WEARY DAYS.

The unusual softening of heart and manner visible in Aunt Hepsy at

the time of Tom's departure disappeared before the lapse of many

days. You see, she had gone on in the old, sour, cross-grained way so

long, she felt most at home in it. She did not _feel_ unkindly

towards gentle, patient Lucy; but her manner was so ungracious, and

her words so sharp, you will not wonder that Lucy could not read

beneath the surface. She was very quiet, very sober, and very

listless; striving, too, to do her duties as well as aforetime, but

lacking physical strength. Tom's letters, frequent and full of hope

and happiness, were the chief solace of the girl's lonely life. Mr.

and Miss Goldthwaite came sometimes yet to Thankful Rest; but these

were family visits, and Lucy had few opportunities of quiet talk with

her friends. Many invitations had come from the Red House, but to

each and all Aunt Hepsy returned a peremptory refusal.

"I'm not going to have her learn to fly round for ever at folks'

houses. She has plenty to do at home, and she'll do it, you take my

word for it. Tell Judge Keane's folks I'm mighty obliged to them, but

Lucy can't come. Let that be an end of it." So she said to Miss

Goldthwaite one day; and she carried the message, slightly modified,

to Mrs. Keane. So the days and weeks slipped away, till Winter had to

hide his diminished head before the harbingers of Spring. In the

closing days of March the ice broke up on the river, and all nature

seemed to spring to life again. Green blades and tiny blossoms began

to peep above ground, and the birds sang their songs of gladness on

the budding boughs. It was a busy time at Thankful Rest, both indoors

and out. In the first week of April began that awful revolution, Miss

Hepsy Strong's spring-cleaning. It was her boast that she could

accomplish in one week what other housewives could accomplish only in

three. For every half-idle hour Lucy had enjoyed during the winter

she had to atone now; for Aunt Hepsy kept her sweeping, and scouring,

and dusting, and trotting upstairs and down, till the girl's strength

almost failed her. She did not complain, however, and Aunt Hepsy was

too much absorbed to see that her powers were overtaxed. The cleaning

was triumphantly concluded on Saturday night, and Lucy crept away

early to bed, but was unable to sleep from fatigue. She came

downstairs next morning so wan and white that Aunt Hepsy feared she

was going to turn sick on her hands. But Lucy said she was well

enough, and would go to church as usual. Thinking she looked really

ill, Miss Goldthwaite came round to the porch after the service.

"Lucy, what is it, child? your face is quite white. Do you feel well

enough?"

Lucy smiled a little, and slipping her hand through Miss

Goldthwaite's arm, walked with her down the path.

"This has been cleaning week," she said in explanation, "and I have

had more to do than usual. I daresay I'll be all right now."

But Miss Goldthwaite did not feel satisfied, and said so to her

brother at the tea-table that night.

"I'm going up to Thankful Rest, Frank, to tell Miss Hepsy to be

careful of Lucy. It is time somebody told her; she grows so thin,

and, I notice, eats nothing."

Mr. Goldthwaite's anxiety exceeded his sister's, if that were

possible, but he said very little. Accordingly, next afternoon Miss

Goldthwaite betook herself to Thankful Rest. Finding the garden gate

locked, she went round by the back, and in the yard encountered Lucy

bending under the weight of two pails of water. She set them down on

beholding Miss Goldthwaite; and Carrie noticed that her hand was

pressed to her side, and that her breath came very fast.

"You are not fit to carry these, Lucy," said she very gravely. "Is

there nobody but you?"

"I have been washing some curtains and things to-day, Miss

Goldthwaite, and Aunt Hepsy thinks the water from the spring in the

low meadow better for rinsing them in."

"Does she?" said Miss Goldthwaite, and her sweet lips closed together

more sternly than Lucy had ever seen them do before.

Lucy passed into the wash-house with her pails, and Miss Goldthwaite

went into the house without knocking. Miss Hepsy was making

buckwheats, and greeted her visitor pleasantly enough. She sat down

in the window, turned her eyes on Miss Hepsy's face, and said

bluntly,--

"I'm going to say something which will likely vex you, Miss Hepsy,

but I can't help it. I've been wanting to say it this long time."

Miss Hepsy did not look surprised, or even curious, she only said

calmly,--

"It wouldn't be the first time you've vexed me, Miss Goldthwaite, by

a long chalk."

"It's about Lucy, Miss Hepsy," continued Miss Goldthwaite. "Can't you

see she's hardly fit to do a hand's turn at work? I met her out there

carrying a load she was no more fit to carry than that kitten."

"Ain't she?" inquired Miss Hepsy quite unmoved. "What else?"

"There she is; I see her through the door. Look at her, and _see_ if

she is well. If she doesn't get rest and that speedily, she'll go

into a decline, as sure as I sit here. I had a sister," said Carrie

with a half sob, "who died of decline, and she looked exactly as Lucy

does."

Miss Hepsy walked from the dresser to the stove and back again before

she spoke. "When did you find out, Miss Goldthwaite, that Hepsy

Strong could not mind her own affairs and her own folks?"

It was said in Miss Hepsy's most disagreeable manner, which was very

disagreeable indeed; but Miss Goldthwaite did not intend to be

disconcerted so soon.

"You have a kind heart, I know, Miss Hepsy, though you show it so

seldom. You must know Lucy's value by this time, and if you haven't

learned to love her, I don't know what you are made of. Be gentle

with her, Miss Hepsy; she is very young--and she has no mother."

Miss Hepsy's temper was up, and she heard the gentle pleading

unmoved.

"Ye've meddled a good deal wi' me, Miss Goldthwaite," she said

slowly, "and I've never told ye to mind yer own business before, but

I tell ye now. An' though ye are the parson's sister, ye say things I

can't stand. Ye'd better be goin'; an' ye needn't come to Thankful

Rest again till ye can let me an' my concerns alone."

Miss Goldthwaite rose at once, not angry, only grieved and

disappointed.

"Good-bye, then, Miss Hepsy. It was only my love for Lucy made me

speak. I'm sorry I've offended you. She is a dear, good girl. Some

day, perhaps, you will be sorry you did not listen to my words," she

said, and went away.

Not many words, good or bad, did Aunt Hepsy speak in the house that

night. Lucy, busy with her mending, wondered what had passed that

afternoon that Miss Goldthwaite's stay had been so brief. Aunt

Hepsy's eyes rested keenly on Lucy's pale, sweet face more than once,

and she was forced to admit that it was paler and thinner and more

worn-looking than it need be. But she hardened her heart, and refused

to obey its more kindly promptings. A few more days went by. Lucy

grew weaker, and flagged in her work; and Aunt Hepsy watched her, and

_would not_ be the first to take needful steps. On Sunday morning

Lucy did not come downstairs at the usual time, and even the

clattering of breakfast dishes failed to bring her. At length Aunt

Hepsy went upstairs. Lucy was still in bed.

"Are you sick, child?" said Aunt Hepsy in a strange quick voice.

Lucy answered very feebly,--"I'm afraid I'm goin' to be, Aunt Hepsy.

I tried to get up, but I couldn't; and I haven't slept any all

night."

"Where do you feel ill?"

"All over," said the girl wearily. "I've felt so for a long time, but

I tried to go about. Are you angry because I'm going to be sick, Aunt

Hepsy? It'll be a bother to you; but perhaps I'm going to mamma."

"Do you want to kill me outright, Lucy?" said her aunt; and even in

her weakness Lucy opened her eyes wide in surprise. "If you speak

about goin' to yer ma again," she said, "ye will kill me. Ye've got

to lie there an' get better as fast as you like. I'll send for Dr.

Gair, an' nurse ye night and day."

Aunt Hepsy could have said a great deal more, but a something in her

throat prevented her. She went downstairs immediately, and despatched

the boy for Dr. Gair. During his absence, she endeavoured to induce

Lucy to take some breakfast, but in vain.

"I'm real sick, Aunt Hepsy," she said. "Just let me lie still. I

don't want anything but just to be quiet."

Within the hour Dr. Gair came to Thankful Rest, for Miss Hepsy's

message had been urgent. He was an old man, blunt-mannered, but truly

tenderhearted, and a great favourite in the township. He had not been

once at Thankful Rest since Deacon Strong's death, for neither the

brother nor sister had ever had a day's illness in their lives. He

made his examination of Lucy in a few minutes, and Miss Hepsy watched

with a sinking heart how very grave his face was when he turned to

her. He had few questions to ask, and these Lucy answered as simply

as she could.

"Am I going to be very sick, Dr. Gair?" said Lucy.

"Yes, my dear; but please God, we may pull you through," said the old

man softly. "In the meantime I can't do much; I'll look in again in

the afternoon."

Miss Hepsy followed him in silence down the stairs, and he drew on

his gloves in the lobby without speaking.

"This is a case of gross neglect, Miss Strong," he said at length.

"The girl's delicate frame is thoroughly exhausted by over-fatigue

and want of attention."

"Tell me something I don't know, Dr. Gair," said she sharply.

"And if she recovers, of which I am more than doubtful," he continued

sternly, "it is to be hoped you will turn over a new leaf in your

treatment of her. I am a plain man, Miss Strong, not given to gilding

a bitter pill. If your niece dies, you may take home the blame to

yourself. Good morning."

"I know all that, my good man, better than you can tell me," said

Aunt Hepsy grimly. "You do your best to bring her round, an' I won't

forget it. I've been a wicked woman, Dr. Gair, an' I s'pose the

Lord's goin' to punish me now; an' he couldn't have chosen a surer

way than by sending sickness to Lucy. Good morning."

Aunt Hepsy shut the door, and went into the kitchen. There Joshua sat

anxiously awaiting the doctor's verdict.

"There ain't much hope, Josh," she said briefly.

"Ain't there, Hepsy? It's a bad job for the little 'un."

"An' for more than her, I reckon," returned his sister shortly. "I've

lived one and forty years at Thankful Rest, Josh, an' I never felt as

I do this day. I'd a mighty deal rather be sick myself than see the

child's white face. If she gets round, I'll be a better woman, with

the Lord's help. How He's borne with me so long's a marvel I can't

comprehend. One and forty years, Josh Strong, and Lucy jes' fifteen.

She's done a deal more good in one day o' her life than you or me

ever did in all ours. The Lord forgive us, Josh, an' help us to make

a better use o' what's left. Jes' step down to Pendlepoint, will ye,

an' ask the parson an' his sister up. I guess Lucy'd be pleased to

see 'em. One an' forty years, dear, dear; an' Lucy jes' fifteen."

Aunt Hepsy went out wiping her eyes, and stole upstairs again to

Lucy.

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