JUST MONTE
Monte was at the Hôtel d'Angleterre at nine. In response to his card
he received a brief note.
_Dear Monte_ [he read]: Please don't ask to see me this morning. I'm
so mixed up I'm afraid I won't be at all good company.
Yours, MARJORY.
Monte sent back this note in reply:--
_Dear Marjory_: If you're mixed up, I'm just the one you ought to see.
You've been thinking again.
MONTE.
She came into the office looking like a hunted thing; but he stepped
forward to meet her with a boyish good humor that reassured her in an
instant. The firm grip of his hand alone was enough to steady her.
Her tired eyes smiled gratitude.
"I never expected to be married and deserted--all in one week," he said
lightly. "What's the trouble?"
He felt like a comedian trying to be funny with the heart gone out of
him. But he knew she expected no less. He must remain just Monte or
he would only frighten her the more. No matter if his heart pounded
until he could not catch his breath, he must play the care-free chump
of a _compagnon de voyage_. That was all she had married--all she
wanted. She glanced at his arm in its black sling.
"Who tied that this morning?" she asked.
"The valet."
"He did n't do it at all nicely. There's a little sun parlor on the
next floor. Come with me and I 'll do it over."
He followed her upstairs and into a room filled with flowers and wicker
chairs. She stood before him and readjusted the handkerchief, so near
that he thought he felt her breath. It was a test for a man, and he
came through it nobly.
"There--that's better," she said. "Now take the big chair in the sun."
She drew it forward a little, though he protested at so much attention.
She dropped into another seat a little away from him.
"Well?" he inquired. "Aren't you going to tell me about it?"
He was making it as easy as possible--easier than she had anticipated.
"Won't you please smoke?"
He lighted a cigarette.
"Now we're off," he encouraged her.
He was leaning back with one leg crossed over the other--a big,
wholesome boy. His blue eyes this morning were the color of the sky,
and just as clean and just as untroubled. As she studied him the
thought uppermost in her mind was that she must not hurt him. She must
be very careful about that. She must give him nothing to worry over.
"Monte," she began, "I guess women have a lot of queer notions men
don't know anything about. Can't we let it go at that?"
"If you wish," he nodded. "Only--are you going to stay here?"
"For a little while, anyway," she answered.
"You mean--a day or two?"
"Or a week or two."
"You'd rather not tell me why?"
"If you please--not," she answered quickly.
He thought a moment, and then asked:--
"It was n't anything I did?"
"No, no," she assured him. "You've been so good, Monte."
He was so good with her now--so gentle and considerate. It made her
heart ache. With her chin in hand, elbow upon the arm of her chair,
she was apparently looking at him more or less indifferently, when what
she would have liked to do was to smooth away the perplexed frown
between his brows.
"Then," he asked, "your coming here has n't anything to do with me?"
She could not answer that directly. With her cheeks burning and her
lips dry, she tried to think just what to say. Above all things, she
must not worry him!
"It has to do with you and myself and--Peter Noyes," she answered.
"Peter Noyes!"
He sat upright.
"He is at the Hôtel des Roses--with his sister," Marjory ran on
hurriedly. "They are both old friends, and I met them quite by
accident last night. Suddenly, Monte,--they made my position there
impossible. They gave me a new point of view on myself--on you. I
guess it was an American point of view. What had seemed right before
did not seem right then."
"Is that why you resumed your maiden name?"
"That is why. But sooner or later Peter will know the truth, won't he?"
"How will he know?"
"The name you signed on the register."
"That's so, too," Monte admitted. "But that says only 'Madame
Covington.' Madame Covington might be any one."
He smiled, but his lips were tense.
"She may have been called home unexpectedly."
The girl hid her face in her hands. He rose and stepped to her side.
"There, there," he said gently. "Don't worry about that. There is no
reason why they should ever associate you with her. If they make any
inquiries of me about madame, I'll just say she has gone away for a
little while--perhaps for a week or two. Is that right?"
"I--I don't know."
"Nothing unusual about that. Wives are always going away. Even Chic's
wife goes away every now and then. As for you, little woman, I think
you did the only thing possible. I met that Peter Noyes this morning."
Startled, she raised her face from her hands.
"You met--Peter Noyes?" she asked slowly.
"Quite by chance. He was on his way to walk, and I took him with me.
He's a wonderful fellow, Marjory."
"You talked with him?"
He nodded.
"He takes life mighty seriously."
"Too seriously, Monte," she returned.
"It's what made him blind; and yet--there 's something worth while
about a man who gets into the game that way. Hanged if he did n't
leave me feeling uncomfortable."
She looked worried.
"How, Monte?"
"Oh, as though I ought to be doing something instead of just kicking
around the Continent. Do you know I had a notion of studying law at
one time?"
"But there was no need of it, was there?"
"Not in one way. Only, I suppose I could have made myself useful
somewhere, even if I did n't have to earn a living. Maybe there's a
use for every one--somewhere."
He had left her side, and was staring out the window toward the ocean.
She watched him anxiously. She had never seen him like this, and yet,
in a way, this was the same Monte in whose eyes she had caught a
glimpse of the wonderful bright light. It was the man who had leaned
toward her as they walked on the shore the night before they reached
Nice--a gallant prince of the fairy-books, ready to step into real life
and be a gallant prince there.
Monte had never had a chance. Had he been left as Peter Noyes had been
left, dependent upon himself, he would have done all that Peter had
done, without losing his smile. Marjory must not allow him to lose
that now. His mouth was drooping with such exaggerated melancholy that
she felt something must be done at once. She began to laugh. He
turned quickly.
"You look as if you had lost your last friend," she chided him. "If
talking with Peter Noyes does that to you, I don't think you had better
talk with him any more."
"He's worth more to-day, blind, than I with my two eyes."
"The trouble with Peter is that he can't smile," she answered. "After
all, it would be a sad world if no one were left to smile."
The words brought back to him the phrase she had used at the Normandie:
"I am depending on you to keep me normal."
Here was something right at hand for him to do, and a man's job at
that. He had wanted a chance to play the game, and here it was.
Perhaps the game was not so big as some,--it concerned only her and
him,--but there was a certain added challenge in playing the little
game hard. Besides, the importance of the game was a good deal in the
point of view. If, for him, it was big, that was enough.
As he stood before her now, the demand upon him for all his nerve was
enough to satisfy any man. To assume before her the pose of the
carefree chump that she needed to balance her own nervous fears--to do
this with every muscle in him straining toward her, with the beauty of
her making him dizzy, with hot words leaping for expression to his dry
lips, those facts, after all, made the game seem not so small.
"Where are you going to lunch to-day?" he asked.
"I don't know, Monte," she answered indifferently. "I told Peter he
could come over at ten."
"I see. Want to lunch with him?"
"I don't want to lunch with any one."
"He'll probably expect you. I was going to look at some villas to-day;
but I suppose that's all off."
Her cheeks turned scarlet.
"Yes."
"Then I guess I'll walk to Monte Carlo and lunch there. How about
dinner?"
"If they see us together--"
"Ask them to come along too. You can tell them I'm an old friend. I
am that, am I not?"
"One of the oldest and best," she answered earnestly.
"Then I'll call you up when I come back. Good luck."
With a nod and a smile, he left her.
From the window she watched him out of sight. He did not turn. There
was no reason in the world why she should have expected him to turn.
He had a pleasant day before him. He would amuse himself at the
Casino, enjoy a good luncheon, smoke a cigarette in the sunshine, and
call her up at his leisure when he returned. Except for the light
obligation of ascertaining her wishes concerning dinner, it was the
routine he had followed for ten years. It had kept him satisfied, kept
him content. Doubtless, if he were left undisturbed, it would keep him
satisfied and content for another decade. He would always be able to
walk away from her without turning back.