A Secret
"You went shopping, I observe," began Dr. Dudley, tentatively.
"Yes," responded Polly, balancing herself on the arm of his
chair. "Mrs. Jocelyn bought lots of things for me to give to
people. We bade out a list--or she did. She let me choose."
"That was kind."
"Yes," Polly assented, and then studied the rug for a moment.
The Doctor waited.
"We went to a musicale, this forenoon, at Mrs. Trowbridge's,"
she resumed. "The little boy was there who plays the violin so
beautifully. Mrs. Jocelyn got me a new hair ribbon and sash to
wear."
"Did you enjoy those better than the music?" twinkled the
doctor.
"Oh, no!" The tone was almost reproachful. "One piece the boy
played was lovely. I hated to have him stop. I wish I could play
as well as he--no, I don't either! I don't want to!" she
burst out fiercely.
Dr. Dudley glanced at her quizzically. "You seem to be a young
lady of changeable opinions," he smiled.
Her lip quivered; but she struggled hard against tears.
"Suppose you tell me all about it, Thistledown," the Doctor said
gently.
"Oh, don't let me go and be her little girl!" she broke out.
"Don't! don't! I'll do anything, if you'll only let me stay
with you!"
He drew her down into his lap, and soothed her with tender words.
"Nobody shall ever take you from me against your will, Thistledown!"
His voice was tensely unnatural. "Does Mrs. Jocelyn wish to adopt
you? Did she say so?"
"I don't know about adopting. She wants me to go and live with
her. She said I could have everything, if I only would,--a new
piano, and lessons, and two rooms all furnished beautiful, and a
doll house, and go to Europe, and a pony--two of 'em--and,
oh, I don't remember half!"
And you are sure you wish to give up all that grandeur for this
old codgery doctor who has n't any money?"
"You are n't old, and you are n't cod--the other thing--and
I love you! Do you--do you want me to go?" she sobbed.
"Thistledown,"--and his voice was very tender,--"I think
such an arrangement as Mrs. Jocelyn proposes would break my heart.
Still, if you really would be happy in going to her, I trust I
should be unselfish and brave enough to give you up. But I am
gladder than you can guess that you have chosen the life with
me."
"I could n't choose any other way; but I love her, I lover her
ever so much!" Polly sighed. "I'm afraid she will feel bad not
to have me go. Oh, I wish there did n't so many folks want me--
first Aunt Jane, and now her!"
"It must be rather troublesome to be in such demand," the Doctor
smiled.
"It is," responded Polly between a laugh and a sob.
The sat for a while in silence, Polly's head nestled on the broad
shoulder.
Finally Dr. Dudley spoke. "Can you keep a secret?"
"I think I could--I know I could," she answered slowly; "but
I never have any to keep."
"I am going to let you into one," he smiled; "but you must n't
breathe a word of it to anybody."
"Oh, I won't! I won't tell it as long as I live!" she declared
solemnly.
He laughed. "This will not be so great a tax on your patience as
all that. I hope the secret will be out in a month. The
thistledown, what should you say if I should tell you that Miss
Lucy and I are going to be married?"
Polly sat up straight, her eyes round with astonishment.
"Truly?" she cried.
"Truly!" he nodded.
"Why-ee! I never thought as you like Miss Lucy very much! You
acted just as if you like High Price better!"
The Doctor's shoulders shook with soft laughter.
"And won't Miss Lucy be nurse up in the ward any more?" Poly
queried.
"Not after we are married. We are going to housekeeping. You
know the little brown cottage just beyond Colonel Gresham's?"
"The one with vines all over the piazzas?"
"Yes. That is to be our home."
Polly had dropped back on the Doctor's shoulder, and he, absorbed
in his happy dreams, did not look down to note the shadow that
suddenly swept all joy from the little face. When she spoke
again, it was the tone rather than the words that brought him to
himself with a pang of compunction.
"That--won't be so very far away," she faltered.
"Oh, Polly!" with a quick tightening clasp, "you did n't suppose
we would leave you behind?"
She glanced up in sudden wonder and hope.
"Our home would n't be home without you. You are going with us,
to be our own little daughter! We have it all planned; it has
only awaited your sanction."
Polly lay very still, big teardrops trickling down her cheeks.
"You want to go, Thistledown?" the Doctor asked softly.
"Oh," she breathed, "I don't--dare--speak, for fear--it
is n't real! It is so beautiful!" She stroked his big hand with
her slender little fingers.
"It is very real," he smiled. "You need n't be afraid. We
cannot give you the splendid things that you would have with Mrs.
Jocelyn; but I can promise you all the love that any little girl
could wish for. We want to make your life so happy that you will
lose sight of troublesome times that have gone before."
"I could n't help being happy with you and Miss Lucy." And Polly
suddenly sprang up, flinging her arms around the Doctor's neck,
and resting her cheek against his with almost a sob. "Oh, I wish
mamma knew!" she whispered. "Do you s'pose she does?"
"We will surely hope so," he answered. "It seems to me that
Haven is nearer than some people believe."
"It would make her so happy," Polly went on. "I do wish you
could have known mamma. She was such a dear!"
"I am glad to have so close a friendship with her little
daughter," smiled the Doctor.
Light raps at the door made Polly slip to her feet, and sent Dr.
Dudley across the room. Polly hurriedly brushed away the only
remaining tear, and looked up to greet Miss Hortensia Price.
The nurse had come to talk with Dr. Dudley about a patient, and
Polly went over to the couch, and searched among the parcels for a
certain package. Her fingers trembled with joyous excitement.
The world had suddenly turned rose color. Every sorrow had flown
away. Even the grief which had been ever present with her for
nearly three years was for the moment swallowed up in the joy of
believing that mamma knew! She came upon the package she sought,
examined it carefully to make sure that it was the right one, and
then went, a little shyly, to Miss Price. She waited for Dr.
Dudley stopped talking.
The lady received the holiday-attired parcel with a surprised
look.
"Mrs. Jocelyn bought some presents," explained Polly, "for me to
give to my friends, a I chose Robert Browning's 'Poems' for you.
I hope you'll like it."
"Like it! Why, you dear child!" Miss Price dropped the book in
her lap, and caught Polly's hands in hers. "How did you ever
guess that Browning is my favorite poet?"
"You said so, one day, when we were playing Authors, up in the
ward."
"And you remembered!" She began untying the ribbon. "I was
thinking only yesterday that I must have a copy."
The volume was richly bound, and beautiful with illustrations.
Miss Price fingered it with the caressing tough of a booklover.
If her thanks were a bit conventional, Polly knew that back of
them lay real gratitude and appreciation.
The little girl went back to her parcels with an added gladness.
She began piling them on her arm.
"Don't carry too many," warned Dr. Dudley. "I'll take them up
for you."
"I will bring some along when I come." Promised Miss Price.
So Polly put back all but two dolls and a few small packages, and
started upstairs humming softly a gay little air.
Presently the song was hushed by happy thoughts. To think of
living in a dear little cottage, all alone with Miss Lucy and Dr.
Dudley! To sit down at the table, three times a day, with them
both! And at bedtime! There was never room for jealousy in
Polly's heart; but sometimes when Miss Lucy cuddled the little
ones in her arms, her mother-hungry should felt starved out of its
rightful food. And now!--she could almost feel the dear arms
around her! She stopped halfway up the second flight, and bent
her head reverently.
"O Lord Jesus, I think thee!" she whispered. "Please let mamma
know how beautiful it is going to be! For Thy Name's sake.
Amen."
The door of the ward was open; but so light were her footfalls
that she stood on the threshold a moment before being noticed.
Then came a shout and a rush and such frantic huggings that Polly
and her parcels seemed in danger of coming to sorrow.
"That is for Stella," Polly finally managed to say, freeing a
hand long enough to pass the box over one or two heads to the
little girl beyond.
This turned the attention in Stella Pope's direction, and Polly
hastened down the room to a cot where a little girl lay, her big
blue eyes staring out in line with her pillow, taking no note of
the commotion going on behind her.
"Trotty, see what I've brought you!" was Polly's cheery
greeting.
The little four-year-old turned slightly, with a wavering smile.
She was a strange wisp of a girl, and Polly was not in the least
disappointed when she made no answer, only watched the fingers
that were untying the bright ribbon.
"Now--what do you s'pose?" smiled Polly, staying the cover a
moment to make the gift of more effect.
There was look of expectancy on the midget's face. A word of joy
broke from her lips.
Polly laid the beautiful doll in her arms, smiling to see the
rapture in the big blue eyes.
Then a wee shadow crept over. "Mine? All mine?" questioned the
tiny one.
"Yes, all yours," was the sure answer. "Is n't it a darling?"
Trotty did not speak, but hugged the new baby to her heart in a
way that left no doubt. Polly wished that Mrs. Jocelyn were there
to see.
After the other smaller packages had been left with the several
patients for whom they were marked, Polly said, in a voice that
carried to all the cots:--
"This is n't all. There is something for everybody; but I could
n't bring so many. Dr. Dudley and miss Price are coming up with
the rest."
They started a babel of joyous questioning; but Polly was
responsive and patient, and altogether so satisfactory, that the
little sick people settled back on their pillows in supreme
content, to await the coming of their presents.
The others had heard, too, and pressed about Polly with eager
talk.
"I chose a doll for every girl that has n't any," she told them
gaily, "and I got just as pretty ones as there were in the
store."
"Say, what colored hair has mine?" questioned Mabel.
"Light, like Stella's, I think."
"Oh, goody!" squealed the little maid. "And is it curly?"
Polly nodded.
"Wha' d' yer buy for Leonora?" queried a curious one.
Polly threw a bright smile across to her friend, while she
answered merrily:--
"You wait! It's something pretty."
"I guess Polly's had an awful good time," observed thoughtful
Mary Pender; "she's so full of fun."
Miss Lucy, entering the ward at the moment, overheard the remark,
as her eyes met Polly's.
The little girl waived a reply, and ran over to greet the nurse.
"Is Mary right?" Miss Lucy smiled.
Polly hesitated, growing grave. Then her eyes danced
mischievously. "Just about right," she answered softly. "It was
'good' and 'awful' both. But I had a lovely time with Dr. Dudley
after I came home--lovely!"
Miss Lucy sent a quick searching glance into the happy eyes, and
they fell before it. Polly feared she had told too much. But no,
she reasoned, because the secret was also Miss Lucy's. She looked
up again half shyly. The nurse's cheeks were very pink, and her
lips were smiling.
"Precious child!" she murmured; and then she kissed her, a bit
of favoritism which she seldom allowed herself. But there was now
an excuse. Polly had been away.
Shortly afterwards Miss Hortensia Price and the Doctor appeared,
laden with happiness for the ward. The dignified nurse seemed in
a holiday mood, to match her ribboned armful, and she remained to
see the delight of the children, as they unwrapped their presents.
Leonora lingered over the untying of her box, as if reluctant to
risk the pretty flowered bit of pasteboard for what lay within.
Polly went across to where she sat.
"I'm waiting to know how you like it," she smiled.
Leonora finally lifted the cover, and her long-drawn, "O-h!" of
surprise and joy was enough for the donor.
"It is just like mine," Polly explained, "only mine is
forget-me-nots on pale blue."
"That must be lovely," said Leonora; "but I like this best for
me--it don't seem as if it could be for me!"
She carefully raised an end of the broad white sash ribbon, and
sighed rapturously over the beautiful pink rosebuds scattered
along its length.
"That is exquisite," agreed Miss Price, coming to her side.
"Pink is exactly the color for you. Polly has shown excellent
taste in its selection."
"Oh, Polly always knows just what's right!" praised Leonora.
Miss Price did not reply, only smiled across to Polly in the
friendliest way.
"Is n't High Price lovely this afternoon!" whispered the lame
girl, as the tall nurse turned to admire a doll which was help up
for her inspection.
Polly nodded happily. Everything was "lovely" now. What a
glad, beautiful world it was!
"My dear!" A pair of soft arms clasped her from behind, and
Polly found herself looking up into Miss Lucy's radiant face. "I
believe you are a little witch!" she laughed "You have given me
just such a bag as I have coveted for a good many years, but which
I never expected to won."
"I'm so glad!" responded Poly. "But Mrs. Jocelyn chose it--
the kind, I mean."
She might have added that she should never have dared select on at
that price; but she only smiled joyously.
"Then I will thank you and Mrs. Jocelyn both," smiled Miss Lucy,
moving away with the other nurse.
"Was n't it nice of her to buy all these things for you to give
us!" said Leonora happily.
Polly's response was sober. She could not quite forget how sorry
the dear little lady would be when she heard what had been
decided. But her seriousness soon gave place to laughter. The
ward was in too merry a mood to allow aught but mirth within its
walls.