CHAPTER XXI

The weather on the day of Desire's reception could scarcely have been

bettered. Rain had fallen during the night; fallen just sufficiently to

lay the dust on the drive and liberate all the thousand flower scents

in the drowsy garden. It was hot enough for the most summery dresses

and cool enough for a summer fur. What more could be desired?

Bainbridge was expectant. It was known that Miss Campion was excelling

herself in honor of her nephew's bride, and the bride herself was

alluringly rumored to be a personality. It is doubtful if anyone really

believed the "part Indian" suggestion, but there were those who liked

to dally with it. Its possibility was a taste of lemon on a cloyed

tongue.

"They say she is part Indian--fancy, a Spence!"

"Nonsense. I asked Dr. Rogers about it and he made me feel pretty

foolish. The truth is--her parents are both English. The father is a

doctor, at one time a most celebrated physician in London."

"Physicians who are celebrated in London usually stay there."

"And I am sure she is dark enough."

"Not with that skin! And her eyes are grey."

"Oh, I admit she's pretty--if you like that style. I wonder where she

gets her clothes?"

"Where they know how to make them, anyway. Did you notice that smoke

colored georgette she wore on Sunday? Not a scrap of relief anywhere.

Not even around the neck."

"It's the latest. I went right home and ripped the lace off mine. But

it made me look like a skinned rabbit, so I put it back. I don't see

why fashions are always made for sweet and twenty!"

"Twenty? She's twenty-five if she's a day. For myself I can't say that

I like to see young people so sure of themselves. A bride, too!"

"They say Mrs. Stopford Brown hasn't had a card for the reception."

"Did she tell you so?"

"Oh, no! But she let it drop that she thought it was on the seventh

instead of the eighth."

"Plow funny! Serve her right. It's about time she knew she isn't quite

everybody...."

Desire, herself, was unperturbed. To her direct and unself-conscious

mind there was no reason why she should excite herself. These people,

to whom she was so new, were equally new to her. The interest might be

expected to be mutual. Any picture of herself as affected by their

personal opinions had not obtruded itself. She was prepared to like

them; hoped they would like her, but was not actively concerned with

whether they did or not. She had lived too far away from her kind to

feel the impact of their social aura. Besides, she had other things to

think about.

First of all, there was Mary. She found that she had to think about

Mary a great deal. She did not want to, but there seemed to be a

compulsion. This may have been partly owing to a change of mind with

regard to Mary as a subject for conversation. She had decided that it

was not good for Benis to talk about Her. Why revive memories that are

best forgotten? She never now disturbed him when he gazed into the

sunset; and when he sighed, as he sometimes did without reason, she did

not ask him why. She had even felt impatient once or twice and, upon

leaving the room abruptly, had banged the door.

So, because Mary was unavailable for discussion, Desire had to think

about her. She had to wonder whether her hair was really? And whether

her eyes really were? She wanted to know. If she could find someone who

had known Mary, some entirely unprejudiced person who would tell her,

she might be able to dismiss the subject from her mind. And surely, in

Bainbridge, there must be someone?

But she had been in Bainbridge a month now. People had called. And she

was still as ignorant as ever. She had been so sure that someone would

mention Mary almost at once. She had felt that people would simply not

be able to refrain from hinting to the bride a knowledge of her

husband's unhappy past. There were so many ways in which it might be

done. Someone might say, "When I heard that Professor Spence was

married, I felt sure that the bride would have dark hair because--oh,

what am I saying! Please, may I have more tea?" But no one, not even

the giddiest flapper of them all, had said even that! Perhaps,

incredible as it might seem, Bainbridge did not know about Mary? She

had been, Desire remembered, a visitor there when Benis met her.

Perhaps her stay had been brief. Perhaps the ill-fated courtship had

taken place elsewhere? Even then, it seemed almost unbelievably stupid

of Bainbridge not to have known something. But of course, she had not

met nearly everybody. This fact lent excitement to the idea of the

reception. Something might be said at any moment.

If not--there was still John. John must know. A man does not keep the

news of a serious love affair from his best friend. Some day, when John

knew her well enough, he might speak, delicately, of that lost romance.

Yes. She would have to cultivate John.

Luckily, John was easily cultivated. He had been quite charming to her

from the very first. He thought of her comfort continually, almost too

continually--but that, no doubt, was medical fussiness. He insisted,

for instance, upon putting wraps about her shoulders after dewfall and

refused to believe that she never caught cold. Only last night he had

left early saying that she must get her beauty sleep so as to be fresh

for the reception.

"One would think," she had said, sauntering with him to the gate, "that

the guests might decide to eat me instead of the ices. Why do you all

expect me to quake and shiver? They can't really do anything to me, I

suppose?"

"Do?" The doctor was absent-minded. "Do? Oh, they can do things all

right. But," with quite unnecessary emphasis, "their worst efforts

won't be a patch on the things you will do to them. Why, you'll add ten

years to the age of everyone over twenty and make the others feel like

babes in arms. You'll raise all their vibrations to boiling point and

remain yourself as cool and pulseless as--as you are now."

Desire was surprised, but she was reasonable.

"If you can tell me why my vibrations should raise themselves," she

said, "I will see what can be done."

The doctor had gone home gloomily.

"He is really very moody, for a doctor," thought Desire, as she

sauntered back through the dusk. "It seems to me that he needs cheering

up."

Then she probably forgot him, for certainly no thought of his

gloominess disturbed her beauty sleep. A fresher or more glowing bride

had never gathered flowers for her own reception. She had carried them

into all the rooms; careless for once of their cool aloofness; making

them welcome her whether they would or not. Then, as the stir of

preparation ceased and the house sank into perfumed quiet, she had

slipped back into her own pink and grey room for a breathing space

before it was time to dress.

At Aunt Caroline's earnest request she had taken Yorick with her.

"For," said Aunt Caroline, "I refuse to receive guests with that bird

within hearing distance. The things he says are bad enough but I have a

feeling that he knows many things which he hasn't said yet. And people

are sensitive. Only the other day when old Mrs. Burton was calling him

'Pretty Pol,' he burst into that dreadful laugh of his and told her to

'Shake a leg'! How the creature happened to know about the scandal of

her early youth I can't say. But it is quite true that she did dance on

the stage. She grew quite purple when that wretched bird threw it up to

her."

Desire had laughed and promised to sequestrate Yorick for the

afternoon. He had taken the insult badly and was now muttering protests

to himself with throaty noises which exploded occasionally in bursts of

bitter laughter.

It was too early to dress for another hour but already the dress lay

ready on the bed. Desire had chosen it with care. She had no

wedding-dress. Bridal white would have seemed--well, dangerously near

the humorous. She would have feared that half-smile with which Spence

was wont to appreciate life's pleasantries. But the gown upon the bed

was the last word in smartness and charm. In color it was like pale

sunlight through green water. It was both cool and bright. Against it,

her warm, white skin glowed warmer and whiter; her leaf-brown hair

showed more softly brown. Its skirt was daintily short and beneath it

would show green stockings that shimmered, and slippers that were

vanity.

Desire sat in the window seat and allowed herself to be quite happy.

"If I could just sit here forever," she mused. "If someone could

enchant me, just as I am, with the sun warm on the tips of my toes and

this little wind, so full of flowers, cool upon my face. If I need

never again hear anything save the drone of sleepy bees, the chirping

of fat robins and the hum of a lawn-mower--"

She sat up suddenly. Who could be mowing the west lawn in the heat of

the day? Desire, forgetting about the enchantment, leaned out to see.

Surely it couldn't be? And yet it certainly was. The lawn-mower man

displayed the heated countenance of the bridegroom him-self.

"What is he thinking of?" groaned Desire. "He will make himself a

rag--a perfect rag. I wonder Aunt Caroline allows it."

But Aunt Caroline was presumably occupied elsewhere. No one came to

prevent the ragmaking of the professor, and Desire, after watching for

a moment, raised her finger and gave the little searching call which

had been their way of finding each other in the woods at Friendly Bay.

The professor stopped instantly, leaving the lawn-mower exactly where

it was, in the middle of a swath. With an answering wave he crossed to

the west room window and, with an ease which surprised his audience,

drew his long slimness up the pillar of the porch and clambered over

the railing into the small balcony.

"I can't come in by the front door," he explained, "on account of my

boots. And I can't come in by the back door on account of Extra Help. I

intended getting in eventually by the cellarway, but, if you want me,

that would take too long. Besides, I wanted to show you how neatly I

can shin up a post."

He smiled at her cheerfully. He was damp and flushed, but much brisker

than Desire had thought. He did not look at all raglike. For the first

time since their homecoming she seemed to see him with clear eyes. And

she found him changed. He was younger. Some of the lines had smoothed

out of his forehead. His face showed its cheekbones less sharply and

his hair dipped charmingly, like an untidy boy's. His shirt was open at

the throat. He did not look like a professor at all. Desire momentarily

experienced what Dr. John had called a "heightening of vibration."

"Anything that I can do," offered he helpfully.

"The best thing will be to stop doing," suggested Desire. "Don't you

know that you're accessory to a reception this afternoon? Of course you

are only the host, but it looks better to have the host unwilted."

"Like the salad? I hadn't thought of that. In fact I'm afraid I haven't

been giving the matter serious attention. I must consult my secretary.

How else should a host look?"

"He should look happy."

Benis noted this on his cuff.

"Yes?"

Desire's eyes began to sparkle.

"If he is a bridegroom, as well as a host, he should be careful to look

often at the bride."

"No chance," said Spence gloomily. "Not with the mob that's coming."

"Above all, he looks after his least attractive lady guests. And he

never on any account slips away for a smoke with a stray gentleman

friend."

The professor's gloom lightened. "Is there going to be a stray

gentleman friend? Did old Bones promise?"

Desire nodded triumphantly.

"First time in captivity," murmured Spence. "How on earth did you

manage it?"

"I simply asked him!"

"As easy as that?"

They both laughed as happy people laugh at merest nonsense.

"Ha! Ha! Ha!" shrieked Yorick. "Go to it, give 'em hell!"

"I don't wonder Aunt Caroline dreads him," said Desire. "His experience

seems to have been lurid."

"Kiss her, you flat-foot, kiss her," shrieked the ribald Yorick.

"Sorry, old man," said Spence regretfully. "It's against the rules to

kiss one's secretary."

Again they both laughed. But was it fancy, or was this laugh a trifle

less spontaneous than the other? "Gracious!" said Desire, suddenly in a

hurry, "I've hardly left myself time to dress."

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