CHAPTER XXVII

A Heart's Awakening

There were the afternoon letters to dictate, which took her nearly an

hour; and there were callers who kept her in the office until nearly

five o'clock. When they had all left she sat for a moment, resting and

reviewing the events of the day.

"I wonder if I've done right," she queried. "He will succeed me and do

great things for Roma, but O, I wish I could help him. I wish I dared

let myself love him as he deserves. I wish I were one of the softer,

clinging women, made to love a man and to depend on him for happiness.

After all, they are the fortunate ones. But,--what am I saying? Brace

up, Gertrude Van Deusen; don't be a sentimental girl! You've prided

yourself on your independence of mind and heart. At your age, to be

thinking of a man,--and one whose ideal is so far from what you know

yourself to be! I'll go to Europe this winter and stay a year. I'll soon

get back to my old spirit, and cease to think--"

The telephone rang.

"Well?" she asked.

"There's been an explosion down back of your house among the

street-department's tools," some one was saying. "Two men were hit by

flying rocks and hurt, we fear badly. One of them was a laborer,--"

"And the other?" asked Gertrude quickly, her heart divining the truth.

"Was Commissioner Allingham. He had just come to inspect the work. May

we take them to your house until we can get the ambulance and the

doctors?"

"Take them there at once," she responded. "Get the doctors, but don't

call the ambulances yet--until we know what to do with the men. I'll be

right down."

She flew to her closet and hurried into her coat. At the door, her

carriage waited and she gave orders to drive as fast as possible. Then

she sat back against the luxurious cushions, trying to control the

terror that had come suddenly upon her spirit. She no longer doubted and

hesitated. The shock had revealed the depths of her own heart which she

had not sounded. She came in a moment to know that love is not a feeling

to be analyzed or nurtured or trained into growth; the thing she had

been repressing and torturing into subjection suddenly became a divine,

reverential passion.

As they drove through the tree-shaded streets she trembled lest John

Allingham might already have crossed the mysterious boundary which

separates the living from the dead, and she would meet only a life-long

sorrow at her door,--a sorrow which would crown her life with

sanctifying, uplifting influences, even though it crushed her heart and

benumbed her soul. But even that, she realized, was infinitely better

than the starving of love with which she had been cheating herself. She

bent her head and prayed while the carriage rolled rapidly on under the

overarching elms and up the graveled driveway to her house.

Once within she passed rapidly upstairs, unfastening her wraps as she

did so, and going towards the rooms where she knew the injured men would

be carried. They had been taken, she was told, to her father's old room,

where the doctor was already with them. Dared she go in?

Throwing her wraps in at the door to her own apartment, she turned again

towards the sick-chamber. And then she stood face to face with John

Allingham.

"John," she sobbed. "O, John."

Taken by itself, it was a meaningless sentence; but it satisfied him. He

held out his arms and she nestled into them.

"You are really not fit to walk alone," she smiled up at him after an

eloquent moment. "Ask me again to walk with you."

So it fell out that on the eve of the next mayor's inaugural, there was

a wedding; and all of Roma rejoiced with the couple who pronounced the

holy vows. For the loving heart of the woman was to stand alongside the

strong desire of the man; and all Roma would be guided and helped by the

two.

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