CHAPTER XIV

Ah, that return to the forest where Rima dwelt, after so anxious day,

when the declining sun shone hotly still, and the green woodland shadows

were so grateful! The coolness, the sense of security, allayed the fever

and excitement I had suffered on the open savannah; I walked leisurely,

pausing often to listen to some bird voice or to admire some rare

insect or parasitic flower shining star-like in the shade. There was a

strangely delightful sensation in me. I likened myself to a child that,

startled at something it had seen while out playing in the sun, flies

to its mother to feel her caressing hand on its cheek and forget its

tremors. And describing what I felt in that way, I was a little ashamed

and laughed at myself; nevertheless the feeling was very sweet. At that

moment Mother and Nature seemed one and the same thing. As I kept to the

more open part of the wood, on its southernmost border, the red flame

of the sinking sun was seen at intervals through the deep humid green

of the higher foliage. How every object it touched took from it a new

wonderful glory! At one spot, high up where the foliage was scanty, and

slender bush ropes and moss depended like broken cordage from a dead

limb--just there, bathing itself in that glory-giving light, I noticed

a fluttering bird, and stood still to watch its antics. Now it would

cling, head downwards, to the slender twigs, wings and tail open; then,

righting itself, it would flit from waving line to line, dropping lower

and lower; and anon soar upwards a distance of twenty feet and alight to

recommence the flitting and swaying and dropping towards the earth. It

was one of those birds that have a polished plumage, and as it moved

this way and that, flirting its feathers, they caught the beams and

shone at moments like glass or burnished metal. Suddenly another bird of

the same kind dropped down to it as if from the sky, straight and swift

as a falling stone; and the first bird sprang up to meet the comer, and

after rapidly wheeling round each other for a moment, they fled away in

company, screaming shrilly through the wood, and were instantly lost to

sight, while their jubilant cries came back fainter and fainter at each

repetition.

I envied them not their wings: at that moment earth did not seem fixed

and solid beneath me, nor I bound by gravity to it. The faint, floating

clouds, the blue infinite heaven itself, seemed not more ethereal and

free than I, or the ground I walked on. The low, stony hills on my right

hand, of which I caught occasional glimpses through the trees, looking

now blue and delicate in the level rays, were no more than the billowy

projections on the moving cloud of earth: the trees of unnumbered

kinds--great more, cecropia, and greenheart, bush and fern and suspended

lianas, and tall palms balancing their feathery foliage on slender

stems--all was but a fantastic mist embroidery covering the surface of

that floating cloud on which my feet were set, and which floated with me

near the sun.

The red evening flame had vanished from the summits of the trees, the

sun was setting, the woods in shadow, when I got to the end of my walk.

I did not approach the house on the side of the door, yet by some means

those within became aware of my presence, for out they came in a great

hurry, Rima leading the way, Nuflo behind her, waving his arms and

shouting. But as I drew near, the girl dropped behind and stood

motionless regarding me, her face pallid and showing strong excitement.

I could scarcely remove my eyes from her eloquent countenance: I seemed

to read in it relief and gladness mingled with surprise and something

like vexation. She was piqued perhaps that I had taken her by surprise,

that after much watching for me in the wood I had come through it

undetected when she was indoors.

“Happy the eyes that see you!” shouted the old man, laughing

boisterously.

“Happy are mine that look on Rima again,” I answered. “I have been long

absent.”

“Long--you may say so,” returned Nuflo. “We had given you up. We

said that, alarmed at the thought of the journey to Riolama, you had

abandoned us.”

“WE said!” exclaimed Rima, her pallid face suddenly flushing. “I spoke

differently.”

“Yes, I know--I know!” he said airily, waving his hand. “You said that

he was in danger, that he was kept against his will from coming. He is

present now--let him speak.”

“She was right,” I said. “Ah, Nuflo, old man, you have lived long, and

got much experience, but not insight--not that inner vision that sees

further than the eyes.”

“No, not that--I know what you mean,” he answered. Then, tossing his

hand towards the sky, he added: “The knowledge you speak of comes from

there.”

The girl had been listening with keen interest, glancing from one to the

other. “What!” she spoke suddenly, as if unable to keep silence, “do you

think, grandfather, that SHE tells me--when there is danger--when the

rain will cease--when the wind will blow--everything? Do I not ask and

listen, lying awake at night? She is always silent, like the stars.”

Then, pointing to me with her finger, she finished:

“HE knows so many things! Who tells them to HIM?”

“But distinguish, Rima. You do not distinguish the great from the

little,” he answered loftily. “WE know a thousand things, but they are

things that any man with a forehead can learn. The knowledge that comes

from the blue is not like that--it is more important and miraculous. Is

it not so, senor?” he ended, appealing to me.

“Is it, then, left for me to decide?” said I, addressing the girl.

But though her face was towards me, she refused to meet my look and was

silent. Silent, but not satisfied: she doubted still, and had perhaps

caught something in my tone that strengthened her doubt.

Old Nuflo understood the expression. “Look at me, Rima,” he said,

drawing himself up. “I am old, and he is young--do I not know best? I

have spoken and have decided it.”

Still that unconvinced expression, and her face turned expectant to me.

“Am I to decide?” I repeated.

“Who, then?” she said at last, her voice scarcely more than a murmur;

yet there was reproach in the tone, as if she had made a long speech and

I had tyrannously driven her to it.

“Thus, then, I decide,” said I. “To each of us, as to every kind of

animal, even to small birds and insects, and to every kind of plant,

there is given something peculiar--a fragrance, a melody, a special

instinct, an art, a knowledge, which no other has. And to Rima has been

given this quickness of mind and power to divine distant things; it is

hers, just as swiftness and grace and changeful, brilliant colour are

the hummingbird’s; therefore she need not that anyone dwelling in the

blue should instruct her.”

The old man frowned and shook his head; while she, after one swift, shy

glance at my face, and with something like a smile flitting over her

delicate lips, turned and re-entered the house.

I felt convinced from that parting look that she had understood me, that

my words had in some sort given her relief; for, strong as was her faith

in the supernatural, she appeared as ready to escape from it, when a way

of escape offered, as from the limp cotton gown and constrained manner

worn in the house. The religion and cotton dress were evidently remains

of her early training at the settlement of Voa.

Old Nuflo, strange to say, had proved better than his word. Instead of

inventing new causes for delay, as I had imagined would be the case,

he now informed me that his preparations for the journey were all but

complete, that he had only waited for my return to set out.

Rima soon left us in her customary way, and then, talking by the fire,

I gave an account of my detention by the Indians and of the loss of my

revolver, which I thought very serious.

“You seem to think little of it,” I said, observing that he took it very

coolly. “Yet I know not how I shall defend myself in case of an attack.”

“I have no fear of an attack,” he answered. “It seems to me the same

thing whether you have a revolver or many revolvers and carbines and

swords, or no revolver--no weapon at all. And for a very simple reason.

While Rima is with us, so long as we are on her business, we are

protected from above. The angels, senor, will watch over us by day and

night. What need of weapons, then, except to procure food?”

“Why should not the angels provide us with food also?” said I.

“No, no, that is a different thing,” he returned. “That is a small and

low thing, a necessity common to all creatures, which all know how to

meet. You would not expect an angel to drive away a cloud of mosquitoes,

or to remove a bush-tick from your person. No, sir, you may talk of

natural gifts, and try to make Rima believe that she is what she is, and

knows what she knows, because, like a humming-bird or some plants with

a peculiar fragrance, she has been made so. It is wrong, senor, and,

pardon me for saying it, it ill becomes you to put such fables into her

head.”

I answered, with a smile: “She herself seems to doubt what you believe.”

“But, senor, what can you expect from an ignorant girl like Rima? She

knows nothing, or very little, and will not listen to reason. If she

would only remain quietly indoors, with her hair braided, and pray and

read her Catechism, instead of running about after flowers and birds and

butterflies and such unsubstantial things, it would be better for both

of us.”

“In what way, old man?”

“Why, it is plain that if she would cultivate the acquaintance of the

people that surround her--I mean those that come to her from her sainted

mother--and are ready to do her bidding in everything, she could make

it more safe for us in this place. For example, there is Runi and his

people; why should they remain living so near us as to be a constant

danger when a pestilence of small-pox or some other fever might easily

be sent to kill them off?”

“And have you ever suggested such a thing to your grandchild?”

He looked surprised and grieved at the question. “Yes, many times,

senor,” he said. “I should have been a poor Christian had I not

mentioned it. But when I speak of it she gives me a look and is gone,

and I see no more of her all day, and when I see her she refuses even to

answer me--so perverse, so foolish is she in her ignorance; for, as you

can see for yourself, she has no more sense or concern about what is

most important than some little painted fly that flits about all day

long without any object.”

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