There could be no greater contrast to the needs of Age than this

softly-curtained place, with its white furniture, and a blue rug in front

of the brass andirons on which the pine logs burned aromatically. A blue

and white bassinet swung by a gilded rod, and a white willow hamper

showed the blue satin-lined tray, filled with miniature ivory toilet

articles, and tiny garments, laced and ribboned—all the dainty appanage

of a “first” baby.

A silver and mother-of-pearl rattle and a French clown, belled and

tinselled, on a white stick, lay upon the blue table-cover, while a

large drum, fastened on the wall above, showed that in the pride of

welcoming a boy love hadn’t been able to wait for him to grow into his

heritage.

Her sisters-in-law characterized Violet fondly as a mere child; in

truth she was a jolly little girl, but underneath the jollity were the

directness and insight, and the shy, deep feeling of a child, so hidden

as to be almost unguessed. Only her husband saw and reverenced that

unfathomed sweetness. But even he did not know of those far-off journeys

which her spirit took in company with her little new-born son, in the

wonder of his soft, warm mouth, his tiny feet, and unconscious, clasping

fingers.

The birth of her child had been to Violet also the birth of Thought; she

pondered on the mysteries; for the first time she realized the existence

of that great chain whose links are composed alternately of life and

death, with the coming and the going of generations. In this infant life

she saw the time when her own days should be numbered, and grew pale, yet

unafraid, as she held him closer, because the goodness of God was so near.

He was such a very little baby that he was not much of anything as yet

to any one but his mother, though his father was indeed unmeasurably

proud of him as a son and heir, and regarded him with deeply expectant,

if amused, affection. But to Violet he was a wellspring not only of the

traditional pleasure but of infinitely more. As one who stands with the

ear to a sea-shell, rapt with the sound of the mysterious murmurs of

the far-off ocean, so Violet, when she sat bending over her baby, felt

a deep, tremulous connection with beautiful, unseen things that were

holiness unto the Lord. She was so happy that she longed for every one to

be happy; her child-heart even yearned maternally over grandfather, who

had lived so many years that people couldn’t see that he was still young.

She was a partner in the secret; if she called “Last tag” to him it was

because she knew he liked it. He was a kind, wise old man, who submitted

patiently to Miss Clara’s fusses and restrictions because he saw the love

back of them; and he had lived his life so fully and well that it did

not seem worth while to strive to live it now. Yet sometimes, as Violet

divined, he was contented to dwell in the past because the present was a

little lonely now that the house was no longer the rallying-place for the

young, as in the time of his daughter Kate, who had children of her own.

“Little blessedest! I want your grandfather to have a Merry Christmas,”

said Violet confidingly to the baby in her arms, who raised his tiny

lashes as if in response, and looked at her an instant before the lids

fell shut again. She pressed him closer in adoration. “Oh, aren’t you

sweet, _aren’t_ you sweet!” and fell to kissing him softly, a process

from which she found that mothers gain wisdom.

“Did you decide what to get for father yesterday?” asked her husband the

next morning. He was a man of noticeably fine appearance, and a lawyer of

repute; it was still a wonder in the family how he had ever come to marry

Violet, who yet seemed to suit him exactly.

“No,” answered Violet

“Then I think you’d better get that new dictionary I was speaking of;

it’s published by Worden. I’ll leave you the money.”

“I thought he had so many dictionaries.”

“My dear child, that’s just the reason for giving him another.”

“I will not get him a dictionary,” said Violet. Yet she weakened after

a tour through the shops. She could find nothing for her father-in-law

that appealed in the least to an imagination all ready to be fired. Yet

it was joy to be out for Christmas shopping in the crisp air to one who

had been so little able lately to go abroad, while before her raptured

vision she saw ever a wee sock hung by the nursery hearth, and a tiny

lighted tree. Many little children were to be made happy this holy-tide

because her child had come to her—Violet’s thank-offering had flowed

by many streams to reach unseen baby hands. As she went along now she

stopped to slip coins into the palms of longing boys and girls looking in

at Christmas-decked windows.

“Oh, _Violet_!”

It was Mrs. Tom who clutched her. “Isn’t it dreadful—the rush! I’m nearly

dragged to pieces. I’ve just bought an inkstand for father, in the shape

of a peach, with a thermometer on it—the kind of thing no one ever uses,

but I was desperate. I’ve a big woolly sheep for your baby, but if you

think he’s too little for it——”

“Oh, _no_!” cried Violet, her face rosy with pleasure. “How dear of

you!” She could have embraced Mrs. Tom before crossing over to the

toy store, a ravishing spot, one window of which was given up to

regiments and regiments of lead soldiers afoot and on horseback, on a

green plain dotted with little round white tents. The other window was

filled with dolls sitting at tea-tables, swinging, or lying in pink or

blue-and-white beds like the baby’s at home. When Violet was a little

girl she had always been taken through this shop at Christmas time;

it was one of the delights of the season, but never had it seemed so

delightful as now, when she was buying toys for a “first” Christmas,

while music-boxes played, and animals squeaked, and rattling, whirring

mechanical toys ran riot.

She stopped at last by a counter laden with glittering tree ornaments.

Opposite were shelves filled with stationary engines varied with an

occasional boat or locomotive. There seemed to be no clerk there, but

a small boy, seven or eight years of age, with a white sailor cap

pushed back to make a halo around his short golden curls, was walking

backward and forward, regarding the display with rapt, angelic eyes, and

incidentally putting out the tip of his chubby forefinger to touch a

cylinder or an electric battery. Looking up suddenly he caught Violet’s

eye; they both smiled, and she came over to him. So might her own little

boy look some day.

“Do you like engines?”

“Yes,” said the boy with a deep, indrawn breath. He forestalled

criticism: “I’m not too little to have one; my papa says so! He’ll

run it for me. He’s down-stairs now.” He pointed to the shelf. “Do

you see this one? That’s where you pour the alcohol in—and this is

the steam gauge—and here’s the safety-valve. She’s a hummer! And this

’lectric—that’s a hummer, too!”

“Oh,” said Violet. She sought for more definite accomplishment. “What do

they do?”

“They go!” answered the little boy. “And they set other things going,

too, if you want ’em.” He indicated an array near by: fountains, a man

sawing wood, a printing press, and the like. “You ’tach ’em by a thread.

See that one up there?” He pointed to a large cylinder of grey burnished

steel. His tone fell to one of reverence. “It pumps water!”

“Goodness!” exclaimed Violet with delightful appreciation. “I’m so glad

to talk to you because I have a little boy myself, but he isn’t as big as

you—he’s only six weeks old.”

“Gee!” said the little boy with his angelic smile. “I never knew any

one as little as that.” He stopped disapprovingly. “Why, that’s only a

_baby_!”

“Ah, that’s what people call him,” said Violet, sagely; “they think he

can’t even talk. Of course he doesn’t really say anything, but we have

long conversations together—I always know what he means.”

The little boy nodded. “My mamma and I talk that way too,” he said simply.

“Then there’s another one—I wish you’d tell me what to buy for him—he’s

about seventy or eighty years older.”

“But that’s an old man!” cried the boy in wonder.

Violet shook her head. “Oh, no! Of course, that’s what people call him,”

she explained again, tolerantly; “but we know better.”

The boy looked at her debatingly. “Is it ‘Once Upon a Time,’ or is it ‘A

True Story’?” he asked.

“It’s both,” said Violet.

Their eyes met this time in the joyousness of mutual understanding.

“I like you, I like you,” cried the little boy, and tucked his hand into

hers, jumping along with both feet in short flying leaps. “Come here!

I’ll show you what to buy for him, I’ll show you; _that_! Oh, there’s my

papa beckoning to me!”

He dropped her hand and disappeared like a flash in the crowd by the

stairs.

“Well,” said Violet to herself, staring in front of her. “Well—why not?”

“I couldn’t get here a minute sooner—I _had_ to lie down after I got

them all out of the house.”

Mrs. Tom, arriving late at the paternal mansion on Christmas afternoon,

was taking off her wraps in the hall as she looked in at the circle of

sisters-in-law sitting around the fire in the drawing-room, warm with the

smell of cedar, and bedecked with scarlet holly. Through the open doorway

beyond the mahogany table, set with the old white-and-gold china, showed

promise of good things to come.

“How cozy you all look in here—but where are the others?” asked Mrs. Tom.

Miss Clara spread out her hands with a gesture of dismay, belied by her

beaming face.

“Well, you’ll never guess—every man and boy is up-stairs with father,

trying to run that crazy engine Violet sent him; it’s one of those

dreadful electrical things. If I’d had the remotest idea what was in the

box—and she never even told Arthur! You can’t get one of them out of that

room, except to—— Listen to that!”

A boy’s footsteps came hurtling down the back stairs, and a moment later

an excited voice called:

“Will it work?”

“No,” came from above.

“Oh, I see what’s the matter. Will it work now?”

“No.”

“Wait a moment till I come up.”

“They’ve been doing that for two mortal hours,” said Mrs. Malcolm

placidly. “They have miles of wire trying to attach something—don’t

ask me what, for I haven’t the faintest idea. Of course it won’t work;

engines never do; if they did all the occupation would be gone. My

husband is just as bad as the rest. They all have engines at home, but

they say Violet’s beats the lot. Just hear that child laugh; she’s been

up there all the afternoon. We’ve been having the most beautifully

restful time down here by ourselves. I haven’t seen father look so happy

in months, and in all that clatter! _Did_ you hear that Kate is coming

back?”

“Will you listen to that!” said Mrs. Walter.

The inevitable footsteps were clattering again madly down-stairs, with

the accompanying voice:

“Will it work?”

“No.”

“Oh, I guess I see what’s the matter with it this time. Will it work now?”

“No.”

“Wait till I come up!”

The end of a holiday is the dearest part of a happy one, when the jewels

are counted over, to be strung on the silver thread of memory. The

lights were turned down low in the nursery, so that the flames of the

fire of aromatic pine were reflected rosily from the white surface of

the enamelled furniture, as Violet sat there in her loose blue gown, her

reddish hair half curling over her shoulders, rocking her little son with

his head pressed against her white bosom. After all the merry Christmas

Day, after all the clatter, and jollity, and family chatter, the supper,

the plum pudding, and the lighted candles, and the children’s carols of

the Child Divine, she was back here once more with her little, little

son—the life that was mysteriously her life too. Ah, not because of the

feasting and the presents, nor the merry companionship, not all because

of the inspiring engine even, had the day been Christmas indeed to an

old man and those who felt the sweetness, unknowing. Through Violet’s

happiness had come the Angel Note.

The drum hung upon the wall, and set out on the blue rug was a small

farmyard of animals, with the large white woolly sheep and a brown tin

cow on wheels, towering above them. On the table stood a tiny Christmas

tree, decked with a red, a blue and a yellow candle, a little horse, a

little horn, a candy hen and a glittering star, and on the mantel was a

paper angel in white and tinsel with dovelike wings and floating hair.

Violet’s husband coming through the room put his hand tenderly on her

hair as he passed.

“Little mother!” he said.

She leaned her head back against his hand, her eyes mutely acknowledging

his caress, before she withdrew once more into that holy place where she

lived to-night with the child, and where even the man she loved could not

follow her.

The Name of The Firm

The Name of The Firm

“So you’ve lost your place,” said his mother.

She looked with tender thoughtful eyes at the lad before her, and

smoothed his fair hair with a hand that had to reach up to touch it, for

she was a little woman.

“Yes,” said the boy, with a lip that he could not keep from quivering

a little. “Somehow I didn’t expect it. Of course, I know lots of the

fellows have been turned off lately; times are dull just now, and the

firm always cut down the force when they can. It’s easy enough to take on

new men when they want them, and those who have been there longest have

first right to stay. I know that. But somehow I had thought that father’s

work with them——”

“Yes,” said his mother. She sat down in a low chair, and with a gesture

drew the boy to her side. “You say you had not expected to be turned

away, Francis. Neither had I thought of it! There were reasons—— Your

father thought that your future was assured, at least, if only—only as an

atonement to him. The firm did not promise me to take care of you, to be

sure, but it was understood. They sent at once, you know, and offered

you the position. It was only right that you should begin at the bottom

of the ladder.”

“The bottom of the ladder is about under ground there,” said the boy

with a whimsical shake of his head. “It’s pretty low down, I can tell

you! Why there are firms not a quarter so rich as they who pay their

boys more—enough for car-fare and shoes and lunch, _anyway_—of course,

though that’s one of the ways they _get_ rich. I’m not complaining. But

I thought to-day if father were the head of the business, and I had been

one of Mr. Nelson’s boys——”

“Your father loved Mr. Nelson,” said the mother, after a silence during

which the two had sat with clasped hands. “And Mr. White too,” she added.

“And didn’t they love him?”

“Yes, once—before they began to make so much money, and after

it,—perhaps—sometimes! I don’t know. Mr. Nelson was moved when he came

to see me that first time; he meant to be kind about you. To your father

he was always the friend he had loved even when he was cut to the heart

with John Nelson’s altered ways. There are some people who are _born_

constant.”

“But don’t you mind,” said the boy, a little wistfully, “that I am

thrown out of the place? I walked around the town two hours this morning

before I could make up my mind to come and tell you, though I knew it

Friday. I was afraid it would be too great a shock to you; and yet you

don’t seem to think anything of it at all.”

“You will be taken back with a larger salary,” said his mother quietly.

“You need not look so startled, Francis. I know Nelson and White—what

they used to be, and what they are now; I know them thoroughly. If there

were any other way—— Dear, there are some things that I cannot tell you,

but your father’s son shall not be turned from his old firm while I live.

They must respect the honour of their name. No, don’t tell me not to go

to them! I’ll not shame you. I am not going to beg them to take you back

again, I have the right to demand it. Trust me, Francis!”

“I do, mother,” said the boy, but half doubtfully, as he stooped and

kissed the face raised to his.

It was a pretty face, with a broad low forehead and clear grey eyes, dark

now with a purpose that he could not understand. He felt uncomfortable

without knowing why, as he met their gaze. There was something in them

that was not like mother.

She looked a small enough figure going down the street in her plain black

garments and little black bonnet—a small figure to hold the fate of a big

business house in that white envelope in her hands. For two years past

she had felt that it would come to this some day. The thrill of definite

fulfilment tingled now in every tense nerve. The father’s fate should not

be his son’s too.

She remembered her husband’s bright faith in the friends of his youth,

when they were first married; how he had worked for them with all the

powers of body and mind, the manager who ran the business machinery of

the house and whose honesty was like the sun, radiating his every act,

and whose justice was tempered with mercy. Heaven only knew—and heaven

_did_ know—how many boys he had saved from temptation by the kind word in

season, how many men he had heartened by his prompt recognition of work

well done. He was a man who gave of himself, unvaryingly, to those with

whom he came in daily contact, and was a greater factor in the prosperity

of the great house than the members of the firm. She remembered how proud

he had been of their commercial honesty, and how he had kept his faith in

their own personal friendship for him even after the benumbing influences

of trade and the exigencies of prosperity had kept them really aloof

from each other for months and years. When there was a child born, or a

death in the family, the business mask dropped for a few minutes perhaps,

to show the old time faces underneath, and the manager loved them, and

talked about them long afterwards to his wife. Some day, when John Nelson

and Harry White had time——

Then the policy of the house changed. The manager’s salary was cut down;

he was no longer called into the confidences of the firm. His wife

remembered with hot cheeks and clenched hands how that had hurt him. It

was the thought that they could have done it; he would have lived on

a pittance willingly if they had needed money. But he defended them,

of course; it was his way. He was a very proud man, so proud that his

friends’ honour was as his very own; who doubted it, insulted him.

And then—ah, that was hardest! to know that what you love is rotten at

the core. That man had no business to tell her husband, but every one

in the house told George more even of their own private affairs than he

cared to hear. Nothing that went on, for or against their prospects, for

or against the good of the business, nay, for or against himself, but was

brought to his knowledge for comfort, advice, or denial. He had always

borne his full freight of other people’s troubles.

But this thing—— His wife knew how the burden of it had brought the

beginning of his illness. It struck at the life of the firm; they had

survived, but the blow had killed him. They had used his honesty to cheat

with, and had offered him as the sacrifice when they were on the point of

detection. Johnson, who partly in horror, partly in protesting doubt, had

shown him, with trembling adjurations to utter secrecy, the incriminating

paper, did not know that George held the other half of the clue. To have

used it in his own defense was to betray one who trusted him, and defile

the fair name of the firm.

His widow clasped the envelope tighter in her hands. She had been to her

husband the priestess of his heart’s inmost confessional; he had given

her a sacred confidence.

But her whole soul rose in rebellion to the thought that her boy was to

be sacrificed as her husband had been, with no hand upraised to help him.

Her hand was small, but it held a mighty truth in it! All the sense of

wrong, and yearning heart-break of years, surged within, to bring with

them a fierce avenging joy. Her promise to her husband? He had not known

to what it would bind her; she felt herself fully absolved. Nelson and

White, Nelson and White, their day of reprisal had come at last. The

powerful fetich of their name would crumble into dust, when she struck it!

The dingy brick building with its gaping doorway gave her a shock as she

came suddenly upon it. She had not seen it for over two years. That was

the doorway under which George used to pass, the steep, worn, wooden

staircase, that up which he was wont to climb daily. She had sometimes

stopped here for him on her way home. She held her breath with a sickness

of heart as she traversed the familiar ways again, looking perforce in at

the windowed door behind which his desk _used_ to stand. She was to climb

higher to-day, to the sacred rooms of the Firm, the mighty power that had

brought into being those rows and rows of clerks at the desks below.

She took her seat on a wooden settle outside the door of the office,

which, open at the top, was screened off with ground glass in one corner

of the long room, and waited her turn for an audience. She hardly saw the

inquiring glances given her from time to time by the clerks; she was full

of an intensity of purpose that cut through conventions like a knife. But

presently the conversation carried on by the rising voices of men within

the office forced itself upon her consciousness unpleasantly.

“Mein Gott! then I lose twenty t’ousand dollar! Consider what that means

to me, shentlemen. At this time, at _this_ time, it is ruin!”

“You should have looked out for that before, Hartmann,” answered a cold

voice, that the listener recognized as Nelson’s. “We gave you opportunity

to examine the goods—you cannot say we did not. If your man was a fool

it’s not our fault. We gave you opportunity.”

“Oh, oppo-_chu_nity,” moaned Hartmann. “Mein Gott, what oppo-_chu_-nity!

And the whole cargo rotten! Consider, shentlemen, that it is ruin.”

White’s high shrill tones broke in with an imprecation, “Consider—as

you’re so fond of the word—that you tried to cheat us, and got caught;

consider that you tried to cut _our_ throat, and we’ve cut _yours_. You

might have known you hadn’t a ghost of a chance with us. We _know_ you’re

ruined, and we don’t _care_. Understand that. We don’t care. Any one

who thinks he can work that game on us gets left. You’ve got the rotten

cargo, and we’ve got your twenty thousand dollars, and we’re going to

_keep_ it. If I were you I wouldn’t talk too much about the story, you

don’t show up any too well in it.”

“But my wife, my shildrens,” moaned the man.

“See here, Hartmann,” said Nelson, with dignity, “this is business.

Either you talk business, or get out of here. On second thoughts you get

out of here anyway. We’ve had enough of you for one day. You think so,

too, White? Shall I get somebody to put you out, Hartmann? No? Then _go_!”

He held the office door open, with a compelling gesture of his free hand

and a little man, bowed together, weeping and mumbling by turns, came

stumbling out as if blinded. As he did so, a boy with papers slipped into

the office, and behind him came a tall, pale clerk, with shabby clothes,

and a gentle, anxious face.

“Ah, Cramer,” said Nelson, half looking up from the papers as he scanned

them quickly in turn before affixing his signature. “What can I do for

you to-day?”

“I was told that you wanted to speak to me, sir,” said Cramer.

“Mr. White, I believe, takes your department in hand. White!”

“The fact is,” said White, “we shall not need you after the first of the

month, Mr. Cramer. You asked for an increase of salary.”

“I cannot live on what I get now,” said Cramer. “I have others to

support.”

“Exactly. We are sorry, but you must understand that we cannot run a

charitable institution. This is strictly business. On inquiry, we find

that other men in similar positions are willing to live on _less_ than

you are getting now, and it is our principle to reduce our expenses

whenever we can. You must know that.”

The listener inferred that Cramer bowed. “My services have been

satisfactory, irrespective of salary?” he asked.

“Oh, certainly. We shall be glad to recommend you. That is all at

present, Mr. Cramer.”

He had gone. Mrs. Stannard sitting out there felt a strange

discomposure—pity, and a helpless revolt against this iron system of

injustice: an injustice that hurt her idea of the promoters of it more

than those under them—they had been her husband’s friends.

“There’s a lady waiting outside,” said the boy, who was going out with

the papers. She rose perforce.

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