CHAPTER XV

All January had passed by. That thirtieth of January had come and

gone which was to have made Linda Tressel a bride, and Linda was

still Linda Tressel. But her troubles were not therefore over, and

Peter Steinmarc was once again her suitor. It may be remembered

how he had reviled her in her aunt's presence, how he had reminded

her of her indiscretion, and how he had then rejected her; but,

nevertheless, in the first week of February he was again her suitor.

Madame Staubach had passed a very troubled and uneasy month.

Though she was minded to take her niece's part when Linda was so

ungenerously attacked by the man whom she had warmed in the bosom of

her family, still she was most unwilling that Linda should triumph.

Her feminine instincts prompted her to take Linda's part on the spur

of the moment, as similar instincts had prompted Tetchen to do the

same thing; but hardly the less on that account did she feel that

it was still her duty to persevere with that process of crushing by

which all human vanity was to be pressed out of Linda's heart. Peter

Steinmarc had misbehaved himself grossly, had appeared at that last

interview in a guise which could not have made him fascinating to any

young woman; but on that account the merit of submitting to him would

be so much the greater. There could hardly be any moral sackcloth and

ashes too coarse and too bitter for the correction of a sinful mind

in this world, but for the special correction of a mind sinful as

Linda's had been, marriage with such a man as Peter Steinmarc would

be sackcloth and ashes of the most salutary kind. The objection which

Linda would feel for the man would be the exact antidote to the

poison with which she had been infected by the influence of the Evil

One. Madame Staubach acknowledged, when she was asked the question,

that a woman should love her husband; but she would always go on to

describe this required love as a feeling which should spring from a

dutiful submission. She was of opinion that a virtuous child would

love his parent, that a virtuous servant would love her mistress,

that a virtuous woman would love her husband, even in spite of

austere severity on the part of him or her who might be in authority.

When, therefore, Linda would refer to what had taken place in the

parlour, and would ask whether it were possible that she should love

a man who had ill-used her so grossly, Madame Staubach would reply

as though love and forgiveness were one and the same thing. It was

Linda's duty to pardon the ill-usage and to kiss the rod that had

smitten her. "I hate him so deeply that my blood curdles at the sight

of him," Linda had replied. Then Madame Staubach had prayed that her

niece's heart might be softened, and had called upon Linda to join

her in these prayers. Poor Linda had felt herself compelled to go

down upon her knees and submit herself to such prayer as well as she

was able. Could she have enfranchised her mind altogether from the

trammels of belief in her aunt's peculiar religion, she might have

escaped from the waters which seemed from day to day to be closing

over her head; but this was not within her power. She asked herself

no questions as to the truth of these convictions. The doctrine had

been taught to her from her youth upwards, and she had not realised

the fact that she possessed any power of rejecting it. She would

tell herself, and that frequently, that to her religion held out no

comfort, that she was not of the elect, that manifestly she was a

castaway, and that therefore there could be no reason why she should

endure unnecessary torments in this life. With such impressions on

her mind she had suffered herself to be taken from her aunt's house,

and carried off by her lover to Augsburg. With such impressions

strong upon her, she would not hesitate to declare her hatred for

the man, whom, in truth, she hated with all her heart, but whom,

nevertheless, she thought it was wicked to hate. She daily told

herself that she was one given up by herself to Satan. But yet, when

summoned to her aunt's prayers, when asked to kneel and implore her

Lord and Saviour to soften her own heart,--so to soften it that she

might become a submissive wife to Peter Steinmarc,--she would comply,

because she still believed that such were the sacrifices which a true

religion demanded. But there was no comfort to her in her religion.

Alas! alas! let her turn herself which way she might, there was no

comfort to be found on any side.

At the end of the first week in February no renewed promise of assent

had been extracted from Linda; but Peter, who was made of stuff less

stern, had been gradually brought round to see that he had been

wrong. Madame Staubach had, in the first instance, obtained the

co-operation of Herr Molk and others of the leading city magistrates.

The question of Linda's marriage had become quite a city matter. She

had been indiscreet; that was acknowledged. As to the amount of her

indiscretion, different people had different opinions. In the opinion

of Herr Molk, that was a thing that did not signify. Linda Tressel

was the daughter of a city officer who had been much respected. Her

father's successor in that office was just the man who ought to be

her husband. Of course he was a little old and rusty; but then Linda

had been indiscreet. Linda had not only been indiscreet, but her

indiscretion had been, so to say, very public. She had run away from

the city in the middle of the night with a young man,--with a young

man known to be a scamp and a rebel. It must be acknowledged that

indiscretion could hardly go beyond this. But then was there not

the red house to make things even, and was it not acknowledged on

all sides that Peter Steinmarc was very rusty?--The magistrates

had made up their minds that the bargain was a just one, and as it

had been made, they thought that it should be carried out. When

Peter complained of further indiscretion on the part of Linda, and

pointed out that he was manifestly absolved from his contract by

her continued misconduct, Herr Molk went to work with most demure

diligence, collected all the evidence, examined all the parties,

and explained to Peter that Linda had not misbehaved herself since

the contract had last been ratified. "Peter, my friend," said the

burgomaster, "you have no right to go back to anything,--to anything

that happened before the twenty-third." The twenty-third was the day

on which Peter had expressed his pardon for the great indiscretion

of the elopement. "Since that time there has been no breach of trust

on her part. I have examined all the parties, Peter." It was in vain

that Steinmarc tried to show that he was entitled to be absolved

because Linda had said that she hated him. Herr Molk did not lose

above an hour or two in explaining to him that little amenities of

that kind were to be held as compensated in full by the possession

of the red house. And then, had it not been acknowledged that he was

very rusty,--a man naturally to be hated by a young woman who had

shown that she had a preference for a young lover? "Oh, bah!" said

Herr Molk, almost angry at this folly; "do not let me hear anything

more about that, Peter." Steinmarc had been convinced, had assented,

and was now ready to accept the hand of his bride.

Nothing more had been heard of Ludovic since the day on which he

had come to the house and had disappeared. Herr Molk, when he was

interrogated on the subject, would shake his head, but in truth Herr

Molk knew nothing. It was the fact that Valcarm, after being confined

in prison at Augsburg for three days, had been discharged by the

city magistrates; and it was the case, also, though the fact was not

generally known, that the city magistrates of Augsburg had declared

the city magistrates of Nuremberg to be--geese. Ludovic Valcarm

was not now in prison, but he had left Nuremberg, and no one knew

whither he was gone. The brewers, Sach, by whom he had been employed,

professed that they knew nothing respecting him; but then, as Herr

Molk declared, the two brothers Sach were men who ought themselves to

be in prison. They, too, were rebels, according to Herr Molk.

But in truth, as regarded Linda, no trouble need have been taken in

inquiring after Ludovic. She made no inquiry respecting him. She

would not even listen to Tetchen when Tetchen would suggest this or

that mode of ascertaining where he might be. She had allowed herself

to be reconciled to Tetchen, because Tetchen had taken her part

against Peter Steinmarc; but she would submit to no intrigue at the

old woman's instance. "I do not want to see him ever again, Tetchen."

"But, fraulein, you loved him."

"Yes, and I do. But of what use is such love? I could do him no good.

If he were there, opposite,--where he used to be,--I would not cross

the river to him."

"I hope, my dear, that it mayn't be so with you always, that's all,"

Tetchen had said. But Linda had no vestige of such hope at her heart.

The journey to Augsburg had been to her the cause of too much agony,

had filled her with too real a sense of maidenly shame, to enable her

to look forward with hope to any adventure in which Ludovic should

have to take a part. To escape from Peter Steinmarc, whether by

death, or illness, or flight, or sullen refusal,--but to escape from

him let the cost to herself be what it might,--that was all that she

now desired. But she thought that escape was not possible to her. She

was coming at last to believe that she would have to stand up in the

church and give her hand. If it were so, all Nuremberg should ring

with the tragedy of their nuptials.

Since Peter had returned, and expressed to Madame Staubach his

willingness to go on with the marriage, he had, after a fashion, been

again taken into that lady's favour. He had behaved very badly, but a

fault repented was a fault to be forgiven. "I am sorry that there was

a rumpus, Madame Staubach," he had said, "but you see that there is

so much to put a man's back up when a girl runs away with a man in

the middle of the night, you know."

"Peter," the widow had replied, interrupting him, "that need not be

discussed again. The wickedness of the human heart is so deep that

it cannot be fathomed; but we have the word of the Lord to show to

us that no sinner is too vile to be forgiven. What you said in your

anger was cruel and unmanly, but it has been pardoned." Then Peter

sat down and lighted his pipe. He did not like the tone of his

friend's remarks, but he knew well that there was nothing to be

gained by discussing such matters with Madame Staubach. It was better

for him to take his old seat quietly, and at once to light his pipe.

Linda, on that occasion, and on many others subsequently, came and

sat in the room, and there would be almost absolute silence. There

might be a question asked about the household, and Linda would answer

it; or Peter might remark that such a one among the small city

dealers had been fined before the magistrates for some petty breach

of the city's laws. But of conversation there was none, and Peter

never on these evenings addressed himself specially to Linda. It was

quite understood that she was to undergo persuasion, not from Peter,

but from her aunt.

About the middle of February her aunt made her last attack on poor

Linda. For days before something had been said daily; some word had

been spoken in which Madame Staubach alluded to the match as an

affair which would certainly be brought about sooner or later. And

there were prayers daily for the softening of Linda's heart. And it

was understood that every one in the house was supposed to be living

under some special cloud of God's anger till Linda's consent should

have been given. Madame Staubach had declared during the ecstasy of

her devotion, that not only she herself, but even Tetchen also, would

become the prey of Satan if Linda did not relent. Linda had almost

acknowledged to herself that she was in the act of bringing eternal

destruction on all those around her by her obstinacy. Oh, if she

could only herself be dead, let the eternal consequences as they

regarded herself alone be what they might!

"Linda," said her aunt, "is it not time at length that you should

give us an answer?"

"An answer, aunt Charlotte?" As if she had not given a sufficiency of

answers.

"Do you not see how others suffer because of your obstinacy?"

"It is not my doing."

"It is your doing. Do not allow any such thought as that to get into

your mind, and assist the Devil in closing the door of your heart.

They who are your friends are bound to you, and cannot separate

themselves from you."

"Who are my friends?"

"I am sorry you should ask that question, Linda."

"I have no friends."

"Linda, that is ungrateful to God, and thankless. I say nothing of

myself."

"You are my friend, but no one else."

"Herr Molk is your friend, and has shown himself to be so. Jacob

Heisse is your friend." He, too, using such wisdom as he possessed,

had recommended Linda to take the husband provided for her. "Peter

Steinmarc is your friend."

"No, he is not," said Linda.

"That is very wicked,--heinously wicked." Whereupon Madame Staubach

went towards the door for the purpose of bolting it, and Linda

knew that this was preparatory to a prayer. Linda felt that it was

impossible that she should fall on her knees and attempt to pray at

this moment. What was the use of it? Sooner or later she must yield.

She had no weapon with which to carry on the battle, whereas her aunt

was always armed.

"Aunt Charlotte," she said, suddenly, "I will do what you want,--only

not now; not quite yet. Let there be time for me to make myself ready

for it."

The dreaded visitation of that special prayer was at any rate

arrested, and Madame Staubach graciously accepted Linda's assent as

sufficient quittance at any rate for the evil words that had been

spoken on that occasion. She was too wise to demand a more gracious

acquiescence, and did not say a word then even in opposition to the

earnest request which had been made for delay. She kissed her niece,

and rejoiced as the woman rejoiced who had swept diligently and had

found her lost piece. If Linda would at last take the right path, all

former deviations from it should be as nothing. And Madame Staubach

half-trusted, almost thought, that it could not be but that her

own prayers should prevail at last. Linda indeed had twice before

assented, and had twice retracted her word. But there had been

causes. The young man had come and had prevailed, who surely would

not come again, and who surely, if coming, would not prevail. And

then Peter himself had misbehaved. It must now be Madame Staubach's

care that there should arise no further stumbling-block. There were

but two modes of taking this care at her disposal. She could watch

Linda all the day, and she could reiterate her prayers with renewed

diligence. On neither point would she be found lacking.

"And when shall be the happy day?" said Peter. On the occasion of

his visit to the parlour subsequent to the scene which has just been

described, Madame Staubach left the room for a while so that the two

lovers might be together. Peter had been warned that it would be so,

and had prepared, no doubt, his little speech.

"There will be no happy day," said Linda.

"Don't say that, my dear."

"I do say it. There will be no happy day for you or for me."

"But we must fix a day, you know," said Peter.

"I will arrange it with my aunt." Then Linda got up and left the

room. Peter Steinmarc attempted no further conversation with her, nor

did Madame Staubach again endeavour to create any intercourse between

them. It must come after marriage. It was clearly to her God's will

that these two people should be married, and she could not but be

right to leave the result to His wisdom. A day was named. With a

simple nod of her head Linda agreed that she would become Peter's

wife on the fifteenth of March; and she received visits from Herr

Molk and from Jacob Heisse to congratulate her on her coming

happiness.

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