Then one of us says, "Ah, look what we've got against us!"

Already there is uneasy hesitation in these castaways' discussion of

their tragedy, in the huge masterpiece of destiny that they are roughly

sketching. It is not only the peril and pain, the misery of the moment,

whose endless beginning they see again. It is the enmity of

circumstances and people against the truth, the accumulation of

privilege and ignorance, of deafness and unwillingness, the taken

sides, the savage conditions accepted, the immovable masses, the

tangled lines.

And the dream of fumbling thought is continued in another vision, in

which everlasting enemies emerge from the shadows of the past and stand

forth in the stormy darkness of to-day.

* * * * *

Here they are. We seem to see them silhouetted against the sky, above

the crests of the storm that beglooms the world--a cavalcade of

warriors, prancing and flashing, the charges that carry armor and

plumes and gold ornament, crowns and swords. They are burdened with

weapons; they send forth gleams of light; magnificent they roll. The

antiquated movements of the warlike ride divide the clouds like the

painted fierceness of a theatrical scene.

And far above the fevered gaze of them who are upon the ground, whose

bodies are layered with the dregs of the earth and the wasted fields,

the phantom cohort flows from the four corners of the horizon, drives

back the sky's infinity and hides its blue deeps.

And they are legion. They are not only the warrior caste who shout as

they fight and have joy of it, not only those whom universal slavery

has clothed in magic power, the mighty by birth, who tower here and

there above the prostration of the human race and will take their

sudden stand by the scales of justice when they think they see great

profit to gain; not only these, but whole multitudes who minister

consciously or unconsciously to their fearful privilege.

"There are those who say," now cries one of the somber and compelling

talkers, extending his hand as though he could see the pageant, "there

are those who say, 'How fine they are!'"

"And those who say, 'The nations hate each other!'"

"And those who say, 'I get fat on war, and my belly matures on it!'"

"And those who say, 'There has always been war, so there always will

be!'"

"There are those who say, 'I can't see farther than the end of my nose,

and I forbid others to see farther!'"

"There are those who say, 'Babies come into the world with either red

or blue breeches on!'"

"There are those," growled a hoarse voice, "who say, 'Bow your head and

trust in God!'"

* * * * *

Ah, you are right, poor countless workmen of the battles, you who have

made with your hands all of the Great War, you whose omnipotence is not

yet used for well-doing, you human host whose every face is a world of

sorrows, you who dream bowed under the yoke of a thought beneath that

sky where long black clouds rend themselves and expand in disheveled

lengths like evil angels--yes, you are right. There are all those

things against you. Against you and your great common interests which

as you dimly saw are the same thing in effect as justice, there are not

only the sword-wavers, the profiteers, and the intriguers.

There is not only the prodigious opposition of interested

parties--financiers, speculators great and small, armorplated in their

banks and houses, who live on war and live in peace during war, with

their brows stubbornly set upon a secret doctrine and their faces shut

up like safes.

There are those who admire the exchange of flashing blows, who hail

like women the bright colors of uniforms; those whom military music and

the martial ballads poured upon the public intoxicate as with brandy;

the dizzy-brained, the feeble-minded, the superstitious, the savages.

There are those who bury themselves in the past, on whose lips are the

sayings only of bygone days, the traditionalists for whom an injustice

has legal force because it is perpetuated, who aspire to be guided by

the dead, who strive to subordinate progress and the future and all

their palpitating passion to the realm of ghosts and nursery-tales.

With them are all the parsons, who seek to excite you and to lull you

to sleep with the morphine of their Paradise, so that nothing may

change. There are the lawyers, the economists, the historians--and how

many more?--who befog you with the rigmarole of theory, who declare the

inter-antagonism of nationalities at a time when the only unity

possessed by each nation of to-day is in the arbitrary map-made lines

of her frontiers, while she is inhabited by an artificial amalgam of

races; there are the worm-eaten genealogists, who forge for the

ambitious of conquest and plunder false certificates of philosophy and

imaginary titles of nobility. The infirmity of human intelligence is

short sight. In too many cases, the wiseacres are dunces of a sort, who

lose sight of the simplicity of things, and stifle and obscure it with

formulae and trivialities. It is the small things that one learns from

books, not the great ones.

And even while they are saying that they do not wish for war they are

doing all they can to perpetuate it. They nourish national vanity and

the love of supremacy by force. "We alone," they say, each behind his

shelter, "we alone are the guardians of courage and loyalty, of ability

and good taste!" Out of the greatness and richness of a country they

make something like a consuming disease. Out of patriotism--which can

be respected as long as it remains in the domain of sentiment and art

on exactly the same footing as the sense of family and local pride, all

equally sacred--out of patriotism they make a Utopian and impracticable

idea, unbalancing the world, a sort of cancer which drains all the

living force, spreads everywhere and crushes life, a contagious cancer

which culminates either in the crash of war or in the exhaustion and

suffocation of armed peace.

They pervert the most admirable of moral principles. How many are the

crimes of which they have made virtues merely by dowering them with the

word "national"? They distort even truth itself. For the truth which is

eternally the same they substitute each their national truth. So many

nations, so many truths; and thus they falsify and twist the truth.

Those are your enemies. All those people whose childish and odiously

ridiculous disputes you hear snarling above you--"It wasn't me that

began, it was you!"--"No, it wasn't me, it was you!"--"Hit me

then!"--"No, you hit me!"--those puerilities that perpetuate the

world's huge wound, for the disputants are not the people truly

concerned, but quite the contrary, nor do they desire to have done with

it; all those people who cannot or will not make peace on earth; all

those who for one reason or another cling to the ancient state of

things and find or invent excuses for it--they are your enemies!

They are your enemies as much as those German soldiers are to-day who

are prostrate here between you in the mud, who are only poor dupes

hatefully deceived and brutalized, domestic beasts. They are your

enemies, wherever they were born, however they pronounce their names,

whatever the language in which they lie. Look at them, in the heaven

and on the earth. Look at them, everywhere! Identify them once for all,

and be mindful for ever!

* * * * *

"They will say to you," growled a kneeling man who stooped with his two

hands in the earth and shook his shoulders like a mastiff, 'My friend,

you have been a wonderful hero!' I don't want them to say it!

"Heroes? Some sort of extraordinary being? Idols? Rot! We've been

murderers. We have respectably followed the trade of hangmen. We shall

do it again with all our might, because it's of great importance to

follow that trade, so as to punish war and smother it. The act of

slaughter is always ignoble; sometimes necessary, but always ignoble.

Yes, hard and persistent murderers, that's what we've been. But don't

talk to me about military virtue because I've killed Germans."

"Nor to me," cried another in so loud a voice that no one could have

replied to him even had he dared; "nor to me, because I've saved the

lives of Frenchmen! Why, we might as well set fire to houses for the

sake of the excellence of life-saving!"

"It would be a crime to exhibit the fine side of war, even if there

were one!" murmured one of the somber soldiers.

The first man continued. "They'll say those things to us by way of

paying us with glory, and to pay themselves, too, for what they haven't

done. But military glory--it isn't even true for us common soldiers.

It's for some, but outside those elect the soldier's glory is a lie,

like every other fine-looking thing in war. In reality, the soldier's

sacrifice is obscurely concealed. The multitudes that make up the waves

of attack have no reward. They run to hurl themselves into a frightful

inglorious nothing. You cannot even heap up their names, their poor

little names of nobodies."

"To hell with it all," replies a man, "we've got other things to think

about."

"But all that," hiccupped a face which the mud concealed like a hideous

hand, "may you even say it? You'd be cursed, and 'shot at dawn'!

They've made around a Marshal's plumes a religion as bad and stupid and

malignant as the other!"

The man raised himself, fell down, and rose again. The wound that he

had under his armor of filth was staining the ground, and when he had

spoken, his wide-open eyes looked down at all the blood he had given

for the healing of the world.

* * * * *

The others, one by one, straighten themselves. The storm is falling

more heavily on the expanse of flayed and martyred fields. The day is

full of night. It is as if new enemy shapes of men and groups of men

are rising unceasingly on the crest of the mountain-chain of clouds,

round about the barbaric outlines of crosses, eagles, churches, royal

and military palaces and temples. They seem to multiply there, shutting

out the stars that are fewer than mankind; it seems even as if these

apparitions are moving in all directions in the excavated ground, here,

there, among the real beings who are thrown there at random, half

buried in the earth like grains of corn.

My still living companions have at last got up. Standing with

difficulty on the foundered soil, enclosed in their bemired garb, laid

out in strange upright coffins of mud, raising their huge simplicity

out of the earth's depths--a profoundity like that of ignorance--they

move and cry out, with their gaze, their arms and their fists extended

towards the sky whence fall daylight and storm. They are struggling

against victorious specters, like the Cyranos and Don Quixotes that

they still are.

One sees their shadows stirring on the shining sad expanse of the

plain, and reflected in the pallid stagnant surface of the old

trenches, which now only the infinite void of space inhabits and

purifies, in the center of a polar desert whose horizons fume.

But their eyes are opened. They are beginning to make out the boundless

simplicity of things. And Truth not only invests them with a dawn of

hope, but raises on it a renewal of strength and courage.

"That's enough talk about those others!" one of the men commanded; "all

the worse for them!--Us! Us all!" The understanding between

democracies, the entente among the multitudes, the uplifting of the

people of the world, the bluntly simple faith! All the rest, aye, all

the rest, in the past, the present and the future, matters nothing at

all.

And a soldier ventures to add this sentence, though he begins it with

lowered voice, "If the present war has advanced progress by one step,

its miseries and slaughter will count for little."

And while we get ready to rejoin the others and begin war again, the

dark and storm-choked sky slowly opens above our heads. Between two

masses of gloomy cloud a tranquil gleam emerges; and that line of

light, so blackedged and beset, brings even so its proof that the sun

is there.

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