The Shades of Spring

I

It was a mile nearer through the wood. Mechanically, Syson turned up by

the forge and lifted the field-gate. The blacksmith and his mate stood

still, watching the trespasser. But Syson looked too much a gentleman

to be accosted. They let him go in silence across the small field to

the wood.

There was not the least difference between this morning and those of

the bright springs, six or eight years back. White and sandy-gold fowls

still scratched round the gate, littering the earth and the field with

feathers and scratched-up rubbish. Between the two thick holly bushes

in the wood-hedge was the hidden gap, whose fence one climbed to get

into the wood; the bars were scored just the same by the keeper’s

boots. He was back in the eternal.

Syson was extraordinarily glad. Like an uneasy spirit he had returned

to the country of his past, and he found it waiting for him, unaltered.

The hazel still spread glad little hands downwards, the bluebells here

were still wan and few, among the lush grass and in shade of the

bushes.

The path through the wood, on the very brow of a slope, ran winding

easily for a time. All around were twiggy oaks, just issuing their

gold, and floor spaces diapered with woodruff, with patches of

dog-mercury and tufts of hyacinth. Two fallen trees still lay across

the track. Syson jolted down a steep, rough slope, and came again upon

the open land, this time looking north as through a great window in the

wood. He stayed to gaze over the level fields of the hill-top, at the

village which strewed the bare upland as if it had tumbled off the

passing waggons of industry, and been forsaken. There was a stiff,

modern, grey little church, and blocks and rows of red dwellings lying

at random; at the back, the twinkling headstocks of the pit, and the

looming pit-hill. All was naked and out-of-doors, not a tree! It was

quite unaltered.

Syson turned, satisfied, to follow the path that sheered downhill into

the wood. He was curiously elated, feeling himself back in an enduring

vision. He started. A keeper was standing a few yards in front, barring

the way.

“Where might you be going this road, sir?” asked the man. The tone of

his question had a challenging twang. Syson looked at the fellow with

an impersonal, observant gaze. It was a young man of four or five and

twenty, ruddy and well favoured. His dark blue eyes now stared

aggressively at the intruder. His black moustache, very thick, was

cropped short over a small, rather soft mouth. In every other respect

the fellow was manly and good-looking. He stood just above middle

height; the strong forward thrust of his chest, and the perfect ease of

his erect, self-sufficient body, gave one the feeling that he was taut

with animal life, like the thick jet of a fountain balanced in itself.

He stood with the butt of his gun on the ground, looking uncertainly

and questioningly at Syson. The dark, restless eyes of the trespasser,

examining the man and penetrating into him without heeding his office,

troubled the keeper and made him flush.

“Where is Naylor? Have you got his job?” Syson asked.

“You’re not from the House, are you?” inquired the keeper. It could not

be, since everyone was away.

“No, I’m not from the House,” the other replied. It seemed to amuse

him.

“Then might I ask where you were making for?” said the keeper, nettled.

“Where I am making for?” Syson repeated. “I am going to Willey-Water

Farm.”

“This isn’t the road.”

“I think so. Down this path, past the well, and out by the white gate.”

“But that’s not the public road.”

“I suppose not. I used to come so often, in Naylor’s time, I had

forgotten. Where is he, by the way?”

“Crippled with rheumatism,” the keeper answered reluctantly.

“Is he?” Syson exclaimed in pain.

“And who might you be?” asked the keeper, with a new intonation.

“John Adderley Syson; I used to live in Cordy Lane.”

“Used to court Hilda Millership?”

Syson’s eyes opened with a pained smile. He nodded. There was an

awkward silence.

“And you—who are you?” asked Syson.

“Arthur Pilbeam—Naylor’s my uncle,” said the other.

“You live here in Nuttall?”

“I’m lodgin’ at my uncle’s—at Naylor’s.”

“I see!”

“Did you say you was goin’ down to Willey-Water?” asked the keeper.

“Yes.”

There was a pause of some moments, before the keeper blurted: “_I’m_

courtin’ Hilda Millership.”

The young fellow looked at the intruder with a stubborn defiance,

almost pathetic. Syson opened new eyes.

“Are you?” he said, astonished. The keeper flushed dark.

“She and me are keeping company,” he said.

“I didn’t know!” said Syson. The other man waited uncomfortably.

“What, is the thing settled?” asked the intruder.

“How, settled?” retorted the other sulkily.

“Are you going to get married soon, and all that?”

The keeper stared in silence for some moments, impotent.

“I suppose so,” he said, full of resentment.

“Ah!” Syson watched closely.

“I’m married myself,” he added, after a time.

“You are?” said the other incredulously.

Syson laughed in his brilliant, unhappy way.

“This last fifteen months,” he said.

The keeper gazed at him with wide, wondering eyes, apparently thinking

back, and trying to make things out.

“Why, didn’t you know?” asked Syson.

“No, I didn’t,” said the other sulkily.

There was silence for a moment.

“Ah well!” said Syson, “I will go on. I suppose I may.” The keeper

stood in silent opposition. The two men hesitated in the open, grassy

space, set around with small sheaves of sturdy bluebells; a little open

platform on the brow of the hill. Syson took a few indecisive steps

forward, then stopped.

“I say, how beautiful!” he cried.

He had come in full view of the downslope. The wide path ran from his

feet like a river, and it was full of bluebells, save for a green

winding thread down the centre, where the keeper walked. Like a stream

the path opened into azure shallows at the levels, and there were pools

of bluebells, with still the green thread winding through, like a thin

current of ice-water through blue lakes. And from under the twig-purple

of the bushes swam the shadowed blue, as if the flowers lay in flood

water over the woodland.

“Ah, isn’t it lovely!” Syson exclaimed; this was his past, the country

he had abandoned, and it hurt him to see it so beautiful. Wood-pigeons

cooed overhead, and the air was full of the brightness of birds

singing.

“If you’re married, what do you keep writing to her for, and sending

her poetry books and things?” asked the keeper. Syson stared at him,

taken aback and humiliated. Then he began to smile.

“Well,” he said, “I did not know about you....”

Again the keeper flushed darkly.

“But if you are married——” he charged.

“I am,” answered the other cynically.

Then, looking down the blue, beautiful path, Syson felt his own

humiliation. “What right _have_ I to hang on to her?” he thought,

bitterly self-contemptuous.

“She knows I’m married and all that,” he said.

“But you keep sending her books,” challenged the keeper.

Syson, silenced, looked at the other man quizzically, half pitying.

Then he turned.

“Good day,” he said, and was gone. Now, everything irritated him: the

two sallows, one all gold and perfume and murmur, one silver-green and

bristly, reminded him, that here he had taught her about pollination.

What a fool he was! What god-forsaken folly it all was!

“Ah well,” he said to himself; “the poor devil seems to have a grudge

against me. I’ll do my best for him.” He grinned to himself, in a very

bad temper.

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