My Life--Ante-Bellum

I was born in Newbern, Croven St., Craven County, N. C., November the

first, 1837. I was born under the regime of slavery, a free child, my

mother being a free woman. My childhood was the ordinary child life,

of the colored children of the South. As a mere child, I looked out

upon the world as beautiful and felt that all men and women were good

and kind. I did not know of the distinctions, classes, conditions

and grades of mankind. But as I grew older these distinctions were

forced upon my tender heart and burned into my mind. I gradually came

to realize my said condition, although free, and the sad condition

of my race. My father was a slave, so that in my family, I learned

what slavery was, I felt its curse in my bones and I longed for an

opportunity and the power to play the part of a Moses in behalf of

my people. I suppose that this was the wild dream of every child

born during slavery. The awful condition of my people, the steel

shackles of slavery, the slave block of the market place where

husbands and wives, parents and children, were ruthlessly torn apart

and scattered asunder, the whipping post, the slave quarters, the

inhuman restrictions, such as denial of our own religious privileges,

no ministers or churches of our race, no educational advantages to

speak of, no social freedom among ourselves, these were some of the

unspeakable conditions of my childhood life. But there was the bright

and happy side of my life when a boy. With the thoughtlessness, the

happy-go-lucky spirit of the boy, I entered into those plays and

pleasures which make up the pastime of youth. I recall the many boys

and girls, both white and colored, who were my mates in games and

pranks. Like all boys, I had my little adventures, which were not

always on the side of the right. One of the first practical lessons, I

believe the first, that I ever had regarding the sterling worth of my

mother I most vividly recall. Together with some other boys, we were

guilty of stealing some peaches. It was not the proverbial watermelon

this time. Fortunately we were caught by the proprietor of the orchard.

It would be fortunate if all thieves were caught. I was taken in

charge. I began to cry vigorously. I was asked what I wanted done with

me. I begged to be taken home to my mother. This request was granted.

Soon I was facing my mother. The gentleman told her of my offense. I

expected, of course, that my mother would in some way intercede and

waited with breathless expectation for some defense or some excuse or

some release from my awful predicament. But my heart sank within me

when she said to the man, “I have no thieves in my family.” So I was

led away to face some fearful ordeal, I knew not what. When a boy’s

mother turns against him for his evil-doings, there is no hope for him.

But my tears, cries and youth touched the man’s heart and after leading

me away from home towards the jail for a distance, he released me with

some good advice. I learned in that wrong-doing that I need never

expect my mother to uphold me in the slightest departure from the right

path. It was a wonderful lesson and I doubt not, had a fine effect on

my entire life.

I recall another experience which was much more severe in a physical

way. I was bound out to a white man, Jacob G. Gooding, and placed

under his foreman, Henry E. Bryan. I was ordered to carry a bench some

distance. Then the devil said to me, “You are not a horse, why should

you be doing the work of a horse?” I said to myself, this is true. So

I decided that I would not do the work of a horse. Well, he soon came

to see what the trouble was and found me and the bench together. He

wanted to know why I had not obeyed his orders, I told him that I was

no horse, that he could get a horse and cart and have that bench taken

where he wanted it. We were soon in each other’s embrace engaged in a

street fight. We were arrested and tried and sentenced to a whipping.

Well, I was in for punishment, and being a free boy, the slave overseer

nor his master could punish me. I was reported to my employer. The

punishment decided on was forty lashes save one. So I was stripped and

my employer plied the lash thirty-nine times. My back was lacerated and

very painful and for three weeks I was unable to do any work. I suppose

that I could have gone to work sooner, but I was determined that my

punishment should cost my employer something as well as myself. It cost

me thirty-nine lashes and the suffering and it cost him the loss of

three weeks of my labor. This is but an illustration of the manner in

which the colored people, even the free-born, were generally treated

for their offenses. They were treated frequently worse than the brutes.

For they knew that the Negro had enough intelligence to understand what

his punishment meant and that the purpose of it was to reduce and keep

him in perpetual servitude. This, of course, had to be done by mere

brute force. But as the result of slavery there were many young men of

the race who learned well some trade. They were apprenticed, as in my

case, to some good workman, for at least four years or more. At the

end of that time they were efficient, practical workmen who, if free,

could command good wages. So that hundreds of fine artisans came of

slavery who were able to begin at once the laying of the foundation

of the history of a free people. They took up their several trades,

and for both races, turned their hands to every advantage. It should

always be remembered that the magnificent civilization of the South

as to its material wealth and prosperity, was built up by the slaves

of the South. The cities, the country homes, the plantations and all

their improvements, the planting, cultivating, and harvesting of the

crops, all was done by Negro labor. So that there should be set over to

the account of the Negro race, not only their own progress since the

Civil War, but also the progress of the south for at least a century

before the war. There is another incident in my life at this time

which may be interesting and also illustrate something of the workings

of that noted system of bringing slaves to the North. That system of

exporting slaves is known in history as “The Underground Railroad.”

I was, of course, deeply interested in this means of travel in those

days and tried to get all the passengers for this railroad that I could

find. My boss-foreman, H. E. Bryan, had disobeyed his master and was

threatened to be whipped. I assisted him to a place of safety. In all

the slaveholders’ dwellings, slaves were employed in the house. They

practically had full charge of affairs, and especially in the dining

room, kitchen, etc. This part of the house was very seldom inspected,

excepting to see that things were kept clean and orderly. Well, I

dressed this slave up in a woman’s garb and conducted him through the

streets to the house of one, Mr. Primrose, a man who stood high in the

community, and held the confidence of all slaveholders as one of them

and one of their defenders and supporters, a matter of course. I was

successful in getting my charge safely into the kitchen. Then with the

assistance of the slaves in charge of the kitchen, we placed him in

the attic at the rear of the house, above the kitchen. Here we safely

secreted him and here he was fed on the best of the land for a long

while. There was a most diligent search made for the slave in the town

and throughout the country. A reward was offered and he was advertised,

but all to no avail. He could not be found high or low. At last things

quieted down and we found opportunity to put him on this mystic train

and send him to a clime where he enjoyed his freedom. This was indeed a

daring attempt of mine, but it was in me to do it with a great deal of

delight. And from that day to this, I have been proud of this one feat

of my boyhood life which was on the side of right and humanity.

In 1858 I was bound out to Mr. Jacob Gooding to learn the trade of

bricklaying and plastering, in Newbern, N. C. I worked for him four

years having thoroughly learned the trade. Having finished the course

satisfactorily to Mr. Gooding, he gave me $6, a suit of clothes, set

of tools, and a Bible, and the advice to be a good boy. Afterwards I

worked for Mr. Eusten. Then I decided that I would quit work and seek

new fields. The occasion of my coming to this decision was as follows:

Mr. Eusten gave orders that I should work on the fourth of July. I

made up my mind that I would not work on that day. Of course, this

was disobedience and would have called for punishment. So I had to do

something. I cleaned up my tools, packed them away, and on the fourth

of July, 1857 left for Beaufort, N. C. There I went on board a schooner

and became cook, receiving $7.00 for my services. This schooner was

en route for New York City. When I landed at pier 28 East River I had

only my wages. I met a friend from the South, Mr. Alexander Hicks,

and we arranged a plan by which I should escape from the schooner. He

helped me with my trunk and we carried it to a horse car and landed

at 100 Sands st., Brooklyn. I soon found my mother who had preceded

me to the North. She was engaged in collecting money for buying my

father’s freedom. She was aided in this work by the Abolitionists,

among whom were Rev. Henry Ward Beecher, Rev. Henry Highland Garnett,

Rev. Mr. Bennington, Mr. Arthur Tapin, Mr. Theodore Tilton and others.

Mr. Timins, Kinsley, Thomas, and Robert Hamilton, Moses Coss, Ebenezer

Chambers and others, assisted me in getting work. I was able to attend

school some. While at school I made the acquaintance of Mr. William F.

Powell, who has made his mark in the world and was honored by President

McKinley with the position of minister to Hayti. Some of the other boys

were Ben Myrs and Wash Parker, working against great odds and prejudice

but aiming to make themselves an honor and credit to the Negro race.

Many of these boys are now filling good positions and have made

themselves honorable and law-abiding citizens.

In New York I worked some at my trade. But I did other work as I could

find it. On the corner of Pack Slip and Water streets, I loaded trucks,

chopped tea, weighed cotton, and I also did white-washing of houses

(but thank God I have never white-washed evil doers), cleaned carpets

and houses.

In 1859 I heard for the first time a minister of the A. M. E. Church,

the Rev. James Morris Williams and the Rev. Geo. A. Rue, having also

met Bishops Daniel A. Payne and William Paul Quinn. I was deeply

impressed with the importance of making my life a means of serving God

in the uplifting of my people. I was convinced even then that it does

not follow that because our skins are dark and that we are identified

with the Negro race that there is no chance for us to become potent

factors in the uplifting of humanity and especially my own people; that

a man should decide to do right and go ahead and God would certainly

care for him all his days and give him the reward of all his labors.

It is a great thing for a man to realize the responsibility of true

manhood and let others learn this from his example. If these were my

convictions in those dark days, what should be the feelings of young

men of the race today, when the darkness of slavery has been changed

into the light of liberty?

Sometime in 1860 Mr. Albert Storm requested me to aid him in getting

his mother from the South. She was a slave. Millie, Sally, Ann and John

Caraway were brought from the South, by the permission of the owner,

by one Dolly Babb, to Brooklyn. Dolly said to my mother, “Now I am

delivered from the devil out of hell. I am bound to serve my Heavenly

Master and I shall serve Him well.” J. R. V. Thomas, William Isaacs,

Rev. William Dixon, Paul Drayton, James Anderson, Dr. Peter W. Ray,

Joe Bowen, Chas. H. Lansing, William Still, Rev. George W. Leveer and

others, were a few of the men who were engaged in bringing slaves from

the South and giving them their freedom. Men of grander qualities,

morally, socially and religiously, I have never met.

In 1859 I was married, on June 16th, to Miss Olivia A. Hamilton, a

daughter of Mr. Robert Hamilton, editor of an Anglo-African paper. Ada

A. William Alexander and Mary Hamilton were born to us.

[Illustration: ALEXANDER H. NEWTON In Military Uniform Commissary

Sergeant 29th Regiment Connecticut Volunteers]

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