A PARTY AT WORSTED SKEYNES
The year was 1891, the month October, the day Monday. In the dark
outside the railway-station at Worsted Skeynes Mr. Horace Pendyce's
omnibus, his brougham, his luggage-cart, monopolised space. The face
of Mr. Horace Pendyce's coachman monopolised the light of the solitary
station lantern. Rosy-gilled, with fat close-clipped grey whiskers and
inscrutably pursed lips, it presided high up in the easterly air like
an emblem of the feudal system. On the platform within, Mr. Horace
Pendyce's first footman and second groom in long livery coats with
silver buttons, their appearance slightly relieved by the rakish cock of
their top-hats, awaited the arrival of the 6.15.
The first footman took from his pocket a half-sheet of stamped and
crested notepaper covered with Mr. Horace Pendyce's small and precise
calligraphy. He read from it in a nasal, derisive voice:
“Hon. Geoff, and Mrs. Winlow, blue room and dress; maid, small drab. Mr.
George, white room. Mrs. Jaspar Bellew, gold. The Captain, red. General
Pendyce, pink room; valet, back attic. That's the lot.”
The groom, a red-cheeked youth, paid no attention.
“If this here Ambler of Mr. George's wins on Wednesday,” he said, “it's
as good as five pounds in my pocket. Who does for Mr. George?”
“James, of course.”
The groom whistled.
“I'll try an' get his loadin' to-morrow. Are you on, Tom?”
The footman answered:
“Here's another over the page. Green room, right wing--that Foxleigh;
he's no good. 'Take all you can and give nothing' sort! But can't he
shoot just! That's why they ask him!”
From behind a screen of dark trees the train ran in.
Down the platform came the first passengers--two cattlemen with long
sticks, slouching by in their frieze coats, diffusing an odour of beast
and black tobacco; then a couple, and single figures, keeping as far
apart as possible, the guests of Mr. Horace Pendyce. Slowly they came
out one by one into the loom of the carriages, and stood with their eyes
fixed carefully before them, as though afraid they might recognise each
other. A tall man in a fur coat, whose tall wife carried a small bag of
silver and shagreen, spoke to the coachman:
“How are you, Benson? Mr. George says Captain Pendyce told him he
wouldn't be down till the 9.30. I suppose we'd better----”
Like a breeze tuning through the frigid silence of a fog, a high, clear
voice was heard:
“Oh, thanks; I'll go up in the brougham.”
Followed by the first footman carrying her wraps, and muffled in a white
veil, through which the Hon. Geoffrey Winlow's leisurely gaze caught
the gleam of eyes, a lady stepped forward, and with a backward glance
vanished into the brougham. Her head appeared again behind the swathe of
gauze.
“There's plenty of room, George.”
George Pendyce walked quickly forward, and disappeared beside her. There
was a crunch of wheels; the brougham rolled away.
The Hon. Geoffrey Winlow raised his face again.
“Who was that, Benson?”
The coachman leaned over confidentially, holding his podgy white-gloved
hand outspread on a level with the Hon. Geoffrey's hat.
“Mrs. Jaspar Bellew, sir. Captain Bellew's lady, of the Firs.”
“But I thought they weren't---”
“No, sir; they're not, sir.”
“Ah!”
A calm rarefied voice was heard from the door of the omnibus:
“Now, Geoff!”
The Hon. Geoffrey Winlow followed his wife, Mr. Foxleigh, and General
Pendyce into the omnibus, and again Mrs. Winlow's voice was heard:
“Oh, do you mind my maid? Get in, Tookson!”
Mr. Horace Pendyce's mansion, white and long and low, standing
well within its acres, had come into the possession of his
great-great-great-grandfather through an alliance with the last of the
Worsteds. Originally a fine property let in smallish holdings to tenants
who, having no attention bestowed on them, did very well and paid
excellent rents, it was now farmed on model lines at a slight loss. At
stated intervals Mr. Pendyce imported a new kind of cow, or partridge,
and built a wing to the schools. His income was fortunately independent
of this estate. He was in complete accord with the Rector and the
sanitary authorities, and not infrequently complained that his tenants
did not stay on the land. His wife was a Totteridge, and his coverts
admirable. He had been, needless to say, an eldest son. It was his
individual conviction that individualism had ruined England, and he had
set himself deliberately to eradicate this vice from the character of
his tenants. By substituting for their individualism his own tastes,
plans, and sentiments, one might almost say his own individualism, and
losing money thereby, he had gone far to demonstrate his pet theory that
the higher the individualism the more sterile the life of the community.
If, however, the matter was thus put to him he grew both garrulous
and angry, for he considered himself not an individualist, but what he
called a “Tory Communist.” In connection with his agricultural interests
he was naturally a Fair Trader; a tax on corn, he knew, would make all
the difference in the world to the prosperity of England. As he often
said: “A tax of three or four shillings on corn, and I should be farming
my estate at a profit.”
Mr. Pendyce had other peculiarities, in which he was not too individual.
He was averse to any change in the existing order of things, made lists
of everything, and was never really so happy as when talking of himself
or his estate. He had a black spaniel dog called John, with a long nose
and longer ears, whom he had bred himself till the creature was not
happy out of his sight.
In appearance Mr. Pendyce was rather of the old school, upright and
active, with thin side-whiskers, to which, however, for some years past
he had added moustaches which drooped and were now grizzled. He wore
large cravats and square-tailed coats. He did not smoke.
At the head of his dining-table loaded with flowers and plate, he sat
between the Hon. Mrs. Winlow and Mrs. Jaspar Bellew, nor could he
have desired more striking and contrasted supporters. Equally tall,
full-figured, and comely, Nature had fixed between these two women a
gulf which Mr. Pendyce, a man of spare figure, tried in vain to fill.
The composure peculiar to the ashen type of the British aristocracy
wintered permanently on Mrs. Winlow's features like the smile of a
frosty day. Expressionless to a degree, they at once convinced the
spectator that she was a woman of the best breeding. Had an expression
ever arisen upon these features, it is impossible to say what might have
been the consequences. She had followed her nurse's adjuration: “Lor,
Miss Truda, never you make a face--You might grow so!” Never since that
day had Gertrude Winlow, an Honourable in her own right and in that of
her husband, made a face, not even, it is believed, when her son was
born. And then to find on the other side of Mr. Pendyce that puzzling
Mrs. Bellew with the green-grey eyes, at which the best people of her
own sex looked with instinctive disapproval! A woman in her position
should avoid anything conspicuous, and Nature had given her a
too-striking appearance. People said that when, the year before last,
she had separated from Captain Bellew, and left the Firs, it was simply
because they were tired of one another. They said, too, that it looked
as if she were encouraging the attentions of George, Mr. Pendyce's
eldest son.
Lady Malden had remarked to Mrs. Winlow in the drawing-room before
dinner:
“What is it about that Mrs. Bellew? I never liked her. A woman situated
as she is ought to be more careful. I don't understand her being asked
here at all, with her husband still at the Firs, only just over the way.
Besides, she's very hard up. She doesn't even attempt to disguise it. I
call her almost an adventuress.”
Mrs. Winlow had answered:
“But she's some sort of cousin to Mrs. Pendyce. The Pendyces are related
to everybody! It's so boring. One never knows---”
Lady Malden replied:
“Did you know her when she was living down here? I dislike those
hard-riding women. She and her husband were perfectly reckless. One
heard of nothing else but what she had jumped and how she had jumped it;
and she bets and goes racing. If George Pendyce is not in love with her,
I'm very much mistaken. He's been seeing far too much of her in town.
She's one of those women that men are always hanging about!”
At the head of his dinner-table, where before each guest was placed
a menu carefully written in his eldest daughter's handwriting, Horace
Pendyce supped his soup.
“This soup,” he said to Mrs. Bellew, “reminds me of your dear old
father; he was extraordinarily fond of it. I had a great respect for
your father--a wonderful man! I always said he was the most determined
man I'd met since my own dear father, and he was the most obstinate man
in the three kingdoms!”
He frequently made use of the expression “in the three kingdoms,” which
sometimes preceded a statement that his grandmother was descended from
Richard III., while his grandfather came down from the Cornish giants,
one of whom, he would say with a disparaging smile, had once thrown a
cow over a wall.
“Your father was too much of an individualist, Mrs. Bellew. I have a
lot of experience of individualism in the management of my estate, and
I find that an individualist is never contented. My tenants have
everything they want, but it's impossible to satisfy them. There's a
fellow called Peacock, now, a most pig-headed, narrowminded chap. I
don't give in to him, of course. If he had his way, he'd go back to the
old days, farm the land in his own fashion. He wants to buy it from me.
Old vicious system of yeoman farming. Says his grandfather had it. He's
that sort of man. I hate individualism; it's ruining England. You won't
find better cottages, or better farm-buildings anywhere than on my
estate. I go in for centralisation. I dare say you know what I call
myself--a 'Tory Communist.' To my mind, that's the party of the future.
Now, your father's motto was: 'Every man for himself!' On the land that
would never do. Landlord and tenant must work together. You'll come over
to Newmarket with us on Wednesday? George has a very fine horse running
in the Rutlandshire a very fine horse. He doesn't bet, I'm glad to say.
If there's one thing I hate more than another, it's gambling!”
Mrs. Bellew gave him a sidelong glance, and a little ironical smile
peeped out on her full red lips. But Mr. Pendyce had been called away to
his soup. When he was ready to resume the conversation she was talking
to his son, and the Squire, frowning, turned to the Hon. Mrs. Winlow.
Her attention was automatic, complete, monosyllabic; she did not appear
to fatigue herself by an over-sympathetic comprehension, nor was she
subservient. Mr. Pendyce found her a competent listener.
“The country is changing,” he said, “changing every day. Country houses
are not what they were. A great responsibility rests on us landlords. If
we go, the whole thing goes.”
What, indeed, could be more delightful than this country-house life of
Mr. Pendyce; its perfect cleanliness, its busy leisure, its combination
of fresh air and scented warmth, its complete intellectual repose, its
essential and professional aloofness from suffering of any kind, and its
soup--emblematically and above all, its soup--made from the rich remains
of pampered beasts?
Mr. Pendyce thought this life the one right life; those who lived it the
only right people. He considered it a duty to live this life, with its
simple, healthy, yet luxurious curriculum, surrounded by creatures bred
for his own devouring, surrounded, as it were, by a sea of soup! And
that people should go on existing by the million in the towns, preying
on each other, and getting continually out of work, with all those
other depressing concomitants of an awkward state, distressed him. While
suburban life, that living in little rows of slate-roofed houses so
lamentably similar that no man of individual taste could bear to see
them, he much disliked. Yet, in spite of his strong prejudice in
favour of country-house life, he was not a rich man, his income barely
exceeding ten thousand a year.
The first shooting-party of the season, devoted to spinneys and the
outlying coverts, had been, as usual, made to synchronise with the last
Newmarket Meeting, for Newmarket was within an uncomfortable distance of
Worsted Skeynes; and though Mr. Pendyce had a horror of gaming, he liked
to figure there and pass for a man interested in sport for sport's sake,
and he was really rather proud of the fact that his son had picked up so
good a horse as the Ambler promised to be for so little money, and was
racing him for pure sport.
The guests had been carefully chosen. On Mrs. Winlow's right was
Thomas Brandwhite (of Brown and Brandwhite), who had a position in
the financial world which could not well be ignored, two places in the
country, and a yacht. His long, lined face, with very heavy moustaches,
wore habitually a peevish look. He had retired from his firm, and
now only sat on the Boards of several companies. Next to him was Mrs.
Hussell Barter, with that touching look to be seen on the faces of many
English ladies, that look of women who are always doing their duty,
their rather painful duty; whose eyes, above cheeks creased and
withered, once rose-leaf hued, now over-coloured by strong weather,
are starry and anxious; whose speech is simple, sympathetic, direct,
a little shy, a little hopeless, yet always hopeful; who are ever
surrounded by children, invalids, old people, all looking to them for
support; who have never known the luxury of breaking down--of these was
Mrs. Hussell Barter, the wife of the Reverend Hussell Barter, who would
shoot to-morrow, but would not attend the race-meeting on the Wednesday.
On her other hand was Gilbert Foxleigh, a lean-flanked man with a long,
narrow head, strong white teeth, and hollow, thirsting eyes. He came of
a county family of Foxleighs, and was one of six brothers, invaluable
to the owners of coverts or young, half-broken horses in days when, as
a Foxleigh would put it, “hardly a Johnny of the lot could shoot or ride
for nuts.” There was no species of beast, bird, or fish, that he could
not and did not destroy with equal skill and enjoyment. The only thing
against him was his income, which was very small. He had taken in Mrs.
Brandwhite, to whom, however, he talked but little, leaving her to
General Pendyce, her neighbour on the other side.
Had he been born a year before his brother, instead of a year after,
Charles Pendyce would naturally have owned Worsted Skeynes, and
Horace would have gone into the Army instead. As it was, having almost
imperceptibly become a Major-General, he had retired, taking with him
his pension. The third brother, had he chosen to be born, would have
gone into the Church, where a living awaited him; he had elected
otherwise, and the living had passed perforce to a collateral branch.
Between Horace and Charles, seen from behind, it was difficult to
distinguish. Both were spare, both erect, with the least inclination to
bottle shoulders, but Charles Pendyce brushed his hair, both before and
behind, away from a central parting, and about the back of his still
active knees there was a look of feebleness. Seen from the front they
could readily be differentiated, for the General's whiskers broadened
down his cheeks till they reached his moustaches, and there was in his
face and manner a sort of formal, though discontented, effacement, as of
an individualist who has all his life been part of a system, from which
he has issued at last, unconscious indeed of his loss, but with a vague
sense of injury. He had never married, feeling it to be comparatively
useless, owing to Horace having gained that year on him at the start,
and he lived with a valet close to his club in Pall Mall.
In Lady Malden, whom he had taken in to dinner, Worsted Skeynes
entertained a good woman and a personality, whose teas to Working Men in
the London season were famous. No Working Man who had attended them
had ever gone away without a wholesome respect for his hostess. She was
indeed a woman who permitted no liberties to be taken with her in any
walk of life. The daughter of a Rural Dean, she appeared at her best
when seated, having rather short legs. Her face was well-coloured, her
mouth, firm and rather wide, her nose well-shaped, her hair dark. She
spoke in a decided voice, and did not mince her words. It was to her
that her husband, Sir James, owed his reactionary principles on the
subject of woman.
Round the corner at the end of the table the Hon. Geoffrey Winlow was
telling his hostess of the Balkan Provinces, from a tour in which he
had just returned. His face, of the Norman type, with regular, handsome
features, had a leisurely and capable expression. His manner was easy
and pleasant; only at times it became apparent that his ideas were in
perfect order, so that he would naturally not care to be corrected. His
father, Lord Montrossor, whose seat was at Coldingham six miles away,
would ultimately yield to him his place in the House of Lords.
And next him sat Mrs. Pendyce. A portrait of this lady hung over the
sideboard at the end of the room, and though it had been painted by a
fashionable painter, it had caught a gleam of that “something” still in
her face these twenty years later. She was not young, her dark hair was
going grey; but she was not old, for she had been married at nineteen
and was still only fifty-two. Her face was rather long and very pale,
and her eyebrows arched and dark and always slightly raised. Her eyes
were dark grey, sometimes almost black, for the pupils dilated when she
was moved; her lips were the least thing parted, and the expression of
those lips and eyes was of a rather touching gentleness, of a rather
touching expectancy. And yet all this was not the “something”; that was
rather the outward sign of an inborn sense that she had no need to ask
for things, of an instinctive faith that she already had them. By that
“something,” and by her long, transparent hands, men could tell that
she had been a Totteridge. And her voice, which was rather slow, with
a little, not unpleasant, trick of speech, and her eyelids by second
nature just a trifle lowered, confirmed this impression. Over her bosom,
which hid the heart of a lady, rose and fell a piece of wonderful old
lace.
Round the corner again Sir James Malden and Bee Pendyce (the eldest
daughter) were talking of horses and hunting--Bee seldom from choice
spoke of anything else. Her face was pleasant and good, yet not quite
pretty, and this little fact seemed to have entered into her very
nature, making her shy and ever willing to do things for others.
Sir James had small grey whiskers and a carved, keen visage. He came of
an old Kentish family which had migrated to Cambridgeshire; his coverts
were exceptionally fine; he was also a Justice of the Peace, a Colonel
of Yeomanry, a keen Churchman, and much feared by poachers. He held
the reactionary views already mentioned, being a little afraid of Lady
Malden.
Beyond Miss Pendyce sat the Reverend Hussell Barter, who would shoot
to-morrow, but would not attend the race-meeting on Wednesday.
The Rector of Worsted Skeynes was not tall, and his head had been
rendered somewhat bald by thought. His broad face, of very straight
build from the top of the forehead to the base of the chin, was
well-coloured, clean-shaven, and of a shape that may be seen in
portraits of the Georgian era. His cheeks were full and folded, his
lower lip had a habit of protruding, and his eyebrows jutted out above
his full, light eyes. His manner was authoritative, and he articulated
his words in a voice to which long service in the pulpit had
imparted remarkable carrying-power--in fact, when engaged in private
conversation, it was with difficulty that he was not overheard. Perhaps
even in confidential matters he was not unwilling that what he said
should bear fruit. In some ways, indeed, he was typical. Uncertainty,
hesitation, toleration--except of such opinions as he held--he did not
like. Imagination he distrusted. He found his duty in life very clear,
and other people's perhaps clearer, and he did not encourage his
parishioners to think for themselves. The habit seemed to him a
dangerous one. He was outspoken in his opinions, and when he had
occasion to find fault, spoke of the offender as “a man of no
character,” “a fellow like that,” with such a ring of conviction that
his audience could not but be convinced of the immorality of that
person. He had a bluff jolly way of speaking, and was popular in his
parish--a good cricketer, a still better fisherman, a fair shot,
though, as he said, he could not really afford time for shooting. While
disclaiming interference in secular matters, he watched the tendencies
of his flock from a sound point of view, and especially encouraged them
to support the existing order of things--the British Empire and the
English Church. His cure was hereditary, and he fortunately possessed
some private means, for he had a large family. His partner at dinner was
Norah, the younger of the two Pendyce girls, who had a round, open face,
and a more decided manner than her sister Bee.
Her brother George, the eldest son, sat on her right. George was of
middle height, with a red-brown, clean-shaved face and solid jaw. His
eyes were grey; he had firm lips, and darkish, carefully brushed hair, a
little thin on the top, but with that peculiar gloss seen on the hair of
some men about town. His clothes were unostentatiously perfect. Such men
may be seen in Piccadilly at any hour of the day or night. He had
been intended for the Guards, but had failed to pass the necessary
examination, through no fault of his own, owing to a constitutional
inability to spell. Had he been his younger brother Gerald, he would
probably have fulfilled the Pendyce tradition, and passed into the Army
as a matter of course. And had Gerald (now Captain Pendyce) been George
the elder son, he might possibly have failed. George lived at his club
in town on an allowance of six hundred a year, and sat a great deal in a
bay-window reading Ruff's “Guide to the Turf.”
He raised his eyes from the menu and looked stealthily round. Helen
Bellew was talking to his father, her white shoulder turned a little
away. George was proud of his composure, but there was a strange longing
in his face. She gave, indeed, just excuse for people to consider her
too good-looking for the position in which she was placed. Her figure
was tall and supple and full, and now that she no longer hunted was
getting fuller. Her hair, looped back in loose bands across a broad low
brow, had a peculiar soft lustre.
There was a touch of sensuality about her lips. The face was too broad
across the brow and cheekbones, but the eyes were magnificent--ice-grey,
sometimes almost green, always luminous, and set in with dark lashes.
There was something pathetic in George's gaze, as of a man forced to
look against his will.
It had been going on all that past summer, and still he did not know
where he stood. Sometimes she seemed fond of him, sometimes treated him
as though he had no chance. That which he had begun as a game was now
deadly earnest. And this in itself was tragic. That comfortable ease
of spirit which is the breath of life was taken away; he could think
of nothing but her. Was she one of those women who feed on men's
admiration, and give them no return? Was she only waiting to make her
conquest more secure? These riddles he asked of her face a hundred
times, lying awake in the dark. To George Pendyce, a man of the world,
unaccustomed to privation, whose simple creed was “Live and enjoy,”
there was something terrible about a longing which never left him for a
moment, which he could not help any more than he could help eating, the
end of which he could not see. He had known her when she lived at the
Firs, he had known her in the hunting-field, but his passion was only of
last summer's date. It had sprung suddenly out of a flirtation started
at a dance.
A man about town does not psychologise himself; he accepts his condition
with touching simplicity. He is hungry; he must be fed. He is thirsty;
he must drink. Why he is hungry, when he became hungry, these inquiries
are beside the mark. No ethical aspect of the matter troubled him; the
attainment of a married woman, not living with her husband, did not
impinge upon his creed. What would come after, though full of unpleasant
possibilities, he left to the future. His real disquiet, far nearer, far
more primitive and simple, was the feeling of drifting helplessly in a
current so strong that he could not keep his feet.
“Ah yes; a bad case. Dreadful thing for the Sweetenhams! That young
fellow's been obliged to give up the Army. Can't think what old
Sweetenham was about. He must have known his son was hit. I should say
Bethany himself was the only one in the dark. There's no doubt Lady Rose
was to blame!” Mr. Pendyce was speaking.
Mrs. Bellew smiled.
“My sympathies are all with Lady Rose. What do you say, George?”
George frowned.
“I always thought,” he said, “that Bethany was an ass.”
“George,” said Mr. Pendyce, “is immoral. All young men are immoral. I
notice it more and more. You've given up your hunting, I hear.”
Mrs. Bellew sighed.
“One can't hunt on next to nothing!”
“Ah, you live in London. London spoils everybody. People don't take the
interest in hunting and farming they used to. I can't get George here at
all. Not that I'm a believer in apron-strings. Young men will be young
men!”
Thus summing up the laws of Nature, the Squire resumed his knife and
fork.
But neither Mrs. Bellew nor George followed his example; the one sat
with her eyes fixed on her plate and a faint smile playing on her lips,
the other sat without a smile, and his eyes, in which there was such a
deep resentful longing, looked from his father to Mrs. Bellew, and from
Mrs. Bellew to his mother. And as though down that vista of faces and
fruits and flowers a secret current had been set flowing, Mrs. Pendyce
nodded gently to her son.
CHAPTER II
THE COVERT SHOOT
At the head of the breakfast-table sat Mr. Pendyce, eating methodically.
He was somewhat silent, as became a man who has just read family
prayers; but about that silence, and the pile of half-opened letters on
his right, was a hint of autocracy.
“Be informal--do what you like, dress as you like, sit where you like,
eat what you like, drink tea or coffee, but----” Each glance of his
eyes, each sentence of his sparing, semi-genial talk, seemed to repeat
that “but”.
At the foot of the breakfast-table sat Mrs. Pendyce behind a silver urn
which emitted a gentle steam. Her hands worked without ceasing amongst
cups, and while they worked her lips worked too in spasmodic utterances
that never had any reference to herself. Pushed a little to her left
and entirely neglected, lay a piece of dry toast on a small white plate.
Twice she took it up, buttered a bit of it, and put it down again. Once
she rested, and her eyes, which fell on Mrs. Bellow, seemed to say: “How
very charming you look, my dear!” Then, taking up the sugar-tongs, she
began again.
On the long sideboard covered with a white cloth reposed a number of
edibles only to be found amongst that portion of the community which
breeds creatures for its own devouring. At one end of this row of viands
was a large game pie with a triangular gap in the pastry; at the other,
on two oval dishes, lay four cold partridges in various stages of
decomposition. Behind them a silver basket of openwork design was
occupied by three bunches of black, one bunch of white grapes, and a
silver grape-cutter, which performed no function (it was so blunt), but
had once belonged to a Totteridge and wore their crest.
No servants were in the room, but the side-door was now and again
opened, and something brought in, and this suggested that behind the
door persons were collected, only waiting to be called upon. It was, in
fact, as though Mr. Pendyce had said: “A butler and two footmen at least
could hand you things, but this is a simple country house.”
At times a male guest rose, napkin in hand, and said to a lady: “Can I
get you anything from the sideboard?” Being refused, he went and filled
his own plate. Three dogs--two fox-terriers and a decrepit Skye circled
round uneasily, smelling at the visitors' napkins. And there went up
a hum of talk in which sentences like these could be distinguished:
“Rippin' stand that, by the wood. D'you remember your rockettin'
woodcock last year, Jerry?” “And the dear old Squire never touched
a feather! Did you, Squire?” “Dick--Dick! Bad dog!--come and do your
tricks. Trust-trust! Paid for! Isn't he rather a darling?”
On Mr. Pendyce's foot, or by the side of his chair, whence he could
see what was being eaten, sat the spaniel John, and now and then Mr.
Pendyce, taking a small portion of something between his finger and
thumb, would say:
“John!--Make a good breakfast, Sir James; I always say a
half-breakfasted man is no good!”
And Mrs. Pendyce, her eyebrows lifted, would look anxiously up and down
the table, murmuring: “Another cup, dear; let me see--are you sugar?”
When all had finished a silence fell, as if each sought to get away
from what he had been eating, as if each felt he had been engaged in an
unworthy practice; then Mr. Pendyce, finishing his last grape, wiped his
mouth.
“You've a quarter of an hour, gentlemen; we start at ten-fifteen.”
Mrs. Pendyce, left seated with a vague, ironical smile, ate one mouthful
of her buttered toast, now very old and leathery, gave the rest to “the
dear dogs,” and called:
“George! You want a new shooting tie, dear boy; that green one's quite
faded. I've been meaning to get some silks down for ages. Have you had
any news of your horse this morning?”
“Yes, Blacksmith says he's fit as a fiddle.”
“I do so hope he'll win that race for you. Your Uncle Hubert once lost
four thousand pounds over the Rutlandshire. I remember perfectly; my
father had to pay it. I'm so glad you don't bet, dear boy!”
“My dear mother, I do bet.”
“Oh, George, I hope not much! For goodness' sake, don't tell your
father; he's like all the Pendyces, can't bear a risk.”
“My dear mother, I'm not likely to; but, as a matter of fact, there is
no risk. I stand to win a lot of money to nothing.”
“But, George, is that right?”
“Of course it's all right.”
“Oh, well, I don't understand.” Mrs. Pendyce dropped her eyes, a flush
came into her white cheeks; she looked up again and said quickly:
“George, I should like just a little bet on your horse--a real bet, say
about a sovereign.”
George Pendyce's creed permitted the show of no emotion. He smiled.
“All right, mother, I'll put it on for you. It'll be about eight to
one.”
“Does that mean that if he wins I shall get eight?”
George nodded.
Mrs. Pendyce looked abstractedly at his tie.
“I think it might be two sovereigns; one seems very little to lose,
because I do so want him to win. Isn't Helen Bellew perfectly charming
this morning! It's delightful to see a woman look her best in the
morning.”
George turned, to hide the colour in his cheeks.
“She looks fresh enough, certainly.”
Mrs. Pendyce glanced up at him; there was a touch of quizzicality in one
of her lifted eyebrows.
“I mustn't keep you, dear; you'll be late for the shooting.”
Mr. Pendyce, a sportsman of the old school, who still kept pointers,
which, in the teeth of modern fashion, he was unable to employ, set his
face against the use of two guns.
“Any man,” he would say, “who cares to shoot at Worsted Skeynes must
do with one gun, as my dear old father had to do before me. He'll get a
good day's sport--no barndoor birds” (for he encouraged his pheasants to
remain lean, that they might fly the better), “but don't let him expect
one of these battues--sheer butchery, I call them.”
He was excessively fond of birds--it was, in fact, his hobby, and he had
collected under glass cases a prodigious number of specimens of those
species which are in danger of becoming extinct, having really, in some
Pendycean sort of way, a feeling that by this practice he was doing them
a good turn, championing them, as it were, to a world that would soon
be unable to look upon them in the flesh. He wished, too, that his
collection should become an integral part of the estate, and be passed
on to his son, and his son's son after him.
“Look at this Dartford Warbler,” he would say; “beautiful little
creature--getting rarer every day. I had the greatest difficulty in
procuring this specimen. You wouldn't believe me if I told you what I
had to pay for him!”
Some of his unique birds he had shot himself, having in his youth made
expeditions to foreign countries solely with this object, but the great
majority he had been compelled to purchase. In his library were row upon
row of books carefully arranged and bearing on this fascinating subject;
and his collection of rare, almost extinct, birds' eggs was one of the
finest in the “three kingdoms.” One egg especially he would point to
with pride as the last obtainable of that particular breed. “This was
procured,” he would say, “by my dear old gillie Angus out of the bird's
very nest. There was just the single egg. The species,” he added,
tenderly handling the delicate, porcelain-like oval in his brown hand
covered with very fine, blackish hairs, “is now extinct.” He was,
in fact, a true bird-lover, strongly condemning cockneys, or rough,
ignorant persons who, with no collections of their own, wantonly
destroyed kingfishers, or scarce birds of any sort, out of pure
stupidity. “I would have them flogged,” he would say, for he believed
that no such bird should be killed except on commission, and for
choice--barring such extreme cases as that Dartford Warbler--in some
foreign country or remoter part of the British Isles. It was indeed
illustrative of Mr. Pendyce's character and whole point of view that
whenever a rare, winged stranger appeared on his own estate it was
talked of as an event, and preserved alive with the greatest care, in
the hope that it might breed and be handed down with the property; but
if it were personally known to belong to Mr. Fuller or Lord Quarryman,
whose estates abutted on Worsted Skeynes, and there was grave and
imminent danger of its going back, it was promptly shot and stuffed,
that it might not be lost to posterity. An encounter with another
landowner having the same hobby, of whom there were several in his
neighbourhood, would upset him for a week, making him strangely morose,
and he would at once redouble his efforts to add something rarer than
ever to his own collection.
His arrangements for shooting were precisely conceived. Little slips of
paper with the names of the “guns” written thereon were placed in a hat,
and one by one drawn out again, and this he always did himself. Behind
the right wing of the house he held a review of the beaters, who filed
before him out of the yard, each with a long stick in his hand, and no
expression on his face. Five minutes of directions to the keeper, and
then the guns started, carrying their own weapons and a sufficiency of
cartridges for the first drive in the old way.
A misty radiance clung over the grass as the sun dried the heavy
dew; the thrushes hopped and ran and hid themselves, the rooks cawed
peacefully in the old elms. At an angle the game cart, constructed on
Mr. Pendyce's own pattern, and drawn by a hairy horse in charge of an
aged man, made its way slowly to the end of the first beat:
George lagged behind, his hands deep in his pockets, drinking in the joy
of the tranquil day, the soft bird sounds, so clear and friendly, that
chorus of wild life. The scent of the coverts stole to him, and he
thought:
'.hat a ripping day for shooting!'
The Squire, wearing a suit carefully coloured so that no bird should
see him, leather leggings, and a cloth helmet of his own devising,
ventilated by many little holes, came up to his son; and the spaniel
John, who had a passion for the collection of birds almost equal to his
master's, came up too.
“You're end gun, George,” he said; “you'll get a nice high bird!”
George felt the ground with his feet, and blew a speck of dust off
his barrels, and the smell of the oil sent a delicious tremor darting
through him. Everything, even Helen Bellew, was forgotten. Then in
the silence rose a far-off clamour; a cock pheasant, skimming low, his
plumage silken in the sun, dived out of the green and golden spinney,
curled to the right, and was lost in undergrowth. Some pigeons passed
over at a great height. The tap-tap of sticks beating against trees
began; then with a fitful rushing noise a pheasant came straight out.
George threw up his gun and pulled. The bird stopped in mid-air, jerked
forward, and fell headlong into the grass sods with a thud. In the
sunlight the dead bird lay, and a smirk of triumph played on George's
lips. He was feeling the joy of life.
During his covert shoots the Squire had the habit of recording his
impressions in a mental note-book. He put special marks against such as
missed, or shot birds behind the waist, or placed lead in them to the
detriment of their market value, or broke only one leg of a hare at a
time, causing the animal to cry like a tortured child, which some men do
not like; or such as, anxious for fame, claimed dead creatures that
they had not shot, or peopled the next beat with imaginary slain, or
too frequently “wiped an important neighbour's eye,” or shot too many
beaters in the legs. Against this evidence, however, he unconsciously
weighed the more undeniable social facts, such as the title of Winlow's
father; Sir James Malden's coverts, which must also presently be shot;
Thomas Brandwhite's position in the financial world; General Pendyce's
relationship to himself; and the importance of the English Church.
Against Foxleigh alone he could put no marks. The fellow destroyed
everything that came within reach with utter precision, and this was
perhaps fortunate, for Foxleigh had neither title, coverts, position,
nor cloth! And the Squire weighed one thing else besides--the pleasure
of giving them all a good day's sport, for his heart was kind.
The sun had fallen well behind the home wood when the guns stood waiting
for the last drive of the day. From the keeper's cottage in the hollow,
where late threads of crimson clung in the brown network of Virginia
creeper, rose a mist of wood smoke, dispersed upon the breeze. Sound
there was none, only that faint stir--the far, far callings of men and
beasts and birds--that never quite dies of a country evening. High above
the wood some startled pigeons were still wheeling, no other life in
sight; but a gleam of sunlight stole down the side of the covert and
laid a burnish on the turned leaves till the whole wood seemed quivering
with magic. Out of that quivering wood a wounded rabbit had stolen and
was dying. It lay on its side on the slope of a tussock of grass,
its hind legs drawn under it, its forelegs raised like the hands of a
praying child. Motionless as death, all its remaining life was centred
in its black soft eyes. Uncomplaining, ungrudging, unknowing, with
that poor soft wandering eye, it was going back to Mother Earth. There
Foxleigh, too, some day must go, asking of Nature why she had murdered
him.
CHAPTER III
THE BLISSFUL HOUR
It was the hour between tea and dinner, when the spirit of the country
house was resting, conscious of its virtue, half asleep.
Having bathed and changed, George Pendyce took his betting-book into the
smoking-room. In a nook devoted to literature, protected from draught
and intrusion by a high leather screen, he sat down in an armchair and
fell into a doze.
With legs crossed, his chin resting on one hand, his comely figure
relaxed, he exhaled a fragrance of soap, as though in this perfect
peace his soul were giving off its natural odour. His spirit, on the
borderland of dreams, trembled with those faint stirrings of chivalry
and aspiration, the outcome of physical well-being after a long day in
the open air, the outcome of security from all that is unpleasant and
fraught with danger. He was awakened by voices.
“George is not a bad shot!”
“Gave a shocking exhibition at the last stand; Mrs. Bellew was with him.
They were going over him like smoke; he couldn't touch a feather.”
It was Winlow's voice. A silence, then Thomas Brandwhite's:
“A mistake, the ladies coming out. I never will have them myself. What
do you say, Sir James?”
“Bad principle--very bad!”
A laugh--Thomas Brandwhite's laugh, the laugh of a man never quite sure
of himself.
“That fellow Bellew is a cracked chap. They call him the 'desperate
character' about here. Drinks like a fish, and rides like the devil. She
used to go pretty hard, too. I've noticed there's always a couple like
that in a hunting country. Did you ever see him? Thin, high-shouldered,
white-faced chap, with little dark eyes and a red moustache.”
“She's still a young woman?”
“Thirty or thirty-two.”
“How was it they didn't get on?”
The sound of a match being struck.
“Case of the kettle and the pot.”
“It's easy to see she's fond of admiration. Love of admiration plays old
Harry with women!”
Winlow's leisurely tones again
“There was a child, I believe, and it died. And after that--I know there
was some story; you never could get to the bottom of it. Bellew chucked
his regiment in consequence. She's subject to moods, they say, when
nothing's exciting enough; must skate on thin ice, must have a man
skating after her. If the poor devil weighs more than she does, in he
goes.”
“That's like her father, old Cheriton. I knew him at the club--one of
the old sort of squires; married his second wife at sixty and buried her
at eighty. Old 'Claret and Piquet,' they called him; had more children
under the rose than any man in Devonshire. I saw him playing half-crown
points the week before he died. It's in the blood. What's George's
weight?--ah, ha!”
“It's no laughing matter, Brandwhite. There's time for a hundred up
before dinner if you care for a game, Winlow?”
The sound of chairs drawn back, of footsteps, and the closing of a door.
George was alone again, a spot of red in either of his cheeks. Those
vague stirrings of chivalry and aspiration were gone, and gone that
sense of well-earned ease. He got up, came out of his corner, and walked
to and fro on the tiger-skin before the fire. He lit a cigarette, threw
it away, and lit another.
Skating on thin ice! That would not stop him! Their gossip would not
stop him, nor their sneers; they would but send him on the faster!
He threw away the second cigarette. It was strange for him to go to the
drawing-room at this hour of the day, but he went.
Opening the door quietly, he saw the long, pleasant room lighted with
tall oil-lamps, and Mrs. Bellew seated at the piano, singing. The
tea-things were still on a table at one end, but every one had finished.
As far away as might be, in the embrasure of the bay-window, General
Pendyce and Bee were playing chess. Grouped in the centre of the room,
by one of the lamps, Lady Malden, Mrs. Winlow, and Mrs. Brandwhite had
turned their faces towards the piano, and a sort of slight unwillingness
or surprise showed on those faces, a sort of “We were having a
most interesting talk; I don't think we ought to have been stopped”
expression.
Before the fire, with his long legs outstretched, stood Gerald Pendyce.
And a little apart, her dark eyes fixed on the singer, and a piece of
embroidery in her lap, sat Mrs. Pendyce, on the edge of whose skirt lay
Roy, the old Skye terrier.
“But had I wist, before I lost,
That love had been sae ill to win;
I had lockt my heart in a case of gowd
And pinn'd it with a siller pin....
O waly! waly! but love be bonny
A little time while it is new,
But when 'tis auld, it waxeth cauld,
And fades awa' like morning dew!”
This was the song George heard, trembling and dying to the chords of the
fine piano that was a little out of tune.
He gazed at the singer, and though he was not musical, there came a look
into his eyes that he quickly hid away.
A slight murmur occurred in the centre of the room, and from the
fireplace Gerald called out, “Thanks; that's rippin!”
The voice of General Pendyce rose in the bay-window: “Check!”
Mrs. Pendyce, taking up her embroidery, on which a tear had dropped,
said gently:
“Thank you, dear; most charming!”
Mrs. Bellew left the piano, and sat down beside her. George moved into
the bay-window. He knew nothing of chess-indeed, he could not stand the
game; but from here, without attracting attention, he could watch Mrs.
Bellew.
The air was drowsy and sweet-scented; a log of cedarwood had just been
put on the fire; the voices of his mother and Mrs. Bellew, talking of
what he could not hear, the voices of Lady Malden, Mrs. Brandwhite,
and Gerald, discussing some neighbours, of Mrs. Winlow dissenting or
assenting in turn, all mingled in a comfortable, sleepy sound, clipped
now and then by the voice of General Pendyce calling, “Check!” and of
Bee saying, “Oh, uncle!”
A feeling of rage rose in George. Why should they all be so comfortable
and cosy while this perpetual fire was burning in himself? And he
fastened his moody eyes on her who was keeping him thus dancing to her
pipes.
He made an awkward movement which shook the chess-table. The General
said behind him: “Look out, George! What--what!”
George went up to his mother.
“Let's have a look at that, Mother.”
Mrs. Pendyce leaned back in her chair and handed up her work with a
smile of pleased surprise.
“My dear boy, you won't understand it a bit. It's for the front of my
new frock.”
George took the piece of work. He did not understand it, but turning
and twisting it he could breathe the warmth of the woman he loved. In
bending over the embroidery he touched Mrs. Bellew's shoulder; it was
not drawn away, a faint pressure seemed to answer his own. His mother's
voice recalled him:
“Oh, my needle, dear! It's so sweet of you, but perhaps”
George handed back the embroidery. Mrs. Pendyce received it with a
grateful look. It was the first time he had ever shown an interest in
her work.
Mrs. Bellew had taken up a palm-leaf fan to screen her face from the
fire. She said slowly:
“If we win to-morrow I'll embroider you something, George.”
“And if we lose?”
Mrs. Bellew raised her eyes, and involuntarily George moved so that his
mother could not see the sort of slow mesmerism that was in them.
“If we lose,” she said, “I shall sink into the earth. We must win,
George.”
He gave an uneasy little laugh, and glanced quickly at his mother. Mrs.
Pendyce had begun to draw her needle in and out with a half-startled
look on her face.
“That's a most haunting little song you sang, dear,” she said.
Mrs. Bellew answered: “The words are so true, aren't they?”
George felt her eyes on him, and tried to look at her, but those
half-smiling, half-threatening eyes seemed to twist and turn him about
as his hands had twisted and turned about his mother's embroidery. Again
across Mrs. Pendyce's face flitted that half-startled look.
Suddenly General Pendyce's voice was heard saying very loud, “Stale?
Nonsense, Bee, nonsense! Why, damme, so it is!”
A hum of voices from the centre of the room covered up that outburst,
and Gerald, stepping to the hearth, threw another cedar log upon the
fire. The smoke came out in a puff.
Mrs. Pendyce leaned back in her chair smiling, and wrinkling her fine,
thin nose.
“Delicious!” she said, but her eyes did not leave her son's face, and in
them was still that vague alarm.
CHAPTER IV
THE HAPPY HUNTING-GROUND
Of all the places where, by a judicious admixture of whip and spur,
oats and whisky, horses are caused to place one leg before another with
unnecessary rapidity, in order that men may exchange little pieces of
metal with the greater freedom, Newmarket Heath is “the topmost, and
merriest, and best.”
This museum of the state of flux--the secret reason of horse-racing
being to afford an example of perpetual motion (no proper racing-man
having ever been found to regard either gains or losses in the light of
an accomplished fact)--this museum of the state of flux has a climate
unrivalled for the production of the British temperament.
Not without a due proportion of that essential formative of character,
east wind, it has at once the hottest sun, the coldest blizzards, the
wettest rain, of any place of its size in the “three kingdoms.” It
tends--in advance even of the City of London--to the nurture and
improvement of individualism, to that desirable “I'll see you d---d”
state of mind which is the proud objective of every Englishman, and
especially of every country gentleman. In a word--a mother to the
self-reliant secretiveness which defies intrusion and forms an integral
part in the Christianity of this country--Newmarket Heath is beyond all
others the happy hunting-ground of the landed classes.
In the Paddock half an hour before the Rutlandshire Handicap was to
be run numbers of racing-men were gathered in little knots of two and
three, describing to each other with every precaution the points of
strength in the horses they had laid against, the points of weakness
in the horses they had backed, or vice versa, together with the latest
discrepancies of their trainers and jockeys. At the far end George
Pendyce, his trainer Blacksmith, and his jockey Swells, were talking in
low tones. Many people have observed with surprise the close-buttoned
secrecy of all who have to do with horses. It is no matter for wonder.
The horse is one of those generous and somewhat careless animals that,
if not taken firmly from the first, will surely give itself away.
Essential to a man who has to do with horses is a complete closeness of
physiognomy, otherwise the animal will never know what is expected of
him. The more that is expected of him, the closer must be the expression
of his friends, or a grave fiasco may have to be deplored.
It was for these reasons that George's face wore more than its habitual
composure, and the faces of his trainer and his jockey were alert,
determined, and expressionless. Blacksmith, a little man, had in his
hand a short notched cane, with which, contrary to expectation, he did
not switch his legs. His eyelids drooped over his shrewd eyes, his upper
lip advanced over the lower, and he wore no hair on his face. The Jockey
Swells' pinched-up countenance, with jutting eyebrows and practically
no cheeks, had under George's racing-cap of “peacock blue” a subfusc hue
like that of old furniture.
The Ambler had been bought out of the stud of Colonel Dorking, a man
opposed on high grounds to the racing of two-year-olds, and at the age
of three had never run. Showing more than a suspicion of form in one or
two home trials, he ran a bye in the Fane Stakes, when obviously not up
to the mark, and was then withdrawn from the public gaze. The Stable had
from the start kept its eye on the Rutlandshire Handicap, and no
sooner was Goodwood over than the commission was placed in the hands of
Barney's, well known for their power to enlist at the most appropriate
moment the sympathy of the public in a horse's favour. Almost
coincidentally with the completion of the Stable Commission it was found
that the public were determined to support the Ambler at any price over
seven to one. Barney's at once proceeded judiciously to lay off the
Stable Money, and this having been done, George found that he stood to
win four thousand pounds to nothing. If he had now chosen to bet this
sum against the horse at the then current price of eight to one, it is
obvious that he could have made an absolute certainty of five hundred
pounds, and the horse need never even have started. But George, who
would have been glad enough of such a sum, was not the man to do this
sort of thing. It was against the tenets of his creed. He believed, too,
in his horse; and had enough of the Totteridge in him to like a race for
a race's sake. Even when beaten there was enjoyment to be had out of the
imperturbability with which he could take that beating, out of a sense
of superiority to men not quite so sportsmanlike as himself.
“Come and see the nag saddled,” he said to his brother Gerald.
In one of the long line of boxes the Ambler was awaiting his toilette,
a dark-brown horse, about sixteen hands, with well-placed shoulders,
straight hocks, a small head, and what is known as a rat-tail. But of
all his features, the most remarkable was his eye. In the depths of
that full, soft eye was an almost uncanny gleam, and when he turned
it, half-circled by a moon of white, and gave bystanders that look of
strange comprehension, they felt that he saw to the bottom of all this
that was going on around him. He was still but three years old, and
had not yet attained the age when people apply to action the fruits of
understanding; yet there was little doubt that as he advanced in years
he would manifest his disapproval of a system whereby men made money
at his expense. And with that eye half-circled by the moon he looked at
George, and in silence George looked back at him, strangely baffled by
the horse's long, soft, wild gaze. On this heart beating deep within its
warm, dark satin sheath, on the spirit gazing through that soft, wild
eye, too much was hanging, and he turned away.
“Mount, jockeys!”
Through the crowd of hard-looking, hatted, muffled, two-legged men,
those four-legged creatures in their chestnut, bay, and brown, and
satin nakedness, most beautiful in all the world, filed proudly past,
as though going forth to death. The last vanished through the gate, the
crowd dispersed.
Down by the rails of Tattersall's George stood alone. He had screwed
himself into a corner, whence he could watch through his long glasses
that gay-coloured, shifting wheel at the end of the mile and more of
turf. At this moment, so pregnant with the future, he could not bear the
company of his fellows.
“They're off!”
He looked no longer, but hunched his shoulders, holding his elbows
stiff, that none might see what he was feeling. Behind him a man said:
“The favourite's beat. What's that in blue on the rails?”
Out by himself on the far rails, out by himself, sweeping along like a
home-coming bird, was the Ambler. And George's heart leaped, as a fish
leaps of a summer evening out of a dark pool.
“They'll never catch him. The Ambler wins! It's a walk-over! The
Ambler!”
Silent amidst the shouting throng, George thought: 'My horse! my horse!'
and tears of pure emotion sprang into his eyes. For a full minute he
stood quite still; then, instinctively adjusting hat and tie, made his
way calmly to the Paddock. He left it to his trainer to lead the Ambler
back, and joined him at the weighing-room.
The little jockey was seated, nursing his saddle, negligent and
saturnine, awaiting the words “All right.”
Blacksmith said quietly:
“Well, sir, we've pulled it off. Four lengths. I've told Swells he does
no more riding for me. There's a gold-mine given away. What on earth was
he about to come in by himself like that? We shan't get into the 'City'
now under nine stone. It's enough to make a man cry!”
And, looking at his trainer, George saw the little man's lips quiver.
In his stall, streaked with sweat, his hind-legs outstretched, fretting
under the ministrations of the groom, the Ambler stayed the whisking
of his head to look at his owner, and once more George met that
long, proud, soft glance. He laid his gloved hand on the horse's
lather-flecked neck. The Ambler tossed his head and turned it away.
George came out into the open, and made his way towards the Stand. His
trainer's words had instilled a drop of poison into his cup. “A goldmine
given away!”
He went up to Swells. On his lips were the words: “What made you give
the show away like that?” He did not speak them, for in his soul he felt
it would not become him to ask his jockey why he had not dissembled and
won by a length. But the little jockey understood at once.
“Mr. Blacksmith's been at me, sir. You take my tip: he's a queer one,
that 'orse. I thought it best to let him run his own race. Mark my
words, he knows what's what. When they're like that, they're best let
alone.”
A voice behind him said:
“Well, George, congratulate you! Not the way I should have ridden the
race myself. He should have lain off to the distance. Remarkable turn of
speed that horse. There's no riding nowadays!”
The Squire and General Pendyce were standing there. Erect and slim,
unlike and yet so very much alike, the eyes of both of them seemed
saying:
'. shall differ from you; there are no two opinions about it. I shall
differ from you!'
Behind them stood Mrs. Bellew. Her eyes could not keep still under their
lashes, and their light and colour changed continually. George walked on
slowly at her side. There was a look of triumph and softness about her;
the colour kept deepening in her cheeks, her figure swayed. They did not
look at each other.
Against the Paddock railings stood a man in riding-clothes, of spare
figure, with a horseman's square, high shoulders, and thin long legs a
trifle bowed. His narrow, thin-lipped, freckled face, with close-cropped
sandy hair and clipped red moustache, was of a strange dead pallor.
He followed the figures of George and his companion with little fiery
dark-brown eyes, in which devils seemed to dance. Someone tapped him on
the arm.
“Hallo, Bellew! had a good race?”
“Devil take you, no! Come and have a drink?”
Still without looking at each other, George and Mrs. Bellew walked
towards the gate.
“I don't want to see any more,” she said. “I should like to get away at
once.”
“We'll go after this race,” said George. “There's nothing running in the
last.”
At the back of the Grand Stand, in the midst of all the hurrying crowd,
he stopped.
“Helen?” he said.
Mrs. Bellew raised her eyes and looked full into his.
Long and cross-country is the drive from Royston Railway Station to
Worsted Skeynes. To George Pendyce, driving the dog cart, with Helen
Bellew beside him, it seemed but a minute--that strange minute when the
heaven is opened and a vision shows between. To some men that vision
comes but once, to some men many times. It comes after long winter, when
the blossom hangs; it comes after parched summer, when the leaves are
going gold; and of what hues it is painted--of frost-white and fire, of
wine and purple, of mountain flowers, or the shadowy green of still deep
pools--the seer alone can tell. But this is certain--the vision steals
from him who looks on it all images of other things, all sense of law,
of order, of the living past, and the living present. It is the future,
fair-scented, singing, jewelled, as when suddenly between high banks a
bough of apple-blossom hangs quivering in the wind loud with the song of
bees.
George Pendyce gazed before him at this vision over the grey mare's
back, and she who sat beside him muffled in her fur was touching his arm
with hers. And back to them the second groom, hugging himself above the
road that slipped away beneath, saw another kind of vision, for he
had won five pounds, and his eyes were closed. And the grey mare saw a
vision of her warm light stall, and the oats dropping between her manger
bars, and fled with light hoofs along the lanes where the side-lamps
shot two moving gleams over dark beech-hedges that rustled crisply in
the northeast wind. Again and again she sneezed in the pleasure of that
homeward flight, and the light foam of her nostrils flicked the faces
of those behind. And they sat silent, thrilling at the touch of each
other's arms, their cheeks glowing in the windy darkness, their eyes
shining and fixed before them.
The second groom awoke suddenly from his dream.
“If I owned that 'orse, like Mr. George, and had such a topper as this
'.re Mrs. Bellew beside me, would I be sittin' there without a word?”
CHAPTER V
MRS. PENDYCE'S DANCE
Mrs. Pendyce believed in the practice of assembling county society for
the purpose of inducing it to dance, a hardy enterprise in a county
where the souls, and incidentally the feet, of the inhabitants were
shaped for more solid pursuits. Men were her chief difficulty, for in
spite of really national discouragement, it was rare to find a girl who
was not “fond of dancing.”
“Ah, dancing; I did so love it! Oh, poor Cecil Tharp!” And with a queer
little smile she pointed to a strapping red-faced youth dancing with her
daughter. “He nearly trips Bee up every minute, and he hugs her so, as
if he were afraid of falling on his head. Oh, dear, what a bump! It's
lucky she's so nice and solid. I like to see the dear boy. Here come
George and Helen Bellew. Poor George is not quite up to her form, but
he's better than most of them. Doesn't she look lovely this evening?”
Lady Malden raised her glasses to her eyes by the aid of a
tortoise-shell handle.
“Yes, but she's one of those women you never can look at without seeing
that she has a--a--body. She's too-too--d'you see what I mean? It's
almost--almost like a Frenchwoman!”
Mrs. Bellew had passed so close that the skirt of her seagreen dress
brushed their feet with a swish, and a scent as of a flower-bed was
wafted from it. Mrs. Pendyce wrinkled her nose.
“Much nicer. Her figure's so delicious,” she said.
Lady Malden pondered.
“She's a dangerous woman. James quite agrees with me.”
Mrs. Pendyce raised her eyebrows; there was a touch of scorn in that
gentle gesture.
“She's a very distant cousin of mine,” she said. “Her father was quite a
wonderful man. It's an old Devonshire family. The Cheritons of Bovey are
mentioned in Twisdom. I like young people to enjoy themselves.”
A smile illumined softly the fine wrinkles round her eyes. Beneath
her lavender satin bodice, with strips of black velvet banding it at
intervals, her heart was beating faster than usual. She was thinking
of a night in her youth, when her old playfellow, young Trefane of the
Blues, danced with her nearly all the evening, and of how at her window
she saw the sun rise, and gently wept because she was married to Horace
Pendyce.
“I always feel sorry for a woman who can dance as she does. I should
have liked to have got some men from town, but Horace will only have
the county people. It's not fair to the girls. It isn't so much
their dancing, as their conversation--all about the first meet,
and yesterday's cubbing, and to-morrow's covert-shooting, and their
fox-terriers (though I'm awfully fond of the dear dogs), and then that
new golf course. Really, it's quite distressing to me at times.” Again
Mrs. Pendyce looked out into the room with her patient smile, and two
little lines of wrinkles formed across her forehead between the regular
arching of her eyebrows that were still dark-brown. “They don't seem
able to be gay. I feel they don't really care about it. They're only
just waiting till to-morrow morning, so that they can go out and kill
something. Even Bee's like that!”
Mrs. Pendyce was not exaggerating. The guests at Worsted Skeynes on the
night of the Rutlandshire Handicap were nearly all county people, from
the Hon. Gertrude Winlow, revolving like a faintly coloured statue, to
young Tharp, with his clean face and his fair bullety head, who danced
as though he were riding at a bullfinch. In a niche old Lord Quarryman,
the Master of the Gaddesdon, could be discerned in conversation with Sir
James Malden and the Reverend Hussell Barter.
Mrs. Pendyce said:
“Your husband and Lord Quarryman are talking of poachers; I can tell
that by the look of their hands. I can't help sympathising a little with
poachers.”
Lady Malden dropped her eyeglasses.
“James takes a very just view of them,” she said. “It's such an
insidious offence. The more insidious the offence the more important
it is to check it. It seems hard to punish people for stealing bread or
turnips, though one must, of course; but I've no sympathy with poachers.
So many of them do it for sheer love of sport!”
Mrs. Pendyce answered:
“That's Captain Maydew dancing with her now. He is a good dancer.
Don't their steps fit? Don't they look happy? I do like people to enjoy
themselves! There is such a dreadful lot of unnecessary sadness and
suffering in the world. I think it's really all because people won't
make allowances for each other.”
Lady Malden looked at her sideways, pursing her lips; but Mrs. Pendyce,
by race a Totteridge, continued to smile. She had been born unconscious
of her neighbours' scrutinies.
“Helen Bellew,” she said, “was such a lovely girl. Her grandfather was
my mother's cousin. What does that make her? Anyway, my cousin, Gregory
Vigil, is her first cousin once removed--the Hampshire Vigils. Do you
know him?”
Lady Malden answered:
“Gregory Vigil? The man with a lot of greyish hair? I've had to do with
him in the S.R.W.C.”
But Mrs. Pendyce was dancing mentally.
“Such a good fellow! What is that--the----?”
Lady Malden gave her a sharp look.
“Society for the Rescue of Women and Children, of course. Surely you
know about that?”
Mrs. Pendyce continued to smile.
“Ah, yes, that is nice! What a beautiful figure she has! It's so
refreshing. I envy a woman with a figure like that; it looks as if it
would never grow old. 'Society for the Regeneration of Women'. Gregory's
so good about that sort of thing. But he never seems quite successful,
have you noticed? There was a woman he was very interested in this
spring. I think she drank.”
“They all do,” said Lady Malden; “it's the curse of the day.”
Mrs. Pendyce wrinkled her forehead.
“Most of the Totteridges,” she said, “were great drinkers. They ruined
their constitutions. Do you know Jaspar Bellew?”
“No.”
“It's such a pity he drinks. He came to dinner here once, and I'm afraid
he must have come intoxicated. He took me in; his little eyes quite
burned me up. He drove his dog cart into a ditch on the way home. That
sort of thing gets about so. It's such a pity. He's quite interesting.
Horace can't stand him.”
The music of the waltz had ceased. Lady Malden put her glasses to her
eyes. From close beside them George and Mrs. Bellew passed by. They
moved on out of hearing, but the breeze of her fan had touched the
arching hair on Lady Malden's forehead, the down on her upper lip.
“Why isn't she with her husband?” she asked abruptly.
Mrs. Pendyce lifted her brows.
“Do you concern yourself to ask that which a well-bred woman leaves
unanswered?” she seemed to say, and a flush coloured her cheeks.
Lady Malden winced, but, as though it were forced through her mouth by
some explosion in her soul, she said:
“You have only to look and see how dangerous she is!”
The colour in Mrs. Pendyce's cheeks deepened to a blush like a girl's.
“Every man,” she said, “is in love with Helen Bellew. She's so
tremendously alive. My cousin Gregory has been in love with her for
years, though he is her guardian or trustee, or whatever they call them
now. It's quite romantic. If I were a man I should be in love with her
myself.” The flush vanished and left her cheeks to their true colour,
that of a faded rose.
Once more she was listening to the voice of young Trefane, “Ah, Margery,
I love you!”--to her own half whispered answer, “Poor boy!” Once more
she was looking back through that forest of her life where she had
wandered so long, and where every tree was Horace Pendyce.
“What a pity one can't always be young!” she said.
Through the conservatory door, wide open to the lawn, a full moon
flooded the country with pale gold light, and in that light the branches
of the cedar-trees seemed printed black on the grey-blue paper of the
sky; all was cold, still witchery out there, and not very far away an
owl was hooting.
The Reverend Husell Barter, about to enter the conservatory for a breath
of air, was arrested by the sight of a couple half-hidden by a bushy
plant; side by side they were looking at the moonlight, and he knew
them for Mrs. Bellew and George Pendyce. Before he could either enter or
retire, he saw George seize her in his arms. She seemed to bend her head
back, then bring her face to his. The moonlight fell on it, and on the
full, white curve of her neck. The Rector of Worsted Skeynes saw, too,
that her eyes were closed, her lips parted.
CHAPTER VI
INFLUENCE OF THE REVEREND HUSSELL BARTER
Along the walls of the smoking-room, above a leather dado, were prints
of horsemen in night-shirts and nightcaps, or horsemen in red coats and
top-hats, with words underneath such as:
“'Yeoicks' says Thruster; 'Yeoicks' says Dick. 'My word! these d---d
Quornites shall now see the trick!'.
Two pairs of antlers surmounted the hearth, mementoes of Mr. Pendyce's
deer-forest, Strathbegally, now given up, where, with the assistance
of his dear old gillie Angus McBane, he had secured the heads of these
monarchs of the glen. Between them was the print of a personage in
trousers, with a rifle under his arm and a smile on his lips, while two
large deerhounds worried a dying stag, and a lady approached him on a
pony.
The Squire and Sir James Malden had retired; the remaining guests were
seated round the fire. Gerald Pendyce stood at a side-table, on which
was a tray of decanters, glasses, and mineral water.
“Who's for a dhrop of the craythur? A wee dhrop of the craythur? Rector,
a dhrop of the craythur? George, a dhrop--”
George shook his head. A smile was on his lips, and that smile had in
it a quality of remoteness, as though it belonged to another sphere, and
had strayed on to the lips of this man of the world against his will. He
seemed trying to conquer it, to twist his face into its habitual shape,
but, like the spirit of a strange force, the smile broke through. It had
mastered him, his thoughts, his habits, and his creed; he was stripped
of fashion, as on a thirsty noon a man stands stripped for a cool plunge
from which he hardly cares if he come up again.
And this smile, not by intrinsic merit, but by virtue of its
strangeness, attracted the eye of each man in the room; so, in a crowd,
the most foreign-looking face will draw all glances.
The Reverend Husell Barter with a frown watched that smile, and strange
thoughts chased through his mind.
“Uncle Charles, a dhrop of the craythur a wee dhrop of the craythur?”
General Pendyce caressed his whisker.
“The least touch,” he said, “the least touch! I hear that our friend Sir
Percival is going to stand again.”
Mr. Barter rose and placed his back before the fire.
“Outrageous!” he said. “He ought to be told at once that we can't have
him.”
The Hon. Geoffrey Winlow answered from his chair:
“If he puts up, he'll get in; they can't afford to lose him.” And with a
leisurely puff of smoke: “I must say, sir, I don't quite see what it has
to do with his public life.”
Mr. Barter thrust forth his lower lip.
“An impenitent man,” he said.
“But a woman like that! What chance has a fellow if she once gets hold
of him?”
“When I was stationed at Halifax,” began General Pendyce, “she was the
belle of the place---”
Again Mr. Barter thrust out his lower lip.
“Don't let's talk of her---the jade!” Then suddenly to George: “Let's
hear your opinion, George. Dreaming of your victories, eh?” And the tone
of his voice was peculiar.
But George got up.
“I'm too sleepy,” he said; “good-night.” Curtly nodding, he left the
room.
Outside the door stood a dark oak table covered with silver
candlesticks; a single candle burned thereon, and made a thin gold path
in the velvet blackness. George lighted his candle, and a second gold
path leaped out in front; up this he began to ascend. He carried his
candle at the level of his breast, and the light shone sideways and up
over his white shirt-front and the comely, bulldog face above it. It
shone, too, into his eyes, 'grey and slightly bloodshot, as though their
surfaces concealed passions violently struggling for expression. At
the turning platform of the stair he paused. In darkness above and in
darkness below the country house was still; all the little life of its
day, its petty sounds, movements, comings, goings, its very breathing,
seemed to have fallen into sleep. The forces of its life had gathered
into that pool of light where George stood listening. The beating of his
heart was the only sound; in that small sound was all the pulse of this
great slumbering space. He stood there long, motionless, listening to
the beating of his heart, like a man fallen into a trance. Then floating
up through the darkness came the echo of a laugh. George started. “The
d----d parson!” he muttered, and turned up the stairs again; but now he
moved like a man with a purpose, and held his candle high so that the
light fell far out into the darkness. He went beyond his own room, and
stood still again. The light of the candle showed the blood flushing his
forehead, beating and pulsing in the veins at the side of his temples;
showed, too, his lips quivering, his shaking hand. He stretched out that
hand and touched the handle of a door, then stood again like a man of
stone, listening for the laugh. He raised the candle, and it shone
into every nook; his throat clicked, as though he found it hard to
swallow....
It was at Barnard Scrolls, the next station to Worsted Skeynes, on the
following afternoon, that a young man entered a first-class compartment
of the 3.10 train to town. The young man wore a Newmarket coat, natty
white gloves, and carried an eyeglass. His face was well coloured, his
chestnut moustache well brushed, and his blue eyes with their loving
expression seemed to say, “Look at me--come, look at me--can anyone
be better fed?” His valise and hat-box, of the best leather, bore the
inscription, “E. Maydew, 8th Lancers.”
There was a lady leaning back in a corner, wrapped to the chin in a fur
garment, and the young man, encountering through his eyeglass her cool,
ironical glance, dropped it and held out his hand.
“Ah, Mrs. Bellew, great pleasure t'see you again so soon. You goin' up
to town? Jolly dance last night, wasn't it? Dear old sort, the Squire,
and Mrs. Pendyce such an awf'ly nice woman.”
Mrs. Bellew took his hand, and leaned back again in her corner. She was
rather paler than usual, but it became her, and Captain Maydew thought
he had never seen so charming a creature.
“Got a week's leave, thank goodness. Most awf'ly slow time of year.
Cubbin's pretty well over, an' we don't open till the first.”
He turned to the window. There in the sunlight the hedgerows ran golden
and brown away from the clouds of trailing train smoke. Young Maydew
shook his head at their beauty.
“The country's still very blind,” he said. “Awful pity you've given up
your huntin'.”
Mrs. Bellew did not trouble to answer, and it was just that certainty
over herself, the cool assurance of a woman who has known the world, her
calm, almost negligent eyes, that fascinated this young man. He looked
at her quite shyly.
'. suppose you will become my slave,' those eyes seemed to say, 'but I
can't help you, really.'
“Did you back George's horse? I had an awf'ly good race. I was at school
with George. Charmin' fellow, old George.”
In Mrs. Bellew's eyes something seemed to stir down in the depths, but
young Maydew was looking at his glove. The handle of the carriage had
left a mark that saddened him.
“You know him well, I suppose, old George?”
“Very well.”
“Some fellows, if they have a good thing, keep it so jolly dark. You
fond of racin', Mrs. Bellew?”
“Passionately.”
“So am I.” And his eyes continued, 'It's ripping to like what you like,'
for, hypnotised, they could not tear themselves away from that creamy
face, with its full lips and the clear, faintly smiling eyes above the
high collar of white fur.
At the terminus his services were refused, and rather crestfallen, with
his hat raised, he watched her walk away. But soon, in his cab, his face
regained its normal look, his eyes seemed saying to the little mirror,
'.ook at me come, look at me--can anyone be better fed?'
CHAPTER VII
SABBATH AT WORSTED SKEYNES
In the white morning-room which served for her boudoir Mrs. Pendyce sat
with an opened letter in her lap. It was her practice to sit there on
Sunday mornings for an hour before she went to her room adjoining to
put on her hat for church. It was her pleasure during that hour to do
nothing but sit at the window, open if the weather permitted, and look
over the home paddock and the squat spire of the village church rising
among a group of elms. It is not known what she thought about at those
times, unless of the countless Sunday mornings she had sat there with
her hands in her lap waiting to be roused at 10.45 by the Squire's
entrance and his “Now, my dear, you'll be late!” She had sat there till
her hair, once dark-brown, was turning grey; she would sit there until
it was white. One day she would sit there no longer, and, as likely as
not, Mr. Pendyce, still well preserved, would enter and say, “Now, my
dear, you'll be late!” having for the moment forgotten.
But this was all to be expected, nothing out of the common; the same
thing was happening in hundreds of country houses throughout the “three
kingdoms,” and women were sitting waiting for their hair to turn white,
who, long before, at the altar of a fashionable church, had parted with
their imaginations and all the changes and chances of this mortal life.
Round her chair “the dear dogs” lay--this was their practice too, and
now and again the Skye (he was getting very old) would put out a long
tongue and lick her little pointed shoe. For Mrs. Pendyce had been a
pretty woman, and her feet were as small as ever.
Beside her on a spindley table stood a china bowl filled with dried
rose-leaves, whereon had been scattered an essence smelling like
sweetbriar, whose secret she had learned from her mother in the old
Warwickshire home of the Totteridges, long since sold to Mr. Abraham
Brightman. Mrs. Pendyce, born in the year 1840, loved sweet perfumes,
and was not ashamed of using them.
The Indian summer sun was soft and bright; and wistful, soft, and bright
were Mrs. Pendyce's eyes, fixed on the letter in her lap. She turned
it over and began to read again. A wrinkle visited her brow. It was not
often that a letter demanding decision or involving responsibility came
to her hands past the kind and just censorship of Horace Pendyce. Many
matters were under her control, but were not, so to speak, connected
with the outer world. Thus ran the letter:
“S.R.W.C., HANOVER SQUARE,
“November 1, 1891.
“DEAR MARGERY,
“I want to see you and talk something over, so I'm running down on
Sunday afternoon. There is a train of sorts. Any loft will do for me to
sleep in if your house is full, as it may be, I suppose, at this time of
year. On second thoughts I will tell you what I want to see you about.
You know, of course, that since her father died I am Helen Bellew's
only guardian. Her present position is one in which no woman should be
placed; I am convinced it ought to be put an end to. That man Bellew
deserves no consideration. I cannot write of him coolly, so I won't
write at all. It is two years now since they separated, entirely, as
I consider, through his fault. The law has placed her in a cruel and
helpless position all this time; but now, thank God, I believe we can
move for a divorce. You know me well enough to realise what I have gone
through before coming to this conclusion. Heaven knows if I could hit on
some other way in which her future could be safeguarded, I would take
it in preference to this, which is most repugnant; but I cannot. You
are the only woman I can rely on to be interested in her, and I must
see Bellew. Let not the fat and just Benson and his estimable horses be
disturbed on my account; I will walk up and carry my toothbrush.
“Affectionately your cousin,
“GREGORY VIGIL.”
Mrs. Pendyce smiled. She saw no joke, but she knew from the wording
of the last sentence that Gregory saw one, and she liked to give it
a welcome; so smiling and wrinkling her forehead, she mused over the
letter. Her thoughts wandered. The last scandal--Lady Rose Bethany's
divorce--had upset the whole county, and even now one had to be careful
what one said. Horace would not like the idea of another divorce-suit,
and that so close to Worsted Skeynes. When Helen left on Thursday he had
said:
“I'm not sorry she's gone. Her position is a queer one. People don't
like it. The Maldens were quite----”
And Mrs. Pendyce remembered with a glow at her heart how she had broken
in:
“Ellen Malden is too bourgeoise for anything!”
Nor had Mr. Pendyce's look of displeasure effaced the comfort of that
word.
Poor Horace! The children took after him, except George, who took
after her brother Hubert. The dear boy had gone back to his club on
Friday--the day after Helen and the others went. She wished he could
have stayed. She wished----The wrinkle deepened on her brow. Too much
London was bad for him! Too much----Her fancy flew to the London which
she saw now only for three weeks in June and July, for the sake of the
girls, just when her garden was at its best, and when really things were
such a whirl that she never knew whether she was asleep or awake. It was
not like London at all--not like that London under spring skies, or in
early winter lamplight, where all the passers-by seemed so interesting,
living all sorts of strange and eager lives, with strange and eager
pleasures, running all sorts of risks, hungry sometimes, homeless
even--so fascinating, so unlike--
“Now, my dear, you'll be late!”
Mr. Pendyce, in his Norfolk jacket, which he was on his way to change
for a black coat, passed through the room, followed by the spaniel John.
He turned at the door, and the spaniel John turned too.
“I hope to goodness Barter'll be short this morning. I want to talk to
old Fox about that new chaff-cutter.”
Round their mistress the three terriers raised their heads; the aged
Skye gave forth a gentle growl. Mrs. Pendyce leaned over and stroked his
nose.
“Roy, Roy, how can you, dear?”
Mr. Pendyce said:
“The old dog's losing all his teeth; he'll have to be put away.”
His wife flushed painfully.
“Oh no, Horace--oh no!”
The Squire coughed.
“We must think of the dog!” he said.
Mrs. Pendyce rose, and crumpling the letter nervously, followed him from
the room.
A narrow path led through the home paddock towards the church, and along
it the household were making their way. The maids in feathers hurried
along guiltily by twos and threes; the butler followed slowly by
himself. A footman and a groom came next, leaving trails of pomatum in
the air. Presently General Pendyce, in a high square-topped bowler hat,
carrying a malacca cane, and Prayer-Book, appeared walking between Bee
and Norah, also carrying Prayer-Books, with fox-terriers by their sides.
Lastly, the Squire in a high hat, six or seven paces in advance of his
wife, in a small velvet toque.
The rooks had ceased their wheeling and their cawing; the five-minutes
bell, with its jerky, toneless tolling, alone broke the Sunday hush.
An old horse, not yet taken up from grass, stood motionless, resting
a hind-leg, with his face turned towards the footpath. Within the
churchyard wicket the Rector, firm and square, a low-crowned hat tilted
up on his bald forehead, was talking to a deaf old cottager. He raised
his hat and nodded to the ladies; then, leaving his remark unfinished,
disappeared within the vestry. At the organ Mrs. Barter was drawing
out stops in readiness to play her husband into church, and her eyes,
half-shining and half-anxious, were fixed intently on the vestry door.
The Squire and Mrs. Pendyce, now almost abreast, came down the aisle and
took their seats beside their daughters and the General in the first
pew on the left. It was high and cushioned. They knelt down on tall red
hassocks. Mrs. Pendyce remained over a minute buried in thought; Mr.
Pendyce rose sooner, and looking down, kicked the hassock that had been
put too near the seat. Fixing his glasses on his nose, he consulted a
worn old Bible, then rising, walked to the lectern and began to find
the Lessons. The bell ceased; a wheezing, growling noise was heard. Mrs.
Barter had begun to play; the Rector, in a white surplice, was coming
in. Mr. Pendyce, with his back turned, continued to find the Lessons.
The service began.
Through a plain glass window high up in the right-hand aisle the sun
shot a gleam athwart the Pendyces' pew. It found its last resting-place
on Mrs. Barter's face, showing her soft crumpled cheeks painfully
flushed, the lines on her forehead, and those shining eyes, eager and
anxious, travelling ever from her husband to her music and back again.
At the least fold or frown on his face the music seemed to quiver, as to
some spasm in the player's soul. In the Pendyces' pew the two girls sang
loudly and with a certain sweetness. Mr. Pendyce, too, sang, and once or
twice he looked in surprise at his brother, as though he were not making
a creditable noise.
Mrs. Pendyce did not sing, but her lips moved, and her eyes followed the
millions of little dust atoms dancing in the long slanting sunbeam.
Its gold path canted slowly from her, then, as by magic, vanished. Mrs.
Pendyce let her eyes fall. Something had fled from her soul with the
sunbeam; her lips moved no more.
The Squire sang two loud notes, spoke three, sang two again; the Psalms
ceased. He left his seat, and placing his hands on the lectern's sides,
leaned forward and began to read the Lesson. He read the story of
Abraham and Lot, and of their flocks and herds, and how they could
not dwell together, and as he read, hypnotised by the sound of his own
voice, he was thinking:
'.his Lesson is well read by me, Horace Pendyce. I am Horace
Pendyce--Horace Pendyce. Amen, Horace Pendyce!'
And in the first pew on the left Mrs. Pendyce fixed her eyes upon him,
for this was her habit, and she thought how, when the spring came again,
she would run up to town, alone, and stay at Green's Hotel, where she
had always stayed with her father when a girl. George had promised to
look after her, and take her round the theatres. And forgetting that she
had thought this every autumn for the last ten years, she gently smiled
and nodded. Mr. Pendyce said:
“'And I will make thy seed as the dust of the earth; so that if a man
can number the dust of the earth, then shall thy seed also be numbered.
Arise, walk through the land in the length of it and in the breadth of
it; for I will give it unto thee. Then Abram removed his tent, and came
and dwelt in the plain of Mamre, which is in Hebron, and built there an
altar unto the Lord.' Here endeth the first Lesson.”
The sun, reaching the second window, again shot a gold pathway athwart
the church; again the millions of dust atoms danced, and the service
went on.
There came a hush. The spaniel John, crouched close to the ground
outside, poked his long black nose under the churchyard gate; the
fox-terriers, seated patient in the grass, pricked their ears. A voice
speaking on one note broke the hush. The spaniel John sighed, the
fox-terriers dropped their ears, and lay down heavily against each
other. The Rector had begun to preach. He preached on fruitfulness, and
in the first right-hand pew six of his children at once began to fidget.
Mrs. Barter, sideways and unsupported on her seat, kept her starry eyes
fixed on his cheek; a line of perplexity furrowed her brow. Now and
again she moved as though her back ached. The Rector quartered his
congregation with his gaze, lest any amongst them should incline to
sleep. He spoke in a loud-sounding voice.
God-he said-wished men to be fruitful, intended them to be fruitful,
commanded them to be fruitful. God--he said--made men, and made the
earth; He made man to be fruitful in the earth; He made man neither to
question nor answer nor argue; He made him to be fruitful and possess
the land. As they had heard in that beautiful Lesson this morning,
God had set bounds, the bounds of marriage, within which man should
multiply; within those bounds it was his duty to multiply, and that
exceedingly--even as Abraham multiplied. In these days dangers,
pitfalls, snares, were rife; in these days men went about and openly,
unashamedly advocated shameful doctrines. Let them beware. It would be
his sacred duty to exclude such men from within the precincts of that
parish entrusted to his care by God. In the language of their greatest
poet, “Such men were dangerous”--dangerous to Christianity, dangerous
to their country, and to national life. They were not brought into this
world to follow sinful inclination, to obey their mortal reason. God
demanded sacrifices of men. Patriotism demanded sacrifices of men,
it demanded that they should curb their inclinations and desires. It
demanded of them their first duty as men and Christians, the duty of
being fruitful and multiplying, in order that they might till this
fruitful earth, not selfishly, not for themselves alone. It demanded of
them the duty of multiplying in order that they and their children might
be equipped to smite the enemies of their Queen and country, and uphold
the name of England in whatever quarrel, against all who rashly sought
to drag her flag in the dust.
The Squire opened his eyes and looked at his watch. Folding his arms,
he coughed, for he was thinking of the chaff-cutter. Beside him Mrs.
Pendyce, with her eyes on the altar, smiled as if in sleep. She was
thinking, 'Skyward's in Bond Street used to have lovely lace. Perhaps in
the spring I could----Or there was Goblin's, their Point de Venise----'
Behind them, four rows back, an aged cottage woman, as upright as a
girl, sat with a rapt expression on her carved old face. She never
moved, her eyes seemed drinking in the movements of the Rector's lips,
her whole being seemed hanging on his words. It is true her dim eyes saw
nothing but a blur, her poor deaf ears could not hear one word, but she
sat at the angle she was used to, and thought of nothing at all. And
perhaps it was better so, for she was near her end.
Outside the churchyard, in the sun-warmed grass, the fox-terriers lay
one against the other, pretending to shiver, with their small bright
eyes fixed on the church door, and the rubbery nostrils of the spaniel
John worked ever busily beneath the wicket gate.
CHAPTER VIII
GREGORY VIGIL PROPOSES
About three o'clock that afternoon a tall man walked up the avenue at
Worsted Skeynes, in one hand carrying his hat, in the other a small
brown bag. He stopped now and then, and took deep breaths, expanding
the nostrils of his straight nose. He had a fine head, with wings of
grizzled hair. His clothes were loose, his stride was springy. Standing
in the middle of the drive, taking those long breaths, with his moist
blue eyes upon the sky, he excited the attention of a robin, who ran
out of a rhododendron to see, and when he had passed began to whistle.
Gregory Vigil turned, and screwed up his humorous lips, and, except that
he was completely lacking in embonpoint, he had a certain resemblance to
this bird, which is supposed to be peculiarly British.
He asked for Mrs. Pendyce in a high, light voice, very pleasant to the
ear, and was at once shown to the white morning-room.
She greeted him affectionately, like many women who have grown used to
hearing from their husbands the formula “Oh! your people!”--she had a
strong feeling for her kith and kin.
“You know, Grig,” she said, when her cousin was seated, “your letter was
rather disturbing. Her separation from Captain Bellew has caused such
a lot of talk about here. Yes; it's very common, I know, that sort of
thing, but Horace is so----! All the squires and parsons and county
people we get about here are just the same. Of course, I'm very fond of
her, she's so charming to look at; but, Gregory, I really don't dislike
her husband. He's a desperate sort of person--I think that's rather,
refreshing; and you know I do think she's a little like him in that!”
The blood rushed up into Gregory Vigil's forehead; he put his hand to
his head, and said:
“Like him? Like that man? Is a rose like an artichoke?”
Mrs. Pendyce went on:
“I enjoyed having her here immensely. It's the first time she's been
here since she left the Firs. How long is that? Two years? But you know,
Grig, the Maldens were quite upset about her. Do you think a divorce is
really necessary?”
Gregory Vigil answered: “I'm afraid it is.”
Mrs. Pendyce met her cousin's gaze serenely; if anything, her brows were
uplifted more than usual; but, as at the stirring of secret trouble, her
fingers began to twine and twist. Before her rose a vision of George
and Mrs. Bellew side by side. It was a vague maternal feeling, an
instinctive fear. She stilled her fingers, let her eyelids droop, and
said:
“Of course, dear Grig, if I can help you in any way--Horace does so
dislike anything to do with the papers.”
Gregory Vigil drew in his breath.
“The papers!” he said. “How hateful it is! To think that our
civilisation should allow women to be cast to the dogs! Understand,
Margery, I'm thinking of her. In this matter I'm not capable of
considering anything else.”
Mrs. Pendyce murmured: “Of course, dear Grig, I quite understand.”
“Her position is odious; a woman should not have to live like that,
exposed to everyone's foul gossip.”
“But, dear Grig, I don't think she minds; she seemed to me in such
excellent spirits.”
Gregory ran his fingers through his hair.
“Nobody understands her,” he said; “she's so plucky!”
Mrs. Pendyce stole a glance at him, and a little ironical smile
flickered over her face.
“No one can look at her without seeing her spirit. But, Grig, perhaps
you don't quite understand her either!”
Gregory Vigil put his hand to his head.
“I must open the window a moment,” he said.
Again Mrs. Pendyce's fingers began twisting, again she stilled them.
“We were quite a large party last week, and now there's only Charles.
Even George has gone back; he'll be so sorry to have missed you!”
Gregory neither turned nor answered, and a wistful look came into Mrs.
Pendyce's face.
“It was so nice for the dear boy to win that race! I'm afraid he bets
rather! It's such a comfort Horace doesn't know.”
Still Gregory did not speak.
Mrs. Pendyce's face lost its anxious look, and gained a sort of gentle
admiration.
“Dear Grig,” she said, “where do you go about your hair? It is so nice
and long and wavy!”
Gregory turned with a blush.
“I've been wanting to get it cut for ages. Do you really mean, Margery,
that your husband can't realise the position she's placed in?”
Mrs. Pendyce fixed her eyes on her lap.
“You see, Grig,” she began, “she was here a good deal before she left
the Firs, and, of course, she's related to me--though it's very distant.
With those horrid cases, you never know what will happen. Horace is
certain to say that she ought to go back to her husband; or, if that's
impossible, he'll say she ought to think of Society. Lady Rose Bethany's
case has shaken everybody, and Horace is nervous. I don't know how it
is, there's a great feeling amongst people about here against women
asserting themselves. You should hear Mr. Barter and Sir James Malden,
and dozens of others; the funny thing is that the women take their side.
Of course, it seems odd to me, because so many of the Totteridges ran
away, or did something funny. I can't help sympathising with her, but I
have to think of--of----In the country, you don't know how things that
people do get about before they've done them! There's only that and
hunting to talk of.”
Gregory Vigil clutched at his head.
“Well, if this is what chivalry has come to, thank God I'm not a
squire!”
Mrs. Pendyce's eyes flickered.
“Ah!” she said, “I've thought like that so often.”
Gregory broke the silence.
“I can't help the customs of the country. My duty's plain. There's
nobody else to look after her.”
Mrs. Pendyce sighed, and, rising from her chair, said: “Very well, dear
Grig; do let us go and have some tea.”
Tea at Worsted Skeynes was served in the hall on Sundays, and was
usually attended by the Rector and his wife. Young Cecil Tharp had
walked over with his dog, which could be heard whimpering faintly
outside the front-door.
General Pendyce, with his knees crossed and the tips of his fingers
pressed together, was leaning back in his chair and staring at the wall.
The Squire, who held his latest bird's-egg in his hand, was showing its
spots to the Rector.
In a corner by a harmonium, on which no one ever played, Norah talked of
the village hockey club to Mrs. Barter, who sat with her eyes fixed on
her husband. On the other side of the fire Bee and young Tharp, whose
chairs seemed very close together, spoke of their horses in low tones,
stealing shy glances at each other. The light was failing, the wood logs
crackled, and now and then over the cosy hum of talk there fell short,
drowsy silences--silences of sheer warmth and comfort, like the silence
of the spaniel John asleep against his master's boot.
“Well,” said Gregory softly, “I must go and see this man.”
“Is it really necessary, Grig, to see him at all? I mean--if you've made
up your mind----”
Gregory ran his hand through his hair.
“It's only fair, I think!” And crossing the hall, he let himself out so
quietly that no one but Mrs. Pendyce noticed he had gone.
An hour and a half later, near the railway-station, on the road from the
village back to Worsted Skeynes, Mr. Pendyce and his daughter Bee were
returning from their Sunday visit to their old butler, Bigson. The
Squire was talking.
“He's failing, Bee-dear old Bigson's failing. I can't hear what he
says, he mumbles so; and he forgets. Fancy his forgetting that I was at
Oxford. But we don't get servants like him nowadays. That chap we've got
now is a sleepy fellow. Sleepy! he's----What's that in the road? They've
no business to be coming at that pace. Who is it? I can't see.”
Down the middle of the dark road a dog cart was approaching at top
speed. Bee seized her father's arm and pulled it vigorously, for Mr.
Pendyce was standing stock-still in disapproval. The dog cart passed
within a foot of him and vanished, swinging round into the station. Mr.
Pendyce turned in his tracks.
“Who was that? Disgraceful! On Sunday, too! The fellow must be drunk; he
nearly ran over my legs. Did you see, Bee, he nearly ran over----”
Bee answered:
“It was Captain Bellew, Father; I saw his face.” “Bellew? That drunken
fellow? I shall summons him. Did you see, Bee, he nearly ran over
my----”
“Perhaps he's had bad news,” said Bee. “There's the train going out now;
I do hope he caught it!”
“Bad news! Is that an excuse for driving over me? You hope he caught
it? I hope he's thrown himself out. The ruffian! I hope he's killed
himself.”
In this strain Mr. Pendyce continued until they reached the church. On
their way up the aisle they passed Gregory Vigil leaning forward with
his elbows on the desk and his hand covering his eyes....
At eleven o'clock that night a man stood outside the door of Mrs.
Bellew's flat in Chelsea violently ringing the bell. His face was
deathly white, but his little dark eyes sparkled. The door was opened,
and Helen Bellew in evening dress stood there holding a candle in her
hand.
“Who are you? What do you want?”
The man moved into the light.
“Jaspar! You? What on earth----”
“I want to talk.”
“Talk? Do you know what time it is?”
“Time--there's no such thing. You might give me a kiss after two years.
I've been drinking, but I'm not drunk.”
Mrs. Bellew did not kiss him, neither did she draw back her face. No
trace of alarm showed in her ice-grey eyes. She said: “If I let you in,
will you promise to say what you want to say quickly, and go away?”
The little brown devils danced in Bellew's face. He nodded. They stood
by the hearth in the sitting-room, and on the lips of both came and went
a peculiar smile.
It was difficult to contemplate too seriously a person with whom one had
lived for years, with whom one had experienced in common the range of
human passion, intimacy, and estrangement, who knew all those little
daily things that men and women living together know of each other, and
with whom in the end, without hatred, but because of one's nature, one
had ceased to live. There was nothing for either of them to find out,
and with a little smile, like the smile of knowledge itself, Jaspar
Bellew and Helen his wife looked at each other.
“Well,” she said again; “what have you come for?”
Bellew's face had changed. Its expression was furtive; his mouth
twitched; a furrow had come between his eyes.
“How--are--you?” he said in a thick, muttering voice.
Mrs. Bellew's clear voice answered:
“Now, Jaspar, what is it that you want?”
The little brown devils leaped up again in Jaspar's face.
“You look very pretty to-night!”
His wife's lips curled.
“I'm much the same as I always was,” she said.
A violent shudder shook Bellew. He fixed his eyes on the floor a
little beyond her to the left; suddenly he raised them. They were quite
lifeless.
“I'm perfectly sober,” he murmured thickly; then with startling
quickness his eyes began to sparkle again. He came a step nearer.
“You're my wife!” he said.
Mrs. Bellew smiled.
“Come,” she answered, “you must go!” and she put out her bare arm to
push him back. But Bellew recoiled of his own accord; his eyes were
fixed again on the floor a little beyond her to the left.
“What's that?” he stammered. “What's that--that black----?”
The devilry, mockery, admiration, bemusement, had gone out of his face;
it was white and calm, and horribly pathetic.
“Don't turn me out,” he stammered; “don't turn me out!”
Mrs. Bellew looked at him hard; the defiance in her eyes changed to a
sort of pity. She took a quick step and put her hand on his shoulder.
“It's all right, old boy--all right!” she said. “There's nothing there!”
CHAPTER IX
MR. PARAMOR DISPOSES
Mrs. Pendyce, who, in accordance with her husband's wish, still occupied
the same room as Mr. Pendyce, chose the ten minutes before he got up to
break to him Gregory's decision. The moment was auspicious, for he was
only half awake.
“Horace,” she said, and her face looked young and anxious, “Grig says
that Helen Bellew ought not to go on in her present position. Of course,
I told him that you'd be annoyed, but Grig says that she can't go on
like this, that she simply must divorce Captain Bellew.”
Mr. Pendyce was lying on his back.
“What's that?” he said.
Mrs. Pendyce went on
“I knew it would worry you; but really”--she fixed her eyes on the
ceiling--“I suppose we ought only to think of her.”
The Squire sat up.
“What was that,” he said, “about Bellew?”
Mrs. Pendyce went on in a languid voice and without moving her eyes:
“Don't be angrier than you can help, dear; it is so wearing. If Grig
says she ought to divorce Captain Bellew, then I'm sure she ought.”
Horace Pendyce subsided on his pillow with a bounce, and he too lay with
his eyes fixed on the ceiling.
“Divorce him!” he said--“I should think so! He ought to be hanged, a
fellow like that. I told you last night he nearly drove over me.
Living just as he likes, setting an example of devilry to the whole
neighbourhood! If I hadn't kept my head he'd have bowled me over like a
ninepin, and Bee into the bargain.”
Mrs. Pendyce sighed.
“It was a narrow escape,” she said.
“Divorce him!” resumed Mr. Pendyce--“I should think so! She ought to
have divorced him long ago. It was the nearest thing in the world;
another foot and I should have been knocked off my feet!”
Mrs. Pendyce withdrew her glance from the ceiling.
“At first,” she said, “I wondered whether it was quite--but I'm very
glad you've taken it like this.”
“Taken it! I can tell you, Margery, that sort of thing makes one think.
All the time Barter was preaching last night I was wondering what on
earth would have happened to this estate if--if----” And he looked round
with a frown. “Even as it is, I barely make the two ends of it meet. As
to George, he's no more fit at present to manage it than you are; he'd
make a loss of thousands.”
“I'm afraid George is too much in London. That's the reason I wondered
whether--I'm afraid he sees too much of----”
Mrs. Pendyce stopped; a flush suffused her cheeks; she had pinched
herself violently beneath the bedclothes.
“George,” said Mr. Pendyce, pursuing his own thoughts, “has no gumption.
He'd never manage a man like Peacock--and you encourage him! He ought to
marry and settle down.”
Mrs. Pendyce, the flush dying in her cheeks, said:
“George is very like poor Hubert.”
Horace Pendyce drew his watch from beneath his pillow.
“Ah!” But he refrained from adding, “Your people!” for Hubert Totteridge
had not been dead a year. “Ten minutes to eight! You keep me talking
here; it's time I was in my bath.”
Clad in pyjamas with a very wide blue stripe, grey-eyed,
grey-moustached, slim and erect, he paused at the door.
“The girls haven't a scrap of imagination. What do you think Bee said?
'. hope he hasn't lost his train.' Lost his train! Good God! and I might
have--I might have----” The Squire did not finish his sentence; no words
but what seemed to him violent and extreme would have fulfilled his
conception of the danger he had escaped, and it was against his nature
and his training to exaggerate a physical risk.
At breakfast he was more cordial than usual to Gregory, who was going up
by the first train, for as a rule Mr. Pendyce rather distrusted him, as
one would a wife's cousin, especially if he had a sense of humour.
“A very good fellow,” he was wont to say of him, “but an out-and-out
Radical.” It was the only label he could find for Gregory's
peculiarities.
Gregory departed without further allusion to the object of his visit. He
was driven to the station in a brougham by the first groom, and sat
with his hat off and his head at the open window, as if trying to get
something blown out of his brain. Indeed, throughout the whole of his
journey up to town he looked out of the window, and expressions half
humorous and half puzzled played on his face. Like a panorama slowly
unrolled, country house after country house, church after church,
appeared before his eyes in the autumn sunlight, among the hedgerows
and the coverts that were all brown and gold; and far away on the rising
uplands the slow ploughman drove, outlined against the sky:
He took a cab from the station to his solicitors' in Lincoln's Inn
Fields. He was shown into a room bare of all legal accessories, except a
series of Law Reports and a bunch of violets in a glass of fresh
water. Edmund Paramor, the senior partner of Paramor and Herring, a
clean-shaven man of sixty, with iron-grey hair brushed in a cockscomb
off his forehead, greeted him with a smile.
“Ah, Vigil, how are you? Up from the country?”
“From Worsted Skeynes.”
“Horace Pendyce is a client of mine. Well, what can we do for you? Your
Society up a tree?”
Gregory Vigil, in the padded leather chair that had held so many
aspirants for comfort, sat a full minute without speaking; and Mr.
Paramor, too, after one keen glance at his client that seemed to come
from very far down in his soul, sat motionless and grave. There was at
that moment something a little similar in the eyes of these two very
different men, a look of kindred honesty and aspiration. Gregory spoke
at last.
“It's a painful subject to me.”
Mr. Paramor drew a face on his blotting-paper.
“I have come,” went on Gregory, “about a divorce for my ward.”
“Mrs. Jaspar Bellew?”
“Yes; her position is intolerable.”
Mr. Paramor gave him a searching look.
“Let me see: I think she and her husband have been separated for some
time.”
“Yes, for two years.”
“You're acting with her consent, of course?”
“I have spoken to her.”
“You know the law of divorce, I suppose?”
Gregory answered with a painful smile:
“I'm not very clear about it; I hardly ever look at those cases in the
paper. I hate the whole idea.”
Mr. Paramor smiled again, became instantly grave, and said:
“We shall want evidence of certain things. Have you got any evidence?”
Gregory ran his hand through his hair.
“I don't think there'll be any difficulty,” he said. “Bellew
agrees--they both agree!”
Mr. Paramor stared.
“What's that to do with it?”
Gregory caught him up.
“Surely, where both parties are anxious, and there's no opposition, it
can't be difficult.”
“Good Lord!” said Mr. Paramor.
“But I've seen Bellew; I saw him yesterday. I'm sure I can get him to
admit anything you want!”
Mr. Paramor drew his breath between his teeth.
“Did you ever,” he said drily, “hear of what's called collusion?”
Gregory got up and paced the room.
“I don't know that I've ever heard anything very exact about the thing
at all,” he said. “The whole subject is hateful to me. I regard marriage
as sacred, and when, which God forbid, it proves unsacred, it is
horrible to think of these formalities. This is a Christian country; we
are all flesh and blood. What is this slime, Paramor?”
With this outburst he sank again into the chair, and leaned his head on
his hand. And oddly, instead of smiling, Mr. Paramor looked at him with
haunting eyes.
“Two unhappy persons must not seem to agree to be parted,” he said. “One
must be believed to desire to keep hold of the other, and must pose as
an injured person. There must be evidence of misconduct, and in this
case of cruelty or of desertion. The evidence must be impartial. This is
the law.”
Gregory said without looking up:
“But why?”
Mr. Paramor took his violets out of the water, and put them to his nose.
“How do you mean--why?”
“I mean, why this underhand, roundabout way?”
Mr. Paramor's face changed with startling speed from its haunting look
back to his smile.
“Well,” he said, “for the preservation of morality. What do you
suppose?”
“Do you call it moral so to imprison people that you drive them to sin
in order to free themselves?”
Mr. Paramor obliterated the face on his blotting-pad.
“Where's your sense of humour?” he said.
“I see no joke, Paramor.”
Mr. Paramor leaned forward.
“My dear friend,” he said earnestly, “I don't say for a minute that
our system doesn't cause a great deal of quite unnecessary suffering;
I don't say that it doesn't need reform. Most lawyers and almost any
thinking man will tell you that it does. But that's a wide question
which doesn't help us here. We'll manage your business for you, if it
can be done. You've made a bad start, that's all. The first thing is
for us to write to Mrs. Bellew, and ask her to come and see us. We shall
have to get Bellew watched.”
Gregory said:
“That's detestable. Can't it be done without that?”
Mr. Paramor bit his forefinger.
“Not safe,” he said. “But don't bother; we'll see to all that.”
Gregory rose and went to the window. He said suddenly:
“I can't bear this underhand work.”
Mr. Paramor smiled.
“Every honest man,” he said, “feels as you do. But, you see, we must
think of the law.”
Gregory burst out again:
“Can no one get a divorce, then, without making beasts or spies of
themselves?”
Mr. Paramor said gravely
“It is difficult, perhaps impossible. You see, the law is based on
certain principles.”
“Principles?”
A smile wreathed Mr. Paramor's mouth, but died instantly.
“Ecclesiastical principles, and according to these a person desiring a
divorce 'ipso facto' loses caste. That they should have to make spies or
beasts of themselves is not of grave importance.”
Gregory came back to the table, and again buried his head in his hands.
“Don't joke, please, Paramor,” he said; “it's all so painful to me.”
Mr. Paramor's eyes haunted his client's bowed head.
“I'm not joking,” he said. “God forbid! Do you read poetry?” And opening
a drawer, he took out a book bound in red leather. “This is a man I'm
fond of:
“'Life is mostly froth and bubble;
Two things stand like stone--
KINDNESS in another's trouble,
COURAGE in your own.'
“That seems to me the sum of all philosophy.”
“Paramor,” said Gregory, “my ward is very dear to me; she is dearer to
me than any woman I know. I am here in a most dreadful dilemma. On
the one hand there is this horrible underhand business, with all its
publicity; and on the other there is her position--a beautiful woman,
fond of gaiety, living alone in this London, where every man's instincts
and every woman's tongue look upon her as fair game. It has been brought
home to me only too painfully of late. God forgive me! I have even
advised her to go back to Bellew, but that seems out of the question.
What am I to do?”
Mr. Paramor rose.
“I know,” he said--“I know. My dear friend, I know!” And for a full
minute he remained motionless, a little turned from Gregory. “It will be
better,” he said suddenly, “for her to get rid of him. I'll go and see
her myself. We'll spare her all we can. I'll go this afternoon, and let
you know the result.”
As though by mutual instinct, they put out their hands, which they shook
with averted faces. Then Gregory, seizing his hat, strode out of the
room.
He went straight to the rooms of his Society in Hanover Square. They
were on the top floor, higher than the rooms of any other Society in the
building--so high, in fact, that from their windows, which began five
feet up, you could practically only see the sky.
A girl with sloping shoulders, red cheeks, and dark eyes, was working
a typewriter in a corner, and sideways to the sky at a bureau littered
with addressed envelopes, unanswered letters, and copies of the
Society's publications, was seated a grey-haired lady with a long,
thin, weatherbeaten face and glowing eyes, who was frowning at a page of
manuscript.
“Oh, Mr. Vigil,” she said, “I'm so glad you've come. This paragraph
mustn't go as it is. It will never do.”
Gregory took the manuscript and read the paragraph in question.
“This case of Eva Nevill is so horrible that we ask those of our women
readers who live in the security, luxury perhaps, peace certainly,
of their country homes, what they would have done, finding themselves
suddenly in the position of this poor girl--in a great city, without
friends, without money, almost without clothes, and exposed to all the
craft of one of those fiends in human form who prey upon our womankind.
Let each one ask herself: Should I have resisted where she fell?”
“It will never do to send that out,” said the lady again.
“What is the matter with it, Mrs. Shortman?”
“It's too personal. Think of Lady Malden, or most of our subscribers.
You can't expect them to imagine themselves like poor Eva. I'm sure they
won't like it.”
Gregory clutched at his hair.
“Is it possible they can't stand that?” he said.
“It's only because you've given such horrible details of poor Eva.”
Gregory got up and paced the room.
Mrs. Shortman went on
“You've not lived in the country for so long, Mr. Vigil, that you don't
remember. You see, I know. People don't like to be harrowed. Besides,
think how difficult it is for them to imagine themselves in such a
position. It'll only shock them, and do our circulation harm.”
Gregory snatched up the page and handed it to the girl who sat at the
typewriter in the corner.
“Read that, please, Miss Mallow.”
The girl read without raising her eyes.
“Well, is it what Mrs. Shortman says?”
The girl handed it back with a blush.
“It's perfect, of course, in itself, but I think Mrs. Shortman is right.
It might offend some people.”
Gregory went quickly to the window, threw it up, and stood gazing at the
sky. Both women looked at his back.
Mrs. Shortman said gently:
“I would only just alter it like this, from after 'country homes'.
'.hether they do not pity and forgive this poor girl in a great city,
without friends, without money, almost without clothes, and exposed to
all the craft of one of those fiends in human form who prey upon our
womankind,' and just stop there.”
Gregory returned to the table.
“Not 'forgive,'” he said, “not 'forgive'.”
Mrs. Shortman raised her pen.
“You don't know,” she said, “what a strong feeling there is. Mind, it
has to go to numbers of parsonages, Mr. Vigil. Our principle has always
been to be very careful. And you have been plainer than usual in
stating the case. It's not as if they really could put themselves in
her position; that's impossible. Not one woman in a hundred could,
especially among those who live in the country and have never seen life.
I'm a squire's daughter myself.”
“And I a parson's,” said Gregory, with a smile.
Mrs. Shortman looked at him reproachfully.
“Joking apart, Mr. Vigil, it's touch and go with our paper as it is; we
really can't afford it. I've had lots of letters lately complaining that
we put the cases unnecessarily strongly. Here's one:
“'BOURNEFIELD RECTORY,
“'November 1.
“'DEAR MADAM,
“'While sympathising with your good work, I am afraid I cannot become
a subscriber to your paper while it takes its present form, as I do
not feel that it is always fit reading for my girls. I cannot think
it either wise or right that they should become acquainted with such
dreadful aspects of life, however true they may be.
“'I am, dear madam,
“'Respectfully yours,
“'WINIFRED TUDDENHAM.
“'P.S.--I could never feel sure, too, that my maids would not pick it
up, and perhaps take harm.'.
“I had that only this morning.”
Gregory buried his face in his hands, and sitting thus he looked so like
a man praying that no one spoke. When he raised his face it was to say:
“Not 'forgive,' Mrs. Shortman, not 'forgive'.”
Mrs. Shortman ran her pen through the word.
“Very well, Mr. Vigil,” she said; “it's a risk.”
The sound of the typewriter, which had been hushed, began again from the
corner.
“That case of drink, Mr. Vigil--Millicent Porter--I'm afraid there's
very little hope there.”
Gregory asked:
“What now?”
“Relapsed again; it's the fifth time.”
Gregory turned his face to the window, and looked at the sky.
“I must go and see her. Just give me her address.”
Mrs. Shortman read from a green book:
“'Mrs. Porter, 2 Bilcock Buildings, Bloomsbury.' Mr. Vigil!”
“Yes.”
“Mr. Vigil, I do sometimes wish you would not persevere so long with
those hopeless cases; they never seem to come to anything, and your time
is so valuable.”
“How can I give them up, Mrs. Shortman? There's no choice.”
“But, Mr. Vigil, why is there no choice? You must draw the line
somewhere. Do forgive me for saying that I think you sometimes waste
your time.”
Gregory turned to the girl at the typewriter.
“Miss Mallow, is Mrs. Shortman right? do I waste my time?”
The girl at the typewriter blushed vividly, and, without looking round,
said:
“How can I tell, Mr. Vigil? But it does worry one.”
A humorous and perplexed smile passed over Gregory's lips.
“Now I know I shall cure her,” he said. “2 Bilcock Buildings.” And he
continued to look at the sky. “How's your neuralgia, Mrs. Shortman?”
Mrs. Shortman smiled.
“Awful!”
Gregory turned quickly.
“You feel that window, then; I'm so sorry.”
Mrs. Shortman shook her head.
“No, but perhaps Molly does.”
The girl at the typewriter said:
“Oh no; please, Mr. Vigil, don't shut it for me.”
“Truth and honour?”
“Truth and honour,” replied both women. And all three for a moment sat
looking at the sky. Then Mrs. Shortman said:
“You see, you can't get to the root of the evil--that husband of hers.”
Gregory turned.
“Ah,” he said, “that man! If she could only get rid of him! That ought
to have been done long ago, before he drove her to drink like this. Why
didn't she, Mrs. Shortman, why didn't she?”
Mrs. Shortman raised her eyes, which had such a peculiar spiritual glow.
“I don't suppose she had the money,” she said; “and she must have been
such a nice woman then. A nice woman doesn't like to divorce--”
Gregory looked at her.
“What, Mrs. Shortman, you too, you too among the Pharisees?”
Mrs. Shortman flushed.
“She wanted to save him,” she said; “she must have wanted to save him.”
“Then you and I----” But Gregory did not finish, and turned again to
the window. Mrs. Shortman, too, biting her lips, looked anxiously at the
sky.
Miss Mallow at the typewriter, with a scared face, plied her fingers
faster than ever.
Gregory was the first to speak.
“You must please forgive me,” he said gently. “A personal matter; I
forgot myself.”
Mrs. Shortman withdrew her gaze from the sky.
“Oh, Mr. Vigil, if I had known----”
Gregory Gregory smiled.
“Don't, don't!” he said; “we've quite frightened poor Miss Mallow!”
Miss Mallow looked round at him, he looked at her, and all three once
more looked at the sky. It was the chief recreation of this little
society.
Gregory worked till nearly three, and walked out to a bun-shop, where he
lunched off a piece of cake and a cup of coffee. He took an omnibus, and
getting on the top, was driven West with a smile on his face and his hat
in his hand. He was thinking of Helen Bellew. It had become a habit with
him to think of her, the best and most beautiful of her sex--a habit in
which he was growing grey, and with which, therefore, he could not part.
And those women who saw him with his uncovered head smiled, and thought:
'.hat a fine-looking man!'
But George Pendyce, who saw him from the window of the Stoics'
Club, smiled a different smile; the sight of him was always a little
unpleasant to George.
Nature, who had made Gregory Vigil a man, had long found that he had got
out of her hands, and was living in celibacy, deprived of the comfort of
woman, even of those poor creatures whom he befriended; and Nature, who
cannot bear that man should escape her control, avenged herself through
his nerves and a habit of blood to the head. Extravagance, she said,
I cannot have, and when I made this man I made him quite extravagant
enough. For his temperament (not uncommon in a misty climate) had been
born seven feet high; and as a man cannot add a cubit to his stature,
so neither can he take one off. Gregory could not bear that a yellow man
must always remain a yellow man, but trusted by care and attention some
day to see him white. There lives no mortal who has not a philosophy as
distinct from every other mortal's as his face is different from their
faces; but Gregory believed that philosophers unfortunately alien must
gain in time a likeness to himself if he were careful to tell them often
that they had been mistaken. Other men in this Great Britain had the
same belief.
To Gregory's reforming instinct it was a constant grief that he had been
born refined. A natural delicacy would interfere and mar his noblest
efforts. Hence failures deplored by Mrs. Pendyce to Lady Malden the
night they danced at Worsted Skeynes.
He left his bus near to the flat where Mrs. Bellow lived; with reverence
he made the tour of the building and back again. He had long fixed a
rule, which he never broke, of seeing her only once a fortnight; but to
pass her windows he went out of his way most days and nights. And having
made this tour, not conscious of having done anything ridiculous, still
smiling, and with his hat on his knee, perhaps really happier because he
had not seen her, was driven East, once more passing George Pendyce in
the bow-window of the Stoics' Club, and once more raising on his face a
jeering smile.
He had been back at his rooms in Buckingham Street half an hour when a
club commissionaire arrived with Mr. Paramor's promised letter.
He opened it hastily.
“THE NELSON CLUB,
“TRAFALGAR SQUARE.
“MY DEAR VIGIL,
“I've just come from seeing your ward. An embarrassing complexion is
lent to affairs by what took place last night. It appears that after
your visit to him yesterday afternoon her husband came up to town,
and made his appearance at her flat about eleven o'clock. He was in a
condition bordering on delirium tremens, and Mrs. Bellew was obliged to
keep him for the night. 'I could not,' she said to me, 'have refused a
dog in such a state.' The visit lasted until this afternoon--in fact,
the man had only just gone when I arrived. It is a piece of irony, of
which I must explain to you the importance. I think I told you that the
law of divorce is based on certain principles. One of these excludes any
forgiveness of offences by the party moving for a divorce. In technical
language, any such forgiveness or overlooking is called condonation, and
it is a complete bar to further action for the time being. The Court is
very jealous of this principle of non-forgiveness, and will regard with
grave suspicion any conduct on the part of the offended party which
might be construed as amounting to condonation. I fear that what your
ward tells me will make it altogether inadvisable to apply for a divorce
on any evidence that may lie in the past. It is too dangerous. In other
words, the Court would almost certainly consider that she has condoned
offences so far. Any further offence, however, will in technical
language 'revive' the past, and under these circumstances, though
nothing can be done at present, there may be hope in the future. After
seeing your ward, I quite appreciate your anxiety in the matter, though
I am by no means sure that you are right in advising this divorce. If
you remain in the same mind, however, I will give the matter my best
personal attention, and my counsel to you is not to worry. This is no
matter for a layman, especially not for one who, like you, judges of
things rather as they ought to be than as they are.
“I am, my dear Vigil,
“Very sincerely yours,
“EDMUND PARAMOR.
“GREGORY VIGIL, ESQ.
“If you want to see me, I shall be at my club all the evening.-E. P.”
When Gregory had read this note he walked to the window, and stood
looking out over the lights on the river. His heart beat furiously, his
temples were crimson. He went downstairs, and took a cab to the Nelson
Club.
Mr. Paramor, who was about to dine, invited his visitor to join him.
Gregory shook his head.
“No, thanks,” he said; “I don't feel like dining. What is this, Paramor?
Surely there's some mistake? Do you mean to tell me that because she
acted like a Christian to that man she is to be punished for it in this
way?”
Mr. Paramor bit his finger.
“Don't confuse yourself by dragging in Christianity. Christianity has
nothing to do with law.”
“You talked of principles,” said Gregory--“ecclesiastical.”
“Yes, yes; I meant principles imported from the old ecclesiastical
conception of marriage, which held man and wife to be undivorceable.
That conception has been abandoned by the law, but the principles still
haunt----”
“I don't understand.”
Mr. Paramor said slowly:
“I don't know that anyone does. It's our usual muddle. But I know this,
Vigil--in such a case as your ward's we must tread very carefully. We
must 'save face,' as the Chinese say. We must pretend we don't want to
bring this divorce, but that we have been so injured that we are obliged
to come forward. If Bellew says nothing, the Judge will have to take
what's put before him. But there's always the Queen's Proctor. I don't
know if you know anything about him?”
“No,” said Gregory, “I don't.”
“Well, if he can find out anything against our getting this divorce, he
will. It is not my habit to go into Court with a case in which anybody
can find out anything.”
“Do you mean to say--”
“I mean to say that she must not ask for a divorce merely because she
is miserable, or placed in a position that no woman should be placed in,
but only if she has been offended in certain technical ways; and if--by
condonation, for instance--she has given the Court technical reason
for refusing her a divorce, that divorce will be refused her. To get a
divorce, Vigil, you must be as hard as nails and as wary as a cat. Now
do you understand?”
Gregory did not answer.
Mr. Paramor looked searchingly and rather pityingly in his face.
“It won't do to go for it at present,” he said. “Are you still set on
this divorce? I told you in my letter that I am not sure you are right.”
“How can you ask me, Paramor? After that man's conduct last night, I am
more than ever set on it.”
“Then,” said Mr. Paramor, “we must keep a sharp eye on Bellew, and hope
for the best.”
Gregory held out his hand.
“You spoke of morality,” he said. “I can't tell you how inexpressibly
mean the whole thing seems to me. Goodnight.”
And, turning rather quickly, he went out.
His mind was confused and his heart torn. He thought of Helen Bellew as
of the woman dearest to him in the coils of a great slimy serpent, and
the knowledge that each man and woman unhappily married was, whether
by his own, his partner's, or by no fault at all, in the same embrace,
afforded him no comfort whatsoever. It was long before he left the windy
streets to go to his home.
CHAPTER X
AT BLAFARD'S
There comes now and then to the surface of our modern civilisation one
of those great and good men who, unconscious, like all great and good
men, of the goodness and greatness of their work, leave behind a lasting
memorial of themselves before they go bankrupt.
It was so with the founder of the Stoics' Club.
He came to the surface in the year 187-, with nothing in the world but
his clothes and an idea. In a single year he had floated the Stoics'
Club, made ten thousand pounds, lost more, and gone down again.
The Stoics' Club lived after him by reason of the immortal beauty of his
idea. In 1891 it was a strong and corporate body, not perhaps quite so
exclusive as it had been, but, on the whole, as smart and aristocratic
as any club in London, with the exception of that one or two into which
nobody ever got. The idea with which its founder had underpinned the
edifice was, like all great ideas, simple, permanent, and perfect--so
simple, permanent, and perfect that it seemed amazing no one had ever
thought of it before. It was embodied in No. 1 of the members' rules:
“No member of this club shall have any occupation whatsoever.”
Hence the name of a club renowned throughout London for the excellence
of its wines and cuisine.
Its situation was in Piccadilly, fronting the Green Park, and through
the many windows of its ground-floor smoking-room the public were
privileged to see at all hours of the day numbers of Stoics in various
attitudes reading the daily papers or gazing out of the window.
Some of them who did not direct companies, grow fruit, or own yachts,
wrote a book, or took an interest in a theatre. The greater part eked
out existence by racing horses, hunting foxes, and shooting birds.
Individuals among them, however, had been known to play the piano, and
take up the Roman Catholic religion. Many explored the same spots of
the Continent year after year at stated seasons. Some belonged to the
Yeomanry; others called themselves barristers; once in a way one painted
a picture or devoted himself to good works. They were, in fact, of
all sorts and temperaments, but their common characteristic was an
independent income, often so settled by Providence that they could not
in any way get rid of it.
But though the principle of no occupation overruled all class
distinctions, the Stoics were mainly derived from the landed gentry.
An instinct that the spirit of the club was safest with persons of
this class guided them in their elections, and eldest sons, who became
members almost as a matter of course, lost no time in putting up their
younger brothers, thereby keeping the wine as pure as might be, and
preserving that fine old country-house flavour which is nowhere so
appreciated as in London.
After seeing Gregory pass on the top of a bus, George Pendyce went into
the card-room, and as it was still empty, set to contemplation of the
pictures on the walls. They were effigies of all those members of
the Stoics' Club who from time to time had come under the notice of a
celebrated caricaturist in a celebrated society paper. Whenever a Stoic
appeared, he was at once cut out, framed, glassed, and hung alongside
his fellows in this room. And George moved from one to another till he
came to the last. It was himself. He was represented in very perfectly
cut clothes, with slightly crooked elbows, and race-glasses slung across
him. His head, disproportionately large, was surmounted by a black
billycock hat with a very flat brim. The artist had thought long and
carefully over the face. The lips and cheeks and chin were moulded so as
to convey a feeling of the unimaginative joy of life, but to their shape
and complexion was imparted a suggestion of obstinacy and choler. To
the eyes was given a glazed look, and between them set a little line, as
though their owner were thinking:
'.ard work, hard work! Noblesse oblige. I must keep it going!'
Underneath was written: “The Ambler.”
George stood long looking at the apotheosis of his fame. His star was
high in the heavens. With the eye of his mind he saw a long procession
of turf triumphs, a long vista of days and nights, and in them, round
them, of them--Helen Bellow; and by an odd coincidence, as he stood
there, the artist's glazed look came over his eyes, the little line
sprang up between them.
He turned at the sound of voices and sank into a chair. To have been
caught thus gazing at himself would have jarred on his sense of what was
right.
It was twenty minutes past seven, when, in evening dress, he left the
club, and took a shilling's-worth to Buckingham Gate. Here he dismissed
his cab, and turned up the large fur collar of his coat. Between the
brim of his opera-hat and the edge of that collar nothing but his eyes
were visible. He waited, compressing his lips, scrutinising each hansom
that went by. In the soft glow of one coming fast he saw a hand raised
to the trap. The cab stopped; George stepped out of the shadow and got
in. The cab went on, and Mrs. Bellew's arm was pressed against his own.
It was their simple formula for arriving at a restaurant together.
In the third of several little rooms, where the lights were shaded, they
sat down at a table in a corner, facing each a wall, and, underneath,
her shoe stole out along the floor and touched his patent leather boot.
In their eyes, for all their would-be wariness, a light smouldered which
would not be put out. An habitue, sipping claret at a table across the
little room, watched them in a mirror, and there came into his old heart
a glow of warmth, half ache, half sympathy; a smile of understanding
stirred the crow's-feet round his eyes. Its sweetness ebbed, and left
a little grin about his shaven lips. Behind the archway in the
neighbouring room two waiters met, and in their nods and glances was
that same unconscious sympathy, the same conscious grin. And the old
habitue thought:
'.ow long will it last?'.... “Waiter, some coffee and my bill!”
He had meant to go to the play, but he lingered instead to look at Mrs.
Bellew's white shoulders and bright eyes in the kindly mirror. And he
thought:
'.oung days at present. Ah, young days!'....
“Waiter, a Benedictine!” And hearing her laugh, O his old heart ached.
'.o one,' he thought, 'will ever laugh like that for me again!'....
“Here, waiter, how's this? You've charged me for an ice!” But when the
waiter had gone he glanced back into the mirror, and saw them clink
their glasses filled with golden bubbling wine, and he thought: 'Wish
you good luck! For a flash of those teeth, my dear, I'd give----'
But his eyes fell on the paper flowers adorning his little table--yellow
and red and green; hard, lifeless, tawdry. He saw them suddenly as they
were, with the dregs of wine in his glass, the spill of gravy on the
cloth, the ruin of the nuts that he had eaten. Wheezing and coughing,
'.his place is not what it was,' he thought; 'I shan't come here again!'
He struggled into his coat to go, but he looked once more in the mirror,
and met their eyes resting on himself. In them he read the careless
pity of the young for the old. His eyes answered the reflection of their
eyes, 'Wait, wait! It is young days yet! I wish you no harm, my dears!'
and limping-for one of his legs was lame--he went away.
But George and his partner sat on, and with every glass of wine the
light in their eyes grew brighter. For who was there now in the room
to mind? Not a living soul! Only a tall, dark young waiter, a little
cross-eyed, who was in consumption; only the little wine-waiter, with a
pallid face, and a look as if he suffered. And the whole world seemed
of the colour of the wine they had been drinking; but they talked of
indifferent things, and only their eyes, bemused and shining, really
spoke. The dark young waiter stood apart, unmoving, and his cross-eyed
glance, fixed on her shoulders, had all unconsciously the longing of
a saint in some holy picture. Unseen, behind the serving screen, the
little wine-waiter poured out and drank a glass from a derelict bottle.
Through a chink of the red blinds an eye peered in from the chill
outside, staring and curious, till its owner passed on in the cold.
It was long after nine when they rose. The dark young waiter laid her
cloak upon her with adoring hands. She looked back at him, and in her
eyes was an infinite indulgence. 'God knows,' she seemed to say, 'if I
could make you happy as well, I would. Why should one suffer? Life is
strong and good!'
The young waiter's cross-eyed glance fell before her, and he bowed
above the money in his hand. Quickly before them the little wine-waiter
hurried to the door, his suffering face screwed into one long smile.
“Good-night, madam; good-night, sir. Thank you very much!”
And he, too, remained bowed over his hand, and his smile relaxed.
But in the cab George's arm stole round her underneath the cloak, and
they were borne on in the stream of hurrying hansoms, carrying couples
like themselves, cut off from all but each other's eyes, from all but
each other's touch; and with their eyes turned in the half-dark they
spoke together in low tones.
PART II
CHAPTER I
GREGORY REOPENS THE CAMPAIGN
At one end of the walled garden which Mr. Pendyce had formed in
imitation of that at dear old Strathbegally, was a virgin orchard of
pear and cherry trees. They blossomed early, and by the end of the third
week in April the last of the cherries had broken into flower. In the
long grass, underneath, a wealth of daffodils, jonquils, and narcissus,
came up year after year, and sunned their yellow stars in the light
which dappled through the blossom.
And here Mrs. Pendyce would come, tan gauntlets on her hands, and stand,
her face a little flushed with stooping, as though the sight of all that
bloom was restful. It was due to her that these old trees escaped year
after year the pruning and improvements which the genius of the
Squire would otherwise have applied. She had been brought up in an old
Totteridge tradition that fruit-trees should be left to themselves,
while her husband, possessed of a grasp of the subject not more than
usually behind the times, was all for newer methods. She had fought for
those trees. They were as yet the only things she had fought for in
her married life, and Horace Pendyce still remembered with a discomfort
robbed by time of poignancy how she had stood with her back to their
bedroom door and said, “If you cut those poor trees, Horace, I won't
live here!” He had at once expressed his determination to have them
pruned; but, having put off the action for a day or two, the trees still
stood unpruned thirty-three years later. He had even come to feel rather
proud of the fact that they continued to bear fruit, and would speak
of them thus: “Queer fancy of my wife's, never been cut. And yet,
remarkable thing, they do better than any of the others!”
This spring, when all was so forward, and the cuckoos already in full
song, when the scent of young larches in the New Plantation (planted
the year of George's birth) was in the air like the perfume of celestial
lemons, she came to the orchard more than usual, and her spirit felt the
stirring, the old, half-painful yearning for she knew not what, that
she had felt so often in her first years at Worsted Skeynes. And sitting
there on a green-painted seat under the largest of the cherry-trees, she
thought even more than her wont of George, as though her son's spirit,
vibrating in its first real passion, were calling to her for sympathy.
He had been down so little all that winter, twice for a couple of days'
shooting, once for a week-end, when she had thought him looking thinner
and rather worn. He had missed Christmas for the first time. With
infinite precaution she had asked him casually if he had seen Helen
Bellew, and he had answered, “Oh yes, I see her once in a way!”
Secretly all through the winter she consulted the Times newspaper for
mention of George's horse, and was disappointed not to find any. One
day, however, in February, discovering him absolutely at the head of
several lists of horses with figures after them, she wrote off at once
with a joyful heart. Of five lists in which the Ambler's name appeared,
there was only one in which he was second. George's answer came in the
course of a week or so.
“MY DEAR MOTHER,
“What you saw were the weights for the Spring Handicaps. They've simply
done me out of everything. In great haste,
“Your affectionate son,
“GEORGE PENDYCE.”
As the spring approached, the vision of her independent visit to London,
which had sustained her throughout the winter, having performed its
annual function, grew mistier and mistier, and at last faded away. She
ceased even to dream of it, as though it had never been, nor did George
remind her, and as usual, she ceased even to wonder whether he would
remind her. She thought instead of the season visit, and its scurry of
parties, with a sort of languid fluttering. For Worsted Skeynes, and all
that Worsted Skeynes stood for, was like a heavy horseman guiding her
with iron hands along a narrow lane; she dreamed of throwing him in the
open, but the open she never reached.
She woke at seven with her tea, and from seven to eight made little
notes on tablets, while on his back Mr. Pendyce snored lightly. She rose
at eight. At nine she poured out coffee. From half-past nine to ten
she attended to the housekeeper and her birds. From ten to eleven she
attended to the gardener and her dress. From eleven to twelve she wrote
invitations to persons for whom she did not care, and acceptances to
persons who did not care for her; she drew out also and placed in due
sequence cheques for Mr. Pendyce's signature; and secured receipts,
carefully docketed on the back, within an elastic band; as a rule, also,
she received a visit from Mrs. Husell Barter. From twelve to one she
walked with her and “the dear dogs” to the village, where she stood
hesitatingly in the cottage doors of persons who were shy of her. From
half-past one to two she lunched. From two to three she rested on a sofa
in the white morning-room with the newspaper in her hand, trying to read
the Parliamentary debate, and thinking of other things. From three to
half-past four she went to her dear flowers, from whom she was liable
to be summoned at any moment by the arrival of callers; or, getting into
the carriage, was driven to some neighbour's mansion, where she sat for
half an hour and came away. At half-past four she poured out tea. At
five she knitted a tie, or socks, for George or Gerald, and listened
with a gentle smile to what was going on. From six to seven she received
from the Squire his impressions of Parliament and things at large. From
seven to seven-thirty she changed to a black low dress, with old lace
about the neck. At seven-thirty she dined. At a quarter to nine she
listened to Norah playing two waltzes of Chopin's, and a piece called
“Serenade du Printemps” by Baff, and to Bee singing “The Mikado,” or the
“Saucy Girl” From nine to ten thirty she played a game called piquet,
which her father had taught her, if she could get anyone with whom to
play; but as this was seldom, she played as a rule patience by herself.
At ten-thirty she went to bed. At eleven-thirty punctually the Squire
woke her. At one o'clock she went to sleep. On Mondays she wrote out
in her clear Totteridge hand, with its fine straight strokes, a list of
library books, made up without distinction of all that were recommended
in the Ladies' Paper that came weekly to Worsted Skeynes. Periodically
Mr. Pendyce would hand her a list of his own, compiled out of the Times
and the Field in the privacy of his study; this she sent too.
Thus was the household supplied with literature unerringly adapted to
its needs; nor was it possible for any undesirable book to find its way
into the house--not that this would have mattered much to Mrs. Pendyce,
for as she often said with gentle regret, “My dear, I have no time to
read.”
This afternoon it was so warm that the bees were all around among the
blossoms, and two thrushes, who had built in a yew-tree that watched
over the Scotch garden, were in a violent flutter because one of their
chicks had fallen out of the nest. The mother bird, at the edge of the
long orchard grass, was silent, trying by example to still the tiny
creature's cheeping, lest it might attract some large or human thing.
Mrs. Pendyce, sitting under the oldest cherry-tree, looked for the
sound, and when she had located it, picked up the baby bird, and, as she
knew the whereabouts of all the nests, put it back into its cradle,
to the loud terror and grief of the parent birds. She went back to the
bench and sat down again.
She had in her soul something of the terror of the mother thrush. The
Maldens had been paying the call that preceded their annual migration to
town, and the peculiar glow which Lady Malden had the power of raising
had not yet left her cheeks. True, she had the comfort of the thought,
'.llen Malden is so bourgeoise,' but to-day it did not still her heart.
Accompanied by one pale daughter who never left her, and two pale dogs
forced to run all the way, now lying under the carriage with their
tongues out, Lady Malden had come and stayed full time; and for
three-quarters of that time she had seemed, as it were, labouring under
a sense of duty unfulfilled; for the remaining quarter Mrs. Pendyce had
laboured under a sense of duty fulfilled.
“My dear,” Lady Malden had said, having told the pale daughter to go
into the conservatory, “I'm the last person in the world to repeat
gossip, as you know; but I think it's only right to tell you that I've
been hearing things. You see, my boy Fred” (who would ultimately become
Sir Frederick Malden) “belongs to the same club as your son George--the
Stoics. All young men belong there of course--I mean, if they're anybody.
I'm sorry to say there's no doubt about it; your son has been seen
dining at--perhaps I ought not to mention the name--Blafard's, with Mrs.
Bellew. I dare say you don't know what sort of a place Blafard's is--a
lot of little rooms where people go when they don't want to be seen.
I've never been there, of course; but I can imagine it perfectly. And
not once, but frequently. I thought I would speak to you, because I do
think it's so scandalous of her in her position.”
An azalea in a blue and white pot had stood between them, and in this
plant Mrs. Pendyce buried her cheeks and eyes; but when she raised her
face her eyebrows were lifted to their utmost limit, her lips trembled
with anger.
“Oh,” she said, “didn't you know? There's nothing in that; it's the
latest thing!”
For a moment Lady Malden wavered, then duskily flushed; her temperament
and principles had recovered themselves.
“If that,” she said with some dignity, “is the latest thing, I think it
is quite time we were back in town.”
She rose, and as she rose, such was her unfortunate conformation, it
flashed through Mrs. Pendyce's mind 'Why was I afraid? She's only--' And
then as quickly: 'Poor woman! how can she help her legs being short?'
But when she was gone, side by side with the pale daughter, the pale
dogs once more running behind the carriage, Margery Pendyce put her hand
to her heart.
And out here amongst the bees and blossom, where the blackbirds were
improving each minute their new songs, and the air was so fainting sweet
with scents, her heart would not be stilled, but throbbed as though
danger were coming on herself; and she saw her son as a little boy again
in a dirty holland suit with a straw hat down the back of his neck,
flushed and sturdy, as he came to her from some adventure.
And suddenly a gush of emotion from deep within her heart and the
heart of the spring day, a sense of being severed from him by a great,
remorseless power, came over her; and taking out a tiny embroidered
handkerchief, she wept. Round her the bees hummed carelessly, the
blossom dropped, the dappled sunlight covered her with a pattern as of
her own fine lace. From the home farm came the lowing of the cows on
their way to milking, and, strange sound in that well-ordered home, a
distant piping on a penny flute ....
“Mother, Mother, Mo-o-ther!”
Mrs. Pendyce passed her handkerchief across her eyes, and instinctively
obeying the laws of breeding, her face lost all trace of its emotion.
She waited, crumpling the tiny handkerchief in her gauntleted hand.
“Mother! Oh, there you are! Here's Gregory Vigil!”
Norah, a fox-terrier on either side, was coming down the path; behind
her, unhatted, showed Gregory's sanguine face between his wings of
grizzled hair.
“I suppose you're going to talk. I'm going over to the Rectory. Ta-to!”
And preceded by her dogs, Norah went on.
Mrs. Pendyce put out her hand.
“Well, Grig,” she said, “this is a surprise.”
Gregory seated himself beside her on the bench.
“I've brought you this,” he said. “I want you to look at it before I
answer.”
Mrs. Pendyce, who vaguely felt that he would want her to see things as
he was seeing them, took a letter from him with a sinking heart.
“Private.
“LINCOLN'S INN FIELDS,
“April 21, 1892.
“MY DEAR VIGIL,
“I have now secured such evidence as should warrant our instituting
a suit. I've written your ward to that effect, and am awaiting her
instructions. Unfortunately, we have no act of cruelty, and I've been
obliged to draw her attention to the fact that, should her husband
defend the suit, it will be very difficult to get the Court to accept
their separation in the light of desertion on his part--difficult
indeed, even if he doesn't defend the suit. In divorce cases one has to
remember that what has to be kept out is often more important than what
has to be got in, and it would be useful to know, therefore, whether
there is likelihood of opposition. I do not advise any direct
approaching of the husband, but if you are possessed of the information
you might let me know. I hate humbug, my dear Vigil, and I hate anything
underhand, but divorce is always a dirty business, and while the law
is shaped as at present, and the linen washed in public, it will remain
impossible for anyone, guilty or innocent, and even for us lawyers, to
avoid soiling our hands in one way or another. I regret it as much as
you do.
“There is a new man writing verse in the Tertiary, some of it quite
first-rate. You might look at the last number. My blossom this year is
magnificent.
“With kind regards, I am,
“Very sincerely yours,
“EDMUND PARAMOR.
“Gregory Vigil, Esq.”
Mrs. Pendyce dropped the letter in her lap, and looked at her cousin.
“He was at Harrow with Horace. I do like him. He is one of the very
nicest men I know.”
It was clear that she was trying to gain time.
Gregory began pacing up and down.
“Paramor is a man for whom I have the highest respect. I would trust him
before anyone.”
It was clear that he, too, was trying to gain time.
“Oh, mind my daffodils, please!”
Gregory went down on his knees, and raised the bloom that he had trodden
on. He then offered it to Mrs. Pendyce. The action was one to which she
was so unaccustomed that it struck her as slightly ridiculous.
“My dear Grig, you'll get rheumatism, and spoil that nice suit; the
grass comes off so terribly!”
Gregory got up, and looked shamefacedly at his knees.
“The knee is not what it used to be,” he said.
Mrs. Pendyce smiled.
“You should keep your knees for Helen Bellow, Grig. I was always five
years older than you.”
Gregory rumpled up his hair.
“Kneeling's out of fashion, but I thought in the country you wouldn't
mind!”
“You don't notice things, dear Grig. In the country it's still more out
of fashion. You wouldn't find a woman within thirty miles of here who
would like a man to kneel to her. We've lost the habit. She would think
she was being made fun of. We soon grow out of vanity!”
“In London,” said Gregory, “I hear all women intend to be men; but in
the country I thought----”
“In the country, Grig, all women would like to be men, but they don't
dare to try. They trot behind.”
As if she had been guilty of thoughts too insightful, Mrs. Pendyce
blushed.
Gregory broke out suddenly:
“I can't bear to think of women like that!”
Again Mrs. Pendyce smiled.
“You see, Grig dear, you are not married.”
“I detest the idea that marriage changes our views, Margery; I loathe
it.”
“Mind my daffodils!” murmured Mrs. Pendyce.
She was thinking all the time: 'That dreadful letter! What am I to do?'
And as though he knew her thoughts, Gregory said:
“I shall assume that Bellew will not defend the case. If he has a spark
of chivalry in him he will be only too glad to see her free. I will
never believe that any man could be such a soulless clod as to wish to
keep her bound. I don't pretend to understand the law, but it seems to
me that there's only one way for a man to act and after all Bellew's a
gentleman. You'll see that he will act like one!”
Mrs. Pendyce looked at the daffodil in her lap.
“I have only seen him three or four times, but it seemed to me, Grig,
that he was a man who might act in one way today and another tomorrow.
He is so very different from all the men about here.”
“When it comes to the deep things of life,” said Gregory, “one man is
much as another. Is there any man you know who would be so lacking in
chivalry as to refuse in these circumstances?”
Mrs. Pendyce looked at him with a confused expression--wonder,
admiration, irony, and even fear, struggled in her eyes.
“I can think of dozens.”
Gregory clutched his forehead.
“Margery,” he said, “I hate your cynicism. I don't know where you get it
from.”
“I'm so sorry; I didn't mean to be cynical--I didn't, really. I only
spoke from what I've seen.”
“Seen?” said Gregory. “If I were to go by what I saw daily, hourly, in
London in the course of my work I should commit suicide within a week.”
“But what else can one go by?”
Without answering, Gregory walked to the edge of the orchard, and stood
gazing over the Scotch garden, with his face a little tilted towards the
sky. Mrs. Pendyce felt he was grieving that she failed to see whatever
it was he saw up there, and she was sorry. He came back, and said:
“We won't discuss it any more.”
Very dubiously she heard those words, but as she could not express the
anxiety and doubt torturing her soul, she told him tea was ready. But
Gregory would not come in just yet out of the sun.
In the drawing-room Beatrix was already giving tea to young Tharp and
the Reverend Husell Barter. And the sound of these well-known voices
restored to Mrs. Pendyce something of her tranquillity. The Rector came
towards her at once with a teacup in his hand.
“My wife has got a headache,” he said. “She wanted to come over with
me, but I made her lie down. Nothing like lying down for a headache. We
expect it in June, you know. Let me get you your tea.”
Mrs. Pendyce, already aware even to the day of what he expected in June,
sat down, and looked at Mr. Barter with a slight feeling of surprise. He
was really a very good fellow; it was nice of him to make his wife lie
down! She thought his broad, red-brown face, with its protecting, not
unhumorous, lower lip, looked very friendly. Roy, the Skye terrier at
her feet, was smelling at the reverend gentleman's legs with a slow
movement of his tail.
“The old dog likes me,” said the Rector; “they know a dog-lover when
they see one wonderful creatures, dogs! I'm sometimes tempted to think
they may have souls!”
Mrs. Pendyce answered:
“Horace says he's getting too old.”
The dog looked up in her face, and her lip quivered.
The Rector laughed.
“Don't you worry about that; there's plenty of life in him.” And he
added unexpectedly: “I couldn't bear to put a dog away, the friend of
man. No, no; let Nature see to that.”
Over at the piano Bee and young Tharp were turning the pages of the
“Saucy Girl”; the room was full of the scent of azaleas; and Mr. Barter,
astride of a gilt chair, looked almost sympathetic, gazing tenderly at
the old Skye.
Mrs. Pendyce felt a sudden yearning to free her mind, a sudden longing
to ask a man's advice.
“Oh, Mr. Barter,” she said, “my cousin, Gregory Vigil, has just brought
me some news; it is confidential, please. Helen Bellew is going to
sue for a divorce. I wanted to ask you whether you could tell me----”
Looking in the Rector's face, she stopped.
“A divorce! H'm! Really!”
A chill of terror came over Mrs. Pendyce.
“Of course you will not mention it to anyone, not even to Horace. It has
nothing to do with us.”
Mr. Barter bowed; his face wore the expression it so often wore in
school on Sunday mornings.
“H'm!” he said again.
It flashed through Mrs. Pendyce that this man with the heavy jowl and
menacing eyes, who sat so square on that flimsy chair, knew something.
It was as though he had answered:
“This is not a matter for women; you will be good enough to leave it to
me.”
With the exception of those few words of Lady Malden's, and the
recollection of George's face when he had said, “Oh yes, I see her now
and then,” she had no evidence, no knowledge, nothing to go on; but she
knew from some instinctive source that her son was Mrs. Bellew's lover.
So, with terror and a strange hope, she saw Gregory entering the room.
“Perhaps,” she thought, “he will make Grig stop it.”
She poured out Gregory's tea, followed Bee and Cecil Tharp into the
conservatory, and left the two men together: