CHAPTER V

THE PRODIGAL FATHER MAKES HIS DEBUT AT HOME

That took place upon a Thursday. On the Thursday following, as Dick was

walking by appointment, earlier than usual, in the direction of the

cottage, he was appalled to meet in the lane a fly from Thymebury,

containing the human form of Miss M'Glashan. The lady did not deign to

remark him in her passage; her face was suffused with tears, and

expressed much concern for the packages by which she was surrounded. He

stood still, and asked himself what this circumstance might portend. It

was so beautiful a day that he was loth to forecast evil, yet something

must perforce have happened at the cottage, and that of a decisive

nature; for here was Miss M'Glashan on her travels, with a small

patrimony in brown paper parcels, and the old lady's bearing implied hot

battle and unqualified defeat. Was the house to be closed against him?

Was Esther left alone, or had some new protector made his appearance

from among the millions of Europe? It is the character of love to loathe

the near relatives of the loved one; chapters in the history of the

human race have justified this feeling, and the conduct of uncles, in

particular, has frequently met with censure from the independent

novelist. Miss M'Glashan was now seen in the rosy colours of regret;

whoever succeeded her, Dick felt the change would be for the worse. He

hurried forward in this spirit; his anxiety grew upon him with every

step; as he entered the garden a voice fell upon his ear, and he was

once more arrested, not this time by doubt, but by an indubitable

certainty of ill.

The thunderbolt had fallen; the Admiral was here.

Dick would have retreated, in the panic terror of the moment; but Esther

kept a bright look-out when her lover was expected. In a twinkling she

was by his side, brimful of news and pleasure, too glad to notice his

embarrassment, and in one of those golden transports of exultation which

transcend not only words but caresses. She took him by the end of the

fingers (reaching forward to take them, for her great preoccupation was

to save time), she drew him towards her, pushed him past her in the

door, and planted him face to face with Mr. Van Tromp, in a suit of

French country velveteens and with a remarkable carbuncle on his nose.

Then, as though this was the end of what she could endure in the way of

joy, Esther turned and ran out of the room.

The two men remained looking at each other with some confusion on both

sides. Van Tromp was naturally the first to recover; he put out his hand

with a fine gesture.

"And you know my little lass, my Esther?" he said. "This is pleasant,

this is what I have conceived of home. A strange word for the old rover;

but we all have a taste for home and the homelike, disguise it how we

may. It has brought me here, Mr. Naseby," he concluded, with an

intonation that would have made his fortune on the stage, so just, so

sad, so dignified, so like a man of the world and a philosopher, "and

you see a man who is content."

"I see," said Dick.

"Sit down," continued the parasite, setting the example. "Fortune has

gone against me. (I am just sirrupping a little brandy--after my

journey.) I was going down, Mr. Naseby; between you and me, I was

_decave_; I borrowed fifty francs, smuggled my valise past the

concierge--a work of considerable tact--and here I am!"

"Yes," said Dick, "and here you are." He was quite idiotic.

Esther, at this moment, re-entered the room.

"Are you glad to see him?" she whispered in his ear, the pleasure in her

voice almost bursting through the whisper into song.

"Oh yes," said Dick; "very."

"I knew you would be," she replied; "I told him how you loved him."

"Help yourself," said the Admiral, "help yourself; and let us drink to a

new existence."

"To a new existence," repeated Dick; and he raised the tumbler to his

lips, but set it down untasted. He had had enough of novelties for one

day.

Esther was sitting on a stool beside her father's feet, holding her

knees in her arms, and looking with pride from one to the other of her

two visitors. Her eyes were so bright that you were never sure if there

were tears in them or not; little voluptuous shivers ran about her body;

sometimes she nestled her chin into her throat, sometimes threw back her

head, with ecstasy; in a word, she was in that state when it is said of

people that they cannot contain themselves for happiness. It would be

hard to exaggerate the agony of Richard.

And, in the meantime, Van Tromp ran on interminably.

"I never forget a friend," said he, "nor yet an enemy: of the latter, I

never had but two--myself and the public; and I fancy I have had my

vengeance pretty freely out of both." He chuckled. "But those days are

done. Van Tromp is no more. He was a man who had successes; I believe

you knew I had successes--to which we shall refer no further," pulling

down his neckcloth with a smile. "That man exists no more: by an

exercise of will I have destroyed him. There is something like it in the

poets. First, a brilliant and conspicuous career--the observed, I may

say, of all observers including the bum-baily: and then, presto! a

quiet, sly, old, rustic _bonhomme_, cultivating roses. In Paris, Mr.

Naseby----"

"Call him Richard, father," said Esther.

"Richard, if he will allow me. Indeed, we are old friends, and now near

neighbours; and, _a propos_, how are we off for neighbours, Richard? The

cottage stands, I think, upon your father's land, a family which I

respect--and the wood, I understand, is Lord Trevanion's. Not that I

care; I am an old Bohemian. I have cut society with a cut direct; I cut

it when I was prosperous, and now I reap my reward, and can cut it with

dignity in my declension. These are our little _amours propres_, my

daughter: your father must respect himself. Thank you, yes; just a

leetle, leetle tiny--thanks, thanks; you spoil me. But, as I was saying,

Richard, or was about to say, my daughter has been allowed to rust; her

aunt was a mere duenna; hence, in parenthesis, Richard, her distrust of

me; my nature and that of the duenna are poles asunder--poles! But, now

that I am here, now that I have given up the fight, and live henceforth

for one only of my works--I have the modesty to say it is my best--my

daughter--well, we shall put all that to rights. The neighbours,

Richard?"

Dick was understood to say that there were many good families in the

Vale of Thyme.

"You shall introduce us," said the Admiral.

Dick's shirt was wet; he made a lumbering excuse to go; which Esther

explained to herself by a fear of intrusion, and so set down to the

merit side of Dick's account, while she proceeded to detain him.

"Before our walk?" she cried. "Never! I must have my walk."

"Let us all go," said the Admiral, rising.

"You do not know that you are wanted," she cried, leaning on his

shoulder with a caress. "I might wish to speak to my old friend about

my new father. But you shall come to-day, you shall do all you want; I

have set my heart on spoiling you."

"I will take just _one_ drop more," said the Admiral, stooping to help

himself to brandy. "It is surprising how this journey has fatigued me.

But I am growing old, I am growing old, I am growing old, and--I regret

to add--bald."

He cocked a white wide-awake coquettishly upon his head--the habit of

the lady-killer clung to him; and Esther had already thrown on her hat,

and was ready, while he was still studying the result in a mirror: the

carbuncle had somewhat painfully arrested his attention.

"We are papa now; we must be respectable," he said to Dick, in

explanation of his dandyism: and then he went to a bundle and chose

himself a staff. Where were the elegant canes of his Parisian epoch?

This was a support for age, and designed for rustic scenes. Dick began

to see and appreciate the man's enjoyment in a new part, when he saw how

carefully he had "made it up." He had invented a gait for this first

country stroll with his daughter, which was admirably in key. He walked

with fatigue; he leaned upon the staff; he looked round him with a sad,

smiling sympathy on all that he beheld; he even asked the name of a

plant, and rallied himself gently for an old town-bird, ignorant of

nature. "This country life will make me young again," he sighed. They

reached the top of the hill towards the first hour of evening; the sun

was descending heaven, the colour had all drawn into the west; the hills

were modelled in their least contour by the soft, slanting shine; and

the wide moorlands, veined with glens and hazelwoods, ran west and north

in a hazy glory of light. Then the painter awakened in Van Tromp.

"Gad, Dick," he cried, "what value!"

An ode in four hundred lines would not have seemed so touching to

Esther; her eyes filled with happy tears: yes, here was the father of

whom she had dreamed, whom Dick had described; simple, enthusiastic,

unworldly, kind, a painter at heart, and a fine gentleman in manner.

And just then the Admiral perceived a house by the wayside, and

something depending over the house door which might be construed as a

sign by the hopeful and thirsty.

"Is that," he asked, pointing with his stick, "an inn?"

There was a marked change in his voice, as though he attached some

importance to the inquiry: Esther listened, hoping she should hear wit

or wisdom.

Dick said it was.

"You know it?" inquired the Admiral.

"I have passed it a hundred times, but that is all," replied Dick.

"Ah," said Van Tromp, with a smile, and shaking his head; "you are not

an old campaigner; you have the world to learn. Now I, you see, find an

inn so very near my own home, and my first thought is--my neighbours. I

shall go forward and make my neighbours' acquaintance; no, you needn't

come; I shall not be a moment."

And he walked off briskly towards the inn, leaving Dick alone with

Esther on the road.

"Dick," she exclaimed, "I am so glad to get a word with you; I am so

happy, I have such a thousand things to say; and I want you to do me a

favour. Imagine, he has come without a paint-box, without an easel; and

I want him to have all. I want you to get them for me in Thymebury. You

saw, this moment, how his heart turned to painting. They can't live

without it," she added; meaning perhaps Van Tromp and Michelangelo.

Up to that moment she had observed nothing amiss in Dick's behaviour.

She was too happy to be curious; and his silence, in presence of the

great and good being whom she called her father, had seemed both natural

and praiseworthy. But now that they were alone, she became conscious of

a barrier between her lover and herself, and alarm sprang up in her

heart.

"Dick," she cried, "you don't love me."

"I do that," he said heartily.

"But you are unhappy; you are strange; you--you are not glad to see my

father," she concluded, with a break in her voice.

"Esther," he said, "I tell you that I love you; if you love me, you know

what that means, and that all I wish is to see you happy. Do you think I

cannot enjoy your pleasure? Esther, I do. If I am uneasy, if I am

alarmed, if----. Oh, believe me, try and believe in me," he cried, giving

up argument with perhaps a happy inspiration.

But the girl's suspicions were aroused; and though she pressed the

matter no further (indeed, her father was already seen returning), it by

no means left her thoughts. At one moment she simply resented the

selfishness of a man who had obtruded his dark looks and passionate

language on her joy; for there is nothing that a woman can less easily

forgive than the language of a passion which, even if only for the

moment, she does not share. At another, she suspected him of jealousy

against her father; and for that, although she could see excuses for it,

she yet despised him. And at least, in one way or the other, here was

the dangerous beginning of a separation between two hearts. Esther found

herself at variance with her sweetest friend; she could no longer look

into his heart and find it written in the same language as her own; she

could no longer think of him as the sun which radiated happiness upon

her life, for she had turned to him once, and he had breathed upon her

black and chilly, radiated blackness and frost. To put the whole matter

in a word, she was beginning, although ever so slightly, to fall out of

love.

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