CHAPTER V.--A man's conscience.

But all this was away back in the years when you and I were not born,

my friend, and, therefore, the only reason I tell you about it or expect

you to be interested in such simple and far-off lives is that you may

know something of the early habits and surroundings of the man who,

I began by warning you, became a lawbreaker; for, I hold it to be a

self-evident fact that however true it is that heredity stamps the

character with its basic principles and qualities, it is never wise to

forget that it is to environment, circumstance and education that we owe

its modifications and the direction of its final development. But now

that you will be able to picture to yourself the man as he then was, and

his surroundings and conditions, I will tell you as directly as I can

the story of his offense; but first I must explain that when his coming

marriage to Miss Katherine LeRoy was announced at his home, the old

Major objected again, but this time more mildly, to the choice his son

had made.

"Her people are good, wholesome, respectable folks, my son," he said;

"but--but, Grif, why couldn't you have found a girl of--well, one of the

families you were brought up with. Mind, boy, I'm not saying anything

against Miss Katherine. I've heard--and I don't doubt it--that she is a

mighty nice sort of a girl; but----"

The Major had grown milder in his methods with his son, and he hesitated

to speak words which might cause pain hereafter.

"Of course, Grif," he went, on after an awkward pause, "of course, if

you love each other--and--and--well, if the thing is settled, I have

only to congratulate you, and to say that I am truly glad to have

you settle down, so I'll be able to know where you are. It's deucedly

disagreeable not to know from week to week where to put a finger on

you--such a tacky sort of shifty sensation about it. I can know now

at least a year at a time. Perfectly ridiculous custom it is to move a

preacher just when he gets acquainted with the people, and they begin

to trust him! Infernal habit! I'd as soon live on a boat and just anchor

from time to time in another stream and call it home--and--and living.

I've come to respect your sincerity, Grif, but I can't respect the sense

of a denomination that has no idea of the absolute value of stability,

of continuity of association, between its pastor and its people. Why,

just look at the thing! It uproots the best sentiments in both, and

makes a wanderer of one who ought to be, not only by precept, but by

example, stable and faithful and continuously true to those who look up

to him. Why, a scamp can pose for a year or two as a saint; but it takes

real value to live a lifetime in a community and be an inspiration and

a guide to your members. Then just look at it! Nobody who has any

self-respect is going to talk of his inner life to a stranger! We

are all alike in that. We pose and pretend and keep our shutters up,

mentally and morally, with a new-comer. Gad! I can't see the wisdom nor

the sense of any such rules."

"Has its good points, father," said Grif, whose quiet chuckle from time

to time had stirred the Major to unusual earnestness. He wanted to get

at his son's real views on the subject. "Has some redeeming qualities,

after all, father, quite aside from the Bible teaching upon which

the leaders of our church base it. There are men--even ministers, I'm

afraid, whom one enjoys much better when they are on another circuit;

and I may as well confess to you that there are circuits a man enjoys a

good deal better when he's not on them--after he has left."

"Some of the old boy in you yet, Grif," laughed the Major, slapping his

son on the back. "Better not say that to Father Prout, or he will keep

you on one of that kind for discipline." Jerry was filled with delight

when told of the coming marriage of Mos' Grif. Jerry's own wife had long

since presented him with twins, and it was his delight to show off the

antics of these small ebony creatures to Griffith whenever he was at

home. It was at first arranged that this family only should go to form

the new household.

The mutterings born in a different clime and under other conditions had

now reached proportions which could not be wholly ignored. In many a

long ride oyer the mountain or valley paths in the past few years had

Griffith pondered the question, and he had definitely decided in his

own mind that for one who had cast his lot with the itinerant Methodist

clergy, at least, the ownership of slaves was wrong. He would never

buy nor sell a human being. Upon that point his mind was clearly and

unalterably made up. But Jerry and his family were to be a part of

the new household while yet they remained, as before, the old Major's

property. To this Griffith had consented readily, for Miss Katherine

must have an efficient cook and Jerry would be of infinite use. Griffith

had drawn a picture of a small house in the village in which this

beautiful dream of his was to be realized; but, as the time drew near,

the old Major developed his own plans with such skill as to carry his

point.

When the house was to be looked for he said: "See here, Grif, you are

a good deal younger than I am, and some of the older slaves are pretty

hard to manage. They can't work a great deal, and they get into mischief

one way and another. Look at that set oyer in the end cabin--they always

did like you best--and since you have been gone so much they are a good

deal of trouble to me. They've got to be cared for somehow. I wish you'd

take them. They can do a lot of useful things if they are away from the

others, and you can get twice as much work out of them as I can. They

are stubborn with me, and it wears my soul out to deal with'em. I've

needed your help a good many times since you've been away, but I did not

like to say much. I think, now you are going to settle down, that you

ought to think of your father's needs a little, too."

Grif winced. He recalled that he had always pushed his father's problem

aside in his thoughts when he had settled or solved his own. He realized

how unfair that was. He felt the force of the Major's complaint.

"Of course, I'll do anything I can, father, to help you; but I can't

take a lot of negroes to a village and--"

"That's just it! Just it, exactly! Of course you can't. I didn't intend

to ask you just yet, but I want you to give up that foolish idea of

taking Katherine to town to live. She can't stand it. You are asking

enough of a woman, God knows, to ask her to put up with your sort of

life anyhow, let alone asking a girl that has been respectably brought

up on a plantation to give all that up and go to a miserable little

village. It is not decent to live that way! Cooped up with a lot of

other folks in a string of narrow streets! I'd a good deal rather go to

jail and done with it. Now, what I want and what I need you to do, is

to take that other plantation--the one down, on the river--your

grandfather's place--and take some of the hands down there and you can

let them work the place. How in the name of thunder do you suppose you

and Katherine are going to live on your ridiculous salary? Salary! It

isn't enough to dignify by the name of wages--let alone salary! Y' can't

live on it to save your lives. Katherine can't----"

"But, father----"

"That farm down there is plenty near enough to town for you to ride in

every single day if you want to and--look here, boy, don't you think you

owe a little something to your father? I'm getting old. You don't begin

to realize how hard it is on me to meet all these difficulties that

other men's sons help them with."

The Major had struck that chord with full realization of its probable

effect, and he watched with keen relish the troubled and shamed look on

the face before him. Griffith made a movement to speak, but the Major

checked him with a wave of the hand.

"That farm is just going to wreck and ruin, and I haven't the strength

to attend to that and this both. Besides, these negroes have got to be

looked after better. Pete is growing more and more sullen every year,

and Lippy Jane's temper is getting to be a holy terror. She and Pete

nearly kill each other at times. They had a three-cornered fight with

Bradley's mulatto, Ned, the other day, and nearly disabled him. Bradley

complained, of course. Now, just suppose Ned dies and Bradley sues me?

It seems to me it is pretty hard lines when a man has a son and--"

"But, father----"

"Now, look here, Grif, don't 'but' me any more. I've had that house on

the other place all put in order and the negro quarters fixed up-. The

negroes can belong to me, of course, if you still have that silly idea

in your head about not wanting to own them, but you have got to help me

with them or---- Then damn it all, Grif, I don't intend it to be said

that a daughter-in-law of _mine_ has to live in a nasty little rented

house without so much as a garden patch to it. It is simply disgraceful

for you to ask her to do it! I------"

"Father, father!" said Grif, with his voice trembling; "I--you are

always so good to me, but I--I----"

The old Major looked over his glasses at his son. Each understood,

and each feigned that he did not. The Major assumed wrath to hide his

emotion. "Now, look here, Grif, I don't want to hear anything more about

this business! You make me mad! Who am I to go to for help in managing

my land and my niggers if I can't depend on you for a single thing?

That's the question. Confound it all! I'm tired out, I tell you, looking

after the lazy lot, and now you can take your share of the work. What

am I going to do with the gang if I've got to watch'em night and day,

to see that they are kept busy enough not to get into trouble with each

other, and get me in trouble with my neighbors. Just suppose Pete had

killed Bradley's Ned, then what? Why, I'd have been sued for a $1,000

and Pete would have been hung besides! I tell you, boy, I'm too old for

all this worry, and I think it's about time I had a little help from

you. I----"

The young preacher winced again under the argument, although he knew

that in part, at least, it was made for a purpose other than the one on

the surface. In part he knew it was true. He knew that his father had

found the task heavy and irksome. He knew that the negroes preferred his

own rule, and that they were happier and more tractable with him than

with the old 'Squire. He knew that as the times had grown more and more

unsettled and unsettling, his father had twice had recourse to a hired

overseer and that the results had been disastrous for all. He knew that

other sons took much of this care and responsibility from the aging

shoulders of their fathers. He hesitated--and was lost. He would take

the negroes with him and live on the other place--at least one year!

But when Miss Katherine brought with her her father's gift of

slaves--which Mr. LeRoy had tried hard to make sufficiently numerous to

impress the old Major--Grif, to his dismay, found himself overseer and

practically the owner of twenty-two negroes--and he on a salary of

$200 per year! With a plantation to work, the matter of salary was, of

course, of minor importance. But Griffith had not failed to see glimpses

of a not far-distant future, in these past few years as he had read or

heard the urgent questions of political policy which had now become so

insistent in the newer border states--a future in which this life must

be changed. Riots and bloodshed, he knew, had followed in the train of

argument and legislative action. Slaves had run away and been tracked

and returned to angry masters. But the basic question as to whether it

was right for man to hold property in man had, so far, been presented to

his mind in the form of a religious scruple and with a merely personal

application. _Should ministers of his Church_ buy and sell black men?

Griffith had definitely settled in his own mind that they should not.

But whether they should inherit or acquire by marriage such property,

had, until now, hardly presented a serious face to him. And now, in

the form in which they came to him, he saw no present way out of the

difficulty even had he greatly desired it.

I have no doubt that to you, my friend, who were not born in these

troublous times, and to you, my neighbor, who lived in another latitude,

the problem looks simple enough. "He could free the slaves which were

in his power," will be your first thought. "I would have done that," is

your next, and yet it is dollars to doughnuts that you would have done

nothing of the kind. Oh, no! I am not reflecting upon your integrity,

nor your parsimony--although I have not observed any tendency you may

have toward dispensing with your property by gift--but to other and more

complicated and complicating questions with which you would have found

yourself surrounded, and with which your private inclinations would

have come into violent collision, as Griffith Davenport discovered; and

surely, my friend, you would not care to be written up in future years

as a violator of the law--you who value so lightly "that class of

people" that you have often said, quite openly, that you cared very

little to even read about them, and deplored the fact that writers

_would_ thrust them into respectable literature!

Griffith had watched the coming storm in the southwest. He had hoped and

prayed (and until now he had believed) that for himself, at least, the

question was settled. He would never own slaves, therefore he would not

be called upon to bear any personal part in the coming struggle. But a

wife's property was a husband's property in Virginia, in those far-off

barbaric days, and so Griffith found himself in an anomalous position,

before he knew it, for Mr. LeRoy had given Katherine her slaves as a

marriage portion, and had striven to make sure that their number and

quality should do honor to the daughter-in-law of her prospective

husband's father. Mr. LeRoy had an exalted opinion of the position and

importance of the old Major--or as he always called him, of "old 'Squiah

Davenpoaht."

But so matters stood until, a few years later, an accident happened,

which resulted in the death of the old Major. When the will was opened,

Griffith found himself forced to confront the question of ownership of

slaves, fairly if not fully. The will left "to my beloved son, Griffith,

all the slaves now living with him, together with the farm upon which

he now lives and the old homestead; with the admonition that he care for

and protect the old slaves and train and employ the young." His other

property was devised in accordance with his wishes, leaving to his

grandchildren and distant relatives the other slaves and live stock.

Meantime, as this would indicate, there had been born to Griffith several

children--three boys and a little baby girl--which now filled the hearts

and home with life and joy.

The exigencies of his ministerial life had so far made it necessary for

him to leave the plantation but twice. Father Prout had managed to have

his "stations" rotate from one small town to another in the immediate

vicinity, and, with his growing stoutness, Mr. Davenport had taken to

driving, chiefly, since Selim had been retired from active service, to

and from his places of meeting week after week. Twice, for a year each

time, he had been compelled to leave the plantation in charge of

Jerry and remove to a more distant town, where the small house and

unaccustomed conditions had resulted in ill health for Katherine and the

children. But now they were on the "place" again and were owners of

much that required that they face larger and more complicated

responsibilities--and what was to be done? Griffith had made up

his mind, definitely, that he did not want his sons to grow up in a

slave-owning atmosphere. He had read and thought much of the struggle

over the Missouri Compromise Bill. He had hoped great things from

it, and had beheld its final repeal with dismay. He had seen, so he

believed, in it the arm that was destined to check if not to wipe out

human slavery. How this was to be done he did not know; but that he

hoped for it, for all men, he knew. For himself he was quite sure that

as a preacher, if not as a man, it was wrong. He had determined to so

educate his sons that they would not blame him for shutting them out

from at least the inherited possibilities of the institution which

had fallen upon him. But now, what could be done? The Major's will

had thrown the task definitely upon him and had greatly increased the

difficulties. He knew that it was against the laws of his state to free

the negroes and leave them within its borders. Exactly what the terms of

the law were, he did not know; but it was easy to realize its need and

force. Free negroes were at once a menace to all parties concerned, both

white and black. They had no work, no homes, no ties of restraint

and responsibility. They were amenable to no one and no one was their

friend. They could starve, or they could steal, or they could go North.

If they did the first--in a land of plenty--they were not made of that

stuff out of which human nature is fashioned, be that nature encased in

a white or in a black skin. If they did the second they fared far

worse than slaves--the chain-gang for home and the law for a driver has

horrors worse than even slavery--at least so thought the colored man

of 1852. But if they attempted to achieve the last of the three

alternatives their lot was hardest of all. They must leave home, family,

wife, children, parents and friends--all that made life endurable to a

patient, affectionate, simple nature--and find what? Neither friends,

welcome nor work! A climate in which they suffered, a people amongst

whom their rarity and the strangeness of their speech and color made

of them objects of curiosity and aversion--where the very children fled

from them in fright--little children like those whom they had nursed

and fondled and who always had loved them! They would find the prejudice

against their color intense beyond belief, for few indeed were the men

or women in the free states who would give work of any kind to these

strange-looking and stranger-speaking creatures. Indeed, no one was more

shocked to learn than was Griffith, that in some of the border states it

was illegal to give employment to these ex-slaves. All this Griffith was

destined to learn to his cost. He knew, already, that slaves trained as

his father's were, had no conception of hard and constant work such as

was demanded of the northern laborer. He knew that they could not hope

to compete with white workmen in a far-away field of labor even could

they get the work to do. He knew that they would be the sport--where

they were not the game and victims--of those white laborers. He knew

that the employer (were they so fortunate as to find one) would not be

slow to learn that they accomplished less and ate more than did their

white rivals. That alone would, of course, settle their chances of

competition, and starvation or crime would again become their only

alternative.

A freed slave, in a country where slavery still existed, was a sorry and

unhappy spectacle; but a freed slave in competition with freemen was a

tragedy in black!

Griffith had fought his battle alone. It is true that he had talked much

with his wife on the subject, and it is also true that her faith in and

love for him made her ready acquiescence in his final decision a matter

of course; but with no outlook into the political world, with no mental

scope beyond the horizon prescribed as suitable for women, she could

give him nothing but loyalty. She could echo his sentiments. She could

not stimulate or aid his thought. Attuned to follow, she could not lead,

and was equally unfitted to keep even step with him side by side. She

did not share, nor could she understand, her husband's acute mental

misgivings and forebodings. The few times she had spoken to her father

of them, he had said that she need not worry. "Griffith is no fool.

He'll get over this idiotic notion before long. It is reading those

damned Yankee speeches that is the trouble with him. You just be

patient. He'll get over it. The old 'Squire knew how to cure him. Like

to know what he'd do with all those niggers? But Griffith is no fool,

I tell you, if he is a Methodist." Katherine had not relished the last

remark, and she did not believe that her father quite comprehended how

deep a hold on Griffith the idea of freedom for the blacks--and freedom

from ownership of them for himself--had taken; but she was silenced.

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