remember as well the general bringing that rose down to the office
that morning, wrapped in blue tissue paper from cotton batting rolls!
The package was tied with fancy red braid that used to bind muslin
bolts." He laughed quietly, and asked, "Jane, do you remember that old
red braid?" The sick woman nodded. "Well, with the little blue package
was a note from Miss Lucy, which said that my old teacher could not
give me a present that year--times were cruelly hard then, you
remember--but that she could and did put the blessing of her prayers
on the rose, that all that it witnessed at my wedding would bring me
happiness." He sat for a moment in silence, and, as the nurse was
gone, he knelt beside the sick woman and kissed her. And as the wife
stroked his head she whispered, "How that prayer has been answered,
John--dear, hasn't it?" And the great clock in the silent hall below
ticked away some of the happiest minutes it had ever measured.
But when he passed out of the sick room, the world--the maddening
press of affairs, and the combat in his soul--snapped back on his
shoulders with a mental click as though a load had fallen into its old
place. He stood before his organ, and could not press the keys. As he
sat there in the twilight made by the shaded electric lamps, the
struggle rose in his heart against the admission of anything into his
scheme of life but material things, and the conflict raged unchecked.
What a silliness, he said, to think that the mummery of a woman over a
rose could affect a life. Life is what the succession of the days
brings. The thing is or is not, he said to himself, and the gibber
about prayer and the moral force that moves the universe is for the
weak-minded. So he took his hell to bed with him as it went every
night, and during the heavy hours when he could not sleep, he tiptoed
into the sick room, and looked at the thin face of his wife, sleeping
a restless, feverish sleep, and a great fear came into his heart.
Once as the morning dawned he asked the nurse whom he met in the hall,
"Is it typhoid?"
She was a stranger to the town, and she said to him, "What does the
doctor tell you?"
"That's not the point," he insisted. "What do you think?"
She looked at him for an undecided moment and replied, "I'm not paid
to think, Mr. Barclay," and went past him with her work. But he knew
the truth. He went to his bed, and threw himself upon it, a-tremble
with remorse and fear, and the sneer in his heart stilled his lips and
he could not look outside himself for help. So the morning came, and
another day, bringing its thousand cares, faced him, like a jailer
with his tortures.
Time dragged slowly in the sick room and at the mill. One doctor
brought another, and the Barclay private car went far east and came
flying back with a third. The town knew that Mrs. John Barclay was
dangerously sick. There came hopeful days when the patient's mind was
clear; on one of these days Mrs. McHurdie called, and they let her see
the sick woman. She brought some flowers.
"In the flowers, Jane," she said, "you will find something from
Watts." Mrs. McHurdie smiled. "You know he sat up till 'way after
midnight last night, playing his accordion. Oh, it's been years since
he has touched it. And this morning when I got up, I found him sitting
by the kitchen table, writing. It's a poem for you." Mrs. McHurdie
looked rather sheepish as she said: "You know how Watts is, Jane; he
just made me bring it. You can read it when you get well."
They hurried Mrs. McHurdie out, and when Jane Barclay went to sleep,
they found tears on her pillow, and in her hand the verses,--the
limping, awkward verses of an old man, whose music only echoed back
from the past. The nurses and the young doctor from Boston had a good
laugh at it. Each of the four stanzas began with two lines that asked:
"Oh, don't you remember the old river road, that ran through the
sweet-scented wood?" To them it was a curious parody on something old
and quaint that they had long since forgotten. But to the woman who
lay murmuring of other days, whose lips were parched for the waters of
brooks that had surrendered to the plough a score of years ago, the
halting verses of Watts McHurdie were laden with odours of grape
blossoms, of wild cucumbers and sumach, of elder blossoms, and the
fragrance of the crushed leaves of autumn. And the music of distant
ripples played in her feverish brain and the sobbing voice of the
turtle dove sang out of the past for her as she slept. All through the
day and the night and for many nights and days she whispered of the
trees and the running water and the wild grass and the birds.
And so one morning when it was still gray, she woke and said to John,
who bent over her, "Why, dear, we are almost home; there are the
lights across the river; just one more hill, dearie, and then--" And
then with the water prattling in her ears at the last ford she turned
to the wall and sank to rest.
Day after day, until the days and nights became a week and the week
repeated itself until nearly a month was gone, John Barclay, dry-eyed
and all but dumb, paced the terrace before his house by night, and by
day roamed through the noisy mill or wandered through his desolate
house, seeking peace that would not come to him. The whole foundation
of his scheme of life was crumbling beneath him. He had built
thirty-five years of his manhood upon the theory that the human brain
is the god of things as they are and as they must be. The structure of
his life was an imposing edifice, and men called it great and
successful. Yet as he walked his lonely way in those black days that
followed Jane's death, there came into his consciousness a strong,
overmastering conviction, which he dared not accept, that his house
was built on sand. For here were things outside of his plans, outside
of his very beliefs, coming into his life, bringing calamity, sorrow,
and tragedy with them into his own circle of friends, into his own
household, into his own heart. As he walked through the dull, lonely
hours he could not escape the vague feeling, though he fought it as
one mad fights for his delusion, that all the tragedies piling up
about him came from his own mistakes. Over and over again he threshed
the past. Molly Brownwell's cry, "You have sold me into bondage, John
Barclay," would not be stilled, though at times he could smile at it;
and the broken body and shamed face of her father haunted him like an
obsession. Night after night when he tried to sleep, Robert Hendricks'
letter burned in fire before his eyes, and at last so mad was the
struggle in his soul that he hugged these things to him that he might
escape the greater horror: the dreadful red headlines in the
sensational paper they had sent him from the City office which
screamed at him, "John Barclay slays his wife--Aids a water
franchise grab that feeds the people typhoid germs and his own wife
dies of the fever." He had not replied to the letter from the law
department of the Provisions Company which asked if he wished to sue
for libel, and begged him to do so. He had burned the paper, but the
headlines were seared into his brain.
Over and over he climbed the fiery ladder of his sins: the death of
General Hendricks, the sacrifice of Molly Culpepper, the temptation
and fall of her father, the death of his boyhood's friend, and then
the headlines. These things were laid at his door, and over and over
again, like Sisyphus rolling the stones uphill, he swept them away
from his threshold, only to find that they rolled right back again.
And with them came at times the suspicion that his daughter's
unhappiness was upon him also. And besides these things, a hundred
business transactions wherein he had cheated and lied for money rose
to disturb him. And through it all, through his anguish and shame, the
faith of his life kept battling for its dominion.
Once he sent for Bemis and tried to talk himself into peace with his
friend. He did not speak of the things that were corroding his heart,
but he sat by and heard himself chatter his diabolic creed as a
drunkard watches his own folly.
"Lige," he said, "I'm sick of that infernal charities bureau we've
got. I'm going to abolish it. These philanthropic millionaires make me
sick at the stomach, Lige. What do they care for the people? They know
what I know, that the damn people are here to be skinned." He laughed
viciously and went on: "Sometimes I think we filthy rich are divided
into two classes: those of us who keep mistresses, and those of us who
have harmless little entanglements with preachers and college
presidents. Neither the lemon-haired women nor the college presidents
interfere with our business; they don't hamper us--not the slightest.
They just take our money, and for a few idle hours amuse us, and make
us feel that we are good fellows. As for me, I'll have neither women
nor college presidents purring around my ankles. I'm going to cut out
the philanthropy appropriation to-day."
And he was as good as his word. But that did not help. The truth kept
wrenching his soul, and his feet blindly kept trying to find a path to
peace.
It was late one night in August, and a dead moon was hanging in the
south, when, treading the terrace before his house, he saw a shadow
moving down the stairway in the hall. At first his racked nerves
quivered, but when he found that it was his mother, he went to meet
her, exclaiming as he mounted the steps to the veranda, "Why, mother,
what is it--is anything wrong?"
Though it was past midnight, Mary Barclay was dressed for the day. She
stood in the doorway with the dimmed light behind her, a tall, strong
woman, straight and gaunt as a Nemesis. "No, John--nothing is
wrong--in the house." She walked into the veranda and began as she
approached a chair, "Sit down, John; I wish to talk with you."
"Well, mother--what is it?" asked the son, as he sat facing her.
She paused a moment looking earnestly at his face and replied, "The
time has come when we must talk this thing out, John, soul to soul."
He shrank from what was coming. His instinct told him to fight away
the crisis. He began to palaver, but his mother cut him short, as she
exclaimed:--
"Why don't you let Him in, John?"
"Let who in?" asked her son.
"You know Whom, John Barclay; that was your grandfather speaking then,
the old polly foxer. You know, my boy. Don't you remember me bending
over the town wash-tub when you were a child, Johnnie? Don't you
remember the old song I used to sing--of course you do, child--as I
rubbed the clothes on the board: 'Let Him in, He is your friend, let Him
in, He is your friend; He will keep you to the end--let--Him--in!' Of
course you remember it, boy, and you have been fighting Him with all
your might for six months now, and since Jane went, the fight is driving
you crazy--can't you see, John?"
The son did not reply for a moment, then he said, "Oh, well, mother,
that was all right in that day, but--"
"John Barclay," cried the mother sternly, as she leaned toward him,
"the faith that bore your father a martyr to the grave, sustained me
in this wilderness, and kept me happy as I scrubbed for your bread,
shall not be scoffed in my presence. We are going to have this thing
out to-night. I, who bore you, and nursed you, and fed you, and staked
my soul on your soul, have some rights to-night. Here you are,
fifty-four years old, and what have you done? You've killed your
friend and your friend's father before him--I know that, John. You've
wrecked the life of the sister of your first sweetheart, and put fear
and disgrace in her father's face forever--forever, John Barclay, as
long as he lives. I know that too; I haven't been wrapped in pink
cotton all these years, boy--I've lived my own life since you left my
wing, and made my own way too, as far as that goes. And now you are
trying to quench the fires of remorse in your soul because your wife
died a victim of your selfish, ruthless, practical scheme of things.
More than that, my son--more than that, your child is suffering all
the agony that a woman can suffer because of your devilish system of
traffic in blood for money. You know what I mean, John. That boy told
the truth, as you admit, and he could either run or lie, and for being
a man you have broken up a God-sent love merely to satisfy your own
vanity. Oh, John--John," she cried passionately, "my poor, blind,
foolish boy--haven't you found the ashes in the core of your faith
yet--aren't you ready to quit?"
He began, "Don't you think, mother, I have suffered--"
"Suffered, boy? Suffered? Of course you have suffered, John," she
answered, taking his hands in hers. "I have seen the furnace fires
smoking your face, and I know you have suffered, Johnnie; that's why I
am coming to you--to ask you to quit suffering. Look at it, my
boy--what are you suffering for? Is it material power you want? Well,
you have never had it. The people are going right along running their
own affairs in spite of you. All your nicely built card houses are
knocked over. In the states and in the federal government, in spite of
your years of planning and piecing out your little practical system,
at the very first puff of God's breath it goes to pieces. The men whom
you bought and paid for don't stay bought--do they, my boy? Oh, your
old mother knows, John. Men who will sell are never worth buying; and
the house that relies on them, falls. You have built a sand dam,
son--like the dams you used to build in the spring stream when you
were a child. It melts under pressure like straw. You have no worldly
power. In this practical world you are a failure, and good old Phil
Ward, who went out into the field and scattered seeds of discontent at
your system--he is seeing his harvest ripen in his old age, John,"
she cried. "Can't you see your failure? Look at it from a practical
standpoint: what thing in the last thirty years have you advocated,
and Philemon Ward opposed, that to-day he has not realized and you
lost? His prescription for the evils may have been wrong many times,
but his diagnosis of them was always right, and they are being cured,
in spite of all your protest that they did not exist. Which of you has
won his practical fight in this practical world--his God or your God;
the ideal world or the material world, boy? Can't you see it?" The old
woman leaned forward and looked in her son's dull, unresponsive face.
"Can't you see how you have failed?" she pleaded.
They rose together and began to pace the long floor of the veranda.
"Oh, mother," he cried, as he put his arm about her, "I am so
lonely--so tired, so sick in the heart of me."
They didn't speak for a time, but walked together in silence. At
length the mother began again. "John," she said, as they turned at the
end of the porch, "I suppose you are saying that you have your
money--that it is material--solid, substantial, and undeniable. But
is it? Isn't it all a myth? Leave it where it is--in the shape of
securities and stocks and credits--what will it do? Will it bring
Jane back? Will it give Jeanette her heart's desire, and make her
happy all her life? You know, dear, that it will only make me
miserable. Has it made you happy, John? Turn it into gold and pile it
up in the front yard--and what will it buy that poor Phil Ward has
not had all of his life--good food, good clothing--good enough, at
least--a happy family, useful children, and a good name? A good name,
John, is rather to be chosen than great riches--than all your money,
my son--rather to be chosen than all your money. Can you buy that
with your millions piled on millions?"
They were walking slowly as she spoke, and they turned into the
terrace. There they stood looking at the livid moon sinking behind the
great house.
"Is there more joy in this house than in any other house in town,
John--answer me squarely, son--answer me," she cried. He shook his
head sadly and sighed. "A mother, whose heart bleeds every hour as she
sees her son torturing himself with footless remorse; that is one. A
heart-broken, motherless girl, whose lover has been torn away from her
by her father's vanity and her own pride, and whose mother has been
taken as a pawn in the game her father played with no motive, no
benefit, nothing but to win his point in a miserable little game of
politics; that is number two. And a man who should be young for twenty
years yet, who should have been useful for thirty years--and now what
is he? powerless, useless, wretched, lonely, who spends his time
walking about fighting against God, that he may prove his own wisdom
and nothing more."
"Mother," cried Barclay, petulantly, "I can't stand this--that you
should turn on me--now." He broke away from her, and stood alone.
"When I need you most, you reproach me. When I need sympathy, you
scorn all that I have done. You can't prove your God. Why should I
accept Him?"
The gaunt old woman stretched out her arms and cried: "Oh, John
Barclay, prove your god. Tell him to come and give you a moment's
happiness--set him to work to restore your good name; command him to
make Jeanette happy. These things my God can do! Let your Mammon," she
cried with all the passion of her soul, "let your Mammon come down and
do one single miracle like that." Her voice broke and she sobbed.
"What a tower of Babel--an industrial Babel, you are building,
John--you and your kith and kind. The last century gave us
Schopenhauers and Kants, all denying God, and this one gives us
Railroad Kings and Iron Kings and Wheat Kings, all by their works
proclaiming that Mammon has the power and the glory and the Kingdom. O
ye workers of iniquity!" she cried, and her voice lifted, "ye wicked
and perverse--"
She did not finish, but broken and trembling, her strength spent and
her faith scorned, she sank on her knees by a marble urn on the
terrace and sobbed and prayed. When she rose, the dawn was breaking,
and she looked for a moment at her son, who had been sitting near her,
and cried: "Oh, my boy, my little boy that I nursed at my breast--let
Him in, He is your friend--and oh, my God, sustain my faith!"
Her son came to her side and led her into the house. But he went to
his room and began the weary round, battling for his own faith.
As he stood by his open window that day at the mill, he saw Molly
Brownwell across the pond, going into his home. He watched her idly
and saw Jeanette meet her at the door, and then as his memory went
back to the old days, he tried to find tears for the woman who had
died, but he could only rack his soul. Tears were denied to him.
He was a rich man--was John Barclay; some people thought that, taking
his wealth as wealth goes, all carefully invested in substantial
things--in material things, let us say--he was the richest man in
the Mississippi Valley. He bought a railroad that day when he looked
through the office window at Molly Brownwell--a railroad three
thousand miles long. And he bought a man's soul in a distant city--a
man whom he did not know even by name, but the soul was thrown in "to
boot" in a bargain; and he bought a woman's body whose face he had
never seen, and that went as part of another trade he was making and
he did not even know they had thrown it in. And he bought a child's
life, and he bought a city's prosperity in another bargain, and bought
the homage of a state, and the tribute of a European kingdom, as part
of the day's huckstering. But with all his wealth and power, he could
not buy one tear--not one little, miserable tear to moisten his
grief-dried heart. For tears, just then, were a trifle high. So Mr.
Barclay had to do without, though the man whose soul he bought wept,
and the woman whose body came with a trade, sobbed, and the dead face
of the child was stained with a score of tears.
They went to Jeanette Barclay's room,--the gray-haired woman and the
girl,--and they sat there talking for a time--talking of things that
were on their lips and not in their hearts. Each felt that the other
understood her. And each felt that something was to be said. For one
day before the end Jeanette's mother had said to her: "Jennie, if I am
not here always go to Molly--ask her to tell you about her girlhood."
The mother had rested for a while, and then added, "Tell her I said
for you to ask her, and she'll know what I mean."
"Jeanette," said Molly Brownwell, "your mother and I were girls
together. Your father saw more of her at our house than he did at her
own home, until they married. Did you know that?" Jeanette nodded
assent. "So one day last June she said to me, 'Molly, sometime I wish
you would tell Jennie all about you and Bob.'"
Mrs. Brownwell paused, and Jeanette said, "Yes, mother told me to ask
you to, Aunt Molly." Tears came into the daughter's eyes, and she
added, "I think she knew even then that--"
And then it all came back, and after a while the elder woman was
saying, "Well, once upon a time there lived a princess, my dear. All
good stories begin so--don't they? She was a fat, pudgy little
princess who longed to grow up and have hoop-skirts like a real
sure-enough woman princess, and there came along a tall prince--the
tallest, handsomest prince in all the wide world, I think. And he and
the princess fell in love, as princesses and princes will, you know,
my dear,--just as they do now, I am told. And the prince had to go
away on business and be gone a long, long time, and while he was gone
the father of the princess and the friend of the prince got into
trouble--and the princess thought it was serious trouble. She thought
the father of the prince would have to go to jail and maybe the prince
and his friend fail. My, my, Jeanette, what a big word that word fail
seemed to the little fat princess! So she let a man make love to her
who could lend them all some money and keep the father out of jail and
the prince and his friend from the awful fate of failure. So the man
lent the money and made love, and made love. And the little princess
had to listen; every one seemed to like to have her listen, so she
listened and she listened, and she was a weak little princess. She
knew she had wronged the prince by letting the man make love to her,
and her soul was smudged and--oh, Jeanette, she was such a foolish,
weak, miserable little princess, and they didn't tell her that there
is only one prince for every princess, and one princess for every
prince--so she took the man, and sent away the prince, and the man
made love ever so beautifully--but it was not the real thing, my
dear,--not the real thing. And afterwards when she saw the
prince--so young and so strong and so handsome, her heart burned for
him as with a flame, and she was not ashamed; the wicked, wicked
princess, she didn't know. And so they walked together one night right
up to the brink of the bad place, dearie--right up to the brink; and
the princess shuddered back, and saved the prince. Oh, Jeanette,
Jeanette, Jeanette," sobbed the woman, in the girl's arms, "right in
this room, in this very room, which was your mother's room in the old
house, I came out of the night, as bad a woman as God ever sent away
from Him. And your mother and I cried it out, and talked it out, and I
fought it out, and won. Oh, I won, Jeanette--I won!"
The two women were silent for a time, and then the elder went on:
"That's what your mother wished you to know--that for every princess
there is just one real prince, and for every prince there is just one
real princess, my dear, and when you have found him, and know he is
true, nothing--not money, not friends, not father nor mother--when
he is honest, not even pride--should stand between you. That is what
your mother sent you, dearie. Do you understand?"
"I think I do, Aunt Molly--I think so," repeated the girl. She looked
out of the window for a moment, and then cried, "Oh, Aunt Molly--but
I can't, I can't. How could he, Aunt Molly--how could he?" The girl
buried her face in the woman's lap, and sobbed.
After a time the elder woman spoke. "You know he loves you, don't you,
dear?"
The girl shook her head and cried, "But how could he?" and repeated it
again and again.
"And you still love him--I know that, my dear, or you could not--you
would not care, either," she added.
And so after a time the tears dried, as tears will, and the two women
fell back into the pale world of surfaces, and as Molly Brownwell left
she took the girl's hand and said: "You won't forget about the little
pudgy princess--the dear, foolish, little weak princess, will you,
Jeanette? And, dearie," she added as she stood on the lower steps of
the porch, "don't--don't always be so proud--not about that, my
dear--about everything else in the world, but not about that." And so
she went back into the world, and ceased to be a fairy godmother, and
took up her day's work.
John Barclay went to the City that night for the first time in two
months, and Jeanette and her Grandmother Barclay kept the big house
alone. In ten days he came back; his face was still hard, and the red
rims around his eyes were dry, and his voice was sullen, as it had
been for many weeks. His soul was still wrestling with a spirit that
would not give up the fight. That night his daughter tried to sit with
him, as she had tried many nights before. They sat looking at the
stars in silence as was their wont. Generally the father had risen and
walked away, but that night he turned upon her and said:--
"Jeanette, don't you like to be rich? I guess you are the richest girl
in this country. Doesn't that sound good to you?"
"No, father," she answered simply, and continued, "What can I do with
all that money?"
"Marry some man who's got sense enough to double it, and double it,"
cried Barclay, harshly. "Then there'll be no question but that you'll
be the richest people in the world."
"And then what?" asked the girl.
"Then--then," he cried, "make the people in this world stand
around--that's what."
"But, father," she said as she put her hand on his arm, "what if I
don't want them to stand around? Why should I have to bother about
it?"
"Oh," he groaned, "your grandmother has been filling you full of
nonsense." He did not speak for a time, and at length she rose to go
to bed. "Jeanette," he cried so suddenly that it startled her, "are
you still moping after Neal Ward? Do you love him? Do you want me to
go and get him for you?"
The girl stood by her father's chair a moment and then answered
colourlessly: "No, father, I don't want you to get him for me. I am
not moping for him, as you call it."
Her desolate tone reached some chord in his very heart, for he caught
her hand, and put it to his cheek and said softly, "But she loves
him--my poor little girl loves him?"
She tried to pull away her hand and replied, in the same dead voice:
"Oh, well--that doesn't matter much, I suppose. It's all over--so
far as I am concerned." She turned to leave him, and he cried:--
"My dear, my dear--why don't you go to him?"
She stopped a moment and looked at her father, and even in the
starlight she could see his hard mouth and his ruthless jaw. Then she
cried out, "Oh, father, I can't--I can't--" After a moment she
turned and looked at him, and asked, "Would you? Would you?" and
walked into the house without waiting for an answer.
The father sat crumpled up in his chair, listening to the flames
crackling in his heart. The old negation was fighting for its own, and
he was weary and broken and sick as with a palsy of the soul. For
everything in him trembled. There was no solid ground under him. He
had visited his material kingdom in the City, and had seen its strong
fortresses and had tried all of its locks and doors, and found them
firm and fast. But they did not satisfy his soul; something within him
kept mocking them; refusing to be awed by their power, and the eternal
"yes" rushed through his reason like a great wind.
As he sat there, suddenly, as from some power outside, John Barclay
felt a creaking of his resisting timbers, and he quit the struggle.
His heart was lead in his breast, and he walked through the house to
his pipe organ, that had stood silent in the hall for nearly a year.
He stood hesitatingly before it for a second, and then wearily lay him
down to rest, on a couch beside it, where, when he had played the last
time, Jane lay and listened. He was tired past all telling, but his
soul was relaxed. He lay there for hours--until the tall clock above
his head chimed two. He could not sleep, but his consciousness was
inert and his mind seemed limp and empty, as one who has worked past
his limit. The hymn that the clock chimed through the quarter hours
repeated itself over and over again without meaning in his brain.
Something aroused him; he started up suddenly, and lying half on his
elbow and half on his side he stared about him, and was conscious of a
great light in the room: it was as though there was a fire near by and
he was alarmed, but he could not move. As he looked into space,
terrified by the paralysis that held him, he saw across the face of
the organ, "Righteousness exalteth a Nation, but sin is a reproach to
any people."
Quick as a flash his mind went back to the time that same motto stared
meaninglessly at him from above the pulpit in the chapel at West
Point, to which he had been appointed official visitor at Commencement
many years before. But that night as he gazed at the text its meaning
came rushing through his brain. It came so quickly that he could not
will it back nor reason it in. Righteousness, he knew, was not
piety--not wearing your Sunday clothes to church and praying and
singing psalms; it was living honestly and kindly and charitably and
dealing decently with every one in every transaction; and sin--that,
he knew--was the cheating, the deceiving, and the malicious greed
that had built up his company and scores of others like it all over
the land. That, he knew--that bribery and corruption and vicarious
stealing which he had learned to know as business--that was a
reproach to any people, and as it came to him that he was a miserable
offender and that the other life, the decent life, was the right life,
he was filled with a joy that he could not express, and he let the
light fail about him unheeded, and lay for a time in a transport of
happiness. He had found the secret.
The truth had come to him--to him first of all men, and it was his to
tell. The joy of it--that he should find out what righteousness
was--that it was not crying "Lord, Lord" and playing the
hypocrite--thrilled him. And then the sense of his sinning came over
him, but only with joy too, because he felt he could show others how
foolish they were. The clock stopped ticking; the chimes were silent,
and he lay unconscious of his body, with his spirit bathed in some new
essence that he did not understand and did not try to understand.
Finally he rose and went to his organ and turned on the motor, and put
his hands to the keys. As he played the hymn to the "Evening Star,"
John Barclay looked up and saw his mother standing upon the stair with
her fine old face bathed in tears. And then at last--
Tears? Tears for Mr. Barclay? All these months there have been no
tears for him--none, except miserable little corroding tears of rage
and shame. But now there are tears for Mr. Barclay, large, man's size,
soul-healing tears--tears of repentance; not for the rich Mr.
Barclay, the proud Mr. Barclay, the powerful, man-hating, God-defying
Mr. Barclay of Sycamore Ridge, but for John Barclay, a contrite man,
the humblest in all the kingdom.
And as John Barclay let his soul rise with the swelling music, he felt
the solace of a great peace in his heart; he turned his wet face
upward and cried, "Oh, mother, mother, I feel like a child!" Then Mary
Barclay knew that her son had let Him in, knew in her own heart all
the joy there is in heaven over one sinner that repenteth.
CHAPTER XXIX
It is written in the Book that holds the wisdom of our race that one
who is reborn into the Kingdom of God, enters as a little child. It is
there in black and white, yet few people get the idea into their
consciousnesses. They expect regeneration to produce an upright man.
God knows better than that. And we should know better too when it is
written down for us. And so you good people who expect to see John
Barclay turn rightabout face on the habits of a lifetime are to be
disappointed. For a little child stumbles and falls and goes the wrong
way many times before it learns the way of life. There came days after
that summer night of 1904, when John Barclay fell--days when he would
sneak into the stenographers' room in his office in the City and tear
up some letter he had dictated, when he would send a telegram
annulling an order, when he would find himself cheating and gouging
his competitors or his business associates,--even days when he had
not the moral courage to retrace his steps although he knew he was
wrong. Shame put her brand on his heart, and his face showed to those
who watched it closely--and there were scores of fellow-gamblers at
the game with him, whose profits came from watching his face--his
face showed forth uncertainty and daze. So men said, "The old man's
off his feed," or others said, "Barclay's losing his nerve"; and still
others said, "Can it be possible that the old hypocrite is getting a
sort of belated conscience?"
But slowly, inch by inch, the child within him grew; he gripped his
soul with the iron hand of will that had made a man of him, and when
the child fell and ached with shame, Barclay's will sustained the
weakling. We are so hidden by our masks that this struggle in the
man's soul, though guessed at by some of those about him, was unknown
to the hundreds who saw him every day. But for him the universe had
changed. And as a child, amazed, he looked upon the new wonder of
God's order about him and went tripping and stumbling and toppling
over awkwardly through it all as one learning some new equilibrium.
There were times when his heart grew sick, and he would have given it
all up. There were hours when he did surrender; when he did a mean
thing and gloried in it, or a cowardly thing and apologized for it.
But his will rose and turned him back to his resolve. He found the big
things easy, and the little things hard to do. So he kept at the big
things until they had pushed him so far toward his goal that the
little things were details which he repaired slowly and with anguish
of humiliation in secret, and unknown even to those who were nearest
to him.
And all this struggle was behind the hard face, under the broad, high
forehead, back of the mean jaw, beneath the cover of the sharp brazen
eyes. Even in Sycamore Ridge they did not suspect the truth until
Barclay had grown so strong in his new faith that he could look at his
yesterdays without shuddering.
The year of our Lord nineteen hundred and six was a slow year
politically in Sycamore Ridge, so in the parliament at McHurdie's shop
discussion took somewhat wider range than was usual. It may interest
metaphysicians in the world at large to know that the McHurdie
parliament that August definitely decided that this is not a material
world; that sensation is a delusion, that the whole phantasmagoria of
the outer and material world is a reaction of some sort upon the
individual consciousness. Up to this point the matter is settled, and
metaphysicians may as well make a record of the decision; for Watts
McHurdie, Jacob Dolan, Philemon Ward, Martin Culpepper, and sometimes
Oscar Fernald, know just exactly as much about it as the ablest
logician in the world. It is, however, regrettable that after deciding
that the external world is but a divine reaction upon the individual
consciousness, the parliament was unable to reach any sort of a
decision as to whose consciousness received the picture. Mr. Dolan
maintained vigorously that his consciousness was the one actually
affected, and that the colonel and the general and Watts were mere
hallucinations of his. The general held that Jake and the others were
accessory phantasms of his own dream, and Watts and the colonel, being
of more poetical temperament, held that the whole outfit was a chimera
in some larger consciousness, whose entity it is not given us to know.
As for Oscar, he claimed the parliament was crazy, and started to
prove it, when it was thought best to shift and modify the discussion;
and, therefore, early in September, when the upper currents of the
national atmosphere were vocal with discordant allegations, denials,
accusations, and maledictions, in Watts McHurdie's shop the question
before the house was, "How many people are there in the world?" For
ten days, in the desultory debate that had droned through the summer,
the general, true to his former contention, insisted that there was
only one person in the world. Mr. Dolan, with the Celtic elasticity of
reason, was willing to admit two.
"You and me and no more--all the rest is background for us," he
proclaimed. "If the you of the moment is the colonel--well and good;
then the colonel and I for it; but if it is the general and I--to the
trees with your colonel and Watts, and the three billion
others--you're merely stage setting, and become third persons."
"But," asked McHurdie, "if I exist this minute with you, and then you
focus your attention on Mart there, the next minute, and he exists,
what becomes of me when you turn your head from me?"
Dolan did not answer. He dipped into the _Times_ and read awhile; and
the colonel and the general got out the checkerboard and plunged into
a silent game. At length Dolan, after the fashion of debaters in the
parliament, came out of his newspaper and said:--
"That, Mr. McHurdie, is a problem ranging off the subject, into the
theories of the essence of time and space, and I refuse to answer it."
Me Hurdie kept on working, and the hands of the clock slipped around
nearly an hour. Then the bell tinkled and Neal Ward came in on his
afternoon round for news to print in the next day's issue of the
_Banner_.
"Anything new?" he asked.
"Mrs. Dorman is putting new awnings on the rear windows of her
store--did you get that?" asked McHurdie.
The young man made a note of the fact.
"Yes," added Dolan, "and you may just say that Hon. Jacob Dolan,
former sheriff of Garrison County, and a member of 'C' Company, well
known in this community, who has been custodian of public buildings
and grounds in and for Garrison County, state of Kansas, ss., is
contemplating resigning his position and removing to the National
Soldiers' Home at Leavenworth for the future."
Young Ward smiled, but did not take the item down in his note-book.
"It isn't time yet," he said.
"Why not?" asked Dolan.
"Only two months and a half since I printed that the last time. It
can't go oftener than four times a year, and it's been in twice this
year. Late in December will time it about right."
"What's the news with you, boy?" asked Dolan.
"Well," said the young man, pausing carefully as if to make a
selection from a large and tempting assortment, but really swinging
his arms for a long jump into the heart of the matter in his mind,
"have you heard that John Barclay has given the town his pipe organ?"
"You don't say!" exclaimed McHurdie.
"Tired of it?" asked Dolan, as though twenty-five-thousand-dollar pipe
organs were raining in the town every few days.
"It'll not be that, Jake," said Watts. "John is no man to tire of
things."
"No, it's not that, Mr. Dolan," answered Neal Ward. "He has sent word
to the mayor and council that he is going to have the organ installed
in Barclay Hall this week at his own expense, and he accompanied the
letter with fifty thousand dollars in securities to hire a permanent
organist and a band-master for the band; and a band concert and an
organ concert will alternate in the hall every week during the year. I
gather from reading his letter that Mr. Barclay believes the organ
will do more good in the hall than in his house."
The general and the colonel kept on at their game. Dolan whistled, and
Watts nodded his head. "That's what I would say he did it for," said
McHurdie.
"Are the securities N.P.C. stock?" asked Dolan, tentatively.
"No," replied Neal; "I saw them; they are municipal bonds of one sort
and another."
"Well, well--Johnnie at the mill certainly is popping open like a
chestnut bur. Generally when he has some scheme on to buy public
sentiment he endows something with N.P.C. stock, so that in case of a
lawsuit against the company he'd have the people interested in
protecting the stock. This new tack is certainly queer doings.
Certainly queer doings for the dusty miller!" repeated Dolan.
"Well, it's like his buying the waterworks of Bemis last month, and
that land at the new pumping station, and giving the council money to
build the new dam and power-house. He had no rebate or take back in
that--at least no one can see it," said the young man.
"Nellie says," put in Watts, "that she heard from Mrs. Fernald, who
got it from her girl, who got it from the girl who works in the Hub
restaurant, who had it from Mrs. Carnine's girl--so it come pretty
straight--that Lige made John pay a pretty penny for the waterworks,
and they had a great row because John would give up the fight."
"Yes," replied Dolan, "it come to me from one of the nigger prisoners
in the jail, who has a friend who sweeps out Gabe's bank, that he
heard John and Lige dickering, and that Lige held John up for a
hundred thousand cold dollars for his bargain."
"The Associated Press to-day," said young Ward, "has a story to the
effect that there is a great boom in certain railroad stocks owing to
some secret operations of Mr. Barclay. They don't know what he is
doing, but things are pretty shaky. He refuses to make a statement."
"He's a queer canny little man," explained Watts. "You never know
where he'll break out next."
"Well, he's up to some devilment," exclaimed Dolan; "you can depend on
that. Why do you suppose he's laying off the hands at the strip
factory?"
The young man shook his head. "Give it up. I asked Mr. Mason and the
best I could get out of him was a parrot-like statement that 'owing to
the oversupply of our commodity, we have decided to close operations
for the present. We have, therefore,' he said pompously, 'given each
of our employees unable to find immediate work here, a ticket for
himself and family to any point in the United States to which he may
desire to go, and have agreed to pay the freight on his household
goods also.' That was every word I could get out of him--and you know
Mr. Mason is pretty talkative sometimes."
"Queer doings for the dusty miller," repeated Dolan.
The group by the bench heard the slap of the checkerboard on its
shelf, and General Ward cut into the conversation as one who had never
been out of it. "The boy's got good blood in him; it will come out
some day--he wasn't made a Thatcher and a Barclay and a Winthrop for
nothing. Lizzie was over there the other night for tea with them, and
she said she hadn't seen John so much like himself for years."
Young Ward went about his afternoon's work and the parliament
continued its debate on miscellaneous public business. The general
pulled the _Times_ from Dolan's pocket and began turning it over. He
stopped and read for a few moments and exclaimed:--
"Boys--see here. Maybe this explains something we were talking
about." He began reading a news item sent out from Washington, D.C.
The item stated that the Department of Commerce and Labour had scored
what every one in official circles believed was the most important
victory ever achieved by the government outside of a war. The item
continued:--
"Within the last ten days, the head of one of the largest so-called
trusts in this country called at the department, and explained that
his organization, which controls a great staple commodity, was going
into voluntary liquidation. The organization in question has been
the subject of governmental investigation for nearly two years, and
investigators were constantly hampered and annoyed by attempts of
politicians of the very highest caste, outside of the White House,
trying to get inspectors removed or discredited, and all along the
line of its investigations the government has felt a powerful secret
influence shielding the trust. As an evidence of his good faith in
the disorganization, the head of the trust, while he was here,
promised to send to the White House, what he called his 'political
burglar's kit,' consisting of a card index, labelling and ticketing
with elaborate cross references and cabinet data, every man in the
United States who is in politics far enough to get to his state
legislature, or to be a nominee of his party for county attorney.
This outfit, shipped in a score of great boxes, was dumped at the
White House to-day, and it is said that a number of the cards
indicating the reputation of certain so-called conservative senators
and congressmen may be framed. There is a great hubbub in
Washington, and the newspaper correspondents who called at the White
House on their morning rounds were regaled by a confidential glimpse
into the cards and the cabinets. It is likely that the whole outfit
will be filed in the Department of Commerce and Labour, and will
constitute the basis of what is called around the White House
to-day, a 'National Rogues' Gallery.' The complete details of every
senatorial election held in the country during twelve years last
past, showing how to reach any Senator susceptible to any influence
whatsoever, whether political, social, or religious, are among the
trophies of the chase in the hands of the Mighty Hunter for Big Game
to-day."
When General Ward had finished reading, he lifted up his glasses and
said: "Well, that's it, boys; John has come to his turn of the road.
Here's the rest. It says: 'The corporation in question is practically
controlled by one man, the man who has placed the information above
mentioned in the hands of the government. It is a corporation owning
no physical property whatever, and is organized as a rebate hopper, if
one may so style it. The head of the corporation stated when he was
here recently that he is preparing to buy in every share of the
company's stock at the price for which it was sold and then--' Jake,
where is page 3 with the rest of this article on it?" asked the
general.
"Why, I threw that away coming down here," responded Dolan.
"Rather leaves us in the air--doesn't it?" suggested the colonel.
"Well, it's John. I know enough to know that--from Neal," said the
general.
The afternoon sun was shining in the south window of the shop. Dolan
started to go. In the doorway McHurdie halted him.
"Jake," he cried, pointing a lean, smutty finger at Dolan, "Jake
Dolan, if there are only two people in the world, what becomes of me
when you begin talking to Mart? If you knew, you would not dodge. In
philosophy no man can stand on his constitutional rights. Turn state's
evidence, Jake Dolan, and tell the truth--what becomes of me?"
"'Tis an improper question," replied Dolan, and then drawing himself
up and pulling down the front of his coat, he added, "'Tis not a
matter that may be discussed among gentlemen," and with that he
disappeared.
The front door-bell tinkled, and the parliament prepared to adjourn.
The colonel helped the poet close his store and bring in the wooden
horse from the sidewalk, and then Molly Brownwell came with her
phaeton and drove the two old men home. On the way up Main Street they
overhauled Neal Ward. Mrs. Brownwell turned in to the sidewalk and
called, "Neal, can you run over to the house a moment this evening?"
And when he answered in the affirmative, she let the old nag amble
gently up the street.
"How pretty you are, Aunt Molly," exclaimed Neal, as the gray-haired
woman who could still wear a red ribbon came into the room where he
sat waiting for her. The boy's compliment pleased her, and she did not
hesitate to say so. But after that she plunged into the subject that
was uppermost in her heart.
"Neal," she said, as she drew her chair in front of him so that she
could see his face and know the truth, no matter what his lips might
say, "we're partners now, aren't we, or what amounts to the same
thing?" She smiled good-naturedly. "I own the overdraft at the bank
and you own the mortgage at the court-house. So I am going to ask you
a plain question; and if you say it isn't any of my business, I'll
attempt to show you that it is. Neal," she asked, looking earnestly
into his face, "why do you write to Jeanette Barclay every day of your
life and not mail the letters?"
The youth flushed. "Why--Aunt Molly--how did you know?--I never
told--"
"No, Neal, you never told me; but this afternoon while you we're out I
was looking for Adrian's check-book; I was sure we paid Dorman's bill
last April, and that I took the check over myself. I was going through
the desk, and I got on your side, thinking I might have left the
check-book there by mistake, and I ran into the very midst of those
letters, before I knew what I was about. Now, Neal--why?"
The young man gazed at the woman seriously for a time and then parried
her question with, "Why do you care--what difference can it make to
you, Aunt Molly?"
"Because," she answered quickly, "because I wish to see my partner
happy. He will do better work so--if you desire to put it on a
cold-blooded basis. Oh, Nealie, Nealie--do you love her that
much--that you take your heart and your life to her without hope or
without sign or answer every day?"
He dropped his eyes, and turned his face away. "Not every day," he
answered, "not every day--but every night, Aunt Molly."
"Why don't you go to her, Neal, and tell her?" asked the woman. "Is it
so hopeless as that?"
"Oh, there are many reasons--why I don't go to her," he replied.
After a minute's silence he went on: "In the first place she is a very
rich girl, and that makes a difference--now. When she was just a
young girl of eighteen, or such a matter, and I only twenty or
twenty-one, we met so naturally, and it all came out so beautifully!
But we are older now, Aunt Molly," he said sadly, "and it's
different."
"Yes," admitted Mrs. Brownwell, "it is different now--you are right
about it."
"Yes," he continued, repeating a patter which he had said to himself a
thousand times. "Yes,--and then I can't say I'm sorry--for I'm not.
I'd do it again. And I know how Mr. Barclay feels; he didn't leave me
in any doubt about that," smiled the boy, "when I left his office that
morning after telling him what I was going to do. So," he sighed and
smiled in rather hopeless good humour, "I can't see my way out. Can
you?"
Molly Brownwell leaned back in her chair, and closed her eyes for a
minute, and then shook her head, and said, "No, Neal, not now; but
there is a way--somehow--I am sure of that."
He laughed for want of any words to express his hopelessness, and the
two--the youth in despair, and the woman full of hope--sat in
silence.
"Neal," she asked finally, "what do you put in those letters? Why do
you write them at all?"
The young man with his eyes upon the floor began, "Well--they're just
letters, Aunt Molly--just letters--such as I used to write
before--don't you know." His voice was dull and passionless, and he
went on: "I can't tell you more about them. They're just letters." He
drew in a quick long breath and exclaimed: "Oh, you know what they
are--I want to talk to some one and I'm going to. Oh, Aunt Molly," he
cried, "I'm not heart-broken, and all that--I'm infinitely happy.
Because I still hold it--it doesn't die. Don't you see? And I know
that always it will be with me--whatever may come to her. I don't
want to forget--and it is my only joy in the matter, that I never
will forget. I can be happy this way; I don't want to give any other
woman a warmed-over heart, for this would always be there--I know
it--and so I am just going to keep it." He dropped his voice again
after a sigh, and went on: "There, that's all there is to it. Do you
think I'm a fool?" he asked, as the colour came into his face.
"No, Neal, I don't," said Molly Brownwell, as she stood beside him.
"You are a brave, manly fellow, Neal, and I wish I could help you. I
don't see how now--but the way will come--sometime. Now," she added,
"tell me about the paper."
And then they went into business matters which do not concern us; for
in this story business conjures up the face of John Barclay--the
tanned, hard face of John Barclay, crackled with a hundred wrinkles
about the eyes, and scarred with hard lines about the furtive crafty
mouth; and we do not wish to see that face now; it should be hidden
while the new soul that is rising in his body struggles with that
tough, bronzed rind, gets a focus from the heart into those glaring
brass eyes, and teaches the lying lips to speak the truth, and having
spoken it to look it. And so while John Barclay in the City is daily
slipping millions of his railroad bonds into the market,--slipping
them in quietly yet steadily withal, mixing them into the daily
commerce of the country, so gently that they are absorbed before any
one knows they have left his long grasping fingers,--while he is
trading to his heart's content, let us forget him, and look at this
young man, that September night, after he left Molly Brownwell,
sitting at his desk in the office with the telephone at his elbow,
with the smell of the ink from the presses in his nostrils, with the
silence of the deserted office becalming his soul, and with his
heart--a clean, strong, manly heart--full of the picture of a
woman's face, and the vision without a hope. In his brain are recorded
a thousand pictures, and millions of little fibres run all over this
brain, conjuring up those pictures, and if there are blue eyes in the
pictures, and lips in the pictures, and the pressure of hands, and the
touch of souls in the pictures,--they are Neal Ward's pictures,
--they are Mr. Higgin's pictures, and Mrs. Wiggin's pictures, and Mr.
Stiggin's pictures, my dears, and alack and alas, they are the
pictures of Miss Jones and Miss Lewis and Miss Thomas and Miss Smith,
for that matter; and so, my dears, if we would be happy we should be
careful even if we can't be good, for it is all for eternity, and
whatever courts may say, and whatever churches may say, and whatever
comes back with rings and letters and trinkets,--there is no divorce,
and the pictures always stay in the heart, and the sum of the pictures
is life.
So that September night Neal Ward went back over the old trail as
lovers always will, and then his pen began to write. Now in the nature
of things the first three words are not for our eyes, and to-night we
must not see the first three lines nor the first thirty, nor the last
three words nor the last three lines nor the last thirty lines. But we
may watch him write; we may observe how longingly he looks at the
telephone, as if tempted to go to it, and tell it what is in his
breast. There it sits, all shiny and metallic; and by conjuring it
with a number and a word, he could have her with him. Yet he does not
take it up; because--the crazy loon thinks in the soul of him, that
what he writes, some way, in the great unknown system of receivers and
recorders and transmitters of thought that range through this
universe, is pouring into her heart, and so he writes and smiles, and
smiles and writes--no bigger fool than half the other lovers on the
planet who, talking to their sweethearts, holding their hands and
looking squarely into their eyes, deceive themselves that what they
say is going to the heart, and not going in one ear and out of the
other.
And now let us put on our seven-league boots and walk from September's
green and brown, through October's gold and crimson, into that season
of the year 1906 when Nature is shifting her scenery, making ready for
the great spring show. It is bleak, but not cold; barren, but not
ugly,--for the stage setting of the hills and woods and streams, even
without the coloured wings and flies and the painted trees and grass,
has its fine simplicity of form and grouping that are good to look
upon. Observe in the picture a small man sitting on a log in a wood,
looking at the stencil work of the brown and gray branches, as its
shadows waver and shimmer upon the gray earth. He is poking
reflectively in the earth with his cane. His boat is tied to some tree
roots, and he doesn't breathe as regularly as a man should breathe who
is merely thinking of his next dinner or his last dollar. He delves
into himself and almost forgets to breathe at all, so deep is his
abstraction. And so he sits for five minutes--ten minutes--half an
hour--and save that he edges into the sun as the shadow of the great
walnut tree above catches him, an hour passes and he does not move.
Poking, poking, poking his stick into the mould, he has dug up much
litter in an hour, and he has seen his whole life thrown up before
him. In those leaves yonder is a battle--a bloody battle, and things
are blistered into his boyish heart in that battle that never heal
over; that tuft of sod is a girl's face--a little girl's face that he
loved as a boy; there is his first lawsuit--that ragged pile of
leaves by the twig at the log's end; and the twig is his first ten
thousand dollars. All of it lies there before him, his victories and
his defeats, his millions come, and his millions going--going?--yes,
all but gone. Yonder that deep gash in the sod at the left hides a
woman's face--pale, wasted, dead on her pillow; and that clean black
streak on the ebony cane--that is a tear, and in the tear is a girl's
face and back of hers shimmers a boy's countenance. All of John
Barclay's life and hopes and dreams and visions are spread out before
him on the ground. So he closes his eyes, and braces his soul, and
then, having risen, whistles as he limps lightly--for a man past
fifty--down to the boat. He rows with a clean manly stroke--even in
an old flat-bottomed boat--through the hazy sunset into the dusk.
"Jeanette," he said to his daughter that evening at dinner, "I wish
you would go to the phone, pretty soon, and tell Molly Culpepper that
I want her to come down this evening. I am anxious to see her. The
colonel isn't at home, or I'd have him, mother," explained Mr Barclay.
And that is why Miss Barclay called "876, Please--yes, 8-7-6;" and
then said: "Hello--hello, is this 876? Yes--is Mrs. Brownwell in?
Oh, all right." And then, "54, please; yes, 5-4. Is this you, Aunt
Molly? Father is in town--he came in this morning and has spent the
afternoon on the river, and he told me at dinner to ask you if you
could run down this evening. Oh, any time. I didn't know you worked
nights at the office. Oh, is Mr. Ward out of town?--I didn't know.
All right, then--about eight o'clock--we'll look for you."
And that is why at the other end of the telephone, a pretty,
gray-haired woman stood, and looked, and looked, and looked at a plain
walnut desk, as though it was enchanted, and then slipped guiltily
over to that black walnut desk, unlocked a drawer, and pulled out a
whole apronful of letters.
And so the reader may know what Molly Brownwell had in that package
which she put in the buggy seat beside her when she drove down to see
the Barclays, that beautiful starry November night. She put the
package with her hat and wraps in Jeanette's room, and then came down
to the living room where John Barclay sat by the roaring fire in the
wide fireplace, with a bundle beside him also. His mother was there,
and his daughter took a seat beside him.
"Molly," said Barclay, with a deep sigh, "I sent for you, first,
because, of all the people in the world, it is but just that you
should be here, to witness what I am doing; and second, because Jane
would have had you, and I want you to be with Jeanette when I tell her
some things that she must know to-night--she and mother."
He was sitting in a deep easy chair, with one foot--not his lame
foot--curled under him, a wiry-looking little gray cat of a man who
nervously drummed on the mahogany chair arm, or kept running his hands
over the carving, or folding and unfolding them, and twirled his
thumbs incessantly as he talked. He smiled as he began:--
"Well, girls, father got off the chair car at Sycamore Ridge this
morning, after having had the best sleep he has had in twenty years."
He paused for the effect of his declaration to sink in. Jeanette
asked, "Where was the car?"
"What car?" teased the little gray cat.
"Why, our car?"
"My dear, we have no car," he smiled, with the cream of mystery on his
lips. Then he licked it off. "I sold the car three weeks ago, when I
left the Ridge the last time." He dropped into an eloquent silence,
and then went on: "I rode in the chair car to save three dollars. I
need it in my business."
His mother's blue eyes were watching him closely. She exclaimed,
"John, quit your foolishness. What have you done?"
He laughed as he said: "Mother, I have returned to you poor but
honest. My total assets at this minute are seventy-five million
dollars' worth of stock of the National Provisions Company, tied up in
this bundle on the floor here, and five thousand dollars in the
Exchange National Bank of Sycamore Ridge which I have held for thirty
years. I sold my State Bank stock last Monday to Gabe Carnine. I have
thirty-four dollars and seventy-three cents in my pocketbook, and that
is all."
The women were puzzled, and their faces showed it. So the little gray
cat made short work of the mice.
"Well, now, to be brief and plain," said Barclay, pulling himself
forward in his chair and thrusting out an arm and hand, as if to grip
the attention of his hearers, "I have always owned or directly
controlled over half the N.P.C. stock--representing a big pile of
money. I am trying to forget how much, and you don't care. But it was
only part of my holdings--about half or such a matter, I should say.
The rest were railroad bonds on roads necessary to the company,
mortgages on mills and elevators whose stock was merged in the
company, and all sorts of gilt-edged stuff, bank stock and insurance
company stock--all needed to make N.P.C. a dominant factor in the
commercial life of the country. You don't care about that, but it was
all a sort of commercial blackmail on certain fellows and interests to
keep them from fighting N.P.C." Barclay hitched himself forward to the
edge of his chair, and still held out his grappling-hook of a hand to
hold them as he smiled and went on: "Well, I've been kind of swapping
horses here for six months or so--trading my gilt-edged bonds and
stuff for cash and buying up N.P.C. stock. I got a lot of it
quietly--an awful lot." He grinned. "I guess that was square enough.
I paid the price for it--and a little better than the price--because
I had to." He was silent a few moments, looking at the fire. He
meditated pleasantly: "There was some good in it--a lot of good when
you come to think of it--but a fearful lot of bad! Well--I've saved
the good. I just reorganized the whole concern from top to
bottom--the whole blame rebate hopper. We had some patents, and we
had some contracts with mills, and we had some good ideas of
organization. And I've kept the good and chucked the bad. I put N.P.C.
out of business and have issued stock in the new company to our
minority whose stock I couldn't buy and have squeezed the water out of
the whole concern. And then I took what balance I had left--every
cent of it, went over the books for thirty years, and made what
restitution I could." He grinned as he added: "But I found it was
nearly whittlety whet. A lot of fellows had been doing me up, while I
had been doing others up. But I made what restitution I could and then
I got out. I closed up the City office, and moved the whole concern to
St. Paul, and turned it over to the real owners--the millers and
elevator men--and I have organized an industry with a capitalization
small enough to make it possible for them to afford to be honest for
thirty years--while our patents and contracts last, anyway." He put
an elbow in the hollow of his hand, and the knuckles on his knee as he
sat cross-legged, and drawled: "I wonder if it will work--" and
repeated: "I wonder, I wonder. There's big money in it; she's a dead
monopoly as she stands, and they have the key to the whole thing in
the Commerce Department at Washington. They can keep her straight if
they will." He paused for a while and went on: "But I'm tired of it.
The great hulk of a thing has ground the soul out of me. So I ducked.
Girls," he cried, as he turned toward them, "here's the way it is; I
never did any real good with money. I'm going to see what a man can do
to help his fellows with his bare hands. I want to help, not with
money, but just to be some account on earth without money. And so
yesterday I cleaned up the whole deal forever."
He paused to let it sink in. Finally Jeanette asked, "And are we poor,
father--poor?"
"Well, my dear," he expanded, "your grandmother Barclay has always
owned this house. An Omaha syndicate owns the mill. I own $5,000 in
bank stock, and the boy who marries you for your money right now is
going to get badly left."
"You aren't fooling me, are you, John?" asked his mother as she rose
from her chair.
"No, mother," answered the son, "I've got rid of every dirty dollar I
have on earth. The bank stock I bought with the money the Citizens'
Committee subscribed to pay me for winning the county-seat lawsuit. As
near as I can figure it out, that was about the last clean money I
ever earned."
The mother walked toward her son, and leaned over and kissed him again
and again as she sobbed: "Oh, John, I am so happy to-night--so
happy."
In a moment he asked, "Well, Jeanette, what do you think of it?"
"You know what I think, father--you know very well, don't you?"
He sighed and nodded his head. Then he reached for the package on the
floor and began cutting the strings. The bundle burst open and the
stock of the National Provisions Company, issued only in
fifty-thousand-dollar and one-hundred-thousand-dollar shares, littered
the floor.
"Now," cried Barclay, as he stood looking at the litter, "now, Molly,
here's what I want you to do: Burn it up--burn it up," he cried. "It
has burned the joy out of your life, Molly--burn it up! I have fought
it all out to-day on the river--but I can't quite do that. Burn it
up--for God's sake, Molly, burn it up."
When the white ashes had risen up the chimney, he put on another log.
"This is our last extravagance for some time, girls--but we'll
celebrate to-night," he cried. "You haven't a little elderberry wine,
have you, mother?" he asked. "Riley says that's the stuff for little
boys with curvature of the spine--and I'll tell you it put several
kinks in mine to watch that burn."
And so they sat for an hour talking of old times while the fire
burned. But Molly Brownwell's mind was not in the performance that
John Barclay had staged. She could see nothing but the package lying
on her cloak in the girl's room upstairs. So she rose to go early, and
the circle broke when she left it. She and Jeanette left John standing
with his arms about his mother, patting her back while she wept.
As she closed the door of Jeanette's room behind her, Molly Brownwell
knew that she must speak. "Jeanette," she said, "I don't know just how
to say it, dear; but, I stole those--I mean what is in that
package--I took it and Neal doesn't know I have it. It's for you,"
she cried, as she broke the string that tied it, and tore off the
wrapping.
The girl stared at her and asked: "Why, Aunt Molly--what is it? I
don't understand."
The woman in pulling her wrap from the chair, tumbled the letters to
the floor. She slipped into her cloak and kissed the bewildered girl,
and said as she stood in the doorway: "There they are, my dear--they
are yours; do what you please with them."
She hurried down the stairs, and finding John sitting alone before the
fire in the sitting room, would have bidden him good night as she
passed through the room, but he stopped her.
"There is one thing more, Molly," he said, as he motioned to a chair.
"Yes," she answered, "I wondered if you had forgotten it!"
He worried the fire, and renewed the blaze, before he spoke. "What
about Neal--how does he feel?"
"John," replied the woman, turning upon him a radiant face, "it is the
most beautiful thing in the world--that boy's love for Jennie! Why,
every night after his work is done, sitting there in the office alone,
Neal writes her a letter, that he never mails; just takes his heart to
her, John. I found a great stack of them in his desk the other day."
Barclay's face crinkled in a spasm of pain, and he exclaimed, "Poor
little kids--poor, poor children."
"John--" Molly Brown well hesitated, and then took courage and cried:
"Won't you--won't you for Ellen's sake? It is like that--like you
and Ellen. And," she stammered, "oh, John, I do want to see one such
love affair end happily before I die."
Barclay's hard jaw trembled, and his eyes were wet as he rose and
limped across the great room. At the foot of the stairs he called up,
"Don't bother with the phone, Jeanette, I'm going to use it." He
explained, "The branch in her room rings when we use this one," and
then asked, "Do you know where he is--at home or at the office?"
"If the ten o'clock train is in, he's at the office. If not, he's not
in town."
But Barclay went to the hall, and when he returned he said, "Well, I
got him; he'll be right out."
Molly was standing by the fire. "What are you going to say, John?" she
asked.
"Oh, I don't know. There'll be enough for me to say, I suppose," he
replied, as he looked at the floor.
She gave him her hand, and they stood for a minute looking back into
their lives. They walked together toward the door, but at the
threshold their eyes met and each saw tears, and they parted without
words.
Neal Ward found Barclay prodding the fire, and the gray little man,
red-faced from his task, limped toward the tall, handsome youth, and
led him to a chair. Barclay stood for a time with his back to the
fire, and his head down, and in the silence he seemed to try to speak
several times before the right words came. Then he exclaimed:
"Neal, I was wrong--dead wrong--and I've been too proud and mean all
this time--to say so."
Neal stared open-eyed at Barclay and moistened his lips before
language came to him. Finally he said: "Well, Mr. Barclay--that's all
right. I never blamed you. You needn't have bothered about--that is,
to tell me."
Barclay gazed at the young man abstractedly for a minute that seemed
interminable, and then broke out, "Damn it, Neal, I can't propose to
you--but that's about what I've got you out here to-night for."
He laughed nervously, but the young face showed his obtuseness, and
John Barclay having broken the ice in his own heart put his hands in
his pockets and threw back his head and roared, and then cried
merrily: "All we need now is a chorus in fluffy skirts and an
orchestra with me coming down in front singing, 'Will you be my
son-in-law?' for it to be real comic opera."
The young man's heart gave such a bound of joy that it flashed in his
face, and the father, seeing it, was thrilled with happiness. So he
limped over to Neal's chair and stood beaming down upon the
embarrassed young fellow.
"But, Mr. Barclay--" the boy found voice, "I don't know--the
money--it bothers me."
And John Barclay again threw his head back and roared, and then they
talked it all out. He told Neal the story of his year's work. It was
midnight when they heard the telephone ringing, and Barclay, curled up
like an old gray cat in his chair before the fire, said for old times'
sake, "Neal, go see who is ringing up at this unholy hour."
And while Neal Ward steps to the telephone, let us go upstairs on one
last journey with our astral bodies and discover what Jeanette is
doing. After Molly's departure, Jeanette stooped to pick up what Molly
had left. She saw her own name, "Jeanette Barclay," and her address
written on an envelope. She picked it up. It was dated: "Written
December 28," and she saw that the package was filled with letters in
envelopes similarly addressed in Neal Ward's handwriting. She dropped
the letter on her dressing-table and began to undo her hair. In a few
minutes she stopped and picked up another, and laid it down unopened.
But in half an hour she was sitting on the floor reading the letters
through her tears. The flood of joy that came over her drowned her
pride. For an hour she sat reading the letters, and they brought her
so near to her lover that it seemed that she must reach out and touch
him. She was drawn by an irresistible impulse to her telephone that
sat on her desk. It seemed crazy to expect to reach Neal Ward at
midnight, but as she rose from the floor with the letters slipping
from her lap and with the impulse like a cord drawing her, she saw, or
thought she saw, standing by the desk, a part of the fluttering
shadows, a girl--a quaint, old-fashioned girl in her teens,
with--but then she remembered the dream girl her lover had described
in the letter she had just been reading, and she understood the source
of her delusion. And yet there the vision moved by the telephone,
smiling and beckoning; then it faded, and there came rushing back to
her memory a host of recollections of her childhood, and of some one
she could not place, and then a memory of danger,--and then it was
all gone and there stood the desk and the telephone and the room as it
was.
She shuddered slightly, and then remembered that she had just been
through two great nervous experiences--the story of her father's
changed life, and the return of her lover. And she was a level-headed,
strong-nerved girl. So the joy of love in her heart was not dampened,
and the cord drawing her to the desk in the window did not loosen, and
she did not resist. With a gulp of nervous fear she rang the telephone
bell and called, "54, please!" She heard a buzzing, and then a faint
stir in the receiver, and then she got the answer. She sat a-tremble,
afraid to reply. The call was repeated in her ear, and then she said
so faintly that she could not believe it would be heard, "Oh,
Neal--Neal--I have come back."
The young man standing in the dimly lighted hall was startled. He
cried, "Is it really you, Jeanette--is it you?"
And then stronger than before the voice said, "Yes, Neal, it is I--I
have come back!"
"Oh, Jeanette--Jeanette," he cried.
But she stopped him with, "We must not talk any more--now, don't you
know--but I had to tell you that I had come back, Neal." And then she
said, "Good night." So there they stood, the only two people in the
universe, reunited lovers, each with the voice of the other sounding
in his ears. For Mr. Dolan was right. There are only two people in the
world, and for these two lovers earth and the stars and the systems of
suns that make up this universe were only background for the play of
their happiness.
As Neal Ward came back to John Barclay from the telephone, the young
man's face was burning with joy.
"Who was it?" asked Barclay.
The youth smiled bashfully as he said, "Well, it was Jeanette--she
was calling up another number and I cut in."
"What did she say?" asked her father.
"Oh, nothing--in particular," replied Neal.
Barclay looked up quickly, caught the young man's abashed smile, and
asked, "Does she know you're here?"
"No, she thinks I'm at the office."
Barclay rose from his chair, and limped across the room, calling back
as he mounted the stair, "Wait a minute."
It was more than a minute that Neal Ward stood by the fire waiting.
And now, gentle people, observe the leader of the orchestra fumbling
with his music. There is a faint stir among the musicians under the
footlights. And you, too, are getting restless; you are feeling for
your hat instinctively, and you for your hat-pins, and you for your
rubbers, while Neal Ward stands there waiting, and the great clock
ticks in the long silence. There is a rustle on the stairs, at the
right, and do you see that foot peeping down, that skirt, that slender
girlish figure coming down, that young face tear-stained, happy,
laughing and sobbing, with the arms outstretched as she nears the last
turn of the stairs? And the lover--he has started toward her. The
orchestra leader is standing up. And the youth, with God's holiest
glory in his face, has almost reached her. And there for an instant
stand Neal and Jeanette mingling tears in their kisses, for the
curtain, the miserable, unemotional, awkward curtain--it has stuck
and so they must stand apart, hand in hand, devouring each other's
faces a moment, and then as the curtain falls we see four feet close
together again, and then--and then the world comes in upon us, and we
smile and sigh and sigh and smile, for the journey of those four feet
is ended, the story is done.
CHAPTER XXX
BEING SOMEWHAT IN THE NATURE OF AN EPILOGUE
And now that the performance is finished and the curtain has been rung
down, we desire to thank you, one and all, for your kind attention,
and to express the hope that in this highly moral show you may have
found some pleasure as well as profit. But though the play is ended,
and you are already reaching for your hats and coats, the lights are
still dim; and as you see a great white square of light appear against
the curtain, you know that the entertainment is to conclude with a
brief exhibition of the wonders of that great modern invention, the
cinematograph of Time.
The first flickering shadows show you the interior of Watts McHurdie's
shop, and as your eyes take in the dancing shapes, you discern the
parliament in session. Colonel Martin F. Culpepper is sitting there
with Watts McHurdie, reading and re-reading for the fourth and fifth
time, in the peculiar pride that authorship has in listening to the
reverberation of its own eloquence, the brand-new copy of the second
edition of "The Complete Poetical and Philosophical Works of Watts
McHurdie, with Notes and a Biographical Appreciation by Martin F.
Culpepper, 'C' Company, Second Regiment K.V." The colonel, with his
thumb in the book, pokes the fire in the stove, and sits down again to
drink his joy unalloyed. Watts is working on a saddle, but his arms
and his hands are not what they were in the old days when his saddlery
won first prize year after year at the Kansas City Fair. So he puffs
and fusses and sighs his way through his morning's work. Sometimes the
colonel reads aloud a line from a verse, or a phrase from the
Biography--more frequently from the Biography--and exclaims,
"Genius, Watts, genius, genius!" But Watts McHurdie makes no reply. As
his old eyes--quicker than his old fingers--see the sad work they
are making, his heart sinks within him.
"Listen, Watts," cries the colonel. "How do you like this, you old
skeezicks?" and the colonel reads a stanza full of "lips" and "slips,"
"eyes" and "tries," "desires" and "fires," and "darts" and "hearts."
The little white-haired old man leans forward eagerly to catch it all.
But his shoulders slump, and he draws a long, tired breath when the
colonel has finished.
"Man--man," he cries, "what a saddle I could make when I wrote that!"
And he turns wearily to his task again.
Oscar Fernald paces in busily, and in half an hour Lycurgus Mason, who
has been thrown out of the current of life, drifts into his place in
the back-water, and the parliament is ready for business. They see
Gabriel Carnine totter by, chasing after pennies to add to his little
pile. The bell tinkles, and the postman brings a letter. McHurdie
opens it and says, as he looks at the heading:
"It's from old Jake. It is to all of us" he adds as he looks at the
top of the sheet of letter paper. He takes off his apron and
ceremoniously puts on his coat; then seats himself, and unfolding the
sheet, begins at the very top to read:--
"National Soldiers' Home,
Leavenworth, Kansas,
March 11, 1909.
"TO THE MEMBERS OF MCHURDIE'S PARLIAMENT,
"_Gents and Comrades_: I take my pen in hand this bright spring
morning to tell you that I arrived here safe, this side up with
care, glass, be careful, Saturday morning, and I am willing to
compromise my chances for heaven, which Father Van Saudt being a
Dutchman always regarded as slim, for a couple of geological ages of
this. I hope you are the same, but you are not. Given a few hundred
white nighties for us to wear by day, and a dozen or two dagoes
playing on harps, and this would be my idea of Heaven. The meals
that we do have--tell Oscar that when I realize what eating is, what
roast beef can be, cut thin and rare and dripping with gravy--it
makes me wonder if the days when I boarded at the Thayer House might
not be counted as part of the time I must do in the fireworks. And
the porcelean bath tubs, and the white clean beds, and the music of
the band, and the free tobacco--here I raise my Ebenezer, as the
Colonel sings down in his heretic church; here I put my standard
down.
"Well, Watts, I hear the news about Nelly. We've known it was coming
for a year, but that doesn't make it easier. Why don't you come up
here, Comrade--we are all lonesome up here, and it doesn't make the
difference. Well, John Barclay, the reformed pirate, President of
the Exchange National Bank, and general all-round municipal
reformer, was over in Leavenworth last week attending the Bankers'
Convention, or something, and he came to see me, as though he hadn't
bid me good-by at the train two days before. But he said things were
going on at the Ridge about the same, and being away from home, he
grew confidential, and he told me Lige Bemis had lost all his money
bucking the board of trade--did you know that? If not, it isn't so,
and I never told you. John showed me the picture of little John B.
Ward--as likely a looking yearling as I ever saw. Well, I must
close. Remember me to all inquiring friends and tell them Comrade
Dolan is lying down by the still waters."
And now the screen is darkened for a moment to mark the passage of
months before we are given another peep into the parliament. It is
May--a May morning that every one of these old men will remember to
his death. The spring rise of the Sycamore has flooded the lowlands.
The odour of spring is in the air. In the parliament are lilacs in a
sprinkling pot--a great armful of lilacs, sent by Molly Culpepper.
The members who are present are talking of the way John Barclay has
sloughed off his years, and Watts is saying:--
"Boys will be boys; I knew him forty years ago when he was at least a
hundred years older, and twice as wise."
"He hasn't missed a ball game--either foot-ball or baseball--for for
nearly two years now," ventures Fernald. "And yell! Say, it's
something terrible."
McHurdie turns on the group with his glasses on his forehead. "Don't
you know what's a-happening to John?" he asks. "Well, I know. Whoever
wrote the Bible was a pretty smart man. I've found that out in
seventy-five years--especially the Proverbs, and I've been thinking
some of the Testament." He smiles. "There's something in it. It says,
'Except ye come as a little child, ye shall in no wise enter the
Kingdom.' That's it--that's it. I don't claim to know rightly what
the kingdom may be, but John's entering it. And I'll say this: John's
been a long time getting in, but now that he's there, he's having the
de'el of a fine time."
And on the very words General Ward comes bursting into the room,
forgetful of his years, with tragedy in his face. The bustle and
clatter of that morning in the town have passed over the men in the
parliament. They have not heard the shouts of voices in the street,
nor the sound of footsteps running towards the river. But even their
dim eyes see the horror in the general's face as he gasps for breath.
"Boys, boys," he exclaims. "My God, boys, haven't you heard--haven't
you heard?" And as their old lips are slow to answer, he cries out,
"John's dead--John Barclay's drowned--drowned--gave his life trying
to save Trixie Lee out there on a tree caught in the dam."
The news is so sudden, so stunning, that the old men sit there for a
moment, staring wide-eyed at the general. McHurdie is the first to
find his voice.
"How did it happen?" he says.
"I don't know--no one seems to know exactly," replies the general.
And then in broken phrases he gives them the confused report that he
has gathered: how some one had found Trixie Lee clinging to a tree
caught in the current of the swollen river just above the dam, and
calling for help, frantic with fear; how a crowd gathered, as crowds
gather, and the outcry brought John Barclay running from his house
near by; how he arrived to find men discussing ways of reaching the
woman in the swift current, while her grip was loosening and her cries
were becoming fainter. Then the old spirit in John Barclay, that had
saved the county-seat for Sycamore Ridge, came out for the last time.
His skiff was tied to a tree on the bank close at hand. A boy was sent
running to the nearest house for a clothes-line. When he returned,
John was in the skiff, with the oars in hand. He passed an end of the
line to the men, and without a word in answer to their protests, began
to pull out against the current. It was too strong for him, and was
sweeping him past the woman, when he stood up, measured the distance
with his eye, and threw the line so it fell squarely across her
shoulders. Some one said that as the skiff shot over the dam, John,
still standing up, had a smile on his face, and that he waved his hand
to the crowd with a touch of his old bravado.
The general paused before going on with the story.
"They sent me to tell his mother--the woman who had borne him,
suckled him, reared him, lost him, and found him again."
"And what did she say?" asked Watts, as the general hesitated.
The general moistened his lips and went on. "She stood staring at me
for one dreadful minute, and then she asked, 'How did he die,
Philemon?' 'He died saving a woman from drowning,' I told her. 'Did he
save her?'--that was what she asked, still standing stiff and
motionless. 'Yes,' I said. 'She was only Trixie Lee--a bad woman--a
bad woman, Mrs. Barclay.' And Mary Barclay lifted her long, gaunt arms
halfway above her head and cried: 'Mine eyes have seen the glory of
the coming of the Lord. I must have an hour with God now, Philemon,'
she said over her shoulder as she left me; 'don't let them bother me.'
Then she walked unbent and unshaken up the stairs."
So John Barclay, who tried for four years and more to live by his
faith, was given the opportunity to die for it, and went to his duty
with a glad heart.
* * * * *
We will give our cinematograph one more whirl. A day, a week, a month,
have gone, and we may glimpse the parliament for the last time. Watts
McHurdie is reading aloud, slowly and rather painfully, a news item
from the _Banner_. Two vacant chairs are formally backed to the wall,
and in a third sits General Ward. At the end of a column-long article
Watts drones out:--
"And there was considerable adverse comment in the city over the fact
that the deceased was sent here for burial from the National Soldiers'
Home at Leavenworth, in a shabby, faded blue army uniform of most
ancient vintage. Surely this great government can afford better
shrouds than that for its soldier dead."
Watts lays down the paper and wipes his spectacles, and finally he
says:--
"And Neal wrote that?"
"And Neal wrote that," replies the general.
"And was born and bred in the Ridge," complains McHurdie.
"Born and bred in the Ridge," responds the general.
Watts puts on his glasses and fumbles for some piece of his work on
the bench. Then he shakes his head sadly and says, after drawing a
deep breath, "Well, it's a new generation, General, a new generation."
There follows a silence, during which Watts works on mending some bit
of harness, and the general reads the evening paper. The late
afternoon sun is slanting into the shop. At length the general speaks.
"Yes," he says, "but it's a fine town after all. It was worth doing. I
wake up early these days, and often of a fine spring morning I go out
to call on the people on the Hill."
McHurdie nods his comprehension.
"Yes," continues the general, "and I tell them all about the new
improvements. There are more of us out on the Hill now than in town,
Watts; I spent some time with David Frye and Henry Schnitzler and Jim
Lord Lee this morning, and called on General Hendricks for a little
while."
"Did you find him sociable?" asks the poet, grinning up from his
bench.
"Oh, so-so--about as usual," answers the general.
"He was always a proud one," comments Watts. "Will Henry Schnitzler be
stiff-necked about his monument there by the gate?" asks the little
Scotchman.
"Inordinately, Watts, inordinately! The pride of that man is something
terrible."
The two old men chuckle at the foolery of the moment. The general
folds away the evening paper and rises to go.
"Watts," he says, "I have lived seventy-eight years to find out just
one thing."
"And what will that be?" asks the harness maker.
"This," beams the old man, as he puts his spectacle case in his black
silk coat; "that the more we give in this world, the more we take from
it; and the more we keep for ourselves, the less we take." And smiling
at his paradox, he goes through the shop into the sunset.
The air is vocal with the home-bound traffic of the day. Cars are
crowded; delivery wagons rattle home; buggies clatter by on the
pavements; one hears the whisper of a thousand feet treading the hot,
crowded street. But Watts works on. So let us go in to bid him a
formal good-by. The tinkling door-bell will bring out a bent little
old man, with grimy fingers, who will put up his glasses to peer at
our faces, and who will pause a moment to try to recollect us. He will
talk about John Barclay.
"Yes, yes, I knew him well," says McHurdie; "there by the door hangs a
whip he made as a boy. We used to play on that accordion in the case
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Culpepper's--not so many hacks, not so many high-stepping horses, but
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TRANSCRIBER'S NOTES
1. Punctuation has been changed to conform to contemporary standards.
2. Table of Contents not present in the original has been added.
3. Alternate spellings of "ecstacy" (inside quoted material, on page
318 and 361) and "ecstasy" (outside quoted material, on page 109)
retained.