CHAPTER VIII

This was Sandoz, man's last stronghold among all the outer satellites

and planets ... fallen citadel, thirty years abandoned now.

Ruin's hand lay heavy upon it. Crumbling walls and shattered structures

sprawled everywhere, and great saw-leaved, turquoise-blue plants half

concealed long stretches of the cracked, disintegrating pavement.

Scarcely a building stood staunch and whole.

Yet there was no mistaking the place. For though the last edifice might

fall, the city's shining silver shaft still thrust up stark and proud

into the sky.

Dane stared at it, fascinated, hardly able to tear his eyes away. It

was compulsive, the inner drive he felt to draw still closer to it. Yet

even though he recognized it as such, he could not fight it down.

Why did it pull him so--this strange, sky-spiking needle? Why, in spite

of all logic, did the feeling surge so strong in him that his destiny

was bound tight to his half-forgotten hope-gone-dead men called the

Sandoz Shaft?

But only one segment of his brain kept up the wondering. For in his

heart he knew the answer didn't matter. Not when the tie that linked

him to the needle was strong enough to lure him across a million miles

and more of void to certain death, here on this alien-fettered world.

Bleakly, he looked across to Nelva, and wished he could be with her

in this hour. But the Kalquoi seemed to have rather definite ideas of

protocol at this stage, and one of them involved his separation from

the girl.

Now, parallel but on opposite sides of what once had been the city's

central thoroughfare, Dane and Nelva trudged from the carrier towards

the distant shaft. A sort of honor guard of Kalquoi surrounded each of

them, directing them in the way they were to go by means of sudden,

small, darting beams of light that stung like so many angry insects.

The shaft grew larger as they approached, till Dane was staring up at

it in awe. With every step, the compulsive drive he felt to reach the

needle grew stronger in him. Nothing else could hold his interest or

attention. Once, briefly, he even caught himself wondering why it had

seemed so important to him to hear Nelva's answers to his questions; to

know his own identity, and that of the fiend-faced man without a name.

As if such could ever matter, when destiny lay at the foot of the

Sandoz Shaft!

They reached what must once have been a small park, now. The street

they'd followed ended in it. But mere lack of pavement seemed to mean

nothing to the Kalquoi. Unhesitating, they herded their charges on

across the open green.

And now, on the far side, Dane caught his breath. Before and below him,

a broad natural bowl had been developed into an amphitheatre, back in

the days of Callisto's human occupation. The metal-rimmed base of the

silver shaft stood in the center of the arena at the bottom.

But even the shaft was as nothing in this moment. For never had Dane

looked down on a stranger sight.

For Kalquoi crowded the dish-like hollow, hovering like fireflies

among the fallen pillars and shrub-masked seats. Hundreds of them;

thousands--they pulsed and glowed and changed shape amid the ruins,

till the amphitheatre itself was transformed into a fantastic fairyland

of energy and light.

But his escorts gave him no time for pause or contemplation. Already

they were urging him down the nearest aisle to the arena below.

Then, at last, there was an end to his scrambling and stumbling

through the debris. His guards halted him, close by the base of the

Sandoz Shaft.

The drive to reach the giant needle boiled in Dane, almost

overwhelming. But when he would have tried, a quick flick of light

from one of his captors turned him back. He could only stare greedily,

drinking the strangeness of the towering monument with his eyes.

And it was weird enough to hold any man's attention. Just as Dane

remembered from his vision, the needle stood unsupported, a silver

lance suspended in mid-air, completely clear of base, socket, bed-plate.

Studying it here at close range, Dane could see how delicate was its

balance. The point quivered visibly where it hung above the socket,

dancing like a plastic ball atop an airstream. Vibrations ran the

slim length of the needle, till it seemed to turn into a flickering

razor-edge of light.

How could it be? A beam of some sort--?

* * * * *

Something stung Dane's flank, then. The pain stabbed so sharp he

whirled by reflex, questions and shaft alike momentarily forgotten.

As he did so, a light-beam flicked at his elbow, flame-hot. His guards

were urging him to movement again, prodding him diagonally ahead till

he stood directly in front of the shaft, but with his back to it.

Now he saw that Nelva Guthrie, too, had reached the arena. Surrounded

by her captors, she stood to the left of the shining needle, just as a

moment before he himself had stood to its right.

But the Kalquoi gave him little time for such observation. While he

watched, a small group of them moved out into the arena and took places

in a semicircle close before him.

Dane's guards fell back before the newcomers. In the seating area up

along the amphitheatre's sloping sides, the assembled crystalline,

light-emitting aliens eddied closer, glowed brighter. A hush seemed

to fall over the hollow. Tension climbed like a spaceship at escape

velocity.

Dane stood very still. There was nothing he could do but wait.

Then, suddenly, one of the Kalquoi in the tight arc close before him

pulsed vivid scarlet. A familiar impulse leaped into Dane's brain ... a

patterned, rhythmic groping: _John Dane ... John Dane ... John Dane...._

Dane sighed; tried to concentrate upon his answer: "Not John Dane.

Clark Dane. Clark, not John...."

From then on, there was tumult and fumbling and confusion. Wordless and

incoherent, alien intelligences probed every fold and convolution of

Dane's brain.

Out of it all, for Dane, came not words, but feelings; not

intelligibility, but insight. Slowly, deep within him, there began to

grow the weird panorama of a race so alien man could never hope fully

to understand it. A concept took form--the concept of a life-type

composed wholly of radiant energy, without permanent shape or

body ... beings that found their only reason for existence in the acts

of shape-building and light emission. In his mind's eye, Dane saw how

they replenished their life-force, transmuting into energy whatever

convenient objects came to hand.

And because these aliens, these Kalquoi, themselves had no need for

bodies or possessions, they'd been unable to conceive that other

species might require such things ... might even be harmed if bodies

and possessions were transmuted.

But now, at last, glimmerings of this truth had reached them. They'd

begun to see the harm they'd done; were sorry for it.

Would man, in his turn, meet them half-way? If they'd stay clear of

him and his possessions and allow him to return to the outer planets,

would he abandon the disconcerting brain-drain that prevented their

shape-changing and transmuting? True, the magnetic shield they'd

developed protected them from it, after a fashion. But it was a

nuisance. If possible they'd prefer to operate without it....

Numbly, Dane tried to force his aching brain to function. If only he

could find the concepts--!

He verbalized it, spoke aloud in hope that meaning would somehow come

through: "Yes, yes. Man wants peace as you do. He'll go half-way and

more--"

The arc of Kalquoi pulsed approval. All but one.

The others' glow slowly faded.

Instantly, like a bomb bursting, the lone dissenter flared emerald and

purple, a radiance so brilliant that Dane reeled back, near-blinded.

His brain reeled, too. For such was the burst of energy the Kalquoi

spewed into it that flame seemed to sear at every cell. Dane screamed

aloud, writhing in torment.

The flame snuffed out. The pain ebbed slowly. But a message stayed,

fire-written: _If all men want peace as you say, why have the others

scorned us? Why are you the only one to open your brain to us?_

Dane groped. "The others--? What others?"

But no coherent answer reached him; only a jumble of fragments and

half-impressions. He sensed that the Kalquoi were arguing among

themselves while he stood by, forgotten.

As if to prove him correct, his guards now goaded him back to his

earlier post to the right of the Sandoz Shaft. Simultaneously, the

other group of guards moved Nelva forward to the spot in front of the

shining needle where Dane himself had stood.

Swaying a little from the aftermath of pain and mind-fatigue, Dane

tried to watch her.

But now, all at once, his compulsion to reach the shaft was again upon

him. It was stronger, this time; stronger than ever before. It was all

Dane could do to resist it.

Yet resist it he must, for his captors still stood close by, and he had

no taste for the sting of the light-beams they flung at him.

* * * * *

Grimly, he concentrated on Nelva Guthrie, trying to force himself to

think of her instead of the sky-thrust lance so close beside him.

Strain-lines marred the girl's blonde beauty now. Her hair was tangled,

her cheeks pale, her lips trembling.

And yet, for all of that, she was still the loveliest thing Clark Dane

had ever seen. The yearning for her gnawed at him like a physical

hunger.

Now the interplay of form and color from the line of Kalquoi indicated

they were probing her mind. Dane could see her straighten, just a

little ... breathe a fraction faster. Her hands moved, rubbing at the

side-melds of her garment as if to scrub sweat from her palms.

More shapes, more colors from the Kalquoi. More signs of tension

from Nelva Guthrie. Dane could catch only fragments of the projected

thoughts and feelings.

Yet something was wrong. Instinctively, he sensed it. A knot drew

tight, deep in his belly. He breathed harder.

To what purpose? No matter what happened, there was nothing he could

do. He knew that.

Only--Nelva--

He never finished the thought. For abruptly, without warning, the

same Kalquoi who minutes before had sent the searing charge through

Dane's dazed brain blazed again--a great flash, orange and white

and turquoise. The thought smashed in, so violent that even at this

distance--even though it was directed at Nelva--the impact made Dane's

head reel: _She-creature, you close your brain to us! You hold back

like the others! You want no peace--_

Nelva's scream came like an agonized, overriding echo. Blindly, she

staggered forward, clutching her head between her hands.

But the Kalquoi gave no heed. As if the girl were not there, he deluged

the whole area with a raging, searing, tidal wave of energy.

Nelva sagged to her knees. Her cry was the keening of a soul in torment.

It was a trigger to turn a man to utter madness. Spasmodically, Dane

started forward.

But there was no way to reach the girl, and in his heart he knew it.

Too many Kalquoi, too many light-beams, stood ranged between him and

her.

But the shining needle, the Sandoz Shaft--it was relatively unprotected

for the moment--

Spinning, Dane dived towards it--low, beneath the level at which his

captors hovered.

His shoulder crashed against the heavy, buttressed base. His hands

closed on a corroded telonium bar. Tearing it from the litter, he

surged up, heedless to the light-beams that stung at his back and sides.

The bar had weight to it. Dane swung it with all his might, straight

at the seemingly empty space between socket and needle-tip.

If only he could upset the delicate balance of forces that held the

shaft upright, and bring it crashing down, almost anything might happen!

The blow hit square and true. But to Dane, it was as if he'd struck

the bar against a daggad column. Pain shot up his arms, clear to the

shoulders. The telonium strip tore from his hands and sailed through

the air nearly fifty feet.

Before the bar even hit the ground, a bolt of energy struck Dane.

Helpless, hopeless, sobbing with fury at his own inadequacy, he found

himself slammed back bodily against the metal rim that girded the

shaft's base. His hands clamped to the alloy.

It was a moment completely incredible; a moment beyond all possibility

of belief. For as Dane's hands touched the rim, sparks leaped from

flesh to metal. His whole body convulsed. Blue flame crackled in a

tight sheath round him. Power pulsed through every bone and muscle in a

surging tide.

Then sound came--a high, thin skirl, louder and louder, till Dane

thought his eardrums must surely burst.

But the sound still welled and swelled and echoed; and now numbly,

it dawned on Dane that something was happening to the Kalquoi. Even

blurred as his eyes were, and in spite of the spasms of his body, he

could see that, one and all, the aliens had reverted to crystal form.

No light gleamed in them. They moved jerkily, as if having trouble even

rising from the ground.

The sound in Dane's ears reached a new high note--a note so clear and

pure it ceased to be sound at all, to human ears. In its place came

silence--a taut, thin-strung, nerve-fraying silence that somehow was

almost more than flesh and blood could bear.

Now, while Dane watched in the eerie silence, a Kalquoi crystal

suddenly cracked wide open in mid-air.

Its shards cracked, too; and its shards' shards. It was dust before it

hit the ground.

On all sides, it was the same. Everywhere in the amphitheatre the

aliens were shattering to atoms. In seconds, not one of them remained.

Convulsively, Dane twisted; managed to throw one anguished glance

upward to the silver needle that was the Sandoz Shaft.

But so fast was the shaft vibrating that it now looked less like a

needle than a flash of silver light.

Dane sagged back. Dully, he wondered how long it would take a man to

die this way. Certainly there must be a limit to the amount of such

maltreatment the human form could stand.

Yet he knew strength was not in him to break loose, tear away.

Was this, then, his destiny? Must he die here, a living conduit for the

power now activating the Sandoz Shaft?

What a goal for a compulsion! What an end to a dream! He couldn't even

see the spot where Nelva Guthrie lay....

Time blurred, after that. There were moments when he was conscious;

more when he was not.

When he first heard the drone of the carrier's landing beam, he thought

he was delirious.

Then he opened his eyes, and the craft hung there before him, less than

fifty feet away. While he watched, it ramped down. The hatch opened.

It was then he _knew_ he was delirious, for sure.

Because the first of the two men who climbed out was thick-bodied,

bullet-headed, lump-faced, scowling Pfaff, the Security rep with whom

he'd clashed.

And the gaunt figure behind Pfaff was that of the hollow-cheeked,

hollow-eyed, hairless man, master of slaves, whom Dane knew only as

the Being-Without-A-Name!

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