From the summit of Rigaud Mountain a mighty cross flashes sunlight all

over the great plain of Vaudreuil. The devout _habitant_, ascending

from vale to hill-top in the county of Deux Montagnes, bends to the

sign he sees across the forest leagues away. Far off on the brown

Ottawa, beyond the Cascades of Carillon and the Chute à Blondeau, the

keen-eyed _voyageur_ catches its gleam, and, for gladness to be

nearing the familiar mountain, more cheerily raises the _chanson_ he

loves. Near St. Placide the early ploughman--while yet mist wreathes

the fields and before the native Rossignol has fairly begun his

plaintive flourishes--watches the high cross of Rigaud for the first

glint that shall tell him of the yet unrisen sun. The wayfarer marks

his progress by the bearing of that great cross, the hunter looks to

it for an unfailing landmark, the weatherwise farmer prognosticates

from its appearances. The old watch it dwindle from sight at evening

with long thoughts of the well-beloved vanished, who sighed to its

vanishing through vanished years; the dying turn to its beckoning

radiance; happy is the maiden for whose bridal it wears brightness;

blessed is the child thought to be that holds out tiny hands for the

glittering cross as for a star. Even to the most worldly it often

seems flinging beams of heaven, and to all who love its shining that

is a dark day when it yields no reflection of immortal meaning.

To Mini the Cross of Rigaud had as yet been no more than an indistinct

glimmering, so far from it did he live and so dulled was he by his

sufferings. It promised him no immortal joys, for how was he to

conceive of heaven except as a cessation of weariness, starvation, and

pain? Not till Angélique had come, in the vision did he gain certainty

that in heaven she would smile on him always from the mild Mother's

arms. As days and weeks passed without that dream's return, his

imagination was ever the more possessed by it. Though the boy looked

frailer than ever, people often remarked with amazement how his eyes

wore some unspeakable happiness.

Now it happened that one sunny day after rain Mini became aware that

his eyes were fixed on the Cross of Rigaud. He could not make out its

form distinctly, but it appeared to thrill toward him. Under his

intent watching the misty cross seemed gradually to become the centre

of such a light as had enwrapped the figures of his dream. While he

gazed, expecting his vision of the night to appear in broad day on the

far summit, the light extended, changed, rose aloft, assumed clear

tints, and shifted quickly to a great rainbow encircling the hill.

Mini believed it a token to him. That Angélique had been there by the

cross the little dreamer doubted not, and the transfiguration to that

arch of glory had some meaning that his soul yearned to apprehend. The

cross drew his thoughts miraculously; for days thereafter he dwelt

with its shining; more and more it was borne in on him that he could

always see dimly the outline of little Angélique's face there;

sometimes, staring very steadily for minutes together, he could even

believe that she beckoned and smiled.

"Is Angélique really there, father?" he asked one day, looking toward

the hill-top.

"Yes, there," answered his father, thinking the boy meant heaven.

"I will go to her, then," said Mini to his heart.

* * * * *

Birds were not stirring when Mini stepped from the dark cabin into

gray dawn, with firm resolve to join Angélique on the summit. The

Ottawa, with whose flow he went toward Rigaud, was solemnly shrouded

in motionless mist, which began to roll slowly during the first hour

of his journey. Lifting, drifting, clinging, ever thinner and more

pervaded by sunlight, it was drawn away so that the unruffled flood

reflected a sky all blue when he had been two hours on the road. But

Mini took no note of the river's beauty. His eyes were fixed on the

cloudy hill-top, beyond which the sun was climbing. As yet he could

see nothing of the cross, nor of his vision; yet the world had never

seemed so glad, nor his heart so light with joy. _Habitants_, in

their rattling _calèches_, were amazed by the glow in the face of a

boy so ragged and forlorn. Some told afterward how they had half

doubted the reality of his rags; for might not one, if very pure at

heart, have been privileged to see such garments of apparent meanness

change to raiment of angelic texture? Such things had been, it was

said, and certainly the boy's face was a marvel.

His look was ever upward to where fibrous clouds shifted slowly, or

packed to level bands of mist half concealing Rigaud Hill, as the sun

wheeled higher, till at last, in mid-sky, it flung rays that trembled

on the cross, and gradually revealed the holy sign outlined in upright

and arms. Mini shivered with an awe of expectation; but no nimbus was

disclosed which his imagination could shape to glorious significance.

Yet he went rapturously onward, firm in the belief that up there he

must see Angélique face to face.

As he journeyed the cross gradually lessened in height by

disappearance behind the nearer trees, till only a spot of light was

left, which suddenly was blotted out too. Mini drew a deep breath, and

became conscious of the greatness of the hill,--a towering mass of

brown rock, half hidden by sombre pines and the delicate greenery of

birch and poplar. But soon, because the cross _was_ hidden, he could

figure it all the more gloriously, and entertain all the more

luminously the belief that there were heavenly presences awaiting him.

He pressed on with all his speed, and began to ascend the mountain

early in the afternoon.

"Higher," said the women gathering pearly-bloomed blueberries on the

steep hillside. "Higher," said the path, ever leading the tired boy

upward from plateau to plateau,--"higher, to the vision and the

radiant space about the shining cross!"

Faint with hunger, worn with fatigue, in the half-trance of physical

exhaustion, Mini still dragged himself upward through the afternoon.

At last he knew he stood on the summit level very near the cross.

There the child, awed by the imminence of what he had sought, halted

to control the rapturous, fearful trembling of his heart. Would not

the heavens surely open? What words would Angélique first say? Then

again he went swiftly forward through the trees to the edge of the

little cleared space. There he stood dazed.

The cross was revealed to him at a few yards' distance. With woful

disillusionment Mini threw himself face downward on the rock, and wept

hopelessly, sorely; wept and wept, till his sobs became fainter than

the up-borne long notes of a hermit-thrush far below on the edge of

the plain.

A tall mast, with a shorter at right angles, both covered by tin

roofing-plates, held on by nails whence rust had run in streaks,--that

was the shining Cross of Rigaud! Fragments of newspaper, crusts of

bread, empty tin cans, broken bottles, the relics of many picnics

scattered widely about the foot of the cross; rude initial letters cut

deeply into its butt where the tin had been torn away;--these had Mini

seen.

The boy ceased to move. Shadows stole slowly lengthening over the

Vaudreuil champaign; the sun swooned down in a glamour of painted

clouds; dusk covered from sight the yellows and browns and greens of

the August fields; birds stilled with the deepening night; Rigaud

Mountain loomed from the plain, a dark long mass under a flying and

waning moon; stars came out from the deep spaces overhead, and still

Mini lay where he had wept.

LITTLE BAPTISTE.

A STORY OF THE OTTAWA RIVER.

Ma'ame Baptiste Larocque peered again into her cupboard and her flour

barrel, as though she might have been mistaken in her inspection

twenty minutes earlier.

"No, there is nothing, nothing at all!" said she to her old

mother-in-law. "And no more trust at the store. Monsieur Conolly was

too cross when I went for corn-meal yesterday. For sure, Baptiste

stays very long at the shanty this year."

"Fear nothing, Delima," answered the bright-eyed old woman. "The good

God will send a breakfast for the little ones, and for us. In seventy

years I do not know Him to fail once, my daughter. Baptiste may be

back to-morrow, and with more money for staying so long. No, no; fear

not, Delima! _Le bon Dieu_ manages all for the best."

"That is true; for so I have heard always," answered Delima, with

conviction; "but sometimes _le bon Dieu_ requires one's inside to pray

very loud. Certainly I trust, like you, _Memere_; but it would be

pleasant if He would send the food the day before."

"Ah, you are too anxious, like little Baptiste here," and the old

woman glanced at the boy sitting by the cradle. "Young folks did not

talk so when I was little. Then we did not think there was danger in

trusting _Monsieur le Curé_ when he told us to take no heed of the

morrow. But now! to hear them talk, one might think they had never

heard of _le bon Dieu_. The young people think too much, for sure.

Trust in the good God, I say. Breakfast and dinner and supper too we

shall all have to-morrow."

"Yes, _Memere_," replied the boy, who was called little Baptiste to

distinguish him from his father. "_Le bon Dieu_ will send an excellent

breakfast, sure enough, if I get up very early, and find some good

_doré_ (pickerel) and catfish on the night-line. But if I did not bait

the hooks, what then? Well, I hope there will be more to-morrow than

this morning, anyway."

"There were enough," said the old woman, severely. "Have we not had

plenty all day, Delima?"

Delima made no answer. She was in doubt about the plenty which her

mother-in-law spoke of. She wondered whether small André and Odillon

and 'Toinette, whose heavy breathing she could hear through the thin

partition, would have been sleeping so peacefully had little Baptiste

not divided his share among them at supper-time, with the excuse that

he did not feel very well?

Delima was young yet,--though little Baptiste was such a big boy,--and

would have rested fully on the positively expressed trust of her

mother-in-law, in spite of the empty flour barrel, if she had not

suspected little Baptiste of sitting there hungry.

However, he was such a strange boy, she soon reflected, that perhaps

going empty did not make him feel bad! Little Baptiste was so decided

in his ways, made what in others would have been sacrifices so much as

a matter of course, and was so much disgusted on being offered credit

or sympathy in consequence, that his mother, not being able to

understand him, was not a little afraid of him.

He was not very formidable in appearance, however, that clumsy boy of

fourteen or so, whose big freckled, good face was now bent over the

cradle where _la petite_ Seraphine lay smiling in her sleep, with soft

little fingers clutched round his rough one.

"For sure," said Delima, observing the baby's smile, "the good angels

are very near. I wonder what they are telling her?"

"Something about her father, of course; for so I have always heard it

is when the infants smile in sleep," answered the old woman.

Little Baptiste rose impatiently and went into the sleeping-room.

Often the simplicity and sentimentality of his mother and grandmother

gave him strange pangs at heart; they seemed to be the children, while

he felt very old. They were always looking for wonderful things to

happen, and expecting the saints and _le bon Dieu_ to help the family

out of difficulties that little Baptiste saw no way of overcoming

without the work which was then so hard to get. His mother's remark

about the angels talking to little Seraphine pained him so much that

he would have cried had he not felt compelled to be very much of a man

during his father's absence.

If he had been asked to name the spirit hovering about, he would have

mentioned a very wicked one as personified in John Conolly, the

village storekeeper, the vampire of the little hamlet a quarter of a

mile distant. Conolly owned the tavern too, and a sawmill up river,

and altogether was a very rich, powerful, and dreadful person in

little Baptiste's view. Worst of all, he practically owned the cabin

and lot of the Larocques, for he had made big Baptiste give him a bill

of sale of the place as security for groceries to be advanced to the

family while its head was away in the shanty; and that afternoon

Conolly had said to little Baptiste that the credit had been

exhausted, and more.

"No; you can't get any pork," said the storekeeper. "Don't your mother

know that, after me sending her away when she wanted corn-meal

yesterday? Tell her she don't get another cent's worth here."

"For why not? My fader always he pay," said the indignant boy, trying

to talk English.

"Yes, indeed! Well, he ain't paid this time. How do I know what's

happened to him, as he ain't back from the shanty? Tell you what: I'm

going to turn you all out if your mother don't pay rent in advance for

the shanty to-morrow,--four dollars a month."

"What you talkin' so for? We doan' goin pay no rent for our own

house!"

"You doan' goin' to own no house," answered Conolly, mimicking the

boy. "The house is mine any time I like to say so. If the store bill

ain't paid to-night, out you go to-morrow, or else pay rent. Tell your

mother that for me. Mosey off now. '_Marche, donc!_' There's no other

way."

Little Baptiste had not told his mother of this terrible threat, for

what was the use? She had no money. He knew that she would begin

weeping and wailing, with small André and Odillon as a puzzled,

excited chorus, with 'Toinette and Seraphine adding those baby cries

that made little Baptiste want to cry himself; with his grandmother

steadily advising, in the din, that patient trust in _le bon Dieu_

which he could not always entertain, though he felt very wretched that

he could not.

Moreover, he desired to spare his mother and grandmother as long as

possible. "Let them have their good night's sleep," said he to

himself, with such thoughtfulness and pity as a merchant might feel in

concealing imminent bankruptcy from his family. He knew there was but

one chance remaining,--that his father might come home during the

night or next morning, with his winter's wages.

Big Baptiste had "gone up" for Rewbell the jobber; had gone in

November, to make logs in the distant Petawawa woods, and now the

month was May. The "very magnificent" pig he had salted down before

going away had been eaten long ago. My! what a time it seemed now to

little Baptiste since that pig-killing! How good the _boudin_ (the

blood-puddings) had been, and the liver and tender bits, and what a

joyful time they had had! The barrelful of salted pike and catfish was

all gone too,--which made the fact that fish were not biting well this

year very sad indeed.

Now on top of all these troubles this new danger of being turned out

on the roadside! For where are they to get four dollars, or two, or

one even, to stave Conolly off? Certainly his father was away too

long; but surely, surely, thought the boy, he would get back in time

to save his home! Then he remembered with horror, and a feeling of

being disloyal to his father for remembering, that terrible day, three

years before, when big Baptiste had come back from his winter's work

drunk, and without a dollar, having been robbed while on a spree in

Ottawa. If that were the reason of his father's delay now, ah, then

there would be no hope, unless _le bon Dieu_ should indeed work a

miracle for them!

While the boy thought over the situation with fear, his grandmother

went to her bed, and soon afterward Delima took the little Seraphine's

cradle into the sleeping-room. That left little Baptiste so lonely

that he could not sit still; nor did he see any use of going to lie

awake in bed by André and Odillon.

So he left the cabin softly, and reaching the river with a few steps,

pushed off his flat-bottomed boat, and was carried smartly up stream

by the shore eddy. It soon gave him to the current, and then he

drifted idly down under the bright moon, listening to the roar of the

long rapid, near the foot of which their cabin stood. Then he took to

his oars, and rowed to the end of his night-line, tied to the wharf.

He had an unusual fear that it might be gone, but found it all right,

stretched taut; a slender rope, four hundred feet long, floated here

and there far away in the darkness by flat cedar sticks,--a rope

carrying short bits of line, and forty hooks, all loaded with

excellent fat, wriggling worms.

That day little Baptiste had taken much trouble with his night-line;

he was proud of the plentiful bait, and now, as he felt the tightened

rope with his fingers, he told himself that his well-filled hooks

_must_ attract plenty of fish,--perhaps a sturgeon! Wouldn't that be

grand? A big sturgeon of seventy-five pounds!

He pondered the Ottawa statement that "there are seven kinds of meat

on the head of a sturgeon," and, enumerating the kinds, fell into a

conviction that one sturgeon at least would surely come to his line.

Had not three been caught in one night by Pierre Mallette, who had no

sort of claim, who was too lazy to bait more than half his hooks,

altogether too wicked to receive any special favors from _le bon

Dieu_?

Little Baptiste rowed home, entered the cabin softly, and stripped for

bed, almost happy in guessing what the big fish would probably weigh.

Putting his arms around little André, he tried to go to sleep; but the

threats of Conolly came to him with new force, and he lay awake, with

a heavy dread in his heart.

How long he had been lying thus he did not know, when a heavy step

came upon the plank outside the door.

"Father's home!" cried little Baptiste, springing to the floor as the

door opened.

"Baptiste! my own Baptiste!" cried Delima, putting her arms around her

husband as he stood over her.

"Did I not say," said the old woman, seizing her son's hand, "that the

good God would send help in time?"

Little Baptiste lit the lamp. Then they saw something in the father's

face that startled them all. He had not spoken, and now they perceived

that he was haggard, pale, wild-eyed.

"The good God!" cried big Baptiste, and knelt by the bed, and bowed

his head on his arms, and wept so loudly that little André and

Odillon, wakening, joined his cry. "_Le bon Dieu_ has forgotten us!

For all my winter's work I have not one dollar! The concern is failed.

Rewbell paid not one cent of wages, but ran away, and the timber has

been seized."

Oh, the heartbreak! Oh, poor Delima! poor children! and poor little

Baptiste, with the threats of Conolly rending his heart!

"I have walked all day," said the father, "and eaten not a thing.

Give me something, Delima."

"O holy angels!" cried the poor woman, breaking into a wild weeping.

"O Baptiste, Baptiste, my poor man! There is nothing; not a scrap; not

any flour, not meal, not grease even; not a pinch of tea!" but still

she searched frantically about the rooms.

"Never mind," said big Baptiste then, holding her in his strong arms.

"I am not so hungry as tired, Delima, and I can sleep."

The old woman, who had been swaying to and fro in her chair of rushes,

rose now, and laid her aged hands on the broad shoulders of the man.

"My son Baptiste," she said, "you must not say that God has forgotten

us, for He has not forgotten us. The hunger is hard to bear, I

know,--hard, hard to bear; but great plenty will be sent in answer to

our prayers. And it is hard, hard to lose thy long winter's work; but

be patient, my son, and thankful, yes, thankful for all thou hast."

"Behold, Delima is well and strong. See the little Baptiste, how much

a man! Yes, that is right; kiss the little André and Odillon; and see!

how sweetly 'Toinette sleeps! All strong and well, son Baptiste! Were

one gone, think what thou wouldst have lost! But instead, be thankful,

for behold, another has been given,--the little Seraphine here, that

thou hast not before seen!"

Big, rough, soft-hearted Baptiste knelt by the cradle, and kissed the

babe gently.

"It is true, _Memere_," he answered, "and I thank _le bon Dieu_ for

his goodness to me."

But little Baptiste, lying wide awake for hours afterwards, was not

thankful. He could not see that matters could be much worse. A big

hard lump was in his throat as he thought of his father's hunger, and

the home-coming so different from what they had fondly counted on.

Great slow tears came into the boy's eyes, and he wiped them away,

ashamed even in the dark to have been guilty of such weakness.

In the gray dawn little Baptiste suddenly awoke, with the sensation of

having slept on his post. How heavy his heart was! Why? He sat dazed

with indefinite sorrow. Ah, now he remembered! Conolly threatening to

turn them out! and his father back penniless! No breakfast! Well, we

must see about that.

Very quietly he rose, put on his patched clothes, and went out. Heavy

mist covered the face of the river, and somehow the rapid seemed

stilled to a deep, pervasive murmur. As he pushed his boat off, the

morning fog was chillier than frost about him; but his heart got

lighter as he rowed toward his night-line, and he became even eager

for the pleasure of handling his fish. He made up his mind not to be

much disappointed if there were no sturgeon, but could not quite

believe there would be none; surely it was reasonable to expect _one_,

perhaps two--why not three?--among the catfish and _doré_.

How very taut and heavy the rope felt as he raised it over his

gunwales, and letting the bow swing up stream, began pulling in the

line hand over hand! He had heard of cases where every hook had its

fish; such a thing might happen again surely! Yard after yard of rope

he passed slowly over the boat, and down into the water it sank on his

track.

Now a knot on the line told him he was nearing the first hook; he

watched for the quiver and struggle of the fish,--probably a big one,

for there he had put a tremendous bait on and spat on it for luck,

moreover. What? the short line hung down from the rope, and the baited

hook rose clear of the water!

Baptiste instantly made up his mind that that hook had been placed a

little too far in-shore; he remembered thinking so before; the next

hook was in about the right place!

Hand over hand, ah! the second hook, too! Still baited, the big worm

very livid! It must be thus because that worm was pushed up the shank

of the hook in such a queer way: he had been rather pleased when he

gave the bait that particular twist, and now was surprised at himself;

why, any one could see it was a thing to scare fish!

Hand over hand to the third,--the hook was naked of bait! Well, that

was more satisfactory; it showed they had been biting, and, after all,

this was just about the beginning of the right place.

Hand over hand; _now_ the splashing will begin, thought little

Baptiste, and out came the fourth hook with its livid worm! He held

the rope in his hand without drawing it in for a few moments, but

could see no reasonable objection to that last worm. His heart sank a

little, but pshaw! only four hooks out of forty were up yet! wait till

the eddy behind the shoal was reached, then great things would be

seen. Maybe the fish had not been lying in that first bit of current.

Hand over hand again, now! yes, certainly, _there_ is the right swirl!

What? a _losch_, that unclean semi-lizard! The boy tore it off and

flung it indignantly into the river. However, there was good luck in a

_losch_; that was well known.

But the next hook, and the next, and next, and next came up baited and

fishless. He pulled hand over hand quickly--not a fish! and he must

have gone over half the line! Little Baptiste stopped, with his heart

like lead and his arms trembling. It was terrible! Not a fish, and his

father had no supper, and there was no credit at the store. Poor

little Baptiste!

Again he hauled hand over hand--one hook, two, three--oh! ho!

Glorious! What a delightful sheer downward the rope took! Surely the

big sturgeon at last, trying to stay down on the bottom with the hook!

But Baptiste would show that fish his mistake. He pulled, pulled,

stood up to pull; there was a sort of shake, a sudden give of the

rope, and little Baptiste tumbled over backward as he jerked his line

up from under the big stone!

Then he heard the shutters clattering as Conolly's clerk took them off

the store window; at half-past five to the minute that was always

done. Soon big Baptiste would be up, that was certain. Again the boy

began hauling in line: baited hook! baited hook! naked hook! baited

hook!--such was still the tale.

"Surely, surely," implored little Baptiste, silently, "I shall find

some fish!" Up! up! only four remained! The boy broke down. Could it

be? Had he not somehow skipped many hooks? Could it be that there was

to be no breakfast for the children? Naked hook again! Oh, for some

fish! anything! three, two!

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