CHAPTER XLII

A minute or two later Rosemary was startled out of her day-dream by the

sound of Jasper's voice calling to her from somewhere in the near

distance. She had barely time to obliterate the traces of tears from her

eyes and cheeks before he appeared round the bend of the path. The next

moment he was by her side. Apparently he had been running, for he seemed

breathless and not quite so trim and neat in his appearance as he

usually was.

"I heard a scream," were the first words he said, as soon as he came in

sight of her. "It terrified me when I recognised your voice. Thank God

you are safe!"

He was obviously exhausted and, for him, strangely agitated. He threw

himself down on the carpet of moss at her feet; then he seized her hand

and covered it with kisses. "Thank God!" he kept on murmuring. "Thank

God you are safe!"

Then suddenly he looked up at her with an inquiring frown. "But what

made you scream?" he asked.

Rosemary by now had regained control over her nerves. She succeeded in

disengaging her hand, and in smiling quite coolly down upon him.

"It was very stupid of me," she said, with a light laugh. "I saw a pair

of eyes looking at me through the undergrowth. It startled me. I thought

that it was a wild cat--I had heard that there were some in these

parts--but it was only a homely one."

She tried to rise, but Jasper had recaptured her hand. He was engaged,

in kissing her finger-tips one by one, lingering over each kiss as if to

savour its sweetness in full. Now he looked up at her with a glance of

hungering passion. Rosemary felt herself flushing. She was conscious of

an intense feeling of pity for this man who had lavished on her all the

love of which he was capable, and hungered for that which she was not

able to give. He looked care-worn, she thought, and weary.

"You were not anxious about me, Jasper, were you?" she asked kindly.

He smiled. "I am always anxious," he said, "when I don't see you."

"But how did you find me?"

"Quite easily; I went to the hotel, you know. Not at all a bad little

place, by the way; rather primitive, but with electric light and plenty

of hot water. I engaged the rooms, and had a mouthful of breakfast. Then

I sallied forth in quest of you. A man in the village told me you had

been asking the way to the château, and I knew you would never stand

the dusty road. So when I found that there was a woodland path that went

through the same way as the road, I naturally concluded that you would

choose it in preference. You see," Jasper concluded, with a smile, "that

there was no magic in my quest."

Then he looked up at her again, and there was a gleam of suspicion in

his dark, questioning eyes. "You must have walked very slowly," he said.

"I started quite half an hour, probably more, after you did."

"I did walk very slowly. This path is enchanting, and this is not the

first time I have sat down to think and to gaze at this delicious little

stream. But," Rosemary went on briskly, "I think I had better be getting

on."

But Jasper put out his arms and encircled her knees. "Don't go for a

minute, little one. It is so peaceful here, and somehow I have had so

little of you these last days. I don't know, but it seems as if we had

taken to misunderstanding one another lately." Then, as she made an

involuntary movement of impatience, he continued gently: "Do I annoy you

by making love to you?"

Rosemary tried to smile. "Of course not, dear. What a question!"

"Then tell me if there is anything in the world I can do to make you

happier. You have not looked happy lately. I have been tortured with

remorse, for I feel somehow that it has been my fault."

"You are sweet and kind, Jasper, as always. But you must be a little

patient. I have gone through a great deal these last few days."

"I know, I know, little one. Don't let us talk any more about it."

He was wonderfully kind--kinder and gentler than he had been since the

first days of their married life. It almost seemed as if he had set

himself the task of making her forget all that he had involuntarily

revealed to her of his violent, unbridled temperament, and of that

lawless passion that lay at the root of his love for her.

He talked of the future, of their return to England, the home that he'

would make for her, which would be a fitting casket for the priceless

jewel which he possessed. Rosemary, who felt inexpressibly lonely, was

once more conscious of that feeling of gratitude towards him which she

had once hoped might be transmuted in days to come into something more

ardent than friendship. She had suffered so terribly in her love for the

one man who, with all his faults, had come very near to her ideals that

she felt a desperate longing to cherish and to cling to the husband whom

she had chosen half out of pique, the man on whom she had inflicted so

much cruelty by becoming his wife.

Pimpernel and Rosemary · 第 42 / 48 章