146. CYCLE.

Albano found in the glorification, wherein Heaven was to him only the

magnifying mirror of a glimmering earth, and the past only the

fatherland and mother-country of holy parents,--in this splendor of the

soul he found the house of his boyhood, into which he entered, festal

and like a temple, and everything common and clumsy refined or only

represented as upon a stage. His mother Albina and his sister Rabette

came with their glad looks as higher beings to his moved heart. They

drew hastily back, Julienne flew down stairs and kissed her brother,

for the first time openly, in a silent blending of pleasure and

sadness. When she released him, the tolling began out of the gloom of

the church-tower, as a signal that the dead brother was passing into

the church; then she rushed back upon Albano, and wept infinitely. She

went up with him, without saying whom he should find up there with his

foster-father. An old flute-clock, whose laborious music was offered

from time immemorial to rare guests, welled out to welcome him, as he

opened the door, with the resonances of the days of his childhood.

A tall, black-dressed female form, with a veil falling down sidewise,

who sat talking with his foster-father, turned round towards him

as he entered. It was Idoine; but the old magic semblance passed again

over his to-day so excited soul, as if it were Liana from heaven,

arrayed in immortality, prouder and bolder in the possession of

unearthly powers, retaining nothing more of her former earth than

goodness and charms. Both met each other again here with mutual

astonishment. Julienne--conscious to herself of her little concealments

and arrangements--saw a little red cloud of displeasure flit across

Idoine's mild face; it was, however, gone below the horizon, so soon as

Idoine perceived that the sister during the tolling for her brother's

funeral could not restrain her tears, and she went kindly to meet her,

seeking her hand. Idoine, easily inclined by her severity to fits of

vexation, that little skirmish of wrath, had freed herself by long,

sharp exercise from this finest, but strongest poison of the soul's

happiness, till she at last stood in her heaven as a pure, light moon,

without a rainy and cloudy atmosphere of earth.

Albano, to whom the earth, filled with the past and the dead, had

become an air-globe that soared into the ether, felt himself free

amidst his stars, and without earthly anxiety. He approached

Idoine,--although with the consciousness of the conflicting relations

of his and her house, yet with holy courage. "Her last wish in the last

garden," he said, "had been heard by Heaven." With maiden-like decision

of perception she went through the wilderness wherein she had to bend

aside, now flowers, now thorns, in order to be neither embarrassed nor

injured. She answered him, "I rejoice from my heart that you have found

your faithful sister forever." Wehrfritz was quite as much delighted as

astonished at the frankness with which she honestly spoke the truth

against all family relations. "So must one always lose much on the

earth," Albano replied to her, "in order to gain much," and turned to

his sister, as if he would thereby guard this word against a more

ambiguous sense.

The funeral bell tolled on. The strange, happy and sad mingling of

earthly lots gave all a solemn and free tone of spirit. Albina and

Rabette came up, arrayed in festive dark dresses, for the procession to

the burial church. Julienne divided herself between two brothers, and

never did her heart, which stood at once in tears and flames, swell

more romantically. She guessed how her friend Idoine thought respecting

her brother Albano, for she knew her to have a steadier voice than

to-day's was, and her sweet confusion was most easily evident to her

from the short report which the open soul had made to her of meeting

Albano again in Liana's garden; the slight maidenly recoil, too, of her

pride to-day, when she was embarrassed to find herself taken everywhere

for a risen Liana, that beloved of the youth, made Julienne not more

doubtful, but more sure.

"On a fine evening," said Albano to Idoine, "I once looked down into

your lovely Arcadia, but I was not in Arcadia." "The name," replied

she, and her clear eyes sank again to the earth, "is nothing more than

play; properly it is an alp, and yet only with herdsmen's huts in a

vale." She raised not again her large eyes, when Julienne silently took

her hand and drew her away, because now the funeral bell sounded out

with single, sad strokes, as a sign that the funeral ceremony was

coming on, in which Julienne could not possibly deny her sisterly heart

the comfort of participating. "We are going to the church," said Idoine

to the company. "So are we all, indeed," replied Wehrfritz, quickly. As

the two maidens passed by Albano, he observed for the first time on

Idoine three little freckles, as it were traces of earth and life,

which made her a mortal. He looked after the lofty, noble form, with

the long floating veil, who, beside his sister, appeared like Linda,

quite as majestically, only more delicately built, and whose holy gait

announced a priestess, who had been wont to walk in temples before

gods.

Hardly had the two disappeared, when Albano's old acquaintances,

especially the women, to whom Julienne's presence had always held near

in view Albano's family-tree, crowded on his heart with all signs of

long-repressed cordiality, full of wishes, joys, and tears. "Be my

parents still," said Albano. "Bravery is everything in this world,"

said the Director. "I did my part like a mother," said Albina, "but who

could have known _this!_" Rabette said nothing; her joy and love were

overpowering as her recollections. "My sister Rabette," said Albano,

"gave me, when I first went to Italy, the words embroidered on a purse,

'Think of us.' This prayer I will fulfil for you all in every

vicissitude of fortune";--and here, although too modest to say it, he

thought of things which he might perhaps do, as Prince, for his

foster-father, among which came first the restoration of his reverting

male fee. "Thus, then, is many a former sorrow of the heart, for us--"

began Albina. "O, what's to do with hearts? what's to do with sorrows?"

said Wehrfritz; "to-day all is right and smooth." But Rabette

understood her mother very well.

All betook themselves on their way to the temple of mourning. They

heard as they approached the church the music of the hymn, "How softly

they rest"; at a considerable distance bugles were essaying gladder

tones. Rabette pressed Albano's hand and said, very softly, "It has

been well with me, because I have learned all." She had, since hearing

how Roquairol had murdered a manifold happiness and himself, cast all

her love after the wretched man into his grave to moulder with him,

without shedding a tear as she did it. Her heart leaped at the thought

of Idoine's goodness, of her resemblance, with the mention of which her

father had to-day made the angel blush, and of her beautiful comforting

of Julienne, who had wept incessantly before Albano's arrival. Albina

praised Julienne more on account of her sisterly affection. Rabette was

silent about her; the two were sisterly rivals; moreover, Julienne had,

according to her sharp, inexorable system, looked upon her very coldly

as a victim of the Roquairol whom she so despised; whereas Idoine, who,

by her greater knowledge of human nature, had learned to unite mildness

toward female errors of the heart and moment with severity toward men,

had only been gentle and just.

When they stepped into the church full of mourning lamps, Albano stole

away into an unlighted corner, so as neither to disturb nor be

disturbed. At the bright altar stood the serene and venerable Spener,

with his uncovered head full of silver locks; the long coffin of the

brother stood before the altar between rows of lights. In the arch

of the church hung night, and forms were lost in the gloom; below

rays and bright shadows and people crossed each other. Albano saw the

iron-grated door of the hereditary sepulchre, through which his blessed

parents had gone down, standing open like a gate of death; and it was

to him as if once more Schoppe's tumultuous spirit stalked in, to break

into the last house of man. The thought of his brother affected him but

little, but the neighborhood of his still parents, who had so long

watched for him, and whom he had never thanked, and the incessant tears

of his sister, whom he saw in the gallery over the gate of death, took

mighty hold of his heart, out of which the deep, eternal tones of

lamentation drew tears, like the warm blood of sorrow and of love. He

saw Idoine, with her half red, half white Lancaster rose on the black

silk, standing beside his sister, drawing the veil over her eyes

against many a comparing look. Here, near such altar-lights, had once

the oppressed Liana knelt while swearing the renunciation of her love.

The whole constellation of his shining past, of his lofty beings, had

gone down below the horizon, and only _one_ bright star of all the

group stood glimmering still above the earth: Idoine.

Just then the youth was seen by his friend Dian, who came hastening

towards him. Without much ceremony, the Greek embraced him, and said,

"Hail, hail to the beautiful transformation! There stands my Chariton;

she, too, would greet thee after the manner of her speech."[158] But

Chariton was looking continually at Idoine, on account of her

resemblance. "Well, my good Dian, I have paid many a heart and fortune

for it, and I wonder that fate has spared me thee," said Albano.

Thereupon he asked him, as architect of the church, about the condition

of the hereditary sepulchre, because he wished afterward to have the

ashes of his parents uncovered, in order at least to kneel down before

them in silent gratitude. "Of that," said Dian, surprised, "I know very

little; but it is a shocking purpose, and what good is to come of it?"

The music ceased; Spener, in a low tone, began his discourse. He spoke

not, however, of the Prince at his feet, nor yet of his loved ones in

the hereditary tomb, but of the real life that knows no death, and

which man must beget in himself. He said that, for himself, though an

old man, he wished neither to die nor to live, because one could

already, even here, be with God, so soon as one only had God within

him, and that we ought to be able to see without grief our holiest

wishes wither like sunflowers, because, after all, the lofty sun still

beams on, which forever raises and nourishes new ones, and that a man

must not so much prepare himself for eternity as plant in himself the

eternity which is still, pure, light, deep, and everything.

Many a human breast in the church felt the poisonous point of the past

broken off by this discourse. On Albano's rising sea it had poured

smooth oil, and all about his life was even and radiant. Julienne's

eyes had grown dry and full of serene light, and Idoine's had filled

with glimmering moisture, for her heart had to-day been stirred too

often not to weep in this sweet, devout, and exalting emotion. Once it

seemed to Albano, as he looked towards her, as if she shone

supernaturally, and as if, just as the sun from under the earth beams

upon a moon, so Liana from the other world were beaming upon her

countenance, and adorning this likeness of herself with a holiness

beyond the reach of earth.

At the close of the discourse, Albano went quietly to the two friends,

pressed his sister's hand, and begged her not to wait for the end of

the sad festival. She was comforted and willing. As they stepped out of

the church, a wondrous bright moonlight was spread over earth, like a

sweet morning light of the higher world. Julienne begged them, instead

of going in between four walls, into the prison of eyes and words, and

the midst of all the din, rather to behold first the still, bright

landscape.

All of them bore in their breasts the holy world of the serene old man

out into the fair night. Not a speck of cloud, not a breath of air,

stirred through the wide heaven; the stars reigned alone; earthly

distances were lost in the depth of white shadows; and all mountains

stood in the silvery fire of the moon. "O, how I love your serene, holy

old man!" said Idoine to Albano, when she had already often pressed

Julienne's hand. "How happy I am! Ah, life, like the water of the sea,

is not quite sweet till it rises towards heaven." Suddenly distant

bugle-tones came pealing out to them, which well-meaning country-folk

sounded as a greeting before Albano's foster-home. "How comes it," said

Julienne, "that in the open air and at night even the most

insignificant music is pleasant and stirring?" "Perhaps because our

inner music harmonizes with it more clearly and purely," said Idoine.

"And because, before the spheral music of the universe, human art and

human simplicity are, at last, equally great!" added Albano. "That is

just what I meant, for that is also, after all, only within ourselves,"

said Idoine, and looked lovingly and frankly into his eyes, which sank

before hers, as if the moon, the mild after-summer of the sun, now

dazzled him with its splendor.

Since the church festival, she had addressed herself to him oftener;

her sweet voice was more tender, though more tremulous; her maidenly

shyness of the resemblance to Liana seemed conquered or forgotten, as

on that evening in the last garden. During Spener's discourse, her

existence had decided itself within her, and on her virgin love, as on

a spring soil by one warm evening rain, all buds had been opened into

bloom. As he now looked upon this clear, mild eye, under the pure,

cloudless brow, and the fine mouth, with inexhaustible good-will

towards every living thing breathing over it, he could hardly conceive

that this delicate lily, this light incense exhaled from morning

redness and morning flowers, was the habitation of that firm spirit

which could rule life, just as the tender cloud or the little

nightingale's breast contains the thrilling peal of sound.

They stood now on the bright mountain, covered with the evergreen of

youthful remembrance, where Albano had once slumbered in dreams of the

future, as on a light and lofty island in the midst of the shadow-sea

of two vales. The mountain-ridges of the linden city, the eternal goal

of his youthful days, were snowed over by the moon, and the

constellations stood upon them gleaming and great. He looked now upon

Idoine: how truly did this soul belong among the stars! "When the world

is purged from this low day; when heaven, with its holiest, farthest

suns, looks upon this earthly land; when the heart and the nightingale

alone speak,--then only does her holy time come up in heaven; then is

her lofty, tranquil spirit seen and understood, and by day only her

charms," thought Albano.

"How many a time, my good Albano," said the sister, "hast thou here, in

thy long-left youthful years, looked toward the mountains for thine own

ones,--for thy hidden parents and brothers and sisters,--for thou hadst

always a good heart!" Here Idoine unconsciously looked at him with

inexpressible love, and his eye met hers. "Idoine," said he,--and their

souls gazed into each other, as into suddenly rising heavens, and he

took the maiden's hand,--"I have that heart still; it is unhappy, but

unstained." Then Idoine hid herself quickly and passionately in

Julienne's bosom, and said, scarce audibly, "Julienne, if Albano

rightly knows me, then be my sister!"

"I do know thee, holy being!" said Albano, and clasped to _one_

bosom sister and bride; and from all of them there wept but _one_

joy-enraptured heart. "O ye parents," prayed the sister, "O thou God,

bless, then, both of them and me, that so it may be forever!" And as

she lifted her eyes to heaven, while the lovers lingered in the short,

holy elysium of the first kiss, innumerable immortals looked down out

of the deep-blue eternity, the distant tones and the mild rays were

blended together, and the slumbering realm of the moon resounded. "Look

up to the fair heaven!" cried the sister to the lovers, in the ecstasy

of her joy; "the rainbow of eternal peace blooms there, and the

tempests are over, and the world is all so bright and green. Wake up,

my brother and sister!"

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