CHAPTER XXVII. WE DESCEND INTO A STEAMER’S ENGINE-ROOM

Fleetwood had dropped his friend Lord Feltre at Ancona; his good fortune

was to be alone when the clang of bells rang through his head in the

reading of Gower’s lines. Other letters were opened: from the Countess

Livia, from Lady Arpington, from Captain Kirby-Levellier. There was

one from his lawyers, informing him of their receipt of a communication

dated South Wales, December 11th, and signed Owain Wythan; to the

effect, that the birth of a son to the Earl of Fleetwood was registered

on the day of the date, with a copy of the document forwarded.

Livia scornfully stated the tattling world’s ‘latest.’ The captain was

as brief, in ordinary words, whose quick run to the stop could be

taken for a challenge of the eye. It stamped the adversary’s frown on

Fleetwood reading. Lady Arpington was more politic; she wrote of ‘a

healthy boy,’ and ‘the healthy mother giving him breast,’ this being

‘the way for the rearing of strong men.’ She condescended to the

particulars, that she might touch him.

The earl had not been so reared: his mother was not the healthy mother.

One of his multitudinous, shifty, but ineradicable ambitions was to

exhibit an excellingly vigorous, tireless constitution. He remembered

the needed refreshment of the sea-breezes aboard his yacht during the

week following the sleep-discarded nights at Scrope’s and the green

tables. For a week he hung to the smell of brine, in rapturous amity

with Feltre, until they yellowed, differed, wrangled, hated.

A powerful leaven was put into him by the tidings out of Wales. Gower,

good fellow, had gone down to see the young mother three weeks after the

birth of her child. She was already renewing her bloom. She had produced

the boy in the world’s early manner, lightly, without any of the tragic

modern hovering over death to give the life. Gower compared it to a

‘flush of the vernal orchard after a day’s drink of sunlight.’ That was

well: that was how it should be. One loathes the idea of tortured women.

The good fellow was perhaps absurdly poetical. Still we must have poetry

to hallow this and other forms of energy: or say, if you like, the right

view of them impels to poetry. Otherwise we are in the breeding yards,

among the litters and the farrows. It is a question of looking down or

looking up. If we are poor creatures--as we are if we do but feast and

gamble and beget--we shall run for a time with the dogs and come to the

finish of swine. Better say, life is holy! Why, then have we to thank

her who teaches it.

He gazed at the string of visions of the woman naming him husband,

making him a father: the imagined Carinthia--beautiful Gorgon, haggard

Venus; the Carinthia of the precipice tree-shoot; Carinthia of the ducal

dancing-hall; and she at the altar rails; she on the coach box; she

alternately softest of brides, doughtiest of Amazons. A mate for the

caress, an electrical heroine, fronted him.

Yes, and she was Lord Fleetwood’s wife, cracking sconces,--a demoiselle

Moll Flanders,--the world’s Whitechapel Countess out for an airing,

infernally earnest about it, madly ludicrous; the schemer to catch

his word, the petticoated Shylock to bind him to the letter of it; now

persecuting, haunting him, now immoveable for obstinacy; malignant to

stay down in those vile slums and direct tons of sooty waters on his

head from its mains in the sight of London, causing the least histrionic

of men to behave as an actor. He beheld her a skull with a lamp behind

the eyeholes.

But this woman was the woman who made him a father; she was the mother

of the heir of the House; and the boy she clasped and suckled as her boy

was his boy. They met inseparably in that new life.

Truly, there could not be a woman of flesh so near to a likeness with

the beatific image of Feltre’s worshipped Madonna!

The thought sparkled and darkened in Fleetwood’s mind, as a star passing

into cloud. For an uproarious world claimed the woman, jeered at all

allied with her; at her husband most, of course:--the punctilious

noodle! the golden jackass, tethered and goaded! He had choice among the

pick of women: the daughter of the Old Buccaneer was preferred by the

wiseacre Coelebs. She tricked him cunningly and struck a tremendous

return blow in producing her male infant.

By the way, was she actually born in wedlock? Lord Levellier’s

assurances regarding her origin were, by the calculation, a miser’s

shuffles to clinch his bargain. Assuming the representative of holy

motherhood to be a woman of illegitimate birth, the history of the

House to which the spotted woman gave an heir would suffer a jolt when

touching on her. And altogether the history fumed rank vapours. Imagine

her boy in his father’s name a young collegian! No commonly sensitive

lad could bear the gibes of the fellows raking at antecedents: Fleetwood

would be the name to start roars. Smarting for his name, the earl chafed

at the boy’s mother. Her production of a man-child was the further and

grosser offence.

The world sat on him. His confession to some degree of weakness, even

to folly, stung his pride of individuality so that he had to soothe the

pain by tearing himself from a thought of his folly’s partner, shutting

himself up and away from her. Then there was a cessation of annoyance,

flatteringly agreeable: which can come to us only of our having done

the right thing, young men will think. He felt at once warmly with the

world, enjoyed the world’s kind shelter, and in return for its eulogy

of his unprecedented attachment to the pledge of his word, admitted an

understanding of its laughter at the burlesque edition of a noble lady

in the person of the Whitechapel Countess. The world sat on him heavily.

He recurred to Gower Woodseer’s letter.

The pictures and images in it were not the principal matter,--the

impression had been deep. A plain transcription of the young mother’s

acts and words did more to portray her: the reader could supply

reflections.

Would her boy’s father be very pleased to see him? she had asked.

And she spoke of a fear that the father would try to take her boy from

her.

‘Never that--you have my word!’ Fleetwood said; and he nodded

consentingly over her next remark--

‘Not while I live, till he must go to school!’

The stubborn wife would be the last of women to sit and weep as a rifled

mother.

A child of the Countess Carinthia (he phrased it) would not be deficient

in will, nor would the youngster lack bravery.

For his part, comparison rushing at him and searching him, he owned that

he leaned on pride. To think that he did, became a theme for pride. The

mother had the primitive virtues, the father the developed: he was the

richer mine. And besides, he was he, the unriddled, complex, individual

he; she was the plain barbarian survival, good for giving her offspring

bone, muscle, stout heart.

Shape the hypothesis of a fairer woman the mother of the heir to the

earldom.

Henrietta was analyzed in a glimpse. Courage, animal healthfulness, she,

too, might--her husband not obstructing--transmit; and good looks, eyes

of the sapphire AEgean. And therewith such pliability as the Mother of

Love requires of her servants.

Could that woman resist seductions?

Fleetwood’s wrath with her for refusing him and inducing him in spite

to pledge his word elsewhere, haphazard, pricked a curiosity to know

whether the woman could be--and easily! easily! he wagered--led to make

her conduct warrant for his contempt of her. Led,--that is, misled, you

might say, if you were pleading for a doll. But it was necessary to bait

the pleasures for the woman, in order to have full view of the precious

fine fate one has escaped. Also to get well rid of a sort of hectic in

the blood, which the woman’s beauty has cast on that reflecting tide: a

fever-sign, where the fever has become quite emotionless and is merely

desirous for the stain of it to be washed out. As this is not the desire

to possess or even to taste, contempt will do it. When we know that the

weaver of the fascinations is purchasable, we toss her to the market

where men buy; and we walk released from vile subjection to one of the

female heap: subjection no longer, doubtless, and yet a stain of the

past flush, often colouring our reveries, creating active phantasms of a

passion absolutely extinct, if it ever was the veritable passion.

The plot--formless plot--to get release by the sacrifice or at least a

crucial temptation of the woman, that should wash his blood clean of

her image, had a shade of the devilish, he acknowledged; and the apology

offered no improvement of its aspect. She might come out of the trial

triumphant. And benefit for himself, even a small privilege, even the

pressure of her hand, he not only shrank from the thought of winning,-he

loathed the thought. He was too delicate over the idea of the married

woman whom he fancied he loved in her maidenhood. Others might press her

hand, lead her the dance: he simply wanted his release. She had set him

on fire; he conceived a method for trampling the remaining sparks and

erasing stain and scars; that was all. Henrietta rejected her wealthy

suitor: she might some day hence be seen crawling abjectly to wealth,

glad of a drink from the cup it holds, intoxicated with the draught.

An injured pride could animate his wealth to crave solace of such a

spectacle.

Devilish, if you like. He had expiated the wickedness in Cistercian

seclusion. His wife now drove him to sin again.

She had given him a son. That fluted of home and honourable life. She

had her charm, known to him alone.

But how, supposing she did not rub him to bristle with fresh

irritations, how go to his wife while Henrietta held her throne?

Consideration was due to her until she stumbled. Enough if she wavered.

Almost enough is she stood firm as a statue in the winds, and proved

that the first page of her was a false introduction. The surprising

apparition of a beautiful woman with character; a lightly-thrilled,

pleasure-loving woman devoted to her husband or protected by her

rightful self-esteem, would loosen him creditably. It had to be

witnessed, for faith in it. He reverenced our legendary good women,

and he bowed to noble deeds; and he ascribed the former to poetical

creativeness, the latter operated as a scourging to his flesh to yield

its demoniacal inmates. Nothing of the kind was doing at present.

Or stay: a studious re-perusal of Gower Woodseer’s letter enriched a

little incident. Fleetwood gave his wife her name of Carinthia when he

had read deliberately and caught the scene.

Mrs. Wythan down in Wales related it to Gower. Carinthia and Madge,

trudging over the treeless hills, came on a birchen clump round a deep

hollow or gullypit; precipitous, the earl knew, he had peeped over the

edge in his infant days. There at the bottom, in a foot or so of water,

they espied a lamb; and they rescued the poor beastie by going down to

it, one or both. It must have been the mountain-footed one. A man would

hesitate, spying below. Fleetwood wondered how she had managed to climb

up, and carrying the lamb! Down pitches Madge Winch to help--they did it

between them. We who stand aloof admire stupidly. To defend himself from

admiring, he condemned the two women for the risk they ran to save a

probably broken-legged little beast: and he escaped the melting mood by

forcing a sneer at the sort of stuff out of which popular ballads are

woven. Carinthia was accused of letting her adventurous impulses and

sentimental female compassion swamp thought of a mother’s duties. If

both those women had broken their legs the child might have cried itself

into fits for the mother, there she would have remained.

Gower wrote in a language transparent of the act, addressed to a reader

whose memory was to be impregnated. His reader would have flown away

from the simple occurrence on arabesques and modulated tones; and then

envisaging them critically, would have tossed his poor little story to

the winds, as a small thing magnified: with an object, being the next

thought about it. He knew his Fleetwood so far.

His letter concluded: ‘I am in a small Surrey village over a baker’s

shop, rent eight shillings per week, a dame’s infant school opposite my

window, miles of firwood, heath, and bracken openings, for the winged or

the nested fancies. Love Nature, she makes you a lord of her boundless,

off any ten square feet of common earth. I go through my illusions and

come always back on that good truth. It says, beware of the world’s

passion for flavours and spices. Much tasted, they turn and bite the

biter. My exemplars are the lately breeched youngsters with two pence in

their pockets for the gingerbread-nut booth on a fair day. I learn more

from one of them than you can from the whole cavalcade of your attendant

Ixionides.’

Mounting the box of his coach for the drive to London, Fleetwood had the

new name for the parasitic and sham vital troop at his ears.

‘My Ixionides!’ he repeated, and did not scorn them so much as he

rejoiced to be enlightened by the title. He craved the presence of the

magician who dropped illumination with a single word; wholesomer to

think of than the whole body of those Ixionides--not bad fellows, here

and there, he reflected, tolerantly, half laughing at some of their

clownish fun. Gower Woodseer and he had not quarrelled? No, they had

merely parted at one of the crossways. The plebeian could teach that son

of the, genuflexions, Lord Feltre, a lesson in manners. Woodseer was

the better comrade and director of routes. Into the forest, up on the

heights; and free, not locked; and not parroting day and night, but

quick for all that the world has learnt and can tell, though two-thirds

of it be composed of Ixionides: that way lies wisdom, and his index was

cut that way.

Arrived in town, he ran over the headings of his letters, in no degree

anxious for a communication from Wales. There was none. Why none?

She might as well have scrawled her announcement of an event pleasing

to her, and, by the calculation, important to him, if not particularly

interesting. The mother’s wifeish lines would, perhaps, have been tested

in a furnace. He smarted at the blank of any, of even two or three

formal words. She sulked? ‘I am not a fallen lamb!’ he said. Evidently

one had to be a shivering beast in trouble, to excite her to move a

hand.

Through so slight a fissure as this piece of discontent cracked in him,

the crowd of his grievances with the woman rushed pell-mell, deluging

young shoots of sweeter feelings. She sulked! If that woman could not

get the command, he was to know her incapable of submission. After

besmutting the name she had filched from him, she let him understand

that there was no intention to repent. Possibly she meant war. In which

case a man must fly, or stand assailed by the most intolerable of vulgar

farces;--to be compared to a pelting of one on the stage.

The time came for him to knock at doors and face his public.

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