CHAPTER XXXIX.

Next day was the day of the great dinner to which Miss Susan had invited

half the county, to welcome the young master of the house, and mark the

moment of her own withdrawal from her long supremacy in Whiteladies.

Though she had felt with some bitterness on the previous night the

supposed intention of Herbert and Reine to supplant her at once, Miss

Susan was far too sensible a woman to make voluntary vexation for

herself, out of an event so well known and long anticipated. That she

must feel it was of course inevitable, but as she felt no real wrong in

it, and had for a long time expected it, there was not, apart from the

painful burden on her mind which threw a dark shadow over everything,

any bitterness in the necessary and natural event. She had made all her

arrangements without undue fuss or publicity, and had prepared for

herself, as I have said, a house, which had providentially fallen

vacant, on the other side of the village, where Augustine would still be

within reach of the Almshouses. I am not sure that, so far as she was

herself concerned, the sovereign of Whiteladies, now on the point of

abdication, would not have preferred to be a little further off, out of

daily sight of her forsaken throne; but this would have deprived

Augustine of all that made life to her, and Miss Susan was too strong,

too proud, and too heroic, to hesitate for a moment, or to think her own

sentiment worth indulging. Perhaps, indeed, even without that powerful

argument of Augustine, she would have scorned to indulge a feeling which

she could not have failed to recognize as a mean and petty one. She had

her faults, like most people, and she had committed a great wrong, which

clouded her life, but there was nothing petty or mean about Miss Susan.

After Reine had left her on the previous night, she had made a great

effort, and recovered her self-command. I don’t know why she had allowed

herself to be so beaten down. One kind of excitement, no doubt,

predisposes toward another; and after the triumph and joy of Herbert’s

return, her sense of the horrible cloud which hung over her personally,

the revelation which Giovanna at any moment had it in her power to make,

the evident intention she had of ingratiating herself with the

new-comers, and the success so far of the attempt, produced a reaction

which almost drove Miss Susan wild! If you will think of it, she had

cause enough. She, heretofore an honorable and spotless woman, who had

never feared the face of man, to lie now under the horrible risk of

being found out--to be at the mercy of a passionate, impulsive creature,

who could at any moment cover her with shame, and pull her down from her

pedestal. I think that at such moments to have the worst happen, to be

pulled down finally, to have her shame published to the world, would

have been the best thing that could have happened to Miss Susan. She

would then have raised up her humbled head again, and accepted her

punishment, and raced the daylight, free from fear of anything that

could befall her. The worst of it all now was this intolerable sense

that there was something to be found out, that everything was not honest

and open in her life, as it had always been. And by times this

consciousness overpowered and broke her down, as it had done on the

previous night. But when a vigorous soul is thus overpowered and breaks

down, the moment of its utter overthrow marks a new beginning of power

and endurance. The old fable of Antæus, who derived fresh strength

whenever he was thrown, from contact with his mother earth, is

profoundly true. Miss Susan had been thrown too, had fallen, and had

rebounded with fresh force. Even Reine could scarcely see in her

countenance next morning any trace of the emotion of last night. She

took her place at the breakfast-table with a smile, with composure which

was not feigned, putting bravely her burden behind her, and resolute to

make steady head as long as she could against any storm that could

threaten. Even when Herbert eluded that “business consultation,” and

begged to be left free to roam about the old house, and renew his

acquaintance with every familiar corner, she was able to accept the

postponement without pain. She watched the young people go out even

with almost pleasure--the brother and sister together, and Everard--and

Giovanna at the head of the troop, with little Jean perched on her

shoulder. Giovanna was fond of wandering about without any covering on

her head, having a complexion which I suppose would not spoil, and

loving the sun. And it suited her somehow to have the child on her

shoulder, to toss him about, to the terror of all the household, in her

strong, beautiful arms. I rather think it was because the household

generally was frightened by this rough play, that Giovanna had taken to

it; for she liked to shock them, not from malice, but from a sort of

school-boy mischief. Little Jean, who had got over all his dislike to

her, enjoyed his perch upon her shoulder; and it is impossible to tell

how Herbert admired her, her strength, her quick, swift, easy movements,

the lightness and grace with which she carried the boy, and all her

gambols with him, in which a certain risk always mingled. He could not

keep his eyes from her, and followed wherever she led, penetrating into

rooms where, in his delicate boyhood, he had never been allowed to go.

“I know myself in every part,” cried Giovanna gayly. “I have all

visited, all seen, even where it is not safe. It is safe here, M.

Herbert. Come then and look at the carvings, all close; they are

beautiful when you are near.”

They followed her about within and without, as if she had been the

cicerone, though they had all known Whiteladies long before she had; and

even Reine’s nascent suspicions were not able to stand before her frank

energy and cordial ignorant talk. For she was quite ignorant, and made

no attempt to conceal it.

“Me, I love not at all what is so old,” she said with a laugh. “I prefer

the smooth wall and the big window, and a floor well frotté, that

shines. Wood that is all cut like the lace, what good does that do? and

brick, that is nothing, that is common. I love stone châteaux, with much

of window, and little tourelles at the top. But if you love the wood,

and the brick, très bien! I know myself in all the little corners,” said

Giovanna. And outside and in, it was she who led the way.

Once again--and it was a thing which had repeatedly happened before

this, notwithstanding the terror and oppression of her presence--Miss

Susan was even grateful to Giovanna, who left her free to make all her

arrangements, and amused and interested the new-comers, who were

strangers in a sense, though to them belonged the house and everything

in it; and I doubt if it had yet entered into her head that Giovanna’s

society or her beauty involved any danger to Herbert. She was older than

Herbert; she was “not a lady;” she was an intruder and alien, and

nothing to the young people, though she might amuse them for the moment.

The only danger Miss Susan saw in her was one tragic and terrible danger

to herself, which she had determined for the moment not to think of. For

everybody else she was harmless. So at least Miss Susan, with an

inadvertence natural to her preoccupied mind, thought.

And there were a great many arrangements to make for the great dinner,

and many things besides that required looking after. However distinctly

one has foreseen the necessities of a great crisis, yet it is only when

it arrives that they acquire their due urgency. Miss Susan now, for

almost the first time, felt the house she had secured at the other end

of the village to be a reality. She felt at last that her preparations

were real, that the existence in which for the last six months there had

been much that was like a painful dream, had come out suddenly into the

actual and certain, and that she had had a change to undergo not much

unlike the change of death. Things that had been planned only, had to be

done now--a difference which is wonderful--and the stir and commotion

which had come into the house with the arrival of Herbert was the

preface of a commotion still more serious. And as Miss Susan went about

giving her orders, she tried to comfort herself with the thought that

now at last Giovanna must go. There was no longer any pretence for her

stay. Herbert had come home. She had and could have no claim upon Susan

and Augustine Austin at the Grange, whatever claim she might have on the

inmates of Whiteladies; nor could she transfer herself to the young

people, and live with Herbert and Reine. Even she, though she was not

reasonable, must see that now there was no further excuse for her

presence--that she must go. Miss Susan settled in her mind the allowance

she would offer her. It would be a kind of blackmail, blood money, the

price of her secret; but better that than exposure. And then, Giovanna

had not been disagreeable of late. Rather the reverse; she had tried, as

she said, to show de l’amitiè. She had been friendly, cheerful, rather

pleasant, in her strange way. Miss Susan, with a curious feeling for

which she could not quite account, concluded with herself that she

would not wish this creature, who had for so long belonged to her, as it

were--who had been one of her family, though she was at the same time

her enemy, her greatest trouble--to fall back unaided upon the shop at

Bruges, where the people had not been kind to her. No; she would, she

said to herself, be very thankful to get rid of Giovanna, but not to see

her fall into misery and helplessness. She should have an income enough

to keep her comfortable.

This was a luxury which Miss Susan felt she could venture to give

herself. She would provide for her persecutor, and get rid of her, and

be free of the panic which now was before her night and day. This

thought cheered her as she went about, superintending the hanging of the

tapestry in the hall, which was only put there on grand occasions, and

the building up of the old silver on the great oak buffet. Everything

that Whiteladies could do in the way of splendor was to be exhibited

to-night. There had been no feast when Herbert came of age, for indeed

it had been like enough that his birthday might be his death day also.

But now all these clouds had rolled away, and his future was clear. She

paid a solemn visit to the cellar with Stevens to get out the best

wines, her father’s old claret and Madeira, of which she had been so

careful, saving it for Herbert; or if not for Herbert, for Everard, whom

she had looked upon as her personal heir. Not a bottle of it should ever

have gone to Farrel-Austin, the reader may be sure, though she was

willing to feast him to-night, and give him of her best, to celebrate

her triumph over him--a triumph which, thank heaven! was all innocent,

not brought about by plotting or planning--God’s doing, and not hers.

I will not attempt to describe all the company, the best people in that

corner of Berkshire, who came from all points, through the roads which

were white and sweet with May, to do honor to Herbert’s home-coming. It

is too late in this history, and there is too much of more importance to

tell you, to leave me room for those excellent people. Lord Kingsborough

was there, and proposed Herbert’s health; and Sir Reginald Parke, and

Sir Francis Rivers, and the Hon. Mr. Skindle, who married Lord

Markinhead’s daughter, Lady Cordelia; and all the first company in the

county, down to (or up to) the great China merchant who had bought St.

Dunstan’s, once the property of a Howard. It is rare to see a

dinner-party so large or so important, and still more rare to see such

a room so filled. The old musicians’ gallery was put to its proper use

for the first time for years; and now and then, not too often, a soft

fluting and piping and fiddling came from the partial gloom, floating

over the heads of the well-dressed crowd who sat at the long, splendid

table, in a blaze of light and reflection, and silver, and crystal, and

flowers.

“I wish we could be in the gallery to see ourselves sitting here, in

this great show,” Everard whispered to Reine as he passed her to his

inferior place; for it was not permitted to Everard on this great

occasion to hand in the young mistress of the house, in whose favor Miss

Susan intended, after this night, to abdicate. Reine looked up with soft

eyes to the dim corner in which the three used to scramble and rustle,

and catch the oranges, and I fear thought more of this reminiscence than

of what her companion said to her, who was ignorant of the old times.

But, indeed, the show was worth seeing from the gallery, where old

Martha, and young Jane, and the good French Julie, who had come with

Reine, clustered in the children’s very corner, keeping out of sight

behind the tapestry, and pointing out to each other the ladies and their

fine dresses. The maids cared nothing about the gentlemen, but shook

their heads over Sophy and Kate’s bare shoulders, and made notes of how

the dresses were made. Julie communicated her views on the subject with

an authority which her auditors received without question, for was not

she French?--a large word, which takes in the wilds of Normandy as well

as Paris, that centre of the civilized world.

Herbert sat with his back to these eager watchers, at the foot of the

table, taking his natural place for the first time, and half hidden by

the voluminous robes of Lady Kingsborough and Lady Rivers. The pink

_gros grain_ of one of those ladies and the gorgeous white _moire_ of

the other dazzled the women in the gallery; but apart from such

professional considerations, the scene was a charming one to look at,

with the twinkle of the many lights, the brightness of the flowers and

the dresses--the illuminated spot in the midst of the partial darkness

of the old walls, all gorgeous with color, and movement, and the hum of

sound. Miss Susan at the head of the table, in her old point lace,

looked like a queen, Martha thought. It was her apotheosis, her climax,

the concluding triumph--a sort of phœnix blaze with which she meant

to end her life.

The dinner was a gorgeous dinner, worthy the hall and the company; the

wine, as I have said, old and rare; and everything went off to

perfection. The Farrel-Austins, who were only relations, and not of

first importance as county people, sat about the centre of the table,

which was the least important place, and opposite to them was Giovanna,

who had been put under the charge of old Dr. Richard, to keep her in

order, a duty to which he devoted all his faculties. Everything went on

perfectly well. The dinner proceeded solemnly, grandly, to its

conclusion. Grace--that curious, ill-timed, after-dinner grace which

comes just at the daintiest moment of the feast--was duly said; the

fruits were being served, forced fruits of every procurable kind, one of

the most costly parts of the entertainment at that season; and a general

bustle of expectation prepared the way for those congratulatory and

friendly speeches, welcomes of his great neighbors to the young Squire,

which were the real objects of the assembly. Lord Kingsborough even had

cleared his throat for the first time--a signal which his wife heard at

the other end, and understood as an intimation that quietness was to be

enforced, to which she replied by stopping, to set a good example, in

the midst of a sentence. He cleared his throat again, the great man, and

was almost on his legs. He was by Miss Susan’s side in the place of

honor. He was a stout man, requiring some pulling up after dinner when

his chair was comfortable--and he had actually put forth one foot, and

made his first effort to rise, for the third time clearing his throat.

When--an interruption occurred never to be forgotten in the annals of

Whiteladies. Suddenly there was heard a patter of small feet, startling

the company; and suddenly a something, a pygmy, a tiny figure, made

itself visible in the centre of the table. It stood up beside a great

pyramid of flowers, a living decoration, with a little flushed rose-face

and flaxen curls showing above the mass of greenery. The great people at

the head and the foot of the table stood breathless during the commotion

and half-scuffle in the centre of the room which attended this sudden

apparition. “What is it?” everybody asked. After that first moment of

excited curiosity, it became apparent that it was a child who had been

suddenly lifted by some one into that prominent place. The little

creature stood still a moment, frightened; then, audibly prompted, woke

to its duty. It plucked from its small head a small velvet cap with a

white feather, and gave forth its tiny shout, which rang into the

echoes.

“Vive M. ’Erbert! vive M. ’Erbert!” cried little Jean, turning round and

round, and waving his cap on either side of him. Vague excitement and

delight, and sense of importance, and hopes of sugar-plums, inspired the

child. He gave forth his little shout with his whole heart, his blue

eyes dancing, his little cheeks flushed; and I leave the reader to

imagine what a sensation little Jean’s unexpected appearance, and still

more unexpected shout, produced in the decorous splendor of the great

hall.

“Who is it?” “What is it?” “What does it mean?” “Who is the child?”

“What does he say?” cried everybody. There got up such a commotion and

flutter as dispersed in a moment the respectful silence which had been

preparing for Lord Kingsborough. Every guest appealed to his or her

neighbor for information, and--except the very few too well-informed,

like Dr. Richard, who guilty and self-reproachful, asking himself how he

could have prevented it, and what he should say to Miss Susan, sat

silent, incapable of speech--every one sent back the question. Giovanna,

calm and radiant, alone replied, “It is the next who will succeed,” she

cried, sending little rills of knowledge on either side of her. “It is

Jean Austin, the little heir.”

Lord Kingsborough was taken aback, as was natural; but he was a

good-natured man, and fond of children. “God bless us!” he said. “Miss

Austin, you don’t mean to tell me the boy’s married, and that’s his

heir?”

“It is the next of kin,” said Miss Susan, with white lips; “no more

_his_ heir than I am, but _the_ heir, if Herbert had not lived. Lord

Kingsborough, you will forgive the interruption; you will not disappoint

us. He is no more Herbert’s heir than I am!” again she cried, with a

shiver of agitation.

It was the Hon. Mr. Skindle who supported her on the other side; and

having heard that there was madness in the Austin family, that gentleman

was afraid. “‘Gad, she looked as if she would murder somebody,” he

confided afterward to the friend who drove him home.

“Not _his_ heir, but _the_ heir,” said Lord Kingsborough,

good-humoredly, “a fine distinction!” and as he was a kind soul, he made

another prodigious effort, and got himself out of his seat. He made a

very friendly, nice little speech, saying that the very young gentleman

who preceded him had indeed taken the wind out of his sails, and

forestalled what he had to say; but that, nevertheless, as an old

neighbor and family friend, he desired to echo in honest English, and

with every cordial sentiment, their little friend’s effective speech,

and to wish to Herbert Austin, now happily restored to his home in

perfect health and vigor, everything, etc.

He went on to tell the assembly what they knew very well; that he had

known Herbert’s father and grandfather, and had the happiness of a long

acquaintance with the admirable ladies who had so long represented the

name of Austin among them; and to each he gave an appropriate

compliment. In short, his speech composed the disturbed assembly, and

brought everything back to the judicious level of a great dinner; and

Herbert made his reply with modest self-possession, and the course of

affairs, momentarily interrupted, flowed on again according to the

programme. But in the centre of the table, where the less important

people sat, Giovanna and the child were the centre of attraction. She

caught every one’s eye, now that attention had been called to her. After

he had made the necessary sensation, she took little Jean down from the

table, and set him on the carpet, where he ran from one to another,

collecting the offerings which every one was ready to give him. Sophy

and Kate got hold of him in succession, and crammed him with bonbons,

while their father glared at the child across the table. He made his way

even so far as Lord Kingsborough, who took him on his knee and patted

his curly head. “But the little chap should be in bed,” said the kind

potentate, who had a great many of his own. Jean escaped a moment after,

and ran behind the chairs in high excitement to the next who called him.

It was only when the ladies left the room that Giovanna caught him, and

swinging him up to her white shoulder, which was not half so much

uncovered as Kate’s and Sophy’s, carried him away triumphant, shouting

once more “Vive M. ’Erbert!” from that eminence, as he finally

disappeared at the great door.

This was Giovanna’s first appearance in public, but it was a memorable

one. Poor old Dr. Richard, half weeping, secured Everard as soon as the

ladies were gone, and poured his pitiful story into his ears.

“What could I do, Mr. Austin?” cried the poor little, pretty old

gentleman. “She took him up before I could think what she was going to

do; and you cannot use violence to a lady, sir, you cannot use violence,

especially on a festive occasion like this. I should have been obliged

to restrain her forcibly, if at all, and what could I do?”

“I am sure you did everything that was necessary,” said Everard, with a

smile. She was capable of setting Dr. Richard himself on the table, if

it had served her purpose, instead of being restrained by him, was what

he thought.

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