CHAPTER 4.6. THE LAST CONFESSION.

INTRODUCTION.

Recently I set myself to put down what I believe. I did this with no

idea of making a book, but at the suggestion of a friend and to interest

a number of friends with whom I was associated. We were all, we found,

extremely uncertain in our outlook upon life, about our religious

feelings and in our ideas of right and wrong. And yet we reckoned

ourselves people of the educated class and some of us talk and lecture

and write with considerable confidence. We thought it would be of very

great interest to ourselves and each other if we made some sort of frank

mutual confession. We arranged to hold a series of meetings in which

first one and then another explained the faith, so far as he understood

it, that was in him. We astonished ourselves and our hearers by the

irregular and fragmentary nature of the creeds we produced, clotted at

one point, inconsecutive at another, inconsistent and unconvincing to a

quite unexpected degree. It would not be difficult to caricature one of

those meetings; the lecturer floundering about with an air of exquisite

illumination, the audience attentive with an expression of thwarted

edification upon its various brows. For my own part I grew so interested

in planning my lecture and in joining up point and point, that my notes

soon outran the possibilities of the hour or so of meeting for which I

was preparing them. The meeting got only a few fragments of what I had

to say, and made what it could of them. And after that was over I let

myself loose from limits of time and length altogether and have expanded

these memoranda into a book.

It is as it stands now the frank confession of what one man of the early

Twentieth Century has found in life and himself, a confession just as

frank as the limitations of his character permit; it is his metaphysics,

his religion, his moral standards, his uncertainties and the expedients

with which he has met them. On every one of these departments and

aspects I write--how shall I put it?--as an amateur. In every section of

my subject there are men not only of far greater intellectual power and

energy than I, but who have devoted their whole lives to the sustained

analysis of this or that among the questions I discuss, and there is a

literature so enormous in the aggregate that only a specialist scholar

could hope to know it. I have not been unmindful of these professors

and this literature; I have taken such opportunities as I have found, to

test my propositions by them. But I feel that such apology as one

makes for amateurishness in this field has a lesser quality of

self-condemnation than if one were dealing with narrower, more defined

and fact-laden matters. There is more excuse for one here than for the

amateur maker of chemical theories, or the man who evolves a system of

surgery in his leisure. These things, chemistry, surgery and so forth,

we may take on the reputation of an expert, but our own fundamental

beliefs, our rules of conduct, we must all make for ourselves. We may

listen and read, but the views of others we cannot take on credit; we

must rethink them and “make them our own.” And we cannot do without

fundamental beliefs, explicit or implicit. The bulk of men are obliged

to be amateur philosophers,--all men indeed who are not specialized

students of philosophical subjects,--even if their philosophical

enterprise goes no further than prompt recognition of and submission to

Authority.

And it is not only the claim of the specialist that I would repudiate.

People are too apt to suppose that in order to discuss morals a man must

have exceptional moral gifts. I would dispute that naive supposition.

I am an ingenuous enquirer with, I think, some capacity for religious

feeling, but neither a prophet nor a saint. On the whole I should be

inclined to classify myself as a bad man rather than a good; not indeed

as any sort of picturesque scoundrel or non-moral expert, but as

a person frequently irritable, ungenerous and forgetful, and

intermittently and in small but definite ways bad. One thing I claim, I

have got my beliefs and theories out of my life and not fitted them to

its circumstances. As often as not I have learnt good by the method of

difference; by the taste of the alternative. I tell this faith I hold as

I hold it and I sketch out the principles by which I am generally trying

to direct my life at the present time, because it interests me to do so

and I think it may interest a certain number of similarly constituted

people. I am not teaching. How far I succeed or fail in that private and

personal attempt to behave well, has nothing to do with the matter of

this book. That is another story, a reserved and private affair. I offer

simply intellectual experiences and ideas.

It will be necessary to take up the most abstract of these questions of

belief first, the metaphysical questions. It may be that to many readers

the opening sections may seem the driest and least attractive. But I

would ask them to begin at the beginning and read straight on, because

much that follows this metaphysical book cannot be appreciated at its

proper value without a grasp of these preliminaries.

BOOK THE FIRST. -- METAPHYSICS.

1.1. THE NECESSITY FOR METAPHYSICS.

As a preliminary to that experiment in mutual confession from which this

book arose, I found it necessary to consider and state certain truths

about the nature of knowledge, about the meaning of truth and the value

of words, that is to say I found I had to begin by being metaphysical.

In writing out these notes now I think it is well that I should state

just how important I think this metaphysical prelude is.

There is a popular prejudice against metaphysics as something at once

difficult and fruitless, as an idle system of enquiries remote from any

human interest. I suppose this odd misconception arose from the vulgar

pretensions of the learned, from their appeal to ancient names and

their quotations in unfamiliar tongues, and from the easy fall into

technicality of men struggling to be explicit where a high degree of

explicitness is impossible. But it needs erudition and accumulated

and alien literature to make metaphysics obscure, and some of the most

fruitful and able metaphysical discussion in the world was conducted by

a number of unhampered men in small Greek cities, who knew no language

but their own and had scarcely a technical term. The true metaphysician

is after all only a person who says, “Now let us take a thought for a

moment before we fall into a discussion of the broad questions of life,

lest we rush hastily into impossible and needless conflict. What is the

exact value of these thoughts we are thinking and these words we are

using?” He wants to take thought about thought. Those other ardent

spirits on the contrary, want to plunge into action or controversy

or belief without taking thought; they feel that there is not time to

examine thought. “While you think,” they say, “the house is burning.”

They are the kin of those who rush and struggle and make panics in

theatre fires.

Now it seems to me that most of the troubles of humanity are really

misunderstandings. Men’s compositions and characters are, I think, more

similar than their views, and if they had not needlessly different modes

of expression upon many broad issues, they would be practically at one

upon a hundred matters where now they widely differ.

Most of the great controversies of the world, most of the wide religious

differences that keep men apart, arise from this: from differences in

their way of thinking. Men imagine they stand on the same ground and

mean the same thing by the same words, whereas they stand on slightly

different grounds, use different terms for the same thing and express

the same thing in different words. Logomachies, conflicts about

words,--into such death-traps of effort those ardent spirits run and

perish.

This is now almost a commonplace; it has been said before by numberless

people. It has been said before by numberless people, but it seems to

me it has been realised by very few--and until it is realised to the

fullest extent, we shall continue to live at intellectual cross purposes

and waste the forces of our species needlessly and abundantly.

This persuasion is a very important thing in my mind.

I think that the time has come when the human mind must take up

metaphysical discussion again--when it must resume those subtle but

necessary and unavoidable problems that it dropped unsolved at the close

of the period of Greek freedom, when it must get to a common and general

understanding upon what its ideas of truth, good, and beauty amount to,

and upon the relation of the name to the thing, and of the relation of

one mind to another mind in the matter of resemblance and the matter of

difference--upon all those issues the young science student is as apt to

dismiss as Rot, and the young classical student as Gas, and the austere

student of the science of Economics as Theorising, unsuitable for his

methods of research.

In our achievement of understandings in the place of these evasions

about fundamental things lies the road, I believe, along which the human

mind can escape, if ever it is to escape, from the confusion of purposes

that distracts it at the present time.

1.2. THE RESUMPTION OF METAPHYSICAL ENQUIRY.

It seems to me that the Greek mind up to the disaster of the Macedonian

Conquest was elaborately and discursively discussing these questions of

the forms and methods of thought and that the discussion was abruptly

closed and not naturally concluded, summed up hastily as it were, in the

career and lecturings of Aristotle.

Since then the world never effectually reopened these questions until

the modern period. It went on from Plato and Aristotle just as the

art of the seventeenth and eighteenth century went on from Raphael and

Michael Angelo. Effectual criticism was absolutely silent until

the Renaissance, and then for a time was but a matter of scattered

utterances having only the slightest collective effect. In the past

half century there has begun a more systematic critical movement in the

general mind, a movement analogous to the Pre-Raphaelite movement in

art--a Pre-Aristotelian movement, a scepticism about things supposed to

be settled for all time, a resumed inquiry into the fundamental laws

of thought, a harking back to positions of the older philosophers and

particularly to Heraclitus, so far as the surviving fragments of his

teaching enable one to understand him, and a new forward movement from

that recovered ground.

1.3. THE WORLD OF FACT.

Necessarily when one begins an inquiry into the fundamental nature

of oneself and one’s mind and its processes, one is forced into

autobiography. I begin by asking how the conscious mind with which I am

prone to identify myself, began.

It presents itself to me as a history of a perception of the world

of facts opening out from an accidental centre at which I happened to

begin.

I do not attempt to define this word fact. Fact expresses for me

something in its nature primary and unanalyzable. I start from that. I

take as a typical statement of fact that I sit here at my desk writing

with a fountain pen on a pad of ruled scribbling paper, that the

sunlight falls upon me and throws the shadow of my window mullion across

the page, that Peter, my cat, sleeps on the window-seat close at hand

and that this agate paper-weight with the silver top that once was

Henley’s holds my loose memoranda together. Outside is a patch of lawn

and then a fringe of winter-bitten iris leaves and then the sea, greatly

wrinkled and astir under the south-west wind. There is a boat going out

which I think may be Jim Pain’s, but of that I cannot be sure...

These are statements of a certain quality, a quality that extends

through a huge universe in which I find myself placed.

I try to recall how this world of fact arose in my mind. It began with a

succession of limited immediate scenes and of certain minutely perceived

persons; I recall an underground kitchen with a drawered table, a window

looking up at a grating, a back yard in which, growing out by a dustbin,

was a grape-vine; a red-papered room with a bookcase over my father’s

shop, the dusty aisles and fixtures, the regiments of wine-glasses and

tumblers, the rows of hanging mugs and jugs, the towering edifices

of jam-pots, the tea and dinner and toilet sets in that emporium, its

brighter side of cricket goods, of pads and balls and stumps. Out of the

window one peeped at the more exterior world, the High Street in front,

the tailor’s garden, the butcher’s yard, the churchyard and Bromley

church tower behind; and one was taken upon expeditions to fields

and open places. This limited world was peopled with certain familiar

presences, mother and father, two brothers, the evasive but interesting

cat, and by intermittent people of a livelier but more transient

interest, customers and callers.

Such was my opening world of fact, and each day it enlarged and widened

and had more things added to it. I had soon won my way to speech and was

hearing of facts beyond my visible world of fact. Presently I was at a

Dame’s school and learning to read.

From the centre of that little world as primary, as the initiatory

material, my perception of the world of fact widened and widened, by new

sights and sounds, by reading and hearing descriptions and histories, by

guesses and inferences; my curiosity and interest, my appetite for fact,

grew by what it fed upon, I carried on my expansion of the world of fact

until it took me through the mineral and fossil galleries of the

Natural History Museum, through the geological drawers of the College of

Science, through a year of dissection and some weeks at the astronomical

telescope. So I built up my conceptions of a real world out of facts

observed and out of inferences of a nature akin to fact, of a world

immense and enduring, receding interminably into space and time. In that

I found myself placed, a creature relatively infinitesimal, needing and

struggling. It was clear to me, by a hundred considerations, that I in

my body upon this planet Earth, was the outcome of countless generations

of conflict and begetting, the creature of natural selection, the heir

of good and bad engendered in that struggle.

So my world of fact shaped itself. I find it altogether impossible to

question or doubt that world of fact. Particular facts one may question

as facts. For instance, I think I see an unseasonable yellow wallflower

from my windows, but you may dispute that and show that it is only a

broken end of iris leaf accidentally lit to yellow. That is merely a

substitution of fact for fact. One may doubt whether one is perceiving

or remembering or telling facts clearly, but the persuasion that there

are facts, independent of one’s interpretations and obdurate to one’s

will, remains invincible.

1.4. SCEPTICISM OF THE INSTRUMENT.

At first I took the world of fact as being exactly as I perceived it.

I believed my eyes. Seeing was believing, I thought. Still more did I

believe my reasoning. It was only slowly that I began to suspect that

the world of fact could be anything different from the clear picture it

made upon my mind.

I realised the inadequacy of the senses first. Into that I will not

enter here. Any proper text book of physiology or psychology will supply

a number of instances of the habitual deceptions of sight and touch and

hearing. I came upon these things in my reading, in the laboratory, with

microscope or telescope, lived with them as constant difficulties. I

will only instance one trifling case of visual deception in order to

lead to my next question. One draws two lines strictly parallel; so

(two horizontal and parallel lines.)

Oblique to them one draws a series of lines; so

(a series of parallel and closely-spaced lines drawn through each

horizontal line, one series (top) sloping to the right, the other

(bottom) to the left)

and instantly the parallelism seems to be disturbed. If the second

figure is presented to any one without sufficient science to understand

this delusion, the impression is created that these lines converge to

the right and diverge to the left. The vision is deceived in its mental

factor and judges wrongly of the thing seen.

In this case we are able to measure the distance of the lines, to find

how the main lines looked before the cross ones were drawn, to bring

the deception up against fact of a different sort and so correct the

mistake. If the ignorant observer were unable to do that, he might

remain permanently under the impression that the main lines were out of

parallelism. And all the infirmities of eye and ear, touch and taste,

are discovered and checked by the fact that the erroneous impressions

presently strike against fact and discover an incompatibility with it.

If they did not we should never have discovered them. If on the other

hand they are so incompatible with fact as to endanger the lives of

the beings labouring under such infirmities, they would tend to be

eliminated from among our defects.

The presumption to which biological science brings one is that the

senses and mind will work as well as the survival of the species may

require, but that they will not work so very much better. There is no

ground in matter-of-fact experience for assuming that there is any more

inevitable certitude about purely intellectual operations than there

is about sensory perceptions. The mind of a man may be primarily only a

food-seeking, danger-avoiding, mate-finding instrument, just as the mind

of a dog is, just as the nose of a dog is, or the snout of a pig.

You see the strong preparatory reason there is in this view of life for

entertaining the suppositions that:--

The senses seem surer than they are.

The thinking mind seems clearer than it is and is more positive than it

ought to be.

The world of fact is not what it appears to be.

1.5. THE CLASSIFICATORY ASSUMPTION.

After I had studied science and particularly biological science for some

years, I became a teacher in a school for boys. I found it necessary

to supplement my untutored conception of teaching method by a more

systematic knowledge of its principles and methods, and I took the

courses for the diplomas of Licentiate and Fellow of the London College

of Preceptors which happened to be convenient for me. These courses

included some of the more elementary aspects of psychology and logic

and set me thinking and reading further. From the first, Logic as it was

presented to me impressed me as a system of ideas and methods remote and

secluded from the world of fact in which I lived and with which I had to

deal. As it came to me in the ordinary textbooks, it presented itself

as the science of inference using the syllogism as its principal

instrument. Now I was first struck by the fact that while my teachers in

Logic seemed to be assuring me I always thought in this form:--

“M is P,

S is M,

S is P,”

the method of my reasoning was almost always in this form:--

“S1 is more or less P,

S2 is very similar to S1,

S2 is very probably but not certainly more or less P.

Let us go on that assumption and see how it works.”

That is to say, I was constantly reasoning by analogy and applying

verification. So far from using the syllogistic form confidently, I

habitually distrusted it as anything more than a test of consistency

in statement. But I found the textbooks of logic disposed to ignore my

customary method of reasoning altogether or to recognise it only where

S1 and S2 could be lumped together under a common name. Then they put it

something after this form as Induction:--

“S1, S2, S3, and S4 are P

S1 + S2 + S3 + S4 +... are all S

All S is P.”

I looked into the laws of thought and into the postulates upon which the

syllogistic logic is based, and it slowly became clear to me that from

my point of view, the point of view of one who seeks truth and reality,

logic assumed a belief in the objective reality of classification of

which my studies in biology and mineralogy had largely disabused me.

Logic, it seemed to me, had taken a common innate error of the mind and

had emphasised it in order to develop a system of reasoning that should

be exact in its processes. I turned my attention to the examination

of that. For in common with the general run of men I had supposed that

logic professed to supply a trustworthy science and method for the

investigation and expression of reality.

A mind nourished on anatomical study is of course permeated with the

suggestion of the vagueness and instability of biological species.

A biological species is quite obviously a great number of unique

individuals which is separable from other biological species only by

the fact that an enormous number of other linking individuals are

inaccessible in time--are in other words dead and gone--and each

new individual in that species does, in the distinction of its own

individuality, break away in however infinitesimal degree from the

previous average properties of the species. There is no property of any

species, even the properties that constitute the specific definition,

that is not a matter of more or less.

If, for example, as species be distinguished by a single large red spot

on the back, you will find if you go over a great number of specimens

that red spot shrinking here to nothing, expanding there to a more

general redness, weakening to pink, deepening to russet and brown,

shading into crimson, and so on and so on. And this is true not only of

biological species. It is true of the mineral specimens constituting a

mineral species, and I remember as a constant refrain in the lectures of

Professor Judd upon rock classification, the words, “they pass into one

another by insensible gradations.” It is true, I hold, of all things.

You will think perhaps of atoms of the elements as instances of

identically similar things, but these are things not of experience

but of theory, and there is not a phenomenon in chemistry that is not

equally well explained on the supposition that it is merely the immense

quantities of atoms necessarily taken in any experiment that masks by

the operation of the law of averages the fact that each atom also has

its unique quality, its special individual difference.

This ideal of uniqueness in all individuals is not only true of the

classifications of material science; it is true and still more evidently

true of the species of common thought; it is true of common terms. Take

the word “Chair.” When one says chair, one thinks vaguely of an

average chair. But collect individual instances; think of armchairs and

reading-chairs and dining-room chairs, and kitchen chairs, chairs that

pass into benches, chairs that cross the boundary and become settees,

dentist’s chairs, thrones, opera stalls, seats of all sorts, those

miraculous fungoid growths that cumber the floor of the Arts and Crafts

exhibition, and you will perceive what a lax bundle in fact is this

simple straightforward term. In co-operation with an intelligent joiner

I would undertake to defeat any definition of chair or chairishness that

you gave me. Chairs just as much as individual organisms, just as much

as mineral and rock specimens, are unique things--if you know them

well enough you will find an individual difference even in a set of

machine-made chairs--and it is only because we do not possess minds

of unlimited capacity, because our brain has only a limited number

of pigeon-holes for our correspondence with an unlimited universe of

objective uniques, that we have to delude ourselves into the belief that

there is a chairishness in this species common to and distinctive of all

chairs.

Classification and number, which in truth ignore the fine differences of

objective realities, have in the past of human thought been imposed upon

things...

Greek thought impresses me as being over much obsessed by an objective

treatment of certain necessary preliminary conditions of human

thought--number and definition and class and abstract form! But these

things,--number, definition, class and abstract form,--I hold, are

merely unavoidable conditions of mental activity--regrettable conditions

rather than essential facts. THE FORCEPS OF OUR MINDS ARE CLUMSY FORCEPS

AND CRUSH THE TRUTH A LITTLE IN TAKING HOLD OF IT...

Let me give you a rough figure of what I am trying to convey in this

first attack upon the philosophical validity of general terms. You have

seen the result of those various methods of black and white reproduction

that involve the use of a rectangular net. You know the sort of process

picture I mean--it used to be employed very frequently in reproducing

photographs. At a little distance you really seem to have a faithful

reproduction of the original picture, but when you peer closely you

find not the unique form and masses of the original, but a multitude of

little rectangles, uniform in shape and size. The more earnestly you go

into the thing, the closelier you look, the more the picture is lost

in reticulations. I submit, the world of reasoned inquiry has a very

similar relation to the world of fact. For the rough purposes of every

day the network picture will do, but the finer your purpose the less it

will serve, and for an ideally fine purpose, for absolute and general

knowledge that will be as true for a man at a distance with a telescope

as for a man with a microscope, it will not serve at all.

It is true you can make your net of logical interpretation finer and

finer, you can fine your classification more and more--up to a certain

limit. But essentially you are working in limits, and as you come

closer, as you look at finer and subtler things, as you leave the

practical purpose for which the method exists, the element of error

increases. Every species is vague, every term goes cloudy at its edges;

and so in my way of thinking, relentless logic is only another name for

a stupidity--for a sort of intellectual pigheadedness. If you push

a philosophical or metaphysical inquiry through a series of valid

syllogisms--never committing any generally recognised fallacy--you

nevertheless leave behind you at each step a certain rubbing and

marginal loss of objective truth, and you get deflections that are

difficult to trace at each phase in the process. Every species waggles

about in its definition, every tool is a little loose in its handle,

every scale has its individual error. So long as you are reasoning for

practical purposes about finite things of experience you can every now

and then check your process and correct your adjustments. But not when

you make what are called philosophical and theological inquiries, when

you turn your implement towards the final absolute truth of things.

This real vagueness of class terms is equally true whether we consider

those terms used extensively or intensively, that is to say whether

in relation to all the members of the species or in relation to an

imaginary typical specimen. The logician begins by declaring that S

is either P or not P. In the world of fact it is the rarest thing to

encounter this absolute alternative; S1 is pink, but S2 is pinker, S3 is

scarcely pink at all, and one is in doubt whether S4 is not properly to

be called scarlet. The finest type specimen you can find simply has the

characteristic quality a little more rather than a little less. The neat

little circles the logician uses to convey his idea of P or not P to the

student are just pictures of boundaries in his mind, exaggerations of

a natural mental tendency. They are required for the purposes of his

science, but they are departures from the nature of fact.

1.6. EMPTY TERMS.

Classes in logic are not only represented by circles with a hard firm

outline, whereas in fact they have no such definite limits, but also

there is a constant disposition to think of all names as if they

represented positive classes. With words just as with numbers and

abstract forms there have been definite phases of human development.

There was with regard to number, the phase when man could barely count

at all, or counted in perfect good faith and sanity upon his fingers.

Then there was the phase when he struggled with the development of

number, when he began to elaborate all sorts of ideas about numbers,

until at last he developed complex superstitions about perfect numbers

and imperfect numbers, about threes and sevens and the like. The same

was the case with abstract forms; and even to-day we are scarcely more

than heads out of the vast subtle muddle of thinking about spheres

and ideally perfect forms and so on, that was the price of this little

necessary step to clear thinking. How large a part numerical and

geometrical magic, numerical and geometrical philosophy have played in

the history of the mind! And the whole apparatus of language and mental

communication is beset with like dangers. The language of the savage is

I suppose purely positive; the thing has a name, the name has a thing.

This indeed is the tradition of language, and even to-day, we, when

we hear a name are predisposed--and sometimes it is a very vicious

disposition--to imagine forthwith something answering to the name. WE

ARE DISPOSED, AS AN INCURABLE MENTAL VICE, TO ACCUMULATE INTENSION IN

TERMS. If I say to you Wodget or Crump, you find yourself passing over

the fact that these are nothings, these are, so to speak mere blankety

blanks, and trying to think what sort of thing a Wodget or a Crump may

be. You find yourself led insensibly by subtle associations of sound and

ideas to giving these blank terms attributes.

Now this is true not only of quite empty terms but of terms that carry

a meaning. It is a mental necessity that we should make classes and use

general terms, and as soon as we do that we fall into immediate danger

of unjustifiably increasing the intension of these terms. You will find

a large proportion of human prejudice and misunderstanding arises from

this universal proclivity.

1.7. NEGATIVE TERMS.

There is a particular sort of empty terms that has been and is

conspicuously dangerous to the thinker, the class of negative terms. The

negative term is in plain fact just nothing; “Not-A” is the absence

of any trace of the quality that constitutes A, it is the rest of

everything for ever. But there seems to be a real bias in the mind

towards regarding “Not-A” as a thing mysteriously in the nature of A, as

though “Not-A” and A were species of the same genus. When one speaks of

Not-pink one is apt to think of green things and yellow things and to

ignore anger or abstract nouns or the sound of thunder. And logicians,

following the normal bias of the mind, do actually present A and not-A

in this sort of diagram:--

(the letter A inside a circular boundary, together with the words Not A,

all inside a bigger circular boundary.)

ignoring altogether the difficult case of the space in which these words

are printed. Obviously the diagram that comes nearer experienced fact

is:--

(the word Not, followed by the letter A inside a circular boundary,

followed by the letter A)

with no outer boundary. But the logician finds it necessary for his

processes to present that outer Not-A as bounded (Vide e.g. Kayne’s

“Formal Logic” re Euler’s diagrams and Immediate Inferences.), and to

speak of the total area of A and Not-A as the Universe of Discourse; and

the metaphysician and the commonsense thinker alike fall far too

readily into the belief that this convention of method is an adequate

representation of fact.

Let me try and express how in my mind this matter of negative terms has

shaped itself. I think of something which I may perhaps best describe

as being off the stage or out of court, or as the Void without

Implications, or as Nothingness, or as Outer Darkness. This is a sort of

hypothetical Beyond to the visible world of human thought, and thither

I think all negative terms reach at last, and merge and become nothing.

Whatever positive class you make, whatever boundary you draw, straight

away from that boundary begins the corresponding negative class and

passes into the illimitable horizon of nothingness. You talk of pink

things, you ignore, as the arbitrary postulates of Logic direct, the

more elusive shades of pink, and draw your line. Beyond is the not-pink,

known and knowable, and still in the not-pink region one comes to the

Outer Darkness. Not blue, not happy, not iron, all the NOT classes meet

in that Outer Darkness. That same Outer Darkness and nothingness is

infinite space and infinite time and any being of infinite qualities;

and all that region I rule out of court in my philosophy altogether. I

will neither affirm nor deny if I can help it about any NOT things.

I will not deal with not things at all, except by accident and

inadvertence. If I use the word “infinite” I use it as one often

uses “countless,” “the countless hosts of the enemy”--or

“immeasurable”--“immeasurable cliffs”--that is to say as the limit of

measurement, as a convenient equivalent to as many times this cloth yard

as you can, and as many again, and so on and so on until you and your

numerical system are beaten to a standstill.

Now a great number of apparently positive terms are, or have become,

practically negative terms and are under the same ban with me. A

considerable number of terms that have played a great part in the world

of thought, seem to me to be invalidated by this same defect, to have

no content or an undefined content or an unjustifiable content. For

example, that word Omniscient, as implying infinite knowledge, impresses

me as being a word with a delusive air of being solid and full, when it

is really hollow with no content whatever. I am persuaded that knowing

is the relation of a conscious being to something not itself, that

the thing known is defined as a system of parts and aspects and

relationships, that knowledge is comprehension, and so that only finite

things can know or be known. When you talk of a being of infinite

extension and infinite duration, omniscient and omnipotent and perfect,

you seem to me to be talking in negatives of nothing whatever.

1.8. LOGIC STATIC AND LIFE KINETIC.

There is another infirmity of the mind to which my attention has been

called by an able paper read this spring to the Cambridge Moral Science

Club by my friend Miss Amber Reeves. In this she has developed a

suggestion of Mr. F.C.S. Schiller’s. The current syllogistic logic

rests on the assumption that either A is B or it is not B. The practical

reality, she contends, is that nothing is permanent; A is always

becoming more or less B or ceasing to be more or less B. But it would

seem the human mind cannot manage with that. It has to hold a thing

still for a moment before it can think it. It arrests the present moment

for its struggle as Joshua stopped the sun. It cannot contemplate things

continuously, and so it has to resort to a series of static snapshots.

It has to kill motion in order to study it, as a naturalist kills and

pins out a butterfly in order to study life.

You see the mind is really pigeon-holed and discontinuous in two

respects, in respect to time and in respect to classification; whereas

one has a strong persuasion that the world of fact is unbounded or

continuous.

1.9. PLANES AND DIALECTS OF THOUGHT.

Finally; the Logician, intent upon perfecting the certitudes of his

methods rather than upon expressing the confusing subtleties of truth,

has done little to help thinking men in the perpetual difficulty that

arises from the fact that the universe can be seen in many different

fashions and expressed by many different systems of terms, each

expression within its limits true and yet incommensurable with

expression upon a differing system. There is a sort of stratification

in human ideas. I have it very much in mind that various terms in our

reasoning lie, as it were, at different levels and in different

planes, and that we accomplish a large amount of error and confusion

by reasoning terms together that do not lie or nearly lie in the same

plane.

Let me endeavour to make myself a little less obscure by a flagrant

instance from physical things. Suppose some one began to talk seriously

of a man seeing an atom through a microscope, or better perhaps of

cutting one in half with a knife. There are a number of non-analytical

people who would be quite prepared to believe that an atom could be

visible to the eye or cut in this manner. But any one at all conversant

with physical conceptions would almost as soon think of killing the

square root of 2 with a rook rifle as of cutting an atom in half with

a knife. One’s conception of an atom is reached through a process of

hypothesis and analysis, and in the world of atoms there are no knives

and no men to cut. If you have thought with a strong consistent mental

movement, then when you have thought of your atom under the knife blade,

your knife blade has itself become a cloud of swinging grouped atoms,

and your microscope lens a little universe of oscillatory and vibratory

molecules. If you think of the universe, thinking at the level of atoms,

there is neither knife to cut, scale to weigh, nor eye to see. The

universe at that plane to which the mind of the molecular physicist

descends has none of the shapes or forms of our common life whatever.

This hand with which I write is, in the universe of molecular physics,

a cloud of warring atoms and molecules, combining and recombining,

colliding, rotating, flying hither and thither in the universal

atmosphere of ether.

You see, I hope, what I mean when I say that the universe of

molecular physics is at a different level from the universe of common

experience;--what we call stable and solid is in that world a freely

moving system of interlacing centres of force, what we call colour and

sound is there no more than this length of vibration of that. We have

reached to a conception of that universe of molecular physics by a great

enterprise of organised analysis, and our universe of daily experiences

stands in relation to that elemental world as if it were a synthesis of

those elemental things.

I would suggest to you that this is only a very extreme instance of

the general state of affairs, that there may be finer and subtler

differences of level between one term and another, and that terms may

very well be thought of as lying obliquely and as being twisted through

different levels.

It will perhaps give a clearer idea of what I am seeking to convey if

I suggest a concrete image for the whole world of a man’s thought and

knowledge. Imagine a large clear jelly, in which at all angles and in

all states of simplicity or contortion his ideas are imbedded. They are

all valid and possible ideas as they lie, none incompatible with any. If

you imagine the direction of up or down in this clear jelly being as it

were the direction in which one moves by analysis or synthesis, if you

go down for example from matter to atoms and centres of force and up

to men and states and countries--if you will imagine the ideas lying

in that manner--you will get the beginnings of my intention. But our

instrument, our process of thinking, like a drawing before the discovery

of perspective, appears to have difficulties with the third dimension,

appears capable only of dealing with or reasoning about ideas by

projecting them upon the same plane. It will be obvious that a great

multitude of things may very well exist together in a solid jelly, which

would be overlapping and incompatible and mutually destructive when

projected together upon one plane. Through the bias in our instrument

to do this, through reasoning between terms not in the same plane, an

enormous amount of confusion, perplexity, and mental deadlocking occurs.

The old theological deadlock between predestination and free will serves

admirably as an example of the sort of deadlock I mean. Take life at

the level of common sensation and common experience and there is no more

indisputable fact than man’s freedom of will, unless it is his complete

moral responsibility. But make only the least penetrating of scientific

analyses and you perceive a world of inevitable consequences, a rigid

succession of cause and effect. Insist upon a flat agreement between the

two, and there you are! The instrument fails.

So far as this particular opposition is concerned, I shall point out

later the reasonableness and convenience of regarding the common-sense

belief in free will as truer for one’s personal life than determinism.

1.10. PRACTICAL CONCLUSIONS FROM THESE CONSIDERATIONS.

Now what is the practical outcome of all these criticisms of the human

mind? Does it follow that thought is futile and discussion vain? By no

means. Rather these considerations lead us toward mutual understanding.

They clear up the deadlocks that come from the hard and fast use of

terms, they establish mutual charity as an intellectual necessity.

The common way of speech and thought which the old system of logic has

simply systematized, is too glib and too presumptuous of certainty. We

must needs use language, but we must use it always with the thought in

our minds of its unreal exactness, its actual habitual deflection from

fact. All propositions are approximations to an elusive truth, and we

employ them as the mathematician studies the circle by supposing it to

be a polygon of a very great number of sides.

We must make use of terms and sometimes of provisional terms. But

we must guard against such terms and the mental danger of excessive

intension they carry with them. The child takes a stick and says it is

a sword and does not forget, he takes a shadow under the bed and says it

is a bear and he half forgets. The man takes a set of emotions and says

it is a God, and he gets excited and propagandist and does forget; he is

involved in disputes and confusions with the old gods of wood and stone,

and presently he is making his God a Great White Throne and fitting him

up with a mystical family.

Essentially we have to train our minds to think anew, if we are to think

beyond the purposes for which the mind seems to have been evolved. We

have to disabuse ourselves from the superstition of the binding nature

of definitions and the exactness of logic. We have to cure ourselves of

the natural tricks of common thought and argument. You know the way

of it, how effective and foolish it is; the quotation of the exact

statement of which every jot and tittle must be maintained, the

challenge to be consistent, the deadlock between your terms and mine.

More and more as I grow older and more settled in my views am I bored by

common argument, bored not because I am ceasing to be interested in

the things argued about, but because I see more and more clearly the

futility of the methods pursued.

How then are we to think and argue and what truth may we attain? Is not

the method of the scientific investigator a valid one, and is there not

truth to the world of fact in scientific laws? Decidedly there is. And

the continual revision and testing against fact that these laws get

is constantly approximating them more and more nearly to a trustworthy

statement of fact. Nevertheless they are never true in that dogmatic

degree in which they seem true to the unphilosophical student of

science. Accepting as I do the validity of nearly all the general

propositions of modern science, I have constantly to bear in mind that

about them too clings the error of excessive claims to precision.

The man trained solely in science falls easily into a superstitious

attitude; he is overdone with classification. He believes in the

possibility of exact knowledge everywhere. What is not exact he declares

is not knowledge. He believes in specialists and experts in all fields.

I dispute this universal range of possible scientific precision. There

is, I allege, a not too clearly recognised order in the sciences which

forms the gist of my case against this scientific pretension. There is

a gradation in the importance of the individual instance as one passes

from mechanics and physics and chemistry through the biological

sciences to economics and sociology, a gradation whose correlations and

implications have not yet received adequate recognition, and which does

profoundly affect the method of study and research in each science.

Let me repeat in slightly altered terms some of the points raised in the

preceding sections. I have doubted and denied that there are identically

similar objective experiences; I consider all objective beings as

individual and unique. It is now understood that conceivably only in

the subjective world, and in theory and the imagination, do we deal with

identically similar units, and with absolutely commensurable quantities.

In the real world it is reasonable to suppose we deal at most with

PRACTICALLY similar units and PRACTICALLY commensurable quantities.

But there is a strong bias, a sort of labour-saving bias, in the normal

human mind, to ignore this, and not only to speak but to think of a

thousand bricks or a thousand sheep or a thousand Chinamen as though

they were all absolutely true to sample. If it is brought before a

thinker for a moment that in any special case this is not so, he slips

back to the old attitude as soon as his attention is withdrawn. This

type of error has, for instance, caught many of the race of chemists,

and ATOMS and IONS and so forth of the same species are tacitly assumed

to be similar to one another.

Be it noted that, so far as the practical results of chemistry and

physics go, it scarcely matters which assumption we adopt, the number

of units is so great, the individual difference so drowned and lost. For

purposes of enquiry and discussion the incorrect one is infinitely more

convenient.

But this ceases to be true directly we emerge from the region of

chemistry and physics. In the biological sciences of the eighteenth

century, common-sense struggled hard to ignore individuality in shells

and plants and animals. There was an attempt to eliminate the more

conspicuous departures as abnormalities, as sports, nature’s weak

moments; and it was only with the establishment of Darwin’s great

generalizations that the hard and fast classificatory system broke down

and individuality came to its own. Yet there had always been a clearly

felt difference between the conclusions of the biological sciences and

those dealing with lifeless substance, in the relative vagueness, the

insubordinate looseness and inaccuracy of the former. The naturalist

accumulated facts and multiplied names, but he did not go triumphantly

from generalization to generalization after the fashion of the chemist

or physicist. It is easy to see, therefore, how it came about that the

inorganic sciences were regarded as the true scientific bed-rock. It was

scarcely suspected that the biological sciences might perhaps after all

be TRUER than the experimental, in spite of the difference in practical

value in favour of the latter. It was, and is by the great majority of

people to this day, supposed to be the latter that are invincibly true;

and the former are regarded as a more complex set of problems merely,

with obliquities and refractions that presently will be explained away.

Comte and Herbert Spencer certainly seem to me to have taken that

much for granted. Herbert Spencer no doubt talked of the unknown and

unknowable, but not in this sense as an element of inexactness running

through all things. He thought, it seems to me, of the unknown as the

indefinable Beyond of an immediate world that might be quite clearly and

definitely known.

There is a growing body of people which is beginning to hold the

converse view--that counting, classification, measurement, the whole

fabric of mathematics, is subjective and untrue to the world of fact,

and that the uniqueness of individuals is the objective truth. As the

number of units taken diminishes, the amount of variety and inexactness

of generalization increases, because individuality tells for more and

more. Could you take men by the thousand billion, you could generalize

about them as you do about atoms; could you take atoms singly, it may be

that you would find them as individual as your aunts and cousins. That

concisely is the minority belief, and my belief.

Now what is called the scientific method in the physical sciences

rests upon the ignoring of individualities; and like many mathematical

conventions, its great practical convenience is no proof whatever of its

final truth. Let me admit the enormous value, the wonder of its results

in mechanics, in all the physical sciences, in chemistry, even in

physiology,--but what is its value beyond that? Is the scientific method

of value in biology? The great advances made by Darwin and his school in

biology were not made, it must be remembered, by the scientific method,

as it is generally conceived, at all. His was historical research.

He conducted research into pre-documentary history. He collected

information along the lines indicated by certain interrogations; and the

bulk of his work was the digesting and critical analysis of that. For

documents and monuments he had fossils and anatomical structures and

germinating eggs too innocent to lie. But, on the other hand, he had

to correspond with breeders and travellers of various sorts; classes

entirely analogous, from the point of view of evidence, to the

writers of history and memoirs. I question profoundly whether the

word “science,” in current usage anyhow, ever means such patient

disentanglement as Darwin pursued. It means the attainment of something

positive and emphatic in the way of a conclusion, based on amply

repeated experiments capable of infinite repetition, “proved,” as they

say, “up to the hilt.”

It would be of course possible to dispute whether the word “science”

should convey this quality of certitude, but to most people it certainly

does at the present time. So far as the movements of comets and electric

trams go, there is no doubt practically cock-sure science; and Comte

and Herbert Spencer seem to me to have believed that cock-sure could

be extended to every conceivable finite thing. The fact that Herbert

Spencer called a certain doctrine Individualism reflects nothing on the

non-individualizing quality of his primary assumptions and of his mental

texture. He believed that individuality (heterogeneity) was and is an

evolutionary product from an original homogeneity, begotten by folding

and multiplying and dividing and twisting it, and still fundamentally

IT. It seems to me that the general usage is entirely for the limitation

of the word “science” to knowledge and the search after knowledge of a

high degree of precision. And not simply the general usage; “Science is

measurement,” Science is “organized commonsense,” proud in fact of its

essential error, scornful of any metaphysical analysis of its terms.

Now my contention is that we can arrange the fields of human thought

and interest about the world of fact in a sort of scale. At one end the

number of units is infinite and the methods exact, at the other we

have the human subjects in which there is no exactitude. The science

of society stands at the extreme end of the scale from the molecular

sciences. In these latter there is an infinitude of units; in sociology,

as Comte perceived, there is only one unit. It is true that Herbert

Spencer, in order to get classification somehow, did, as Professor

Durkheim has pointed out, separate human society into societies, and

made believe they competed one with another and died and reproduced just

like animals, and that economists following List have for the purposes

of fiscal controversy discovered economic types; but this is a

transparent device, and one is surprised to find thoughtful and

reputable writers off their guard against such bad analogy. But indeed

it is impossible to isolate complete communities of men, or to trace

any but rude general resemblances between group and group. These alleged

units have as much individuality as pieces of cloud; they come, they go,

they fuse and separate. And we are forced to conclude that not only is

the method of observation, experiment, and verification left far away

down the scale, but that the method of classification under types, which

has served so useful a purpose in the middle group of subjects, the

subjects involving numerous but a finite number of units, has also to be

abandoned in social science. We cannot put Humanity into a museum or dry

it for examination; our one single still living specimen is all

history, all anthropology, and the fluctuating world of men. There is

no satisfactory means of dividing it, and nothing else in the real

world with which to compare it. We have only the remotest ideas of its

“life-cycle” and a few relics of its origin and dreams of its destiny.

This denial of scientific precision is true of all questions of general

human relations and attitude. And in regard to all these matters

affecting our personal motives, our self-control and our devotions, it

is much truer.

From this it is an easy step to the statement that so far as the

clear-cut confident sort of knowledge goes, the sort of knowledge one

gets from a time-table or a text-book of chemistry, or seeks from a

witness in a police court, I am, in relation to religious and moral

questions an agnostic. I do not think any general propositions partaking

largely of the nature of fact can be known about these things. There is

nothing possessing the general validity of fact to be stated or known.

1.11. BELIEFS.

Yet it is of urgent practical necessity that we should have such

propositions and beliefs. All those we conjure out of our mental

apparatus and the world of fact dissolve and disappear again under

scrutiny. It is clear we must resort to some other method for these

necessities.

Now I make my beliefs as I want them. I do not attempt to distil them

out of fact as physicists distil their laws. I make them thus and not

thus exactly as an artist makes a picture so and not so. I believe that

is how we all make our beliefs, but that many people do not see this

clearly and confuse their beliefs with perceived and proven fact.

I draw my beliefs exactly as an artist draws lines to make a picture, to

express my impression of the world and my purpose.

The artist cannot defend his expression as a scientific man defends his,

and demonstrate that they are true upon any assumptions whatsoever.

Any loud fool may stand in front of a picture and call it inaccurate,

untrustworthy, unbeautiful. That last, the most vital issue of all, is

the one least assured. Loud fools always do do that sort of thing. Take

quite ignorant people before almost any beautiful work of art and they

will laugh at it as absurd. If one sits on a popular evening in that

long room at South Kensington which contains Raphael’s cartoons, one

remarks that perhaps a third of those who stray through and look at all

those fine efforts, titter. If one searches in the magazines of a

little while ago, one finds in the angry and resentful reception of the

Pre-Raphaelites another instance of the absolutely indefensible nature

of many of the most beautiful propositions. And as a still more striking

and remarkable case, take the onslaught made by Ruskin upon the works

of Whistler. You will remember that a libel action ensued and that

these pictures were gravely reasoned about by barristers and surveyed by

jurymen to assess their merits...

In the end it is the indefensible truth that lasts; it lasts because

it works and serves. People come to it and remain and attract other

understanding and enquiring people.

Now when I say I make my beliefs and that I cannot prove them to you and

convince you of them, that does not mean that I make them wantonly and

regardless of fact, that I throw them off as a child scribbles on a

slate. Mr. Ruskin, if I remember rightly, accused Whistler of throwing

a pot of paint in the face of the public,--that was the essence of his

libel. The artistic method in this field of beliefs, as in the field

of visual renderings, is one of great freedom and initiative and great

poverty of test, but of no wantonness; the conditions of rightness are

none the less imperative because they are mysterious and indefinable. I

adopt certain beliefs because I feel the need for them, because I feel

an often quite unanalyzable rightness in them; because the alternative

of a chaotic life distresses me. My belief in them rests upon the fact

that they WORK for me and satisfy my desire for harmony and beauty. They

are arbitrary assumptions, if you will, that I see fit to impose upon my

universe.

But though they are arbitrary, they are not necessarily individual. Just

so far as we all have a common likeness, just so far can we be brought

under the same imperatives to think and believe.

And though they are arbitrary, each day they stand wear and tear, and

each new person they satisfy, is another day and another voice towards

showing they do correspond to something that is so far fact and real.

This is Pragmatism as I conceive it; the abandonment of infinite

assumptions, the extension of the experimental spirit to all human

interests.

1.12. SUMMARY.

In concluding this first Book let me give a summary of the principal

points of what has gone before.

I figure the mind of man as an imperfect being obtaining knowledge by

imperfect eyesight, imperfect hearing and so forth; who must needs

walk manfully and patiently, exercising will and making choices and

determining things between the mysteries of external and internal fact.

Essentially man’s mind moves within limits depending upon his individual

character and experience. These limits constitute what Herbart called

his “circle of thought,” and they differ for everyone.

That briefly is what I consider to be the case with my own mind, and I

believe it is the case with everyone’s.

Most minds, it seems to me, are similar, but none are absolutely alike

in character or in contents.

We are all biassed to ignore our mental imperfections and to talk and

act as though our minds were exact instruments,--something wherewith to

scale the heavens with assurance,--and also we are biassed to believe

that, except for perversity, all our minds work exactly alike.

Man, thinking man, suffers from intellectual over-confidence and a vain

belief in the universal validity of reasoning.

We all need training, training in the balanced attitude.

Of everything we need to say: this is true but it is not quite true.

Of everything we need to say: this is true in relation to things in or

near its plane, but not true of other things.

Of everything we have to remember: this may be truer for us than for

other people.

In disputation particularly we have to remember this (and most with

our antagonist): that the spirit of an utterance may be better than the

phrase.

We have to discourage the cheap tricks of controversy, the retort, the

search for inconsistency. We have to realize that these things are as

foolish and ill-bred and anti-social as shouting in conversation or

making puns; and we have to work out habits of thought purged from the

sin of assurance. We have to do this for our own good quite as much as

for the sake of intercourse.

All the great and important beliefs by which life is guided and

determined are less of the nature of fact than of artistic expression.

BOOK THE SECOND -- OF BELIEFS

2.1. MY PRIMARY ACT OF FAITH.

And now having stated my conception of the true relationship between

our thoughts and words to facts, having distinguished between the more

accurate and frequently verified propositions of science and the more

arbitrary and infrequently verified propositions of belief, and made

clear the spontaneous and artistic quality that inheres in all our moral

and religious generalizations, I may hope to go on to my confession of

faith with less misunderstanding.

Now my most comprehensive belief about the external and the internal

and myself is that they make one universe in which I and every part are

ultimately important. That is quite an arbitrary act of my mind. It is

quite possible to maintain that everything is a chaotic assembly, that

any part might be destroyed without affecting any other part. I do not

choose to argue against that. If you choose to say that, I am no more

disposed to argue with you than if you choose to wear a mitre in Fleet

Street or drink a bottle of ink, or declare the figure of Ally Sloper

more dignified and beautiful than the head of Jove. There is no Q.E.D.

that you cannot do so. You can. You will not like to go on with it, I

think, and it will not answer, but that is a different matter.

I dismiss the idea that life is chaotic because it leaves my life

ineffectual, and I cannot contemplate an ineffectual life patiently. I

am by my nature impelled to refuse that. I assert that it is not so.

I assert therefore that I am important in a scheme, that we are all

important in that scheme, that the wheel-smashed frog in the road and

the fly drowning in the milk are important and correlated with me. What

the scheme as a whole is I do not know; with my limited mind I cannot

know. There I become a Mystic. I use the word scheme because it is the

best word available, but I strain it in using it. I do not wish to

imply a schemer, but only order and co-ordination as distinguished from

haphazard. “All this is important, all this is profoundly significant.”

I say it of the universe as a child that has not learnt to read might

say it of a parchment agreement. I cannot read the universe, but I can

believe that this is so.

And this unfounded and arbitrary declaration of the ultimate rightness

and significance of things I call the Act of Faith. It is my fundamental

religious confession. It is a voluntary and deliberate determination to

believe, a choice made.

2.2. ON USING THE NAME OF GOD.

You may say if you will that this scheme I talk about, this something

that gives importance and correlation and significance, is what is meant

by God. You may embark upon a logical wrangle here with me if you have

failed to master what I have hitherto said about the meaning of words.

If a Scheme, you will say, then there must be a Schemer.

But, I repeat, I am using scheme and importance and significance here

only in a spirit of analogy because I can find no better words, and

I will not allow myself to be entangled by an insistence upon their

implications.

Yet let me confess that I am greatly attracted by such fine phrases as

the Will of God, the Hand of God, the Great Commander. These do most

wonderfully express aspects of this belief I choose to hold. I think if

there had been no gods before, I would call this God. But I feel that

there is a great danger in doing this sort of thing unguardedly. Many

people would be glad for rather trivial and unworthy reasons that I

should confess a faith in God, and few would take offence. But the run

of people even nowadays mean something more and something different when

they say “God.” They intend a personality exterior to them and limited,

and they will instantly conclude I mean the same thing. To permit

that misconception is, I feel, the first step on the slippery slope

of meretricious complaisance, is to become in some small measure

a successor of those who cried, “Great is Diana of the Ephesians.”

Occasionally we may best serve the God of Truth by denying him.

Yet at times I admit the sense of personality in the universe is very

strong. If I am confessing, I do not see why I should not confess up

to the hilt. At times in the silence of the night and in rare lonely

moments, I come upon a sort of communion of myself and something great

that is not myself. It is perhaps poverty of mind and language obliges

me to say that then this universal scheme takes on the effect of a

sympathetic person--and my communion a quality of fearless worship.

These moments happen, and they are the supreme fact in my religious life

to me, they are the crown of my religious experiences.

None the less, I do not usually speak of God even in regard to these

moments, and where I do use that word it must be understood that I use

it as a personification of something entirely different in nature from

the personality of a human being.

2.3. FREE WILL AND PREDESTINATION.

And now let me return to a point raised in the first Book in Chapter

1.9. Is the whole of this scheme of things settled and done? The whole

trend of Science is to that belief. On the scientific plane one is a

fatalist, the universe a system of inevitable consequences. But as I

show in that section referred to, it is quite possible to accept as true

in their several planes both predestination and free will. (I use

free will in the sense of self-determinisn and not as it is defined

by Professor William James, and predestination as equivalent to the

conception of a universe rigid in time and space.) If you ask me, I

think I should say I incline to believe in predestination and do quite

completely believe in free will. The important belief is free will.

But does the whole universe of fact, the external world about me, the

mysterious internal world from which my motives rise, form one rigid and

fated system as determinists teach? Do I believe that, had one a mind

ideally clear and powerful, the whole universe would seem orderly and

absolutely predestined? I incline to that belief. I do not harshly

believe it, but I admit its large plausibility--that is all. I see no

value whatever in jumping to a decision. One or two Pragmatists, so far

as I can understand them, do not hold this view of predestination at

all; but as a provisional assumption it underlies most scientific work.

I glance at this question rather to express a detachment than a view.

For me as a person this theory of predestination has no practical value.

At the utmost it is an interesting theory like the theory that there is

a fourth dimension. There may be a fourth dimension of space, but

one gets along quite well by assuming there are just three. It may

be knowable the next time I come to cross roads which I shall take.

Possibly that knowledge actually exists somewhere. There are those who

will tell you that they can get intimations in the matter from packs of

cards or the palms of my hands, or see by peering into crystals. Of such

beliefs I am entirely free. The fact is I believe that neither I know

nor anybody else who is practically concerned knows which I shall take.

I hesitate, I choose just as though the thing was unknowable. For me and

my conduct there is that much wide practical margin of freedom.

I am free and freely and responsibly making the future--so far as I am

concerned. You others are equally free. On that theory I find my life

will work, and on a theory of mechanical predestination nothing works.

I take the former theory therefore for my everyday purposes, and as

a matter of fact so does everybody else. I regard myself as a free

responsible person among free responsible persons.

2.4. A PICTURE OF THE WORLD OF MEN.

Now I have already given a first picture of the world of fact as it

shaped itself upon my mind. Let me now give a second picture of this

world in which I find myself, a picture in a rather different key and

at a different level, in which I turn to a new set of aspects and bring

into the foreground the other minds which are with me in the midst of

this great spectacle.

What am I?

Here is a question to which in all ages men have sought to give a

clear unambiguous answer, and to which a clear unambiguous answer is

manifestly unfitted. Am I my body? Yes or no? It seems to me that I can

externalize and think of as “not myself” nearly everything that pertains

to my body, hands and feet, and even the most secret and central of

those living and hidden parts, the pulsing arteries, the throbbing

nerves, the ganglionic centres, that no eye, save for the surgeon’s

knife has ever seen or ever will see until they coagulate in decay. So

far I am not my body; and then as clearly, since I suffer through it,

see the whole world through it and am always to be called upon where it

is, I am it. Am I a mind mysteriously linked to this thing of matter and

endeavour?

So I can present myself. I seem to be a consciousness, vague and

insecure, placed between two worlds. One of these worlds seems clearly

“not me,” the other is more closely identified with me and yet is still

imperfectly me. The first I call the exterior world, and it presents

itself to me as existing in Time and Space. In a certain way I seem able

to interfere with it and control it. The second is the interior world,

having no forms in space and only a vague evasive reference to time,

from which motives arise and storms of emotion, which acts and reacts

constantly and in untraceable way with my conscious mind. And that

consciousness itself hangs and drifts about the region where the inner

world and the outer world meet, much as a patch of limelight drifts

about the stage, illuminating, affecting, following no manifest law

except that usually it centres upon the hero, my Ego.

It seems to me that to put the thing much more precisely than this is to

depart from the reality of the matter.

But so departing a little, let me borrow a phrase from Herbart and

identify myself more particularly with my mental self. It seems to me

that I may speak of myself as a circle of thought and experience hung

between these two imperfectly understood worlds of the internal and the

external and passing imperceptibly into the former. The external world

impresses me as being, as a practical fact, common to me and many

other creatures similar to myself; the internal, I find similar but not

identical with theirs. It is MINE. It seems to me at times no more than

something cut off from that external world and put into a sort of pit or

cave, much as all the inner mystery of my body, those living, writhing,

warm and thrilling organs are isolated, hidden from all eyes and

interference so long as I remain alive. And I myself, the essential me,

am the light and watcher in the mouth of the cave.

So I think of myself, and so I think of all other human beings, as

circles of thought and experience, each a little different from the

others. Each human being I see as essentially a circle of thought

between an internal and an external world.

I figure these circles of thought as more or less imperfectly focussed

pictures, all a little askew and vague as to margins and distances.

In the internal world arise motives, and they pass outward through the

circle of thought and are modified and directed by it into external

acts. And through speech, example, and a hundred various acts, one such

circle, one human mind, lights and enlarges and plays upon another. That

is the image under which the interrelation of minds presents itself to

me.

2.5. THE PROBLEM OF MOTIVES THE REAL PROBLEM OF LIFE.

Now each self among us, for all its fluctuations and vagueness of

boundary, is, as I have already pointed out, invincibly persuaded of

Free Will. That is to say, it has a persuasion of responsible control

over the impulses that teem from the internal world and tend to express

themselves in act. The problem of that control and its solution is the

reality of life. “What am I to do?” is the perpetual question of our

existence. Our metaphysics, our beliefs are all sought as subsidiary to

that and have no significance without it.

I confess I find myself a confusion of motives beside which my confusion

of perceptions pales into insignificance.

There are many various motives and motives very variously

estimated--some are called gross, some sublime, some--such as

pride--wicked. I do not readily accept these classifications.

Many people seem to make a selection among their motives without much

enquiry, taking those classifications as just; they seek to lead what

they call pure lives or useful lives and to set aside whole sets of

motives which do not accord with this determination. Some exclude the

seeking of pleasure as a permissible motive, some the love of beauty;

some insist upon one’s “being oneself” and prohibit or limit responses

to exterior opinions. Most of such selections strike me as wanton and

hasty. I decline to dismiss any of my motives at all in that wholesale

way. Just as I believe I am important in the scheme of things, so I

believe are all my motives. Turning one’s back on any set of them seems

to me to savour of the headlong actions of stupidity. To suppress a

passion or a curiosity for the sake of suppressing a passion is to my

mind just the burial of a talent that has been entrusted to one’s care.

One has, I feel, to take all these things as weapons and instruments,

material in the service of the scheme; one has to take them in the end

gravely and do right among them unbiassed in favour of any set. To

take some poor appetite and fling it out is to my mind a cheap and

unsatisfactory way of simplifying one’s moral problems. One has to

accept these things in oneself, I feel--even if one knows them to be

dangerous things, even if one is sure they have an evil side.

Let me, however, in order to express my attitude better, make a rough

grouping of the motives I find in myself and the people about me.

2.6. A REVIEW OF MOTIVES.

I cannot divide them into clearly defined classes, but I may perhaps

begin with those that bring one into the widest sympathy with living

things and go on to those one shares only with highly intelligent and

complex human beings.

There come first the desires one shares with those more limited souls

the beasts, just as much as one does with one’s fellow man. These are

the bodily appetites and the crude emotions of fear and resentment.

These first clamour for attention and must be assuaged or controlled

before the other sets come into play.

Now in this matter of physical appetites I do not know whether to

describe myself as a sensualist or an ascetic. If an ascetic is one who

suppresses to a minimum all deference to these impulses, then certainly

I am not an ascetic; if a sensualist is one who gives himself to

heedless gratification, then certainly I am not a sensualist. But I find

myself balanced in an intermediate position by something that I will

speak of as the sense of Beauty. This sense of Beauty is something in

me which demands not simply gratification but the best and keenest of

a sense or continuance of sense impressions, and which refuses coarse

quantitative assuagements. It ranges all over the senses, and just as I

refuse to wholly cut off any of my motives, so do I refuse to limit its

use to the plane of the eye or the ear.

It seems to me entirely just to speak of beauty in matters of scent and

taste, to talk not only of beautiful skies and beautiful sounds but of

beautiful beer and beautiful cheese! The balance as between asceticism

and sensuality comes in, it seems to me, if we remember that to drink

well one must not have drunken for some time, that to see well one’s eye

must be clear, that to make love well one must be fit and gracious and

sweet and disciplined from top to toe, that the finest sense of all--the

joyous sense of bodily well-being--comes only with exercises

and restraints and fine living. There I think lies the way of my

disposition. I do not want to live in the sensual sty, but I also do not

want to scratch in the tub of Diogenes.

But I diverge a little in these comments from my present business of

classifying motives.

Next I perceive hypertrophied in myself and many sympathetic human

beings a passion that many animals certainly possess, the beautiful and

fearless cousin of fear, Curiosity, that seeks keenly for knowing and

feeling. Apart from appetites and bodily desires and blind impulses,

I want most urgently to know and feel, for the sake of knowing and

feeling. I want to go round corners and see what is there, to cross

mountain ranges, to open boxes and parcels. Young animals at least have

that disposition too. For me it is something that mingles with all my

desires. Much more to me than the desire to live is the desire to taste

life. I am not happy until I have done and felt things. I want to get as

near as I can to the thrill of a dog going into a fight or the delight

of a bird in the air. And not simply in the heroic field of war and

the air do I want to understand. I want to know something of the jolly

wholesome satisfaction that a hungry pig must find in its wash. I want

to get the quintessence of that.

I do not think that in this I confess to any unusual temperament. I

think that the more closely mentally animated people scrutinize their

motives the less is the importance they will attach to mere physical and

brute urgencies and the more to curiosity.

Next after curiosity come those desires and motives that one shares

perhaps with some social beasts, but far more so as a conscious thing

with men alone. These desires and motives all centre on a clearly

apprehended “self” in relation to “others”; they are the essentially

egotistical group. They are self-assertion in all its forms. I have

dealt with motives toward gratification and motives towards experience;

this set of motives is for the sake of oneself. Since they are the most

acutely conscious motives in unthinking men, there is a tendency on

the part of unthinking philosophers to speak of them as though vanity,

self-seeking, self-interest were the only motives. But one has but to

reflect on what has gone before to realize that this is not so. One

finds these “self” motives vary with the mental power and training of

the individual; here they are fragmentary and discursive, there drawn

tight together into a coherent scheme. Where they are weak they

mingle with the animal motives and curiosity like travellers in a busy

market-place, but where the sense of self is strong they become rulers

and regulators, self-seeking becomes deliberate and sustained in the

case of the human being, vanity passes into pride.

Here again that something in the mind so difficult to define, so easy

for all who understand to understand, that something which insists

upon a best and keenest, the desire for beauty, comes into the play of

motives. Pride demands a beautiful self and would discipline all other

passions to its service. It also demands recognition for that beautiful

self. Now pride, I know, is denounced by many as the essential quality

of sin. We are taught that “self-abnegation” is the substance of virtue

and self-forgetfulness the inseparable quality of right conduct. But

indeed I cannot so dismiss egotism and that pride which was the first

form in which the desire to rule oneself as a whole came to me. Through

pride one shapes oneself towards a best, though at first it may be an

ill-conceived best. Pride is not always arrogance and aggression. There

is that pride that does not ape but learn humility.

And with the human imagination all these elementary instincts, of the

flesh, of curiosity, of self-assertion, become only the basal substance

of a huge elaborate edifice of secondary motive and intention. We live

in a great flood of example and suggestion, our curiosity and our social

quality impel us to a thousand imitations, to dramatic attitudes and

subtly obscure ends. Our pride turns this way and that as we respond to

new notes in the world about us. We are arenas for a conflict between

suggestions flung in from all sources, from the most diverse and

essentially incompatible sources. We live long hours and days in a

kind of dream, negligent of self-interest, our elementary passions in

abeyance, among these derivative things.

2.7. THE SYNTHETIC MOTIVE.

Such it seems to me are the chief masses of the complex of motives in

us, the group of sense, the group of pride, curiosity and the imitative

and suggested motives, making up the system of impulses which is our

will. Such has been the common outfit of motives in every age, and

in every age its melee has been found insufficient in itself. It is

a heterogeneous system, it does not form in any sense a completed or

balanced system, its constituents are variable and compete amongst

themselves. They are not so much arranged about one another as

superposed and higgledy-piggledy. The senses and curiosity war with

pride and one another, the motives suggested to us fall into conflict

with this element or that of our intimate and habitual selves. We find

all our instincts are snares to excess. Excesses of indulgence lead to

excesses of abstinence, and even the sense of beauty may be clouded

and betray. So to us all, even for the most balanced of us, come

disappointments, regrets, gaps; and for most of us who are ill-balanced,

miseries and despairs. Nearly all of us want something to hold us

together--something to dominate this swarming confusion and save us from

the black misery of wounded and exploded pride, of thwarted desire, of

futile conclusions. We want more oneness, some steadying thing that will

afford an escape from fluctuations.

Different people, of differing temperament and tradition, have sought

oneness, this steadying and universalizing thing, in various manners.

Some have attained it in this manner, and some in that. Scarcely a

religious system has existed that has not worked effectively and proved

true for someone. To me it seems that the need is synthetic, that some

synthetic idea and belief is needed to harmonize one’s life, to give a

law by which motive may be tried against motive and an effectual peace

of mind achieved. I want an active peace and not a quiescence, and I do

not want to suppress and expel any motive at all. But to many people the

effort takes the form of attempts to cut off some part of oneself as

it were, to repudiate altogether some straining or distressing or

disappointing factor in the scheme of motives, and find a tranquillizing

refuge in the residuum. So we have men and women abandoning their

share in economic development, crushing the impulses and evading the

complications that arise out of sex and flying to devotions and simple

duties in nunneries and monasteries; we have people cutting their lives

down to a vegetarian dietary and scientific research, resorting to

excesses of self-discipline, giving themselves up wholly to some “art”

and making everything else subordinate to that, or, going in another

direction, abandoning pride and love in favour of an acquired appetite

for drugs or drink.

Now it seems to me that this desire to get the confused complex of life

simplified is essentially what has been called the religious motive, and

that the manner in which a man achieves that simplification, if he does

achieve it, and imposes an order upon his life, is his religion. I find

in the scheme of conversion and salvation as it is presented by many

Christian sects, a very exact statement of the mental processes I am

trying to express. In these systems this discontent with the complexity

of life upon which religion is based, is called the conviction of sin,

and it is the first phase in the process of conversion--of finding

salvation. It leads through distress and confusion to illumination, to

the act of faith and peace.

And after peace comes the beginning of right conduct. If you believe and

you are saved, you will want to behave well, you will do your utmost to

behave well and to understand what is behaving well, and you will feel

neither shame nor disappointment when after all you fail. You will

say then: “so it is failure I had to achieve.” And you will not feel

bitterly because you seem unsuccessful beside others or because you are

misunderstood or unjustly treated, you will not bear malice nor cherish

anger nor seek revenge, you will never turn towards suicide as a relief

from intolerable things; indeed there will be no intolerable things. You

will have peace within you.

But if you do not truly believe and are not saved, you will know it

because you will still suffer the conflict of motives; and in regrets,

confusions, remorses and discontents, you will suffer the penalties of

the unbeliever and the lost. You will know certainly your own salvation.

2.8. THE BEING OF MANKIND.

I will boldly adopt the technicalities of the sects. I will speak as

a person with experience and declare that I have been through the

distresses of despair and the conviction of sin and that I have found

salvation.

I BELIEVE.

I believe in the scheme, in the Project of all things, in the

significance of myself and all life, and that my defects and uglinesses

and failures, just as much as my powers and successes, are things that

are necessary and important and contributory in that scheme, that scheme

which passes my understanding--and that no thwarting of my conception,

not even the cruelty of nature, now defeats or can defeat my faith,

however much it perplexes my mind.

And though I say that scheme passes my understanding, nevertheless I

hope you will see no inconsistency when I say that necessarily it has an

aspect towards me that I find imperative.

It has an aspect that I can perceive, however dimly and fluctuatingly.

I take it that to perceive this aspect to the utmost of my mental power

and to shape my acts according to that perception is my function in the

scheme; that if I hold steadfastly to that conception, I am SAVED. I

find in that idea of perceiving the scheme as a whole towards me and in

this attempt to perceive, that something to which all my other emotions

and passions may contribute by gathering and contributing experience,

and through which the synthesis of my life becomes possible.

Let me try to convey to you what it is I perceive, what aspect this

scheme seems to bear on the whole towards me.

The essential fact in man’s history to my sense is the slow unfolding

of a sense of community with his kind, of the possibilities of

co-operations leading to scarce dreamt-of collective powers, of a

synthesis of the species, of the development of a common general idea, a

common general purpose out of a present confusion. In that awakening of

the species, one’s OWN PERSONAL BEING LIVES AND MOVES--A PART OF IT AND

CONTRIBUTING TO IT. ONE’S INDIVIDUAL EXISTENCE IS NOT SO ENTIRELY CUT

OFF AS IT SEEMS AT FIRST; ONE’S ENTIRELY SEPARATE INDIVIDUALITY IS

ANOTHER, A PROFOUNDER, AMONG THE SUBTLE INHERENT DELUSIONS OF THE HUMAN

MIND. Between you and me as we set our minds together, and between us

and the rest of mankind, there is SOMETHING, something real, something

that rises through us and is neither you nor me, that comprehends us,

that is thinking here and using me and you to play against each other in

that thinking just as my finger and thumb play against each other as I

hold this pen with which I write.

Let me point out that this is no sentimental or mystical statement. It

is hard fact as any hard fact we know. We, you and I, are not only parts

in a thought process, but parts of one flow of blood and life. Let me

put that in a way that may be new to some readers. Let me remind you

of what is sometimes told as a jest, the fact that the number of one’s

ancestors increases as we look back in time. Disregarding the chances of

intermarriage, each one of us had two parents, four grandparents, eight

great-grandparents, and so on backward, until very soon, in less than

fifty generations, we should find that, but for the qualification

introduced, we should have all the earth’s inhabitants of that time as

our progenitors. For a hundred generations it must hold absolutely true,

that everyone of that time who has issue living now is ancestral to all

of us. That brings the thing quite within the historical period. There

is not a western European palaeolithic or neolithic relic that is not

a family relic for every soul alive. The blood in our veins has handled

it.

And there is something more. We are all going to mingle our blood again.

We cannot keep ourselves apart; the worst enemies will some day come

to the Peace of Verona. All the Montagues and Capulets are doomed to

intermarry. A time will come in less than fifty generations when all

the population of the world will have my blood, and I and my worst enemy

will not be able to say which child is his or mine.

But you may retort--perhaps you may die childless. Then all the sooner

the whole species will get the little legacy of my personal achievement,

whatever it may be.

You see that from this point of view--which is for me the vividly true

and dominating point of view--our individualities, our nations and

states and races are but bubbles and clusters of foam upon the great

stream of the blood of the species, incidental experiments in the

growing knowledge and consciousness of the race.

I think this real solidarity of humanity is a fact that is only slowly

being apprehended, that it is an idea that we who have come to realize

it have to assist in thinking into the collective mind. I believe the

species is still as a whole unawakened, still sunken in the delusion of

the permanent separateness of the individual and of races and nations,

that so it turns upon itself and frets against itself and fails to see

the stupendous possibilities of deliberate self-development that lie

open to it now.

I see myself in life as part of a great physical being that strains and

I believe grows towards beauty, and of a great mental being that strains

and I believe grows towards knowledge and power. In this persuasion that

I am a gatherer of experience, a mere tentacle that arranges thought

beside thought for this being of the species, this being that grows

beautiful and powerful, in this persuasion I find the ruling idea of

which I stand in need, the ruling idea that reconciles and adjudicates

among my warring motives. In it I find both concentration of myself and

escape from myself; in a word, I find Salvation.

2.9. INDIVIDUALITY AN INTERLUDE.

I would like in a parenthetical section to expand and render rather more

concrete this idea of the species as one divaricating flow of blood,

by an appeal to its arithmetical aspect. I do not know if it has ever

occurred to the reader to compute the number of his living ancestors at

some definite date, at, let us say, the year one of the Christian era.

Everyone has two parents and four grandparents, most people have eight

great-grandparents, and if we ignore the possibility of intermarriage we

shall go on to a fresh power of two with every generation, thus:--

Column 1: Number of generations.

Column 2: Number of ancestors.

3: 8

4: 16

5: 32

7: 128

10: 1,024

20: 126,976

30: 15,745,024

40: 1,956,282,976

I do not know whether the average age of the parent at the birth of a

child under modern conditions can be determined from existing figures.

There is, I should think, a strong presumption that it has been a rising

age. There may have been a time in the past when most women were mothers

in their early teens and bore most or all of their children before

thirty, and when men had done the greater part of their procreation

before thirty-five; this is still the case in many tropical climates,

and I do not think I favour my case unduly by assuming that the average

parent must be about, or even less than, five and twenty. This

gives four generations to a century. At that rate and DISREGARDING

INTERMARRIAGE OF RELATIONS the ancestors living a thousand years ago

needed to account for a living person would be double the estimated

population of the world. But it is obvious that if a person sprang from

a marriage of first cousins, the eight ancestors of the third generation

are cut down to six; if of cousins at the next stage, to fourteen in the

fourth. And every time that a common pair of ancestors appears in any

generation, the number of ancestors in that generation must be reduced

by two from our original figures, or if it is only one common ancestor,

by one, and as we go back that reduction will have to be doubled,

quadrupled and so on. I daresay that by the time anyone gets to the 8916

names of his Elizabethan ancestors he will find quite a large number

repeated over and over again in the list and that he is cut down to

perhaps two or three thousand separate persons. But this does not

effectually invalidate my assumption that if we go back only to the

closing years of the Roman Republic, we go back to an age in which

nearly every person living within the confines of what was then the

Roman Empire who left living offspring must have been ancestral to every

person living within that area to-day. No doubt they were so in very

variable measure. There must be for everyone some few individuals in

that period who have so to speak intermarried with themselves again

and again and again down the genealogical series, and others who are

represented by just one touch of their blood. The blood of the Jews, for

example, has turned in upon itself again and again; but for all we know

one Italian proselyte in the first year of the Christian era may have

made by this time every Jew alive a descendant of some unrecorded

bastard of Julius Caesar. The exclusive breeding of the Jews is in fact

the most effectual guarantee that whatever does get into the charmed

circle through either proselytism, the violence of enemies, or feminine

unchastity, must ultimately pervade it universally.

It may be argued that as a matter of fact humanity has until recently

been segregated in pools; that in the great civilization of China, for

example, humanity has pursued its own interlacing system of inheritances

without admixture from other streams of blood. But such considerations

only defer the conclusion; they do not stave it off indefinitely. It

needs only that one philoprogenitive Chinaman should have wandered into

those regions that are now Russia, about the time of Pericles, to link

east and west in that matter; one Tartar chieftain in the Steppes may

have given a daughter to a Roman soldier and sent his grandsons east and

west to interlace the branches of every family tree in the world. If

any race stands apart it is such an isolated group as that of the now

extinct Tasmanian primitives or the Australian black. But even here, in

the remote dawn of navigation, may have come some shipwrecked Malays,

or some half-breed woman kidnapped by wandering Phoenicians have carried

this link of blood back to the western world. The more one lets one’s

imagination play upon the incalculable drift and soak of population,

the more one realizes the true value of that spreading relation with the

past.

But now let us turn in the other direction, the direction of the future,

because there it is that this series of considerations becomes most

edifying. It is the commonest trick to think of a man’s descendants

as though they were his own. We are told that one of the dearest human

motives is the desire to found a family, but think how much of a family

one founds at the best. One’s son is after all only half one’s blood,

one grandson only a quarter, and so one goes on until it may be that in

ten brief generations one’s heir and namesake has but 1/1024th of one’s

inherited self. Those other thousand odd unpredictable people thrust

in and mingle with one’s pride. The trend of all things nowadays--the

ever-increasing ease of communication, the great and increasing drift of

population, the establishment of a common standard of civilization--is

to render such admixture far more probable and facile in the future than

in the past.

It is a pleasant fancy to imagine some ambitious hoarder of wealth,

some egotistical founder of name and family, returning to find

his descendants--HIS descendants--after the lapse of a few brief

generations. His heir and namesake may have not a thousandth part of

his heredity, while under some other name, lost to all the tradition and

glory of him, enfeebled and degenerate through much intermarriage, may

be a multitude of people who have as much as a fiftieth or even more of

his quality. They may even be in servitude and dependence to the really

alien person who is head of the family. Our founder will go through the

spreading record of offspring and find it mixed with that of people he

most hated and despised. The antagonists he wronged and overcame will

have crept into his line and recaptured all they lost; have played the

cuckoo in his blood and acquisitions, and turned out his diluted strain

to perish.

And while I am being thus biological let me point out another queer

aspect in which our egotism is overridden by physical facts. Men and

women are apt to think of their children as being their very own,

blood of their blood and bone of their bone. But indeed one of the

most striking facts in this matter is the frequent want of resemblance

between parents and children. It is one of the commonest things in the

world for a child to resemble an aunt or an uncle, or to revive a trait

of some grandparent that has seemed entirely lost in the intervening

generation. The Mendelians have given much attention to facts of this

nature; and though their general method of exposition seems to me quite

unjustifiably exact and precise, it cannot be denied that it is often

vividly illuminating. It is so in this connexion. They distinguish

between “dominant” and “recessive” qualities, and they establish cases

in which parents with all the dominant characteristics produce offspring

of recessive type. Recessive qualities are constantly being masked by

dominant ones and emerging again in the next generation. It is not the

individual that reproduces himself, it is the species that reproduces

through the individual and often in spite of his characteristics.

The race flows through us, the race is the drama and we are the

incidents. This is not any sort of poetical statement; it is a statement

of fact. In so far as we are individuals, in so far as we seek to

follow merely individual ends, we are accidental, disconnected, without

significance, the sport of chance. In so far as we realize ourselves as

experiments of the species for the species, just in so far do we escape

from the accidental and the chaotic. We are episodes in an experience

greater than ourselves.

Now none of this, if you read me aright, makes for the suppression of

one’s individual difference, but it does make for its correlation. We

have to get everything we can out of ourselves for this very reason that

we do not stand alone; we signify as parts of a universal and immortal

development. Our separate selves are our charges, the talents of which

much has to be made. It is because we are episodical in the great

synthesis of life that we have to make the utmost of our individual

lives and traits and possibilities.

2.10. THE MYSTIC ELEMENT.

What stupendous constructive mental and physical possibilities are

there to which I feel I am contributing, you may ask, when I feel that

I contribute to this greater Being; and at once I confess I become vague

and mystical. I do not wish to pass glibly over this point. I call your

attention to the fact that here I am mystical and arbitrary. I am what

I am, an individual in this present phase. I can see nothing of

these possibilities except that they will be in the nature of those

indefinable and overpowering gleams of promise in our world that we call

Beauty. Elsewhere (in my “Food of the Gods”) I have tried to render my

sense of our human possibility by monstrous images; I have written of

those who will “stand on this earth as on a footstool and reach out

their hands among the stars.” But that is mere rhetoric at best, a

straining image of unimaginable things. Things move to Power and Beauty;

I say that much and I have said all that I can say.

But what is Beauty, you ask, and what will Power do? And here I reach

my utmost point in the direction of what you are free to call the

rhapsodical and the incomprehensible. I will not even attempt to

define Beauty. I will not because I cannot. To me it is a final, quite

indefinable thing. Either you understand it or you do not. Every true

artist and many who are not artists know--they know there is something

that shows suddenly--it may be in music, it may be in painting, it may

be in the sunlight on a glacier or a shadow cast by a furnace or

the scent of a flower, it may be in the person or act of some fellow

creature, but it is right, it is commanding, it is, to use theological

language, the revelation of God.

To the mystery of Power and Beauty, out of the earth that mothered us,

we move.

I do not attempt to define Beauty nor even to distinguish it from Power.

I do not think indeed that one can effectually distinguish these aspects

of life. I do not know how far Beauty may not be simply fulness and

clearness of sensation, a momentary unveiling of things hitherto seen

but dully and darkly. As I have already said, there may be beauty in

the feeling of beer in the throat, in the taste of cheese in the mouth;

there may be beauty in the scent of the earth, in the warmth of a body,

in the sensation of waking from sleep. I use the word Beauty therefore

in its widest possible sense, ranging far beyond the special beauties

that art discovers and develops. Perhaps as we pass from death to life

all things become beautiful. The utmost I can do in conveying what

I mean by Beauty is to tell of things that I have perceived to be

beautiful as beautifully as I can tell of them. It may be, as I suggest

elsewhere, that Beauty is a thing synthetic and not simple; it is a

common effect produced by a great medley of causes, a larger aspect of

harmony.

But the question of what Beauty is does not very greatly concern me

since I have known it when I met it and since almost every day in life I

seem to apprehend it more and to find it more sufficient and satisfying.

Objectively it may be altogether complex and various and synthetic,

subjectively it is altogether simple. All analysis, all definition, must

in the end rest upon and arrive at unanalyzable and indefinable things.

Beauty is light--I fall back upon that image--it is all things that

light can be, beacon, elucidation, pleasure, comfort and consolation,

promise, warning, the vision of reality.

2.11. THE SYNTHESIS.

It seems to me that the whole living creation may be regarded as walking

in its sleep, as walking in the sleep of instinct and individualized

illusion, and that now out of it all rises man, beginning to perceive

his larger self, his universal brotherhood and a collective synthetic

purpose to increase Power and realize Beauty...

I write this down. It is the form of my belief, and that unanalyzable

something called Beauty is the light that falls upon that form.

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