CHAPTER XXXIII. A FRIGHTFUL DEBATE

Pushing through a swarm into the cot, Fleetwood saw Carinthia on a knee

beside a girl’s lap, where the stripped child lay. Its mother held a

basin for the dabbing at raw red spots.

A sting of pain touched the memory of its fright, and brought further

screams, then the sobs. Carinthia hummed a Styrian cradle-song as the

wailing lulled.

She glanced up; she said to the earl: ‘The bite was deep; it was in the

blood. We may have time. Get me an interpreter. I must ask the mother. I

know not many words.’

‘What now?’ said he, at the looming of new vexations.

‘We have no choice. Has a man gone? Dr. Griffiths would hurry fast.

An hour may be too late. The poison travels: Father advised it:--Fifty

years for one brave minute! This child should be helped to live.’

‘We ‘ll do our best. Why an interpreter?’

‘A poker in the fire. The interpreter--whether the mother will bear to

have it done.’

‘Burn, do you mean?’

‘It should be burnt.’

‘Not by you?’

‘Quick! Quick!’

‘But will you--could you? No, I say!’

‘If there is no one else.’

‘You forget your own child.’

‘He is near the end of his mother.’

‘The doctor will soon arrive.’

‘The poison travels. It cannot be overtaken unless we start nearly

equal, father said.’

‘Work like that wants an experienced hand.’

‘A steady one. I would not quake--not tremble.’

‘I cannot permit it.’

‘Mr. Wythan would know!--he would know!

‘Do you hear, Lady Fleetwood--the dog may not be mad!’

‘Signs! He ran heavy, he foamed.’

‘Foam ‘s no sign.’

‘Go; order to me a speaker of English and Welsh.’

The earl spun round, sensible of the novelty of his being commanded, and

submitting; but no sooner had he turned than he fell into her view of

the urgency, and he went, much like the boy we see at school, with a

strong hand on his collar running him in.

Madge entered, and said: ‘Mr. Woodseer has seen baby and Martha and the

donkey all safe.’

‘He is kind,’ said Carinthia. ‘Do we right to bathe the wound? It seems

right to wash it. Little things that seem right may be exactly wrong

after all, when we are ignorant. I know burning the wound is right.’

Madge asked: ‘But, my lady, who is to do it?’

‘You would do it, dear, if I shrank,’ her mistress replied.

‘Oh, my lady, I don’t know, I can’t say. Burning a child! And there’s

our baby.’

‘He has had me nearly his time.’

‘Oh, my dear lady! Would the mother consent?’

‘My Madge! I have so few of their words yet. You would hold the child to

save it from a dreadful end.’

‘God help me, my lady--I would, as long as I live I will.... Oh! poor

infant, we do need our courage now.’

Seeing that her mistress had not a tear or a tremor, the girl blinked

and schooled her quailing heart, still under the wicked hope that the

mother would not consent; in a wonderment at this lady, who was womanly,

and who could hold the red iron at living flesh, to save the poor infant

from a dreadful end. Her flow of love to this dear lady felt the

slicing of a cut; was half revulsion, half worship; uttermost worship in

estrangement, with the further throbbing of her pulses.

The cottage door was pushed open for Lord Fleetwood and Howell Edwards,

whom his master had prepared to stand against immediate operations. A

mounted messenger had been despatched. But it was true, the doctor might

not be at home. Assuming it to be a bite of rabies, minutes lost meant

the terrible: Edwards bowed his head to that. On the other hand,

he foresaw the closest of personal reasons for hesitating to be

in agreement with the lady wholly. The countess was not so much a

persuasive lady as she was, in her breath and gaze, a sweeping and a

wafting power. After a short argument, he had the sense of hanging like

a bank detached to fatality of motion by the crack of a landslip, and

that he would speedily be on his manhood to volunteer for the terrible

work.

He addressed the mother. Her eyes whitened from their red at his first

word of laying hot iron on the child: she ran out with the wild woman’s

howl to her neighbours.

‘Poor mother!’ Carinthia sighed. ‘It may last a year in the child’s

body, and one day he shudders at water. Father saw a bitten man die.

I could fear death with the thought of that poison in me. I pray Dr.

Griffiths may come.’

Fleetwood shuffled a step. ‘He will come, he will come.’

The mother and some women now packed the room.

A gabble arose between them and Edwards. They fired sharp snatches of

speech, and they darted looks at the lady and her lord.

‘They do not know!’ said Carinthia.

Gower brought her news that the dog had been killed; Martha and her

precious burden were outside, a mob of men, too. He was not alarmed; but

she went to the door and took her babe in her arms, and when the women

observed the lady holding her own little one, their looks were softened.

At a hint of explanation from Edwards, the guttural gabble rattled up to

the shrill vowels.

Fleetwood’s endurance broke short. The packed small room, the

caged-monkey lingo, the wailful child, and the past and apprehended

debate upon the burning of flesh, composed an intolerable torture. He

said to Edwards: ‘Go to the men; settle it with them. We have to follow

that man Wythan; no peace otherwise. Tell the men the body of the dog

must be secured for analysis. Mad or not, it’s the same. These Welsh

mothers and grandmothers won’t allow cautery at any price. Hark at

them!’

He turned to Carinthia: ‘Your ladyship will let Mr. Edwards or Mr.

Woodseer conduct you to the house where you are residing. You don’t know

these excitable people. I wish you to leave.’

She replied softly: ‘I stay for the doctor’s coming.’

‘Impossible for me to wait, and I can’t permit you to be here.’

‘It is life and death, and I must not be commanded.’

‘You may be proposing gratuitous agony.’

‘I would do it to my own child.’

The earl attacked Gower: ‘Add your voice to persuade Lady Fleetwood.’

Gower said: ‘What if I think with Lady Fleetwood?’

‘You would see her do it?’

‘Do it myself, if there was no one else’

‘This dog-all of you have gone mad,’ the earl cried.

‘Griffiths may keep his head; it’s the only chance. Take my word, these

Welshwomen just listen to them won’t have it. You ‘ll find yourself in a

nest of Furies. It may be right to do, it’s folly to propose it, madness

to attempt it. And I shall be bitten if I stop here a minute longer; I’m

gone; I can neither command nor influence. I should have thought Gower

Woodseer would have kept his wits.’

Fleetwood’s look fell on Madge amid the group. Gower’s perception of her

mistress through the girl’s devotion to her moved him. He took Madge by

the hand, and the sensation came that it was the next thing to pressing

his wife’s. ‘You’re a loyal girl. You have a mistress it ‘s an honour to

serve. You bind me. By the way, Ines shall run down for a minute before

I go.’

‘Let him stay where he is,’ Madge said, having bobbed her curtsey.

‘Oh, if he’s not to get a welcome!’ said the earl; and he could now fix

a steadier look on his countess, who would have animated him with either

a hostile face or a tender. She had no expression of a feeling. He bent

to her formally.

Carinthia’s words were: ‘Adieu, my lord.’

‘I have only to say, that Esslemont is ready to receive you,’ he

remarked, bowed more curtly, and walked out...

Gower followed him. They might as well have been silent, for any effect

from what was uttered between them. They spoke opinions held by each of

them--adverse mainly; speaking for no other purpose than to hold their

positions.

‘Oh, she has courage, no doubt; no one doubted it,’ Fleetwood said, out

of all relation to the foregoing.

Courage to grapple with his pride and open his heart was wanting in him.

Had that been done, even to the hint of it, instead of the lordly

indifference shown, Gower might have ventured on a suggestion, that the

priceless woman he could call wife was fast slipping away from him and

withering in her allegiance. He did allude to his personal sentiment.

‘One takes aim at Philosophy; Lady Fleetwood pulls us up to pay tribute

to our debts.’ But this was vague, and his hearer needed a present

thunder and lightning to shake and pierce him.

‘I pledged myself to that yacht,’ said Fleetwood, by way of reply, ‘or

you and I would tramp it, as we did once-jolly old days! I shall have

you in mind. Now turn back. Do the best you can.’

They parted midway up the street, Gower bearing away a sharp contrast

of the earl and his countess; for, until their senses are dulled,

impressionable young men, however precociously philosophical, are

mastered by appearances; and they have to reflect under new lights

before vision of the linked eye and mind is given them.

Fleetwood jumped into his carriage and ordered the coachman to drive

smartly. He could not have admitted the feeling small; he felt the

having been diminished, and his requiring a rapid transportation from

these parts for him to regain his proper stature. Had he misconducted

himself at the moment of danger? It is a ghastly thought, that the

craven impulse may overcome us. But no, he could reassure his repute for

manliness. He had done as much as a man could do in such a situation.

At the same time, he had done less than the woman.

Needed she to have gone so far? Why precipitate herself into the jaws of

the beast?

Now she, proposes to burn the child’s wound. And she will do it if they

let her. One, sees her at the work,--pale, flinty; no faces; trebly the

terrific woman in her mild way of doing the work. All because her old

father recommended it. Because she thinks it a duty, we will say; that

is juster. This young woman is a very sword in the hand of her idea

of duty. She can be feminine, too,--there is one who knows. She can

be particularly distant, too. If in timidity, she has a modest view of

herself--or an enormous conception of the magi that married her. Will

she take the world’s polish a little?

Fleetwood asked with the simplicity of the superior being who will

consequently perhaps bestow the debt he owes...

But his was not the surface nature which can put a question of the sort

and pass it. As soon as it had been formed, a vision of the elemental

creature calling him husband smote to shivers the shell we walk on, and

caught him down among the lower forces, up amid the higher; an infernal

and a celestial contest for the extinction of the one or the other of

them, if it was not for their union. She wrestled with him where the

darknesses roll their snake-eyed torrents over between jagged horns

of the netherworld. She stood him in the white ray of the primal vital

heat, to bear unwithering beside her the test of light. They flew, they

chased, battled, embraced, disjoined, adventured apart, brought back the

count of their deeds, compared them,--and name the one crushed! It was

the one weighted to shame, thrust into the cellar-corner of his own

disgust, by his having asked whether that starry warrior spirit in the

woman’s frame would ‘take polish a little.’

Why should it be a contention between them? For this reason: he was

reduced to admire her act; and if he admired, he could not admire

without respecting; if he respected, perforce he reverenced; if he

reverenced, he worshipped. Therefore she had him at her feet. At the

feet of any woman, except for the trifling object! But at the feet of

‘It is my husband!’ That would be a reversal of things.

Are not things reversed when the name Carinthia sounds in the thought of

him who laughed at the name not less angelically martial than Feltre’s

adored silver trumpets of his Papal procession; sweeter of the new

morning for the husband of the woman; if he will but consent to the

worshipper’s posture? Yes, and when Gower Woodseer’s ‘Malady of the

Wealthy,’ as he terms the pivotting of the whole marching and wheeling

world upon the favoured of Fortune’s habits and tastes, promises to quit

its fell clutch on him?

Another voice in the young nobleman cried: Pooh, dolt and dupe! and

surrounded her for half a league with reek of burnt flesh and shrieks of

a tortured child; giving her the aspect of a sister of the Parcw. But

it was not the ascendant’ voice. It growled underneath, much like the

deadly beast at Carinthia’s gown while she stood:--an image of her to

dominate the princeliest of men.

The princeliest must have won his title to the place before he can yield

other than complimentary station to a woman without violation of his

dignity; and vast wealth is not the title; worldly honours are not;

deeds only are the title. Fleetwood consented to tell himself that he

had not yet performed the deeds.

Therefore, for him to be dominated was to be obscured, eclipsed. A man

may outrun us; it is the fortune of war. Eclipsed behind the skirts of a

woman waving her upraised hands, with, ‘Back, pray!’--no, that ignominy

is too horribly abominable! Be sure, the situation will certainly recur

in some form; will constantly recur. She will usurp the lead; she will

play the man.

Let matters go on as they are. We know our personal worth.

Arrived at this point in the perpetual round of the conflict Carinthia

had implanted, Fleetwood entered anew the ranks of the ordinary men of

wealth and a coronet, and he hugged himself. He enjoyed repose; knowing

it might be but a truce. Matters might go on as they were. Still, he

wished her away from those Wythans, residing at Esslemont. There she

might come eventually to a better knowledge of his personal worth:--‘the

gold mine we carry in our bosoms till it is threshed out of us in

sweat,’ that fellow Gower Woodseex says; adding, that we are the richer

for not exploring it. Philosophical cynicism is inconclusive. Fleetwood

knew his large capacities; he had proved them and could again. In case

a certain half foreseen calamity should happen:--imagine it a fact,

imagine him seized, besides admiring her character, with a taste for her

person! Why, then, he would have to impress his own mysteriously deep

character on her portion of understanding. The battle for domination

would then begin.

Anticipation of the possibility of it hewed division between the young

man’s pride of being and his warmer feelings. Had he been free of

the dread of subjection, he would have sunk to kiss the feet of the

statuesque young woman, arms in air, firm-fronted over the hideous death

that tore at her skirts.

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