But some one questions the post-orderly: "Who told you that?"

"The adjutant commanding the Territorial detachment that fatigues for

the H.Q. of the A.C."

"For the what?"

"For Headquarters of the Army Corps, and he's not the only one that

says it. There's--you know him--I've forgotten his name--he's like

Galle, but he isn't Galle--there's some one in his family who is Some

One. Anyway, he knows all about it."

"Then what?" With hungry eyes they form a circle around the

story-teller.

"Egypt, you say, we shall go to? Don't know it. I know there were

Pharaohs there at the time when I was a kid and went to school, but

since--"

"To Egypt!" The idea finds unconscious anchorage in their minds.

"Ah, non," says Blaire, "for I get sea-sick. Still, it doesn't last,

sea-sickness. Oui, but what would my good lady say?"

"What about it? She'll get used to it. You see niggers, and streets

full of big birds, like we see sparrows here."

"But haven't we to go to Alsace?"

"Yes," says the post-orderly, "there are some who think so at the

Pay-office."

"That'd do me well enough."

But common sense and acquired experience regain the upper hand and put

the visions to flight. We have been told so often that we were going a

long way off, so often have we believed it, so often been undeceived!

So, as if at a moment arranged, we wake up.

"It's all my eye--they've done it on us too often. Wait before

believing--and don't count a crumb's worth on it."

We reoccupy our corner. Here and there a man bears in his hand the

light momentous burden of a letter.

"Ah," says Tirloir, "I must be writing. Can't go eight days without

writing."

"Me too," says Eudore, "I must write to my p'tit' femme."

"Is she all right, Mariette?"

"Oui, oui, don't fret about Mariette."

A few have already settled themselves for correspondence. Barque is

standing up. He stoops over a sheet of paper flattened on a note-book

upon a jutting crag in the trench wall. Apparently in the grip of an

inspiration, he writes on and on, with his eyes in bondage and the

concentrated expression of a horseman at full gallop.

When once Lamuse--who lacks imagination--has sat down, placed his

little writing-block on the padded summit of his knees, and moistened

his copying-ink pencil, he passes the time in reading again the last

letters received, in wondering what he can say that he has not already

said, and in fostering a grim determination to say something else.

A sentimental gentleness seems to have overspread little Eudore, who is

curled up in a sort of niche in the ground. He is lost in meditation,

pencil in hand, eyes on paper. Dreaming, he looks and stares and sees.

It is another sky that lends him light, another to which his vision

reaches. He has gone home.

In this time of letter-writing, the men reveal the most and the best

that they ever were. Several others surrender to the past, and its

first expression is to talk once more of fleshly comforts.

Through their outer crust of coarseness and concealment, other hearts

venture upon murmured memories, and the rekindling of bygone

brightness: the summer morning, when the green freshness of the garden

steals in upon the purity of the country bedroom; or when the wind in

the wheat of the level lands sets it slowly stirring or deeply waving,

and shakes the square of oats hard by into quick little feminine

tremors; or the winter evening, with women and their gentleness around

the shaded luster of the lamp.

But Papa Blaire resumes work upon the ring he has begun. He has

threaded the still formless disc of aluminium over a bit of rounded

wood, and rubs it with the file. As he applies himself to the job, two

wrinkles of mighty meditation deepen upon his forehead. Anon he stops,

straightens himself, and looks tenderly at the trifle, as though she

also were looking at it.

"You know," he said to me once, speaking of another ring, "it's not a

question of doing it well or not well. The point is that I've done it

for my wife, d'you see? When I had nothing to do but scratch myself, I

used to have a look at this photo"--he showed me a photograph of a big,

chubby-faced woman--"and then it was quite easy to set about this

damned ring. You might say that we've made it together, see? The proof

of that is that it was company for me, and that I said Adieu to it when

I sent it off to Mother Blaire."

He is making another just now, and this one will have copper in it,

too. He works eagerly. His heart would fain express itself to the best

advantage in this the sort of penmanship upon which he is so

tenaciously bent.

As they stoop reverently, in their naked earth-holes, over the slender

rudimentary trinkets--so tiny that the great hide-bound hands hold them

with difficulty or let them fall--these men seem still more wild, more

primitive, and more human, than at all other times.

You are set thinking of the first inventor, the father of all

craftsmen, who sought to invest enduring materials with the shapes of

what he saw and the spirit of what he felt.

* * * * *

"People coming along," announces Biquet the mobile, who acts as

hall-porter to our section of the trench--"buckets of 'em." Immediately

an adjutant appears, with straps round his belly and his chin, and

brandishing his sword-scabbard.

"Out of the way, you! Out of the way, I tell you! You loafers there,

out of it! Let me see you quit, hey!" We make way indolently. Those at

the sides push back into the earth by slow degrees.

It is a company of Territorials, deputed to our sector for the

fortification of the second line and the upkeep of its communication

trenches. They come into view--miserable bundles of implements, and

dragging their feet.

We watch them, one by one, as they come up, pass, and disappear. They

are stunted and elderly, with dusty faces, or big and broken-winded,

tightly enfolded in greatcoats stained and over-worn, that yawn at the

toothless gaps where the buttons are missing.

Tirette and Barque, the twin wags, leaning close together against the

wall, stare at them, at first in silence. Then they begin to smile.

"March past of the Broom Brigade," says Tirette.

"We'll have a bit of fun for three minutes," announces Barque.

Some of the old toilers are comical. This one whom the file brings up

has bottle-shaped shoulders. Although extremely narrow-chested and

spindle-shanked, he is big-bellied. He is too much for Barque. "Hullo,

Sir Canteen!" he says.

When a more outrageously patched-up greatcoat appears than all the

others can show, Tirette questions the veteran recruit. "Hey, Father

Samples! Hey, you there!" he insists.

The other turns and looks at him, open-mouthed.

"Say there, papa, if you will be so kind as to give me the address of

your tailor in London!"

A chuckle comes from the antiquated and wrinkle-scrawled face, and then

the poilu, checked for an instant by Barque's command, is jostled by

the following flood and swept away.

When some less striking figures have gone past, a new victim is

provided for the jokers. On his red and wrinkled neck luxuriates some

dirty sheep's-wool. With knees bent, his body forward, his back bowed,

this Territorial's carriage is the worst.

"Tiens!" bawls Tirette, with pointed finger, "the famous

concertina-man! It would cost you something to see him at the

fair--here, he's free gratis!"

The victim stammers responsive insults amid the scattered laughter that

arises.

No more than that laughter is required to excite the two comrades. It

is the ambition to have their jests voted funny by their easy audience

that stimulates them to mock the peculiarities of their old

comrades-in-arms, of those who toil night and day on the brink of the

great war to make ready and make good the fields of battle.

And even the other watchers join in. Miserable themselves, they scoff

at the still more miserable.

"Look at that one! And that, look!"

"Non, but take me a snapshot of that little rump-end! Hey, earth-worm!"

"And that one that has no ending! Talk about a sky-scratcher! Tiens,

la, he takes the biscuit. Yes, you take it, old chap!"

This man goes with little steps, and holds his pickax up in front like

a candle; his face is withered, and his body borne down by the blows of

lumbago.

"Like a penny, gran'pa?" Barque asks him, as he passes within reach of

a tap on the shoulder.

The broken-down poilu replies with a great oath of annoyance, and

provokes the harsh rejoinder of Barque: "Come now, you might be polite,

filthy-face, old muck-mill!"

Turning right round in fury, the old one defies his tormentor.

"Hullo!" cries Barque, laughing, "He's showing fight; the ruin! He's

warlike, look you, and he might be mischievous if only he were sixty

years younger!"

"And if he wasn't alone," wantonly adds Pepin, whose eye is in quest of

other targets among the flow of new arrivals.

The hollow chest of the last straggler appears, and then his distorted

back disappears.

The march past of the worn-out and trench-foul veterans comes to an end

among the ironical and almost malevolent faces of these sinister

troglodytes, whom their caverns of mud but half reveal.

Meanwhile, the hours slip away, and evening begins to veil the sky and

darken the things of earth. It comes to blend itself at once with the

blind fate and the ignorant dark minds of the multitude there

enshrouded.

Through the twilight comes the rolling hum of tramping men, and another

throng rubs its way through.

"Africans!"

They march past with faces red-brown, yellow or chestnut, their beards

scanty and fine or thick and frizzled, their greatcoats

yellowish-green, and their muddy helmets sporting the crescent in place

of our grenade. Their eyes are like balls of ivory or onyx, that shine

from faces like new pennies, flattened or angular. Now and again comes

swaying along above the line the coal-black mask of a Senegalese

sharpshooter. Behind the company goes a red flag with a green hand in

the center.

We watch them in silence. These are asked no questions. They command

respect, and even a little fear.

All the same, these Africans seem jolly and in high spirits. They are

going, of course, to the first line. That is their place, and their

passing is the sign of an imminent attack. They are made for the

offensive.

"Those and the 75 gun we can take our hats off to. They're everywhere

sent ahead at big moments, the Moroccan Division."

"They can't quite fit in with us. They go too fast--and there's no way

of stopping them."

Some of these diabolical images in yellow wood or bronze or ebony are

serious of mien, uneasy, and taciturn. Their faces have the disquieting

and secret look of the snare suddenly discovered. The others laugh with

a laugh that jangles like fantastic foreign instruments of music, a

laugh that bares the teeth.

We talk over the characteristics of these Africans; their ferocity in

attack, their devouring passion to be in with the bayonet, their

predilection for "no quarter." We recall those tales that they

themselves willingly tell, all in much the same words and with the same

gestures. They raise their arms over their heads--"Kam'rad, Kam'rad!"

"Non, pas Kam'rad!" And in pantomime they drive a bayonet forward, at

belly-height, drawing it back then with the help of a foot.

One of the sharpshooters overhears our talk as he passes. He looks upon

us, laughs abundantly in his helmeted turban, and repeats our words

with significant shakes of his head: "Pas Kam'rad, non pas Kam'rad,

never! Cut head off!"

"No doubt they're a different race from us, with their tent-cloth

skin," Barque confesses, though he does not know himself what "cold

feet" are. "It worries them to rest, you know; they only live for the

minute when the officer puts his watch back in his pocket and says,

'Off you go!'"

"In fact, they're real soldiers."

"We are not soldiers," says big Lamuse, "we're men." Though the evening

has grown darker now, that plain true saying sheds something like a

glimmering light on the men who are waiting here, waiting since the

morning, waiting since months ago.

They are men, good fellows of all kinds, rudely torn away from the joy

of life. Like any other men whom you take in the mass, they are

ignorant and of narrow outlook, full of a sound common sense--which

some-times gets off the rails--disposed to be led and to do as they are

bid, enduring under hardships, long-suffering.

They are simple men further simplified, in whom the merely primitive

instincts have been accentuated by the force of circumstances--the

instinct of self-preservation, the hard-gripped hope of living through,

the joy of food, of drink, and of sleep. And at intervals they are

cries and dark shudders of humanity that issue from the silence and the

shadows of their great human hearts.

When we can no longer see clearly, we hear down there the murmur of a

command, which comes nearer and rings loud--"Second half-section!

Muster!" We fall in; it is the call.

"Gee up!" says the corporal. We are set in motion. In front of the

tool-depot there is a halt and trampling. To each is given a spade or

pickax. An N.C.O. presents the handles in the gloom: "You, a spade;

there, hop it! You a spade, too; you a pick. Allons, hurry up and get

off."

We leave by the communication trench at right angles to our own, and

straight ahead towards the changeful frontier, now alive and terrible.

Up in the somber sky, the strong staccato panting of an invisible

aeroplane circles in wide descending coils and fills infinity. In

front, to right and left, everywhere, thunderclaps roll with great

glimpses of short-lived light in the dark-blue sky.

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[note 1:] The popular and international name for a French soldier. Its

literal meaning is "hairy, shaggy," but the word has conveyed for over

a century the idea of the virility of a Samson, whose strength lay in

his locks.--Tr.

[note 2:] 6250 miles.

[note 3:] Pourvu que les civils tiennent. In the early days of the war

it was a common French saying that victory was certain--"if the

civilians hold out."--Tr.

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