CHAPTER VIII.

A week later, when Gerald had gone to Savannah and Rosa was taking her

daily siesta, Floracita filled Thistle's panniers with several little

pasteboard boxes, and, without saying anything to Tulee, mounted and

rode off in a direction she had never taken, except in the barouche.

She was in search of the Welby plantation.

Mrs. Delano, who was busy with her crochet-needle near the open

window, was surprised to see a light little figure seated on a donkey

riding up the avenue. As soon as Floracita dismounted, she recognized

her, and descended the steps of the piazza to welcome her.

"So you have found the Welby plantation," said she. "I thought you

wouldn't have much difficulty, for there are only two plantations on

the island, this and Mr. Fitzgerald's. I don't know that there are any

other _dwellings_ except the huts of the negroes." She spoke the last

rather in a tone of inquiry; but Flora merely answered that she had

once passed the Welby plantation in a barouche.

As the lady led the way into the parlor, she said, "What is that you

have in your hand, my dear?"

"You used to admire Madame Conquilla's shell-work," replied Flora,"

and I have brought you some of mine, to see whether you think I

succeed tolerably in my imitations." As she spoke, she took out a

small basket and poised it on her finger.

"Why, that is perfectly beautiful!" said Mrs. Delano. "I don't know

how you could contrive to give it such an air of lightness and grace.

I used to think shell-work heavy, and rather vulgar, till I saw those

beautiful productions at Nassau. But you excel your teacher, my dear

Miss Gonsalez. I should think the sea-fairies made this."

Four or five other articles were brought forth from the boxes and

examined with similar commendation. Then they fell into a pleasant

chat about their reminiscences of Nassau; and diverged from that

to speak of the loveliness of their lonely little island, and the

increasing beauty of the season. After a while, Flora looked at her

watch, and said, "I must not stay long, for I didn't tell anybody I

was going away."

Mrs. Delano, who caught a glimpse of the medallion inserted in the

back, said: "That is a peculiar little watch. Have you the hair of

some friend set in it?"

"No," replied Flora. "It is the likeness of my father." She slipped

the slight chain from her neck, and placed the watch in the lady's

hand. Her face flushed as she looked at it, but the habitual paleness

soon returned.

"You were introduced to me as a Spanish young lady," said she, "but

this face is not Spanish. What was your father's name?"

"Mr. Alfred Royal of New Orleans," answered Flora.

"But _your_ name is Gonsalez," said she.

Flora blushed crimson with the consciousness of having betrayed the

incognito assumed at Nassau. "Gonsalez was my mother's name," she

replied, gazing on the floor while she spoke.

Mrs. Delano looked at her for an instant, then, drawing her gently

toward her, she pressed her to her side, and said with a sigh, "Ah,

Flora, I wish you were my daughter."

"O, how I wish I was!" exclaimed the young girl, looking up with a

sudden glow; but a shadow immediately clouded her expressive face,

as she added, "But you wouldn't want me for a daughter, if you knew

everything about me."

The lady was obviously troubled. "You seem to be surrounded by

mysteries, my little friend," responded she. "I will not ask you for

any confidence you are unwilling to bestow. But I am a good deal

older than you, and I know the world better than you do. If anything

troubles you, or if you are doing anything wrong, perhaps if you were

to tell me, I could help you out of it."

"O, no, I'm not doing anything wrong," replied Floracita, eagerly. "I

never did anything wrong in my life." Seeing a slight smile hovering

about the lady's lips, she made haste to add: "I didn't mean exactly

that. I mean I never did anything _very_ wrong. I'm cross sometimes,

and I have told some _fibititas_; but then I couldn't seem to help it,

things were in such a tangle. It comes more natural to me to tell the

truth."

"That I can readily believe," rejoined Mrs. Delano. "But I am not

trying to entrap your ingenuousness into a betrayal of your secrets.

Only remember one thing; if you ever do want to open your heart to any

one, remember that I am your true friend, and that you can trust me."

"O, thank you! thank you!" exclaimed Flora, seizing her hand and

kissing it fervently.

"But tell me one thing, my little friend," continued Mrs. Delano. "Is

there anything I can do for you now?"

"I came to ask you to do something for me," replied Flora; "but you

have been so kind to me, that it has made me almost forget my errand.

I have very particular reasons for wanting to earn some money. You

used to admire the shell-work in Nassau so much, that I thought, if

you liked mine, you might be willing to buy it, and that perhaps you

might have friends who would buy some. I have tried every way to think

how I could manage, to sell my work."

"I will gladly buy all you have," rejoined the lady, "and I should

like to have you make me some more; especially of these garlands of

rice-shells, trembling so lightly on almost invisible silver wire."

"I will make some immediately," replied Flora. "But I must go, dear

Mrs. Delano. I wish I could stay longer, but I cannot."

"When will you come again?" asked the lady.

"I can't tell," responded Flora, "for I have to manage to come here."

"That seems strange," said Mrs. Delano.

"I know it seems strange," answered the young girl, with a kind of

despairing impatience in her tone. "But please don't ask me, for

everything seems to come right out to you; and I don't know what I

ought to say, indeed I don't."

"I want you to come again as soon as you can," said Mrs. Delano,

slipping a gold eagle into her hand. "And now go, my dear, before you

tell me more than you wish to."

"Not more than I wish," rejoined Floracita; "but more than I ought. I

_wish_ to tell you everything."

In a childish way she put up her lips for a kiss, and the lady drew

her to her heart and caressed her tenderly.

When Flora had descended the steps of the piazza, she turned and

looked up. Mrs. Delano was leaning against one of the pillars,

watching her departure. Vines of gossamer lightness were waving round

her, and her pearly complexion and violet-tinted dress looked lovely

among those aerial arabesques of delicate green. The picture impressed

Flora all the more because it was such a contrast to the warm and

gorgeous styles of beauty to which she had been accustomed. She smiled

and kissed her hand in token of farewell; the lady returned the

salutation, but she thought the expression of her face was sad, and

the fear that this new friend distrusted her on account of unexplained

mysteries haunted her on her way homeward.

Mrs. Delano looked after her till she and her donkey disappeared among

the trees in the distance. "What a strange mystery is this!" murmured

she. "Alfred Royal's child, and yet she bears her mother's name. And

why does she conceal from me where she lives? Surely, she cannot

be consciously doing anything wrong, for I never saw such perfect

artlessness of look and manner." The problem occupied her thoughts for

days after, without her arriving at any satisfactory conjecture.

Flora, on her part, was troubled concerning the distrust which

she felt must be excited by her mysterious position, and she was

continually revolving plans to clear herself from suspicion in

the eyes of her new friend. It would have been an inexpressible

consolation if she could have told her troubles to her elder sister,

from whom she had never concealed anything till within the last few

weeks. But, alas! by the fault of another, a barrier had arisen

between them, which proved an obstruction at every turn of their daily

intercourse; for while she had been compelled to despise and dislike

Gerald, Rosa was always eulogizing his noble and loving nature, and

was extremely particular to have his slightest wishes obeyed. Apart

from any secret reasons for wishing to obtain money, Floracita was

well aware that it would not do to confess her visit to Mrs. Delano;

for Gerald had not only forbidden their making any acquaintances,

but he had also charged them not to ride or walk in the direction of

either of the plantations unless he was with them.

Day after day, as Flora sat at work upon the garlands she had

promised, she was on the watch to elude his vigilance; but more than a

week passed without her finding any safe opportunity. At last Gerald

proposed to gratify Rosa's often-expressed wish, by taking a sail to

one of the neighboring islands. They intended to make a picnic of it,

and return by moonlight. Rosa was full of pleasant anticipations,

which, however, were greatly damped when her sister expressed a

decided preference for staying at home. Rosa entreated, and Gerald

became angry, but she persisted in her refusal. She said she wanted to

use up all her shells, and all her flosses and chenilles. Gerald swore

that he hated the sight of them, and that he would throw them all

into the sea if she went on wearing her beautiful eyes out over them.

Without looking up from her work, she coolly answered, "Why need you

concern yourself about _my_ eyes, when you have a wife with such

beautiful eyes?"'

Black Tom and Chloe and the boat were in waiting, and after a flurried

scene they departed reluctantly without her.

"I never saw any one so changed as she is," said Rosa. "She used to

be so fond of excursions, and now she wants to work from morning till

night."

"She's a perverse, self-willed, capricious little puss. She's been too

much indulged. She needs to be brought under discipline," said Gerald,

angrily whipping off a blossom with his rattan as they walked toward

the boat.

As soon as they were fairly off, Flora started on a second visit to

the Welby plantation. Tulee noticed all this in silence, and shook her

head, as if thoughts were brooding there unsafe for utterance.

Mrs. Delano was bending over her writing-desk finishing a letter, when

she perceived a wave of fragrance, and, looking up, she saw Flora on

the threshold of the open door, with her arms full of flowers.

"Excuse me for interrupting you," said she, dropping one of her little

quick courtesies, which seemed half frolic, half politeness. "The

woods are charming to-day. The trees are hung with curtains of

jasmine, embroidered all over with golden flowers. You love perfumes

so well, I couldn't help stopping by the way to load Thistle with an

armful of them."

"Thank you, dear," replied Mrs. Delano. "I rode out yesterday

afternoon, and I thought I had never seen anything so beautiful as the

flowery woods and the gorgeous sunset. After being accustomed to the

splendor of these Southern skies, the Northern atmosphere will seem

cold and dull."

"Shall you go to the North soon?" inquired Flora, anxiously.

"I shall leave here in ten or twelve days," she replied; "but I may

wait a short time in Savannah, till March has gone; for that is a

blustering, disagreeable month in New England, though it brings you

roses and perfume. I came to Savannah to spend the winter with my

friends, Mr. and Mrs. Welby; but I have always taken a great fancy to

this island, and when they were suddenly called away to Arkansas by

the illness of a son, I asked their permission to come here for a few

weeks and watch the beautiful opening of the spring. I find myself

much inclined to solitude since I lost a darling daughter, who died

two years ago. If she had lived, she would have been about your age."

"I am _so_ sorry you are going away," said Flora. "It seems as if I

had always known you. I don't know what I shall do without you. But

when you go back among your friends, I suppose you will forget all

about poor little me."

"No, my dear little friend, I shall never forget you," she replied;

"and when I come again, I hope I shall find you here."

"I felt troubled when I went away the other day," said Flora. "I

thought you seemed to look sadly after me, and I was afraid you

thought I had done something wicked, because I said you wouldn't wish

I were your daughter if you knew everything about me. So I have come

to tell you my secrets, as far as I can without betraying other

people's. I am afraid you won't care anything more about me after I

have told you; but I can't help it if you don't. Even that would be

better than to have you suspect me of being bad."

Mrs. Delano drew an ottoman toward her, and said, "Come and sit here,

dear, and tell me all about it, the same as if I were your mother."

Floracita complied; and resting one elbow on her knee, and leaning

her cheek upon the hand, she looked up timidly and wistfully into the

friendly face that was smiling serenely over her. After a moment's

pause, she said abruptly: "I don't know how to begin, so I won't begin

at all, but tell it right out. You see, dear Mrs. Delano, I am a

colored girl."

The lady's smile came nearer to a laugh than was usual with her. She

touched the pretty dimpled cheek with her jewelled finger, as she

replied: "O, you mischievous little kitten! I thought you were really

going to tell me something about your troubles. But I see you are

hoaxing me. I remember when you were at Madame Conquilla's you always

seemed to be full of fun, and the young ladies there said you were a

great rogue."

"But this is not fun; indeed it is not," rejoined Flora. "I _am_ a

colored girl."

She spoke so earnestly that the lady began to doubt the evidence of

her own eyes. "But you told me that Mr. Alfred Royal was your father,"

said she.

"So he was my father," replied Flora; "and the kindest father that

ever was. Rosa and I were brought up like little princesses, and we

never knew that we were colored. My mother was the daughter of a rich

Spanish gentleman named Gonsalez. She was educated in Paris, and was

elegant and accomplished. She was handsomer than Rosa; and if you were

to see Rosa, you would say nobody _could_ be handsomer than she is.

She was good, too. My father was always saying she was the dearest and

best wife in the world. You don't know how he mourned when she died.

He couldn't bear to have anything moved that she had touched. But

_cher papa_ died very suddenly; and first they told us that we were

very poor, and must earn our living; and then they told us that our

mother was a slave, and so, according to law, we were slaves too. They

would have sold us at auction, if a gentleman who knew us when papa

was alive hadn't smuggled us away privately to Nassau. He had been

very much in love with Rosa for a good while; and he married her, and

I live with them. But he keeps us very much hidden; because, he says,

he should get into lawsuits and duels and all sorts of troubles with

papa's creditors if they should find out that he helped us off. And

that was the reason I was called Señorita Gonsalez in Nassau, though

my real name is Flora Royal."

She went on to recount the kindness of Madame Guirlande, and the

exciting particulars of their escape; to all of which Mrs. Delano

listened with absorbed attention. As they sat thus, they made a

beautiful picture. The lady, mature in years, but scarcely showing the

touch of time, was almost as fair as an Albiness, with serene lips,

and a soft moonlight expression in her eyes. Every attitude and every

motion indicated quietude and refinement. The young girl, on the

contrary, even when reclining, seemed like impetuosity in repose for

a moment, but just ready to spring. Her large dark eyes laughed and

flashed and wept by turns, and her warmly tinted face glowed like the

sunlight, in its setting of glossy black hair. The lady looked down

upon her with undisguised admiration while she recounted their

adventures in lively dramatic style, throwing in imitations of the

whistling of _Ça ira_, and the tones of the coachman as he sang, "Who

goes there?"

"But you have not told me," said Mrs. Delano, "who the gentleman was

that married your sister. Ah, I see you hesitate. No matter. Only tell

me one thing,--is he kind to you?"

Flora turned red and pale, and red again.

"Let that pass, too," said the lady. "I asked because I wished to know

if I could help you in any way. I see you have brought some more boxes

of shell-work, and by and by we will examine them. But first I want to

tell you that I also have a secret, and I will confide it to you that

you may feel assured I shall love you always. Flora, dear, when your

father and I were young, we were in love with each other, and I

promised to be his wife."

"So you might have been my Mamita!" exclaimed Floracita, impetuously.

"No, not _your_ Mamita, dear," replied Mrs. Delano, smiling. "You

call me the Java sparrow, and Java sparrows never hatch gay little

humming-birds or tuneful mocking-birds. I might tell you a long story

about myself, dear; but the sun is declining, and you ought not to be

out after dusk. My father was angry about our love, because Alfred was

then only a clerk with a small salary. They carried me off to Europe,

and for two years I could hear nothing from Alfred. Then they told

me he was married; and after a while they persuaded me to marry Mr.

Delano. I ought not to have married him, because my heart was not in

it. He died and left me with a large fortune and the little daughter

I told you of. I have felt very much alone since my darling was taken

from me. That void in my heart renders young girls very interesting to

me. Your looks and ways attracted me when I first met you; and when

you told me Alfred Royal was your father, I longed to clasp you to my

heart. And now you know, my dear child, that you have a friend ever

ready to listen to any troubles you may choose to confide, and

desirous to remove them if she can."

She rose to open the boxes of shell-work; but Flora sprung up, and

threw herself into her arms, saying, "My Papasito sent you to me,--I

know he did."

After a few moments spent in silent emotion, Mrs. Delano again spoke

of the approaching twilight, and with mutual caresses they bade each

other adieu.

Four or five days later, Floracita made her appearance at the Welby

plantation in a state of great excitement. She was in a nervous

tremor, and her eyelids were swollen as if with much weeping. Mrs.

Delano hastened to enfold her in her arms, saying: "What is it, my

child? Tell your new Mamita what it is that troubles you so."

"O, _may_ I call you Mamita?" asked Flora, looking up with an

expression of grateful love that warmed all the fibres of her friend's

heart. "O, I do so need a Mamita! I am very wretched; and if you don't

help me, I don't know what I _shall_ do!"

"Certainly, I will help you, if possible, when you have told me your

trouble," replied Mrs. Delano.

"Yes, I will tell," said Flora, sighing. "Mr. Fitzgerald is the

gentleman who married my sister; but we don't live at his plantation.

We live in a small cottage hidden away in the woods. You never saw

anybody so much in love as he was with Rosa. When we first came here,

he was never willing to have her out of his sight a moment. And Rosa

loves him so! But for these eight or ten weeks past he has been making

love to me; though he is just as affectionate as ever with Rosa. When

she is playing to him, and I am singing beside her, he keeps throwing

kisses to me behind her back. It makes me feel so ashamed that I can't

look my sister in the face. I have tried to--keep out of his way. When

I am in the house I stick to Rosa like a burr; and I have given up

riding or walking, except when he is away. But there's no telling

when he _is_ away. He went away yesterday, and said he was going to

Savannah to be gone a week; but this morning, when I went into the

woods behind the cottage to feed Thistle, he was lurking there. He

seized me, and held his hand over my mouth, and said I _should_ hear

him. Then he told me that Rosa and I were his slaves; that he bought

us of papa's creditors, and could sell us any day. And he says he will

carry me off to Savannah and sell me if I don't treat him better. He

would not let me go till I promised to meet him in Cypress Grove

at dusk to-night. I have been trying to earn money to go to Madame

Guirlande, and get her to send me somewhere where I could give

dancing-lessons, or singing-lessons, without being in danger of being

taken up for a slave. But I don't know how to get to New Orleans

alone; and if I am his slave, I am afraid he will come there with

officers to take me. So, dear new Mamita, I have come to you, to see

if you can't help me to get some money and go somewhere."

Mrs. Delano pressed her gently to her heart, and responded in tones of

tenderest pity: "Get some money and go somewhere, you poor child! Do

you think I shall let dear Alfred's little daughter go wandering

alone about the world? No, darling, you shall live with me, and be my

daughter."

"And don't you care about my being colored and a slave?" asked

Floracita, humbly.

"Let us never speak of that," replied her friend. "The whole

transaction is so odious and wicked that I can't bear to think of it."

"I do feel so grateful to you, my dear new Mamita, that I don't know

what to say. But it tears my heart in two to leave Rosa. We have never

been separated for a day since I was born. And she is so good, and she

loves me so! And Tulee, too. I didn't dare to try to speak to her. I

knew I should break down. All the way coming here I was frightened

for fear Gerald would overtake me and carry me off. And I cried so,

thinking about Rosa and Tulee, not knowing when I should see them

again, that I couldn't see; and if Thistle hadn't known the way

himself, I shouldn't have got here. Poor Thistle! It seemed as if my

heart would break when I threw the bridle on his neck and left him to

go back alone; I didn't dare to hug, him but once, I was so afraid. O,

I am so glad that you will let me stay here!"

"I have been thinking it will not be prudent for you to stay here,

my child," replied Mrs. Delano. "Search will be made for you in the

morning, and you had better be out of the way before that. There are

some dresses belonging to Mrs. Welby's daughter in a closet up stairs.

I will borrow one of them for you to wear. The boat from Beaufort to

Savannah will stop here in an hour to take some freight. We will go to

Savannah. My colored laundress there has a chamber above her wash-room

where you will be better concealed than in more genteel lodgings. I

will come back here to arrange things, and in a few days I will return

to you and take you to my Northern home."

The necessary arrangements were soon made; and when Flora was

transformed into Miss Welby, she smiled very faintly as she remarked,

"How queer it seems to be always running away."

"This is the last time, my child," replied Mrs. Delano. "I will keep

my little bird carefully under my wings."

When Flora was in the boat, hand in hand with her new friend, and no

one visible whom she had ever seen before, her excitement began to

subside, but sadness increased. In her terror the poor child had

scarcely thought of anything except the necessity of escaping

somewhere. But when she saw her island home receding from her, she

began to realize the importance of the step she was taking. She fixed

her gaze on that part where the lonely cottage was embowered, and

she had a longing to see even a little whiff of smoke from Tulee's

kitchen. But there was no sign of life save a large turkey-buzzard,

like a black vulture, sailing gracefully over the tree-tops. The

beloved sister, the faithful servant, the brother from whom she had

once hoped so much, the patient animal that had borne her through so

many pleasant paths, the flowery woods, and the resounding sea, had

all vanished from her as suddenly as did her father and the bright

home of her childhood.

The scenes through which they were passing were beautiful as Paradise,

and all nature seemed alive and jubilant. The white blossoms of

wild-plum-trees twinkled among dark evergreens, a vegetable imitation

of starlight. Wide-spreading oaks and superb magnolias were lighted up

with sudden flashes of color, as scarlet grosbeaks flitted from tree

to tree. Sparrows were chirping, doves cooing, and mocking-birds

whistling, now running up the scale, then down the scale, with an

infinity of variations between. The outbursts of the birds were the

same as in seasons that were gone, but the listener was changed.

Rarely before had her quick musical ear failed to notice how they

would repeat the same note with greater or less emphasis, then flat

it, then sharp it, varying their performances with all manner of

unexpected changes. But now she was merely vaguely conscious of

familiar sounds, which brought before her that last merry day in her

father's house, when Rosabella laughed so much to hear her puzzle the

birds with her musical vagaries. Memory held up her magic mirror, in

which she saw pictured processions of the vanished years. Thus the

lonely child, with her loving, lingering looks upon the past, was

floated toward an unknown future with the new friend a kind Providence

had sent her.

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