She was too good for him, everybody said. Yet still she did not regret
marrying him. He had come courting her when he was only nineteen, and
she twenty. He was in build what they call a tight little fellow;
short, dark, with a warm colour, and that upright set of the head and
chest, that flaunting way in movement recalling a mating bird, which
denotes a body taut and compact with life. Being a good worker he had
earned decent money in the mine, and having a good home had saved a
little.
She was a cook at “Uplands”, a tall, fair girl, very quiet. Having seen
her walk down the street, Horsepool had followed her from a distance.
He was taken with her, he did not drink, and he was not lazy. So,
although he seemed a bit simple, without much intelligence, but having
a sort of physical brightness, she considered, and accepted him.
When they were married they went to live in Scargill Street, in a
highly respectable six-roomed house which they had furnished between
them. The street was built up the side of a long, steep hill. It was
narrow and rather tunnel-like. Nevertheless, the back looked out over
the adjoining pasture, across a wide valley of fields and woods, in the
bottom of which the mine lay snugly.
He made himself gaffer in his own house. She was unacquainted with a
collier’s mode of life. They were married on a Saturday. On the Sunday
night he said:
“Set th’ table for my breakfast, an’ put my pit-things afront o’ th’
fire. I s’ll be gettin’ up at ha’ef pas’ five. Tha nedna shift thysen
not till when ter likes.”
He showed her how to put a newspaper on the table for a cloth. When she
demurred:
“I want none o’ your white cloths i’ th’ mornin’. I like ter be able to
slobber if I feel like it,” he said.
He put before the fire his moleskin trousers, a clean singlet, or
sleeveless vest of thick flannel, a pair of stockings and his pit
boots, arranging them all to be warm and ready for morning.
“Now tha sees. That wants doin’ ivery night.”
Punctually at half past five he left her, without any form of
leave-taking, going downstairs in his shirt.
When he arrived home at four o’clock in the afternoon his dinner was
ready to be dished up. She was startled when he came in, a short,
sturdy figure, with a face indescribably black and streaked. She stood
before the fire in her white blouse and white apron, a fair girl, the
picture of beautiful cleanliness. He “clommaxed” in, in his heavy
boots.
“Well, how ’as ter gone on?” he asked.
“I was ready for you to come home,” she replied tenderly. In his black
face the whites of his brown eyes flashed at her.
“An’ I wor ready for comin’,” he said. He planked his tin bottle and
snap-bag on the dresser, took off his coat and scarf and waistcoat,
dragged his armchair nearer the fire and sat down.
“Let’s ha’e a bit o’ dinner, then—I’m about clammed,” he said.
“Aren’t you goin’ to wash yourself first?”
“What am I to wesh mysen for?”
“Well, you can’t eat your dinner——”
“Oh, strike a daisy, Missis! Dunna I eat my snap i’ th’ pit wi’out
weshin’?—forced to.”
She served the dinner and sat opposite him. His small bullet head was
quite black, save for the whites of his eyes and his scarlet lips. It
gave her a queer sensation to see him open his red mouth and bare his
white teeth as he ate. His arms and hands were mottled black; his bare,
strong neck got a little fairer as it settled towards his shoulders,
reassuring her. There was the faint indescribable odour of the pit in
the room, an odour of damp, exhausted air.
“Why is your vest so black on the shoulders?” she asked.
“My singlet? That’s wi’ th’ watter droppin’ on us from th’ roof. This
is a dry un as I put on afore I come up. They ha’e gre’t
clothes-’osses, an’ as we change us things, we put ’em on theer ter
dry.”
When he washed himself, kneeling on the hearth-rug stripped to the
waist, she felt afraid of him again. He was so muscular, he seemed so
intent on what he was doing, so intensely himself, like a vigorous
animal. And as he stood wiping himself, with his naked breast towards
her, she felt rather sick, seeing his thick arms bulge their muscles.
They were nevertheless very happy. He was at a great pitch of pride
because of her. The men in the pit might chaff him, they might try to
entice him away, but nothing could reduce his self-assured pride
because of her, nothing could unsettle his almost infantile
satisfaction. In the evening he sat in his armchair chattering to her,
or listening as she read the newspaper to him. When it was fine, he
would go into the street, squat on his heels as colliers do, with his
back against the wall of his parlour, and call to the passers-by, in
greeting, one after another. If no one were passing, he was content
just to squat and smoke, having such a fund of sufficiency and
satisfaction in his heart. He was well married.
They had not been wed a year when all Brent and Wellwood’s men came out
on strike. Willy was in the Union, so with a pinch they scrambled
through. The furniture was not all paid for, and other debts were
incurred. She worried and contrived, he left it to her. But he was a
good husband; he gave her all he had.
The men were out fifteen weeks. They had been back just over a year
when Willy had an accident in the mine, tearing his bladder. At the pit
head the doctor talked of the hospital. Losing his head entirely, the
young collier raved like a madman, what with pain and fear of hospital.
“Tha s’lt go whoam, Willy, tha s’lt go whoam,” the deputy said.
A lad warned the wife to have the bed ready. Without speaking or
hesitating she prepared. But when the ambulance came, and she heard him
shout with pain at being moved, she was afraid lest she should sink
down. They carried him in.
“Yo’ should ’a’ had a bed i’ th’ parlour, Missis,” said the deputy,
“then we shouldna ha’ had to hawkse ’im upstairs, an’ it ’ud ’a’ saved
your legs.”
But it was too late now. They got him upstairs.
“They let me lie, Lucy,” he was crying, “they let me lie two mortal
hours on th’ sleck afore they took me outer th’ stall. Th’ peen, Lucy,
th’ peen; oh, Lucy, th’ peen, th’ peen!”
“I know th’ pain’s bad, Willy, I know. But you must try an’ bear it a
bit.”
“Tha munna carry on in that form, lad, thy missis’ll niver be able ter
stan’ it,” said the deputy.
“I canna ’elp it, it’s th’ peen, it’s th’ peen,” he cried again. He had
never been ill in his life. When he had smashed a finger he could look
at the wound. But this pain came from inside, and terrified him. At
last he was soothed and exhausted.
It was some time before she could undress him and wash him. He would
let no other woman do for him, having that savage modesty usual in such
men.
For six weeks he was in bed, suffering much pain. The doctors were not
quite sure what was the matter with him, and scarcely knew what to do.
He could eat, he did not lose flesh, nor strength, yet the pain
continued, and he could hardly walk at all.
In the sixth week the men came out in the national strike. He would get
up quite early in the morning and sit by the window. On Wednesday, the
second week of the strike, he sat gazing out on the street as usual, a
bullet-headed young man, still vigorous-looking, but with a peculiar
expression of hunted fear in his face.
“Lucy,” he called, “Lucy!”
She, pale and worn, ran upstairs at his bidding.
“Gi’e me a han’kercher,” he said.
“Why, you’ve got one,” she replied, coming near.
“Tha nedna touch me,” he cried. Feeling his pocket, he produced a white
handkerchief.
“I non want a white un, gi’e me a red un,” he said.
“An’ if anybody comes to see you,” she answered, giving him a red
handkerchief.
“Besides,” she continued, “you needn’t ha’ brought me upstairs for
that.”
“I b’lieve th’ peen’s commin’ on again,” he said, with a little horror
in his voice.
“It isn’t, you know, it isn’t,” she replied. “The doctor says you
imagine it’s there when it isn’t.”
“Canna I feel what’s inside me?” he shouted.
“There’s a traction-engine coming downhill,” she said. “That’ll scatter
them. I’ll just go an’ finish your pudding.”
She left him. The traction-engine went by, shaking the houses. Then the
street was quiet, save for the men. A gang of youths from fifteen to
twenty-five years old were playing marbles in the middle of the road.
Other little groups of men were playing on the pavement. The street was
gloomy. Willy could hear the endless calling and shouting of men’s
voices.
“Tha’rt skinchin’!”
“I arena!”
“Come ’ere with that blood-alley.”
“Swop us four for’t.”
“Shonna, gie’s hold on’t.”
He wanted to be out, he wanted to be playing marbles. The pain had
weakened his mind, so that he hardly knew any self-control.
Presently another gang of men lounged up the street. It was pay
morning. The Union was paying the men in the Primitive Chapel. They
were returning with their half-sovereigns.
“Sorry!” bawled a voice. “Sorry!”
The word is a form of address, corruption probably of “Sirrah”. Willy
started almost out of his chair.
“Sorry!” again bawled a great voice. “Art goin’ wi’ me to see Notts
play Villa?”
Many of the marble players started up.
“What time is it? There’s no treens, we s’ll ha’e ter walk.”
The street was alive with men.
“Who’s goin’ ter Nottingham ter see th’ match?” shouted the same big
voice. A very large, tipsy man, with his cap over his eyes, was
calling.
“Com’ on—aye, com’ on!” came many voices. The street was full of the
shouting of men. They split up in excited cliques and groups.
“Play up, Notts!” the big man shouted.
“Plee up, Notts!” shouted the youths and men. They were at kindling
pitch. It only needed a shout to rouse them. Of this the careful
authorities were aware.
“I’m goin’, I’m goin’!” shouted the sick man at his window.
Lucy came running upstairs.
“I’m goin’ ter see Notts play Villa on th’ Meadows ground,” he
declared.
“You—_you_ can’t go. There are no trains. You can’t walk nine miles.”
“I’m goin’ ter see th’ match,” he declared, rising.
“You know you can’t. Sit down now an’ be quiet.”
She put her hand on him. He shook it off.
“Leave me alone, leave me alone. It’s thee as ma’es th’ peen come, it’s
thee. I’m goin’ ter Nottingham to see th’ football match.”
“Sit down—folks’ll hear you, and what will they think?”
“Come off’n me. Com’ off. It’s her, it’s her as does it. Com’ off.”
He seized hold of her. His little head was bristling with madness, and
he was strong as a lion.
“Oh, Willy!” she cried.
“It’s ’er, it’s ’er. Kill her!” he shouted, “kill her.”
“Willy, folks’ll hear you.”
“Th’ peen’s commin’ on again, I tell yer. I’ll kill her for it.”
He was completely out of his mind. She struggled with him to prevent
his going to the stairs. When she escaped from him, he was shouting and
raving, she beckoned to her neighbour, a girl of twenty-four, who was
cleaning the window across the road.
Ethel Mellor was the daughter of a well-to-do check-weighman. She ran
across in fear to Mrs Horsepool. Hearing the man raving, people were
running out in the street and listening. Ethel hurried upstairs.
Everything was clean and pretty in the young home.
Willy was staggering round the room, after the slowly retreating Lucy,
shouting:
“Kill her! Kill her!”
“Mr Horsepool!” cried Ethel, leaning against the bed, white as the
sheets, and trembling. “Whatever are you saying?”
“I tell yer it’s ’er fault as th’ peen comes on—I tell yer it is! Kill
’er—kill ’er!”
“Kill Mrs Horsepool!” cried the trembling girl. “Why, you’re ever so
fond of her, you know you are.”
“The peen—I ha’e such a lot o’ peen—I want to kill ’er.”
He was subsiding. When he sat down his wife collapsed in a chair,
weeping noiselessly. The tears ran down Ethel’s face. He sat staring
out of the window; then the old, hurt look came on his face.
“What ’ave I been sayin’?” he asked, looking piteously at his wife.
“Why!” said Ethel, “you’ve been carrying on something awful, saying,
‘Kill her, kill her!’”
“Have I, Lucy?” he faltered.
“You didn’t know what you was saying,” said his young wife gently but
coldly.
His face puckered up. He bit his lip, then broke into tears, sobbing
uncontrollably, with his face to the window.
There was no sound in the room but of three people crying bitterly,
breath caught in sobs. Suddenly Lucy put away her tears and went over
to him.
“You didn’t know what you was sayin’, Willy, I know you didn’t. I knew
you didn’t, all the time. It doesn’t matter, Willy. Only don’t do it
again.”
In a little while, when they were calmer, she went downstairs with
Ethel.
“See if anybody is looking in the street,” she said.
Ethel went into the parlour and peeped through the curtains.
“Aye!” she said. “You may back your life Lena an’ Mrs Severn’ll be out
gorping, and that clat-fartin’ Mrs Allsop.”
“Oh, I hope they haven’t heard anything! If it gets about as he’s out
of his mind, they’ll stop his compensation, I know they will.”
“They’d never stop his compensation for _that_,” protested Ethel.
“Well, they _have_ been stopping some——”
“It’ll not get about. I s’ll tell nobody.”
“Oh, but if it does, whatever shall we do?...”