I halted, but only like an oncoming bear at the prick of an arrow.

“What the hell does this mean?” I exclaimed, waving him aside. At that

instant Anita appeared from the little reception-room a few feet away.

“Oh--come in!” she said cordially. “I was expecting you. Burroughs, please

take Mr. Blacklock's hat.”

I followed her into the reception-room, thinking the butler had made some

sort of mistake.

“How did you come out?” she asked eagerly, facing me. “You look your

natural self--not tired or worried--so it must have been not so bad as you

feared.”

“If our friend Langdon hadn't slipped away, I might not look and feel so

comfortable,” said I. “His brother blundered, and there was no one to

checkmate my moves.” She seemed nearer to me, more in sympathy with me than

ever before.

“I can't tell you how glad I am!”

Her eyes were wide and bright, as from some great excitement, and her color

was high. Once my attention was on it, I knew instantly that only some

extraordinary upheaval in that household could have produced the fever that

was blazing in her. Never had I seen her in any such mood as this.

“What is it?” I asked. “What has happened?”

“If anything disagreeable should be said or done this evening here,” she

said, “I want you to promise me that you'll restrain yourself, and not say

or do any of those things that make me--that jar on me. You understand?”

“I am always myself,” replied I. “I can't be anybody else.”

“But you are--several different kinds of self,” she insisted. “And

please--this evening don't be _that_ kind. It's coming into your eyes

and chin now.”

I had lifted my head and looked round, probably much like the leader of a

horned herd at the scent of danger.

“Is this better?” said I, trying to look the thoughts I had no difficulty

in getting to the fore whenever my eyes were on her.

Her smile rewarded me. But it disappeared, gave place to a look of nervous

alarm, of terror even, at the rustling, or, rather, bustling, of skirts in

the hall--there was war in the very sound, and I felt it. Mrs. Ellersly

appeared, bearing her husband as a dejected trailer invisibly but firmly

coupled. She acknowledged my salutation with a stiff-necked nod, ignored my

extended hand. I saw that she wished to impress upon me that she was a very

grand lady indeed; but, while my ideas of what constitutes a lady were at

that time somewhat befogged by my snobbishness, she failed dismally. She

looked just what she was--a mean, bad-tempered woman, in a towering rage.

“You have forced me, Mr. Blacklock,” said she, and then I knew for just

what purpose that voice of hers was best adapted--“to say to you what I

should have preferred to write. Mr. Ellersly has had brought to his ears

matters in connection with your private life that make it imperative that

you discontinue your calls here.”

“My private life, ma'am?” I repeated. “I was not aware that I had a private

life.”

“Anita, leave us alone with Mr. Blacklock,” commanded her mother.

The girl hesitated, bent her head, and with a cowed look went slowly toward

the door. There she paused, and, with what seemed a great effort, lifted

her head and gazed at me. How I ever came rightly to interpret her look

I don't know, but I said: “Miss Ellersly, I've the right to insist that

you stay.” I saw she was going to obey me, and before Mrs. Ellersly could

repeat her order I said: “Now, madam, if any one accuses me of having done

anything that would cause you to exclude a man from your house, I am ready

for the liar and his lie.”

As I spoke I was searching the weak, bad old face of her husband for an

explanation. Their pretense of outraged morality I rejected at once--it was

absurd. Neither up town nor down, nor anywhere else, had I done anything

that any one could regard as a breach of the code of a man of the world.

Then, reasoned I, they must have found some one else to help them out of

their financial troubles--some one who, perhaps, has made this insult to me

the price, or part of the price, of his generosity. Who? Who hates me? In

instant answer, up before my mind flashed a picture of Tom Langdon and Sam

Ellersly arm in arm entering Lewis' office. Tom Langdon wishes to marry

her; and her parents wish it, too; he is the man she was confessing to me

about--these were my swift conclusions.

“We do not care to discuss the matter, sir,” Mrs. Ellersly was replying,

her tone indicating that it was not fit to discuss. And this was the woman

I had hardly been able to treat civilly, so nauseating were her fawnings

and flatterings!

“So!” I said, ignoring her and opening my batteries full upon the old man.

“You are taking orders from Mowbray Langdon now. Why?”

As I spoke, I was conscious that there had been some change in Anita. I

looked at her. With startled eyes and lips apart, she was advancing toward

me.

“Anita, leave the room!” cried Mrs. Ellersly harshly, panic under the

command in her tones.

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