Mrs. Coney was not a hard-hearted woman, just the opposite: but only

those who live in rural parts of the country can imagine the tricks and

turns of regular tramps, and what a bad lot some of them are. They

deceive you with no end of a plausible tale, and stare pitifully in your

face whilst they tell it. Not long before this, a case had happened

where both our house and the Coneys' had been taken in. A woman in

jagged widows' garments presented herself at the door of Crabb Cot and

asked to see the Squire. Her shoes wanted mending, and one side of her

face was bandaged up. Mrs. Todhetley went to her. Of all pitiable tales

that poor woman told the most: it would have melted a heart of stone.

She came from near Droitwich, she said: her husband had worked under Sir

John Pakington; that is, had been a labourer on part of his estate,

Westwood Park. She lost her husband and grown-up son the past autumn

with fever; she caught it herself, and was reduced to a skeleton, lost

her cottage home through the things being seized for rent, and went to

live with a married daughter in Oxfordshire. Cancer had appeared in her

cheek, the daughter could not keep her, for she and all her children

were down with sickness, and the husband had no work--and she, the

widow, was making her way by easy walking-stages to Worcester, there to

try and get into the infirmary. What she wanted at Crabb Cot was--not to

beg, either money or food: money she could do without, food she could

not eat--but to implore the gentleman (meaning the Squire) to give her

a letter to the infirmary doctors, so that they might take her in.

I can tell you that she took _us_ in--every one of us. The Squire,

coming up during the conference, surrendered without fight. Questions

were put to her about Droitwich and Ombersley, which she answered at

once. There could be no mistaking that she knew all the neighbourhood

about there well, and Sir John and Lady Pakington into the bargain. I

think it was that that threw us off our guard. Mrs. Todhetley, brimming

over with compassion, offered her some light refreshment, broth or milk.

She said she could not swallow either, "it went against her," but she'd

be thankful for a drink of water. Molly, the greatest termagant to

tramps and beggars in general, brought out a half-pint bottle of store

cordial, made by her own hands, of sweetened blackberry juice and spice,

for the woman to put in her pocket and sip, on her journey to Worcester.

Mrs. Todhetley gave her a pair of good shoes and some shillings, and two

old linen handkerchiefs for the face; and the Squire, putting on his

writing spectacles, wrote a letter to Mr. Carden, begging him to see if

anything, in the shape of medical aid, could be done for the bearer. The

woman burst into tears of thankfulness, and went away with her presents,

including the letter, Molly the cross-grained actually going out to open

the back-gate for her.

And now would anybody _believe_ that this woman had only then come out

of the Coneys' house--where she had been with the same tale and request,

and had received nearly the same relief? We never saw or heard of her

again. The note did not reach Mr. Carden; no such patient applied to the

infirmary. She was a clever impostor; and we got to think that the cheek

had only been rubbed up with a little blistering-salve. Many another

similar thing I could tell of--and every one of them true. So you must

not wonder at Mrs. Coney's unwillingness to interfere with this latest

edition in the tramp line.

But she had given her promise: perhaps, as Jane put it, she could not do

otherwise. And on the morning after the wedding she went over to

Timberdale. I was sliding in the Ravine--for there was ice still in that

covered spot, though the frost had nearly disappeared elsewhere--when I

saw Mrs. Coney come down the zigzag by the help of her umbrella, and her

everyday brown silk gown on.

"Are you here, Johnny! Shall I be able to get along?"

"If I help you, you will, Mrs. Coney."

"Take care. I had no idea it would be slippery here. But it is a

long way round to walk by the road, and the master has taken out the

pony-chaise."

"What wind is blowing you to Timberdale to-day?"

"An errand that I'm not at all pleased to go upon, Johnny; only Jane

made a fuss about it before leaving yesterday. If I told the master he

would be in a fine way. I am going to see the woman that you boys found

in the shed."

"I fancied Jane seemed to think a good deal about her."

"Jane did think a good deal about her," returned Mrs. Coney. "She has

not had the experience of this sort of people that I have, Johnny; and

girls' sympathies are so easily aroused."

"There was a romance about it, you see."

"Romance, indeed!" wrathfully cried Mrs. Coney. "That's what leads

girls' heads away: I wish they'd think of good plain sense instead. It

was nothing but romance that led poor Lucy Ashton to marry that awful

man, Bird."

"Why does Lucy not leave him?"

"Ah! it's easier to talk about leaving a man than to do it, once he's

your husband. You don't understand it yet, Johnny."

"And shall not, I suppose, until I am married myself. But Lucy has never

talked of leaving Bird."

"She won't leave him. Robert has offered her---- Goodness me, Johnny,

don't hurry along like that! It's nothing but ice here. If I were to get

a tumble, I might be lamed for life."

"Nonsense, Mrs. Coney! It would be only a Christmas gambol."

"It's all very well to laugh, Johnny. Christmas gambols mean fun to you

young fellows with your supple limbs; but to us fifty-year-old people

they may be something else. I wish I had tied some list round my boots."

We left the ice in the Ravine, and she came up the zigzag path easily to

the smooth road. I offered to take the umbrella.

"Thank you, Johnny; but I'd rather carry it myself. It's my best silk

one, and you might break it. I never dare trust my umbrellas to Tom: he

drives them straight out against trees and posts, and snaps the sticks."

She turned into Timberdale Court, and asked to see Mrs. Broom. Mrs.

Broom appeared in the parlour with her sleeves turned up to the elbow,

and her hands floury. She had been housekeeper during old Mr. Ashton's

time.

"Look here," said Mrs. Coney, dropping her voice a little: "I've come

to ask a word or two about that woman--from the shed, you know. Who is

she?--and what is she?"

But the dropping of Mrs. Coney's voice was as nothing to the dropping of

the housekeeper's face. The questions put her out uncommonly.

"I wish to my very heart, ma'am, that the woman--she's but a poor young

thing at best!--had chosen any part to fall ill in but this! It's like a

Fate."

"Like a what?" cried Mrs. Coney.

"And so it is. A Fate for this house. 'Tis nothing less."

"Why, what do you mean, Broom?"

Mother Broom bent her head forward, and said a word or two in Mrs.

Coney's ear. Louder, I suppose, than she thought for, if she had

intended me not to hear.

"Raves about Captain Bird!" repeated Mrs. Coney.

"He is all her talk, ma'am--George Bird. And considering that George

Bird, blackleg though he has turned out to be, married the young lady of

this house, Miss Lucy Ashton, why, it goes against the grain for me to

hear it."

Mrs. Coney sat down in a sort of bewilderment, and gave me the silk

umbrella. Folding her hands, she stared at Mother Broom.

"It seems as though we were always hearing fresh news about that man,

Broom; each time it is something worse than the last. If he took all the

young women within his reach, and--and--cut their heads off, it would be

only like him."

"'George!' she moans out in her sleep. That is, in her dreaming, or her

fever, or whatever it is. 'George, you ought not to have left me; you

should have taken care of me.' And then, ma'am, she'll be quiet a bit,

save for turning her head about; and begin again, 'Where's my baby?

where's my baby?' Goodness knows 'twould be sad enough to hear her if it

was anybody's name but Bird's."

"There might be worse names than his, in the matter of giving us pain,"

spoke Mrs. Coney. "As to poor Lucy--it is only another cross in her sad

life."

"I've not told this to anybody," went on Mother Broom. "Jael Batty's

three parts deaf, as the parish knows, and may not have caught Bird's

name. It will vex my master frightfully for Miss Lucy's sake. The baby

is to be buried to-day. Mr. Charles has stayed to do it."

"Oh, indeed!" snapped Mrs. Coney, and got up, for the baby appeared to

be a sore subject with her. "I suppose the girl was coming across the

country in search of Bird?"

Broom tossed her head. "Whether she was or not, it's an odd thing that

this house should be the one to have to succour her."

"I am going," said Mrs. Coney, "and I half wish I had never come in.

Broom, I am sorry to have hindered you. You are busy."

"I am making my raised pies," said Broom. "It's the second batch. What

with master's coming marriage, and one thing and another, I did not get

'em done before the new year. Your Molly says hers beat mine, Master

Ludlow; but I don't believe it."

"She does, does she! It's just like her boasting. Mrs. Todhetley often

makes the pork-pies herself."

"Johnny," said Mrs. Coney, as we went along, she in deep thought:

"that poor Lucy Bird might keep a stick for cutting notches--as it is

said some prisoners used to do, to mark their days--and notch off her

dreadful cares, that are ever recurring. Why, Johnny, what's that crowd

for?"

The church stood on the right between Timberdale Court and the village.

A regular mob of children seemed to be pressing round the gate of the

churchyard. I went to look, leaving Mrs. Coney standing.

Charles Ashton was coming out of the church in his surplice, and the

clerk, old Sam Mullet, behind him, carrying a little coffin. The grave

was in the corner of the burial-ground, and Mr. Ashton went straight to

it, and continued the service begun in the church. If it had been a

lord's child, he could not have done it all in better order.

But there were no mourners, unless old Mullet could be called one. He

put the coffin on the grass, and was in a frightful temper. I took off

my hat and waited: it would have looked so to run away when there was no

one else to stand there: and Mrs. Coney's face, as cross as old

Mullet's, might be seen peering through the hedge.

"It's come to a pretty pass, when tramps' brats have to be put in the

ground like honest folks's," grunted Sam, when Mr. Ashton had walked

away, and he began to fling in the spadefuls of earth. "What must he

needs go and baptize that there young atom for?--he ain't our parson; he

don't belong to we in this parish. I dun-no what the world be a-coming

to."

Mr. Ashton was talking to Mrs. Coney when I got up. I told him what a

way Sam Mullet was in.

"Yes," said he. "I believe what I did has not given satisfaction in all

quarters; so I waited to take the service myself, and save other people

trouble."

"In what name is the dead child registered, Charles?" asked Mrs. Coney.

"Lucy Bird."

"Lucy Bird! _Bird?_"

"It was the name the mother gave me in one of her lucid intervals,"

answered the clergyman, shortly.

He hastened away, saying he must catch a train, for that his own parish

was wanting him; but I fancied he did not care to be further questioned.

Mrs. Coney stood still to stare after him, and would have liked to ask

him how much and how little he knew.

Lucy Bird! It did sound strange to hear the name--as if it were the real

Lucy Bird we knew so well. I said so to Mrs. Coney.

"The impudence of the woman must pass all belief," she muttered to

herself. "Let us get on, Johnny? I would rather run a mile any other way

than go to see her."

Leaving me on the wooden bench outside Jael Batty's door, she went

in. It was remarkably lively: the farrier's shop opposite to look at,

five hay-ricks, and a heap of children who strolled after us from the

churchyard, and stayed to stare at me. Mrs. Coney came out again soon.

"It's of no use my remaining, Johnny. She can't understand a word said

to her, only lies there rambling, and asking people to bring her baby.

If she had any sense left in her, she might just go down on her knees in

thankfulness that it's gone. Jael Batty says she has done nothing else

but wail for it all the blessed morning."

"Well, it is only natural she should."

"Natural! Natural to mourn for that baby! Don't you say stupid things,

Johnny. It's a great mercy that it has been taken; and you must know

that as well as any one."

"I don't say it isn't; babies must make no end of noise and work; but

you see mothers care for them."

"Don't be a simpleton, Johnny. If you take to upholding tramps and

infants dying in sheds, goodness knows what you'll come to in time."

* * * * *

At the end of a fortnight, Ashton of Timberdale and his wife came home.

It was a fine afternoon in the middle of January, but getting dusk, and

a lot of us had gone over to the Court to see them arrive. Jane looked

as happy as a queen.

"Johnny," she whispered, whilst we were standing to take some tea that

Mother Broom (with a white cockade in her cap) brought in upon a silver

tray, "how about that poor woman? She is not dead, I hope?"

I told Jane that she was better. The fever had gone down, but she was so

weak and reduced that the doctor had not allowed her to be questioned.

We knew no more of who she was than we had known before. Mrs. Coney

overheard what I was saying, and took Jane aside.

There seemed to be a bit of a battle: Mrs. Coney remonstrating with a

severe face, Jane holding out and flushing a little. She was telling

Jane not to go to Jael Batty's, and representing why she ought not to

go. Jane said she must go--her heart was set upon it: and began to

re-tie her bonnet-strings.

"Mother dear, don't be angry with me in this the first hour of entering

on my new home--it would seem like a bad omen for me. You don't know how

strongly I have grown to think that my duty lies in seeing this poor

woman, in comforting her if I can. It cannot hurt me."

"What do you suppose Robert would say? It is to him you owe obedience

now, Jane, not to me."

"To him first, and to you next, my mother; and I trust I shall ever

yield it to you both. But Robert is quite willing that I should go: he

knows all I think about it."

"Jane, I wouldn't have said a word against it; indeed I had made up

my mind that it was a good wish on your part; but now that we have

discovered she is in some way connected with--with the Birds--why, I

don't think Robert will like you to meddle with it. I'm sure I shrink

from telling him."

Jane Coney--Ashton I mean: one can't get out of old names all at

once--looked down in distress, thinking of the pain it would cause her

husband for his sister's sake. Then she took her mother's hand.

"Tell Robert what you have told me, mamma. He will still let me go, I

think; for he knows how much I wish it."

They had their conference away from us; Mrs. Coney, Robert Ashton, and

Jane. Of course he was frightfully put out; but Jane was right--he said

she should go all the same. Mrs. Coney shut her lips tight, and made no

further comment.

"I promised her, you see, Mrs. Coney," he urged. "She has an idea in her

head that--I'm sure I scarcely know what it is, except that her going is

connected with Gratitude and Duty, and--and Heaven's blessing. Why, do

you know we might have stayed away another week, but for this? I could

have spared it; but she would come home."

"I never knew Jane take a thing up like this before," said Mrs. Coney.

"Any way, I suppose it is I who shall have to deal with it--for the sake

of keeping it from Lucy," was Robert's answer. "I wish with all my heart

Bird had been at the bottom of the sea before his ill-omened steps

brought him to Timberdale! There's not, as I believe, another such scamp

in the world."

Jane waited for nothing else. Shielded by the dusk of the evening, she

went hastening to Jael Batty's and back again.

"I'll go down for her presently," said Robert. But she was back again

before he started.

"I came back at once to set the misapprehension right," said

Jane, her eyes bright with eagerness, her cheeks glowing. "Mother

dear--Robert--Johnny--listen, all of you: that poor sick woman is

George Bird's sister."

"Jane!"

"Indeed she is. Captain Bird used to talk to Lucy of his little sister

Clara--I have heard you say so, Robert--in the old days when he first

came here. It is she who is lying at Jael Batty's--Clara Bird."

The company sat down like so many lambs, Mrs. Coney's mouth and eyes

alike opening. It sounded wonderful.

"But--Jane, child--there was still the baby!"

"Well--yes--I'm afraid so," replied Jane, in an uncomfortable hurry. "I

did not like to ask her about that, she cries so. But she is Clara Bird;

Captain Bird's sister, and Lucy's too."

"Well, I never!" cried Mrs. Coney, rubbing her face. "Poor misguided

young thing--left to the guardianship of such a man as that, he let her

go her own way, no doubt. This accounts for what Broom heard her say in

the fever--'George, you should have taken care of me.'"

"Is she being taken care of now in her sickness, down at Jael Batty's?"

spoke up Robert.

"Yes. For Jael, though three-parts deaf, is a kind and excellent nurse."

Robert Ashton wrote that night to Worcester; a sharp letter; bidding

Captain Bird come over and see to his sister. The poor thing took to

Jane wonderfully, and told her more than she'd have told any one else.

"I am twenty," she said, "and George is six-and-thirty; there is all

that difference between us. Our father and mother were dead, and I lived

with my aunt in Gloucestershire: where George lived, I did not know. He

had been adopted by a wealthy relative in London, and went into the

army. My mother had been a lady, but married beneath her, and it was

her family who took to George and brought him up a gentleman. Mine

was a hard, dull life. My aunt--she was my father's sister--counted

ever-so-many children, and I had to nurse and see to them. Her husband

was a master plumber and glazier. One day--it is fifteen months ago

now--I shall never forget it--my brother George arrived. I did not know

him: I had not seen him since I was thirteen, and then he was a fine

handsome gentleman in an officer's regimentals. He was rather shabby

now, and he had come to see if he could borrow money, but my aunt's

husband would not lend him any; he told him he had much ado to keep his

own family. I cried a good deal, and George said he would take me to

London to his wife. I think he did it to spite them, because of their

not lending the money, as much as to please me--he saw that I should be

a loss there. We went up--and oh how nice I thought his wife! She was a

kind, gentle lady, formerly Miss Lucy Ashton; but nearly always ailing,

and afraid of George. George had gay acquaintances, men and women, and

he let me go to theatres and balls with them. Lucy said it was wrong,

that they were not nice friends for me; but I grew to like the gaiety,

and she could do nothing. One night, upon going home from church, I

found both George and Lucy gone from the lodgings. I had been spending

the Sunday with some people they knew, the quietest of all their

friends. There lay a note on the table from Lucy, saying they were

obliged to leave London unexpectedly, and begging me to go at once--on

the morrow--back to Gloucestershire, for which she enclosed a sovereign.

I did not go: one invited me, and another invited me, and it was two

months, good, before I went down. Ah me! I heard no more of George; he

had got into some trouble in London, and was afraid to let it be known

where he was. I have never heard of him or his wife to this hour. My

aunt was glad to see me for the help I should be to her; but I felt ill

always and could not do so much as I used. I didn't know what ailed me;

I didn't indeed; I did not think it could be much; and then, when the

time went on and it all happened, and they knew, and I knew, I came away

with the baby because of the reproach and the shame. But George ought

not to have left me to myself in London."

And when Jane Ashton repeated all this to Robert, he said Bird deserved

to be hanged and quartered.

There came no answer from Captain Bird. Perhaps Ashton of Timberdale did

not really expect any would come.

But on the Sunday afternoon, from the train that passed Timberdale from

Worcester about the time folks came out of church, there descended a

poor, weak woman (looking like a girl too) in a worn shawl that was too

thin for the weather. She waited until the roads should be clear, as if

not wanting to be seen, and then wrapped the shawl close around her arms

and went out with her black veil down. It was Lucy Bird. And she was so

pretty still, in spite of the wan thin cheeks and the faded clothes!

There were two ways of getting to Jael Batty's from the station. She

took the long and obscure one, and in turning the corner of the lane

between the church and Timberdale Court, she met Robert Ashton.

But for her own movement, he might never have noticed her. It was

growing dusk; and when she saw him coming, she turned sharp off to a

stile and stood as if looking for something in the field. There's not

much to stare at in a ploughed field at dusk, as Ashton of Timberdale

knew, and he naturally looked at the person who had gone so fast to do

it. Something in the cut of the shoulders struck him as being familiar,

and he stopped.

"Lucy! Is it you?"

Of course it was no use her saying it was not. She burst into tears,

trembling and shaking. Robert passed round her his good strong arm. He

guessed what had brought her to Timberdale.

"Lucy, my dear, have you come over from Worcester?"

"Yes," she sobbed. "I shall be better in a minute, Robert. I am a little

tired, and the train shook me."

"You should have sent me word, and I would have had a fly at the

station."

Sent him word! It was good of Robert to pretend to say that; but he knew

that she wouldn't have presumed to do it. It was that feeling on Lucy's

part that vexed him so much. Since Bird had turned out the villain that

he had, Lucy acted, even to her own family, as though she had lost

caste, identifying herself with her husband, and humbling herself to

them. What though she was part and parcel with the fellow, as Robert

said, she was not responsible for his ill-doings.

"Lean on me, Lucy. You must have a good rest."

"Not that way," she said at the bottom of the lane, as he was turning

to the Court. "I am going to Jael Batty's."

"When you have had some rest and refreshment at home."

"I cannot go to your home, Robert."

"Indeed but you can; and will," he answered, leading her on.

"I would rather not. Your wife may not care to receive me."

"Come and try her."

"Robert, I am not fit to see any one: I am not indeed. My spirits are

low now, and I often burst into tears for nothing. I have been praying,

all the way over, not to meet you. After what was done to you at our

house but a week or two ago, I did not expect ever to have been noticed

by you again. Jane must hate me."

"Does she! Jane and I have been concocting a charming little plot

about you, Lucy. We are going to have your old room made ready, and the

sweet-scented lavender sheets put on the bed, and get you over to us.

For good, if you will stop; long enough to recruit your health if you

will not. Don't you remember how you used to talk in the holidays about

the home sheets; saying you only got them smelling of soap at school?"

A faint smile, like a shade, flitted over Lucy Bird's face at the

reminiscence.

"I should not know the feel of fine white linen sheets now: coarse

calico ones have had to content me this many a day. Let me turn, Robert!

For my own sake, I would rather not meet your wife. You cannot know how

I feel about seeing old friends; those who--who----"

Those who once knew me, she meant to say; but broke down with a sob.

Robert kept walking on. Lucy was a great deal younger than he, and had

been used to yield to him from the time she was a child. Well for her

would it have been, that she had yielded to his opinion when Captain

Bird came a-courting to Timberdale.

"You have company at your house, perhaps, Robert?"

"There's not a soul but Jane and me. The Coneys asked us to dine there

to-day, but we thought we'd have the first Sunday to ourselves. We went

to church this morning; and I came out after dinner to ask after old

Arkwright: they fear he is dying."

She made no further opposition, and Robert took her into the Court,

to the warm dining-room. Jane was not there. Robert put her into the

arm-chair that used to be their father's, and brought her a glass of

wine.

"No, thank you," she faintly said.

"You must take it, Lucy."

"I am afraid. My head is weak."

"A sign you want something good to strengthen it," he urged; and she

drank the wine.

"And now take off your bonnet, Lucy, and make yourself at home, whilst I

go to seek Jane," said he.

"Lucy is here," he whispered, when he had found his wife. "The merest

shadow you ever saw. A wan, faded thing that one's heart bleeds to look

upon. We must try and keep her for a bit, Jane."

"Oh, Robert, if we can! And nurse her into health."

"And deliver her from that brute she calls husband--as I should prefer

to put it, Jane. Her life with him must be something woeful."

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