I retreated to my chair and gave her a smile that must have been grim.

“Your ideas of life and of men are like a cloistered nun's,” said I. “If

there are any real men among your acquaintances, you may find out some

day that they're not so much like lapdogs as they pretend--and that you

wouldn't like them, if they were.”

“What--just what--happened to you down town to-day--after you left me?”

“A friend of mine has been luring me into a trap--why, I can't quite

fathom. To-day he sprang the trap and ran away.”

“A friend of yours?”

“The man we were talking about--your ex-god--Langdon.”

“Langdon,” she repeated, and her tone told me that Sammy knew and had

hinted to her more than I suspected him of knowing. And, with her arms

still folded, she paced up and down the room. I watched her slender feet in

pale blue slippers appear and disappear--first one, then the other--at the

edge of her trailing skirt.

Presently she stopped in front of me. Her eyes were gazing past me.

“You are sure it was he?” she asked.

I could not answer immediately, so amazed was I at her expression. I had

been regarding her as a being above and apart, an incarnation of youth

and innocence; with a shock it now came to me that she was experienced,

intelligent, that she understood the whole of life, the dark as fully as

the light, and that she was capable to live it, too. It was not a girl that

was questioning me there; it was a woman.

“Yes--Langdon,” I replied. “But I've no quarrel with him. My reverse is

nothing but the fortune of war. I assure you, when I see him again, I'll be

as friendly as ever--only a bit less of a trusting ass, I fancy. We're a

lot of free lances down in the Street. We fight now on one side, now on the

other. We change sides whenever it's expedient; and under the code it's not

necessary to give warning. To-day, before I knew he was the assassin, I had

made my plans to try to save myself at his expense, though I believed him

to be the best friend I had down town. No doubt he's got some good reason

for creeping up on me in the dark.”

“You are sure it was he?” she repeated.

“He, and nobody else,” replied I. “He decided to do me up--and I guess

he'll succeed. He's not the man to lift his gun unless he's sure the bird

will fall.”

“Do you really not care any more than you show?” she asked. “Or is your

manner only bravado--to show off before me?”

“I don't care a damn, since I'm to lose you,” said I. “It'll be a godsend

to have a hard row to hoe the next few months or years.”

She went back to leaning against the table, her arms folded as before. I

saw she was thinking out something. Finally she said:

“I have decided not to accept your release.”

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