. In the midst of the gayety and noise, and while the clarionets

and trumpets blared away outside, Paul turned to his neighbor, and

tapping the foot of his glass against the edge of Schrotter's, he

whispered to him, unheard by the others: "To HIS memory!" He turned his

head away abruptly, bent over his glass, and was busily engaged in

furtively passing his table-napkin across his face and eyes. Schrotter

put his lips to his glass and closed his eyes. One could positively

trace upon his broad brow how a thought passed over it like a shadow.

The dinner lasted fully two hours, and brought Malvine in many a fiery

compliment, especially from the chamberlain, which she could accept

with a good conscience, knowing well how much she would have to pay to

the great Hamburg pastry-cook who had provided it. At dessert the heir

was handed round. Willy, who was really beginning to grow a little, was

unquestionably a well-bred child. He went with much dignity and

propriety from guest to guest, closely followed by Fido, who had grown

far too stout, offered his cheek politely to each one, shook hands

prettily, and was permitted to withdraw, accompanied by his

short-winded dog, after they had all sufficiently admired him.

After dinner the guests amused themselves according to their several

tastes. Some went to enjoy Paul's excellent cigars in the smoking room,

others went down to the village to look on at the rural festival

arranged by the master for his people, and where, between singing,

music, dancing, and drinking, the fun ran high; others again took a

walk through the fields of the estate where the young crops were just

coming up, spreading a green haze over the yellow coating of sand. It

was altogether a radiant picture of joy and prosperity; and the

happiest of all, whether of the guests flushed with the good dinner or

the villagers stamping on the green, seemed to be the master of the

house. He was rich, respected, full of health and spirits, his family

life unclouded; he had a high position, possessed numberless

decorations, was a captain of the Landwehr, had been promoted to the

cavalry, and now was even raised to the nobility. What more could he

desire?

Well then, if he seemed happy appearances were deceptive. A worm gnawed

at his heart. He had hoped to be created Freiherr--baron--and here he

was a simple "Herr von." How rarely is happiness perfect here below.

Pleading important business next morning in Berlin, Schrotter left soon

after four o'clock. He would not hear of Paul's deserting his guests to

accompany him to the station, as he was most anxious to do, but drove

alone to Harburg, and took the train that left at five o'clock,

bringing him to Berlin by way of Uelzen.

It was nearly two in the morning when he reached home. He stole on

tiptoe into his room, but Bhani, whose sleep was light and restless

when he was not there, heard him directly. She stretched out her arms

to him with a low exclamation of joy, pressed him to her bosom while he

kissed her on the brow, and was for jumping up and attending to his

wants. He would not suffer it, and declared that he wanted nothing. So

she remained where she was, only following him with her eyes while he

unpacked his bag and put everything in order. He then went into his

study adjoining and locked the door behind him. Bhani heard him walking

up and down for awhile, and then caught the sound of a creaking as of a

drawer being opened. She knew what that meant and heaved a deep sigh.

He was taking out the great leather book with metal-bound corners; his

diary, which had become his sole confidant now that Wilhelm was dead.

Guided by the delicate tact of the Oriental, the poor simple creature

divined easily enough that her sahib had cares which she could not

understand and sorrows which she might not share, and yet how happy she

would be if he would but deign to enlighten her ignorance, to explain

it all to her and disclose his heart to her fully. But, proud and

reserved, he scorned to acknowledge his troubles to any but himself,

and it was only in his diary that he unburdened himself of all that

weighed upon his heart and mind.

And now he sat at his study table and wrote in the big book.

"My poor Eynhardt! Only a year since he departed, and already it is as

if he had never been. What remains of him? A book that bears a

stranger's name upon the title-page; a little dog that is perhaps

happier now than when it belonged to him; a child like a dozen others,

who will presumably grow up to be a man like a dozen other men; and a

memory in my heart which will cease with the day, not far hence, when

this heart shall cease to beat. Now if Haber were to die to-day, a

flourishing tract of land and a hundred people whose existence he has

improved would testify aloud that his term on earth had not been in

vain.

"And for all that, Eynhardt was a rare and noble character, and Haber

the personification of all that is commonplace and work-a-day.

Eynhardt's gaze was on the stars, Haber's eyes fixed on the ground at

his feet. Wilhelm plucked that supremest fruit of the Tree of

Knowledge, the consciousness of our ignorance; Paul has the conceit to

think himself a discoverer, to have solved enigmas. But the noble,

soaring spirit leaves no trace behind, and the dull, mediocre person

plows his name in deep and enduring characters in the soil of his

native land. What was wanting in Eynhardt to make him not only a

harmonious but a useful being? Obviously only the will. But was this

want an organic one? I do not think so, for his lofty moral beauty was

perfect in proportion and balance, and this noble nature could not

possibly have been born incomplete, impossible that in a being so

perfectly formed in all other respects such an important organ as the

will should be missing. His absence of volition was but the result of

his perception of the vanity of all earthly ambitions, and his absence

of desire the outcome of his contempt for all that was worthless and

transitory, his aversion to the ways of the world a tragic foregoing of

the hope of ever getting behind it, and reaching the eternal root and

significance of the thing itself.

"Why was this German Buddhist not endowed with Haber's cheerful

activity? What an ideal and crowning flower of manhood would he not

have been if he had not only thought but acted! But am I not desiring

the impossible? Does not the one nature preclude the other? I fear so.

In order to attack unconcernedly that which lies nearest to us, we must

be unable to see beyond, like the bull charging at the red cloak. He

would not do it, if behind the red rag, he saw the man with the sword,

and behind the man with the sword the thousand spectators who will not

leave the arena till the sharp steel has pierced his heart. He who sees

or divines behind the nearest objects their distant causes, paralyzed

by the vision of the endless chain of cause and effect, loses the

courage to act. And inversely, to retain that courage, to strive with

pleasure and zeal after earthly things, one must make use of the world

and its ordinances, must move the pieces on the chess-board of life

with patience, and, according to its puerile rules, attach importance

to much that is narrow and paltry, and that is what, in his superior

wisdom, the sage will not stoop to do.

"I always come back to this thought. If the world consisted entirely of

Habers the earth would flourish and blossom, there would be abundance

of food and money, but our life would be like that of the beasts of the

field that graze and are happy when they chew the cud. If, on the other

hand, there were only Eynhardts, our existence would be passed in

wandering delightfully, our souls full of perfect peace, through the

gardens of the Academos in company with Plato; but the world would

starve and die out with this wise and lofty-minded race; unless,

indeed, the sun took pity on them, and brought forth grains and fruits

without their assistance, and unless a few flighty little women,

particularly inaccessible to the higher philosophy, should surprise

these transcendental and passionless thinkers in an unguarded moment,

and beguile them into committing some slight act of folly.

"To combine in one intelligence Haber's circumscribed vision, naive

self confidence, and enterprising activity with Enyhardt's sublime

idealism and knowledge of good and evil is outside the range of

possibility. And which of the two is of the greater benefit to the

world? Which of them raises mankind to a higher level of development?

Which of them best fulfills his purpose as a human being? Whose point

of view of the world and of life is the more correct? Which of the two

would I set up as a model before the child whom Eynhardt snatched from

death at the price of his own body, and in whom his life as it were

finds its continuation? My old friend Pyrrhon, thou who hearkened, two

thousand two hundred years before my day, to the profound wisdom of the

Brahmins, I can but answer in thy words, 'Uden horizo,'--I do not

decide."

THE END.

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