CHAPTER III

I was not disappointed on my next visit to the forest, nor on several

succeeding visits; and this seemed to show that if I was right in

believing that these strange, melodious utterances proceeded from one

individual, then the bird or being, although still refusing to show

itself, was always on the watch for my appearance and followed me

wherever I went. This thought only served to increase my curiosity; I

was constantly pondering over the subject, and at last concluded that it

would be best to induce one of the Indians to go with me to the wood on

the chance of his being able to explain the mystery.

One of the treasures I had managed to preserve in my sojourn with these

children of nature, who were always anxious to become possessors of my

belongings, was a small prettily fashioned metal match-box, opening

with a spring. Remembering that Kua-ko, among others, had looked at this

trifle with covetous eyes--the covetous way in which they all looked at

it had given it a fictitious value in my own--I tried to bribe him with

the offer of it to accompany me to my favourite haunt. The brave young

hunter refused again and again; but on each occasion he offered to

perform some other service or to give me something in exchange for the

box. At last I told him that I would give it to the first person who

should accompany me, and fearing that someone would be found valiant

enough to win the prize, he at length plucked up a spirit, and on the

next day, seeing me going out for a walk, he all at once offered to go

with me. He cunningly tried to get the box before starting--his cunning,

poor youth, was not very deep! I told him that the forest we were about

to visit abounded with plants and birds unlike any I had seen elsewhere,

that I wished to learn their names and everything about them, and

that when I had got the required information the box would be his--not

sooner. Finally we started, he, as usual, armed with his zabatana, with

which, I imagined, he would procure more game than usually fell to his

little poisoned arrows. When we reached the wood I could see that he was

ill at ease: nothing would persuade him to go into the deeper parts;

and even where it was very open and light he was constantly gazing

into bushes and shadowy places, as if expecting to see some frightful

creature lying in wait for him. This behaviour might have had a

disquieting effect on me had I not been thoroughly convinced that his

fears were purely superstitious and that there could be no dangerous

animal in a spot I was accustomed to walk in every day. My plan was

to ramble about with an unconcerned air, occasionally pointing out an

uncommon tree or shrub or vine, or calling his attention to a distant

bird-cry and asking the bird’s name, in the hope that the mysterious

voice would make itself heard and that he would be able to give me some

explanation of it. But for upwards of two hours we moved about, hearing

nothing except the usual bird voices, and during all that time he never

stirred a yard from my side nor made an attempt to capture anything. At

length we sat down under a tree, in an open spot close to the border of

the wood. He sat down very reluctantly, and seemed more troubled in

his mind than ever, keeping his eyes continually roving about, while he

listened intently to every sound. The sounds were not few, owing to the

abundance of animal and especially of bird life in this favoured spot.

I began to question my companion as to some of the cries we heard. There

were notes and cries familiar to me as the crowing of the cock--parrot

screams and yelping of toucans, the distant wailing calls of maam and

duraquara; and shrill laughter-like notes of the large tree-climber as

it passed from tree to tree; the quick whistle of cotingas; and strange

throbbing and thrilling sounds, as of pygmies beating on metallic drums,

of the skulking pitta-thrushes; and with these mingled other notes

less well known. One came from the treetops, where it was perpetually

wandering amid the foliage a low note, repeated at intervals of a few

seconds, so thin and mournful and full of mystery that I half expected

to hear that it proceeded from the restless ghost of some dead bird.

But no; he only said it was uttered by a “little bird”--too little

presumably to have a name. From the foliage of a neighbouring tree came

a few tinkling chirps, as of a small mandolin, two or three strings of

which had been carelessly struck by the player. He said that it came

from a small green frog that lived in trees; and in this way my rude

Indian--vexed perhaps at being asked such trivial questions--brushed

away the pretty fantasies my mind had woven in the woodland solitude.

For I often listened to this tinkling music, and it had suggested the

idea that the place was frequented by a tribe of fairy-like troubadour

monkeys, and that if I could only be quick-sighted enough I might one

day be able to detect the minstrel sitting, in a green tunic perhaps,

cross-legged on some high, swaying bough, carelessly touching his

mandolin, suspended from his neck by a yellow ribbon.

By and by a bird came with low, swift flight, its great tail spread open

fan-wise, and perched itself on an exposed bough not thirty yards from

us. It was all of a chestnut-red colour, long-bodied, in size like a big

pigeon. Its actions showed that its curiosity had been greatly excited,

for it jerked from side to side, eyeing us first with one eye, then the

other, while its long tail rose and fell in a measured way.

“Look, Kua-ko,” I said in a whisper, “there is a bird for you to kill.”

But he only shook his head, still watchful.

“Give me the blow-pipe, then,” I said, with a laugh, putting out my hand

to take it. But he refused to let me take it, knowing that it would only

be an arrow wasted if I attempted to shoot anything.

As I persisted in telling him to kill the bird, he at last bent his lips

near me and said in a half-whisper, as if fearful of being overheard: “I

can kill nothing here. If I shot at the bird, the daughter of the Didi

would catch the dart in her hand and throw it back and hit me here,”

touching his breast just over his heart.

I laughed again, saying to myself, with some amusement, that Kua-ko was

not such a bad companion after all--that he was not without imagination.

But in spite of my laughter his words roused my interest and suggested

the idea that the voice I was curious about had been heard by the

Indians and was as great a mystery to them as to me; since, not being

like that of any creature known to them, it would be attributed by their

superstitious minds to one of the numerous demons or semi-human monsters

inhabiting every forest, stream, and mountain; and fear of it would

drive them from the wood. In this case, judging from my companion’s

words, they had varied the form of the superstition somewhat, inventing

a daughter of a water-spirit to be afraid of. My thought was that if

their keen, practiced eyes had never been able to see this flitting

woodland creature with a musical soul, it was not likely that I would

succeed in my quest.

I began to question him, but he now appeared less inclined to talk and

more frightened than ever, and each time I attempted to speak he imposed

silence, with a quick gesture of alarm, while he continued to stare

about him with dilated eyes. All at once he sprang to his feet as

if overcome with terror and started running at full speed. His fear

infected me, and, springing up, I followed as fast as I could, but he

was far ahead of me, running for dear life; and before I had gone forty

yards my feet were caught in a creeper trailing along the surface, and I

measured my length on the ground. The sudden, violent shock almost took

away my senses for a moment, but when I jumped up and stared round to

see no unspeakable monster--Curupita or other--rushing on to slay and

devour me there and then, I began to feel ashamed of my cowardice; and

in the end I turned and walked back to the spot I had just quitted and

sat down once more. I even tried to hum a tune, just to prove to myself

that I had completely recovered from the panic caught from the miserable

Indian; but it is never possible in such cases to get back one’s

serenity immediately, and a vague suspicion continued to trouble me for

a time. After sitting there for half an hour or so, listening to distant

bird-sounds, I began to recover my old confidence, and even to feel

inclined to penetrate further into the wood. All at once, making me

almost jump, so sudden it was, so much nearer and louder than I had

ever heard it before, the mysterious melody began. Unmistakably it was

uttered by the same being heard on former occasions; but today it was

different in character. The utterance was far more rapid, with fewer

silent intervals, and it had none of the usual tenderness in it, nor

ever once sunk to that low, whisper-like talking which had seemed to me

as if the spirit of the wind had breathed its low sighs in syllables

and speech. Now it was not only loud, rapid, and continuous, but, while

still musical, there was an incisiveness in it, a sharp ring as of

resentment, which made it strike painfully on the sense.

The impression of an intelligent unhuman being addressing me in anger

took so firm a hold on my mind that the old fear returned, and, rising,

I began to walk rapidly away, intending to escape from the wood. The

voice continued violently rating me, as it seemed to my mind, moving

with me, which caused me to accelerate my steps; and very soon I would

have broken into a run, when its character began to change again. There

were pauses now, intervals of silence, long or short, and after each one

the voice came to my ear with a more subdued and dulcet sound--more of

that melting, flute-like quality it had possessed at other times; and

this softness of tone, coupled with the talking-like form of utterance,

gave me the idea of a being no longer incensed, addressing me now in a

peaceable spirit, reasoning away my unworthy tremors, and imploring me

to remain with it in the wood. Strange as this voice without a body was,

and always productive of a slightly uncomfortable feeling on account of

its mystery, it seemed impossible to doubt that it came to me now in

a spirit of pure friendliness; and when I had recovered my composure I

found a new delight in listening to it--all the greater because of the

fear so lately experienced, and of its seeming intelligence. For the

third time I reseated myself on the same spot, and at intervals the

voice talked to me there for some time and, to my fancy, expressed

satisfaction and pleasure at my presence. But later, without losing its

friendly tone, it changed again. It seemed to move away and to be thrown

back from a considerable distance; and, at long intervals, it would

approach me again with a new sound, which I began to interpret as of

command, or entreaty. Was it, I asked myself, inviting me to follow? And

if I obeyed, to what delightful discoveries or frightful dangers might

it lead? My curiosity together with the belief that the being--I called

it being, not bird, now--was friendly to me, overcame all timidity, and

I rose and walked at random towards the interior of the wood. Very soon

I had no doubt left that the being had desired me to follow; for there

was now a new note of gladness in its voice, and it continued near me

as I walked, at intervals approaching me so closely as to set me staring

into the surrounding shadowy places like poor scared Kua-ko.

On this occasion, too, I began to have a new fancy, for fancy or

illusion I was determined to regard it, that some swift-footed being was

treading the ground near me; that I occasionally caught the faint rustle

of a light footstep, and detected a motion in leaves and fronds and

thread-like stems of creepers hanging near the surface, as if some

passing body had touched and made them tremble; and once or twice that

I even had a glimpse of a grey, misty object moving at no great distance

in the deeper shadows.

Led by this wandering tricksy being, I came to a spot where the trees

were very large and the damp dark ground almost free from undergrowth;

and here the voice ceased to be heard. After patiently waiting and

listening for some time, I began to look about me with a slight feeling

of apprehension. It was still about two hours before sunset; only

in this place the shade of the vast trees made a perpetual twilight:

moreover, it was strangely silent here, the few bird-cries that reached

me coming from a long distance. I had flattered myself that the voice

had become to some extent intelligible to me: its outburst of anger

caused no doubt by my cowardly flight after the Indian; then its

recovered friendliness, which had induced me to return; and finally its

desire to be followed. Now that it had led me to this place of shadow

and profound silence and had ceased to speak and to lead, I could not

help thinking that this was my goal, that I had been brought to this

spot with a purpose, that in this wild and solitary retreat some

tremendous adventure was about to befall me.

As the silence continued unbroken, there was time to dwell on this

thought. I gazed before me and listened intently, scarcely breathing,

until the suspense became painful--too painful at last, and I turned and

took a step with the idea of going back to the border of the wood, when

close by, clear as a silver bell, sounded the voice once more, but only

for a moment--two or three syllables in response to my movement, then it

was silent again.

Once more I was standing still, as if in obedience to a command, in the

same state of suspense; and whether the change was real or only imagined

I know not, but the silence every minute grew more profound and the

gloom deeper. Imaginary terrors began to assail me. Ancient fables of

men allured by beautiful forms and melodious voices to destruction all

at once acquired a fearful significance. I recalled some of the Indian

beliefs, especially that of the mis-shapen, man-devouring monster who is

said to beguile his victims into the dark forest by mimicking the human

voice--the voice sometimes of a woman in distress--or by singing some

strange and beautiful melody. I grew almost afraid to look round lest I

should catch sight of him stealing towards me on his huge feet with toes

pointing backwards, his mouth snarling horribly to display his great

green fangs. It was distressing to have such fancies in this wild,

solitary spot--hateful to feel their power over me when I knew that they

were nothing but fancies and creations of the savage mind. But if these

supernatural beings had no existence, there were other monsters, only

too real, in these woods which it would be dreadful to encounter alone

and unarmed, since against such adversaries a revolver would be as

ineffectual as a popgun. Some huge camoodi, able to crush my bones like

brittle twigs in its constricting coils, might lurk in these shadows,

and approach me stealthily, unseen in its dark colour on the dark

ground. Or some jaguar or black tiger might steal towards me, masked by

a bush or tree-trunk, to spring upon me unawares. Or, worse still,

this way might suddenly come a pack of those swift-footed, unspeakably

terrible hunting-leopards, from which every living thing in the forest

flies with shrieks of consternation or else falls paralysed in their

path to be instantly torn to pieces and devoured.

A slight rustling sound in the foliage above me made me start and

cast up my eyes. High up, where a pale gleam of tempered sunlight fell

through the leaves, a grotesque human-like face, black as ebony and

adorned with a great red beard, appeared staring down upon me. In

another moment it was gone. It was only a large araguato, or howling

monkey, but I was so unnerved that I could not get rid of the idea that

it was something more than a monkey. Once more I moved, and again, the

instant I moved my foot, clear, and keen, and imperative, sounded the

voice! It was no longer possible to doubt its meaning. It commanded me

to stand still--to wait--to watch--to listen! Had it cried “Listen! Do

not move!” I could not have understood it better. Trying as the suspense

was, I now felt powerless to escape. Something very terrible, I felt

convinced, was about to happen, either to destroy or to release me from

the spell that held me.

And while I stood thus rooted to the ground, the sweat standing in large

drops on my forehead, all at once close to me sounded a cry, fine and

clear at first, and rising at the end to a shriek so loud, piercing, and

unearthly in character that the blood seemed to freeze in my veins,

and a despairing cry to heaven escaped my lips; then, before that long

shriek expired, a mighty chorus of thunderous voices burst forth around

me; and in this awful tempest of sound I trembled like a leaf; and the

leaves on the trees were agitated as if by a high wind, and the earth

itself seemed to shake beneath my feet. Indescribably horrible were my

sensations at that moment; I was deafened, and would possibly have been

maddened had I not, as by a miracle, chanced to see a large araguato

on a branch overhead, roaring with open mouth and inflated throat and

chest.

It was simply a concert of howling monkeys that had so terrified me! But

my extreme fear was not strange in the circumstances; since everything

that had led up to the display--the gloom and silence, the period of

suspense, and my heated imagination--had raised my mind to the highest

degree of excitement and expectancy. I had rightly conjectured, no

doubt, that my unseen guide had led me to that spot for a purpose;

and the purpose had been to set me in the midst of a congregation of

araguatos to enable me for the first time fully to appreciate their

unparalleled vocal powers. I had always heard them at a distance; here

they were gathered in scores, possibly hundreds--the whole araguato

population of the forest, I should think--close to me; and it may give

some faint conception of the tremendous power and awful character of

the sound thus produced by their combined voices when I say that this

animal--miscalled “howler” in English--would outroar the mightiest lion

that ever woke the echoes of an African wilderness.

This roaring concert, which lasted three or four minutes, having ended,

I lingered a few minutes longer on the spot, and not hearing the voice

again, went back to the edge of the wood, and then started on my way

back to the village.

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